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lesbiansanemi · 1 month ago

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The sheer desperation and frenzied manner that I keep telling myself “just one more week just one more week just one more week” to keep from snapping and going fucking insane is honestly getting concerning

#I think I’m just at my limit #in a lot of ways but mostly in the fact that I have literally been unable to exist #by myself somewhere peaceful and quiet in MONTHS now #like because she isn’t work she is ALWAYS home so I can’t even get a couple hours to myself every now and then #I wake up in the morning and she’s up stomping around and banging cabinet doors open and closed #and watching videos on her phone at such a loud volume I can hear it across the apartment with my door closed #I come home from work. same thing #I go to bed at night. same thing #does she ever FUCKING SLEEP????#like I’m sorry maybe it’s the autism and it wouldn’t bother most ppl as badly #but if I don’t get some actual genuinely quiet time to myself where I don’t have to hear/deal with another person #I feel like I’m gonna explode into shrapnel #also I’m not exaggerating I hear literally every step she takes because she stomps around #I feel so bad for the ppl who live before us #it just ties back to her being completely situationally unaware and inconsiderate of literally everyone else #like girl you try to be quiet for the sake of other ppl and the fact that you never learned this is astounding #also I’m so goddamn fucking sick of her cat it’s like he knows we’re leaving so he’s being as god awful as possible #he has ripped apart a lot of the boxes I’ve gotten for moving #and has been antagonizing my cat even MORE often and then morning she has scratches on her face from him 🙃#and yes this is while my roommate was out sitting on the couch and did fuck all to get him to stop #because she still thinks it’s funny and my cat is ‘just a bitchy girl who’s playing hard to get’#I need it to be the first so bad so so so so fucking bad GET ME OUT OF HEREEEEEEE #kaz rambles

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