#Elliot x molly

[baconpncakes]

Mentorships

(part 1 here)

[privkay]

Wait Lindsey Lohan is making movie again??? I just remember her from the mean girls days. It is really worth a watch? I cant say ive seen many new Christmas movies. I always have a spft spot for the classics. You cant go far wrong with the muppets.

How are you feeling so Scroogey??? We have to do something to change that!

Lindsay Lohan has been making some...questionable film choices in recent years, although I watched her new one where she's dating the pervert teacher from Pretty Little Liars yesterday and I have to say it wasn't half bad. Any Christmas film recommendations along the same cheese level as that for someone who's so far feeling a little bit Scroogey this year? Any cheesier and I can't do it.

[inevitablemoment]

Chapter Nineteen: Fall On Me With All Your Light

They're home.

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Only one chapter left!

[iowavampz]

𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝓶𝓮 𝓼𝓸 𝓱𝓲𝓰𝓱🌿

You and elliot try molly together and start to get in the mood

pairing - Elliot x fem!reader

one shot length, 1.4k+ word fic

Rating: mature (18+)

Content/Trigger Warnings: unprotected sex, drugs, smut, fluff kinda

It was after school, and you were walking with Maddy and Kat. “I don't know why Nate is such a dick," Maddy said, rolling her eyes. "Yeah, he's super weird,” Kat said. "To be honest, I wish I had never dated him; it was the worst experience of my life," she muttered.

As you were about to chime in on the conversation, you got a text notification on your phone. It was from Elliot . You two had been hanging out outside of school in secret and had been communicating for a few weeks. “Meet me by my car at 5." "Who was that?” Maddy asks.

You quickly turned your phone off. "Oh, just my mom. I gotta go." You hugged Maddy and Kat, then scurried off before you were asked any other questions.

As you were walking to the parking lot, you immediately saw Elliot . He was lighting a cigarette. You smiled and walked over to him. "Hey," you said with a smile. "Hey,” he muffled the cigarette in his mouth.

“So what was it you wanted to talk about?” you said, leaning on the side of his car. “Oh yeah,” Elliot said while coughing. “Look what I got,” he said, pulling a bag with four pills out of his pocket. “It’s Molly. You in?” he said, smirking. “Fuck yeah,” you said, smirking back.

When you arrived at his house with Elliot , you got out of the car. He opened the door to his house. He bowed his head and curtsied, saying, "Ladies first." "Why thank you, good sir?" you chuckled. He laughed, and he followed you inside. You were grabbed by Elliot's hand as he brought you upstairs to his room. When he held your hand, something in your stomach churned, but you chose  to ignore it.

Elliot shut his door and laid down like a starfish on his bed. His place smelled like a combination of cocaine and marijuana. He was lying next to you as you lay on the bed. He looked to his left to observe you. "Have you done this before?" Elliot asked. "No, have you?" you asked, looking up at him. Nope. It's the first time for everything, right?" He asked as he stood up. You chuckled quietly.

Elliot took his laptop off the floor and pulled the bag of pills out of his pocket. He took a card off the bedside table and started to crush the molly. You sat up on his bed and watched his movements, then his lips, then back to his movements. ‘Pull it together, y/n.’ you said in your head.

"Done, there." Elliot took two straws out of his pillow case and gave you one. He said, "Here." He laid his laptop's lines of Molly down on the bed. As you kneeled in front of the lines, you exchanged glances. “Are you ready?  " he asked.You said, "Yes." After plugging one nostril hole and holding your straw, you both sniffed the lines.

After you guys were done, you and Elliot both laid on the bed, waiting for the molly to hit. For 10 minutes, you asked, “Do you feel anything?”. “Nah”. he said  You could feel a wave of euphoria slowly pass through your body as you let out a deep breath. You looked at Elliot and could see it was hitting him too. "Fuckkk,” Elliot said in a relaxing tone. You could feel your eyes getting heavy, and you noticed that you were blinking very slowly. Your heart started to slow down.

“Y’know y/n. Your very fucking pretty,” Elliot said while smlling. “Shut up!" you said with a big smile. “No, I'm serious,” Eltiot said, sitting up from his bed. He grabbed your jaw with both of his hands. His left thumb stroked your cheek, and he came closer. “You really are fucking pretty. Beautiful, I might say," Elliot whispered with a low voice.

He glanced at your lips, then back at your eyes. He came in closer. Your breath hit your throat, and your heart rate quickened. Elliot came closer to your lips and kissed you hard. You kissed back and pulled him in closer. “Is this okay?” he said. You nodded yes. “No I need words baby”  “yes” you said breathing heavily. He smirked. Elliot’s lips moved further. 

He pushed your shirt upwards. He stroked his tongue across your skin till you shook, kissing reverently and tenderly at every newly exposed spot of skin, including your stomach and breasts. While he was doing that, you stripped all your clothes off. You looked back up to see Elliot shirtless with his boxers. You could see the outline of his dick through his boxers. You bite your lips in horniness. “You like what you see,” he said with a low voice while smirking. You nodded while biting your lips.

 Elliot climbed over you and continued to kiss you going down and started to kiss your jaw to your neck, leaving hickeys. You started to moan as he went down to your pussy. “Fuckk” you moaned, biting your lips. He slowly started to lick your clit up and down, leaving you a moaning mess. He put his finger in his mouth to get them wet.

 Elliot  then slowly started to play with your clit. You arched your back and bit your lip. He shoved his fingers in your wet pussy. "Come on, baby, tell me what you want," he said, causing you to clench around his fingers with his smooth voice. He gave me another clit kiss. This time, his lips touched your flesh directly, causing me to moan louder. Your juices were visible on his smooth, pink lips. 

“Uhhh fuck Elliot. I'm about to cum.” As soon as you said that, Elliot pulled away. His lips and chin wet from your juices. You groaned in frustration. “The only time you're cumming is on my dick.” he said, smirking. He pulls away from you by pulling his boxers off. Your eyes widen as you see his cock pop out of his boxers, and he hasn't taken his eyes off of you for even a single second.  

At least spits on his hand and strokes his dick for a few times while making eye contact. Elliott taps his dick on your pussy. “Are you ready for me baby?” he asked. “Yes Elliot. Please fuck me.” you said almost whining.  He took hold of your face and raised it. He kissed you once more and teased your entrance, saying, " good girl."  He allowed you to adjust to his size before slowly thrusting inside of you. "You're so fucking tight Y/n ," he moaned. 

He repeatedly thrust slowly till you gave him a little nod in agreement. He began to rock his hips more rapidly. As he fucked you, neither of you cared to cover up your groans. He clawed your hips while you clawed at his back. 

“Fuck I can't get enough of you y/n .” he said putting his head back. You bit your lips in pleasure while gripping his sheets. His rhythm continued even when he was close. His fingers making small circles on your clit so you could come faster, but your previous actions had gotten that covered already. Elliot kept his pace, muttering sweet nothings into your ear. One of his hands tangled up in your hair, pulling your head back so he could kiss you as he brought both of you closer to 𝑒𝓊𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓇𝒾𝒶.

You felt the rush of excitement again after a few more thrusts. You loudly moaned his name as you leaned your back towards him. Your toes curl, and you pull yourself out of the kiss with a loud moan. He has to wrap his arm around your back to keep you standing as your climax tears through you, all the while his thumb and hips moving in the same direction. "I swear to God, Elly. “Shit, baby. God”. Elliot continues to push himself over the edge with the same thrusts, lowering his head to the back of your neck. “Fuck im gonna-” Elliot pulls out and cums in on your stomach. “Ugh fuckk Y/n.” 

You both are now breathing heavily. Elliot gets off you and walks to the bathroom. ‘Where's he going?’ you wonder. Elliot comes back with a rag and wipes you off. He throws it into the dirty clothes and lays down beside you. 

 “You feel like a fucking drug Y/n” “what do you mean?” you asked him. “I mean ever since I met you. I feel a relaxed and calm, I feel weird when i’m not around you and if were being honest, your the only person I fuck with. What I'm trying to say is, I like you Y/n.” 

You immediately smiled from what he said. "I like you too Elly." Elliot smiled and kissed you, you kissed back. After cuddling in his bed, you could feel your eyes getting low while falling to sleep. Sleeping in Elliot's arms. 

[mollycabot]

Casey Novak X Reader Nighttime anxiety

A/N after the reader has a few days of bad sleep Casey becomes worried at just how much sleep her girlfriend is getting.

It was other busy day in the squad room and case after case and the team where back logged with paperwork. “Where Molly?” Asked fin “no idea” said munch and liv looked at Elliot who looked at her back, “Molly your Late” shouted the captain,

“Sorry” Molly said as she stumbled to her desk energy drink in hand and dark bags under her eyes.

“Molly you look like shit” said liv, “thank you” said Molly annoyed at her. When the team had to go an investigate a crime scene Molly offered to stay back and get on top of this paperwork which was fine but it confused everyone as they know Molly hates desk work.

Once the others came back they saw Molly a sleep at her desk that was littered with coffee cups on her desk and floor. And her hair was messy and had fallen out of her ponytail. “Molly hun” Olivia said as she while the girl causing her to jump awake. “Ahh what who where!” Said Molly.

“Oh hey guys how was it?” Molly asked as the others laughed as Olivia explained everything. “Who wants coffee?” Molly asked “don’t you think you have had enough coffee today woman?” Said fin pointing at all the empty coffee cups. “Nope it keeps me going. Molly said as she walked to the coffee machine,

“Molly hun why don’t we lay off the coffee and talk” Liv said gently and took the cup off Molly.

“About?” Asked Molly confused. “To be honest you look like shit and haven’t slept in days!” Said fin.

“It’s fine I’m fine I got half the paperwork done and you guys have been and looked at the crime scene let’s find this guy and close this case.” Said molly

Everyone looked worried as they watch the girl place the photos of the crime scene on the board. Worried she going to over work herself. “I’m calling Novak” said Elliot as he walked off to make the phone call.

Not long after Casey walked into the squad room “what we got?” she asked “take your pick, this case that is challenge or your sleep deprived girlfriend with a really bad caffeine addiction!” Fin said

As fin and Elliot and Casey stood there chatting they turned when they heard Liv shout “Shit!” And see molly passed out on the floor with a gash on her head. Casey ran to her and Olivia. “What happened” Casey asked worried sick about her lover. “Not sure call a bus” Olivia said.

Once at the hospital Olivia and Casey sat in the chairs in Molly’s hospital room, Casey holding Molly’s hand as molly slowly began to wake up.

“Molly it’s ok you’re alright” said Casey gently as molly was coming to so she wouldn’t freak out, “what happened?”molly asked.

Casey looked at Olivia, “molly you fainted because you overworked yourself, haven’t been sleeping or eating and you’re body can’t function on caffeine alone this isn’t healthy” Olivia said as she looked at the girl.

“Why haven’t you been sleeping my love” Casey asked as she continued to hold Molly’s hand in hers.

“It’s nothing” molly said Casey and Olivia didn’t looked convinced molly let out a sigh

“ok so I suffer from really bad nightmares and nighttime anxiety, I usually have meds and my comfort blanket but I lost my comfort blanket some where in my apartment and haven’t been able to sleep with out it and ran out of my meds but haven’t had time to get them refilled and I get a shamed and I was worried that when you move in you wouldn’t think I’m a brave bad ass detective. And my sleep issues were case because of my past.” Molly was crying at this point.

Casey pulled molly into a hug and said “it’s ok love I won’t ever judge you for you, you are perfect in every way and everyone has there issues and struggles. And as soon as we get out of here, we going get your meds and find your comfort blanket and then you are going to be staying at mine for a while.” And I spoke to my boss and the captain and you and I are going to take some time off.” Casey said lovingly

Once molly was discharged Casey took molly back to her apartment after stopping to get her sleep meds, her and Casey looked everywhere for her blanket,

“Your apartment is a mess I will help you tidy that after you get back” Casey said as she pulled the couch forward to look behind it.

“I can’t find it anywhere Casey” cried molly as she walked into her living room. “Is this it?” Casey asked holding an old baby blanket with a flower on it and Winnie the Pooh on it, molly face turned red with embarrassment and nodded.

Casey laughed at her lovers face “ it’s fine I think it’s adorable and makes you even more cuter” Casey said giving molly a kiss on her head and after molly packed her things they headed over to Casey’s apartment. After watching a tone of movies and shows it was time for bed Casey and molly snuggle down and before Casey turned out the lights she handed molly her meds and some water and watch her to make sure she took it. “There we go my love that wasn’t so bad” Casey said giving her a kiss and pulled her close and smiled as she saw molly hugging her blanket and watch as she snuggled into Casey.

“Get some sleep my love I see you in the morning” Casey said as she turned the lights off and snuggled into her bed and held molly close to knowing that see was loved.

[nacrella]

-cool & modern couple

-lovely family couple

-“will they, won’t they” couple

-unfinished & hopeless couple…

Veluncy deserved better, the best 💔

Stare~

[shinyasahalo]

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[rxtualistic]

i have been trying to get my muse back but it's been harder than i thought. i usually don't drop threads but it's been so long that i have lost muse for some characters altogether. so under the cut there is a list of the threads i'm dropping. if you would like to do something new, either with the same ship or other, let me know! if not i totally understand, it's been a long time!

@stormbrews - huxley and cece

@scftdevil - aberdeen and vincent, tobert and coen

@melancholystories - monique and azar

@somethingscft - nia and eoghan

@champagns - ethan and carina

@lilacwiine - oliver and molly

@bloodrodeo - tobert and trent

@seolinah - phoebe and danielle, mateo and christine

@finclgicls - ginny and juniper, simone and min jun, adrita, noelle and elliot

@ofginjxints - graham and rachel

@writtenwillow - josephine and evan

@silvrmoon -ethan and blair

@proverbialsaints - gabriel x serena

@camilish - evan x mirela

@persephonyed - evan x malia

[littlequeenies]

BEDSITTER GIRL JANE ASHER [1966]

I'm sure that many of you are already quite familiar with this photograph of Jane Asher, it has been reproduced several times in various fashion books over the years, but it was originally published in a magazine editorial called The Time, The Place, The Dress, and (if you still need it) The Food, by Molly Parkin for Nova in 1966, and printed poster-sized over a double-page layout, measuring 51.5 cm x 34cm for full visual impact! Molly commissioned Ossie Clark and Celia Birtwell to design the dress especially for the feature, she specifically wanted something which represented not only the fast-paced, disposable, transient nature of the current youthful attitude towards fashion trends but also something with enough decorative value to end up on the wall in a bedsitter as pop paraphernalia after it had been worn at the weekend, rather than thrown out with the trash!

So what better candidate for potential 'wall art' than a printed paper dress! Celia painted her initial ideas in gouache, inspired by the work of Paul Poiret and illustrations from La Gazzete du Bon Ton. The finished designs were then printed onto a suitable Johnson & Johnson manufactured paper by the 'Art to Wear' company of Zika Ascher, and the dresses were made to order for the sum of 17s 6d each. I love the fact that Celia also took it upon herself to paint the vinyl floor tiles in the mock-up bedsit, mirroring the design detail from the border of the garment to complete the overall look. And that Molly (a woman after my own heart), attributed just about every single item on display in the magazine feature to its original source, from the Biba beads right down to the Woolworth lollipops and sticks of rock!

On the floor: Jane Asher in a dress designed by Ossie Clark made of printed paper fabric designed by Celia Birtwell; made to order in small, medium and large sizes, approximately 17s 6d. Bangle at Woolworths, 2s 9d. Vinyl floor tiles painted by Celia Birtwell. Lilac patent shoe by Russell & Bromley, 7½ gns. Amber patent shoe by Elliot, 8 gns. Coloured cigarette by Sobraine, 7s 2d for twenty. Coloured crepe stockings by Russell & Bromley, 6s 11d. Pop tin tray by Goods & Chattels. 9s 6d.

Close-up of the design detail from the border of the dress. 

Above: One of Celia's initial designs for the paper dress rendered in gouache, inspired by the work produced at the Martine School of Decorative Arts in Paris. The school was set up by designer Paul Poiret in 1911 at 'La Maison Poiret' in an endeavour to realise his dream of creating a decorative arts movement in France which would be on par with the new developments in the arts taking place in Vienna and Germany at this time. The students mainly consisted of young working class girls between the ages of 12-15 years old, Poiret encouraged them to work freely from nature, organising trips to the countryside and conservatories whenever possible, but apart from this input they were otherwise without artistic supervision. His role was merely to stimulate their artistic taste without influencing or criticising them, in order to maintain the purity of the original source of inspiration in the work. He would then select a range from the finished designs which were suitable for reproduction and have them applied to fabrics, wallpapers, carpets, cushions and ceramics.

The work received an excellent response amongst art circles, and following an exhibition at the Salon d'Automne in 1912 the demand was such that Poiret opened a retail outlet called 'Atelier Martine' on Rue du Faubourg St Honoré. With a very favourable review in Vogue, the Martines went from strength to strength, also using their designs to create magnificent large scale murals, transforming hotels, shops, offices, private houses and the studio of dancer Isadora Duncan into exotic oriental palaces in the process. An international reputation was quickly established, however, the gathering momentum of the Martines success was  stopped in its tracks by the outbreak of WW1 in 1914. The school closed for the duration of the war, with many of the students relocated to a safer environment. Business eventually resumed as normal in the aftermath, but although Poiret tried several times to re-establish his career and the Martine style, most notably in the mid 1920s with an extravagant display at the International Art Deco Fair in Paris, both failed to ever regain the immense popularity of their glory days. 

Three designs for round carpets, typical of the Martine style, from the workbooks of the School of Decorative Arts.  

The Table: green paper drum table by Hull Traders Ltd, £3 13s. On the table: Large glass jar, £2, full of Smarties, Liquorice Allsorts and Barratt's assorted sweets; glass-topped storage jar, 6s 6d, containing dolls' eyes from Pedigree Dolls; spice jars, 2s 9d; glass dish, 7s 6d a pair, contain bath oils at Boots, 6s 6d. All the glassware from The Scientific Glassblowing Co Ltd. Hexagonal coloured boxes by Goods & Chattels, £1 17s 6d a set.

On the wall: wooden beads at Biba's, 11s. Striped shoes at Fifth Avenue, £3 19s 11d. Red and green shoe by Walter Steiger for Bally, 9½ gns. Bead bracelet at Biba's, 5s 6d. Dress designed by Ossie Clark of printed paper fabric designed by Celia Birtwell, made to order, 17s 6d. Plastic earrings by Paco Rabanne, £1 10s. Bangle at Woolworth, 2s 9d. Pink patent shoe by Russell & Bromley, £3 19s 11d. Woolworth lollipops. Paper roses from Portobello Road market. Dried flowers at Natural Fern Display Ltd, from 3s 6d each. Large wooden beads at Biba's, £1 2s 6d. Pearly Queen dress from Hector Binney stall, Bermondsey market.

The Bed: emerald green wooden bed by Gary Griffiths at Vasa, approximately £30. Green sheets at John Lewis, £5 19s 6d a set. Orange and red shoe by Walter Steiger at Bally, 9½ gns. Leather and suede shoe by Salvatore Ferragamo, 14 gns. Woolworth's rock, 1s a stick.

IMAGE CREDITS

All content scanned and transcribed by Sweet Jane from an original article by Molly Parkin for NOVA, September 1966. Model; Jane Asher. All Photographs by Duffy. Celia Birtwell design in gouache scanned from Celia Birtwell by Celia Birtwell.  *The Close-up of border design detail on the printed dress courtesy of the V&A collection. Carpet designs from the Martine School of Decorative Arts were scanned from A Fashion For Extravagance by Sara Bowman.

LINKS

Visit the Celia Birtwell website here. Listen to Molly Parkin on Desert Island Discs here. Watch Great Lives: The Molly Parkin Documentary here. Read about the life and times of of Zika Ascher here. View an issue of La Gazette du Bon Ton from 1914 here. And finally, read more about the career of designer Paul Poiret  and view examples of his work here.

From @sweetjanespopboutique blogspot

[msfcatlover]

I finished my Death Mask (Red Hood) Steph playlist, if anyone's interested.

Only took multiple months, am I right? So, if you've got... oh gods, like 6.5hrs... check it out?

(I also have the playlist with all the songs I ended up cutting in this one over here. So if you have even more time and just want a strong dose of RH!Steph vibes, open that up and hit shuffle.)

Full list under the cut, in case youtube decides to take some of the videos down or rearrange my list---or if you want to rebuild it in your playlist player of choice---broken up into rough time periods to make it easier to read.

Introduction through Death:

Trouble by CRMNL || Take It Like A Girl by Khamsin, Molly Moore, Win Woo || Giants by Neoni || That's My Girl by Fifth Harmony || Raising Hell by Kesha, Big Freedia || Make It Look Easy by Valley Of Wolves || Enemies by The Score || Oh My Dear Lord by The Unlikely Candidates || A Little More Time by Natasha Blume || Reflection (Hollow Knight OST)

Resurrection through Return:

Goddess by Cepheid [cover] || Secrets Kill by Ely Eira || Come Alive by Ely Eira || Be My Guest by Azari [cover] || Who Am I? by Besomorph, RIELL || World On Fire by RIELL || Gossip by Måneskin [cover] || A Good Song Never Dies by Saint Motel || Who Are You? by SVRCINA || Hanahaki Syndrome by Shiki Miyoshino || Shadow Shadow by Azari [cover] || The Devil Wears Lace by Steven Rodriguez || Pink (Freak) by Elliot Lee || Thumbs by Sabrina Carpenter || Feed The Machine by Poor Man's Poison [cover] || Make A Move by Icon For Hire || Dirty by grandson || Devil Inside by CRMNL || That's How You Make A Villain by emlyn

Return through Identity Reveal:

Ready For War by 2WEI, Joznez, Kataem || BURN by 2WEI, Edda Hayes || Know My Name by Tru Genesis, DJ Form, Corinne, Sean BE || Champion by Neoni, burnboy || Too Loud by Icon For Hire || Way Up by Jaden || Godsent by Smash Into Pieces || Paranoia by Neoni || Royalty by Egzod, Maestro Chives, Neoni || Good People Do Bad Things by David Thomas Connolly || GOOD FOR HER by MOTHICA, emlyn || Shut Down by BLACKPINK || You Were Wrong by Icon For Hire || Little Girl Gone by CHINCHILLA || All Eyes On Me by CRMNL || Pomegranate Lips by Derivakat || Night Of Your Life by WAR*HALL || Everything or Nothing by Willyecho || How You Like That by BLACKPINK || See You In Hell by Amy Harriet

Reveal through Tower fight:

I'm Gonna Show You Crazy by Bebe Rexha || I'M NOT SORRY by Neoni || One Woman Army by Porcelain Black || Calling All the Monsters by China Anne McClain || Monster by Willyecho || Choke by I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME || They Don't Care About Us by Michael Jackson [cover] || The Road To Hell by TheUnder X Matthew Grant, Ellis Island || Villains Aren't Born (They're Made) by PEGGY || WONDERLAND by Neoni || Rituals by Jiovanni Daniel || Angry Too by Lola Blanc || Devil's Worst Nightmare by FJØRA

Tower fallout:

Go To War by Nothing More || Laplace’s Angel (Hurt People? Hurt People!) by Will Wood || Motherland by REACH || Play Dead by Ellise || Aimed to Kill by Jade LeMac || Twisted by MISSIO || You Can Run by Adam Jones || Tomboy by Destiny Rogers [remix] || Whisper Whisper Whisper by Azari [cover] || Outlaw by Neoni || Wild Lands by Koethe || What's My Name by China Anne McClain

Spite-Flirting With Tim (Oracle):

Hot One by Leyla Blue, Baby Tate, REI AMI || Inferno by Bella Poarch [cover] || A Little Wicked by Valerie Broussard || DICTATOR by REI AMI || plot line by emlyn || you make a woman wanna... by emlyn || Here Come the Wolves by Lola Blanc

Fighting the family & Running the Alley:

Pretty Distraction by SkyDxddy || Stronger by The Score || Bloodshot by Sam Tinnesz || Let's Do This by Outskrts || Go For Gold by Autumn Kings || Hey Brother by Jakob Samuel|| Don't Stop The Devil by Dead Posey || Legend by The Score || What's Up Danger by Blackway, Black Caviar [remix]|| Welcome to the Party by Diplo || Do It Like A Dude by Jessie J || My Name Is... by Once Monsters || Queen of Kings by Alessandra Mele || Monster by Besomorph || I Like It Loud by Cash Cash || Confident by Demi Lovato || Looking at Me by Sabrina Carpenter || Immortals by Fall Out Boy || Up In Flames by Icon For Hire || Can't Get Enough by Jaxson Gamble || Do Right, Fear No Man by The Last Knife Fighter

Saving Jason, Having Hard Conversations, & Reuniting with the Family:

Deadly by Ellise || Cuttin' the Cord by Lunarcode || Soldiers by Sam Tinnesz, GoldTop || So Close To Me by Marc Boudreau || Dynasty by MIIA || Monster by Beth Crowley || It's Alright by Mother MotherGhost Town by Neoni, Layto || The Kid I Used To Know by Arrested Youth || Broken Boys & Bitter Bitches by Ellise || DDU-DU DDU-DU by BLACKPINK || Poison by LuLuYam || life's a bitch by TAELA || Give and Take by Poor Man's Poison || SHIT SHOW by UPSAHL || Lay Your Weapons Down by Ilse DeLange || Chasing The Sun by The Wanted || Hold Back The River by James Bay || Better Than One by The Score

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(Holy shit, sorting/fixing these took like 3hrs, and I started by just copy-pasting the playlist's text directly to tumblr...)

I’m actually super proud of a couple of these transitions, or how I chose to build the mood in certain sections

[maketheblorbsobrawl]

Round 1 Matchups!

Side A

Angel Devil (Chainsaw Man) VS. Snom (Pokemon)

Ritsu Sakuma (Ensemble Stars) VS. Aang (Avatar: The Last Airbender)

C-3PO (Star Wars) VS. Tohru Honda (Fruits Basket)

Shinji (Neon Genesis Evangelion) VS. Niko (Oneshot)

Miko Tsunade (Danganronpa 52: Despair From The Heart) VS. The Bard/Kiwi (Wandersong)

Nie Huaisang (Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivvaion/Mo Dao Zu Shi) VS. Lazlo Cravensworth (What We Do in the Shadows)

Filbo Fiddlepie (Bugsnax) VS. Douglas Eiffel (Wolf 359 Podcast)

Aren Kuboyasu (The Disasterous Life of Saiki K) VS. Dave Strider (Homestuck)

Jean Valjean (Les Miserables) VS. Cinnabar (Houseki no Kuni)

Sailor Moon (Sailor Moon) VS. Frisk (Undertale)

Pyro (Team Fortress 2) VS. Nona (The Locked Tomb)

Venti (Genshin Impact) VS. SpongeBob (SpongeBob)

Italy (Hetalia) VS. Hugo (OFF)

Mega Man (Mega Man) VS. Alfred Monthank (Death Gate Cycle)

Captain Benjamin “Hawkeye” Pierce (M*A*S*H) VS. Philoctetes (Philoctetes by Sophocles)

Libby Stein-Torres (The Ghost and Molly McGee) VS. Wander (Wander Over Yonder)

Side B

James Maguire (Derry Girls) VS. The Great Sage (Miitopia)

Lofi girl (lo-fi hip hop radio 📚 - beats to relax/study to) VS. Kanatsune Ame (Entropic Float)

Ali Abdul (Squid Game) VS. Shiki Ando (Paradox Live)

Zenitsu Agatsuma (Demon Slayer) VS. Tallulah (QSMP)

Twelfth Doctor (Doctor Who) VS. Randy Jade (Dialtown)

Ralsei (Deltarune) VS. Taako Taco (The Adventure Zone)

Hythlodeus (Final Fantasy XIV) VS. Saul goodman (Better Call Saul)

Burton Guster (Psych) VS. Oda "Odasaku" Sakunosuke (Bungō Stray Dogs)

Sharks (Real Life) VS. Will Byers (Stranger Things)

Vash the Stampede (Trigun) VS. Shigeo "Mob" Kageyama (Mob Psycho 100)

Steven Universe (Steven Universe) VS. Atlas (Cryptid Crush)

Neku Sakuraba (The World Ends With You) VS. Neil Josten (All For The Game)

Hermes (Greek Mythology) VS. Lucas (MOTHER 3)

Noisette (Pizza Tower) VS. Frank “Doc” Dufresne (Red vs. Blue)

X (Mega Man X Series) VS. Elliot Schafer (In Other Lands)

Molly Blyndeff (Epithet Erased) VS. Bilbo Baggins (Lord of the Rings)

[atplblog]

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[anomalocariscanadensis]

I don't speak any of the relevant languages and so can't make a truly informed comment, but I was curious as to the standard reception of these terms - contested as it may be.

To start, the Old English text you translated from Theodore:

se þe mid bædlinge hæme oþþe mid oþrum wæpnedmen oþþe mid nytene, fæste X winter […] gif se bædling mid bædlinge hæme, X winter bete; hi beoð hnesclice swa forlegene.

if [the man] has sex with bædlings, or with other men*, or with the ignorant, fast for ten winters […] if the bædling has sex with bædlings, atone for ten winters; they are soft like fornicators.

Also relevant to here is the segment redacted under [...], which doesn't stand up to copy-paste from the linked document, so here's my attempt to transcribe it (excuse the mistakes):

On oþre stowe hit cwyð, seðe mid nytene hæme, fæste XV winter, (&?) sodomisce VII gear fæston.

This book, whose trustworthiness I am unsure of but which appears to line up with the meanings of the words as you render them above, translates this line as:

Elsewhere it says that whoever fornicates with an animal must fast 15 years and sodomites must fast for 7 years.

Here's the relevant bit of Latin text of the Capitula Dacheriana as transcribed by Michael D. Elliot, the earliest version of the Canons but not as complete as some of the later ones:

‹153› Sodomite VII annis; ‹154› molles uno anno.

And Elliot's transcription of the Penitentiale Umbrense, the most complete version and seemingly the one the Old English was based on:

[I, 2.2] Qui sepe cum masculo aut cum pecode fornicat X. annos ut peniteret iudicauit [I, 2.3] Item aliud qui cum pecoribus coierit XV annos peniteat [I, 2.4] Qui coierit cum masculo post XX annos XV peniteat [I, 2.5] Si masculus cum masculo fornicat X. annos peniteat [I, 2.6] Sodomite VII. annos peniteant et moll[es] s[ecundum] adulter[e]

Unfortunately I can't find a direct English translation of the Latin text, but the general gist of this seems to be that (2.2) sex with a man or beast gets 10 years, (2.3) sex with beasts gets 15 years, (2.4) sex with a man after 20 years of age gets 15 years, (2.5) a man having sex with a man gets 10 years, and then (2.6) is the passage in question. According to this website (which only loads on mobile for me, for some reason), the standard interpretation is:

Sodomita denoted the active party. The male who took the receptive role was termed a mollis. There is a good example of the distinction in the early eighth-century penitential of Theodore of Tarsus, archbishop of Canterbury: "Sodomites shall do penance for seven years and the passive party the [same] penance as an adulteress" (this was also seven years)

The first thing I notice here is the structural changes in the passages. The Dacheriana appears to be a list of individual judgements with no correlation; the Umbrense collects these into sections based on the type of offense (and adds some judgements); the Old English collects multiple judgements from the Umbrense into single passages, and adds the judgements on male-bædling and bædling/bædling sex. In addition, the Old English actually splits up the judgement on sodomites/molles, inserting the bædling/bædling judgement in between the "sodomisce" and the "hnesclice".

How to read this? Even if we uncritically accept the interpretation of the Latin, it's entirely possible that the intent of the original Latin compilers of Theodore is totally different from that of the Old English translators. I don't have the context to say for sure, but the splitting of the sodomite/mollis judgement feels very suggestive. In the Latin, as usually interpreted, it seems like a judgement for the two parties to a single act; to split the judgement hints to me that the Old English translators saw it as two separate judgements, not necessarily a complementary pair of terms like top/bottom. So there's quite a bit of room for them to reinterpret any other terminology and we shouldn't be bound by the Latin. I wonder what other examples we have for the usage of "hnesclice"? I'm seeing some results saying it was used for Sardanapalus in the Old English translation of Orosius's Seven Books of History against the Pagans...

big fan of your occasional updates on the history and etymology of old english gender-problematic subjects. if the penitentials are 10thc translations of a 6thc latin original, how does the original compare, how much is altered over the centuries? also, would you mind going into more detail on softness?

hi, i'm glad you're a fan of it!

so the original is in Latin. i am three years into Old English now and can read that passage from the translation no problem, although i'm sure i'd struggle to get through the whole thing. i have only recently started Latin. so i'll get back to you in, like, five years.

although it seems that there was technically actually no original Theodore: click. according to that paper, the earliest pseudo-Theodore is from ~725, and may have been compiled in Ireland (click). and then they just keep coming. so there are not just several Old English translations, there's several Latin originals too, all with their own historical, institutional and linguistic contexts, and lines of transmission. it's very juicy... five years might be optimistic...

on softness, the word hnesce (hnesclice in this version, 'soft-like') means soft. it means soft the way you expect it to. it's easy to find the similitude between soft wool and soft thighs and find the physically erotic meaning in the comparison. and as much as i love that one, i have another hypothesis. hnesce can also mean soft as in pliable, malleable, impressionable. in the list of categories of persons that a man has to fast if he's had sex with is nytene; a noun form of nytan, 'to not know.' so a man who has sex with someone who doesn't know has done something wrong. what don't they know? there seems to be no consensus on this passage; it has been variously suggested that it means an intellectually disabled person, a child, or an animal, on the basis that what they don't know is sex. something that medieval clergy who heard confessions were worried about was inducing sin in their penitents by talking about sins; the penitentials, including Theodore's, were themselves controversial, because they effectively taught sin and inspired base thoughts by cataloguing them. why bring all that up? the move i want to make here is that we're very worried about people who are vulnerable to it being induced to sin. then we say (trying out my reading): 'if a bædling has sex with bædlings they have to atone, because they are impressionable as fornicators.' that is to say, they are easily induced to lust. we have to be handled carefully, and must also handle each other carefully; no sex that we have can be oriented towards life, only sinful and wretched with desire. remember that bædling has a verb form in bædan—to stimulate, urge, impel, force, defile. rape.

i'm just trying it out; i'm not sure. have to read a lot more. thanks for asking.

[inevitablemoment]

Chapter Eighteen: Once Lost Will All Be Found

Two chapters left, and I feel like this on the inside:

But I could never rock that look the way Brennan does, can I?

[billysjoel]

I have a lot of thoughts…

These idiots have consumed my every waking thought for the last 7ish years and I will never be free. Please enjoy this masterpiece, a true work of art if I may be so bold. These particular couples are the ones in my massive Ben x Perry fic that I never shut up about, but the characters’ sexualities and preferences would be pretty much the same regardless of who they’re with.

Ben: Knew he didn’t just like girls in late middle school/early high school. Luckily, had a supportive family and a terrifying and fiercely protective sister. Had just as many boyfriends as he did girlfriends and don’t even get me started on the France trip the summer after his senior year.

Perry: Realized in high school that he didn’t really factor in gender when it came to who he was attracted to. Was closeted until he moved away from home as his father was verbally and physically abusive. Doesn’t use labels.

JD: Knew he was bi before he figured out he was trans, so probably similar to Ben in that it would have been late middle school or early high school. Came out as trans when he was 16 and went on T in his senior year. Didn’t tell Turk until Turk accidentally walked in on JD giving himself an injection and then it all just sort of came out.

Turk: Bestie. Please. So much internalized homophobia to work through here. JD helps a lot in that regard and they start dating in med school after meeting and becoming best friends in their first year of college. It’s something he struggles with for a while and often overcompensates with ridiculous displays of masculinity. Still doesn’t really refer to himself as gay to others, even though it’s what feels best for him. What really matters is that he’s with JD.

Carla: Doesn’t know or come out until after she starts at Sacred Heart. When Jordan goes through postpartum depression after being Ben and Perry’s surrogate, Carla is the first one to notice something is wrong. Carla has become close with Perry and Ben by that point and Jordan is at the hospital fairly frequently between board meetings and terrorizing her brother-in-law. Jordan ends up leaning on Carla pretty hard during postpartum and Carla sees that softer side of Jordan that she tries so hard to hide. Carla panics because she’s never felt this way about another woman before (*cough* comp het *cough*), and she goes to Perry for help to decipher all of what she’s feeling. Looking back, it’s pretty easy to realize that she did have big gay feelings before, but she’d never realized what they were, let alone acted on them.

Jordan: Does not give one singular shit. She likes hot people. She sleeps with hot people. She tops and she doms. Queen shit.

Elliot: Similar to Carla re: comp het and also just a massive amount of repression growing up in Connecticut. Is anyone surprised? Absolutely not. Has a lot of unlearning to do when it comes to preconceived notions about gender and sexuality and also sex in general. Absolute pillow princess. Queen of opening mouth, inserting foot.

Molly: TRANS LESBIAN who, despite her best efforts, falls for the repressed girl from New England. What can she say, the emotional issues always draw her in.

[luvfae]

LITTLE STAR

PART NINE

summary: elliot's been watching you for a while, but he never dared to approach you. you were a good girl at heart and he didn’t think you'd want anything to do with him. all of that changes one friday night at a party, when both of your worlds collide.

fandom: euphoria

parings: elliot x f reader

warnings: drug use, swearing, smut, choking, unprotected sex

little star masterlist

It was Friday night, you and Elliot had just arrived at the party. Elliot spotted Rue in the crowd of people.

"I'm gunna go talk to Rue," he said and you nodded, watching him as he walked over to her.

"Bitch!" Maddy yelled, hugging you. You laughed, hugging her back. "I'm so fucking happy you're here, Cassie fucking bailed on me," Maddy sighed. "I don't know what's gotten into her, every Friday night she's unavailable. Anyway, do you wanna dance?"

"I'd love too," you smiled and she took your hand leading you to the dance floor where the both of you danced together. Hips moving to the beat of the music.

"Hey, do you wanna do molly?" Maddy asked with a smirk, pulling out two pills from her purse. You looked down at the drugs, eyebrows knitting together.

"What does it feel like?" You asked.

"Fucking amazing," Maddy smiled. "Like you just feel so much more aware and connected to everything. It's like a spiritual awakening seriously, I feel fucking fearless when I take it," Maddy said, opening the small ziplock bag and pushing the two pills onto the palm of her hand. "You want one?" She asked.

You thought about it for a moment, wondering what you really had to lose and honestly, nothing. Plus Elliot did drugs all the time, so what was the harm in trying it?

"Yeah, sure," you said and she smiled, handing you the pill. Maddy popped hers into her mouth and you did the same.

"Just wait like half an hour, you're gunna feel fucking amazing, Y/N," Maddy said.

The two of you split up, Maddy got distracted by Kat who was talking about Ethan, so you decided to go find Elliot. He was still talking with Rue in the same spot as before.

Eliot saw you walking over to him and smiled, opening his arms to give you a hug. You melted into his touch, reaching up on your tip toes to whisper in his ear, "I just did molly."

Elliot's face dropped, pulling you away from him. "What?" He said. Rue furrowed her eyebrows at the concerned look on his face.

"What's wrong?" Rue asked.

"She's just did molly," Elliot sighed. You turned around to look at Rue, smiling at her as the effects of the pill started to kick in. "What the fuck, Y/N," Elliot said and you laughed. "It's not fucking funny."

Your smiled dropped, worried eyes staring up at him.

"Where did you even get it from?" Rue asked.

"Maddy," you replied. "Wait, why are you mad? You fucking snort heroin," you said, screwing your face up at him.

"Starts with molly ends with heroin," Rue said, patting your shoulder. You rolled your eyes.

"We're gunna talk in private," Elliot said to Rue and she nodded. Elliot grabbed your wrist dragging you upstairs and into an empty bedroom. "Are you fucking dumb?" He asked.

You looked over at him tears filling your eyes at his words. "I didn't think it was this big of a deal, you do it," you replied.

"Of course it's a big deal, Y/N," Elliot said, running his hands through his hair. "What if you have a bad trip, huh?" He asked. "What if you hurt yourself and end up in hospital and they drug test you and your parents find out?"

"Calm down," you said, crossing your arms over your chest. "You had a Xanax before we came here, what's the big deal? You're being a hypocrite," you said.

"We're going home," Elliot said.

"No. I'm not fucking leaving because you can't handle me doing a little bit a molly," you glared at him, opening the door. "Why don't you go snort some fucking heroin and leave me the fuck alone," you spat, slamming the door, stalking back down the stairs.

Elliot sighed, sitting in the bed, hands covering his face. "What the fuck have I done?" He whispered to himself.

Elliot wondered if squeezing his way into your life was a good idea. Would you of done molly if he had never met you? No, because you wouldn't be best friends with Maddy. You were best friends with Maddy because Jules tried to kiss him. Elliot was feeling guilty, he knew that keeping you by his side would be selfish.

But everyone was selfish at times.

-

An hour had passed and by now the molly had kicked in. You were dancing with Maddy, Kat and BB. Elliot was far from your mind as you jumped up and down with your friends. You felt amazing, the smile never leaving your face.

Elliot was keeping an eye on your from the sidelines while sharing a joint with Rue.

"How's Y/N?" Rue asked.

Elliot looked over at her, shrugging. "She told me to fuck off. I'm giving her space," he replied.

While Elliot was occupied chatting with Rue, someone came up behind you, their hands holding your waist. At first you thought it was Elliot, until you looked up, eyes nearly falling out of their sockets at the stranger who was touching you.

"Yo, who the fuck is that?" Rue asked, pointing over to you. Elliot's eyes snapped your way, watching you as you pushed the guy off of you, glaring up at him. Elliot pushed himself off of the wall he was leaning against, barging past people to get to you.

"I have a boyfriend," you said, crossing your arms. The guy scoffed, laughing at you.

"That's the oldest lie in the book," the guy said. "C'mon, dance with me."

"No!" You yelled as his hands moved to your hips once again, trying to pull him off of your body.

"She's said no you fucking dick." You sighed in relief at the sound of Elliot's voice. The guy was pushed off of you, Elliot towering over him. "You got a fucking problem, creep? Can't comprehend what no means?" Elliot spat, pushing him.

"Bro, you know how it is," the guy smirked, raising his hands, looking up at Elliot. "Gotta at least try to get your dick wet by one of these bitches."

"Well this bitch happens to be my girlfriend," Elliot said. Realisation hit and you watched as worried filled the strangers eyes, gulping hard.

"I didn't know, bro," he said.

Elliot looked over at you, grabbing your wrist. "We're leaving," he said, shooting one last glare at the guy. Elliot led you to his car, opening the passenger door for you and helping you inside of his car. He didn't talk the entire drive home, your eyes stayed on him the entire time, but he didn't look back at you.

Once you arrived at his house you followed him up to his bedroom, saying hi to his cousin who was sitting on the couch.

"You guys are home early," she said.

Elliot ignored her, walking to his room. You followed after him and he slammed his bedroom door, you stood awkwardly by his bed as he changed into his pyjamas, shoving one of his shirts into your chest for you to change into.

Elliot crawled onto his bed, ignoring you as you stripped out of your clothes and into his t-shirt, climbing into bed next to him.

"Please talk to me," you whispered. He continued to ignore you. "Elliot, please!" you exclaimed, grabbing his shoulder. "It wasn't my fault, I was just dancing with my friends and he came up to me."

He looked over at you. "I know it wasn't your fault," Elliot said. "It just pissed me the fuck off that someone would touch you like that and be so disrespectful.”

You leaned your head on his chest, drawing circles into his skin, listening to his heart beat pound against your ear.

"You said no, fuck," Elliot sighed. "Imagine if I wasn't there? What he could of done and you're fucked up on molly. Who knows what could of happened to you," Elliot said. "Do drugs with me in my room? Fine by me, but doing drugs at a party with freaks all around, not okay Y/N."

"I'm sorry," you said.

"It's not your fault," he replied.

"No, for doing drugs," you said, looking up at him.

Elliot pressed a kiss against your forehead. "It's fine baby, you just gotta promise to tell me before you do them, not after," he said.

You sat up, kissing his lips. "Watching you get all up in that guys face made me so fucking horny," you said.

Elliot bit his lip, "yeah?"

"Yeah. I bet if you put your hand in my pants you'll still be able to feel how wet it made me," you said. "Wanna fuck you so bad," you said, your lips trailing along his jaw.

"Take your pants off," Elliot whispered in your ear, shivers running down your spine.

"You first," you smiled. Elliot wasted no time, pulling his pants off and discarding them on the floor. You laughed at him and he grabbed you, pushing you onto your back, a squeal escaping your lips as he ripped your pants down your legs.

Elliot laid down on his back, hands crossed above his head. "Ride my dick, bitch," he smiled playfully.

You rolled your eyes, climbing on top of him. You pressed your soft lips onto the skin of his neck, your hand reaching in between your bodies, teasing him by rubbing his cock up and down your slit. He groaned, and you looked at him, a smug smile on your face.

His hands wrapped tightly around your neck, your eyes bulging out of your head. "Stop fucking around, Y/N. Sit on my fucking dick and make me cum," He said, hard glare on his face. You smiled, pushing yourself down on him, watching his face soften. "Good girl," he said, removing his hands from your neck.

You moved your hips back and forth, your hands resting on his chest, eyes staring into his. "I can feel your dick throbbing inside of me," you whispered. "You like it when I ride your dick?" You asked, eyes staring innocently at him.

He groaned, biting his bottom lip, nodding furiously at your words and you smirked. Spelling out your name with your hips, watching him squirm beneath you. Something about riding out the letters of your name turned you on, it was like your way of marking your territory. Elliot was yours and only yours.

"Feels so good when you're on top," Elliot said, hands falling to your hips.

You moved your hands to his knees, bouncing up and down on top of him, loud moans tumbling from your lips.

"I just wanna make you cum," you whined. Skin slapping against skin echoed throughout his bedroom as your movements got faster and harder as your own orgasm built within.

"Fuck," Elliot breathed.

"Yes!" You cried, spasming against him, eyes rolling back as you came. Elliot smirked up at you. Your movements slowed for a bit, but within no time you were bouncing up and down again, determined to make him finish. "Please cum for me, Elli," you whined.

Elliot's knuckled turned white from his grip on your skin as he began to pound his hips up into you. You moaned loudly, collapsing onto his chest as he fucked you.

"You always fuck me so good," you whispered, your eyes on his. You grinned, feeling his cum spill inside of you as his hips snapped against yours, your second orgasm tearing through your body. "I’m coming again," you moaned, head falling on his chest as you shook against him.

Elliot rode out both of your highs and you slipped off of him, heading straight for the bathroom. You came back a few minutes later, laying next to him with a smile, your pants still on the floor

Elliot pushed a few strands of hair out of your face, kissing you softly. "Round two?" He asked, his hand trailing towards your mound.

You laughed, "why not."

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