#Did this as a improvement check
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baby team 7 🍥🍅🌸🐺
#Did this as a improvement check#I'm not gonna show the last one I did lmao#Lets just say#This one is much better :)#Naruto#Nart#Team 7#haruno sakura#uchiha sasuke#uzumaki naruto#hatake kakashi#jvart#I tried to make the kids actually look Young but sauske was hard to balance and make look baby#He's too Pointy lmao
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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"...maybe we could even train together if you want to!" El's Alolan Adventures - Episode 2
It's been a year since the animated dub of my Pokemon Webcomic released! You can watch the entire first season of El's Alolan Adventures fully voiced and animated on Youbtube, featuring the earliest beginnings of Guzmas redemption Arc.
#Team skull#guzma#pokemon sm#pokemon sun and moon#pokemon#pokemon comic#pokemon art#pokemon fanart#pokemon oc#els alolan adventures#elbdot#Alola#I've been meaning to make a gif set for at least one of the episodes :D I'm still very proud of some of the subtle animations I did :D#The BEST ones are in the final episodes of course#the longer I worked on it the more my editing and animating improved#If you haven't watched it yet please check it out!!
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Is there a cat in cannon who got a good death who you think didn't deserve it? Especially if they committed crimes?
Tom the Wifebeater and his redemption death. No question. It's not even close.
Not only do I reject to the "redemption death" on the grounds of it being Tom the Wifebeater who is bullying others until his dying breath, even taunting Thunder about Turtle Tail is dead and the kits must be very torn up about it, but I reject "redemption through death" entirely. I don't like it in stories. It's a theme I deeply object to.
And again it's fucking wild that every time a character is a father, even if they are a wifebeater or a child abuser, the writers think that it bestows a glimmer of goodness into them which every abused child is forced to appreciate and cry about. Breezepelt, Thunder, Tallstar, Tom's children, all of them forced to reconcile and admit how much they wuv their papa.
Abusive dads in WC regularly get redemption deaths, too. Clear Sky dies saving his grandchild, Sandgorse died saving a rando in a tunnel, Tom the Wifebeater saving his daughter.
But Tom the Wifebeater is the worst example of it. Hands down.
#Though I will say it's not exactly a matter of a crime being 'too bad to come back from'#ANYONE can change.#But these ones DONT.#These fathers are *recontextualized* by their deaths and their victim is pushed into rethinking their anger towards them#IF they even had anger towards them at all. All of Tom's victims were too dead to have those feelings because DOTC hates women#And his children are destroyed when they learn that the guy they met once who kidnapped them and got their mom killed died#And that's why I generally hate redemption deaths. By their very nature they don't display what's so HARD about accountability#The changing of your behavior. Checking yourself. Admitting that your victims dont have to forgive you.#It's hard work!#It's painful sometimes! It's worth it but it's not always easy!#It's also its own reward. Your relationships improve. You feel better. You understand yourself.#but no. a redemption death is the end. You never really have to face what you did.#And I hate the way that lots of storytellers think it means it undoes the violence they did#IT does nothing. They're gone. The victims continue.#Where are my stories with RESENTMENT for that? How DARE you die for me?? How dare you run away from the hole you cut into my flesh???#You think the end of you becomes the missing piece of me?#Awful. No thankz#Bone babble#Tom the Wifebeater#child abuse#cw child abuse#tw child abuse
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Hello! Been sick for the past 3 days and did what any artist does at one point in their lives, draw art about it. So enjoy a drawing of me in stick form suffering while bubbles talk about the past 3 days I’ve been sick.
Content Warning: Discussion of nose bleeds, sickness and mental health.
Side Note: wanted to add a bit about me going through a crisis but didn’t know where to add it. So here is some lore about me. Every time I get sick I go through a mental crisis over what ever is happening in my life. Crisis this time was me getting sick after years of not getting sick. Last time was about my relationship status I believe. Now enjoy the art, all of it is exaggerated so fear not, I have done a mental health and physical health check in. I am safe and alright!
[Text: *Internally Screaming*
(Rebooted up 2DS to play Pokémon Moon Rowlet Beloved)
(They are ready to Fight God or Become God they’ll decide once they finish walking their dogs)
(Been sick for 3 days is completely over it)
(Pokémon Go addiction returned)
(Gets chronic nosebleeds. Whenever the nose is dryed out of to soft. The nose will bleed. They have bleed enough blood need for a sacrifice to a high power)
(And this was my prayer “Save me from this terrible Nightmare” the tornado - owl city)
(tiktok edits getting them through the day new crush acquired what is this madness)
(Unable to sleep for more than 8 hours they tried send help) ]
#tw nosebleed#tw blood#tw sickness#tw mental health#Honestly made this to make me laugh#It did#I wanted to highlight some of the stuff that has happened#Thought to share with you guys as a scope into me and what has been going on#Getting better almost cured#It was a common cold btw#So common yet took me out back lol#Final check I am Alright and my health is improving at a fast rate#Do not worry about me as I am going to be good in the end#Will still be ill for 2ish or more days till for recovery but a 5 day cold is not bad#till then#moldy art
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‘CAUSE I’M DEATH’S WET DREAM PERSONIFIED, ONE YOU SIMPLY COULDN’T FIND; CALL IT STEALTH, I’LL CALL YOU BLIND. I’M YOUR WORST FEAR, YOUR MASTERMIND.
// feeling deja vu? IT’S A REDRAW FROM THIS BACK IN 2021 !!!
#uwu art#Danganronpa#Danganronpa Trigger Happy Havoc#Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc#Junko Enoshima#eyestrain tw#// ask to tag#this absolutely looks like a piece i would see from 2012 tumblr ironically enough#LIKE FIND ME 2012 JUNKO ART & TELL ME IT DOESN'T#adds to the authenticity though don't it#ALSO HEY THIS WAS SPONTANEOUS#was looking through my old art tag to see how i've improved coincidentally & i saw the old junko sketch & thought ' oh i could unfuck thisup#AND I DID !!!! huzzah#also hi i've been doing this on a computer w/ a fucked up screen in terms of colors#HOPEFULLY it doesn't look too bad when i check on this later
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Magenta 😥
#imposter syndrome is bad today#anyone have tips or words of encouragement?#i got triggered by the scores on the platform#im at a 96 which isn't bad that's actually pretty fucking good#i need to stay above 85% to keep my contract#but i checked to see what areas that dipped and one of them I'm kinda going wtf?#about maintaining boundaries#im really huge on that shit and always let people know if they get uncomfortable with a topic subject or need to change the convo#we absolutely can always do that#so im kinda sitting here going “Okay where can i improve? where is this coming from? were they having a bad day? did i say something off?”#i know too you can't appease everyone and there are some clients that just won't like you for whatever reason and will answer the surveys to#dip your scores cause of resentment#logically i know these are things#im struggling with not having closure cause if i am doing anything wrong i want to correct that and i want to be told what it is#cause i can't change unless im given some direction#my mentor encouraged me to be myself show up authentic and I've been doing that#seeing the dip is making me second guess everything#and i know i shouldn't be upset cause again im at a 96 fucking percent!#but man I'm just kicking my own ass#magenta#magenta is my vent word
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attack I did for my friend Magika and I'm super proud of! I love fake media. Hell yeah for me
#also the japanese in this must be extremely fucked up I did use translator yeah#i had the ambition of looking for someone who could proof read what I wrote but you know... time...#if anyone knows how to improve this I would be happy to hear though#also go check my friend out theyre amazing thanks#my art#art#artists on tumblr#illustration#ocs
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What Happend ta Me on Tuesday. The Musical. Told in two acts.
after spending hours working on 4 separate projects at the same time while listening ta early 2000's music, i was in for a very pleasant surprise
feat me singing cuz i couldnt help myself (also accurate for the situation irl)
#spacie sings#spacie spoinks#video#flash warning#eyestrain#only girl in the world faded inta rock your body as i checked my dms so thats why these two songs were picked lol#OKAY BUT WHO SENT THE ASK????????????????#WHO DID IT HUH!??!?!??!?!#AND STARBS ACTUALLY DID IT?!?!?!??!?!?!?#FUCKING?!??!?!??!?! MAD LAD?!?!?!?!?#THEY COULD'VE LITERALLY JUST IGNORED IT????????????????????????? BUT THEY DIDN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#LITERALLY THE ARTIST THAT GOT ME TA RE-SIMP FOR SPRINGTRAP KNOWS I EXIST NOW. WHAT THE FUCK.#ARTIST WHOS ART I THINK IS SO COOL AND WHO I LOOK UP 2 LIKE WHAAAAT THE FUUUUUCKKKK#WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK#HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT#PLEASE I WAS SHAKING SO MUCH WHEN IT HAPPENED ON TUESDAY I WAS SO RED IN THE FACE COMPLETELY TAKEN ABACK#THIS SOLE THING IMPROVED MY MOOD SO MUCH I HAVE SPENT THIS WHOLE WEEK FEELING ELATED#MY BRAIN HAS ASSOCIATED ROCK YOUR BODY W/THIS SITUATION AND I ALREADY REALLY LOVED THE SONG A LOT BUT NOW#NOW.#THE AUTISM KICKED IN GUYS I HAVE LISTENED TA ROCK YOUR BODY FOR HOURS EVERYDAY SINCE TUESDAY#THIS IS LIKE HOW I FELT WHEN BAM FOLLOWED ME ON TUMBLR EXCEPT BETTER B/C I GOT A PRIZE#OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS BEEN. FOUR DAYS. SINCE I WENT INSANE
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ooh the urge to create a detailed elaborate illustration but also I’m starting art school in a month and I feel like I should use that time to do studies and improve
#imposter syndromes a bitch#currently in a I have to improve mindset#also online orientation started two days ago??#I did not check my email
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In the new chapter at the end it is revealed Nana didn't die from AFO nuking her, but he was holding her by the throat in her finals moments. So this adds to the AFO got all the OFA users body in his fridge. Like you open AFO's fridge and you see Yoichi's body carefully laid out and tucked gently in the back wrapped with some blankets and fake flowers and then you look at the bottom of the fridge and all the other OFA users are just messily shoved in there.
Hold on I gotta put this on my scale and weigh it against other retcons to determine if it's "weird and kinda pointless but not directly contradictory to established canon" or "stupid retcon done to uh make someone with an established history character flaw not have it (ie., change the fact that it was more fun when AfO was just lying about all the hands when we knew he couldn't have Nana's due to her being nuked) for uhh no reason" or something in between
#like. i guess literally being nuked maybe didn't incenerate Nana instantly. but like. do you know how much work I've had to do to make some#of these choices make any sense at all.#how many times I've put my head in my hands and said 'that is literally the opposite of how this quirk was proven to work earlier and#improves no part of the story and doesn't even do anything fun with unreliable narrators'#I gave up on keeping up to date on new chapters so long ago#i only have so much generosity in me#pocket talks to people#anon#did i get far enough in my tags that this won't show up in the main one#i hope so#bnha manga spoilers#i guess. you think I'm fact checking any of these anymore?
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Once again I am fueled by comments from my thesis supervisor and feel like I can actually do this thing hell YEAAAAHHHH
I CAN WRITE THIS THING!!! I CAN DO IT!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHH
#imagine a drawing of me going all feral that's me rn#I get so hyped every time I meet him even though all his comments are like “this is okay” and “what did you mean by this”--#then followed up by discussions and improvement suggestions and I get so excited about writing it all suddenly#like!!! what is this!!!!#it's probably because I get to actually talk about my thesis and in detail with someone who understands it? probably?#most likely now that I think about it. I don't have a lot of friends who study the same thing so I can't talk about these things in depth#(but I'm also very happy to have those friends who don't understand but listen to my ramblings about it <3 )#p#and also also like. I am about 45 pages into this thing. I am so far. I have wanted to just drop it for the past month or so but!! I'm so--#--far!!! holy shit!!! that's amazing my guy!!! you're doing well!! just need the clean up and some clearer explanations and that's it#it's not going to be two more years of this it's going te 6 months MAX#most likely 4 months of work with 1-2 months after for the grading and checking process when i don't have to do shit#I only have this thesis; one essay that is 75% done; and one spanish course I'm taking end I'm done!!!! I will cry when that happens!!
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Let YOURSELF cook. Don't rush the process. Let that WIP simmer like the 45 year old soup. Come back every once in awhile, add some ingredients, skim the top, let it simmer some more. That shit will be chef's kiss when it's ready I prommy you
#sincerely someone who started writing a fic back in 2017 and is just now figuring out where to go with it nearly seven years later#for some reason I've never sweat not finishing a work. it feels so gratifying to look back on what you did and see where you can improve#i be checking in on old wips like 'new update tonight queen?' and they click the 'remind me later' button
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Ur sewing patterns fuck so hard do u use patterns or just wing it
Thank you! I make my own patterns, I usually draw them digitally and then use my tablet as a lightbox to trace it onto paper :)
#I hate wasting paper so I usually use scraps and my patterns end up on things like my mail. a check. jury summons. exam study guide#I did some improv in the moment while sewing so my digital version isn’t the complete pattern#when I get around to it I can copy it over digitally and share if ppl want to make they’re own fish#ask
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once again i am being subjected to "educational courses on generative AI" (lengthy advertisements that the higher ups want us to watch so they can say that we are trained in AI)
#it's a contact year we need to show that we spend a lot of tiem not only maintaining this stuff but also learning and improving the produc#we provide#they never define what they mean by AI or how the AI actually works its driving me insane#whoah this adobe ai can generate an image for you and insert it into the image you have have without learning photoshop#yeah but HOW. where are these images being pulled from? what methods are used to produce this shit#HOLY SHIT: most programmers dont actually spend that much time programming. they actually spend a lot of time in meetings. helping coworker#reading emails. reading documentation. HELLO???? YES??? THOSE ARE NORMAL THINGS TO DO???#yes attending meetings is annoying but the solution is to fucking reduce the amount of meetings and ensuring that meetings are efficient#NOT TO ADD AI????#the stupid fucking AI building half ur code isnt gonna reduce the time spent looking at documentation!!!! u can't trust the AI to be accura#to be accurate so ur gonna have to go to the documentation anyway!!!#“u can just code not worrying about syntax blah blah” so writing psuedocode??? doing a top down approach to get the big idea#and then write the little stuff later???#im so fucking livid this is SO DUMB#literally all the shit they mentioned in passing sounds actually useful instead of the generative AI bs#no i dont need a little guy to write my code for me#but a guy who checks my syntax? that suggests i look at a particular function from the library? that sounds useful!!!#“if i ask this thing how to do X it will tell me how with steps!”#Okay so will the documentation???? hello????#omfg this guy conviently skipped over the part where the AI gave a WRONG ANSWER#bro i can read the screen it did NOT accurately describe the game#“have it generate the game for you” the point of the little shit is to learn how to do stuff so you can apply it to the big shit#god im just so enraged#mr supervisor is this a good use of company resources?#you are billing t he client for ME learning ai bullshit#sir you having me sit through hours of learning the newest buzzword concepts. is this a good use of 8 hrs the client pays for me to be here#chit chat
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Sometimes i hate you guys
#i mean hate in a light hearted way im just annoyed and very eye twitching peeved#no ayin didnt want to be a savior#no the light its not completely free and it explains why carmen still has a hold on people with her view on self love#ayin is literally the path for self improvement#yes he hurt angela deeply and fucked up#he is literally one sin and hundred of good deeds#the scenario has to happen because if everything was just solved like angela did in that lor flashback the root cause of the trauma will#still be there for the sephirot#they would not heal completely#there is a lot more but i dont wanna keep checking and rechecking a post#ghost sufre una descompostura
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