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Windows - Part 1/?
#iasip#macdennis#HEYYYOO!! i finally have time to make fan art again#i’ve been meaning to do a comic fic for so long#this was so fun to make and it surprisingly took way less time than i thought#this fuck ass degree is good for something :’)#anyways part 2 incoming at some point its gonna be macden through the years <3#my art
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doing chibi is a good design exercise bc it forces u to think on shapes n essential details, essentially thumbnailing ur designs. its also a terrible design exercise bc it ends up looking cute no matter what
#dimension 20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#very specifically class swap bard!riz#fh class quangle#mm. I may need tags for all the asides Ive been doing lmao#riz's canon design is so coherent and thematically clean that I genuinely struggle to keep up...#bard!riz's whole thing is working out his identity through abject fear so it kiiiinda makes sense that hes got a different thing going#on every year I guess? like lmao the directive I go into each of these designs with changes vastly#freshman bard!riz has to look extremely nonthreatening. and also make you wanna pick him up and chuck him at a wall#annoyingly inoffensive. slides off your memory pretty much immediately. a void of an experience#crucially Does Not Show Teeth While Smiling#sophomore year bard!riz I have been keeping the like. cameraman direction for#I want him to be swimming in clothes a little bit... he kinda lands at like. 80s/90s shlocky horror protag too which I do like#bc what is season 2 to riz if not a horror story lmao#junior year bard!riz I want to be somewhere between clark kent and tintin#the journalist aesthetics is not so clear and easy to build as the detective or spy aesthetics...#but also I just. really like boy journalist lmao this is the BD blood speaking again#and! I actually do draw his hair differently than in my canon junior year riz stuff. its a bit shorter here so it doesn't#obscure as much of his face#its so funny actually going from drawing canon stuff to class swap esp. with riz bc he's smiling SO much here#and it's 100% trained like its crucial for u guys to know he is equally if not more fucked up as a bard#barely anybody can wrangle him in canon it's already been mostly him keeping himself on track. imagine if he actually learned how to act#mmm. I think these designs are still gonna soft change as I draw them. thats fine we have fun#drawing sophomore year bard!riz for those comiclets was fun as hell. I think on this factor alone I call it a success lol
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#happy birthday freak#u better b greatful i didnt miss it for the 3rd year in a row#kim dokja#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscient reader’s viewpoint#my art#solar-drawss#i was gonna hand draw the bg but i . couldnt finish that in 2 days so its just a stock photo filtered to hell and back#didnt turn out all that bad atleast !#kinda wish i made it clearer that hes running tho#and i think tumblr severely fucked up the quality as per usual#really wanted to make kdj the clearest and the train all pixelly but idk if it ended up looking right#its fine i had to rush it in 2 days#just dont look to closely at Anything#i missed drawing kdj....
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hi.. i did some anatomy studies today.. and i turned them into headcanon art...Enjoy
#who was gonna tell me drawing abs is so fucking easy#UGHHHH#I COUDLVE DONE THIS 2 YEARS AGO#its so over im unstoppable now#genshin impact#genshin impact fanart#genshin#genshin fanart#diluc ragnvindr#childe tartaglia ajax#diluc fanart#childe fanart#chiluc
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eh this is a vent blog i can do whatever SO
LONG COVID FUCKING SUCKS BALLS
when i first heard it i was like "huh, that must suck. but it only lasts a few months so its not that bad"
AND THEN A YEAR WENT BY and scientists were like "oh fuck some people still have it. uh. oh no. it can last a while"
but I DIDNT KNOW THAT! I was living my life! And then I got covid for the second time. and it never fucking left. I haven't had my lungs be pain-free for a whole day in FUCKING YEARS
and the worst part? my general family doctor thinks its not a big deal. at least, that's what he ACTS like. he's like "oh i'm sure the constant pain ur in is just long covid. and i can't do anything phsycial that's immediate like medication sooo deal with it :) just exercise more :)."
next visit, 6 months later: "oh it's not gone? weird. it'll be gone in a few months. exercise so you can get stronger and banish it"
next visit, 6 months later: "ur still in pain and tired all the time? uh. exercise more."
next visit, 6 months later: "still?? u need to eat better and exercise more. ok bye."
me, next visit: "ya know what? it's been like 2 years. he's not gonna listen. i wont bother bringing it up"
so i stopped bring it up. i'm tired of him saying "exercise!" while i have repeatedly presented him symptoms that make it hard to do exercise anywhere near consistently. like. what even COULD he do if this turns out to be chronic? i know what he WOULD do. exercise exercise exercise. no other solutions offered, no advice on HOW to exercise with chest pain, just exercise.
#long covid#covid#im so fucking annoyed at him#he also made me feel like (for NEARLY A YEAR) that the reason i was in pain was because i couldnt do more than go for walks#LIKE IT WAS MY FUCKING FAULT IVE HAD AN ILLNESS FOR 2 YEARS#yeagh if u just exercised every day for 2 months straight it would go POOF! gone! :D that's how that works omfg#ik that's not what he meant but i. when someone tells u to do the same thing that u cant do for years ur gonna start thinking its a miracle#-cure
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youll never believe it but i have more magma stuff
#theyre out of order bc it just fits better cus formatting but its killing me its killing me why arent they in order#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#i was thinking abt lizz n jay n cas wahh i love jay n lizzs drunken bonding convo its so dear to me theyre so funny#cas thigh high heels anyone?#sk8 the infinity#honkai star rail#idek if i want to tag tnb for that one.. and idk where it came from i jsut started drawing n it just happened ok idk man#stardew valley#my art#magma#sam in the first one is hanging out at the playground at midnight w seb n abi obvi#ok im gonna go play more stardew i reached year 2 w eli lets fucking go man yay yippee yahoo
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did the people who think all of cait's actions were just "ambessa manipulating her" watch the season. like at all. that girl has rage and hatred in her heart. cait will be like "i will defy 15 geneva conventions to get jinx" and everyones like "wow. i cant believe ambessa did this."
#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#caitlyn kiramman#ambessa will literally just stand in the background and say nothing while caits like 'im gonna torture you to get information about jinx'#and the whole fandom is like wow... ambessa is so evil forcing this 23 year old neurodivergent minor to do this...#i know the narrative tries to validate this interpretation to a degree but cait's literally Sitting Alone in Her House when she decides to#use the grey on civilians. literally wtf are you guys talking about.#ambessa *supports* caits descent into fascism and *encourages* her violent decisions#and you can argue a *degree* of manipulation given cait's vulnerability at that point#but come the fuck on now#cait is not spewing lines like 'you have her blood in your veins' and 'its so easy to hate them' because of ambessa
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avoidance is my fucking doom man, i know i should go to class but i fucking cant get myself to
#i have. so many absences it's ridiculous to go right now i know it will be worse if i dont go i have to go#ive been just tossing and turning for like 2 hours with some freakign heart palpitations cause im so fucking scared#i was supposed to go last week and i didnt do it then either and every time i feel worse but i cant make myself go#AAAAAAAAA Im gonna die here i know i just have to force myself but i dont want to i want to stay at home which will fix nothing and#make everything worse in the long run#im aware of thsi but i still cant get myself to go idk what to do in this situation i feel horrible augh#i have so many absences I literally went once at the start of the semester and it's been what. 2 and a half months almost 3#i didnt do much for the class and i didnt go to class idk what to do.. theres literally no other way than to force myself to go#i KNOW I'll instantly feel better if i just stay home. i knowww i knowwww but its not going to help anything#i feel like shit and so ashamed and i just really dont want to go through this#FUUCK#im just#completely in panic mode rn. idk if i wont just try to go tomorrow idk if this is a bad decision im still just putting it off#im just totally by myself and cant even talk to anyone to calm down uauauhcgchdhd#im feeling pretty pathetic rn i should be able to do thisss i should be able to do this by myself#this is like self inflicted psychological horror and it's like every other day for me for many years now ouughh
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She's turning the rain to snow
#LISTEN. uwu rukia my beloved 😭😭😭#theyre both so sad abd soft together. bleach hurt me so bad. the betrayal. but the fucking sad rain music plays in my head all the time#fucking christ its the show i have so so much nostalgia for#god. i wanna write ichiruki feels but dont wanna rewatch all of bleach#i dont remember it well enough but the soul mates thing. the rain the ice queen. the rukia wanting a family and putting other before hersel#the ichigo being trained as a protector and being the onky one willing to not let her die.#im gonna have to redraw that kiss in like 2 years or so bc i like the pose. the dress is way too long for her tiny legs tho#i did not use my time wisely today 😬#bleach#ichiruki#ichigo kurosaki#rukia kuchiki#tw blood#shout out to middle school me who couldnt draw either of these fools ✌️#fanart
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cant think of a name for the AU so im settling for portal!worlds its uninspired ik dont talk 2 me
LORE POST*SIRENS*
This is like immediately after Wheatley joins The Unreliable, saved from his fate in Byzantium by the crew. Now he's dealing with memories that arent quite his on top of a hefty bounty on his head. tbh i kinda just wanted an excuse to draw the piloting room so i can add GLaDOS next,,,, soon.
Wheatley V.1 still exists, lightyears away mind you, but that lingering feeling of the endless void of space is cemented in Wheatley subconscious at this point. a pitch black coffin he feels hes already buried in. He also has no fucking clue how to interact with others. i'll draw his previous versions at some point
#this is so self indulgent but its black history month and my birthday month i do whatever i want hashtag pride#portal#portal 2#wheatley#human wheatley#portal wheatley#the outer worlds#self insert#im gonna draw him in a skirt next.#ive got so many comic ideas banging around my noggin#is it still cool to have insane self insert AU's PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#ALL MY FAVORITE AU'S WERE ACTIVE 11 FUCKING YEARS AGO#portal AU#portal!worlds#my art#art
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i love crazy contrasting 1p2p in every way(not every way). so i always subconsciously have 2P rusame be friends. unlikely friends etc. in whatever weird school au theyre friends. meri was probably bullied until he started hissing at other kids or something while rus2 was just like huhh okay yeah okay what fine. rus2 found him in a broom closet and it was as awkward as it sounds. in the weird stuckin1Pcoldwar au i have theyre friends also in the torturous existence. 1P rusame is too weird life is too short lets tomodachi✌️
#in comparison 1p rusame would be school insane psychological games social competition nerds MID OFF#2ptalia#i like the jp fanart where 2p ame is pitiful and gloomy. its cute#a little wannabe edgy but spare him he was left in the rain in a cardboard box when he was 2 years old.#i keep imagining a gay school au sorry. im gonna say shit now#rus2 is blunt and kind of. bad at reading signals. accidentally drags him and meri into karaoke with ame(enigmatic popular kid)#meri is like fuck my life... but he has a killer bitch face so people are like uwaa scary... hes brooding...#rus2 is like ah sorry i forgot you never had a normal teen friendship and clung onto (nada) all the time#meri is always coping like these people... dont get it... hes half right#they go to karaoke and ame sings really off key#actually i have a common daydream where ame's elusiveness is really funny to meri#he's like hahahaha what the hell that kids crazy ahahaha. like laughing at a cartoon#and then somehow he keeps being approached by ame (slow trying to step away) hes like noo... i dont actually wanna get close to u at all...#meri and rus2 probably play observers theyre quiet kids who go hmm im nooticing!#observing 1p rusames weirdship that everybody can see but they don't think anyone notices their crazyship#and rus2 is like oh two people talking and interacting alot. theyre friends. its just like a rivalry thing yeah?#while meri is like fuckkk the fucking golden boy is talking to us when ame talks to them rus2 is like#why dont you invite (rusia) to the karaoke arent you two friends#(ame mania face turns around)#okay thats all i got bye
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Someone pissed me off a couple of days ago
So! Below are several links to programs and foundations that promote adult literacy! Hundreds of millions of adults world wide were failed by their education system and now must fend for themselves while trying to read contracts and hospital bills and infographics from the CDC. But they don't have to be alone, and it is never too late to learn!
ProLiteracy: A network of educators, researchers, and advocates which provides research reports, learning materials, and other support to adult education programs. They assist with connecting volunteers to local programs and provide guidance and support to community leaders trying to use their programs' findings to advocate for social and political change.
Adult Literacy League: An adult education program in Central Florida, which aims to provide students with one on one attention to foster growth and confidence. It also offers English Second Language courses and job skills training, and each new student receives a comprehensive assessment to determine the best plan for them.
Saint Vincent and Sarah Fisher Center's Foundational Skills Program: A 100% free adult education program aimed at adults reading below a fifth grade level. It operates year round and is either in person or remote, and they now have a GED testing center that is open to students and the public alike.
Washtenaw Literacy: A free network of trained tutors for adults in Washtenaw County, Michigan.
Adult Learning Program (Las Vegas/Clark County): Free education classes to those lacking a high school diploma, those seeking to learn ESL, and adults who read below an eighth grade level. Also assists in students' search for gainful employment. Nevada got so fucked by COVID and the education/literacy numbers in the South West are grim. Please help these guys.
Hawaii Literacy: In addition to helping adult residents of Hawaii Island learn to read and write AND bridging the education gap in Hawaii's underserved children, they offer computer literacy classes, ESL classes, and a bookmobile. 1 in 6 Hawaiian adults struggle to read and write.
#Not Stories#mutual aid#adult literacy#'uuhhhggg its soooo disappointing when i meet a girl who's like 'yeah omg i luv 2 read'#'and then she only reads booktok trash and grocery store thrillers and manga'#'like come on thats such a turn off :/'#'like aren't you bored??? what about reading The Foundation and War & Peace and Grapes of Wrath where's THAT girl haha'#nobody gives a shit what sort of high school reading list gets your dick stiff! NOBODY!#I'm too busy dealing with the fact that most public education systems hate students of color and anyone with a learning disability#from the very bottom of my very dyslexic heart go fuck yourself#'this chick only read 8 books in twelve months lmfao thats so pathetic'#'i read eight books a MONTH some people really give up after high school'#do you think my great grandfather or his father got to fucking finish high school????#or were they busy getting fucking shot at in germany in two different fucking wars????#thank every god you wanna name that my lunatic mother stopped abusing me long enough to put me through FIVE YEARS OF TUTORING#to get ME literate because that's what it fucking took#I watched more than one kid from my underserved semi rural district drop out at 17 or 16 or 15#because their parents needed a third paycheck or they were gonna lose the goddamn house#10% of my majority black school district graduated FUNCTIONALLY ILLITERATE and not an ounce of it was those kids' fault#our racist ass school district failed them and the district did NOT protect my white ass when I was diagnosed dyslexic#the adult literacy crisis is not about you getting a girlfriend who can discuss Ayn Rand with you#the adult literacy crisis is about us being exploited and neglected and made easier to control and manipulate#reading is FUCKING HARD and learning to read after the age of six is SO MUCH HARDER#so from the VERY very bottom of my VERY very dyslexic heart#FUCK. YOU.
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went to a comic store today and saw individual issues of idw sonic in person for the first time ever btw . epic win
#not that ive never been to a comic shop before its just the only.one thats anywhere near me#is one i didnt know existed until like a year ago because its in a weird spot#and their hours are very incompatible with the days/times im actually able to go around shopping#and ive also been to other places that sell comics they just never hvae idw sonic#ANYWAYS i got to go today and they had sonic yayyy . and i also got an issue of monster high new scaremester#because ive really been wanting to read that one and havent been able to find it online like . at all. nobody is archiving that thing ....#i only got issue 2 though because they were out of issue 1#and i didnt have a single chance to check for issue 1 when it came out. because of the previously mentioned scheduling curse#nervous that i actually spent money on it because idk if im even gonna like it#ive heard mixed reviews on it and the book that its a continuation of . but fuck it we ball#also if this store carries sonic idk how i never saw it before because i Have been a couple times in the past#maybe they just now started getting it recently?? or just happened to be out the last few times?? idk
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hey so since when is expecting taylor to not enable bigotry and publicly love and humanize trump supporters too much to ask and 'expecting perfection' from her.... is that the absolute bare minimum of human decency...
#like.... is being against racism and bigotry.... a lot to ask for some of you....#once again..... telling on yourself....#'guys 🥺 she's a human 🥺 she's gonna mess up 🥺' shes been enabling and tolerating bigotry for like 2 years now#she's not just 'messing up' for the love of god stop downgrading it and acting like its not a bad thing#infantilizing her constantly isnt doing fuck all now is it#tp
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In light of Sonic 3 (film) existing (no I havent seen it yet) I've been thinking. This is of course, extreemly dangerous for me, because it's reignited the everliving spark in my heart and my deep unconditional love for Sonic Adventure 2.
And subsequently the slight story-re-write AU I was making a while ago (10 YEARS, 10 YEARS AGO???)
I should revisit this. For fun.
#I'M GOING TO REVISIT THIS#REVISED SHADOW DESIGN NOW I'M OLDER#AND MORE CAPABLE OF EXERCISING STYLE MATCHING#HE'S GONNA LOSE THE SHORTS (LOL)#I WILL be answering any questions at this time#shy talks#my art#but its OOOOLDDD art#I have highly specific gripes with the narrative choices in Sonic 3#and I'm also not the target audience for the film#I'll watch it like. 5 years late as I always do with these things#but this is your regular reminder that I fucking LOVE#SONIC ADVENTURE 2 (BATTLE)
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sorry to minecraft post on main but WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT. IM CRYING. OH MY GOD... LUX...........
#this is my propaganda. WATCH CONTENT SMP IMMEDIATELY. GOD...#god. GOD. LUX....#spoilers if anyone gafs but genuinely i think lux's death is the hardest hitting one so far#for me at least#like oh my god. oh my god. theyre just gone? they werent even meant to die?? oh my fucking god shes just gone.#THAT AND LIKE. RATS BREAKDOWN OVER IT. THAT GENUINELY HURT SO BAD.#''ill bring you home. ill bring you home and itll all be fine'' ITS SO FUCKING OVER CHAT#I CANNOT FUCKINGGG DO THIS.#kitkat chitchat#sorry ive been an avid contentsmp watcher for likeee. god when did it start again#2 or 3 years ago now?#i mean ive been a rat watcher for longer but just. god. contentsmp has been a bit of a sleeper interest for me#i dont really talk about it but it just. god. GOD. that video deserves to be talked about.#oh man and the winsweep pov is gonna be up later today at 12. oh my god im gonna blow up#GOD FUCK NO. SHIT. WATCHING THAT FROM HIS POV IS GONNA DECIMATE ME I FEAR.#GODDDDD GODDDDDDD
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