#FORCEFUL SONG RECCOMENDATION

[mychanicalbrides]

hi going to be using my platform on here (7 followers) to promote THE album ever

i know i say some songs changed my life but this album SERIOUSLY changed my life and helped me realize that most of my relationships are super toxic. the songs on this are absolutely IMMACULATE and sometimes it sounds like it was recorded on a literaly potato but god her voice is so fucking raw, paired with the piano and violin its just amazing. the best breakup album ive ever heard, talking about the ups and downs of falling in love and having to move on from someone you see as home OKAY IM SORRY BUT PLEASE ive been gatekeeping this album since late 2021 and i now need people to listen to it because it means so so so so much to me okay thats it

[maliciousblog]

Ateez as your saesangs

Hongjoong ( stylist) 🎀

He would worship the ground you walked on. Everything you did was perfect to him. He would be a solo stan and would do anything in order to make you shine. He would even go as far as to create scandals about your other members in order to make you look better he would even make it seem as if you had been mistreated by them and your company.

He was a well known stylist and would get hired by your company as your stylist. He would always give you the best and most expensive clothes.

He would spend hours upon hours customizing and detailing your outfits to make sure you looked your best. You were his little doll who he would always look after.

He would deliberately give the other members ugly and unflattering outfits. Even go as far as too to deliberately causing wardrobe malfunctions for the other members so that you would look better.

In his mind his doll should be the one to shine the brightest.

Seonghwa(scary)💝

He would seem all sweet and innocent one second and the next he would scare the living day lights out of you. It was almost like the man had two personalities in him.

He would try his best to maintain a normal image in front of others but when he was alone he would be a totally different person maybe even a little deranged.

He would show up at your fansigns and would notice that you were getting a little too touchy with one of your other fans it would make him ball his fists so hard they would turn his knuckles white.

When it was his turn you would hold his hand while you sign his album but his grip on your hand started to get a little too tight to a point where it would start to hurt, he would just smile at you and say only look at me okay. You would hesitantly nod your head not wanting to create a scene.

Mingi (producer) 💖

He would be your producer and it was no secret that you were his favorite member.

You would get the most lines, you would get all the killing parts, he would even make sure to reccomend your name when ever your group got a sponsorship.

He would lurk around the practice rooms and watch you as you practiced all day and night that's how it started that's how his obsession grew.

He would also go out of his way to help you improve your vocals and rap. He would make you retake the same line a hundred times even though you had gotten it right the first time.

He would keep doing this just to get you to spend more time with him and you would start to depend on him and would constantly seek his approval and that was exactly what he wanted.

Yunho( puppy)🎀

A total soft boy or atleast that's what everyone believed.

He would be prime boyfriend material to everyone. When he would show up at your events it wouldn't be just your members that found him cute even some of your fans would have fallen for him.

When it came to you he would spare no expense would get you the most expensive gifts would buy you birthday ads.

He would ignore all the other members and if they tried to flirt with him he would just shoot them a look of disgust if they went a little too far he would just make them disappear.

He belonged only to you and you to him the sooner you realized this the better it was for you. God forbid you even accidentally ignored him he would send you death glares and that would be enough for you to focus all your attention on him and ignore everyone else.

Yeosang (idol) 🎀

He would be a fellow idol. In front of you he would act like he didn't like you and would play hard to get.

But behind your back he would  like ship edits of you and him supposedly by accident, he would bump into you every now and then, he would cover songs by your group on during live broadcasts, he would even buy your merch and put it on display.

Would go as far as to pay media outlets to post a dating scandal between you two. Everyone would start shipping you two and your company would force you two to date as they could profit off your relationship but in front of you yeosang would act disinterested and you would start to feel insecure about yourself.

Weren't you good enough, weren't you pretty you would find yourself constantly trying to please him and get his attention. This was exactly what he wanted, he had made you fall for him without you even knowing it.

San (stalker) 💝

Like predator and prey. He would stalk your every move. His obsession would be on the verge on insanity.

Would have cameras set up in your dorm even at your family home.

He would have access to your mobile and social media no matter how many times you blocked him he would find a way to reach you.

At first the messages were relatively normal but they got stranger day by day. At first they would just be simple messages like a morning and night greeting or messages telling you how beautiful you are or how much he loved you.

When he noticed you started to ignore him rather than engage the messages would get more disturbing.

You would get pictures of your dorm, your clothes even photos of yourself when you were alone.

  When you truly started to panic was when you started to find your belongings going missing and random "gifts" being sent to you. They would range from pretty flowers to bloody rags.

He loved to taunt you it was a game that got his adrenaline pumping. One day he snapped, he had enough of toying with you from a distance he wanted to play with you alone. 

Wooyung (childhood bestfriend) 💖

You and him where childhood bestfriends he was always protective of you and you never questioned it.

He wouldn't let his yandere behavior show because he never needed it to.

He always supported you and loved it when you performed.

However he only wanted you to perform for him. He was selfish he didn't like when you gave attention to anyone else but him.

When you moved away from your hometown to follow your dreams initially you called him every day and would visit him regularly. But as time went by you started to get busier and made new friends you couldn't spend time with him.

He felt ignored that was the first time he had felt that way. Watching you spend time with others made his blood boil. You were only his and he would make sure it stayed that way.

Jongho (Bodyguard) 💓

When your group started gaining popularity your freedom started to dwindle.

You couldn't even step out for a walk without someone shoving a camera in your face.

It always felt like you were being watched.

What tipped you completely off balance was when you were returning one day to your apartment after a long day of work you had the feeling that you were being followed.

You started to hear footsteps and before you could react a man enclosed you in his arms as a van screeched to  a halt next to you. He was trying to shoved you into the van.

But to your luck your manager had decided to come by to give you the jacket you left behind and he managed to save you.

Since that day you had been on edge and it slowly started to affect your work because you were always paranoid.

So your company decided to hire a personal bodyguard for you.

He looked a little intimidating at first but the more time you spent with him the more you started to feel safe.

He accompanied you every where you went.

You had gotten so used to him being around you that you started to feel attached and whenever he was away from you anxiety kicked it.

It was like you were dependent on him.

And that was exactly what Jongho wanted.

All this wouldn't have worked out in his favor if he wasn't seated on back seat of the Van watching his plan unfold perfectly.

[fleetingcalypso]

I saw you write for Henry Winter, and since seldom someone here does actually write about him I'd love to send you an idea, if you're comfortable with it of course<3

Since I'm on my period and my cramps are so painful I physically cannot stand them, I was wondering about how Henry would react if his s/o was sick and forced to stay in their bed because of their cramps. Maybe he'd take care of them because he understands how it feels to be in so much pain you're incapacitated?

≋ I hope your pain can soon be alleviated, my friend, I'l pray for you to be in good health. For the meantime, I reccomend sweet treats, warm beverages and if needed do not be afraid to benefit from modern day medicine.

≋ Henry Winter x AFAB!Reader ≋

≋ Word Count: 535 words.

≋ CW: Reader is AFAB and suffers from period pains, but it can be read as GN!Reader for there are no feminine pronouns included.

Each month that goes by, without fail, I am reminded of the curse that an apparently caring and forgiving God cast upon Eve. A cycle of agony is what welcomes me every twenty-eight days: bones aching, muscles sore and head throbbing.  Even my divine savior cannot lift this burden off my shoulder, all he can do is sit by my side in his bed as my body writhes and suffers. “You could have told me,” He scolds me, “I wouldn’t have asked you to come.” And now he twists the knife. Doesn’t he realize? If I have to suffer I want it to be with him stroking my lower back, I want it to be with him pushing my face in the crook of his neck, I want it with him handling me as though I am a first edition book in his collection. 

“Do you need anything?” What kindness there is, hidden behind his cold tone. I can feel it as it envelops me and does what little it can to make the pain in my lower stomach fade. “I can make you tea, if you’d like.”

My head shakes in a silent denial. I wish I could tell him, it kills me that all I can do is burrow myself in his bedsheets, breathe in his cologne and hope this damnation comes soon to an end. 

He scoffs. It’s not of annoyance, not towards me at the very least, I know that. I know it because his fingers push strands of my hair away from my face with a gentleness I rarely felt in my life, his thumb rests on my bottom lip and even with my eyes closed I can feel his gaze penetrating through my core and inhabiting my very soul.

The bed shifts under his weight when he lays down, my body finds its rightful spot right between his arms. My life before I met him feels like purgatory, a mindless wandering about life, meaningless until fate brought him to me. 

“Thank you.” I attempt to express my gratitude in what little voice I have, even thinking about speaking feels like a dagger cutting through my flesh. He shushes me. His lips have deemed me worthy of their protection, I feel it when he kisses my forehead.

Outside of this corner of heaven, in the real world, I can hear a dog barking and birds chirping. Henry makes a comment that barely reaches my ears, something about shutting that dog up. I’m not too sure, because before I can comprehend just how tired I am, Henry’s scent is somniferous to me: combined with the warm hand rubbing my aching invisible wounds, the intoxicating fragrance of cigarettes, whiskey, sandalwood and roses makes its way into my lungs.

There is no lullaby, no sweet song to drag me into rest. All it takes is His presence, my dearest deity. He holds me in his sacred heaven, allows me to feel safe after having held up my walls for so long I forgot what the horizon looked like. I pray to him in my sleep. And by the way his arms tighten around me, I can only assume he is welcoming my prayer.

[tryingtograspctrl]

SHE: BILLY LOOMIS AND STU MACHER X BLACK PLUS SIZE READER

SUMMARY - You moved to Woodsboro 2 years ago and quickly became friends with Marlon and Shawn, you did your best to make friends with their friends but you couldn't help but feel uncomfortable around them because of those two... and your feelings were very valid.... Title inspired by the song "She" by tyler the creator. I reccomend you listen to it.

You jolted up at the sound of your alarm clock blaring. You reached over smacking your hand against it to quiet it down while simultaneously blowing out the candle you seem to always leave lit, one day you were gonna burn the house down.

"I don't know what it is that you've done to meee, but it's caused me to act in such a crazy wayyyy." You sang along to the radio as you brushed your teeth.

You got dressed as quickly as you could knowing Marlon and Shawn would be in the driveway any minute.

You met Marlon and Shawn when you first moved to Woodsboro around 2 years ago.

Your parents had been killed in a car accident and you had no other living relatives in your hometown so you were forced to move in with your Aunt in California.

She traveled often due to work so you only saw her a couple weeks out of the year.

You didn't mind it though, you liked to be alone, sure you'd get homesick sometimes, missing all your old friends but Marlon and Shawn filled the empty space well.

The hardest part for you was mourning the loss of your parents and adjusting to a new school, nobody liked being the new kid. Plus there was a lot of attention on you due to your appearance, you had been a big girl your whole life and people always tried to use it against you, but you loved your body no matter how other people felt about it. You cherished every curve and every inch.

The eyes could be annoying though, people acted like they've never seen a plus size black woman before.

Flashback

"Heyyy slow down a little girl, I'm Shawn you must be new here?" The tall dark skin man stood in front of you, hand extended for you to shake.

You looked him up and down, scoffing before attempting to make your way around him.

You knew plenty of guys like Shawn, one of the schools golden boys who every girl wanted to be with, and every guy wanted to be. You had met plenty of jackasses like that back in your hometown, the ones that would play friends with the big girls and the weird kids for shits and giggles with their asshole friends.

"Damn i just wanted to show you around, why you so harsh on a brother?" He stood in front of you again.

"Listen, i don't need any help. I can find my way around on my own, ok?" You snapped placing your hands on your hips.

"Whatever you say." He held his hands up in defense.

You looked down at the paper the lady at the front desk gave you, a schedule with your classes and which room they were located in.

"It looks like you have science first period, i do too. I can take you there." Shawn pointed from over your shoulder.

You jumped slightly at his voice, not realizing he had been following you.

"Fine." You gave in, he seemed too hard to get rid of and you didn't feel like putting up a fight.

He walked ahead making sure you kept up behind him.

"I never got your name." He peeked at you.

"Y/n." You spoke softly.

"Y/n, that’s pretty. Listen my brother Marlon is in this class too, i just wanna give you a heads up, he's super loud and goofy but he's got a good heart don't take him too seriously ok?" He looked down at you.

"Ok." You nodded.

You both walked in together and despite the teacher's best effort to get you to do the whole awkward introduction thing Shawn had stopped him, explaining that you were tired from the big move and just wanted to get settled.

You smiled a little at him, you really appreciated that especially since you'd get super anxious speaking in front of other's. Maybe you shouldn't have judged him too quickly.

"Damnnn the new girl is fione! Yo i'm Marlon what's your name baby?" He pulled his desk closer to yours, the legs making an awful screeching noise as they moved across the floor.

"Hey man get out of her face, and stop being so damn loud it's 7 in the morning." Shawn glared.

"My bad a brother can't be jolly in the morning? Who pissed in your cheerios?" He huffed.

You giggled at his antics shaking your head.

"At least someone appreciates me." His eyes lit up.

"I'm y/n." You shook his hand.

"Pleasure to meet you madame." He spoke in a terrible french accent lifting your hand to kiss it.

You laughed swatting at him.

"Hey you're a lot nicer to him than me." Shawn frowned.

"What can i say, i like funny guys." You winked.

Back to present

You smiled fondly at the memory as you laced up your shoes.

"Here she comessss, the beauty queen!" Marlon sang as you walked out the front door.

He got out of the car and opened the door for you bowing.

"Stop it boy." You laughed getting into the car.

"Did you sleep good?" Shawn asked kissing your cheek.

"Yeah i did, how was the party last night? Sorry i couldn't make it." You asked applying your chapstick.

"Eh it was fine, nothing crazy. You coming to the big game tonight right?" He asked taking his eyes off the road for a moment.

"Of course, i couldn't miss the biggest game of the season." You smiled at him.

He smiled too shutting off the car once he found a place to park.

"You guys go ahead i'm gotta go use the bathroom first." You grabbed your bag shutting the door.

Small time skip

You shook your hands out as you made you way across the courtyard.

"That bathroom never has any paper towels." You shook your head talking to yourself.

"Hey y/n?" Someone called out to you.

"Oh hey Randy." You turned around.

"I haven't seen you in the video store in a while, a bunch of new releases came out." He jogged catching up to you.

"I've been busy studying, my grade in math has tanked and i'm trying to get it up before the end of semester." You frowned slightly.

"Hey if you ever need help i can tutor you, i'm great at math." He placed a hand on your shoulder.

"That'd be great thank you." You smiled brightly at him.

"Of course, and when you get the time stop by the store. I got something for you." He smiled.

"I will, see you later." You waved turning back around and walking toward the fountain.

"What did that creep want?" Tatum asked a look of disgust on her face.

"Don't be like that, Randy's sweet." You frowned.

"Yeah trying to sweeten his way into your drawls, i don't trust him." Marlon scooted towards you as you sat beside him.

"Awww you jealous?" You pinched his cheeks.

"Jealous? of Randy? Girl have you seen me?" Marlon stood flexing.

"Feel that girl." He pointed at his bicep.

You just laughed squeezing his arm.

"Alright come on muscle man before we're late." You grabbed your bag.

"You're coming to the game right?" Sydney tugged at your wrist.

"Yeah of course i'll be sitting right in the front." You nodded.

"That's great, we'll need our favorite cheerleader." Stu spoke up for the first time that morning.

You laughed brushing it off as a joke.

You looked over at Billy to see him already looking at you, staring directly into your eyes.

Your face fell and chills ran up your spine, but you quickly recovered doing your best to smile at him.

"I was thinking we could stop by that mexican spot after the game, you know like a celebration dinner." Shawn suggested.

It took you a moment to peel your eyes away from Billy but you eventually did, nodding in agreement.

"Whatever you want." You relaxed in his embrace.

Part two: here

[shininglynxie]

Alright, now that the English version of the Now or Never Seven song is out, I'm gonna share my thoughts and analyze it a bit.

Spoilers ahead! In case you haven't listened to it yet, you can watch the video here. If you'd like to hear the song in-game first, I reccomend skipping the post entirely.

I'll get my general impressions on Three Wishes out of the way first and then share my analysis of the lyrics.

I really like how this song starts with the idols that are always on the left during the news singing, with the ones that are usually on the right following, and then all of them singing in unison! It's just really cool to hear!

I really enjoy how they've tackled the themes of past, present, and future in each of the idols' verses. My favourite would have to be Deep Cut's, though, as their verse tackles the future from an almosst folk tale-like perspective, which is very in character for Deep Cut and their music. I also love that each idol gets to showcase their individual singing styles in their groups respective verses. All of the harmonies that idols share in this song are lovely! It's just so great to hear all of their voices together like that. This one harmony they have in the end is the best one ,though. It's just so beautiful!

Now I wanna highlight some one-off things I like about some parts of this song.

I really enjoy Pearl's rap part! Her lines feel very in character for her, and I love that!

These Deep Cut lines are also very cute and sweet! They really show just how close their bond is!

Now, let's do some lyric analysis. All of this is just gonna be my thoughts and ideas. I can't know for sure what the exact intentions behind any of these lyrics was.

We're starting off with the Squid Sisters' verse.

"We've come far, you and I, on our journey" - This line to me seems to be a nod to the more mature characterization that the Squid Sister have in Splatoon 3. Alongside, naturally, acknowledging the fact that they're longstanding Splatoon characters.

"Did you think back then we'd be here? Guiding others in our shoes?" - This line feels like the Squid Sisters directly acknowledging the people right around them - Off the Hook and Deepcut - other idols, who were no doubt inspired by them. Besides that, this lyric also almost feels like an acknowledgment of all the octarians, who the Squid Sisters have guided with their performances of Calamari Inkantation.

"Words you write, line by line, showing us your sights. Passed down to us so we sing them today, we feel you still." - These lines seem to be a nod to Callie and Marie's heritage in the Calamari County, as well as Calamari Inkantation, as it is a song that was passed down onto Callie and Marie that they still sing to this day.

Now it's time for Off the Hook.

Let's get the obvious out of the way first. Here are all of the lyrics that show just how gay Pearl and Marina are for each other: "My brightly burning radiance drew you to me", "I've been searching, all of my life, finally I've found my north star. My heart's synced up, a satellite, orbiting wherever you are.", "With you, nothing can stand in my way", "Having you by my side makes today perfect."

The line "My heart's synced up, a satellite, orbiting wherever you are." could also be a reference to Off the Hook's space-themed Splatoon 3 outfits

Lastly, it's Deep Cut's verse.

Like I mentioned above, it seems to me that Deep Cut's lyrics here are very folklore inspired, and they talk about the future from this sort of fantastical fictional perspective.

Like, for example, the hardships that you may face in the future are seemingly likened to monsters and forces of evil in such lines as: "Till we reach the lair where evil lies in wait!" and "The monsters that we face ahead?".

Shiver and Frye seem to almost put themselves in the shoes of the hero of a folk story in these lyrics in general.

The use of the word journey in the line "What in the world could be at the journey's end?" makes me think of the hero's journey which is a common story structure in folk tales.

The line "What will we find in the land beyond the sands?" treats the future almost like a goal to be reached by the hero of a tale.

Whew, that's it, I think. All in all, I absolutely love this song, and I'm very excited to hear all the other Grand Fest music that will undoubtedly be a part of it!

If you've read all the way until the end, thank you! If you enjoyed this ramble of mine, I do suggest you stick around, as this won't be the last. I'm sure of it.

[antiquepearlss]

i should probablyyyy be asleep rn

but whatever

whats the tts casts favorite halloween movie, or like what they enjoy bcuz thats what tjis turned into LMAO

rapunzel i feel is a diehard tim burton fan, anythinh by him is her fav, but shes also a hocus pocus fan and loves coraline(she also loves any type of halloween special for tv shows and stuff lol, she probably likes the curious george halloween special ngl)

cassie likes horror movies, esp the gore-y ones, i think she probably likes those movies, it gets her anger out. i havent seen many horror movies though bcuz im a paranoid loser so i shy away from scary movies, but cass probably laughs watchinh the scream movies

youve said tjis one before ane i LOVE IT, eugene and varian watch and listen to true crime stuff, varian probably likes the documentaries and podcasts, eugene like the cinematic true crime movies, but they all together like true crime stuff lol

lance, lance likes that one house of mouse episode where all the villians took over and that was the halloween special, he liked vampire mickey(ALSO, the dream works stuff like the shrek scary stories and the monsters vs aliens one aboyt the carrots & pumpkins that turned into zombies)

the girl just watch whatever everyone reccomends, like "okay we'll watch hocus pocus" "okay we'll watch halloweentown" ect, their favs tho are def horror ones, kiera likes nightmare on elm street and chucky, and catalina likes horror, but i feel like shed like the older stuff like frankenstiens monter & obvi stuff abt werewolves & vampires lol

and hugo likes hotel transylvania, specifically bcuz adam sandler does drac, and he forces varian to watch descendents with him, hugo def knows all of the songs to descendents(hes a mal kinnie what can i say)

and yes descendants is a halloween movies, IDC what you say, its a halloween movie /not mean💛

okay im going to bed goodnight augh mimimimi

Sorry this took so long to get to! I love these asks they just require a lot of thought and brainpower I often don’t have :p

Honestly like, you kinda nailed it lmao. I love these hc’s. I don’t know how to add onto it LMAO but here I did include movie hc’s in one of my posts-

I fully agree that Cass and Kiera would love the slasher films. Cass likes the more modern ones because quite a few of them have a feminist vibe, whereas Kiera likes the classics because 1) they’re cooler and 2) they were probably the ones Lance showed her first.

Lance and Rapunzel both like the less spooky and more vibey Halloween movies. Like you said, a lot of Tim Burton and Halloween specials. I think Raps would like Edward Scissorhands and Corpse Bride in particular. I think Lance likes Beetlejuice (in his opinion the musical is much better.) Rapunzel probably loves The Great Pumpkin Peanuts special and all the Phineas And Ferb Halloween specials.

I think Eugene probably also likes the classic slasher films. And like you said, Cat likes the classic Universal Monster films.

Quirin probably watches Halloween movies like the Universal Monster movies, along with some of my ultimate faves- Arsenic and Old Lace and I Married A Witch. Basically Quirin watches a lot of older Halloween movies and I think Varian ended up with those as his favorites. Tbh I don’t think Varian watches a lot of fictional things to scare himself (or at all.) When spooky season comes around, he watches things like Blameitonjorge, Nexpo, Nick Crowley, etc. True scary stories. He probably also loves the internet rabbit holes because they’re kind of like puzzles. (I’m really projecting onto him ngl but it fits okay!)

I feel like Hugo likes “bad” Halloween movies. Failures. Movies that fail so badly at being scary they’re funny. Think Velocipastor (please think about Velocipastor it’s the greatest movie in existence) but I can also see him enjoying Found Footage and along with Varian, “True” scary stories.

I think Hugo, Varian, and the girls watch obviously fake ghost hunting videos and make fun of them. They watch a lot of John Wolfe. I can also see Varigo + Eugene, Lance, and the girls really liking Buzzfeed Unsolved and Ghost/Mystery Files, along with Too Many Spirits. Which Varigo reenact at one point.

I think Lance, Eugene, and the girls watch the Conjuring series and other paranormal movies together. I can’t see Cass and Hugo enjoying them a whole lot, and Varian and Rapunzel are super afraid of them. I can see Varian and Rapunzel watching The Twilight Zone together. And also those Halloweentown movies on Disney (I’ve not seen them but they seem like Disney Channel fans) Varian, Raps, and Eugene watched the Chilling Adventures Of Sabrina but deemed it not nearly as good as the original sitcom. Eugene and Hugo hate-watch Twilight. Raps watches Halloween baking shows. Lance and Hugo like Rocky Horror Picture Show. Lance and Eugene like Young Frankenstein.

Goodnight rest well!

[fionajames]

Strings Attached.

A/N: Hey guys! I hate myself for writing this. The lyrics in this are from the song Two by Sleeping At Last, beautiful song, beautiful artist, strongly reccomend listening to it at the same time as reading. As usual, please send some requests!

Like a force to be reckoned with,

The moon glowed down on the battlefield brightly, an eerie silver shade covering all the troopers and their Jedi. Ahsoka stood between her two brothers, sweat trickling down her face as she deflected the oncoming fire. 

Anakin had his teeth gritted, aware the screams behind him were troopers dying. Obi-Wan looked worried too. 

The three were leading their troops well, it was just the seemingly infinite amount of droids bothering them. For every droid they destroyed, it seemed a trooper fell. With those stats, there was only a slim chance they could ever win the battle, let alone survive it altogether.

A mighty ocean or a gentle kiss.

On an ocean planet, the waves lapping at the shore, Ahsoka stood, feet dipped in the coolness. She laughed as her Master groaned, tipping sand out of his boots. Obi-Wan stood, watching them both fondly, his hair messed from the battle they’d just won. 

Ahsoka grabbed the brunette’s hand and dragged him into the waves, laughing as his hair was flattened. Miserably, the brunette turned, pulling the eldest into the waves as well.

The girl laughed, ducking under their arms and breathing in the fresh ocean air, before diving into the blue. It was beautiful, peaceful, and gentle.

It was tranquil.

I will love you, 

At the Jedi Temple, the trio sat in the gardens by a fountain. Ahsoka’s hands were submerged in the clear water, brushing delicately over a koi fish. Obi-Wan told her and Anakin stories of the hours he spent with Quinlan Vos, playing with the fish.

Anakin scoffed with laughter and Ahsoka smiled. She grinned when a fish swam into her palm, seemingly rubbing its head against her fingers.

Her and the eldest laughed, whilst the brunette stared in shock. He reached his hands into the water, but too quickly, and the fish fled. He pouted, which only made his brother and sister laugh more. He joined them, after a moment.

With every single thing I have.

Another time, Anakin stood with his arm holding his Padawan up. They were beaten, bloodied and bruised, dirt covering every inch of their skin. Ahsoka was limping, a grimace coating her features everytime she stepped.

A familiar ginger Jedi hurried to stand in front of them, his hands reaching forward to grasp his sister’s face lightly, inspecting her worriedly. His brother leaned against him, exhaustion clear on his features. 

The eldest guided his brother and sister to a Medbay, brushing dirt from Ahsoka’s forehead and combing leaves from Anakin’s hair. They relaxed in his grasp, the comfort he offered well needed and craved.

Like a tidal wave, we’ll make a mess.

On a dark planet, the group sat, hunched over a dim fire, shivering. They were all beaten, cuts on their skin and bruises on their torsos. Around them, the forest whispered darkly, whispers cold and eerie.

Anakin pulled his sister closer, shuffling them both to hide in Obi-Wan’s side. Ahsoka rested her head on her Master’s shoulder, who leaned his on the ginger’s.

Obi-Wan ran a hand through the dirty locks of his brother’s hair, a hand absent-mindedly stroking his sister’s lekku occasionally. The two slept, and eventually so did the eldest.

They slept in a clearing, cold and shivering, but together. 

Or calm waters, if that serves you best.

On a planet lit by warm sunlight, the trio stood, accompanied by their Commander and Captain. They were laughing, joyous energy spilling from them in waves. Obi-Wan wrapped an arm around his sister, running his thumb over the gap between her montrals, knowing she loved the feeling. Anakin leaned against the ginger, his body too tired to stand upright on its own.

Rex and Cody moved to stand closer, Rex standing close to his sister, Cody next to his General. The five were family, not by blood but by choice. Rex rested his chin on the bridge between Ahsoka’s montrals, forcing Obi-Wan’s hand to move. He moved to drape an arm over Cody’s shoulders, forming a sort-of group hug.

I will love you without any strings attached.

Years later, Rex stood with his chin on the bridge between Ahsoka’s montrals, his face void of happiness. Instead, he wrapped his arms around his sister, turning her as she cried. He glanced up at the night sky of Naboo, his sister still clothed in her cloak. She was gripping something in her hand, but Rex didn’t ask what.

Obi-Wan sat, elbows buried in sand as he watched from behind a rock at his nephew. Tears spilled from his eyes too, dropping into the grains of sand below, turning it a different colour. He sobbed silently, watching Beru cradle the boy. He knew from the few wisps of hair on the boy’s head, that he bore the same dirty blonde hair Anakin had as a child.

Cody sat with his head in his hands on his bunk, his brain foggy and unclear. He could piece things together, like how he’d killed his General. He thought of the familiar ginger Jedi, falling to his death, landing in a pool of water Cody knew would have been stained red if he’d bothered to check. But he’d desperately hoped that somehow, Obi-Wan had survived the fall. But he knew, it was impossible.

And Anakin lay, six feet under, in a coffin built for his wife. Anakin was gone. He’d died the moment he’d realised he’d betrayed everyone he loved. The body that remained, encased by black metal, was not Anakin Skywalker. That was Darth Vader.

Anakin Skywalker was dead, and with it, came the deaths of his family. Whether they were still walking and talking, didn’t matter. 

The moment he’d died, they had too.

A/N: Hope you enjoyed, maybe cried?! Please send requests!

Taglist: @techs-goggles9902, @transmascanakin, @skellymom, tell me if you want me to be included or excluded from this list! That goes for everyone! Dm it to me if you want to be included!

[ukelele-boy]

Remember when you said that animatic was just an excuse to force us into listening to "Stay Outside"? It worked. I'm fckn addicted to this song now, I need more reccomendations

Omgg I'm honored!!! Yes I've succeeded muahhahaha

Ok ok some recommendations:

Soulfight by The Revivalists: i love this one because its a soft song about keeping your heart alive and also fits how apollo stumbles through TOA

High & Dry by Mxmtoon: Apollo getting over Zeus

Goodbye by Bo Burnham: if u saw my previous animatic with this song, its just that dialed up to 11

Machine Gun by Badflower: Apollo lamenting what he was taught to believe by Olympus "They gave me a machine gun but I don't wanna hurt no one..."

Dreamland by Glass Animals: Artemis song!!!!! Artemis view of growing up with her twin. The other side of things! How she sees through rose colored lenses the whole deal with Zeus and how she chose to muffle the noise.

"You were ten years old holding hands in the classroom. He had a gun on the first day of high school" How Artemis was spending time playing with Apollo on Delos one day and the next he's disappeared and u later find out how he went to fight Python by himself and u just never saw that coming despite being his twin and and how you grow apart and not understanding her twin's romantic love and hobbies. "You want something bizarre, old conceptual cars. You want girls dressed in drag, you want boys with guitars"

Her drifting through the centuries in a parallel of her twin's carefree mask.

Which leads me to my next song

Buzzcut Season by Lorde : so good and so describing how the twins eventually looked away from the suffering and seeing an idealised olympus!! Idealised family!! And pretending nothing is wrong.

"(And nothing's wrong, when nothing's true) I live in a hologram with you"

[gokustits]

my esteemed user gokustits are you aware of the gems that are the dbz music hit collection songs!

if you are not I might elaborate later but for now you need to know there are songs that are like

-gohan being forced to sing karaoke with drunk chichi

-part 2 of this except she's not drunk anymore (they're both funny as hell)

-kid goku singing a silly song

-song about goku as a character

-PLENTY OF FUCKING BANGERS HONESTLY

I reccomend checking them out!!!!!! also turns out krillin is really good at singing

I’ve never heard of it until now but I need to listen to it dsjgsjs

[sunshinechay]

Heyyyy! Just wanted to hop on and say your blog has been bringing me a lot of joy lately. What is your number 1 show and ship atm that you are keeping up with or would like to reccomend?

You have no idea how happy this made me. I’m glad I could help bring you joy!

For my fav show that I’m watching right now…I would have to say it’s A Boss and A Babe. It’s an office romance between Gun (aka Boss), the president and owner of a video game development company and Cher/Laem, who is an intern with the company. They are also my favourite ship from the show. They are absolutely adorable and the acting duo behind them (ForceBook) have such good chemistry. It’s a really nice more mature BL that gmmtv is doing right now, which is a nice break from their usually line up of school bls. It has it’s light hearted moment and it’s serious moments and I absolutely love Cher’s friend group (#foundfamilygoals). Plus the secondary couple (which we don’t get to see nearly enough of) ThreeZo is every level of adorable you can imagine. I would definitely recommend this show if you aren’t watching it already.

My forever rec, of course, is Not Me (The Series). It is a really interesting and enjoyable series that has a lot of social commentary about life in Thailand, especially with regards to poverty, capitalism, disability and LGBTQ+ issues within the country. The found family in this show is something very special to me, especially because we still get to see growth from them even though White walks into an already established group (also #foundfamilygoals). The flag scene changed me as a person, I will never be normal about this show because of it. It also falls in the “Be Gay, Do Crime” type shows that I always end up loving XD. The main ship, SeanWhite, are everything to me. White is someone who manages to surprise everyone with every turn he makes, despite (and likely a little because of) his kind, caring but ultimately rational and calculated nature/personality. Sean is an absolutely babygirl who is here to fuck shit up and love his boyfriend and lucky for him, he gets to do both at the same time…I love him so much. It’s the first bl I watched that forced a ghost ship on me that I don’t talk about enough but am most definitely not normal about (BlackTodd my beloved). It’s OffGun at their finest and definitely worth the watch. (Gun’s acting alone is worth the watch. It genuinely feels like he is two separate people when he plays each of the twins and holy crap this guy deserves all the roles and all the awards.) The rest of cast is made up of equally talented actors who play their roles spectacularly. All in all, it’s a wild ride that I love to watch again and again.

The ship I’m obsessing over atm is KimChay. I just love them so much and I can’t stop thinking about them haha. I think at least a little of that is how open their ending is, which normally I hate but it works for them, especially with the epilogue of sorts they managed to give them during one of the concert shows. Their dynamic (sunshine and sunshine protector) is one of my favourites. They are a perfect match to me, with Chay, despite being so young, being the most emotionally mature, emotionally intuitive character on the show and Kim being an emotion shunning half feral murder kitten who just wants to protect the boy he loves. I mean Kim literally leaves a pile of dead bodies in a bar to show Chay he loves him, which is fucked up but also oddly adorable as he didn’t have to go to help Chay when he could have helped protect his brothers during the attack on the compound. He chose Chay over everyone else and I think in the end, Chay would/will and does chose him back. I mean my boy Kim thought writing a song and releasing it on the internet and publically declaring it was for Chay was a good way to try and make it up to Chay instead of giving Chay what he wanted. You know, an explanation and a conversation about why Kim thought doing what he did was okay. You’ll never convince me Chay wasn’t already ready to forgive Kim for everything during the breakup scene, he just wanted to hear Kim’s side of the story and have an honest conversation with him about it. I think Chay absolutely understands that he did it for his brothers because Chay would also do anything for his brother, he just wants to hear Kim say it (see again, my belief that Chay is the most emotionally mature character in the entire show, every single adult included XD).

Ironically though the ship I’m reading the most fic for right now is probably VegasPete, though both KinnPorsche and KimChay are in there as well :D

[kkooongie]

hihi !! anything new or different in your day recently? i don't think we've liek. really interacted interacted so yep i felt curious abt another shawol carat + also, what is your favorite shinee song? (like. including full group and their solos) bc i wanna look into more of their bsides :0

hiiiii! apart from the usual misery and anxiety ive been feeling since the past week, nothing new! except...i bunked college today

yeah we haven't interacted much apart from tag games but i would love to interact more with you! your comments and reblogs on my smau really, really make my day and i always look forward to your thoughts.

BUT OMG YOURE A SHAWOL?? NO WAY BYE WE REALLY REALLY NEED TO TALK MORE.

i dont really have one fav shinee song but if i had to choose one it would be odd eye. this song deserves more attention truly.

as for solos;

for taemin- its his entire discography. yep. definitely can't choose. bbbbbbbbbut in a situation where imbeing held at gunpoint and being forced to choose...i would say strings. THAT SONG GIVES ME THE FEELS

for key - it's definitely bound. that song is crazy and i still cannot believe he sang it.

for onew - oh his entire dice and circle album was a heaven istg. but my fav would be rain on me! love, love his vocals its so comforting honestly!

for jonghyun - can i even choose??? but lonely by him ft. taeyeon has a really, really special place in my heart tbh.

for minho - sorry this man barely has any solos and then one he gets wasn't even that great in my opinion. so cant really say i have a particular fav

honestly its hard picking one fav. instead i can definitely reccomend you more songs of each of them and as a grp they have so so so many good songs and also cus i need more shawol moots.

[sw33t-oubliette]

if you want storytelling through music i reccomend parties are for losers by ferry. its weird to grasp so look for a explanation video too or something. lyrics are vagueish

TOO NAIVE TO RUN ON THE EDGE OF THE KNIFE THIS IS THE WORST/BEST MISTAKE YOU/I COULD MAKE IN MY/YOUR LIFE TO SPARK A FLAME YOU WERE/I WAS NEVER MEANING TO LIGHT I NEVER WANTED TO/YOUR SMART ENOUGH NOT A LOSING FIGHT RIGHT?

WILL CHECK THAT OUT LATER :3 my turn to recommend something now okay . You should listen to kabaret sybarit

they have 1 album and 2 eps [each have 3 songs in em] . They were gonna make another album to carry off the 1st one but they split up

The album is called Akt 1: Rum Nr. 13 . The whole album is in danish and switches POVs alot . It wasnt finished , its only the first act of what was going to be a 3 act story but it was never finished

The Poodle and The Grand Finale are the 2 EPs , theyre the same story . Content warning for rape/being forced into sexual acts + descriptions of body mutilation [the guy's already dead when it happens and its really vaguely descriped] + general sexual themes .

Sorry i have autism

[acatnamedlena]

MIO WATER FLAVOR!!!

fruits are amazing. 50 blueberries are 39 calories - that's so many for

so little cals. an average strawberry has 2-4 calories, a grape has 2 calories,

a clementine has 35, a raspberry only has 1 calorie..the list goes on and

on. 

  

-stretching really helps - it gets rid of hunger pains and makes you feel

more awake. also it does burn fat & cals and makes your body flexible. 

 

  

-look at thinspo all the time. this is an obvious one but you're much

less likely to eat if you've just looked at it. 

  

 - get naked and look at yourself in the mirror. this can be shocking if

you're not thin, and you will NOT want to eat. 

  

 - repeat over and over in your head that you don't like food, that you

hate it. your brain will start to believe it if you do it for long enough. 

 

 

. -actually look at pro-ana blogs on xanga. some of them have good tips

that you're missing out on. 

 

. -make a list of safe foods (zero or negative cal) 

  

 - make a list of unsafe foods (high cal) 

  

 - instead of writing "dear diary", write "dear ana." pretend you're

talking to her yourself. say you LOVE her. say thank you for all that she's done

for you. please don't do this if you really are trying to recover. but i'm not,

and i do this all the time. it's a bad habit, i know, but forcing myself to

believe that i'm glad she's there is helpful, for me atleast. 

  -

. make your own list of tips, like this. you don't have to post it, but

you should atleast write it down. it's crazy how much more you THINK about it if

you have to type it out, or write it out. 

  

 - chew gum and eat mints constantly. this is one you already know, but it

never hurts. make sure it's lowcal though, or sugarfree. 

  

 - think about how much closer summer is getting, how little time you have

until you have to wear a swimsuit. now, are you going to wear a one-piece with a

fucking skirt on it, or a bikini that shows as much as possible? that's what i

thought. 

  

.- when it comes down to it, diet soda, tea, coffee, or whatever, all

those things that are zero cal? i wouldn't reccomend it. some of them make you

gain weight in the long run. just drink water - there's NO side effects. its

just pure water. 

  

-. at lunch, look at other people that are eating and say to yourself,

"i'm SO much stronger than them." 

  

 - if people know you're ana, and don't want you to exercise, go to the

bathroom & do chair squats - just stand and sit on the toilet (without

completely sitting on it). people will think you're just taking a shit.(; 

  

-do 10 mins of cardio, then 10 mins of stretching. 

  

 - try the opaque cup trick.

 

1-. if you have the urge to eat, chew but spit it out. 

  

. -kinda like #19, scented candles. bath and body works has amazing ones

like peppermint and chocolate brownie etc. 

  

-. listen to a really upbeat song and dance around like crazyy(: 

  

-. eat zero or negative cal foods.

[genericpuff]

List of my dummy questions for you:

What's your fav color?

Fav songs?

Fav comics that you would reccomend?

Fav shipping tropes?

oooh fun, i never get asked these LOL

-red/black but also whites and pinks?? idk i let down my guard in adulthood and now the last couple years i'm like "man, pink's pretty cool ngl"

-i listen to a LOT of different genres of music and cycle through favorites, i guess some of my favorite tracks that have transcended a lot of those cycles would be stuff from Circa Survive and Sianvar but right NOW my specific favorite songs that i've been making up ADHD music videos in my head on repeat are The News by Paramore, Our Last Shot by Circa Survive, KICK BACK and HAWATARI NIOKU CENTI from Chainsaw Man, Yuugure no Tori and Shogeki from Attack on Titan (you can tell I just started S4) and My Time by bo en (yes, the OMORI version) :' )

-Alfie (18+ indie), A BETTER PLACE (Tapas), City of Blank (Webtoon Original), AwkwardZombie (Hiveworks), BONE (Scholastic-published graphic novel), Deadman Wonderland (manga) - lil' bit of everything from every flavor of comics :' )

-I might catch flak for these as ship preferences always do buuuut enemies to lovers, big and quiet one x small gremlin one, forced proximity/stuck together, childhood sweethearts, bonus points to any of these if they're queer but points SUBTRACTED if there's a love triangle, i fucking HATE LOVE TRIANGLES and 9 times out of 10 i'm either begging the rivals to just dump the person they're fighting over and date each other OR i'm begging the person who's being fought over to walk the fuck away from these chumps LOL like just make it poly PLEASE- 😭

and basically also all of these- (not my art, credit to Pioy on DA)

[tma-entity-song-poll]

Battle of the Fear Bands B3R1: The Flesh

The Dismemberment Song:

“It has everything, the casual treatment of people’s bodies as objects for a goal, trying to almost sound sweet while chopping someone to bits, the fact that what will be left is unrecognizable, the turning the knife on someone else as opposed to yourself. It’s just very flesh.”

Meat:

“Oh god this one is awful. A perfectly graphical description of a flesh domain. I don't think I'm gonna have a burger for a few days that's for sure.”

Mod note: they're not kidding this one is graphic. If you struggle with flesh stuff, especially in regards to episodes like the meat packing plant etc, I reccomend giving this one a skip.

Lyrics below the line!

The Dismemberment Song:

Hold still, my sweet I'm trying to measure the space between Your molar and your jaw This caliper No cause for fear, no, it, it doesn't hurt It only helps me measure How much skin you have Oh, and the topmost layer of fat But I won't make an incision 'Til you're nice and numb Oh, and laughing gas can be so much fun Please don't doubt my decision This'll be, ooh, this'll be, aah This'll be absolutely, whee This'll be nice, this'll be neat And bring you closer to me So, don't you squirm, don't you fret I'm not gonna hurt you yet I just feel the need to be getting A little of you, a lot of blood-letting I know the sensation you're probably dreading But cutting you up will be so refreshing for me Refreshing for me, yeah No, don't you cry And don't call Miriam, she's my alibi Oh, let me check your toes out Aren't your toenails cute? And red is such a lovely color on you But you won't be needing those When you've got no knees Or shins, or pinky fingers, or arteries So, hold still while I remove them Oh, and don't fight back I think you'll find you're missing the point with that That's enough out of you And this'll be, ooh, this'll be, aah This'll be absolutely, whee This'll be nice, this'll be neat And bring you closer to me So, don't you squirm, don't you fret I'm not gonna hurt you yet I just feel the need to be getting A little of you, a lot of blood-letting I know the sensation you're probably dreading But cutting you up will be so refreshing for me, yeah Refreshing for me, yeah Well, once upon a time, that's where the plot begins And right after the end, well, that's where the plot thins, and I've got no angel to keep me in line So, I'm taking your narrative, and I'm making it mine 'Cause I'm all out of hurt, you've used up all I've got So, I'm chopping you up and still coming up squat If I wanted to bleed, I'd just roll up my sleeve And saw, and saw, and saw And saw, and saw, and saw And saw, and saw, and saw Oh, yeah This'll be, ooh, this'll be, aah This'll be absolutely, whee This'll be nice, this'll be neat And bring you closer to me So, don't you squirm, don't you fret I'm not gonna hurt you No, no, no, not yet I just feel the need to be getting A little of you, a lot of blood-letting I know the sensation you're probably dreading But there's one thing you're forgetting There's nothing like the thrill of a shredding And this is no orthodox beheading And cutting you up Cutting you up Cutting you up is gonna be so refreshing for me Refreshing for me, yeah Refreshing for me Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Meat:

Parasitic intergalactic savages Will land here in 2033 Heaven destroyed your planets before The star force came to feed I saw my brother devoured A river of blood when it tore off his head Of healthy organites, a system for harvesting human flesh Plug me into the feeding machine Ten in a pen pressed against me Cut out my tongue so that I can't scream There's meat, there's meat on me Antibiotics keep me alive Now that everyone I love has died Hang me up and strip me clean There's meat, there's meat on me You've heard stories about the free ones The few who escape the alien's grip Living underground in star cities In the deep and dark they resist But I don't know if I believe it When they caught me there weren't many left They only force us to breed in here I just hope they kill me quick Plug me into the feeding machine Ten in a pen pressed against me Cut out my tongue so that I can't scream There's meat, there's meat on me Antibiotics keep me alive Now that everyone I love has died Hang me up and strip me clean There's meat, there's meat on me In light of the sick to maximize efficiency Approach the back into our feed for optimal delivery Right here in the slaughterhouse screams Around the killing floor And I hope to chase my adrenaline Soak up my pus-filled sores Plug me into the feeding machine Ten in a pen pressed against me Cut out my tongue so that I can't scream There's meat, there's meat on me Wrap me up in cellophane Labeled "organic", label me grade A My tendon is cut between your teeth There's meat, there's meat on me There's meat, there's meat on me There's meat, there's meat on me There's meat, there's meat on me There's meat, there's meat on me

[f1nalboys]

1, 3, 8, and 26! 💖💖💖

HAIII thank you<3

1. What fic of yours would you reccomend to someone who had never read any of your work? (In other words, what do you think is the best introduction to your fics?)

i think 100% my simple pleasures masterlist! it kinda has all my little niche writing stuff in there so i think it’s a good way for a reader to know what i write like!!! (in chapter 5 or 6 especially, whichever chapter takes place in the club bathroom i think it shows off my Current Smut Writing Style fr hehe😋😋) another one is my sinclair brothers fic, memory! it shows off my character based fics and i think it’s one of my strongest fics that isn’t smut TEEHEE OH ALSO!!! together?, my ghostface!randy and ghostfsce!reader fic shoes off my darker writing pretty well i think! it gives people a good idea of the weird freak shit i be writing

3. What are some tropes or details that you think are very characteristic of your fics?

hmmm this is such a tough question truly JFNWINDN ok so….i think detail wise it’s fics that r just. plot heavy. i try my best to do porn without plot but a bitch likes to set the scene sadly 😔 and adding onto that, fics that r longer than necessary JFNWONDIW. i think also a lot of dialogue, it’s what i’m most comfortable writing and i def include a lot of it in my fics jdjwkdjd, i also do lots of character based fics!

to trope wise, def fucked emotionally constipated mc, toxic relationships, forced proximity, and i do a LOT of first time sex fics IFNOWNCOWN i an a simply lady that’s all

8. What song would make a great fic (to either write or read)?

GOD ok i gotta choose an ethel song as well, honestly, either crush or sunday morning! for both id rather read them bc i would absolutely fuck it up JDJSJJD but the lyrics and vibes of both songs r so !!!! it would be great to read

to WRITE…i had an idea a while ago to write a bunch of fics for diff characters based on hozier songs and so far only did one LMFAO but eat your young and it will come back (that one is so bo core that’s all i’ll say) are ones i’d love to write hehe

26. Would you rather write a fic that had no dialogue or one that was only dialogue?

ONLY DIALOGUE BABEY!!! i think it’s my strong suit (mostly-) and i’ve toyed around with the idea of writing a short little thing of just dialogue but it has not come to fruition yet D: i think people who write fics that have 0 dialogue r witches (affectionate) and i’m jealous and scared of them