#ENYA DAY!!! I CRI!!!

[spicyliumang]

WAAAAA LOOK AT HER!!!😭💙💙AND ZHAO'S EXPRESSION DSDFSFSD I LOVEEEE THANK YOU SM DAMI!! 🥺😭💙💙

Happy birthday Enya, may all your zhreams come true!! 💙🦋🐼 @spicyliumang

[crowfootwrites]

Oh, Vedek Bareil. Le sigh. So handsome. Gone too soon. I have a major crush on Bareil Antos and have wanted to write something longer-form for him for a while, but just haven't had the time. So here's a lil' somethin' somethin'.

Kinktober Masterlist

Tagging (lemme know if you wanna be tagged for Kinktober!): @horta-in-charge

Day 6: Thigh-Riding - Vedek Bareil x Fem!Reader

Warnings: NSFW, so 18+ only; is sex in a monastery sacrilege? does sacrilege need a warning? | Words: ~615 | Song: The River Sings - Enya

It was a beautiful day on Bajor. A light breeze caressed your skin as you stood on the balcony overlooking the lush, green gardens of the Monastery of the Kai. Red and purple blooms flared in the corners of your eyes and the smell of Bajoran lilac wafted up to where you stood. It was a lovely picture; the only thing missing, in your eyes, was the handsome Vedek Bareil Antos.

No one back on Deep Space 9 knew you were here - you’d requested some time off to travel to Bajor, but you’d been intentionally sparse with the details you shared, not wanting to compromise the vedek’s position. Or your relationship with him. Which was, for now, a secret. 

The soft sound of your name floated over your shoulder and you turned to find Vedek Bareil gazing at you from the entrance to his office. His smile was contagious, and you grinned at him as he closed the door and locked it before striding to pull you into his strong arms. 

The kiss he placed on your lips was far too chaste for your liking, and you quickly deepened it, your tongue tracing the seam of his lips as he groaned deep in his throat. 

“Antos,” you sighed as you finally pulled away, pressing your forehead against his. His hands slid into your hair, placing a soft, deliberate kiss on your jaw. It was followed by another just below your ear, and another along the delicate skin of your neck. Heat crawled up your spine and you shivered in his grasp.

Soon the pair of you were moving without breaking apart, the passion growing between you as Bareil guided you blindly toward a door at the back of his office. He pulled you through it, into his sparse bedroom, where he seated himself on a low couch and tugged you into his lap. His hands made quick work of your uniform, and you promptly found yourself naked in his lap, writhing impatiently. 

“Touch me, Antos,” you begged, your core poised over one of his clothed thighs, his robes already pushed to the side. A light flickered in his eyes and his smile grew a touch devious. 

“I will, sweet girl, I promise.” His hands gripped your hips and pressed you down until your slick folds grazed the soft fabric of his pants. “First, I want you to come for me just like this,” he murmured, guiding your hips into a roll against his thigh. A moan pierced the air between you as you rolled your hips again, of your own accord. Your fingers grasped the front of his robes tightly. 

Overwhelmed by the pleasure coursing through you with every undulation, you quickly buried your face in the vedek’s neck; one of his hands cradled the back of your head while the other squeezed your hip, helping you keep the rhythm that had you rocketing toward an orgasm. If Antos wanted you to come in his lap like this, you wanted to give it to him. And anything else he wanted, for that matter. 

It didn’t take long for the friction against your core to throw you over the edge. Your climax came on slow at first, like a Terran earthquake, rolling up your spine as all your muscles tensed and you cried out Bareil’s name, still grinding yourself against his thigh. You could feel his cock, hard and heavy beneath his pants, pressed against your thigh. He groaned quietly. “Prophets, you look so lovely like this,” he whispered, tipping his head back against the couch. In your post-orgasm daze, you trailed lazy, open-mouthed kisses along the column of his throat, finally stilling in his lap.

[raenegade-accio]

Thanks @traceyc-uk for the tag, you precious 💙💖

LAST SONG? - May It Be by Enya, I’ve been falling asleep to it for days and it’s great for migraines 😆

FAVORITE COLOR? - it has to be either Burgundy, or Tiffany Blue

CURRENTLY WATCHING? - season 3 of Bridgerton, I guess. I only just finished it with a family member, we didn’t think it’s as bad as everyone on the internet says

LAST MOVIE? - The Return of the King, hence the song choice. I’m happy that the trilogy is as amazing as my friends said it was (and I finally understand the memes!) Now I have the biggest crush on Aragorn…

SWEET/SPICY/SAVORY? - Spicy! 🔥 I’m of the East Asian continent, it’s practically mandatory. And I love me some Thai and Sichuan!

RELATIONSHIP STATUS? - I’m a registered Single Pringle. I don’t trust people enough for all that hahaha (cries 🥲)

CURRENT OBSESSIONS? - LotR, The Modern Prometheus, Harry Potter and Hogwarts Legacy, obviously hehehe

LAST THING YOU GOOGLED? - “GERD symptoms chest pains” because now I can’t tell if it’s either from acid reflux or anxiety. It’s supposed to be a mental illness, leave my hungry belly out of this! 😭 I just wanna eat some good grub!

Tagging - since most people I know already joined, anyone reading who’s interested consider yourself tagged 😊

[witchthewriter]

shıp for anon.

𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓

𝑫𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏

𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐑𝐨𝐬𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐞! You have a very strong personality; yet you are so multidimensional. You still have a sensitive soul, and when people hurt you, it hurts a lot. Rosalie would keep your heart safe. Keep all of you safe. Additionally,there are things only some people will understand about you and I think Rosalie would definitely be one of those people.

𝑺𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒔

Shapeshifter (not like the Quileute Tribe). I don't believe this universe only has children of the moon (vampires) shapeshifters/werewolves. There are definitely more fantasy attributes!

So I think you would be a shapeshifting panther. (Initiually I was going to choose cat), but I think you have a lot more power than you think. Also, I honesly think it suits you.

When you spoke about your how much of a mother figure you are in your friend group, it also gave me the idea. Just you and your cubs <;3

𝑷𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓/𝑨𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚

Shapeshifter

In your 'human' form, you have a keen sense of smell, sound, and are quite sensitive to touch. You have four canines on your top and bottom mouth (so two on the top, two on the bottom). And no matter how many times you trim your nails, they grow so fricken quickly (and sharply).

While in your panther form, it's the same. Especially your stomach, ears and nose - very very sensitive. (Belly rubs are appreciated, but only by Rosalie and those that you trust.)

𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔

When you first met Rosalie, you were outwardly unfazed. But on the inside, your heart was beating so fast you thought it might explode.

Neither you nor Rosalie thought anything supernatural about you. It was like your magic didn't affect the other person at all.

On your first anniversary (officially being together because she hates putting labels on it), she gave you this beautiful necklace which you were everyday.

The necklace is an heirloom of Rosalie's and you nearly cried when you realised. She gave it to you so nonchanlantly. Not uncaringly, no not at all. But she didn't want to make it a big deal.

Rosalie tries not to make anything a big deal with you. She wants to make your life as easy as possible because of how much she loves you.

It may be crazy but Rosalie has an amazing sense of humor. It's very dry, and it comes from a place of intelligence and wittiness. She can make you laugh so hard with one comment.

𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒆 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈

May It Be by Enya

Everything And Nothing by The Boom Circuits

The Fruits by Paris Paloma

𝑹𝒆��𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒔

"Why are you babying me" (Rosalie) x "Because I know you like it" (You)

Soft for exactly one person (Rosalie) x Is that one person (You)

Likes to win (You) x Needs to win (Rosalie) 

𝑷𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆

Love Conquers All

Timeless Love

Unbreakable Bond

𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖

She can't just have one favourite thing about you. Rosalie adores you; you are so important to her. You know her soul and she knows yours. There's like a pull towards each other and you know you have to be Mates.

Rosalie particularly likes the aspect of you where you like being treated like a princess. You tried to play it off for a while ("oh you don't have to do that!", "no no it's too expensive, you can't buy me that!")

Then you went with it. And you have every book you have ever wanted, in the edition that you desire.

You have jewellery, all the clothes you want, Rosalie basically gives you a new outfit every week. She just loves spoiling you!

𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅

Alice & Bella! C'mon, you guys would be so close. Especially Bella and yourself. You can relate on desires; love reading and I feel like Bella would be a novelist - just like you'll be one day xxx

And with Alice ... god once you become apart of the family (which she knew would happen), you could not get her away from your side. She absolutely adores you.

I also have a surprise best friend for you -

Edward!

He can read your mind, and knows the kind thinks you have done and will do for others. He hears the bratty thoughts against people you hate and he feels a sense of kinship. (I feel like he'd be a lil gossip with you)

𝑾𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆

A mix of Bella, Angela and Esme. You have your motherly side, doting upon those you love. Making sure they're okay. I can so see you packing lunches for friends that don't have enough food. You just have a big heart.

𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒆𝒕

There isn't a lot of lore around pets and vampires (but ... we can imagine why). However, Rosalie after all these years, would be able to keep herself under control when it comes to your pet.

She weighs up the pros and cons of ... her instincts and always sees the devastation on your face.

But you adopted the lil girl one day and haven't stopped loving her since.

𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐏𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑

𝑫𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏

𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐆𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐲! (The book version of Ginny). You would go from feeling like enemies, to aquaintances, friends, best friends and then in a relationship ... You work together because she has fire within her veins. No one walks over her, and therefore, no one dares walk over you. She is respect incarnate.

𝑺𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒔

Half-Blood

Your father is a wizard, your mother is a muggle. But when your extended matriarcal family found out, they had to show your mother something. Magic is in your family. From both sides. But it skips every few generations.

𝑷𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓/𝑨𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚

Metamorphmagus 

The ability to change physical appearance at will. Yes, the same as Tonks. As she said to Harry: "Metamorphmagi are really rare, they're born, not made."

While another ability to transform at will, Animagi, they can only transform into one particular animal - determined by their inner traits.

By contrast, Metamorphmagi could take a wide variety of forms, changing gender and age, potentially looking like anyone at all, or even just changing a part of their appearance, such as the colour of their hair or shape of their noses.

𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔

Ginny hated you initially. The usual gryffindor/slytherin rivalry was alive and ready to at any moment to burst.

But what she didn't realise was that her burning 'hate' was actually a burning desire for you.

Ginny reacted in the most Weasley way possibly - by pushing your buttons as much as possible.

But you weren't the stereotypical Slytherin (and many aren't). Because you welcomed the interaction; hesitatly at first. But ultimately shocked Ginny with your friendliness and kindness.

After being friends for a few months, she made you a friendship bracelet, for when you had to leave each other (mainly for holidays)

Ginny is literally your guard dog. She has scary dog privleges, so you don't have to worry about being alone or your safety whenever she's around. She is ready to THROW HANDS.

𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒆 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈

Just A Girl by Florence and the Machine

Supersoaker by Kings of Leon

Labour by Paris Paloma

𝑹𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒔

Sarcastic Power Couple That Can, And Probably Will, Destroy You (But Won't Unless Provoked)

Bull-Headed & Headstrong (Ginny) x Understanding & Light-Hearted (You)

Thinks They're In Charge (Ginny) x Is Actually In Charge (You)

𝑷𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆

Challenging Social Conventions

Star-crossed lovers" or "Forbidden love"

Enemies-to-Lovers

𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖

God, Ginny loves when your fiery side comes out. She loves when you rant to her, letting out all your annoyances, what was said, etc. It can be as big or small as you like. She just loves that you open up to her.

That's one of the ways you two became close - by bonding over your mutual hatred of Pansy Parkinson.

𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅

I think you would be great friends with people outside of the Slytherin House. (It's kinda sad that we don't have more Slytherin characters) but I think you would have one best friend in your House.

Luna, Hermione, Padma Patil and Cho Chang. I feel like you would create some sort of Secret Hogwarts Bestie Group. You would sit outside, underneath a large tree, Luna dreamily looking at the sky, Hermione reading a book/studing, Padma gossiping with Cho and you feel like the mother hen.

𝑾𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆

A mix of Molly Weasley, Hermione Granger and George Weasley. Just very sensitive of people's needs; wanting to help others and lighten the load. You also love to read, and Hermione is a walking library, literally (I bet she has one of those mary poppins bags that's full of books - and she would gift it to you on your birthday).

I chose George as well because he's friendly, light-hearted, funny but knows when enough is enough. He holds grudges and has a very high intelligence.

𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒆𝒕

You thought you were going to get an owl. A lovely barn owl that was in budget for your family. But you found this little guy and became obsessed with him.

Black with white tufts of, black paws and loves to sleep. A very independent yet cuddling cat. Only liking certain people.

[stephibee]

the NO-SKIP albums: a tag game 🎶💖

rules: share the albums that you can listen to nonstop. those lightning in a bottle-albums that scratch ur brain just right. every single track, an absolute banger. u could not skip one if u tried. no notes. stunning, show-stopping, immaculate. ur no-skip albums. 🔎 bonus & optional (but imo, v fun) rules:1) add a track rec for us to listen to! AND2) share ur favorite line(s) from that track! 👀

tagged by @stephendorff thank you !! this was so so so so fun !

tagging: @bladeoffrontiers @js337 @costashoffman @angels-holocaust @thegoodgowest

🎧 album info/track recs/my favorite lines under the cut!! ↓↓

Album: Mezmorize - system of a down song rec: question!

🎶 Do we, do we know When we fly When we, when we go Do we die? -- this band has helped me go through middle school and beyond. this song is just a fav and the whole album is a super big vibe

Album: never had to leave - matt maeson song rec: never had to leave

🎶 So I'm leaving you alone, leaving you alone I'm a spacecraft on my way back --song is personal to me, helped me get through some things in the last two years

Album: prophecy of ragnarök - brothers of metal song rec: powersnake

🎶 Eyes glowing red in the dark on the ocean floor Mighty serpent Roaring in the deep, he's a beast that devours all And the serpent awakes -- first song i heard from this band and absolutely became obsessed. fits my entire attitude and my practice

Album: aquarium - aqua song rec: calling you

🎶I-I-I can't get my message through Why-y-y don't you pick up the phone All my love is running down the line But you won't receive it, no, no -- this entire album is my childhood. brings memories with my sister and happier times. this song has always been my fav

Album: a day without rain - enya song rec: wild child

🎶Every summer sun Every winter evening Every spring to come Every autumn leaving You don't need a reason Let it all go on and on -- another childhood album that is held close to my heart and holds dear memories with my mom ♥

Album: demon days - gorillaz song rec: kids with guns

🎶Now they're turning us into monsters Turning us into fire Turning us into monsters It's all desire, it's all desire, it's all desire -- this band was MASSIVE hit with me back in middles school and will always be such a vibe. this song just has a beautiful energy to it but the lyrics not so much. still, this band helped me finds my creative part of my soul back in the day

Album: stick season - noah kahan song rec: you're gonna go far

🎶We're overdue for a revival We spent so long just getting by But that's the thing about survival Who the hell-, who the hell likes livin' just to die? -- this song. this album. been awhile since an album and songs got me crying and hitting super close to home.

Album: starcatcher - greta van fleet song rec: meeting the master

🎶What a day to meet the master I've been waiting for so long Final day to meet the master It's my time to go home -- is anyone really shocked this is the song im picking? of course now. i literally have this album and song inspire a tattoo. been a master fan of them since their first album came out. saw them live later 2023. i cried and was moved in all the ways one can be moved.

Album: hollywoods bleeding - post malone song rec: im gonna be

🎶Hey, why you so mad? (Why you so mad?) Never look back (Never look back) Can't let up the gas, we movin' so fast, yeah, let's make it last -- my first real concert and album and song helped me through a serious tough time with a friendship falling apart and figuring out who i am.

[words-after-midnight]

WIP Playlist Tag

Thank you for the tag @crowandmoonwriting!!

Rules: list at least 4 songs from your current WIP playlist, or just a writing playlist you’ve been using lately, and the lyrics that speak to you the most! 

Music is a major source of inspiration for my writing. My actual story playlist for Life in Black and White is instrumental, so I'll just list ten inspiration songs + favorite lyrics that give me the BIG FEELS for my story. ETA: added them all to a playlist in case anyone wants to listen.

TV on the Radio - Careful You | Oui je t'aime, oui je t'aime, from the cradle to the grave / You've done a number on my heart, and things will never be the same

Purity Ring - Shuck | I'll shuck all the light from my skin and I'll hide it in you / I'll pluck the long grass that grows from me and I'll hide it in you

Depeche Mode - Wrong | There's something wrong with me chemically / Something wrong with me inherently / The wrong mix in the wrong genes / I reached the wrong ends by the wrong means / It was the wrong plan in the wrong hands / The wrong theory for the wrong man / The wrong eyes on the wrong prize / The wrong questions with the wrong replies

Sufjan Stevens - John My Beloved | I am a man with a heart that offends with its lonely and greedy demands / There's only a shadow of me / In a manner of speaking, I'm dead

O + S - The Fox | But then one day I ran out of bread / And wood to keep the fire / And when I woke, I found she had fled / To the house down the river / And I cried all night / Because I thought she was mine

Kaia Kater - Viper's Nest | Sing me sweet in the bitter bite of hell / Sing me sweet in the rushes and the swells / How sad it seems to love a thing / When all in life is a reckoning / How twisted trees and knotted pine / Will have me know that you're not mine

Mumford & Sons - Lover's Eyes | But do not ask the price I pay / I must live with my quiet rage / Tame the ghosts in my head / That run wild and wish me dead / Should you shake my ash to the wind / Lord, forget all of my sins / Oh, let me die where I lie / Beneath the curse of my lover's eyes

Gordon Lightfoot - Race Among the Ruins | You think you had the last laugh, now you know this can't be true / Even though the sun shines down upon you now, sometimes you must feel blue / You make the best of each new day, you try not to be sad / Even though the sky falls down upon you, call it midnight, feeling bad / When you wake up to the promise of your dream world coming true / With one less friend to call on, was it someone that I knew? / Away you will go sailing in a race among the ruins / If you have to face tomorrow, do it soon

Enya - Amid the Falling Snow | The silence of a winter's night / Brings memories I hold inside / Remembering the blue moonlight / Upon the fallen snow / Maybe I am falling down / Tell me, should I touch the ground? / Maybe I won't make a sound / In the darkness all around / I close my window to the night / I leave the sky her tears of white / And all is lit by candlelight / Amid the falling snow

Glass Animals - It's All So Incredibly Loud | Super silence in the quiet, eye inside the storm / Water from your broken iris fell toward the floor / Everything waiting, shaking as it drops / I tried for you and I, too hard, for too long / Gave it all and everything for more time, but I lost / Ooh, we're breaking down / Whispers would deafen me now / You don't make a sound / Heartbreak was never so loud

Tagging: @catchingbigfish, @sunset-a-story, @joeys-piano, @mrbexwrites, @ceph-the-ghost-writer, @thatndginger, @sam-glade, @purplecowbell, @winterandwords, @nanashi23

[spicyliumang]

[Yakuza 7 oc (?)] Finally have a visual (and the displeasure) of what Enya's abusive ex bf from 5 years ago looks like😬 *crowd booes*

I didn't want to give him much but he's kinda relevant for Enya's lore so kdjsdksjs yeah

Enya meets Shoji at the boarding school she went to as a teen and quickly fell for him and dated him on and off for 5 years.

Shoji is a smug careless guy with barely any sense of ambition. He influenced Enya a lot as a teen introducing her to drinking and smoking and doing reckless things simply for the thrill.

Shoji is very self-centered, he ditched Enya countless times to hang out with his friends either to go drinking or play pachinko for hours on end. Sometimes he would call her while drunk and start an argument in the middle of the night. Shoji was a huge burden and stressor in Enya's life while in college, she ends up dropping out of college and moving back with her adoptive father for the time being.

Shoji's countless antics have caused Enya to break up with him several times. But like clockwork, he love-bombs her each time to get back in her good graces. One of the final straws (or so she thought) was when he forgot her birthday and spent the whole day drinking and gambling with friends and only found out by calling while drunk asking for some money to gamble with when she let him have it. After that point, Enya was done with him for the time being and finally got a job at the Rose Blossom Cabaret which helped her become stable and get a place of her own.

A year later, Shoji finds his way to Enya's apartment door in the middle of the night apologetically and made lots of empty promises "I wanna marry you!" "You're the love of my life!" "I can't live without you!" practically begging at her doorstep. Since she still had a soft spot for him, she let him in. And eventually got back together.

Shoji is a very controlling, insecure man who absolutely hated the idea that Enya works at the Rose Blossom. The idea of any man even within a 15 feet radius caused him to start arguments with her. He gave lots of backhand compliments about her appearance in hopes to discourage her to quit. When those attempts didn't work, it ended with him starting a screaming match up until she breaks down crying. He never missed an opportunity to slut shame her in hopes she loses her confidence completely and quits. But she always refused. One particular day she got into a heated argument with Shoji at her apartment to the point he punched a hole in her wall. She kicked him out and stopped seeing him for months.

The final time they got back together, Shoji was allegedly "homeless" and his roommate kicked him out so he came to her house crying and begging in the pouring rain for her to "let him stay" all over again making the same promises and using his terrible relationship with his father as an excuse for his treatment towards her and went on and on about how much he needs her and naive Enya relented all over again. The final straw that ended things for good was while she was on her lunch break, she went to Gindaco Highball Tavern where she found Shoji on a date with a girl while they were still together. Enya made a big scene and threw a drink in his face. Which led to her getting kicked out of the place and Shoji made it seem like she was the aggressor. After that, she cried for months.

While traveling with Ichigang, she would get calls from unknown numbers and strange texts which without a doubt was from Shoji. Enya would block all of the numbers, but somehow always found a way to reach her. Last she heard about him at this point, she ran into one of his old friends who did not hesitate to mention he went off and married that same girl she found him cheating with. (They were not helping at all ofc) Finding this out really tore her apart and led her to feel discarded and was the root of her abandonment issues.

Long after things settled down after the fight with Tendo with the gang and after her adoptive father passed, Enya eventually gets with Zhao. Now Shoji returns and finds Enya while she's working constantly badgering her to get back together after him being divorced and not having custody of his kids. But now she's fully healed and wants nothing to do with him. He spots a hickey on her neck and get's all combative accusing her that she replaced him and promised she'd never leave him. The guilt trip doesn't work and that was his final passive attempt. Little does she know he is affiliated with some rinky-dink street gang. Usually, she's able to fight off anyone, but there was a huge group Shoji had with him that overpowered and kidnapped her. (At this point Shoji is very much in the "If I can't have you, no one can) and help her hostage. Thanks to the Geomijul, the gang finds her and Shoji finally met Zhao eventually realizing he was the one dating Enya and did not hold back from taunting him by saying inappropriate things about Enya's body to throw him off while fighting him. Zhao did not take that well at all and Shoji was beaten so bad to the point his death would have been him being spared. Han was close to making arrangements to kill him when Ichiban stopped him (in his good-natured fashion:'D). And instead, they called the cops and he got locked up. Not only for assault but also for scamming old people for money. As he should

[warpedlegacywrites]

Enya Prompts

For my DADWC prompts list! Feel free to share and use for your own!

"Telling them the story / Told by Flora / Dreams they never knew"

"It weaves a web over mystery / All raveled threads may rend apart"

"I wonder if the stars sign / The life that is to be mine"

"But should I be believing / That I am only dreaming"

"Thoughts disappearing like tears from the Moon / Waiting here as I sit by the stone"

"Once, as my heart remembers / All the stars were fallen embers"

"Let the rain fall down / Everywhere around you / Give into it now / Let the day surround you"

"You walk a lonely road / Oh how far you are from home"

"Why do you go upon this road / When you could find your way home"

"Everywhere is whispering / The sound of Summer"

"Everything will come again / In the sound, falling down / Of the sky as it cries / Hear my name in the rain"

"You cannot change what's over / But only where you go"

"One by one my leaves fall / One by one my tales are told"

"Who can tell me if we have Heaven? / Who can say the way it should be? Cullen/Theresa epistolary angst

"Time gave both darkness / and dreams to you"

[cleargreyskies]

@crazy-fruit the promised answer to your music ask from... a while ago.

My music listening has been a little unpredictable recently. Songs often just happen and get stuck in my mind for a while, so I listen to them on repeat. These are most of the songs I liked in the second half of 2022, in chronological order. The Mountain Goats were clearly my artist of the year.

Heretic Pride - The Mountain Goats

Training Montage - The Mountain Goats

Dark In Here - The Mountain Goats

Slipping Through My Fingers - ABBA (for no particular reason)

Autoclave - The Mountain Goats

Sunrise, Sunset (because of WWDITS S4)

Broken Crown - Mumford & Sons

Damn These Vampires - The Mountain Goats (actually more of a late 2020 song)

Super Trouper - Mamma Mia! version (somehow I cried to this multiple times)

If I Had A Heart - Fever Ray (played in The Viking Museum in Stockholm)

Little Earthquakes - Tori Amos (this was on an OC playlist of yours once! also a late-ish 2020 song for me)

Orinoco Flow - Enya (desperate measures while working on a job report in November)

I Will Never Die - Delta Rae

The Calling - The Amazing Devil (one of my current favourite songs)

Farewell Wanderlust - The Amazing Devil

Secret Worlds - The Amazing Devil

The Horror and The Wild - The Amazing Devil (one of my favourite songs for over a year now)

(a break)

Until It Doesn't Hurt - Mother Mother

Underground - Cody Fry

Blood // Water (Acoustic) - Grandson (found that and the two ones before in a Spotify playlist for a fictional character)

Edge of Seventeen - Stevie Nicks (sometimes this just comes back)

Going Invisible 2 - The Mountain Goats

Let Me Bathe In Demonic Light - The Mountain Goats

Incandescent Ruins - The Mountain Goats

Bleed Out - The Mountain Goats (plus the entire album of the same name, which grew on me during the second or third listen, like most of their songs)

The Harrow and The Haunted - The Decemberists

Sons & Daughters - The Decemberists

This kind of ends with New Year's Day. Also, imagine the dark(ish) street on my Swedish hill as a setting for most of these.

(YouTube playlist)

[shieldofiron]

15 Q’s

Tagged by @disco-deviant

Are you named after anyone? LMAO no, I have met one person in my life who had my same name, it’s very uncommon in the US.

When was the last time you cried? I cried laughing just the other day (morbius related joke incident)

Do you have kids? nope

Do you use sarcasm? No I would neverrrr (yes all the time.)

What is the first thing you notice about someone? 100% their face

What is your eye colour? dark like red-brown

Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings always

Any special talents? Hmm... I can always find a good public restroom.

Where were you born? Wyoming, yee yee etc.

What are your hobbies? writing/reading, quilting, drawing, I love doing my makeup too

Do you have any pets? 2 kitties

What sports do you play/have played? ahahahahahaAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

How tall are you? 5'6 (~168cm)

Favourite subject in school? German and any theatre or arts course

Dream job? Dream? My dream job is to make a piece of art, buy a castle, and live without having a job like enya

Tagging @intothedysphoria @flashwaves and @thecrabnebula IDK I’m so anxious about tagging people

[strokes-of-everything]

Ok I know smell is very linked to memory because olfactory bulb proximity to hippocampus yada yada yada

But I am not sure I’ll ever see the day that I’m not floored by music’s ability to transport you back in time.

If I hear Britney Spears/Michelle Branch/any kind of 90s pop, I’m back in my mom’s Toyota Sienna, picking up my brother from soccer practice, trying not to be sick because he’s picked up yet another McDonald’s shakeable Caesar salad and he’s mixing it in the car.

I hear A*teens and I’m back to my first CD player, sitting in the rental car on my way to the airport because we’ve moved but I got to visit my friends for a bit before school was out for the summer.

Play literally anything by Paramore, Relient K, We the Kings, or All American Rejects, and I can see the halls of my high school, where I moped and cried after my first break up. I can feel the bump of the bus, smell the old leather of the seat, as I’m riding to a tennis match or band competition.

Play Enya, or Mary Chapin Carpenter, or Bob Dylan, or James Taylor, and I’m stuck in the back seat, driving ten hours to see Grandma and Grandpa for the holidays. I’m falling asleep only to wake up in the driveway, ready for Christmas. Play them again and I’m singing along in the driver’s seat, finally helping split the responsibility now that I have a driver’s license.

Music is insane and the closest thing we’ve got to teleportation and time travel. I am very very thankful for it.

[sxmmander]

These Violent Acts CH 09 - House of the Dragon fic

THESE VIOLENT ACTS CHAPTER 06 |  THE BARATHEONS

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They would bow. She would make them bow.

After the pleasant heat of Casterly Rock, where soft winds barely left kisses on the princess's cheeks, Naenya was greeted by the strange sounds of the mighty storms that often found a home at Storms End. For the unprepared, the harsh torrent of rain would surely drench someone from head to toe as the howls and screams of the winds cursed their ears.

A terrifying day for the arrival of a terrifying truth. A woman would soon rule over men.

Naenya was prepared, of course, draped in a crimson red cloak that held the Targaryen symbol as Ser Loren tore off his gold cloak to hold over the princess' head. She stood in the middle of the courtyard of the formidable castle of Storms End, one of the few completely dry despite the havoc of rain that tried to attack her.

The Baratheons stood calmly in the storm, utterly unbothered by the water washing over their skin, as they waited for the princess. Lord Boremund and his wife stood like stone, hard, strong and unmoving, next to their three sons. It was only Lady Baratheon that had servants trying to protect her from the prevailing winds and rain, though Lady Baratheon seemed completely unconcerned. Naenya was staring into the eyes of the formidable Stags.

"Lord Boremund, Lady Katherine," Naenya greeted the two, giving them a firm nod as they bowed, "I am thankful to have finally made my way through the storm and into your welcoming home,"

Neither Boremund nor Katherine's faces shifted, remaining as stone. Naenya didn't worry. Boremund had always been such a way. She doubted Boremund had even cried as a babe and instead simply stared at his mother with unmoving eyes. Boremund would need a wife of a similar personality, though Naenya was surprised a second person was born without facial expressions.

Naenya turned her gaze to the three children, her eyes immediately falling upon Elden Baratheon's trickster smile and mischievous eyes. He had grown since their last meeting, though he was still slightly shorter than Naenya. She watched as Elden seemed to catch on to the same realisation, his sly smile widening. The act caused Naenya to frown, and she struggled to understand how Elden's confidence only seemed to be able to soar, regardless of what was occurring around or to him.

"It is nice to meet your sons too, of course," Naenya finally snatched her eyes away from Elden, turning back to Boremund and Katherine, "They look like they will make fine Baratheon men. You must be pleased,"

Finally, Katherine's face seemed to shift. It was only the slightest of shifts, unnoticeable to most who weren't watching closely. Naenya noticed how her eyes softened slightly upon turning to look at her sons, the corners of her mouth relaxing. Katherine, like many other women, had a very simple weakness. Her children. Elden was her eldest, the same age as Rhaenyra, while Boremund was only a year younger. Alistair Baratheon, being held by a maid, appeared only to be about a year old. Despite the age gap, it was clear Katherine loved each of her children equally, and both her eldest and youngest held a strong resembelance to their mother. Something Naenya was certain Katherine adored.

"We are honoured to have you, Princess Enya," Elden spoke up, a teasing look dancing in his eyes, "I would, personally, die a happy man if you gave me the honour of showing you our castle of storms,"

"Enya?" Katherine had turned her head towards Elden, a questioning and disapproving tone in her lowered voice.

"You have met my eldest before?" Boremund Baratheon spoke up, his voice naturally commanding.

"We met at the tourney," Elden said, his eyes not moving from Naenya's, "We had a pleasant chat before she had to return to her duties,"

Naenya guarded her expression, not wanting anyone to see her true reactions. She was here on duty and could not fall to petty, childish antics. She was to be Queen.

"I feared young Elden had gotten lost," Naenya spoke up, her voice emphasising the 'young' part, "I wished to help him find his way back to his mother, but I was unfortunately pulled away by my sworn guard. Luckily, he was older than I had first assumed, and I wasn't leaving a helpless child as I had first thought,"

Naenya glanced over to Elden to see he had looked away with a shake of his head. The displeased smile on the eldest Baratheon son's face gave way to a small smile gracing Naenya's own face.

"He was rather small for his age, though the maester's say he is rapidly growing," Katherine told Naenya, clearly only interested in discussing her children, "The maester says all my children will grow to be quite tall and firm. Worthy men for knighthood,"

Naenya nodded, "I am certain they will,"

"Enough talk of my sons," Boremund spoke up, turning slightly to reveal the entrance to the castle, "I am sure Princess Naenya is tired from her journey and would be much more interested in a warm meal and a bed,"

Katherine Baratheon nodded, her face shifting back to the stone-faced appearance it had been before.

"Come, I am sure my family can pester you tomorrow," Boremund spoke, offering his arm, "But only once you have slept and eaten,"

...Author Typing

BRUH ITS THE BARATHEONS. GOTTA LOVE THE EMOTIONLESS BOIS. Don't worry, Elden has plenty of shenanigans left.

Also, Naenya and Elden just being children with their retorts to one another

[theylisten]

Had the most vivid dream of dad I think I’ve ever had. Everyone was together and uncle Bob was acting sorta anticipatory and secretive then told me at one point that Dad was going to be there soon. He showed up at the door and looked his age, mid 60s. He had a little girl with him, she was probably 8 years old and looked just like me. Him and I talked and life/the party was bustling around us and I could feel pride and acceptance from deep inside him. Apparently, he had to go away and had been “underground” for 18 years with no tv or anything, just books. Mom nana and grandma were debating with the young girl what her name should be, she didn’t have one. All of them wanted to name her Time, but she wasn’t as into that name. Dad asked me questions about my life and how things had been and what I’d been doing as I got older. We talked, it was so real. He asked about me and Ethen and Ethen made him laugh a few times and I think he could tell I was happy. He was happy for me. I got the sense he was dying and he actually looked sorta ghostly, and had come up to say goodbye, especially to me and Nick, and check in on us before he left.

It was so weird. I woke up crying with “Only Time” by Enya in my head. I’m so glad I had that dream, it felt congruent. Yes, 18 years have passed, yes the young also ghostly but more full of life girl who loved him so and he loved her so didn’t like the name Time, I am on the front end of domestication, and he is proud of me and still loves me. I am lucky to remember love and care like that.

Who can say where the road goes?

Where the day flows? Only time

And who can say if your love grows

As your heart chose? Only time

Who can say why your heart sighs

As your love flies? Only time

And who can say why your heart cries

When your love lies? Only time

Who can say when the roads meet?

That love might be in your heart?

And who can say when the day sleeps

If the night keeps all your heart?

Night keeps all your heart

Who can say if your love grows

As your heart chose? Only time

And who can say where the road goes?

Where the day flows? Only time

Who knows? Only time

Who knows? Only time

Love to my present self, the little “dying” girl in me, and my almost dead Dad. We’re all okay. Let Time do its thing

[thelaughablelifeoflilly]

Loan a Laugh to Lilly!

To preface this blog post, I have to tell you that my personality is very boisterous, animated, eccentric, and, frankly, quite ostentatious. I am 100% myself at all times, regardless of who I'm communicating with. The story I'm going to tell, in particular, isn't for the faint-hearted or really anyone who doesn't enjoy crude content. Personally, I enjoy dark humor and tend to spend most days scrolling through Reddit (#iykyk). For anyone reading this, no matter what hardships you're going through in life, always remember to have a laugh and cherish the laughable moments with the people who laugh with you.

Before we get into the nitty-gritty, I'll give a little backstory for this period of my life. 2022 was an INSANE and TRAGIC year for me. At the beginning of 2022, my grandma passed away (she was 96), my sister (we'll call her "The Colonel") kicked me out of her house (that broke our relationship for a while), and about a month after moving back home, my dad was diagnosed with stage IV lung cancer metastasis to brain, spine, and ribs (May 2022). I was working at Target at the time in the style section and, initially, was enjoying my work. I felt like it gave me an outlet to get away from everything that was happening in my life, but evidently, the managers' requests became too demanding for my mental health. I mean, I was dealing with a physical death, the death of a sisterly bond, and the thought/possibility of my dad dying, and you expect me to have the energy to do four people's tasks by myself? NOT TO MENTION: my cat also died in December of 2021, my sister's dad (I considered him a fatherly figure) died in June of 2022, my best friend's wedding was coming up in August, and in September, my friend Mikey (who was in the wedding) passed away. You can't spell stress without S-T-R-E-S-S.

With me being overly stressed and mentally and physically exhausted from watching my dad die in front of me, I chose not to eat, and when I did eat, it wasn't a balanced meal (microwaved mac and cheese got me through life). The lack of nutrition and the amount of stress did damage to my body internally. TRIGGER WARNING: I found myself constantly having the "spooky dookies." I would use the restroom at Target anywhere from 5-10 times a shift. Sometimes I would be so dehydrated from shitting, that I would have to sit down because I would get dizzy. One day, I was working, and, like normal, I went to the restroom. I wiped and noticed there was a weird red substance on the toilet paper. Me being me (not afraid to look at my poop), I looked in the toilet and saw that there was blood intertwined in one of the logs. My immediate thought was, "I'm gonna die," so I told my boss and left to go to the emergency room.

My sister (we'll call this one "Crazy Boots") took me to the ER. I didn't quite know what to expect because I never had issues with my GI tract before. WELL, LEMME TELL YOU, THIS WAS NOT ON MY 2022 BINGO CARD. I go into the room, and the nurse gives me a gown and tells me to take off my pants and underwear, and that the doctor will be in shortly. I was thinking, "Yeah, they're probably just going to take a quick look at my butthole, nothing major." BOY, WAS I SO, SO, SO WRONG. The doctor came in, Crazy Boots was in the room with me, and I had my first-ever IV inserted into my arm (it was traumatizing, by the way. I cried). After the IV was put in and fluids were pumping into my body, the doctor told me to turn on my side. I turned, and she told me to cough. Cool. Normal. BUT THEN, she took her giant knuckle, told me to breathe in, and JAMMED IT INTO MY BUTTHOLE, PULLING IT OUT JUST AS FAST AS SHE PUT IT IN. When I tell you that I thought my whole rectum fell out, I mean it. Her finger was PUDGY.

After the doctor forcefully got her sample, she left the room, and Crazy Boots and I LOST IT. We laughed to the point that I almost Hershey-squirted on the hospital table. And me being me, again, documented most of the process on Snapchat. I have this long-lasting joke that includes the song "Only Time" by Enya. Anytime anything bad or detrimental happens, I play that song. You'll see the reference in one of the images. But yeah, regardless of how horrible my life was at the time, this experience was something laughable that helped carry me through the final days of my dad's life. If whoever is reading this is also going through a tough period, I hope this made you laugh. I want you to remember that life is short, and even one moment of genuine laughter can get you through a rough patch.

[damedarcy]

Happy #tropicalvibes day at @staarcon ! Making #mermemories and new #magicalfriends ! Omg! 🤣🥲literally laughing till I cried! Plezzy pushing me in the #wheelchair to #enya playing in the lobby with a #mermaidfin 🌊💦🧜🏻‍♀️ #magicbeings #beingmagical 🙏🥰 #specialthanks to Christiana Gaudet! @pleasecallmekamille @underthewitcheshat @sarahmsea0000 @losangchokyiyana @soultopia @madamadam.official https://www.instagram.com/p/CnvSJKTNLzD/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[nevertheless-moving]

I just realized obi wan could totally sing the no more f to give song in pop star au.

My day has been brightened.

shadowaccio6181 asked:

Something's been going wrong when I try to embed a video, but I took that out (and replaced it with a link) and censored everything!

So. Pop Star Wars AU!

I really want to imagine Obi-Wan writing and singing this.

Here are the lyrics:

[Intro]

I've tried, tried, tried, and I’ve tried even more

I've cried, cried, cried, and I can't recall what for

I’ve pressed, I've pushed, I've yelled, I've begged

In hopes of some success

But the inevitable fact is that it never will impress!

[Chorus]

I've no more f#cks to give

My f#cks have runneth dry

I've tried to go f#ck shopping but there's no f#cks left to buy!

I've no more f#cks to give

Though more f#cks I’ve tried to get

I’m over my f#ck budget, and I'm now in f#cking debt!

[Ukulele]

[Pre-Chorus]

I strive, strive, strive, to get everything done

I’ve played by all the rules, but I've very rarely won

I've smiled, I've charmed, I’ve wooed and laughed, alas to no avail

I've run round like a moron, to unequivocally fail!

[Chorus]

I've no more f#cks to give

My f#ck fuse has just blown

I've been hunting for my f#cks all day but they've upped and f#cked off home!

I've no more f#cks to give

My f#ck rations are depleted

I've rallied my f#ck army but it's been f#cking defeated!

[Post-Chorus]

The effort has just not been worth the time or the expense!

I've exhausted all my energy, for minimal recompense!

The distinct lack of acknowledgement has now begun to gall!

And I've come to realize that I don't give a f#ck at all!

[Chorus]

I've no more f#cks to give

My f#cks have flown away

My f#cks are now so f#cked off they've refused to f#cking stay!

I've no more f#cks to give

My f#cks have gone insane

They've come back round and passed me while they're f#cking off again!

I've no more f#cks to give

My f#cks have all dissolved

I've planned many projects, but my f#cks won't be involved!

I've no more f#cks to give

My f#cks have all been spent

They've f#cked off from the building and I don't know where they went!

[Outro]

I've no more f#cks to give!

I've no more f#cks to give!

I've no more f#cks!

I've no more f#cks!

I've no more f#cks to give!

Anonymous asked:

Idk if you’ve mentioned these songs already in the Pop AU but I have a list. Some really good ones I think are “Put it on me” - Matt Maeson, “Heal” - Tom Odell, “Man or a Monster” - Zayde Wolf & Sam Tinnesz, “Walk through the fire” - Zayde Wolf & Ruelle, “Leave a light on (acoustic)”- Tom Walker, “Human” - Aquilo, “Silhouette” - Aquilo, “Underdog” - You me at six.

Anonymous asked:

Pop Star au! Where Obi Wan sings I Just haven’t met you yet By Michael Buble because it’s been playing consistently in my workplace and the thought makes me laugh

shadowaccio6181 asked:

Pop AU! Two fun inspirational songs (other than Brave - Sara Bareilles): Hall of Fame, Larger than Life - Pinkzebra. (But on a separate note, have you ever heard Smile - Mikky Ekko? It's got a soft, slightly-upbeat melody... and the lyrics are SUPER DEPRESSING. Like, Obi-Wan should absolutely write it. You Raise Me Up - Josh Groban could also be fun, maybe directed to the Force?)

Anonymous asked:

I love your pop star AU so much! I hope some inspiration for other snippets come your way soon! If I may toss some other songs your way: Måns Zelmerlöw - Heroes (inspire folks to take action), Roxette - It Must Have Been Love (grief of the loss of vod'e and his family in 66), Simon and Garfunkel - The Sound of Silence (grief at being back in the Temple after 66), Linkin Park - In the End (what was point for all the suffering if just time travelled?), kd lang - Constant Craving (for the ship?)

shadowaccio6181 asked:

Pop AU! I swear I'm not a robot. But... LOTR songs! May it Be - Enya, The Edge of Night... The Last Goodby, maybe while getting over time-traveling. It’s even sadder b/c it’s Obi-Wan, but it’s pretty. (But I’m also imagining Obi-Wan making lullabies for Anakin? Safe and Sound - Taylor Swift, Song of the sea (Lullaby) - Nolwenn Leroy, Amhrán Na Farraige, Sleepsong - Secret Garden, Song of the Sandman - Enya, Only Time - Enya, The Voice - Celtic Woman)