#EHICH ARE ALLOWED

[sunuism]

now that i finished boys planet here are my thoughts!

overall: i’m pretty happy about the final lineup actually. turns out that even if it isn’t rigged people will vote for the ones who are talented :) anyways i am happy that zb1 ended up being only vocalists 😭 and they have some GOOD ones!!! like taerae, hao and hanbin all had main vocal positions throughout the program and i love to see it 😩🫶 they will probably make someone the rapper tho and it’s probably gonna be gyuvin… i do not remember hearing him sing a single line ever 😭😭😭 and lastly the level of slay and cunt among the members is astronomical! i can’t wait to see them perform as a group 🥹

anyways here’s my thoughts about each of the top 9

kim jiwoong: i’m obsessed w him as a person but i feel like i didn’t even get to see him shine on the stage during the program tho. he seems to be a good dancer and a decent vocalist tho and ofc he’s really charismatic :3

zhang hao: i am obsessed with him and he deserved that win so much!!! the industry is NOT ready for him 😩 also i love his speaking voice sm! the little vocal fry’s he does! i’m obsessed!!!!

sung hanbin: MOTHER!!! the reason he was on top during the whole program is bc he DESERVED it!!!! like he’s such a good performer and dancer and he can even sing! literally the perfect idol… like he’s NOT just a pretty dozen he actually has the talent 😩😩😩

seok matthew: again i don’t really remember his performances that much 😶 maybe it’s on me for not paying attention. but he’s obviously really cute and charming so i understand how he placed so high

kim taerae: lichrally perfect!!! idc he’s not the best dancer bc he makes up for it with vocals and musical talent!!! also he’s so adorable 😭😭😭 the prettiest smile ever

ricky: CHARISMA BOSS BABY RICKY!!!!!! and he lives up to his name!!! so young and yet such a slayer already! can’t wait to see more of him also

kim gyuvin: i am sorry but he’s really did not stick out to me AT ALL 😭 like i know the only reason he placed so high is bc he’s tall and pretty 😶

park gunwook: MY SON NR1! so young and already so talented!!! like he’s an actual all rounder i’m obsessed! and so cewt 🥹

han yujin: MY SON NR2! now… he’s so young… BUT he’s also really talented for his age and he hasn’t trained for very long so like natural talent ok slay!!!

and the people who were ROBBED in my opinion!!!

KEITA: literal all rounder! and he’s such an energetic performer 😭 and i’m really sad we didn’t get to hear more of his vocals bc i really loved his singing voice! i will definitely look into ciipher bc of him

yoo seungeon: all i can say is i hope he debuts at some point… as far as i remember he’s in the same company as gyuvin and yujin so they’ll probably debut later in a group!!! i am looking forward to it… AND i just found out he’s a former sm trainee… explains so much 😭

wumuti: he’s my villain origin story… IF HE DOESNT DEBUT AT OJE POINT 🔫 (also i’m pretty sure he’s the only 99’er on the whole show so i have to support my friend)

haruto: he also needs to debut soon… companies… i’m watching you 👹

[miserye]

i want to play honkai (for the gatcha aspect) so bad but i just hate turn base so much AHHHHHHH

[sudden-memory-loss]

Trick or Treat!! :3

hello! happy halloween! (even if it is november here now sjgsk) here is an NZ chocolate bar bc I think it's sad that other places don't get to have them

[skrunksthatwunk]

i had to leave but i asked my roommate if she could get in touch with his owners and. apparently he's been doing that since last night. fucking god i can't do anything about it i don't even know where they are and my roommate isn't even here. she said she'd call them but hasn't gotten back to me. he's quiet now but i don't know if that means he's fine or if he just didn't hear me pass or if he's asleep or if he's dead or what i don't know anything. he's probably fine. he's probably fine. but i don't know

I CAN HEAR BABYCAT YOWLING FROM HIS OWNERS' ROOM

[kitty-does-stuff]

QUEER, DISABLED & NEURODIVERGENT HOMELESS FAMILY SEEKING FUNDS FOR HOUSING & SURVIVAL

Tldr: homeless 8 months family need money for day to day survival & to help seek housing & work.

Ko-fi.com/kittydoesstuff

Longer version is that I have made this sort of post probably like 10 times now, each time explaining that we evacuated our home due to gun violence from another unit, each time when money is a stresser because of things like storage bills to protect all our worldly belongings or data bills that keep my family in contact with the world, allow me to write this or because we don't know what's for dinner or what as a whole we are eating.

Each time I write this I hope, I think that will hopefully be near the end, and then each time I have to make another one of these I feel like I lied, deceived & I hate it so much.

When you're homeless people treat you 1 of 4 ways

Pitied, like you're weak & stupid, something they need to "save" from yourself no matter how much of your freedom & body atomutoity they have to violate to feel better about the emotions THEY feel when they see you.

Like a criminal, like you did something wrong, like you choose to be homeless & have crisis after crisis that lead to unexpected spending. This, this here is why for roughly 6 months I have felt like a lier, I had believed in something that didn't work out & with so many viewing my family like this, despite how much we have tried to do the right things & how the only laws we've broken are the ones that say you cannot exist in a public space, especially if you're homeless.

They leave you, they decide it's too hard to watch, that they can't handle it so will just leave & leave the emotional weight. The crushing weight of calling out for help & no longer hearing them call back on you.

And the last are a little rarer, fair bit rarer: those who just treat you like people, like how they always have, like someone deserving dignity & respect.

Whenever I have made one of these posts I have been scared that someone along the top 3 would show up, so far it hasn't happened but I have had it make me hesitate to ask for help when the chips aren't down, when we have food & no bills, just simply more long term things.

Now I don't simply want to be negative, I want to show briefly how money has helped us so here's what stuff has looked like so far 

Truck where we all had to sleep sitting up -> truck where me & brother could lay down -> found reliable sleeping spots -> spent a few nights here & there in motels for showers -> brought the camper -> found a campsite to stay for a little while -> found a semi parament campsite (ehich closes at the start of fall)

None of that would have been possible if people hadn't donated to us, we won't of had money & probably would of had toc resort to extreme & time comunsemming means to survive.

Which brings us to now, we have a place that is safe to stay, that we feel safe being left while our is gone with our mother as she looks for work & goes things like apartment viewing.

We need money for the following

Bills

Food, drinks & basic survival things.

& once those are covered money I am rising will be directed to things like housing & dental bills to help my brother.

If you need more info on the exacts of what is going on I urge you to look though my Kitty Says Stuff tag which prior donation posts are all tagged.

WHERE TO DONATE

Ko-fi.com/kittydoesstuff

& dm if you need a paypal to send it to instead.

[ganyuuki]

Quick mikoto theory because I'm bored

Isn't it kind of weird how Milgram says that the music videos come directly from the prisoner's memories and experiences? So why, in Mikoto's first mv, is his alter's pov shown? Its already been confirmed that Milgram doesn't count Mikoto's alter as a prisoner, so when judging Mikoto, why are we seeing the alter's side of things, since he shouldnt know about any of that at all?

Now, I'm not saying he doesn't have DID. I understand its obviously been confirmed in his voice drama (and the whole thing with Mikoto's alter not being regarded as a prisoner wouldn't make sense without it, because how could Mikoto hit Es if it was really Mikoto?), but I just thought it was kind of weird, so here's my theory: Mikoto's alter isn't entirely to blame for his crimes.

The song wouldn't tap into Mikoto's alter's memories since he isn't a prisoner, so I believe that Mikoto is using his violent alter as an excuse. He still must've been aware to some degree of his alter's crimes at the very least, since it's shown in the mv.

Or did Milgram just gloss over this fact? Maybe I've just missed something out that allows for the Prisoner to take on different povs. Or maybe the fact that Mikoto's alter is still technically part of Mikoto, so his memories can also be utilised??

However, I'm still very much with the theory that Mikoto is just some guy (with a lot of problems, clearly) with a violent, murderous alter who just wants to protect him, but I can't help but point this out.

I also saw something similar to this theory in one of the comments on YouTube, but that was wayy to complicated for me to grasp --- I have no musical skill at all in any sense. Something about how Mikoto's alter keeps a 4/4 beat during the first and second verse, whilst Mikoto keeps a 3/4 beat throughout the chorus. This 3/4 beat stays for the rest of the song, including when his supposed "alter" shows up, ehich led the original commenter to assume Mikoto was using his alter as an excuse to his crimes, all the while still being fully aware of his own actions and his alter's.

Or I could just be wrong but who knows I guess 😭

[rechenzentrum]

truly marvelous to have been born on a place ehich allow for something incredibly magical as an eclipse we are so incredibly lucky

[k1dd0-t1mes]

This blog is a sfw agere blog, some of which will be rp in ehich I will use OC's from different fandoms. This message will be edited as new OC's come into play. I am still learning to draw. Constructive criticism is welcome, people who criticise without being constructive will be blocked.

This is Gene, he is a Hazbin hotel OC and has a father-son bond with Alastor when Al isn't little (of any Regressor Al roleplay blood wanna interact) he is 18 but his little age is 1-3

This is Arrow and Ellis, they are marvel OC's. Arrow used to hate Ellis as he believed Ellis, who is Steve Rogers' cousin, was purposely allowing his father to hurt him during the time he was illegally tested on as a child and went to Ellis for therapy. When they re-united when Arrow was and adult it turned out Ellis had no idea and now they're close friends. Arrow is 25, regresses to 4-5 and is aroace. Ellis... Well, that's complicated. That needs a post all on it's own but his body has the physique of someone around 25

!! DO NOT, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, FOLLOW ME IF YOU ARE A K!NK BLOG !!

[brightsstar]

If Canon got lost or stuck somewhere, how long would probably take (depending on each daycare boi) for the RE! crew to be like, “…where is he, he’s been out for a while…”?

He does know his way around the pizzaplex so it would be unlikely that he gets lost in there, but outside it, yes, he can get lost. RE! Eclipse would also find him fastest. With the star helping him, they can sense where he is, and they also allow him to go guardian form, ehich he can fly, so it won't take long to find him

[gaydelgard]

tumblr staff deciding on ehich blaze posts are allowed and the california dmv is the same

[solardick]

Ok. You sure?

Tetris was designed by a russian programmer. To combine both words tetra and tennis. Mixing a greek word with a latin word.

Well, well, a day of bs.

And now it starts rainign. Just in time fir the accidentla black mark i made with the photo. I rhink it was me.

Again portents. The First one of doves that played out semi negativly but brought with it awareness of funds. Solidifying the doves relation to venus. Though dince the day started with the craws of crohs. It fits likely. Beyond. That thoughts to further the letter Ё. Have beought me in search for pics of russian noblewomen. And since this post fallows BS and misled informstion. Or misinformation. The photo ive chosen isnt the final pic. But holds a key peivce of information that will be added into the deck, in congruence witb the lover and the flower. It being a fool, will down play the feminine. Which will cause discomforte or unease when seen. Much like the tower does when dirst viewed. This will cause a negative reaction which is the point. Revolt against will play in and this suits the pertulant fool. The damage these women cause needs to be recognized. As a step away from the egoism and divine … cant find the word T moment dtarts with an H? … i dont know its there, i just cant access it right now.

The added fact, or notion of what will be, having the Е and Ё images on opposite sides of the same card would make this difficult not to be pressing on the handlers mind. It would be constantly pressing attention and working repression. One would be pressed to flip the card over. To no avail. As the major arcana are called trumps. Which means by common recognition. A superior power that dominates over another. And thr fool by common game, usually sits as the trump of. Trumps. Though not to all games. Thr olayer in this instance, flipping the card over in attempt to trump it. Is by itself a foolish action.

Though, this may cause somewhat of a problem when it comes to fortune telling. Especially for another party. If this card comes up in a reading. I suspect this particular fool may be taken out of the deck for these purposes. Which just just re-enforces the attention this card would get.

Though, its odd waking with morning wood. Not being now and then on the rate occasions. Little more considtent now. Thsts been like 20 years.

Too bad though i dont have access to adequate medical care. It wven allowed to see a doctor that soeaks my language. Theres no comprehension. After a month of trying i get sent to a guy ehos firsts langague is hindu or arab or whatever, second language is french and who cant speak or understand english. Considering i live 20 minutes from the American boarder. And since they highjacked my life with their own scriot. I experience things on my own side and on their side. It becomes hard to tell which is legitimate and which one is conditioned, ehich also meeans i get hits twice if its a negative experience.

Bought this knife. Of all the language. It doenst come in russian(Ru) made in china, go figure. Not written in chinese either. Considering how much russian influence is apart of the cultural media…..

English utility, seems to be the sole major differnece. Beyond the gr of greek i think it is. Which i cant understand. All the others equals out to universal, multitudinous and utility which all bare the same meaning. But, it stands seperate from the rest of the languages as a utility doesnt suggest its universal or multidudious application. It just suggests that its a tool. Well no shit. I hate english. The only other suggestion when it comes to pure language. Is the letter U. U means everything here. A connection « principle ». One may muse….

Hmm, phonetically russian is closer to most of these other languages than english. Save for that the U gets replaced as the Y. Both being vowels letters. To tarot one suggests something not disclosed and secreted. As U doesnt have a place within consonant and that the Y id related to Judgement. One may see the discouragement of a knife in this manner of a « Trump god » over other people. Instead of a trumpet the angel is holding a knife. Even though utility and universality also suggets a tools function as a weapon…. And the U also suggests in this manner that its the other person holding the knife and not I. While on the elglidh side one may muse the « why » Y. And the curiosity of the qwerty/jcuzen type overlay of the russian letter Й the equilanvent of letter Y) is set on letter Q. Which is the death card. But to english common parlance. There not very many other words that start with Q. That is t queer. Or question. Which isnt do far off from the letter word Y. As one will question sometjing odd.

Sure there are other question words in english. But none that are as simplified into a single letter. As why is the first question asked over the how or what when that questionalble action it self. Isnt directly on the self in question. When they know the how, where, and when. Its only the why that is left over. The fact that the judgement card shows indiciduals or a family and a priesnt or so rising out of the coffins(death).

In this guide the english letter W to tarot is the moon card. With how it is depicted together with the letter H, the lover(s) card. Depicted as one passing to the other. Theres not much arguement against the suggestion in the meaning of word letter Y in conjunction to the current conjectural disclosement.

From the 15th century, apparently, when i came across this i started looking for and at 15th century artwork, drawings, ‘lots of good stuff back them. This is the cheapest deck ive seen so far. Though all the images are free on some British museum site. Forget which one.

Though it may be wrong to call it a tarot. Waite made reference to it in his pictorial definition accompany book to his tarot deck back in 1909’ish. More of a collectors item than not. 50 card deck with several of the modern tarot cards included. Supposedly what it was based on. The major players of society back in the day with the incuded schools of thought.

E И ЙQ

…. Е Ё. I dint think inlike the tarot anymore.

They gave me coffee today and joe my consciousness feels off. Along with my me tal competence. Oh well go aling eith it. If it makes them feel bettwr anout being alive. I know the ffeling of wanting to die.

Anyway. It was short lived. Thiughts now concern the evolution of where letter Ё leads off too. If “she” were to conjunct the hierophant. Wouldnt thr lover card be jesus? Cant get much more of a lover boi than that guy. Though Waites strenght as harmony always played to me anyway as a good image for the loversnif it were to be H. And furthers thoughts, already made not yet mentioned. Only percussively. Is that the pisitive judgement card woukd belong to the russian. And the negative to the latin’s. Still have as of yet to create the “princess” card. Ё. Don’t have much of an imagination. And i know when it comes to this im less biased than most. To go off experience. And being insync. With nature. Rheres not much of my own volition in life. Jsut flowing with the stream. Not fun. Still combating the perversion they cursed me with. Not fun. Liberal facist nazis. Its troubling.

Though i despise in the qwerty system that the tower and the judgment card sit side by side. If that judgement card is begative, by experience. It’s to destabilize. Thoigh a positive judgement. Is a good thing. If the tower card wasn’t an outside force breaking in. Unlike the the И card ive chosen. Its pretty much the same thing. Except that ot places more of the individual withbpower than a helpless one. But this way also the tower nect to the positive judgement. Is coherent with the star card. But yet again it places the outside external over the individual. The outside trumping the individual. While the individual. Repetion. As very little say. If man trumps nature. Beyond the power of “gods wrath”. Where’s the personal sens eof power? This tarot id far from empowering. Its disgusting.

Might as well rename the tarot as the homo-manifesto.

Crime rate of liberal vs. Communism.

Russia’s turn. Sorry femmes. Has a higher murder rate. Thats pretty much it.

But, not much can be said here, for not actually knowing the place intimately. Or how the the laws work. With more hearsay about misreportings and crap. But one will never find much positive said by the american continent in regards to russian anyways. And not much can be taken with any confidence. So this post addition cant be taken seriously. And should be ignored. Though news on china is more confident and reliable. It was the rape cases that have my attention. Over the murder cases. Other than the notion that they dont play with their food. They just take it out.

On olace of what there is now. The devil’s cosksuckers paradise. While you try everyday. To be who you are. Think well. Help out. But, satabs army doesnr care. They breed of sucking each other off. Whilebyou have to take pills to counter their druggings. And go back to next day and do it all over again. Its just covering over a similar issues whole blood drips and stains the paper. Ehile they think their acting makes a difference. It doesnt. Im bit fooled. I go with it anyway. They could be honest but they like to choke. And gag in their own cocks. Its all i know spent my entire childhood doing this. My while life. Its all there is. Raised foirced to share a bedroom with a spychotic older brother. And get bullied and out doen everywhere youve ever been.

I dont force my word son anyone. I even keep it anonimous. Just to prove a point. Hatred us stronger than love. In a lunar nation that prides itself on trash. Deceit and “one upoing to feul the moons, cravings. The nation needs another war. To stop fighting itself. Crime rates and murder rates have dropped significalty since russia started its war on illusion. Though this place uses it as anove so below bs to fuel their inrightious murder of my spirit. And intintionally keeping me negative, becaus eits needs it. 39 years and counting. Ive soent this entire lifetime doing this serrounded by enemies. Framing me up and setting me up to believe and sabotage myself. While sinutaniously being sabotaged by them. A war they started. And the woeld is a wordt place to be in because of it. But they dont see that because they feel good. I dont think they underdtand that. And if they do they dont care. 38 years watching this sickness feom my first memory to now. They enjoy the game.

Dtill anither year with them before they switch it out for anither team. 39 years and i still sont knwo whatnit is to feel loved by soemone. Yay, pills working i think. Dont thinknim s’eeping tonight though maybe no work tomorow

Ideas for princess Ё headdress. The E fool meets the king. It gets fliped to Ё fool meeting the hierophant and usurping power. The princess Ё fool card is a symbol for the femenist movement. Being a fool and being injured in a duel by a sword. And being bannished a couple times. Her interrest was outside her own culture, she lives the french language and usurped the throne because the king was a dick and she didn’t like him and wanted rightious vengence against him. Classic feminist motivation and one could say the forbearer of the modern world adding her mark in the form of letter Ё. Two dots to signify the moon. Card two which to taort would be the high priestess. Well educated, literate woman. It would be neat if her card conjuncted the priestess card or even the empress. But she doesn’t the script is linear. In one direction forward. And she falls onto the hierophant instead, the actual seat of power.

Will read furthur on her. But not much else needs to be known for the card placement speaks for itself. Except that her depiction as a fool should have a fleur-de-lys. Incorporated. Trampled flours on the ground behind her, holding a sword and being chased off like the marseille fool. Wearing one of those tent dresses. Wearing a russian headdress. With a near identical posture as the marseille fool too. Dress torn.

Other than that bs. I doubt im ever foing ti have a firlfriend. But if a guy tries to pick me up. I could go full queer wouldnt be hard. Well except all the gay bashing i go through even while being straight. Or the breeder bashing i go through. All mymlife. Sex and abuse. Don’t im ever breeding anyway. These people are making sure of that. Other than being abused by fags. Too. Yup. Whats this about serial killers? Is that caus eof theat short time i soent saying that. After soending the last 20 years being fucked by my family, being chemically imbalanced tossednoutnon the street after been thrown around like a rag doll, then being abused by a fag. And then being destabalized by a drug addict while while fucked with by my father? While desperatly needing a sense of peace to keep my shit together. Consistently for a long time. Until, i startted spouting shit left and right? And then being addipted by these fucktards who continuously fucked with me. To the breaking point. Again. .on and on. Too much to say. And then being lead to walmart and getting my spyche raped. And then to now? And then everytime i start getting back to myself and getting healthy again they do the same thing iver and over again.

Wish i lived in russian. They would have just killed me istead of this cruel and unusual torture. Because they suck. Cant expect more in this nation of the devil that breed mental disorders as a passtime hobby. I know the ehole russia war thing is a law but, im all for them dropping nukes. Instead we got this degenerate society thats pro bible and anti god.

[kusundei]

accidentally fellasleep again bcuz i dont thjnk the. constant 3 hrs of sleep i keep getting thrlughout the week is truly helping me eprchance… but goddd. i have woken up eith a sort of slight feeling of doom . just a little but i notice it enough to care even in the slightest and jt always appears wheneher ajax is around (god forbid i am happiest with him! distracts me from my real problems and when he is gone i am forced to acknowledge my evil side) but goodness. chat. i do i truly love him sososo much with every inch of me.,,, more than i love myself and anything else in the world . perhappps i love him more than ive loved anythinf at all???? im trying tl think ab earljer today w him again to attempt to lift my spirits i mean it is like. five am. goodness i miss him. i feel so odd and clingy sometimes ., perchance that i talk too much becahse god forbid i ever allow myself to do anything without overthinking it after idk. im juustt often filled with so much joy with him and perhaps i am not doing the best in general and i keep pushing it to the side .,,,??

i just am so truly happy with him i never want to acknowledge it. i will fight it for as long as possiblr but goodness i keep feeling it over and over. that overwhelming feeling of just emptiness. perhaps grief and j feel distraught for no reason in particular. dare i mention i am still truly doomed and feel that way , he judt makes everything feel a little easier?? thay perhaps i do have something to look forward to even though everything sucks rn. but honestly you think ab it nothing is truly going on that should be affecting me so badly its just,, the usual,,??? i have no idea perhaps.

dare i discuss more things on my mjnd tonight since its late and im thinking already. we’ll go positive for now perhaps iii. i keep realizing over and over how fucked and doomed me and jd were even from tje start and how i kept having to just deal with things and be okay eith things even prior to us dating?? i mean my rule was alwasy like. love unconditionally. she is your partner. that sort of thing. eith ajax im realizing i dont have to dp that??? hes just there. everything feels so simple and i feel sort of selfish. he puts up w so much and talks ab so much stuff so easily in ehich i know jd wouldve freaked out. lost her mind and started something about. hes just so okay and understanding ab everything i dont believe jt??? i leep trying to be like,,, well hes literally meeee… to try and console myself into the belief but god i cant. bcuz wdym ur okay w rhat. wdym we can talk ab this. wdym you’re COMMUNICATING with me??? wdym i dont have to tweak and you feel bad when i do????? you ask me if im okay and you care???? god forbid i get back the love i give others and for the first time with the person i trulytrulyTRULY am so in love with like. goodness. he is the only light i see every single day. perhaps preventing me from getting wprse and evil bcuz i know myself. i see myself setting myself ul slightly but i digress. im okay. ots just like. hes so unerstanding i dont get it??? but then agajn i am too and hes literally me??? like ige never had a problem w that sort of thing i just knew jd did which strayed me away from so mych to keep her okay but lord do i feel like maybe i could just be honest w him and be okay an communicate. i jist still feel selfish regardless. god forbid i trust him because i NEED TOOOO i will not let my insecurity consume me and get the best of me. my doubts. bcuz i want tl truly believe he is as good and perfect as he is currently??? please ajax do not lie to me. i am begging you. i dont think id be able to handle it happening again and lrt alone if we fall down the same doomed pipeline and its my fault again i dont think id ever be able to recover. maybe perchance i am the one preventing everything. i lie to a degree but im also honest in a way i am not normally. im just trying truly to be honest ab issues and problems w him but god do i feel ph so selfish cuz it is SOOOO early.

speaking of early. i need freaky kusundei to CALM THE FUCK DOWN? ph goddd because no i do truly likr jt chat. perhaps i loveLOVELPVEEEE freaky ajax but then i recall i am truly all talk. intimacy to a REAL degree is ph so horrifying to me thats why i mentjon the… let me at least be comfortable enough to kiss you and hold you freely first - sort of thing. BELIEVE MEEE AJAX. i. want you so bad. i keep talking ab it and being freaky bcuz goodness. like i said i feel a sort of way w you i jave NOT felt before. god fotbid you make mee.,,, ^_^;; .,,,, freaky. its just i know mysrlf and i think i need to calm down. ohhh to be silly and intimate with you and to kiss you till we run out of breath like yoy want and to fufill both of our desires and fantasies but oohhh i am SCAREDDDD. recalling it now goodness sex js soooo fucking scary. let alone the fact i truly have nooooo experience besides i suppose. the one time and then my experience w jd but i wouldnt consider tnag to be able to help meee??,, IDK CHAT. i dont think he’d truly want to especially not this early but god i dont wanna give off the wrong impression. its also so pdd because np i kind of. kinda. want to. NOT PERCHANCEDOIT but jjs tlikke. ohhh to do everything else. i jist dont want to do that and then have it escalate that way but if it did i think id lrpbsbly be okay w it im just looking out formyself. have that weird thing ab feeling. evil snd dirty. god forbid he doesnt make me feel that way and GOD do i maybe want to buuuttt. its been a week. sorry but i do mean it when i say i love the label. i NEEEEED the label and i need it to marinate. feel like im moving tooquickly and im being evil and letting desire get the upper hand on me. its also jjst that i fear ill do it and feel guilty and gross like i have before. as badly as i may want to i just dont know if id be able to rationalize it enough to be okay w that right now??? GOD FORBID IM THINKINFABLHT IT TOO it just keeps popping intl my head. like i am being tormented. but truly kts the way id do anything else idk. hell i think id be okay being at like. the point i was at w jd after those 2 yrs. like erm. i coulf handlr that! its just i think i truly am just a bit opposed to. actual. perchance. penetra..tive………………….. intimacy….. god im a fucking freak i jjst also acknowledge the pain i feel over there regarding it. its been YEARS and goodness it aches sometimes on occasion. i alsp know my body. rejects anything going up so im fearful that iffff heee didddd. it. would not. work..!!!!!!! but. i digress. perhaps jm thinking too much into it like a freak bcuz goodness. believe me ajax you make me INSANE AND CRAZY. ohh to truly do all the things you mention it makes me such a FREAK. god im realizinf how truly impatient i am iiiNEED TOCALM DOWN but i keep just thinking ab sunday . god forbid savannah and her boombayah but idk chat ijj. ummm. IMAFREAK GOD. some things r best left unsaid and implied even on here. just. i do. want to. sososo badly. jts consuming me. ive neher felt want like thjs before and ohhh how j convinced myself i was perchance just losing any and all sexual desire but nope. j dont think i did.! godd i just. erm. the gift messages. no bcuznone of it is truly alluding to sex i just tend to think of it that way. ooohhh to drive each other mad its . ITS OVER IMA FREAK.

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LSAD First Year Student

Animation

Monday 8th April 2024

Teambuilding exercise

On Monday our class were split into groups of 3/4 people and were ask to play different games such as lego, farm animals etc

Two people out of each group were asked to sketch the other two people eho were playing with these objects

We then were split into groups of 5 or more people each group did different sections if a body.

My group did heads ehich could be an aliens head ,human head etc. The middle group did the torso and the third groupd did the legs

Each group werent allowed to see ehat the other dree so obe oif them could have had an alien head with a snake torso and a tutti and hunan legs.

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Laser Cutting Level 2

Intermediate

The Markers station held a workshop for training students for use of the Laser Cutter and so were to get a series of files to cut out a series of cuts using different settings for a cut, an engrave and an outline.

For my series I used and image of a horse cap from the 3rd Hussars Regiement ehich was envolved at the evictions and edited it tin photoshop to allow a laser cuttout of it.

Because this is the Intermediate level we can chose to continue practising at this currently or move onto Advanced and upon completion of that we can operate the machinery independently and book in for its use

[mermayyds]

people shouldnt be allowed to look so good in bangs because it makes ME want banga ehich i look terribke with

[imaginariumgeographica]

"So," said Ponder leaning against the railing of the ship beside Rincewind, "Archchancellor Rincewind."

XXXX had dwindled and disappeared in the distance, and there was just open sea around them now. Rincewind kept shooting suspicious looks at it. He didn't trust the way the light reflected off the top so you couldn't see what was going on underneath.

"Archchancellor Rincewind," he repeated, not looking at Ponder. Was that a shadow, under the water?

"So if he's your...cousin, or what have you, that means Rincewind is your surname," Ponder pressed.

Rincewind looked up, and over at Ponder, who was looking back at him with a friendly, interested expression. Rincewind didn't trust wizards with that expression - most expressions, truth to tell.

"Suppose," he said, and considered if he could inch away without Ponder noticing. He glanced around, wondering if he could pretend he'd heard the Librarian calling.

"It's only," Ponder went on, oblivious, "no-one calls you anything other than Rincewind, which, I get that, when I found out the Bursar had a real name...anyway, it's just when I looked you up -"

"When you what now?" Rincewind looked back at Ponder - who was blushing?

"Uh," he said, "it was during," he flapped a hand, "Agatea. Sometimes with HEX, if you don't properly define your variables..."

Rincewind narrowed his eyes. "Right."

"Right," Ponder repeated, taking off his glasses to polish them and finally looking away from Rincewind. "Anyway. That was it, on all your intake forms, in the class registers: just Rincewind."

"'s my name," Rincewind said slowly. Maybe Ponder was unwell?

"I just," said Ponder, "wondered. If you had a first name."

"Oh," said Rincewind. He'd always considered Rincewind to be his first name, nevermind that there wasn't a second name to follow it. One out of one is still first, technically.

"What," said Ponder, still industriously polishing his glasses, "did your parents call you?"

"Didn't have any," Rincewind said. He thought Ponder would probably polish clean through his glasses soon if he didn't stop.

"Oh," said Ponder.

"My grandfather," Rincewind said, deciding to throw him a conversational bone, "mostly called me 'son'. Got a lot of 'hey you's' too, growing up."

"But you don’t -" started Ponder, finally shoving his glasses back on his face.

"I don't," said Rincewind. "It's just Rincewind. That's all it is, okay?"

And Ponder blinked once and said, "Okay."