#DEEP FEELINGS

[wordswithloveee]

[glitterbrained5]

[thebeautyofmysoul]

[peaceishim]

[w-intent]

[ikarah]

There's something I want to say

But maybe not today.

[echoesoftheinfinite]

I deserve someone who stays.

[themindofmine]

I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

[peaceishim]

The one who loves the moon, still loves it when it is not in the sky, when it might not be in front of their eyes. The love is still there.

-A.S.

[pireksiya]

Bırakma, beni kendinden

[w-intent]

[wordswithloveee]

[vielesundnichts]

- reyna biddy

[troyan-light]

When I speak with you, why are you so afraid to show me what's inside of you?

[vroomvroomwee]

Does anyone else feel lonesome?

Not lonely. Not alone. Just... lonesome. Like you don't feel connected to anyone. Like you never feel that you will find anyone that understands you, that will see you truly, let alone someone who will even like you. You see friends everywhere, but you don't see yourself in their place, like that is not for you, like you're not made for that and that's not made for you. You see people having fun and laughing and dancing and getting drunk and falling in love and you just... don't feel that for yourself. Like you're not supposed to have that, like you can't because it's not for you and you're not for it.

Like you're supposed to be seeing all these beautiful things in the world but not experience them yourself. Like you want to experience so much, experience everything, but be overwhelmed by it so you don't do any of it.

Like you want to be everywhere and do everything, but you don't belong anywhere and can't do anything. Like you're not supposed to be here. Not in a self-deprecating way but in an incongruous way. You want to live you want to be alive, but you feel you're not supposed to be. Not here at least, not like this. Just a presence in the world, not an active member of it. Even your body doesn't feel like home, your face isn't a face you recognise, like you're not supposed to have either. Like you're just supposed to be.

Like you're supposed to observe, but not experience.

[themindofmine]

I feel sick. Sick of myself, my life and my feelings.