#EVEN MY PHONES HAD ENOUGH MY GOD

[sinstear]

me in docs; “cock” “pussy” “cunt” “lickin’ her clit” “pussy squelch” “am i okay?” “cock” “cock” “cock” “oh guess what, another use of the word cock” “folds” “what are we folding? clothes?” “cunt” “cunt” “cunt” “cunt” “cunt” “cunt” “cunt” “cunt” “cock” “cock” “cock” “cock” lesbian use a different word, FUCK

my reaction every time;

[frobby]

I think it would be really funny if rin was the more helpful one around his house. Like u would think rin would be the disrespectful one who always bails on housework or mass but its actually yukio who would always have an excuse not to go or forget about chores to the point that rin just does them instinctively now

[unriding]

hi evie !! how have you been ? :33 i hope you dont mind me borrowing you and moze for something ehehe <3

[virsancte]

good days aren't easy to come by

[baeshijima]

nothing is more soul crushing than finding out pages and pages worth of fic planning is permanently gone and deleted from any recovery/storage space bc it was something probably deleted from at least 2 years ago 🧍‍♀️

[icewindandboringhorror]

I have a big google doc thing where I keep track of media and stuff (putting everything in loosely ranked categories), which is mostly just for my own reference so I know what tv shows I've already seen before, etc. and I never really look back through it, typically just a quick "okay, watched two movie in the past 8 months, need to quickly slap them somewhere in the lists. okay. done. save document. exit". But today I was actually reading through some of the old notes and there are like... MULTIPLE places where my comment is basically "It would have been good if it were about elves" or "I wish there was a fantasy show made in this same style" or "It's well made, but I just keep thinking about how I would like it more if everyone was an elf or was in old 1700s costumes" or etc like...... lol.... Most biased media ranking system on earth blatantly made by someone with an extremely hyperspecific range of narrow interests. It'd be like if a food reviewer only had 5 foods they actually liked, so they'd just go to a pizza place and be like "eh, the pizza was okay, but I just think it would be better if it was cereal instead. :/ ...2 out of 10"

[hopelessbaddays]

i have so much stuff scheduled. you guys will feast for the next two weeks fr

[hballegro]

i am a metronome of 'this problem is easily solvable if you talk to a certain person in your life and it'll only get worse if you leave it be, calm down and bite the bullet' and 'you've already left it a long time and asking for help even from loved ones is really really hard so actually cry in a ball'

we must destroy the grey head jelly for being the most inconsistent and rude bastard in the world

[rimouskis]

sigh someone on twitter extolled the virtues of furiosa and said it was better than fury road. I just saw furiosa. they are wrong.

[mechaffeine]

I often wish that people would walk on ahead without me. Leave me behind as they keep moving forward into the future.

I'm not fast enough to keep up, and it hurts to be trying to save up enough energy to keep talking, to disappoint so many people by being unable to keep up all the time with everyone. I want to. I can't. So I wish everyone would keep walking and let me fall to the wayside.

Others who have the energy to talk will be there. People who can keep up. Wouldn't everyone be better off with friends who can keep up with them?

I wake up with one fleetingly bright glimmer of energy, yellow gold luminescence in my brain— and before I have even made it to work it is fading. How the hell am I supposed to do anything?

Carving pieces out of my skull and saving the fatty tissue for later where I burn them all in one motion, and not having time to let this flesh recover, let anything heal or mend, before I have to do it again and again and again. How much of my flesh do I have to burn before I can fucking rest? I don't have very much to begin with.

One hundred messages begging me to speak and I sit in silence. I'm not good. I'm not kind. Stop telling me I am what I am not. I'm bound by rules like some fucking construct, a toy and a tool but not a person, not person enough to be good or kind. When does the marionette get to rest, when do my strings get cut, when do I get to sit motionless evermore?

[moonsidesong]

youtube keeps recommending me pinocchio-p songs so i keep listening to them but im kinda feeling like his discography tends to be one song that goes crazy but its sandwiched between several songs that are really boring and samey

[gay-fordeath]

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[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Oh my god. You know it’s getting bad when you start doing things you don’t even want to do to procrastinate on something you really do want to do.

It would be one thing if it were something like a hobby; but the thing I want to do is also extremely necessary to my life.

[mydr3aminvi0let]

i wear a lot of skirts and pink and whatnot as my style has developed with me & my personality but when one of those age regression girlies latch onto me....i do not like that

[ctl-yuejie]

i have been waiting for boston to fuck chueam's brother and it is so tasty now that she kind of put him in her corner again. this is going to be such a mess. i didn't even yell "boston, no!" at my screen because i knew there was nothing going to stop him

[ourceliumnetwork]

it is not slacking off to write or create it is not slacking off to do things that are fun i am not slacking off or procrastinating right now i'm allowed to do things i enjoy doing for fun including playing games and writing and such