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Sobbing over Kunikida telling Atsushi to trust Dazai and ask him for help in 55 minutes.
"I'm sure he's somewhere on the island. He's a repellent man. The worst of the worst. But if lives are at risk and you tell him you really need his help..."
Kunikida paused than deeply sighed as if he didn't want to say it. "Just leave it to him, and everything will be okay."
Also not once do they actually say Dazai's name, because they don't have too both of them know exactly who Kunikida is taking about.
#Don't care about each other my ass#kunizai#The trust#kunidazai#bsd kunikida#bsd dazai#bsd 55 minutes#kunikida doppo#dazai osamu#bungou stray dogs#bsd
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there is just something about the difference between edwin's love interests and having the cat king's reaction to edwin in hell being "i'll be waiting when he gets back" vs charles "no version of this where i don't come get you" rowland convincing a powerful trans-dimensional being to open a door to hell just so he could get him back
i am insane
#like YES i know there is obviously so much more history between the boys than edwin and the cat king#and for everyone who's like “well how would the cat king have gotten to hell”#yall charles got LUCKY that the night nurse was there to open a door for him#you can bet your ass that if she hadn't been there he still would've figured out how to get there no matter what it took#but the cat king calling himself a romantic because he'll wait vs charles GOING TO HELL TO GET HIM BACK????#absolutely insane#i cannot handle these two#like i can vibe with the cat king#but charles x edwin for the WIN#obviously the circumstances between the characters are a lot different#but to me that changes absolutely nothing about the fact that charles who only thinks of edwin as a friend would do literally anything#vs the cat king who claims to have fallen for edwin doing literally nothing and just sulking about it#i don't even care if you dont ship charles and edwin#the love they have for each other will forever outweigh anything else#(ps if you ship catwin you simply do not need to interact with this post. you will not change my mind)#(you do not have to interact with posts you don't agree with)#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#charles rowland#edwin payne#the cat king#painland#payneland#dbd netflix
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Okay so I've heard this said a bunch of times and I'm gonna admit I thought like that too for a while but no, Gi-hun did not win the games because he was lucky. A lot of people think that's how he won because he never killed anybody but that's really not the point. Gi-hun won the games because a) he's smart and is able to look at things from a different angle, b) because he is a good and kind person who also believes in others and c) because of the goodness and care get got back from other people.
In the first game he survived because Ali saved him and that wasn't luck, that was Ali being a good person and helping somebody not get killed. Ali could've not caught him, let him die, he didn't even know Gi-hun at all at that point and he put himself in more danger too by having to hold on to a person while standing completely still but he still saved Gi-hun because Ali is a good person.
In the Dalgona game he quite literally Was Not Lucky. He decided to go with the umbrella which is the worst shape to pick and he probably would have died if he hadn't looked at the game in a different way and decided to change his strategy. Gi-hun is smart. He is also optimistic and so he tried something new and found a different way to beat that game.
In the third game he survived because he was smart and kind enough to listen to Il-nam. The other people in their group dismissed him as just an old man speaking but Gi-hun didn't and that way they had a good strategy to beat the other team. The same goes for him listening to Sang-woo's idea of running three steps and then stopping, which ultimately was what saved them. His group also chose him as their leader (who, as Il-nam said, needs to not seem weak or loose hope because then the whole team is doomed). His team trusted in him and his optimism and they were right to do so.
In the marbles game he won because he was once again kind and decided to team up with Il-nam and also because in the end Il-nam decided to "sacrifice himself" for Gi-hun because he showed him kindness before. Yes Il-nam didn't actually die but he also knew that Gi-hun had cheated and still let him continue on to the next game, probably because Gi-hun had been good and kind and caring towards him before, even though he really didn't have to be. Gi-hun also didn't know this but by teaming up with Il-nam he inadvertently ensured that Il-nam had a lot more fun in the games than he would have had, had everybody just ignored to "old, fragile man". Gi-hun was good to Il-nam throughout all the games and it ended up saving him in the marbles game.
In the fifth game it's only some small moments as Gi-hun isn't really involved in the game because he's the last number but still it wasn't just luck. First of all he was kind enough to give the number 1 to the player that asked him for it. Yes, that number was bad but he didn't know that and had he been selfish enough to say no to that other player he wouldn't have survived. Being the last to play in any game can end up being bad for you, still he decided to give up the number he picked because the other player asked him to. Secondly he also survived that game because Sae-byeok was kind enough to remind him of which glass tile to step on after he had forgotten which one it was. It's only small but she didn't have to tell him and still she did. Sae-byeok btw is also good to him because before that he was good to her and protected her (even though he was angry at her at first) and that way he was able to gain her trust.
Lastly he won the Squid Game because Gi-hun was kind to Sang-woo and because Sang-woo deep down was still a good person. There were probably many reasons as to why Sang-woo decided to kill himself in the end but part of it, I'm sure, was also because Gi-hun was a good friend to him. I mean Gi-hun was even willing to give up all the money and go back home with nothing gained if it meant that Sang-woo didn't have to die and would be able to come home with him. Gi-hun deserved that win and that money and in the end Sang-woo knew that. He also knew that Gi-hun would make sure to take care of Sang-woo's mother and that he wouldn't just take all the money for himself because Sang-woo knew that Gi-hun is a good person. (Gi-hun technically also won the Squid Game because he was good at it which is also him being smart)
So in conclusion and I hope y'all haven't stopped reading yet: Gi-hun didn't win the games because he was lucky. He didn't just sit around doing nothing and won anyways. He won because he was smart but even more importantly he won because of the kindness and goodness that exists in humans and that is especially present in him. He won because he had empathy, because people trusted him, because he got back from them what he gave to them first. He never killed anyone and we can clearly see that he Could Never kill anyone in those games but that's not his weakness. Just because he didn't let himself get corrupted and turned into what the games wanted him to turn into doesn't mean he won because of luck. Him not playing by those subtle, hidden rules that are made to force him to be bad, to not care about others and to give up his kindness actually means he was better than the games. He won because he didn't let them turn him into a monster. They tried really hard and they failed and that's how he won!! But also on top of that he also won because he isn't the only good person in this show. He also won because other people helped him, were kind to him and gave a shit about him. Each and every person that helped Gi-hun didn't have to do that. They all could have not helped him, Ali could have not caught him, Sae-byeok could have not told him which one was the correct glass tile, hell, she could have Lied to him about it and the only difference it would have made for the other players would have been them being one more dead person closer to winning all that money. But that's really not how humans are and act which is why all these people helped Gi-hun, helped each other in small or big ways and in the end his own kindness and the kindness that exists in other people is what lead to Gi-hun winning. That's not luck. That humans being good
#people underestimate my man so much and he's literally the main character#gosh this post is so long i hope people even read it fully#man (gn) i was never able to just write out essays on some random topic for school#but when it's about my favorite show i can write some long ass analysis post on the goodness in humans shown in a series about death games#or really anything to do with any show or movie i love#like#it's mostly in the small details which are much more subtle and unnoticed than the bad things some characters do#but also#it's because that isn't normal#somebody like deoksu pushing people to their deaths in the glass bridge game is much more uncommon than somebody like saebyeok reminding you#which tile is the right one to step on#of course we notice that big bad thing happening more because it's not normal it's not what we see every day#but somebody helping you out somebody being kind that somebody maybe even being someone you don't know at all#we see that every day#every day we go out into the world and help each other survive and sometimes it's in big ways but even if it's just small things#we see that every day everywhere in the world because in the end that's what people are like#people aren't mean for no reason or actively plan on how to take you down#(well some people are but those people are the exception)#instead most people will either just let you live your life but very often also help you and care and be good#anyways i feel like i'm getting off topic but yeah#that's how gihun won#because humanity is good and he represents the best of humanity#as in kindness goodness care and sometimes even sacrificing your own comfort to save somebody else#that is who gihun is and that is ultimately what helped him survive#lea's random thoughts#squid game#squid game analysis#seong gi hun#seong gihun#cho sang woo
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more sapphics before bedtime
#doodle#homestuck#kanaya maryam#rose lalonde#rosemary#one of the cutest ship names i have ever heard like omg...#rosemary like the plant but its girls loving each other...#even though overall I don't really care about this pairing?#not in a negative way#but i just don't really think about it often#they are really cute to draw though#in other news im thinking about actually doing and POSTING all the asks I've gotten#in the beginning i haven't factored in my anxiety about interacting with people online#and now it's biting me in the ass ouch ow ow owie :(
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i think it's time that we as a society realized that actually eternals wasn't bad it was just not standard marvel fare and that's okay
#maybe i'm biased#it is my favorite marvel movie after all#but i truly think so much of the hate was that it was a diverse cast with overtly pro-choice messaging that freaked marvel fans out#is it flawed? yes. but all marvel movies are#but something about that found family and cast and creative team that clearly cared deeply about the story they were telling really got me#there was so much care put into the making of it!#lauren ridloff (makkari) made name signs for all the characters because she is actually deaf and wanted to make the film good representatio#and all the cast learned basic sign language so they could talk to her on and off the set#it's so unlike every other marvel movie and that's why i love it#it's not afraid to push boundaries and be strange and make mistakes#and i'm so sad that it will never get a sequel because there was so much potential for those characters and their stories#i wanted to see makkari and druig realize they love each other#i wanted to see them deal with the fallout of their actions#i wanted to see the family fracture and then see them all find their way back to each other#i wanted to see more queer representation in a character of color whose whole story wasn't all about being queer and isn't just a cameo#i wanted more!#and i'm not afraid to admit it!#maybe it would have been better as a tv show but i dunno. i switch thoughts about that a lot#i think the alternating timeline was really interesting and kept me engaged the whole time but i am definitely in the minority for that one#but i also don't like endgame so. you know. maybe i can't be trusted#anyway that was a whole ass essay#if you read all that hope you enjoyed. drink some water. give yourself a pat on the back. i love you.#the eternals#marvel#drukkari
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Cannot believe at this late stage of my life I'm becoming a Gabriel fucker. Local mean jock doesn't want to be evil now, he wants to be loved. I'm slightly annoyed they didn't make Beelzebub more unhinged because the "plot" should have been at least half about them fucking up shit on an absolute rampage trying to find Gabriel, a thing everyone assumes they are doing to fry him with hellfire so they can kick off the war in a way that's advantageous to hell, BUT ACTUALLY!!! true love.
#I do love evil love!#but more than that it's like... the terrible emptiness of heaven and hell?#absolutely no one has been having a good time!#they're just middle management admin suckers doing a soulless job no one else understands#they don't even care about earth! six thousand years of#mommy promised that if you all sit down and shut up we can have another war when the humans are dead#as a form of enrichment for their underlings#and they're just going along with it because that's the grind#incidentally I enjoyed how childish the angels were this season my pet theory is that they and the demons also have free will but no one#noticed so they've all just been making themselves miserable enforcing corporate culture and plotting each other's downfall because it#didn't occur to them to do anything else#gabriel and beelzebub realizing there's more to life and they can simply say fuck it and make something good between them#implies other angels and demons can do the same! as does Muriel obviously#like they are torturing each other. in much the same ways that humans are torturing each other#sad for Aziraphale and Crowley they care about earth & humans#which is a real problem they have that Gabzebub do not#and also that Crowley is in denial about how much he wants to be good and Aziraphale is in denial about just so many things and also#committed to being an ass about it.#these are problems that Gabriel and Beelzebub do NOT have because they are goal oriented and keep their eyes on the prize#good omens spoilers
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finding old posts that imply or say chris is smart (i do think he's like of average intelligence) are so funny to me because like. he's def not the smartest he could be. walk with me for a second. while chris is not like, dumb to a fault, he makes really questionable decisions that someone who's sharp minded wouldn't make. take ashley, someone who's definitely smarter than him, telling him "you can't go out there chris!" when chris, blinded by this need to protect and save his friend, says he's gonna go out there despite the stranger Explaining why it's dangerous in the first place. chris seems to not put a lot of thought into it, only thinking about saving josh. yes it's a heroic thing to do but it Was really dumb at the same time, because he kind of ignored the perilous nature of it. even the stranger says "you don't seem to understand the magnitude of the situation" and honestly, chris didn't understand anything about the situation At all. obv who could i mean he's just a teenager. i say all this not to shit on him, but to just remind everyone that just because chris wears glasses does not mean he's smart lol
i kind of noticed a pattern that people wrote with him and josh's dynamic. chris is smart and josh is impulsive (to a degree josh Can be impulsive). but chris, as i said above, kinda puts no thought into serious situations, or any situation at all (he's prob too concerned with like trying to be funny honestly). now we go to josh, who's Described as "thoughtful", like that's him!!! id argue josh is the smarter one of the two, not to mention he constructed the entire prank by himself, as we all know like come on, and had to deal with some complicated machinery. like how was he not thought of to be the smarter one? chris has more moments in the game where he's such a dolt. i say this affectionately.
tldr, chris being kind of a dummy is actually like how he is and it's so weird to see him depicted as otherwise lol
(also he's a canon twitter user and addicted to his phone. do with that what you will)
#and more on him and josh.... they're not that different from each other besides this#chris only cares abt josh's inappropriate comments when they're about ashley#josh: chris is an ass (chris doesn't care) ashley's a dumb dumb (chris tweaks out)#like he kinda only cares abt ashley in that regard lol#i'm sure he's more often than not Entertaining josh's bullshit bc the two are BFFS of like 12 years#they're like two peas in a pod to me#until dawn#i'm not trying to seem hateful lol i'm sorry if i came across that way#at the end of the day if it's all in good fun i kind of don't care#but when people stand in this kind of mischaracterization i gotta like speak my mind lol
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Another project, a dozen drawings based on 3 rules you set for yourself!! mine were flower heads, shows the sky somewhere, and they're all different times of day
#sana school stuff#original art#flower girls was something i've been wanting to do for years and i thought this project was a good opportunity to do so but yknow. the thin#where when you do something for school it's less fun#yeah#especially with time constraints#honestly i thought about making enseason my dozen but 12 of those in such a short timespan mightve actually killed me#i did 11/12 of these backgrounds within a 12 hour timespan (breaks included)#each of them took 30 min-1 hour#the actual people tho. took anywhere from 1. to multiple hours#the flowers were chosen based on the month they bloom in#'cause all of them also correspond with a month#fun fact did you know daffodils can kill other flowers (namely roses and tulips) they're in a vase with if not treated properly first#no one pointed out the morbidity of a flower person walking in a flower field.#also. if you care#i don't know if i can get the april edition out on time#i'll try but i've taken 2 days rest to recover from the fact i cranked all these out within like 3 weeks total (lineart got my ass)#sana will be back shortly i miss posting here#i miss you guys!!!#guh
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Anastasia the Musical sucks so bad. They really said "We're gonna cut the best song from the movie - just axe the absolute banger that is 'In the Dark of the Night' - because we are being SERIOUS and GROWN-UP now. We are A Big Historical Realism Musical Now. This is FOR REAL, okay!? We don't have a SILLY villain like Rasputin! We have Gleb! [Please Just Clap.] We are HISTORICALLY GROUNDED. -- Anyway, here's a musical unironically glorifying the Russian monarchy~~ 💖😌💖😌💖😌💖"
#anastasia#anastasia musical#Anastasia movie#anastasia the musical#that said everything added in relation to Sophie and Vlad was 👌👌👌 chef's kiss#to add insult to injury they use the tune from in the dark of the night in a solemn dirge about the pain of having to leave one's country#I'm not actually against adding more historical realism into Anastasia but you have to give the monarchy that treatment as well#if you want to actually reckon with the oppressive regime of Russia in that time period you can't give a free pass to the monarchy#they're like completely uninterested in why the revolution happened and everything in relation to the royal family is#this glittering nostalgic shallow thing. which also describes the original but that at least had a campy magical historical fiction angle#that made suspending disbelief pretty easy. also how dare you add more ballads i mean for fuck's sake#I don't care if Anya and Dimitri saw each other TWO times as children instead of one! i don't care! i don't need a 6 minute song about it!#he's like 🎵 i saw you in a parade once. gosh the monarchy sure had some pretty parades and beautiful spectacle 🎵#and she's like 🎵 omg i remember you that's crazy i sure did love being a part of the family of the Czar 🎵#if you're going to add an introspective song maybe have Anastasia reckon with how her father was a great father and a violent ruler!#maybe address the inherent emotional conflict of grieving genuine trauma and also recognizing the fault of the ruling class.#i have memories of rewinding the movie just for a second or third viewing of 'in the dark of the night'#memories of jamming out to it in the car with my friends. then clicking skip 100+ times on my friend's ipod shuffle just to play it again#original#been a while since I saw the musical but I still get mad about this sometimes. half-assed ''Realism'' means less fun and more glaring flaws#please just clap#it's not like there's nothing there to develop it's just that they did it bad. I'm fine with adding a sad song about leaving home but ffs#also why not make Gleb a campy weirdo? he's SO. BORING. at least fuck up in an entertaining way.
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"KAGEHINA clips for edits" youtube video and you DON'T include season 1 episode 4 "nobody was there/i'm here" ???????? disliked unsubbed reported blocked on twitter ip banned WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU MADE A KAGEHINA CLIPS VIDEO AND DID NOT INCLUDE S1 EP4 ARE YOU INSANE??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#all the clips are just them talking to each other or standing next to each other#I WISH I WAS KIDDING#literally not One freak quick attack im going to paint your entire bedroom neon orange and install brightness forever lights in your ceilin#i NEEEEED more people to start being crazy about s1 ep4 THAT EPISODE WAS CRAZY#also i need the jackals/adler's match to be animated#like i think i need that more than anything#that way it doesn't fucking matter what clips get thrown into a compilation that entire match was a kagehina compilation#“somebody even better will come find you” 30000 CASUALTIES#every time i open up haikyuu manga volume 44 and 45 i start foaming at the mouth screaming and crying WHYA RE THEY LIKE THAT#i hate kageyama and hinata they are the worst hcaracters ever i hate them i hate them and their stupid gay ass relationship i hate them#volleyball guys#also like no hate whatsoever to the person who uploaded the original compilation vid i literally do not care#i just forgot to move the clips from my old laptop onto my new one and now i want to edit but i can'tttttt because i don't have the clipsss
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this is literally not fucking true if you actually understand a thing about his character other than the fact that he killed people.
#crow caws#he would not fucking offer to help light he would 100% kick his ass. i KNOW they wouldn't be able to stand each other#goro kills because he wants to build his way up to getting revenge on the man who left his mother to die and ruined his life#light kills because he thinks he has to be a god who punishes criminals who don't fit his vision of an ideal world#they both have very different definitions of justice. if anything light is more like shido in that they both see themselves as gods#and we know how goro feels about shido so you can imagine how he'd feel about light ♡#sorry for the rant i know most of you don't care about persona but i hate it when people misunderstand my silly guys. anyways ♡
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so massively unwell about nathan x ru/vik
#personal#head in hands!!! head in hands!!!!#it's the similar horrible experiences leading to similar horrible acts of violence and the descent into madness#it's the ru/vik developing the original stem device and nathan being lead developer of the union environment#it's their hubris biting them in the ass and both of them are completely alienated from the human experience#and they long for comfort that they can never get ever again but then they find each other and then they suddenly can#because they understand each other like no one else can and their grief and their regrets are the same#anyway. the web weave i'm working on is very self indulgent because it captures them after my own post game events#which is a little ooc but literally only in the way that ruben goes to therapy. like that's it. i'm just sending him to therapy i'm allowed#he's still a fucking freak though he will say something and nathan will go 'cool. i usually think about other things.'#'don't say this stuff to your therapist she will send you back to the psych ward'#he becomes a doctor and researcher at the krimson city hospital btw if you even care. i don't think they should let him near patients at al#but i also think it would be funny. i just like putting guys into situations. he would be house levels of insane but like#other end of the spectrum
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Mike Ehrmantraut (Breaking Bad) and Mark Hoffman (Saw)
#AU where these two are partners#trying to handle both their normal work and their side gigs#they communicate with grunts and murmurs and one liners#they both drink heavily in the evenings trying to cope#mark with angelina#mike with matt#also they save each other's asses countless times#they always argue who is worse: john or walter#“don't talk to me about morality#“I'm doing this for my family”#“you know I would take care of your family if something happened”#“...yeah. I know.”#mike ehrmantraut#mark hoffman#saw#breaking bad#breaking saw
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i am SO fucking exhausted by mainstream media opinions lately and i don't understand why they're frequently SO different from my own? like i genuinely don't think i am approaching anything from that unique of a perspective as a viewer? maybe it's just that i'm too easy to please when it comes to stories or something but like. how is the mainstream, widely accepted consensus on yellowjackets season 2 is that it's "bad" and "doesn't work as a season" and is "riddled with problems." literally what the fuck are you talking about. this is the most fun i have had watching television uhhhhh literally Ever? you're telling me people hated Burial? how? why? like i don't...i just don't GET it. and i'm not playing dumb for kicks here im like genuinely honest to god confused. that was the single best episode of television I've ever watched in my life. like i get that people have different opinions about things and that's fine but HOW am i in the minority here what am i missing
#most of the critiques I've seen are that it 'focused on the adults too much' and was 'too weird' re: mistys sequence#like??? that was clearly supposed to be funny and campy and silly and artistic and a twin peaks homage?#and the 'focusing on the adults' i... i mean i guess some people are just here for the '96 mystery#and are completely uninterested in the psychological effects it had on all the characters?#i guess some people don't?? care??? about watching them wrestle with that trauma and go on to try to have lives#after something like that?#but like. that's the entire point of the show though. if you hate that why are you watching it every week#with enough investment to like. blog about it and put energy into writing whole ass thinkpieces#so much of media criticism these days boil down into 'i wish this show was Not the show that it is'#'i wish it was this other show that im writing with my twitter mutuals'#and like that's fine and fun and cool and valid and that's what fic is for! but a show isnt BAD for committing to itself and its own vision#like. there is something sooo sexy abt a piece of media that is so wholly itself that you have to meet it where it is#and judge it by its own metric#it creates a whole new unique lens for each and every thing you love! quit comparing apples and oranges!#it's SO fucking fun analyzing different pieces of media through the lens of their own little world and conventions#and guiding principles and plot pacing and what they choose to emphasize and their genre conventions and etc etc#it's FUN! and not to sound like a pretentious film bro dipshit but like why does it seem like this is a dying art these days#'s2 is boring' THEY. THEY ATE A PERSON. ARE WE WATCHING THE SAME THING
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"free verse and not having to rhyme or keep a meter in poetry makes writing poetry more accessible for anyone to write it" we are surrounded by rhymes and meters the stupidest pop song on the top 40 is riddled with rhymes and meters anyone can do that shit anyone can fucking rhyme
you can rhyme
i can rhyme
rhyming is
a real good time
there rhyming poem done and dusted a single word over one syllable and it took me 7 seconds. it's a stupid poem but guess what it's still a poem. anyone can write fucking rhymed and metered poetry and it's insulting 2 me that people are still up free verse's ass when rhyming is so much fun and artificial restrictions that you choose for yourself can sometimes make creativity bloom so much more effectively than if you're only ever doing notes app poetry and calling it good. try doing a rhyme sometime or searching out different poetry forms. for gods sakes. can we be done with instapoetry yet are we over it can we move on can we have a new thing
#i fucking love free verse. btw#there is nothing wrong with free verse it can be everything#but the fact that it can be everything means that it can very easily be nothing#and people think line breaks make a free verse poem and like. sure. but we can all see the lack of creative effort#and i just dont see how poetry that lacks creative effort is worth part of my one wild and precious life#like if you the poet cannot be assed to care. why should i. what are we communicating except lack of respect#for each other and for the artform#mythtakes#sorry i am going to take my meds now and go to sleep#and hopefully get a hard reset for the weekend#and for gods sakes again i am not trying to be some weird trad about poetry there has been mediocre poetry of all kinds for all of time#rhyming doesnt make a poem good meter doesnt make a poem good#but the like abandonment of rhyme in poetry These Days is such a loss to me personally and i don't know why were so afraid of it#havent we killed the beast of prescriptivism and formalism and pretension yet. why can't we do some rhymes again.#bebe rexha gets to rhyme ed sheeran gets to rhyme maroon 5 gets to rhyme. these idiots get to rhyme and poets dont???
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bitches hate me 'cause im in my no fucks given era, and I'm like, 'stay mad darling'
#ice speaks#irl stuff#rant in the tags#moved into our new place a few weeks back#and had a big ass celebration after blessing the house#when an old family friend who used to babysit me told me that I've grown very big#and thats true#since we haven't seen each other since I was 10 (am 18 now)#but then my aunt just had to go and remark on my weight#keep in mind im a plus sized person and I was wearing a dress that day#and i said 'well as long as I'm healthy and happy who cares' without missing a beat#which shocked everyone because im not usually the confrontational type#i.e i just keep my mouth shut cause i genuinely don't see a reason to grace their taunts with a response#and im respectful to my elders usually#but i said it while smiling and putting on such an innocent face#that she had to agree with me and apologize in front of the 20+ people who were in the room#since she basically insulted one of the stars of the evening#she kept glaring at me after that#like maam look after your dumpster fire of a family before trying to talk shit about ME to MY FACE#you don't know that i remember what you talk about around me thinking I'm not paying attention or I wont understand what you're talking abo#also love how people think that out of everyone in my family I'm the most gullible and easily influenced#just because i dont react to what comes out of your mouth doesn't mean I am not paying attention#i may be quiet but that just means I'm more observant#on a much happier note i got a lot of compliments for my outfit and my hair#and i have a designated writing and reading spot which is making me more efficient and slowly curing my writers block
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