#Flipping a Switch
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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i might make this look marginally better um... some other time
#it was supposed to be a sketch#but if i so much as think of the concept of color a flip switches in my brain and i have to throw the entire rainbow in#so this isn't supposed to be a painting ????#//#deltarune#utdr#croque art#i always name them the lancer fan club. btw
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Lab tech brain compels me to ramble through my OC
#fallout#arcade gannon#my art#you fools- by liking my previous art post you compelled me to do more art#anyhow I suppose that the one upside to wasteland medicine having less people involved is that there's less room for miscommunication#this is one thing on a canvas with far too many things#and the one other finished thing can sit in my drafts to post later for the illusion of me doing more art than I have haha#woe be upon y'all I can only post non-OC art when it's with an OC present it's just the law of my brain#it's a significant motivating factor I cannot sidestep around#anyway if you read these tags know that his speaking cadence is 1000 miles an hour#one of them say nothing OR flip a switch then be a chronic yapper kinds (like myself)
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andrew always being at kevin's side because kevin needs it and andrew driving kevin to night practice and andrew patting kevin down to check for injuries and andrew promising kevin it'll be fine and andrew looking awake, interested because of kevin and andrew conserving his energy for kevin's quiet meltdown and andrew smiling for the first time without the drugs because of kevin and andrew always picking up when kevin calls
#my posts#my aftg posts#aftg#all for the game#tfc#the foxhole court#the sunshine court#kandrew#kevin day#andrew minyard#tearing my hair out climbing the walls chewing drywall#i've always loved kandrew in some way but a few weeks ago it's like a switch flipped#and suddenly i'm absolutely feral over them just constantly thinking about them /and/ writing fic#do y'all know that in some way andrew is the reason kevin started learning how to play right-handed#because they had a fight and andrew said he won't step foot on the court until kevin does as well#augh it's so interesting like how do you even come up with a dynamic like this
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a story where kid and heiji gets along (and conan gets jealous)
#kaiheishin#my art#dcmk#dcmk fanart#heishin#heikai#shinichi who get unexpectedly jealous when his 'best friend' position are threatened (especially by his doppelganger)#also heiji with a switch flip that makes him get along with his self proclaimed mortal enemies#this suppose to have an unnecessary amount of dialogue referencing the movie but it naturally didnt make it into the cut lol#spoiler free kaiheishin it is
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hate it when you see an item of clothing that slays absolute penis but you can tell just from looking at it that the Bad Texture will make you want to remove your own skin
#looking with longing at elegant lace shirts with a waterfall ruffle#while knowing full well that if my bare flesh comes into contact with lace a switch will flip and i'll become thoroughly evil#be shh now
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im sitting here wondering how the ADA would react to skks dynamic in canon. cus like..... I don't think ANYONE from the ADA has ever actually seen Dazai and Chuuya in the same room. and the way Dazai talks to and teases Chuuya is SO DIFFERENT than how he behaves with the people at the ADA that I feel like they'd get fucking whiplash from it.
#i plan to actually rewatch the show again at some point so i can poke at skk. as you do.#but like dazai casually saying how he wants chuuya to just go die already or wtv he says like#he would NEVER say that shit to kunikida or atsushi#and he does a really good job of keeping his behavior in front of the ada as the silly goofball#which is NOT how he behaves with chuuya#like please i need the ada to be freaked out by the sudden switch that chuuya flips in dazai#bc dazai annoys chuuya but chuuya annoys dazai JUST AS MUCH#they get under each others skin so well#pkay thats it ill shut up now <3#bsd#skk#soukoku#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#shh ac
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flip a switch.
>>> w/ yu jimin.
synopsis. after breaking kim y/n’s heart during senior year of high school, yu jimin moved out of the country to study abroad. y/n gave into her family’s demands, focusing on her modeling career. just in her early twenties when y/n settled down with her new boyfriend, hwang hyunjin, jimin surprises everyone with her return to korea with her modeling debut, reminding everyone of why y/n fell for her in the first place.
pairing(s). toxic ex!karina x jennie’s younger sister!reader x hwang hyunjin
genre. smau, rom-com, drama, fluff, angst.
warnings. profanity, cheating, toxic & manipulative relationships, suggestive themes, friendly bullying, use of aave, ignore the timestamps on tweets. (more to be added)
feat. manon of katseye, lily of nmixx, taehyun of txt, ricky of zb1 & all of aespa (+ more!)
status. coming soon.
PROFILES.
karina antis | underpaid interns | xtras
CHAPTERS.
000. prologue.
taglist (open) — @saysirhc @1luvkarina @tzuyusdoughnut @kiazell @dirtydemigod16 @ourlovesarang @yeetaberry127 @ynjnscatt @hyunboo @minaripenguu @sunshinez4 @hyukaswife @yoontoonwhs @meganskiendielsbtc @llotvkmj @ryujinsdimple @gtfoiydlyj
#flip a switch — yjm#aespa#aespa smau#aespa imagines#aespa x reader#aespa karina#aespa winter#aespa giselle#aespa ningning#karina x reader#karina smau#karina#manon katseye#lily nmixx#wlw#kpop smau#kpop fanfic#ricky zb1#txt taehyun
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I cannot believe the canon bkdk dynamic though.
Katsuki, completely whipped, 100% on board to spend the rest of his life with Izuku, living the dream as heroes.
Izuku, completely oblivious to his own worth, oblivious to how Katsuki really feels about him now, just so oblivious to it all.
#bkdk#bakudeku#straight out of a fanfic actually#I keep thinking about the ‘one fell first but the other fell harder’ dynamic#and a lot of people say Kats fell first so Izuku fell harder#but I gotta say it feels like the reverse#feels like Izuku fell first#ages ago#when they were kids#he’s just really good at compartmentalizing it#not thinking about it because it’s not possible#there’s no way his symbol of victory would ever feel anything even close to live for a useles deku like him so it’s no use even hoping#meanwhile Katsuki flipped a switch and went from 0 to 100 in a heartbeat#izuku left UA to be a vigilante and it put everything into perspective for Katsuki#and from then on he was a complete goner#thinking about Izuku constantly#thinking about him as he died#jump starting his own heart to come back and find Izuku#propelling himself across the country just to give Izuku one last push#planning to be with him for the rest of their lives#being distraught that Izuku lost his quirk again#listen#izuku fell first. Kats fell harder
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#sensory#stim#stimboard#stimblr#stimmy#toys#toycore#nostalgia#nostalgiacore#mlp#my little pony#mlp g3#phone#nintendo switch#rhinestones#flip phone#neon#heart#purple#pink#white#aesthetic#ring-a-pony#hands
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"The key thing was of course, the fact that Rick has PTSD and that's very much what's driving a lot of his behavior and being in a place of that level of vulnerability, back with the love of his life in that way.
It's also the thing he fears, the loss of her. It manifests itself in a way that is visceral and leads to the lovemaking not just being about love, but the revealing of pain and trauma and fear. That informs Michonne, that she can't just blast him into making sense. There's something deeper going on here that he can't verbalize. She has to help him get through in a different way. So she gets to see him, as well, as he reveals what's really in there, the wound. That's going to happen most likely in that most vulnerable space." — Danai Gurira
"Yeah, I think it is about pain. As Danai just said, it's about him wanting her and then fearing what he's about to unlock again. He gets to sort of articulate it in the scene further in the episode, when he gets to say that, 'I can't do this again. I haven't got the capacity to do this again. I've worked out how to die and live again.' So it is an absolutely necessary scene that allows Michonne to realize that there's something really broken here, more broken than she's ever anticipated. [...]
So the scene was about a real intimacy, a sort of frightening intimacy. This is a part of his personality he has shut down. It's almost like he's trying to stop himself from feeling this love again. She sees that and she just says, 'Just trust. We're back. We're the same...' I find it very moving. I think it's a very, very moving scene, because it's about them connecting in a way that he's had to deny for seven years. He's denied that connection for the sake of living on in this half life for the CRM" — Andrew Lincoln
Andrew Lincoln and Danai Gurira Discuss Episode 4 of The Walking Dead: The Ones Who Live
#the walking dead#twd: the ones who live#the ones who live#twdedit#towledit#richonneedit#richonne#rick grimes#michonne grimes#danai gurira#andrew lincoln#mine and only mine#long post#loveddddd getting their insights on this scene and this moment#danai adding the panic attack was such a gorgeous smart and truthful detail#i think it was in other interviews but i loved how she said that the purpose of this scene was transformative in nature#it was meant to show that a switch had flipped#it basically peeled back another layer of rick's walls during this moment of vulnerability#and allowed for something to click into place for michonne to realize that there's something deeper going on#something that he's not able to say out loud and articulate#like WOWWWWW#nah fr we gotta get danai to write more episodes#bc this is sickening
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Has Chuuya ever used corruption in front of the ADA. Just so Dazai can swoop in and save him? Dead Apple parallels
oh you bet he did! agency walked on eggshells around chuuya for a week after that
#don’t look at me flipping back and forth between art styles#soukoku switch au#ask#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bsd chuuya#chuuya nakahara#soukoku#dazai osamu#skk#bsd dazai#bsd fanart#bsd atsushi#atsushi nakajima#val art
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ghost… hear me out.
what about perv!tattoo artist eddie 👁️👄👁️
like you’re good friends, have been for a long time but he wants you so bad. so when you finally start coming to him for some work he nearly loses his damn mind. and you want him just as bad obvi
but say you’re getting something on your collarbone, and you really should sit on his lap for this one. just so he can get all those intricate details perfect, yeah?
or like you mentioned getting an ass/hip piece done. and you know he really should help you check on it during the healing process, any good friend would do that right?
sorry omg my mind started going crazy thinking about this i’ll shut up now
never shut up, nonnie. this is the shit i live for.
i see your vision and raise you a new conglomeration of all the sinning i’ve flooded my page with the last 24 hours: perv!tattoo artist!eddie who works tirelessly to convince you to let him do your hip/ass tattoo. begs and begs and begs. draws up 5+ designs, all catered to all your wants and needs.
and he’s good. he’s your friend. you’d be getting an insane discount.
so you’d finally agree, seeing absolutely no downside, the style he was offering being similar enough to that original artist you were going to book. and it’s better this way, of course, since eddie has his private studio versus the shop you would have gone to instead. when you strip down to nothing but a thong, when the teeny straps of it are being shoved out of every which way for him to expose the necessary skin, when you feel the first chill from his hands brushing over the back of your thigh that you convince yourself is due to exposure and not just because it’s him - you’re gonna be grateful it’s just you and eddie in the room.
when the pain of the needle has you somehow simultaneously wincing and letting out little whimpers, because have you always had a pain kink? or is it just the man behind the needle?, you’ll be thanking the universe you chose to go with the intimate setting and your best friend rather than some wide open space and a stranger.
and when that first good girl falls from his lips, more praises of how you’re doing so good for him following, you’re going to be grateful it’s only eddie and those four walls to witness the way you’re looking at your best friend.
eddie’s grateful, too. no one else needs to hear how pretty you sound for him. not yet. not when he hasn’t even touched you properly yet.
not when he’s just getting started.
#thank u ily#never shut up i love how all our minds are buzzing in sync rn#long live pervy fictional men#my favorite past time is thinking of ways to rile up perv eddie or steve and how id try to be a brat only for a switch to flip for them#and suddenly im the one in a puddle on the ground#eddie munson#stranger things#eddie munson smut
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It's a pretty cool name.
Loki + the progression of saying Mobius' name for @percheduphere
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#tysm for the amazing request because GOD did making this hit harder than i'd even expected??#like it's kind of a given mobius fell first#but i've been so swamped all month i basically only had time to finish maybe a gif per night#and let me tell you watching loki progressively fall harder with each and every scene was uh. an experience all right 🙃😳#in S1 loki's so obviously trying to keep their guard up until mobius gets pruned protecting them and it's like a switch flips#the walls come down and you see the power of being believed in the pure RELIEF mobius' presence brings#how much he's valued and needed and LOVED as loki tries to hold him close only to lose him again and again#leading to desperation building until the only option left is to sacrifice everything not realizing now they're both left wanting#y'all i'll never recover 😭#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs
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A watcher from afar
Some art based on @fridgrave2-0 's Apocalypse AU :)
#this is my first time ever doing a piece with a 2 set background#and like. my second time ever drawing backgrounds at all. PLEASE have mercy on me im still learning 😭#but yeaaaaah. their au flipped a very specific switch in my brain that hasnt shut off for weeks now#so cool so so cool i really love it thank you for the food Frid#art#my art#hermitcraft#?#digital art#minecraft#fanart#jimmy solidarity#goodtimeswithscar#tango tek#apocalypse au#hermitblr
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let's go! 💛🤎
#pokemon#pikachu#eevee#fanart#sang art#unintentionally flipped the switch when it comes to traditional gender association w/ these two#but for all the pokemon i'll be doing in this project#and yes hopefully i will get to all of them#they don't have defined genders! they're whatever you want 'em to be
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