#DOWN TO THE NOTES AND BREATHS
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HOLY SHIT
SHE DID SO WELL I CANT-
IS SHE SURE SHE ISNT A SIREN
HOLY FUCK
SHE SANG IT SO FUCKING-
OH MY GOD I AM NOT WELL I CANT-
I’m in love with a voice.
#context is I watched one of my friendos perform a song tdy#it just ended#and I’m fucking never gonna be able to listen to Gracie Adams again#her cover is just too fucking good#HOLY SHIT#I CANT BREATHE#I CANT STRESS HOW TECHNICALLY GOOD IT WAS#DOWN TO THE NOTES AND BREATHS#HER VOICE IS CRAZY#I can’t even spell Gracie Abrams correctly#because my friend ate so much
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She doesn’t like anyone but Xaden, and she only tolerates me, though I’m growing on her. Like a tumor.

fourth wing - ch. 36

iron flame - ch. 65

onyx storm - ch. 62
#you are so annoying i hate you i hate you *sgaeyl rocking violet back and forth patting her back humming a lullabye*#<- what they sound like to me#love how at first Vi was like I don't need your approval ☝️🤨 to haha really?you think i did good? you were so great as well haha😊😊😊#tairn violet sgaeyl xaden dynamic is really interesting to me#did tairn ask sgaeyl to look after violet? how did that conversation go? of course she'll do anything her mate asks her to but i love how#annoyed she is about it.#she hauled ass to the wrong direction. snatched Vi off the ground just in time. bashed and complimented her in the same breath. tossed her#in a raging storm so she can fly back to the OTHER pain in her ass™ because she can't leave Xaden for that long despite everything#that went down. the dragon known for not giving a fuck about any rule or anything or anyone won't risk xaden!!! won't risk violet!!!#don't even get me started on when tairn stayed behind to make sure xaden dont die *keels over convulsing frothing at the mouth*#***grabs your hand as we step into traffic***#sgaeylposting <3 this diva <3 her love language is words of defamation#violet sorrengail#sgaeyl#violet and sgaeyl#violet and tairn#tairn#xaden and sgaeyl#reread notes#the empyrean#fourth wing#iron flame#onyx storm#onyx storm spoilers#rebecca yarros#the empyrean spoilers#the empyrean series#xadenviolet
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thinking about evil anime steve carell again. remember when he got kidnapped and all his beloved coworkers held an extremely serious and impassioned meeting to vote on whether they should let him die
#hxh#hunter x hunter#chrollo#phantom troupe#my art#fanart#i say that like it's funny. and it is. but that scene is also why the phantom troupe is one of my all time top fave villain groups#just absolutely perfect group dynamic. no notes. urge to rewatch breathing very loudly down my neck
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You know what, I've read enough fanfic. I'm confiscating Madame Yu from you guys

Free my girl- she did the things she's being accused of, but not as frequently or severely as the fandom pretends, her actions are being taken out of context, and her depth is being reduced to that of a Colleen Hoover antagonist
#mdzs#madame yu#yu ziyuan#oh to live in a world that showed her the fraction of the empathy this fandom shows jgy or xy#or as the svsss fandom shows Shen Jiu#even though she didnt do anything nearly as bad as any of those guys#like- she was extra harsh and observant towards wwx but she didnt actually do anything other than enforce rules/punishments#which are noted to be significantly lighter than those of the Lan clan#and y'all know the whole whipping thing was an act right? y'all know she was making a gamble to try and get the wens to leave right?#y'all remember that its noted that wwx would recover in like a couple days right?#she's not some vindictive woman who baselessly hates wwx and beats him for no reason#god forbid a woman be mean and unhappy after being more or less forced into giving up her carrier to marry a man who doesnt love her#and then said man adopts his crush's kid and treats said kid with more kindness than any of his own kids#if y'all were just taking a hard line against beating kids I think I could respect that but no-#fics will condemn Madame Yu and then wubify Lan Qiren in the same breath#the tgcf fandom's treatment of Ling Wen gave me hope but y'all let me down
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hey this isn’t aimed at anyone in particular but I’m saying it for the record here: if I tell you no, please stop messaging me about fundraisers and mutual aid.
I get enough messages that it’s impossible for me to keep up without devoting at least half an hour each day, when I’m not even on tumblr that long most days. Me having a boundary about this isn’t a moral failing, it’s a lifeboat for me on my own blog.
In my personal life I’m already advocating and donating literally as much as I can spare. This is not me not caring, it’s just me not willing to interact with that on the one place I go online to not interact with irl news and world events for the most part.
I cannot be upset all the time. I cannot be upset everywhere. I cannot use all my emotional and mental energy fielding my own upset from ongoing events. My options are to hold boundaries about this or stop coming online at all.
I’m all for sharing information and signal boosting to reasonable extents, but the scale of it this year is so large and so enduring that it is literally not possible to for me to participate on every account I have. I’ve previously shared links to Gaza eSIM donations and a major hub of verified Go Fund Mes here and elsewhere online. We, the online humans, know how to look those things up ourselves by now. There are many, many people choosing to do advocacy work, and right now, I can’t be one of them.
If you’re extremely upset when I tell you I can’t share/donate right now about a Gaza family or personal fundraiser you ask me to share here, just unfollow and block me. That’s what those buttons are for. Protect your own emotions and energy and get me off your feed instead of staying upset and continuing to engage with online people or content that upsets you.
Please don’t send repeated angry messages based on manufactured purity politics and moral outrage into my messages and inbox when I exercise the right to run my own blog.
#and on that note#I also think some people need to sit down and ask themselves#if their old end times anxieties and fears and preparations and word spreading#haven’t filtered straight into a new non religious end of society and end of modern world order anxiety that they’re pushing on other peopl#even if it is the end times#you cannot change that by beating your own anxieties into other people’s heads#people can care MORE when they are GIVEN ROOM TO BREATHE#first rule of sustainable activism is you can’t do it constantly and you can’t push it on people constantly#you have to pace it and you have have have have HAVE to play long games#short term activism burns you out and if it leads to full despair from burnout it can get you killed via depression#it’s not a joke#there’s a reason your elders have books and community lore about healthy activism even in times of crisis#they lived it. they learned from it. learn from them.#spend your time doing things that can make real impacts.#do little things online but unless you’re an actual information hub you shouldn’t be posting constantly about it#people won’t even want to follow you anymore eventually because that’s not why they followed you#and then you have no audience for your important message anyway.#I know this. I learned it myself on other accounts.#please. stop. harassing me.#how is harassing me going to make me MORE willing to change my mind and post? just because you demanded it?#I am an autonomous person#this is my ONE curated space on the website#you have a multitude of tags and other users#don’t waste energy on a person who already told you no. let’s call that activism rule number two#spend your energy where it’s not likely to be wasted#you’re needed for a long haul#act like it 😭#and stop spamming me 😭#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?
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ghost story premiere day! check @melliotwrites for more info

#*there's less than a day left* me: does this count as a prediction :33 sorry it's vague i just predict Vibes. stream sheep in wolf country#last several hours i can post this before it comes across as a Reading Comprehension Cringefail! due to the new update (premiere)#which is also to say i've rushed it in the last 24h after cc told me ''go for it''. i haven't digitally rendered like this since i was 15#in lieu of character designs falling into my lap from above i give you wolf & sheep & wolf & sheep. also House. also fire and water concept#brought to you by (1) general excitement i've been swept up in // (2) cc; who i messaged yesterday with a sketch on a half-wet receipt#and was an enabler of this nonsense // (3) copious usage of the procreate liquify tool and eyedropping colours from the pinterest boards#(4) '' rotatable 👍 '' from cc which means that the house in water isn't beset by reflections and vague. and this work is rotatable.#bonus points if you treat both sides as a spot the difference game.#tempted to print this out as like a6 merch. lowkey. // (4) me rendering last minute on the last possible day [art proj flashbacks] //#(5) ghost story art draft 1 i did like dec last year involving a shelf; incense sticks; peeling paint; spilled cup; the whole shebang -#if you look at the water house there's incense sticks in the window. yippee! had fun with that... it never made it out of sketch.#and then i lost the paper. alas. sorry i guess that was fated to never be. here's attempt 2.0 with months of hindsight#anyways let's talk really quick about song assocs! water imagery @idk you anymore // sheep in wolf country!! pretty obv. above#there's a house & there isn't a house. much House. idk how else to put it. // also that one timeline (not a song) saying <house burns down>#incense sticks mentioned in i breathe in you breathe out // the lighting for the field of grass comes from there's a house:#'where the grass looks like fire sick with anticipation'. also in the same song: pond mentioned 💥💥 body of water moment //#also also the house in this work is like. if you took the ghost story header & the ghost story programme houses and smushed them tgt#except i was lazy to render wood that clearly. and last note here is that the smoke was kinda insp from how clouds are done in chinese art.#ghost story musical
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thank you to all of you who have tagged me for my on repeat @kaaaaaaarf @wanderingdonut @fruityindividual (sash you’re about to never think highly of my taste again </3) and in the spirit of @polaroidcats saying she is being honest…. fear I’m about to be cyber bullied for this … but I’m feeling brave … also OPEN TAG FOR EVERYONE <3333

#machine gun Kelly jn top two is actually criminal I need to be shot#I liked the song a lot in like 2020 when I first heard it and now it reminds me of 2020 which actually isn’t a good thing#dare I say morale has been low#I quite literally almost didn’t post this lmao#I feel it’s important to note I listen to the same song on repeat for extended periods of time#I listened to wait for it like 4 days straight deadass#also taxi…#and u asked me is the sadness everlasting … I pulled u close and looked at u and said… love I think it is…#ok#and I’m STARING DOWN THE BARREL OF A 45#SWIMMING THROUGH THE ASHES OF ANOTHER LIFE#it’s giving alternate version of creeds one last breath tbh
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for a little moment of peace
Hozier on Shrike
October 2018
#shrike note change save me... shrike note change... SAVE ME SHRIKE NOTE CHANGE!!!#it's been A Day™ and stumbling across this was just what i needed to calm down and take some much needed deep breaths#hozier#andrew hozier byrne#shrike#wasteland baby!#my emotional support Some Fuckin Guy™
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im actually like really smart
#racmune art#ftm stuff#on a more serious note i feel like theres always going to be a bit of doubt in my mind living in a world thats breathing down my neck about#what i should be or even how i should feel about my gender and body and sometimes my transition as a whole#the external pulls and pushes in whatever direction arent really going to leave any time soon. and ive come to accept that. but it doesnt#matter too much. leaps of faith are always gonna be scary but theres gonna be a time when im older and more mature where it comes easier
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Alright, in honor of @oldbutchdaniel 's Fan Fiction Fridays, I had an idea for how the 70s chase era of devil's minion might go, but I'm not great at full fledged writing so! Plot beat bullet points:
Daniel wakes up in a drug den, dried blood down to his ankles, massive neck wound, and the knowledge that vampires are real. He then realizes that, shit, he doesn't have the interview tapes/any solid evidence that would prove it.
Goes back home, patches himself up, and within a week decides to backtrack to Divisadero street and try to remember which apartment they were in. Maybe Louis left something, anything that could be concrete evidence that vampires exist and he was attacked by one. Or better yet, he might find a single cassette of the hours of recorded tapes.
So, Daniel heads towards Divisadero, and, with the slightest bit of self preservation, decides to go during the day. Vampires can't go out in the sun, so. Should be safer, right? 👍
Cut over to Armand, in the main room of the apartment, cleaning up, patching the wall, trying to fix the northward slant of the floor, when he looks up and Daniel's standing in the doorway. (Maybe the door wasn't locked, maybe Daniel picked it, maybe he went to pick it and found it was unlocked.)
They stare at each other for a beat. Armand thinking that there's no way this boy is That stupid. Daniel thinking oh shit, I just broke into this guy's house. This kind of? familiar? looking guy? Which could either be deja vu or I'm still mildly concussed.
They talk back and forth for a minute, until it eventually devolves into Daniel getting told to leave, refusing, and then Armand asking hey, how fast can you run? I'm going to hunt you down, so. Go, now. Start running.
Daniel books it, out the door, down the stairs, door opens, door closes. Starts down the street, only to slow, stop, think it over, and starts going in a different direction, patting down his pockets to see if he has any money for either a payphone or a taxi or maybe a plane ticket if he can manage to get to the nearest airport.
And! The chase begins.
#iwtv#amc iwtv#long post#devils minion#interview with the vampire#additional notes in the tags time: daniel being the reason they have to specify “on foot” to armands victims in 2022#also! since theyve changed how long things take place in the show what if they condense dm down from 12 to 7 years?#“the 70s being a blur” clean break for a new decade and both them being 27#plus the whole back and forth of 70 vs 77 years together for loumand#idk but its fun to speculate years in advance lmao#happy friday the 13th and i hope you can see my vision#also! during the equivalent bit in qotd armand refers to daniel being “strangely defiant and beseeching in the same breath.”#and i wanted to try to convey that with “look i know i broke into your house but im not gonna leave until i find what i came here for.”#i know theyre still stacking the wood for the slow burn but gosh im excited to see how things happen#daniel seeing armand: i think i hvae a concussion
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Just had a thought
Beatrice comes back from a run and Ava is doing something mundane and glances over at her. Shes been making breakfast and was wondering where Beatrice left and she just sees sweaty huffing and puffing Beatrice.
And it's exhilarating, like Beatrice heaving with her chest being the most alive she's ever seen her. And it's just hot, Beatrice in her own little world gulping down water and Ava in a trance a smile tugging at her lips. She strides over to Beatrice adamant on shoving her against the wall and swallowing her breath.
And Beatrice poor Beatrice is just thinking what she's gonna do for the day is pushed up against a wall and kissed heavily. Shes surprised but not unphased and she kisses her back, with less intensity but matching passion, with care, content to be ravaged. Ava's pushing into her like she wants to melt inside of her and Beatrice is all too willing to push back.
Their lips bruise against each other and Beatrice has an overwhelming urge to taste Ava's teeth. But she's running out of breath and she gently places her hands against Ava's stomach (oh god her bare stomach,((fucking crop tops)).
Ava pulls away and the image of Beatrice is something she wants to burn into her mind. She's out of breath unfocused slumped against the wall with her hair falling out of her bun. And it's like ava wants to steal her breath, she wants to Beatrice to need her like air. She needs to swallow everything Beatrice can give her. She wants to push Beatrice harder so the only thing she can taste in her mouth is ava. She needs her gasping taking what Ava can give her and more.
With Ava's pawing insistence Beatrice has crawled up the bed and Ava in pursuit. Ava's pressing her hand against Beatrice's chest ignoring her growing protests of 'I need a shower first' and locking her hips on beas torso. Beatrice is flushed, panicking and turned on. Shes embarrassed at how out of breath she is but it seems to fuel Ava's desires.
#i was looking for redacted notes in my notes and found this collecting dust#i probably posted this (redacted) but i dont even remmeber this#anyway 🤷♀️#i was trying to figure out if i shared yhis with ard#but idk#the vibes of this was avatrice and hungrr snd wanting to devour ur partner for proof of life#something something i need to be inside of ur skin NOW#breathing ur exhalation is only the first step next were going to rip open ur chest and do nasty things#chest fic mentioned#just im a blackhole vibe and i need the air u breathe#this apparently was jotted down in may of '24#tko_writes
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I just realized the irony of Leo referring to Donnie as "the breath in his lungs" in Miner's Eulogy. Why do you do this to me
maybe leo can keep donnie's heart beating, but donnie can't clear leo's chest; leo is breathless with shame
#ask#canary continuity#breathing as a metaphor to describe being free of fear#hard to do it when donnie cant even do it for himself huh#something something leo keeps donnie calm and donnie keeps leo free#....................has anyone done a moon/tides disaster twins metaphor yet#someone SHOULD#noting that down
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Chapters: 34/34 Fandom: Top Gun (1986) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Tom "Iceman" Kazansky/Pete "Maverick" Mitchell, Nick "Goose" Bradshaw & Pete "Maverick" Mitchell, Rick "Jester" Heatherly/Original Male Character, Pete "Maverick" Mitchell & Original Male Character Characters: Tom "Iceman" Kazansky, Pete "Maverick" Mitchell, Mike "Viper" Metcalf, Rick "Jester" Heatherly, Charlotte "Charlie" Blackwood, Original Male Character(s), Ron "Slider" Kerner, Nick "Goose" Bradshaw, Air Boss Johnson, Carole Bradshaw Additional Tags: Tags Contain Spoilers, Canonical Character Death, We All Know It's Goose, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Omega Verse, No mpreg, no knotting, Yes Slick, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Falling In Love, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Angst with a Happy Ending, No DADT, Depression, Protectiveness, Marriage of Convenience, We are Braising Maverick at 275 Degrees for Three Hours, Suicidal Thoughts, Gender Roles, Because Omegaverse is About Gender Let's Be Real, Take My Breath Away Playing in Background of All Scenes, Author Horny for Comments, Discussion of sexual assault, Pining, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Omega Maverick, Alpha Iceman, Oral Sex, Slut Shaming, Sexual Tension, Everyone Needs Therapy, Awkward Romance, Dysfunctional Relationships Becoming Functional, Rough Sex, Car Sex, Drunk Sex, My Spouse Betas This, Men Crying, Girl Help the Men Can't Stop Crying, Objectification, Dissociation, Panic Attacks, Violence, Boat Sex, Rimming, Love Confessions, Second Time Bottoming, Equitable Wallfucking for All, Canon is rolling over in its shallow grave Series: Part 1 of Hot Thots: Idiots Fuck in a Fighter Jet, Part 5 of Assorted Top Gun Tales Summary:
For much of Maverick's life, he's managed to fly his omega status under the radar—sort of. Illegal heat blockers keep the Navy off his ass, and his best friend Goose keeps off everyone else. But when a tragic accident strips Maverick of protection and uncovers his identity, the world he thought he knew casts him from the frying pan into a life of systematic oppression...and Thomas "Iceman" Kazansky's lap. Maybe the fire would have been better.
#ao3 fic recs#topgunreacts#this is the most incisively comedic and yet gut wrenching heartbreaking commentary on gender and otherness#i learned how to put gifs in comments for this story#definitely read the author notes#top gun#icemav#i laughed. I cried. I had to put it down and just breathe for a bit#now I'm staring at the wall. laying on the floor. just processing things#omegaverse#also the sex between icemav is just. so full oof#*of feelings and really hot#so there's that
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Sure know how to give, but you love receivin' (Wow)
Girl loves the feelin' (Wow)
Life in their eyes, everything's fleeting (Wow)
I can't feel the ceilin' (Wow)
Orange skies, I'm never leavin' (Wow)
#love notes#camila cabello#dade county dreaming#needed something hype bc my lover and i been handling business 😌#//#partners in crime know they love to see it#when i look into your eyes it's stars i'm seeing#shutting down the haters know we love the feeling#i'll stay by your side til stop breathing
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Dear Lucifer
Taglist: @lost-in-time-wanderer, @fuzztacular, @dianedancer18, @sweetbrier2908, @flare-love, @completelyshatteredbrokenmschf, @thunderlightning351, @l3v1chan, @anxious-chick, @5mary5, @expressionless-fr
#obey me shall we date#obey me lucifer#obey me mc#obey me solomon#obey me brothers#lucifer sticks the note in his pocket#finishes brewing his coffee#pours the drink into a mug#and heads to his office.#after making sure that the door is locked#and that the room is magically soundproofed#he sits down at his desk and starts crying.#and he doesn't just shed a couple of tears.#he's actually sobbing.#like heart-wrenching and struggling to breathe type of sobbing#once he gets it all out of his system#he cleans up and collects himself#because someone has to be the strong one#and it can't be any of his brothers.
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ALSO. seeing certain incredibly plot-relevant npcs in the main chapters of this game after completing some of the routes is sending me. i see titania and i immediately burst into tears. i pull vennia aside and go hey listen if you want to kidnap me to set your sister free and give my friends a reason to destroy this murder tree i am 100% on board. i see dromi and i start swinging. I See You Villain. get therapy
#personal stuff#cafe enchante#seeing titania in routes other than canus's makes me want to cry she's never going to get up from that fucking chair :((((#vennia in ignis's route saying that ignis would burn down the world tree. bestie were you taking notes or#ignis in the main route going it's my creed to never kill anyone. and i just suck in a huge breath through my teeth. got bad news bud#ALSO. speaking of. these two warning kotone abt rindo in the beginning is SO goddamn funny to me#ignis: here's a way to defend yourself against this man we don't trust in case he tries anything#canus without hesitation: Kill Him.#like shdafkfh. god.#ignis said i won't kill anyone!! i have a creed against killing!!#and canus said i don't. give me the gun#him being the one to confront ignis in his route after the Reveal is so funny#ignis finds out he accidentally murdered people because of something he couldn't control and is having a crisis#and canus who has been pretty much forced to kill people since the moment he was born goes damn. that's crazy
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