#GO TO SLEEP AND STOP BOTHERING ME
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ok so back to the q right.
in the situation of he's always flirting w u then would u want to be y/n or would u want to be the gf
idw answer this
#ok but maybe like#idk#i wouldn't wanna be cheated on#but if we're being totally fr#i would never cheat#cause why tf r u cheating on ur gf u pig#but i also dont want him to cheat on me tho#so#i think i'll just tell his gf#and then we'll take care of him#hEhEhE#itsliasworld <3#GO TO SLEEP AND STOP BOTHERING ME
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imagine viktor didn't mean to start the cult but the people he healed just keep coming back and building homes, starting farms and other shit. like he wants to heal people but they wont fucking leave and he's too awkward to tell them to leave because they're so happy and grateful.
like this was supposed to be his solo healing trip with astral vision sky and instead these people wont leave him tf alone and no one's called him by his actual name in weeks. all he wants to do is heal some shimmer addicts then send them on their way so he can explore the arcane but now hes being roped into meetings about dome structures and irrigation methods.
jayce comes into kill him and hes like thank goddddd jayce please tell them to leave i cant. they call me the herald and for a few weeks i though they were calling me harold and i was too tired to correct them now its gone too far. they keep asking me if we should add livestock to the farm. jayce i know nothing about farming please help me. jayce they're too nice tell them to leave.
#arcane#viktor arcane#arcane spoilers#hes like fuck this is the most social ive been in a decade#hes so used to talking to like 6 people maybe and only half of that he enjoys speaking to#now hes a cult leader and still figuring out his new body#like man doesnt know if he still does things like pee or ear or sleep and people wont stop bothering him#theyre like should we paint murals and build a park and hes like i dgaf leave me ALONE to the arcane exploration#this is why viktor didnt go into politics
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I'm on an OC kick and also super indecisive so I spun a wheel (thank you for choosing for me, RNG).
Ricardo is a body guard and is bffs with Marlo. Ricardo's current job is watching after a celebrity's daughter who the public doesn't know even exists. She's just a teenage girl vibing with her mom and getting texts and calls from her dad (who loves her a whole lot and keeps her out of the spotlight very purposefully) and has this bodyguard and his weird friend. Marlo is just vibing with his best friend.
(Also Marlo would absolutely laugh if he heard Ricardo say "someone called me eye candy and it wasn't you and now I think you should call me that")
#my characters#i have an ask in my inbox that has me obsessively thinking about drawing fanart#but i just dont have the energy for what i want to draw for it#its been a rough day guys im dying (allergies and lacking sleep)#(why are allergies so bad today i ask after shoving my face into a cat while knowing im allergic to cats)#there are some prices i will always suffer and pay in life and the cat allergy is one of them you cant keep me away from a cat#im shoving my face in their fur and you CANT STOP ME FROM IT and also they kept bothering me#anyway i got to bed at like 6am after a lot of zoomies and restless legs and then#woke up with both cats in the guest bed with me and man i will not know peace for a few days#worth it tho bc i love them and i will take suffering if it means cattention#i dont really have much to say about the ocs tbh theyre just buddies being guys and then theres a teenage girl sometimes#and people suspect ricardo is her dad and she cant really say no my dads (celebrity) since thats the entire point of rico#so she makes sure its not troublesome for him to have people assume things like that and hes just#idc im in love with my best friend and hes not giving me any kids so not like anyone will start drama if im not with your mom#but he is also ! friends with the celebrity and his wife so he does just go on Family Outings with the wife and daughter#and sometimes marlo because the wife knows of him and invites him sometimes but she treats#rico and marlo like sons instead which is a bit weird to the daughter but she likes her weird fake brothers slash dad and question mark#marlo dyes his hair pink if that matters and has been doing so for a v long time
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Okay but pls imagine a pinup of Erik where it's his own helmet being used to cover his pirates
Oh if only you hadnt typod that i woulda prob done a quick mock up but now i can only imagine erik hiding a bunch of tiny lil pirates under his helmet 😭😭
#snap chats#so funny i was just cleaning my magneto helmet#someone tell me how it got scuffed … i leave it in my room all day who harming my baby like this#whatver ill live …. it WILL bother me forever but WHATEVER nothing is perfect#the more aged and worn the more love its been shown is my cope#mayhe i should stop sleeping with it in bed… maybe thats what happened#��snap you sleep with it in bed’ only sometimes ….. like how i swap plushies….#i swear im an adult …… i have once again derailed the tags#im gonna go look at my magneto helmet now and giggle and kick my feet#i dont wanna go to class later but i will .. such is life ..#at the very least my schedule is more free tomorrow so thats always something to look forward to#ok bye i have helmet looking to do
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Source: Josie & The Pussycats [1970]
#josie and the pussycats#alexandra cabot#sleeping#tiger#smack#slap#go away#don't bother me#leave me alone#fuck off#you stop that
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i would rather live with ana for the rest of my life than binge like this ever again
#rending.txt#i dont know how to stop binging i was doing so well yesterday and then for no reason it fell apart#i just want to stop#i have so much to do today but i just dont want to do anything im so depressed#im just going to lay in bed and eat all day and think up ways to die#i already know my chosen method i just cant be bothered right now so maybe later#i just want to keep sleeping#i called in sick to work today because i was so so tired and i slept i think nearly 12 hours which isnt bad#i wanna go on a walk and work out and stuff but i just. cant right now. i need to work on my job presentation but i just cant#i just want to keep eating and go back to sleep and then wake up and end it#but i just need to make it to therapy tomorrow and maybe itll get better? who knows#i dont even have the energy to walk up to tesco to get blades or more food so im laying im bed eating dry granola like a pathetic pig#i dont wanna talk to anyone but my boyfriend but hes asleep and i dont want to vent to him anymore because it makes me feel guilty#and it doesnt help to vent to him anymore so i just make him sad for no reason and i dont know how to vent to anyone else#i havent changed my bedsheets in weeks and theres so much trash on my floor you can barely walk in my room and i havent showered in a week#i just dont have the heart to cry anymore i just want it to stop#i did everything i was supposed to so i could prevent binges and it didnt work at all so i think im beyond saving lol
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The sheer desperation and frenzied manner that I keep telling myself “just one more week just one more week just one more week” to keep from snapping and going fucking insane is honestly getting concerning
#I think I’m just at my limit#in a lot of ways but mostly in the fact that I have literally been unable to exist#by myself somewhere peaceful and quiet in MONTHS now#like because she isn’t work she is ALWAYS home so I can’t even get a couple hours to myself every now and then#I wake up in the morning and she’s up stomping around and banging cabinet doors open and closed#and watching videos on her phone at such a loud volume I can hear it across the apartment with my door closed#I come home from work. same thing#I go to bed at night. same thing#does she ever FUCKING SLEEP????#like I’m sorry maybe it’s the autism and it wouldn’t bother most ppl as badly#but if I don’t get some actual genuinely quiet time to myself where I don’t have to hear/deal with another person#I feel like I’m gonna explode into shrapnel#also I’m not exaggerating I hear literally every step she takes because she stomps around#I feel so bad for the ppl who live before us#it just ties back to her being completely situationally unaware and inconsiderate of literally everyone else#like girl you try to be quiet for the sake of other ppl and the fact that you never learned this is astounding#also I’m so goddamn fucking sick of her cat it’s like he knows we’re leaving so he’s being as god awful as possible#he has ripped apart a lot of the boxes I’ve gotten for moving#and has been antagonizing my cat even MORE often and then morning she has scratches on her face from him 🙃#and yes this is while my roommate was out sitting on the couch and did fuck all to get him to stop#because she still thinks it’s funny and my cat is ‘just a bitchy girl who’s playing hard to get’#I need it to be the first so bad so so so so fucking bad GET ME OUT OF HEREEEEEEE#kaz rambles
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Dog has a swollen lymph node. Just one for now. Which means her cancer is getting worse already. The longer this goes on, the more detached I feel from reality.
#I've been barely eating for over a week now and don't feel it#all the money i have is going towards her. i have enough body fat to survive without eating properly for a while.#but I'm just not hungry because nothing feels real right now#she's been breathing with more difficulty the past couple days too so i know the tumor on her tongue is getting larger#she's been whining so much too. like way more than she ever has.#and the prednisone has increased her appetite by so much that she's eating almost double what she normally would#she's skipped eating in the morning almost her whole life. don't know why. she's just a picky bitch like that.#but now she wants extra food in thd morning and snacks during the day and extra food at night#i was worried her food would go to waste after she died but goddamn#it definitely will be eaten plus some at this rate#she seems so normal. but i know she's getting worse every day and probably just doesn't want to bother me.#that's the worst thing about dogs. they don't want to bother you.#she's so opinionated when it comes to things she wants to eat or play with. but she's never let me know when she was in pain.#the only times she has are emergency vet visit times#like when my ex broke her tail and she kept putting her butt in my face to tell me shit was fucked up#or another time when her gut bacteria somehow got out of whack and she shat bright red blood all over my house#or when she broke a claw so bad it damaged the bone underneath#anything minor and i have to find it on my own#she's extra spoiled right now#i never tell her to stop unless she's doing something potentially dangerous#like yeah. let's sniff that same spot on the same bush you smell 8x a day for ten minutes girl.#you look hungry. have some peanuts or freetos or cotton candy.#you want snacks even though you just had snacks? bitch. have some more.#you want to sleep in my spot on the bed? thats ok. I'll go to the othef sidd where i don't have my cpap. get comfy.#i feel bad denying her anything when i know she only has a set amount of experiences left#there's a finite amount of sniffs she can snorf or food to be fed and i know it's pretty limited.#and then i get days like today where i don't even really start working until the time I'd normally be getting home#and that enrages me like little else can do because it's taking away from time with the only living thing that's real to me#except the longer i have knowing she's dying the less 'here' i feel. which makes her seem less real.#and i hate it. but i deny myself pain by pretending shit isn't real until it isn't. and then there's no more pain.
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Sometimes it feels like my mom punishes me for things I can't control and it's actually kinda really upsetting.
#i fell asleep yesterday after work as i mentioned before and that means i wasn't able to wash up after dinner#she said to me today that if i fell asleeo again before dinner she'd be pissed off at me#and usually a comment like that wouldn't bother me#but I'm the only one working full time/ with two jobs in my house#especially when my brothers don't do anything around the house#even though they don't have jobs/ do anything full time. and yet the responsibility of housekeeping is always left to me#even if I'm tired. The reason i can't fo to sleep early ia because cleaning the downstairs before i go takes a while#ofc it would when you have a family of 9 and you're the only person doing it#she never asks them either#and then she gets upset at me if like yesterday i don't do these things#and it's like#everyone keeps telling me fo stop treating myself as a machine#but it's kinda hard when everyone else does the same#today/ this week when work has been really tough and im struggling already because im having a hard time#it's the last thing you wanna hear that someone's upset at you for doing something that could have been shared between others#i don't know it just feels like a sledgehammer fo the chest every time#i just feel I'm constantly disappointing someone because im not able to do what they say#ans no matter how much i say it's unfair nothing ever changes.
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where else am i gonna find a show like lockwood and co? like genuinely, one where the teenagers look their age, the plot has substance to it, the characters have endless depth like ur dipping ur toes into an endless pool, they pull you in, a show where the sets feel lived in and messy, a show with yearning glances that could possibly rival lockwood and lucy's heated eye contact, a show abt friendship, abt ghosts, abt surviving, abt mysteries, abt family?
#don't talk to me#im done#ive gone through all the stages of grief#ill go to sleep now#and stop bothering everyone who follows me hehe#but lockwood and co was luke#a once in a life phenomenon for me#it was too good to be true in the end ig#lockwood & co#lockwood and co
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i have been trying to fall asleep for almost an entire gayass hour
#my parents closed and locked their door tonight so our dog is whining and crying outside of it to be let in to sleep#and my room is right next to it#so shes like right outside my door whimpering and pawing at the floor and whining#and its making me feel really really really bad#i tried knocking on their door but they didnt answer :( i think my dad is asleep and my moms showering though#i wont be able to fall asleep until our poor dog stops. so#i tried inviting her onto my bed but its too small for her and my sisters cat is here#reminds me of thjs time when i was rly little and i would go n sleep in my parents bed all the time when i couldnt sleep#in yhe middle of the night#but they were kinda sick of it so this one time they locked their door but i was too young to like#understand the concept that other doors besides like our front door could be locked#so i like. sat their for like half an hour trying to open this locked door...like this tiny si#-x year old child in the middle of the night tryina open this locked door & sniffling & crying. lmao#whjch might b why our dog crying n sniffling outside their door bothers me so much lol#anyway it is almost twelve in the fucking moening and i tried to go to sleep around 10:30. im so tiredd.....
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Anyone want my boobs. I don't want them. Take them from me. Now
#Sorry I'll be normal when it's autumn again#Guess who finished their work badly <3#I need to go to sleep before I start sobbing and crying and mauling people#But hm yeah it's bothering me aha... I need to. Stop being thinking. Goodbye#Android.txt
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omg the way i couldn’t even silently look miserable and watch my video essays in peace today these two guys kept bothering me and snickering about it….i should’ve socked them in the jaw💔
#it was one in the afternoon i was ready to go home i wanted to sleep had my headphones in godddd#this isn’t even the first time this has happened and i’ve never understood the joke#ohhh this girl looks sooo depressed and is sooo quiet and literally never bothers anyone ever besides just looking tired af let’s pick on#and mockingly flirt with her. i need to stop being so tired when these things happen i gotta start telling people to shut the fuck up 😭#just realizing the general public perceives me as a freak and a weirdo and not even in that mysterious cool way whatever IDGAF#my text
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If I ever show up to work without wearing makeup you should know I'm about to quit
#makeup is like my morning ritual it makes me feel awake so if i can't even be bothered to do that I'm checked out#i already hate this job so much and it hasn't even been a full week#I literally can't sleep because I can't stop crying because I don't want to go in tomorrow
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#well today i found out my adhd medication makes me more talkative#supposedly because i am able to organize my thoughts better and there’s a reduction in anxiety and all the constant stream of thoughts#i feel like i’ve talked A LOT today#i’m very sleepy but i still want to talk#it’s kinda funny i was already talkative but now it’s like i can’t stop#also being sleepy as a side effect#i guess it relaxes you?#but also the longer the day goes the medication wears off and it leaves you tired#yesterday i went to bed at 10 something pm#which is insane because i usually go from going to sleep from 2am to 5am#i’ve always had this anxiety about sleeping because it felt like i was missing real life#hmm something to discuss with my therapist next visit#but yeah i am able to organize my thoughts and my brain feels calmer#also happy to report intrusive thoughts haven’t bothered me!!! my brain is finally shutting the fuck up in regards to that#also i feel like i’m able to absorb information and understand better? before as much as i tried i just couldn’t#i really like that a lot#logan.txt#adventures in adhd
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and why do people need to be shopping right now. it’s tuesday….
#yeah yeah it’s spring break. still#like go to the beach or whatever and stop bothering ME#back in my day spring break was about sleeping in until 2pm and then spending a tuesday doing a movie marathon of divergent or something
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