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Hhhhhh I think irl physical affection would be good for me right jow
#Too bad I’m not gonna ask for it bc that’s weird haha#:(#reading about other people being upset makes me upset and I wish it didnt#<- reason for this hours breakdown#Edit bc I’m not making a new post bc I’ve made enoug: I hate when it feels hollow#like not just sad but full on hollow#genuinely feels like there’s nothing there in my chest#like I don’t have a heart#and when I get like that I just wanna cry and kms#it’s just feels like a heavy weight and empty at the same time I don’t like it#I want it to go away#please go away#I don’t like feeling like this I want to stop being suicidal#Omfg just shoot me in the head or smth PLEASE#🎞️-+*#⏱️-+*#Edit2: I could do it#I really could#I want to#I might#it’d be so easy#and this would all be over#it’s tempting.
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he never learns
bonus pathetic sanji
#one piece#sanji#usopp#sanuso#doodley doots#trying to get used to drawing w touchscreen laptop again#and also really wanted to draw usopp like that <3#also fuck me why is drawing sanji's hair so HARD aaaa#the longest part of drawing this was just getting his hair decent#also would've made Sanji's name in bold if i could figure out how to change the radius on my brush#dont know what i did last time i was on my laptop but that sucker will not change size no matter what i do lmfao#eh. ill figure it out at some point#edit: okay so i changed stuff and updated it a bunch but i promise NOW im done. im goin to bed im not looking at it im not touching it#edit2: also. reference pics are my best friends in the whole wide world i love them sm
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where da spankos at
come to my inbox
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i would love to commission my friend bunga to draw a phrygian chibi bc she renders so beautifully & they're cute but I can't do that. To her
#I could meekly ask. maybe I'll do that#rosa talk#edit: ouh i forgot he prefers ocs comms too. it's probably not happening.but i did meekly ask#edit2: my friend... : )
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I *think* I have understood what’s happening in this most beautiful piece of film:
As Kirk lay dying in Generations, Yor (reality hopping time traveler from Discovery) comes to him to take him across time, space and dimension to Prime Spock who is dying on New Vulcan. Gary Mitchell their mutual friend who ascended to godhood ( and whose death was not confirmed on screen) helps unite these two. When Spock died the first time, Jim was there. This time when Spock dies a final time, Jim could be with him without the glass wall.
Jim gets to walk through a field of flowers and touch his favorite flowers one last time. He got to meet old friends, who are also resurrected/alive in some way thanks to Genesis, and he got to meet his past selves and accept his death in a calm way.
And so they meet death together the same way they were in life. Together. Side by side. Without words but a thousand unsaid sentiments spoken through a raised eyebrow and a chuckle.
When Jim says, “Oh my!” in Generations, this is why! And when Spock raises an eyebrow a final time, it’s true to his character “fascinating” to see Jim come to him at his last hour.
Edited to add t’hy’la: I don’t want to call it a ship - friends or lovers or brothers- they transcend all that. But their bond shows that it is indeed important how we deal with death, at least important as how we deal with life.
I would like to think it is Prime Spock who requested these god-like powerful entities because at his resurrection he had told Jim: You came back for me. And Jim had replied: you would have done the same for me. So, he did. All of this takes place in a mind/katra non-corporeal realm as per my theory. Nothing is physically happening and to anyone in the physical realm, all this is lost.
P.s: Has anyone figured out what is the Yeoman/pilot from Cage doing in the video? edit2: Okay, apparently the answer to this is not in TOS. It’s about the plot that the archive is working on as part of their bigger initiative based off the Cage. She has an important role in it.
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Here we go...
Edit2 : removed the nevermore tag for a reason vv
Edit; removed the nevermore tag because
1) nevermore has NOTHING to do with this situation, nevermore is a comic, this is completely different drama that involves a horrible person. Nevermore is a GREAT webtoon that brought a second family together for me, Im not hating on the comic. Im only involving the tag to gather attention to another side issue (its not bigger than the crimson issue. That issue is the main issue and the victims need more focus than anything).
So I haven't said anything about previous events so far, and my point still stands as I will remain quiet as everything has just come to a head with it all. It'll still sit here and marinate and reveal everything about the drama. A lot of people don't know, but all of this drama that happened? (Not the crimson drama, the previous drama about the mass ban) Has happened because Nora (or Sardonyx) personally went out of her way to lie and tell everyone what was happening. Most of the bans were innocent, if not all. And I was scooped up into it by nora herself and told the same shit, and I was only told the right issues involving it because someone who is close friends came forward about it all, and told me and showed me the truth.
Nora(Sardonyx) has had a hold on every dramatic situation, she has lied, been a hypocrite, a two face, and has shown she cannot be trusted. She has decided to talk shit and speak about all of this to a 13 year old, and Nora is 27. Everyone knows this, she is a manipulator who will try her best to make others look bad to get the heat off her back. Another issue with nora is previous conversations I've had with her, in light of them, some of the conversations we've had, she has made toxic remarks towards others. Bad mouthed almost every patreon, and has dragged me into it. I tried to match her jokes, tried to be friendly and laugh along with her. And in that, I'm sorry on my end. I never intended to hurt others, but she has. Again, I dont have any of these screenshots because I did leave any server I was associated with her in, and can't prove it on my end. She probably could, with cherry picked screenshots and edited ones as well.
I again apologize on my end for that, she has manipulated me through every part of our dms and has influenced me to be just as bad of a person. I've learned to be better, and I have talked with one of the people she has talked bad about and we are both on good terms. If no one knows this by now, she is still in the main server, after showing proof of her Threatening to kidnap and torture, her nasty remarks, she has tried to tell others that another person is Homophobic, which was untrue and that would have resulted in a ban. In the end, she's still there. And She's getting away with threats and others. I highly recommended staying away from her, as she has lied, manipulated and bought her way through everyone.
Another issue with nora is her banner situation, she has used NSFW fan art as a banner, fully exposed, unblurred fan art. Not going at the artist, but Nora using that art as her main banner on discord has resulted in minors seeing it. She has spoken to two people who asked her to change in, because they and others were uncomfortable and this was her response.
She used the main nevermore discord, a server that had NOTHING to do with the situation. Also her lying in this reply, she talks to minors. (Not in the crimson disgusting way-) but she does actively dm minors at the time it happened. She wasn't considerate. And the kidnap and torture mention, well. She never got banned for threatening two people.
I blocked out the other person and the victims names, as I don't know if they want to be named or not. Some people know who she is but for the sake of tumblr, I'm blurring her out. Through some of mine and her dms, there was some playful flirting going back and forth. Note on playful, by the way, but her being engaged and having a partner and telling me she thought all of it was real? Someone needs to hold her hand when they tell her this....(not me, dont let me go near that crazy woman she might K&T me too...)
But yeah, they were playful, pretty heavy flirting and it got detailed, SURE, its PLAYFUL FLIRTING. it happens. But her saying she's a "lesbian in a straight relationship"? Someone needs to hold her hand and to tell her AGAIN because this just aint it...
But she's still there, I've left the main nevermore server because of her. Because of her lies and manipulation, she has dragged others into this. People who had no involvement in this, but thats her way. She has done it before, DMing other people because she can't fight her own battles. She has to have others do it.
In the end, all I have to say is, Nora (sardonyx) is the one behind all the drama that happens, and will continue to be the one and will continue to get away with it. I highly advise to keep your distance from her , if not well...none of this would have been posted if she didn't go around acting like a 14 year old and spreading rumors about me.
Nora, if you're reading this, tell Eric i feel so bad for him to end up with someone as pathetic as you. And that the person you wanted to get freaky with found out how much of a horrible person you are. And I hope others do the same.
anyway..be careful with her or you might end up kidnapped and tortured <3
(stay safe)
#kidnap and torture core#tw sardonyx#discord drama#im gonna throw it in a circle after this is posted#none of this shouldve happened either#lmao#but hey nora if you see this i hope you had a k&t day
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To my international yibo fan followers:
You may have been struggling to watch One and Only. Perhaps you suffered through the thai dub. Perhaps you watched the Chinese version without subs. Or watched that YouTube version with huge chunks of sound missing. Or perhaps you haven't seen it at all.
Your woes are over, because I ordered the dvd from Hong Kong, hacked my old laptop to read Asia coded dvds, struggled for absolute ever to find a dvd ripper that still worked on win7 and understood to add the correct subtitle track, all so I could give you this:
[Link removed, pm me if you missed it]
A link to download the film from my dropbox. Please enjoy. Please share with other fans. Please DO NOT upload it to YouTube. I will leave the file up for one week.
Edit: dropbox will only preview the first 30 minutes, if you want the whole film, you have to download it.
Edit2: now with five golden rooster award nominations!!
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Just gonna type my thoughts out based on my notes I wrote while playing the To the Moon Beach Episode. So spoilers/long ramble.
Short things:
They brought back many minor characters from Finding Paradise, thought that was very cute
References: The "Are you winning, son?" in the airport was charming but I did not expect to get a full FNAF section
I love the use of previous games OST: updated versions and the lo-fi versions
Animations were very charming and expressive; they even joke about it ("didn't have a budget for it. The dance lessons")
That inverted/hanging jellyfish planter. I need it. I need it now.
Rob learning what people are up to on the internet these days only to instantly regret it
Willis and Taima still going at it. They are lifelong couple goals: keeping the flame alive while dropping wisdom
I need that soundtrack.
Bigger things:
Johnny and River addressing what most players/general audience found concerning about the original game and overall premise of the series: Altering and overwriting of memories or basically the reality of the dying. While jokingly Johnny says he could never see himself using their services, both conclude it's their choice and they just need to accept it
This was slightly touched on in the Minisode but for it to be brought into attention by the original characters that kicked off this series, it's something.
The three books at the beginning already set forth what this game is gonna be all about: grieving and acceptance of the passing of a loved one. The first run through, Eva completely numbed her memories to enjoy the beach and time with Neil. But there was always something.
Second run, she "confronts" as Faye states the truth: Neil is dead.
It was hinted that Eva started drinking (in the store) and has been repeatedly using the machine Neil left behind that Neil becomes concerned for her. (Similar to Collin in Finding Paradise.) While she wants to stay on the beach and relive the same day over and over, it's not possible.
There was a brief mention of immortality. One being a jellyfish that reverts back to infancy as it reaches the end of their lifespan and questioning if it's still the same jellyfish or not. Then compared to humans how we regenerate new cells except the brain and heart.
Roxie finds it romantic, Eva wishes that those also gets replaced with every pass.
Neil's death was either sudden or his condition was kept secret from Eva? Eva mentioned he didn't give her enough time to prepare and Neil didn't know what to do and I think he said he made the machine just so he just doesn't disappear and to leave something behind for her.
*Edit* I completely forgot about Paper Memories. I'm guessing the phone call Eva got from Roxie was that Neil passed away (given how distressed Roxie was in that one panel). It is possible that that portion was in the machine and that Rob and Roxie were aware. That whole portion is basically like this Beach Episode.
Edit2: thinking again, the call could be him in critical condition since in the comic Neil mentions making that garden. Eva not replying to Neil on how he died makes it sound like it was traumatic. She mentioned something about a surgery when talking to Lynri and Quincy and asking how he is when he visits them but not sure if that's involved or just a throwaway line.
Neil lives on with regrets; mostly wishing Eva was his girlfriend and more. Though he isn't real in the game, he still carries the memories he had. He built her "a garden" (comic reference) but she started spending too much time. And she can't fully enjoy it because he continues to keep her at arms length.
Neil locked himself in his room, much like he did in many instances throughout the series and now canonically, all throughout the life Eva and Neil has been together. Thinking he's doing what's best for her when all she wanted is him to be "here'
He regrets those decisions but it's understandable on why he did it. In Impostor Factory, Lynri's condition was hereditary and is in Neil. Seeing Quincy's face of absolute loneliness knowing he's about to lose his wife and eventually his son, it would devastate anyone. Neil making a machine to make it so that Eva would never have to go through that, while admirable, changed nothing. If not, made things worse.
How they close the game was brutal: The world Neil created for Eva to never be alone after he has passed slowly fading away, concluding with Eva being alone, crying, as she turns the machine off.
You couldn't just leave it like this for them. Together alone on the beach.
No. It's just Eva. Alone.
#sigmund corp#mumbles#ttm beach episode#now we wait for the Last Hour of an Epic To the Moon RPG#i can see why Kan said one of these will be the “good ending”#i sincerely love this series; please give it a go if you can#I forgot about Paper Memories so will add more later
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Do you see all those jokes people make about Louis on reunion woth Lestat asking that he makes sure he never has to top again? If im honest they make me laugh but i have to ask is there any truth to louis being a pillow princess? Like from the books and stuff
No. That’s all in people’s heads.
They don’t even have intercourse in the books.
Oh and when push comes to shove?! It’s Louis who holds Lestat‘s hand. Literally.
So no.
The pillow princess stuff is just fandom … *waves hand* … BS. For lack of a better term.
(Edit: Also they clearly missed Lestat telling Louis he could be on top in episode two, too 🙄)
(Edit2: btw I personally don’t subscribe to the topping/bottoming = dominant/submissive notion that a lot seem to have, see post linked in my bio)
#anonymous#ask nalyra#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#fandom wank#pillow princess
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question for those who watched the episode "mission antarctica". why did blitzø have to lick the asmodean crystal to use it? in "unhappy campers" we see barbie wire use the crystal without even having to touch it.
edit: and... why licking? blitzø claims he doesn't know how to lick because he's a top (which is a poor excuse btw) so why didn't he do something else? he could have caressed it, like millie told him. he could have grinded against it.
edit2: to clarify, i haven't seen the short. the only part i saw was a clip, starting with millie telling blitzø to "caress it" and ending with moxxie throating blitzø's entire fist.
#helluva boss#helluva boss blitzo#helluva boss critical#vivzie critical#vivziepop critical#vivzieverse
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This is the most self projecting thing I've ever written because guess what my body gave me for Christmas? Yaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy. Fuck my life. I still had to cook Christmas dinner too.
Mammon x Reader, first person pov, sfw, swearing because fuck is my favorite word today, slight angst, probably poorly edited. Edit: forgot to add 'reader is fem bodied. Whoops. Edit2: Actually gender is meaningless here and Reader could just as easily be suffering from menstrual cramps or a chronic disease/condition. So gn? The point is Reader has cramps. It's not specified what kind. Only that they hurt bad enough to not be able to enjoy going out.
Fuck.
This wasn't how I wanted to spend my Christmas.
I was supposed to greet the boys at breakfast. We'd eat and hold back our excitement (some better than others) about the coming festivities. I was going to help with Christmas dinner. I was going to bake a truckload of Christmas cookies! We were going to decorate them together. It was going to be a chaotic blast! It wasn't supposed to end up like this....
Owww....
My body seemed to have other ideas as I was now confined to my room by cramps. It's not fair! As if it wasn't bad enough I can't be in my (real) room but the boys were out spreading Christmas cheer for the rest of Devildom without me. And I was really looking forward to it!
It was hard to fight the tears as I remembered how Solomon left early to help out in my stead. I hope they can keep him away from the kitchen. That would be a disaster. Were the brothers missing me? They were right?
I missed them. I missed the present. I missed being a part of their wild world. I miss Mammon.
And now I really am crying. In no small part from the pain in my belly as much as my heart. My phone was suspiciously quiet too. Were they busy? Did something happen? Crap... you never know in the Devildom. Something is always coming up. I wanted to be a part of it. Why was fate so cruel?
I rolled over, still dwelling on my miserable thoughts. The pain killer was barely working. If I ever find this Nightbringer person (demon? Angel? Whatever...) I'm going to give them an earful. Not that my current situation was their fault but it makes me feel (infinitesimally) better to blame the entity that put me here.
Knock knock
Nope. Don't even think about it Solo. I'm asleep and I'm not eating your "soup".
Knock knock
I'm sleeping. Go away.
I could have sworn I heard a curse on the other side of my door but it was too quiet to make out. Weird. Solomon didn't usually curse.
Bzzt
?
I got a text message.
Hey.
You awake?
It's cool if you're not.
The Great Mammon just thought it'd be a good idea to check in on ya. You should be grateful I'm such a nice guy.
Fuck!
Anyway...
Just thought I'd say Merry Christmas.
"Wait!" I shouted as I threw open my door and there was Mammon halfway down the hall looking back at me with a startled expression.
...Just in time for another cramp. Ow.
"So ya were awake! Hang on... are ya okay?!" Mammon rushed to back to me, likely noticing my distress. He helped me back to bed and as he tried to take a step back I held his sleeve. Such soft fabric... if I wasn't miserable right now I would complement his santa outfit. It was perfectly... him.
"Thanks Mammon. But uh... what are you doing here?" I had to know. Why couldn't I let myself just be happy that he was here?
"Is that any way to greet someone who came all the way here to see ya?! And look at ya... fallin' over and stuff. Wait. Does that make me a hero?"
"Sure. My Christmas hero. Doesn't answer my question though." How is it that he can make me smile so easily? That has to be a super power. Maybe he is a hero.
"Do I really need a reason to see ya?! Gimme a break would ya?!" He huffed. I could guess what he was really doing here. His golden heart was always clear to me.
"I'm glad you came. Thank you. I was actually getting pretty lonely." Honesty was easy with Mammon. Even if he couldn't be honest himself. He was blushing and looking away from me. Damn he was cute.
"Y-yeah... well I figured you'd be lonely without me. I mean... well it just sucks ya got sick on Christmas. It ain't right." And by all things holy and unholy he looked at me like he meant it. He did mean it. Mammon really could be ridiculously sweet. Maybe too sweet because I can feel the tears coming back.
"H-hey! I didn't mean to... I wasn't tryin' to..." Poor Mammon. He was panicking. I really did try to explain that it wasn't that he said something wrong. It was just hormones going a bit overboard. But talking is hard when you're trying not to sob because the demon you love is too sweet for his own good. So I just hugged him. Hard. If he wasn't a demon, probably too hard but how else can I express that I love him so much I want us to meld into one person? I'm emotional. Don't hold it against me.
Mammon tried to calm me down. He hugged me back and kept saying anything he thought would be soothing in his own Mammon way.
"Hey. Ya good?" He asked as I finally calmed. My eyes hurt.
"Yeah. I'm sorry Mammon. This probably wasn't what you had in mind when you came over." My face felt puffy and I could really use a snack and some hydration.
"Don't worry about it. Are ya sure you're okay?" Anyone who says Mammon only cares about himself is an idiot.
"Yes. You're the best Mammon. I really need you to know that." I wiped my face and attempted a normal, definitely not wet, smile.
"Come on... don't get all sweet on me. Oh! I almost forgot!" Mammon suddenly dashed back into the hallway. After a moment he came back with a small festively colored bag and a thermos. "Here. I got this for ya. I uh... wanted to give it to ya before the others got here."
"Hold on... the others?" I asked, bewildered.
"Aw crap... that was supposed to be a surprise! Ya gotta pretend to be surprised when the others call ya down. I was supposed to check how ya were feeling so we can throw ya a party downstairs. Ya know, because you probably don't feel like walkin' to the House of Lamentation or the castle. And then Solomon said you didn't want to teleport so..."
I should have known. I love them. All of them. And they love me. Of course they would try to plan a surprise party so that I didn't feel left out. I feel like the luckiest human of all time. Dumb hormones can't stop me from having a good Christmas.
"Mammon?" I interrupted him from his rambling.
"Huh? What is it?"
"Can I kiss you?"
"H-huh?! H-hold on! You haven't even opened your present yet!" Fuck he's cute when he blushes.
"Can I kiss you after I open my present?"
"S-sure, whatever you want! Just open it already!" Mammon pressed the bag in my direction as to put as much distance between it and himself. He looked at me expectantly.
Inside the bag was... cookies. Clearly handmade. They certainly weren't made or decorated by Luke or Barbatos. One was a touch burned.
"You made me cookies?" I asked.
"Tis' the season right? Look! That one is you and that one is me. I threw in a couple Christmasy shapes too. Ya gotta try 'em though!" He looked nervous despite sounding so excited. I bet he brought these privately because his brothers made fun of his amateur baking skills. And he made mini us!
I took a bite of a Christmas tree.
"It's good."
"Yeah?! I mean I tried extra hard to get the shapes right and Luke had to help me with the decoratin' but they look good right?!" He smiled like the first sunrise in Devildom. So I kissed him.
Then as he got flustered and admonished me for the surprise attack I made cookie us kiss too.
Marry Christmas.
#Bonus: the cookies were too sweet and swimming in dried frosting but the taste didn't matter#Kissing Mammon is sweeter anyway#Also the others got impatient and crashed their private party#obey me#obey me nightbringer#mammon supremacy#mammon obey me#obey me mammon#mammon x reader#obey me mammon x reader
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Yikes. I watched Mad World Tarot's new YT video "99. Harry's Hulu-Baloo about Prince William." In that video, MWT said she did 2 readings yesterday on W&C to see how they were doing in light of Harry's Hulu IG show. Turned out W&C were the darkest readings MWT has ever done on YT and she chose not to upload the videos and deleted them. MWT said she'll read on W&C in a few days to see how they're doing. This is why I worry about W&C and the RF. H&M's attacks has got to be affecting W&C's health.
Hi Nonny,
I saw that video as well. I wish Paula had posted those readings so I could judge for myself how 'dark' they were.
I think it would be very stressful to have a family member constantly attacking you in public. I also know that there are ways of coping with this, and I am sure that both William and Catherine have access to professionals who can give them the skills and strategies to cope/minimise the effects, so the impact on them and their children is as little as possible.
It is a horrible situation, but it is also a lesson in dealing with stress and negativity. To a large extent, it depends on how you respond to the situation as to how much it affects you.
EDIT: The media, of course, is making the whole situation much worse in their relentless pursuit of clickbait articles. If they simply ignored Harry and Meghan it would remove most of their power.
EDIT2: Prolonged stress does affect your health. That is why I am hoping that William and Catherine are taking advantage of all the resources available to them to minimise their stress as much as possible.
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A Question about Terrain Paints
After some hours of googling and coming across interesting details about the Sims 2 game that I didn't know about yet, but not getting an answer for what I had googled for in the first place, I have no choice but to ask for help (and to say sorry if the answer to my problem is obvious for anyone but me):
So, the terrain in one of my lots looks like this:
This isn't terrain paint, it's the default. Whenever I tried to cover it with new terrain paint, the brown spots were shining through whatever paint I was laying above it. I deleted the few custom terrain paints I had in my game, and while that didn't cause the terrain to turn into a flashing blue surface, the spotty terrain persisted.
However, now the Maxis' terrains were forming square patterns when spraying them on the ground, only the garden earth paint from the base game was able to cover the spots up correctly.
Using the boolProp lotTerrainPaints false cheat makes the terrain normal again (but then you cannot apply any terrain paint at all), turning it on again transforms everything into molehill country again. Moving the lot to another place in the neighborhood doesn't help either. The lot is the only lot in the neighborhood with this problem, though it's the most played one in the hood - it's a residential lot with four Sims on it.
I took a look at the CC terrain paints that I had taken out and couldn't detect anything suspicious, except that their texture size is bigger than Maxis'.
So my questions are:
"Is it possible that I sprayed too many terrain paints on top of each other over the course of time so that the game had enough of my shenanigans and went on strike?`"
"Are there any cache files to delete other than the Groups and Accessory cache?
"Is it possible to somehow edit the lot file with regard to the terrain paint (never worked with lot files before)? If yes, could anybody point me to a corresponding forum post or something like that?"
I'm reluctant to just delete the lot and pretend nothing had ever happened. I'd prefer to carry out some more experiments first. ;)
Thanks in advance for any help you can offer!
EDIT: I did some more testing and obviously the garden earth terrain paint (mentioned above) is different than the other paints in that it is able to remove the brown "knolls", but only when you cover the ground with it FIRST and then do the ctrl-clicking.
All of the other MAXIS terrain paints do nothing but keep acting weird, refusing to make anything else but building square patterns. The testing took place without any custom content.
EDIT2: The plot thickens. I discovered that another MAXIS terrain paint is able to act normal: the mulch terrain (I must have overseen it until now). It's not able to remove the spotty brown terrain like the earth terrain paint does, but you can spray it on the ground like a good terrain paint. What I find weird is that these are the only two earth-like brown paints in the game .... BROWN like the spotty brown terrain. Am I going crazy?
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do you think I wanna commit to my first ever expression of my interests in real life and get a mdzs themed phone case?
edit: scratch that I'm not meant to have any merchandize ever.
edit2: maybe a trans/nonbinary subtle design case? something really really inconspicuous. that maybe someone could possible notice? that I would know the meaning of. it's not like I can get anything more than some very subtle hints in the colors
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[Archive] fuckyeahlucifersupernatural's fics
fuckyeahlucifer (or carvedwhalebones) is a writer who disappeared from ao3 with their much beloved +89 SPN fics (a lot of Samifer fics and other Lucifer-ships fics) Many have been lost forever, but not all of them, thanks to the Internet Archive.
Here are all the SPN fics I could find:
[Michifer] The Way We Are 'Michael imagines that if he were to sink his teeth into the forbidden fruit, it’d taste just like his little brother.'
[Michifer] Spitting Blood "Sometimes the calm before the storm is all you can hold onto."
[Michifer] Little Brother Michael discovers his punishment within the Cage and he's ready to make it end.
[Michifer] Yuanfen E. They were the founding fathers of physical intimacy and so much more. (bondage, collars)
[Samifer, Nick/Sam] The Devil Wears White "Have you ever confused a dream with a life?" Sam Winchester's been sent to a mental institute, claiming there are demons and angels. In there he makes an unhealthy alliance with a patient, Nick, who wants to keep Sam all to himself.
[Samifer] Snow Sam would do anything to see Dean again. (Season 7, self mutilation)
[Samifer] One True Vessel The patients near the ward mumble and murmur in fear of the one who prowls through the ward. They whisper of a ‘Lucifer’ looking for his ‘one true vessel'... (Sam, Lucifer, Nick)
[Samifer] A Little Piece of Heaven The incident with Gadreel and Dean leaves him more than just broken. Sam moves out of the bunker in search of his little piece of heaven. (Post Gadree, Hurt/Comfort)
[Samifer] Thicker Than Blood M. Who is he to deny his king? (Sam 'boy king of Hell' Winchester)
[Samifer] The Last Truth M. 'He’s broken and Lucifer is still staring at him as if he’s a gift — something to be mounted on a pedestal.' (Sam, Lucifer, Hallucifer, Gadreel, Angst/Comfort, Major character death)
[Samifer] Blood & Creation E. "Lucifer is the only one treated as Sam’s equal, his release from The Cage signifying the reign of Hell and the Era of The Boy King."
[Samifer & Ducifer] Common Ground Despite the favorable odds, Lucifer doesn’t share his first kiss on Earth with Sam Winchester.
[Anna/Lucifer] Lady Lazarus M. The common ground between them is stained heavily in blood. (Serial Killers au)
[Gabriel/Lucifer] Ugly Kind of Love E. "I'll show you an 'ugly kind of love.'" And he did. (Tags; Hammer of the Gods, Major character death, noncon)
Enjoy!
Edit (2023-03-04) 6 more fics!
[Samifer] Speaking in Tongues Sam tries to speak Enochian to Lucifer.
[Samifer] Guardian Angel Guardian Angel (n): An angel believed to have special affection for a particular individual.
[Samifer] Dog Days (chapter 1) God comes to Lucifer with a deal: If Sam accepts Lucifer for who he is (warts and all), he will win his freedom and be with his one true vessel. The catch is that he won't be able to converse with Sam due to being changed into a runt of a puppy.
[Samifer] Home Lucifer helps Sam find a sense of home in his room.
[Samifer] Little Birds Ch1 Ch3 Ch4 Ch5 Ch6 Sam finds out that when angels are at their weakest, they become little birds.
[Anna Milton/Lucifer] What Devils Do Lucifer has been keeping an eye on Anna Milton for a while now, and it's only a matter of time until the tables turn and he's on top. Literally.
edit (2023-08-12) GREAT NEWS
As you may know, some madmad archived the entirety of AO3 a few years ago.
I downloaded their metadata file (index) and typing the pseudo "fuckyeahsupernatural" gave me 181 results. All 181 of their fics (SPN, Legion, Dishonored) have been saved and the epubs are in zip files that can be found here:
I converted the index into a pdf: you can use it to find the location of each fic in the zip files. LINK -> EDIT better link HERE (spn fics only)
EDIT2: use this file to access the fics directly & download them
#fic#archive#michifer#samifer#ducifer#lubriel#anna spn#lucifer spn#michael spn#sam winchester#gabriel spn
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what are the best things to do in prague as a tourist?
depends how long you're visiting for, and what you normally like to see. writing this with the intent of giving you things to google/pin to your map, hence not going too in-depth on everything.
if 2-3 days such as on an extended weekend or part of a larger eurotrip, i'd say start at national museum, see whatever temporary exhibit they have at the time (which is in the historic building - permanent exhibit is in the former federal parliament building, which is a very good building but gutted inside, and the exhibit is relatively generic) then walk down václavské náměstí, try to take a detour through one of the many passages (fénix, lucerna, světozor), continue down to staroměstské námestí (where orloj is). from there go either jewish quarter and then up to the metronome across the river, or go towards rudolfínum and across the river. kunsthalle is an art gallery with consistently very good exhibits, and it's a good space, worth seeing if you have a mustache (male)/bangs (female). begrudgingly i will admit charles bridge is good to see if you haven't been to prague before, what i like to show people when they visit is a very small pillar (viniční sloup) on the east bank which has the oldest cobble-stones in prague, supposedly dating to the late 1300s. not remarkable to see with your eyes but it doesn't show up on any TOP 10 THINGS TO SEE lists and it's a neat curio. the public transit system can be scary, but you should use metros and trams to get around, even if just for the experience.
for each additional day, you should wander around more, and see these additional things: petřín (get ice-cream from angelato near the enterance to the funicular - which you should take even if the line is very long), prague castle (yes it is rated this low), everyone who has been to the zoo says it is miles better than the zoo in their city (i am myself indifferent to zoos in general), you could see a concert at obecní dům/ballet/opera at national theater if that's your thing - the venues are comparable to those in the rest of austria-hungary, so it depends on what consitututes a "normal" concert hall/theater to you. dancing building by frank gehry, masaryčka by zaha hadid are cool newer buildings to look at. žižkov TV tower is neat, but i'm not sure how much entrance costs. don't eat there !
re: gastro, for czech food i'd say u medvídků and mincovna are a good balance of authentic and interesting. you can get good czech pub food in grimier pubs if you want, maybe better for a longer visit/if you have someone to tourguide you to a local joint. cafe louvre is good, smetanaq on the river if you want gluten free pancakes with microgreens (saying this derisively as if i don't also eat there sometimes). for drinks kavárna na boršově, for light snack out of the center, the cafe of hotel mosaic.
EDIT: gambrinus 12° number 1 beer worldwide
EDIT2: @yugotrash said: dont forget scheduling a day-trip to Kutná Hora to see the bones (author's note: "sedlec" is what you're googling here)
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