#Cry Dennis you little bitch

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I dress for revenge 💋 star in nyc

INSTAGRAM AU/STORY

pairing : Arthur Leclerc x Verstappen!reader

summary : because of arthur your heart is broken you think he doesn't care about you

warning: kinda smut, adult language, protective older brother max, alcohol, Arthur is a dick, crying, mention of cheating, some dialogue from euphoria because it fit here, Horner

a/n: so I decided to write a continuation so keep reading and I hope you like it, if you want to be tagged let me know, remember that these events and characters were invented and did not exist like Dennis' cheating girlfriend <3 Also remember that English is not my first language so I apologize in advance for any mistakes and sorry for mistakes but dutch is partly from the translator and partly by me hahah

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Sunday 19:01

"fuck" were the only words I said when I saw what time it was. Dennis was already waiting at the door, knocking.

"Just a minute because I'm not ready" I let him in while giving him a hug. "It's okay and one more thing you look gorgeous"

All I did was smile and went on to get ready, even though I p3, it still needs to be celebrate. I knew my brother and his bunch of idiot friends would be there too, which wasn't a very happy thing for me. My mood sucked I didn't really want to go to that club but even less did I want to feel my heart breaking In fact I don't want to feel anything so I stick to it to get drunk and feel like any girl my age. Now I only have one little case or more missions in my little black dress that's too tight, today I don't care about Arthur, only me that counts.

"Everything's fine suddenly you somehow thought?" it was even sweet. My friendship with Dennis was strange and misunderstood to some people at first everyone thought we were a couple but it never was, even though I admit that at the beginning of karting I had a crush on him.

"Yeah it's ok, will you help me with the necklace" He just smiled and got out of bed and helped me. He hugged me and I felt better again "you look really good like a bitch who will show the boy where he belongs" I turned to him and smiled too "Denny sometimes I wonder if I deserve you and until earlier today my look is revenge"

I sat on the passenger side of Dennis' car and we headed towards the club where everyone was supposed to be, I looked at the clock in the car and it was 7:40 pm I thought we wouldn't be late much, it's almost nothing. The road didn't take long so we quickly went inside and I saw our group but we had to go first past my brother's friends I felt heightened even someone whistled at me but I saw Max's overprotective gaze which didn't bode well. Suddenly I heard a whistle at me but already in our group of friends it was Jüri so I just smiled "what a chick. I'm sorry Dennis who is your companion?"

"It's sweet Jüri, you won't know your biggest nightmare in life and on the track" I started laughing with the whole group and I already had time to say hello to everyone "God what did you do with our sweet shy y/n?" Jüri was joking but I didn't mind it even funny because everyone expected me dressed in trousers and some kind of T-shirt and instead I had makeup stylized hair black little tight dress and heels which is the opposite of me but in the end I looked similar to girls of other drivers. I felt the jealous eyes not only of Arthur but also of some of Max's friends looking at me from top to bottom but I didn't care today this evening was mine and I was supposed to be the center of attention. But I could exaggerate, for example, I mixed alcohols instead of drinking only one here a little vodka, champagne, whiskey, beer or even some strange colored drinks.

Suddenly I got dizzy so I went out onto the patio, sat on the ground and tried to light a cigarette, which probably wasn't sensible under the influence of alcohol. Suddenly, I felt someone approaching me, I didn't really look who because I honestly didn't care. "Hi you look very cute" at first I thought it was some old creep but I saw in the corner of my eye it was Pierre so I tried to ignore him but he wouldn't let go. "fuck off Pierre I'm not interested" but that only made him smile which didn't mean anything good. "You pretend to be untouchable I like it as much as you in that dress" he placed his hand on my thigh which gave me goosebumps and made me uncomfortable but just in time my brother showed up "hey get your hands off her asshole" he crouched down to me and he had already gone "look at me, are you okay? did he manage to do anything to you besides what I saw how it would kill the son of a bitch" I heard a note of aggression in his voice but it was loved as much because he always defended me as needed "not everything ok but it was scary, go have fun don't worry about me i'll be going back to the hotel anyway" all i saw was a smile on his face "sure princess but if you are in danger or need to be taken away call me." it was cute he always called me princess when i was younger and took care of me. But I went back to the party with Dennis, who seemed curious as to why I wasn't around so much. "My excuse for why I wasn't that much was because I probably could have been dragged to fuck but luckily Max saved me and I'm partially sober so I need a drink" Dennis immediately spit out what he was drinking shocked as he realized "What are you okay? do you want to go back to the hotel?” I looked at him with a slight smile "give me a minute because I want to stay longer" he nodded and went back to talking to someone. "Ugh. Tequila makes me want to dance." it flowed out of my mouth "so dance with me" I heard Denny tell me so I jumped up as did he. He put his hands on my waist and I on his shoulders and we started to dance I noticed that everyone started to be jealous but Arthur probably the most because he turned red and went somewhere and all I heard was a chit in my ear "we made it" which made a slight giggle from my lips. I thanked for the dance and went to the restroom before I was alone, someone accosted me and I heard "Who the hell do you think you are?" I turned around and saw it was Arthur. "I'm sorry but I don't know what you're talking about" and I tried to walk away but he wouldn't let go and I heard something that hurt me. " You think I'm here because I'm interested in you? What do you have to say? Or what do you think about different things like you're so damn interesting? Hey. I'm going to be honest with you because no one else will. Any guy who says, that he's interested in more than just fucking you, he's full of shit. So good luck with your boyfriend." I started to cry because it was true it couldn't be "Wow that bitch can cry" it was too much I couldn't take it anymore

"You know what I honestly wouldn't give a shit what you said but I don't you act like a fucking punk then all of a sudden she's your girlfriend, she's Dennis's ex-girlfriend who cheated on him not that she didn't do it now cuz look in the restroom next door cuz she's fucking some dude right now and she was only into your brother that's why she was with you from what she said you know what it doesn't matter today I don't care about such a dick like you so fuck off" I felt good when I finally said it and left "y/n sorry stop I didn't mean to" all I did was stick my middle finger out at him and went looking for Dennis.

"I'm going to the hotel, let's see it's 4.06 am and I have a flight to Monaco at 4 pm so see you at the next race and have a nice winter break" I said goodbye to everyone and went with Denny to the car and briefly told him the whole situation and I only heard how I finished "What did he say?! what a dick he is, hey remember that's not true we all like you for your personality jokes or professionalism at the track" a smile appeared on my face. He walked me to the door and he went to his room. I had changed my clothes, washed off my makeup and tied my hair comfortably. Even before going to bed, I managed to quickly post on insta from today.

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yn/verstappen After Hour

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dennis_hauger cool kids never sleep, they just party

yn/verstappen of course, what did you think?

yourbestfriend what did you do with my y/n where is it?

yn/verstappen here and where do you think?

y/nlovver yass we need more y/n in this context

arthurandy/nfanss y/n in her heartbreak era!! our queen slaying icon

13.03 pm

I heard quite a loud knock on the door which was quite an unusual thing especially in a hotel so I got out of bed but unfortunately my hangover kicked in so the knocking became quite intrusive. "What exactly can I help you with, god Max you couldn't call or something" I gestured him inside and quickly closed the door.

"yet as if you were replying or answering! What a hangover appeared" you could hear a note of sarcasm in his voice. "Get on it because at 7pm I arranged for you to meet Horner because he wanted to so you can thank me because your career may have advanced" he made that proud father smile I've almost never seen in my life. He sat down and waited for me to get up because we were going to have something like lunch this morning anyway, but let's just say my hangover kept me in bed. Looking at the watch on the phone, it was 2 pm, so it's not that bad so we'll have time to eat something before the meeting. the flight passed peacefully I even managed to get some sleep and do my makeup to make myslef look better than now but my flight to monaco was changed to the UK due to a meeting which made me a little stressed I won't say no but I managed to post a few stories.

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Red Bull Racing headquarters at 7pm

it was 6:58 p.m. and I was standing in front of the office waiting for them to let me in. I felt my legs turn to cotton when it was my turn. I shook my hand to say hello and took a seat. "So y/n I won't beat around the bush you are one of the brightest people on our junior team so we thought we would offer you this project" what came out of Horner's shocked me a bit.

"Wow thank you so much and I think I'll take the offer no matter what it is." I was excited enough that I didn't care what it was and I was going to take it anyway. He explained to me what it would be like, in short, I would drive the car around New York, they would record it and present the Red Bull Racing junior team to the world. However, I didn't have much time because I had to fly out tomorrow, of course I can take Max with me because I found that he is experienced in all this and is my older brother.

"I can't believe my sweet little sister y/n in my car still in New York! You don't even know how proud I am of you" I was shocked because I thought Max would get mad that they would put me in his car with his number on and they say he's proud still.

It was 11 pm and I just entered the apartment monaco was a place I missed but I will spend here until March 18 and we have November 21 of course I will be leaving, like now to nyc. I have a flight tomorrow at 12 am but my brother will pick me up. I finally had time for myself, unpacked the suitcase, put on the laundry and then the dryer and packed up and went to sleep. The alarm clock rang me at 6 am because I need to take care of myself, I got dressed I went for a run after I came back I ate breakfast I took a shower and got dressed it was 8 o'clock so max will arrive in two and a half hours so I decided to watch some series. This time will pass quickly and I don't even know when I found myself on the plane, if this is how my life will look like now, but at least I know what max was up to now. Browsing through instagram, I came across a post and I laughed, I showed my brother because he looked at me with an incomprehensible look, all I heard was "They haven't even been a couple for a week, y/n tell me you didn't do it" I laughed "No of course not" he looked at me seriously " I swear I didn't contribute to this" I went back to instagram.

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motosportgossip our new paddock couple has officially announced the end of their relationship is there a reason why?

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arthurandy/nforever I respect Arthur but maybe it's time for y/n and him now?

arthurfanss liked by pierregasly?

pearpierre maybe Pierre will give us details, eh?

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nlvogue Y/n Verstappen en haar verschijning in het laatste nummer van Vogue, beschrijft de jonge Formule 2-coureur hoe moeilijk het was om een ​​vrouw te zijn in een sport als f2, terwijl ze toegeeft hoe graag ze vrouw is. Racen is altijd een ontsnapping geweest, en hij geeft toe dat het een stuk makkelijker was met zijn broer aan zijn zijde. Opgegroeid in de racewereld, zus van Max Verstappen, maar vooral bekend om haar geweldige capriolen op de baan, ook wel "black Widow" genoemd of gewoon onze Y/n Verstappen.

Begin december gaat het officieel in de verkoop

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y/nverstappen Ik ben trots op wat uit deze samenwerking naar voren is gekomen 😉

dennis_hauger I don't understand a thing but I'm still proud of you bestie ❤

user33 y/n and vogue and Dutch makes me look forward to more

arthurandy/nfan Arthur liked?!

y/nleclercshouldbe something must be up

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redbullracing we are officially announcing that on March 3rd there will be a new video of the junior project of the red bull team with y/n verstappen who will test our new cars on the streets of new york especially this car number 33 😉💪

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y/nverstappen I'm grateful and I hope it's not the last time haha

y/nloverr y/n driving for red bull still in Max's car and she in the new edition of vogue too much for today

maxverstappen1 I hope my car is in one piece y/n

y/nverstappen do you think i am you?

dennis_hauger I'm proud of you kid

y/nverstappen not that we are the same age but thanks for keeping me in your heart bestie 😘

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yn/verstappen Karma is the breeze in my hair on the weekend

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redbullracing 💪

yourbestfriend karma is your boyfriend

yn/verstappen of course karma is my boyfriend what did you think

arthur_leclerc Nice jacket I guess

yn/verstappen thanks i guess

y/nleclercshouldbe artur likes and comments again?

user567 maybe they are together but i don't think so

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a/n: wow it came out a bit long but wait for the next parts hah again sorry for mistakes and if you want to be tagged under the next part then text me.

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Season 7 Episode 9: Ashes, Ashes.

Okay I am terrified. The way everyone was speculating and what not about this episode scared me.

So far so good, awarding them for badassery.

The way Buck looked at Tommy🧑🏼‍🍳💋

Oh my lord Bobby baby. It’s all gonna be okay I promise. Athena is so worried for him.

Maddie and Chim dancing was adorbale.

Karen and Hens little family was perfect.

Christopher and Eddie are everything.

Tommy and Buck getting food together.

I hate this fucking Captain, dickbag McGee.

Bobby resigning wtf hell no.

Edmundo you ridiculous fucker.

Athena you badass. I still love Amir….

Going through Bobby interacting with everyone🥹🥹 fuck this I’m already crying.

Buck being worried about what Bobby will think about his cooking🥹 Bobby giving Buck a pep talk. Buck being worried about Bobby’s thoughts on Tommy. Bobby being supportive.

HOLY SHIT KIM SHOWED UP AND BUCK MET HER HOLY FUCK.

BUCK SHOWED UP AT EDDIES PLACE!

Buck: She kinda made it seem like she was your girlfriend.

Eddie: oh well no Marisol is my girlfriend. Kim is a friend. 🤷‍♂️

Buck: Who looks like your dead wife?

Eddie: Yeah😊

Buck: 🤔🤔

Eddie trying to justify cheating and Buck isn’t having it.

Hen, Karen, Maddie, Chimney and the kids all having dinner together is adorable.

YOU BITCH ASS COUNCILWOMAN. DO NOT DESTROY MY LESBIAN COUPLES PERFECT LITTLE FAMILY.

Kim looking at Shannon.

Eddie: You okay?

Kim: Uhmm well uh?

Kim: I think she was the love of your life.

Eddie: I think she was🙂‍↕️

Uhm wrong, Buck is the love of your life. Shannon was just your first love.🤗

I’m feeling very nervous about Amir being here….. I kinda want to throw up. Amir please I’m begging you not to do anything to hurt this family. FUCK FUCK FUCK. Athena why’d you go and do that. He of course was going to get upset seeing the man who killed his wife living a good life with a wife and kids who love him.

I do not like when mom and dad fight.

Damn Hen went fucking kicking in that office. Hell yes baby. That fucking cunt(I don’t use that word lightly). My sweet sweet Mara. Denny defending Mara.

Kim came back to act like Shannon. She cut her hair to look like her. Eddie is going through a crisis. Holy hell this is crazy. Oh my sweet little Eddie boy. It’ll all be okay baby, it’s all gonna be okay.

Bobby, Athena, Eddie, Christopher, Marisol, Kim, Hen, Karen, Denny and Mara are all really going through it.

What the hell is going on with Buck, Maddie, Tommy, Chimney, Ravi and Jee?

BOBBY SEEING HIS DAD. NO YOU BITCH ASS AMIR. I KNEW HE WAS GONNA DO SOMETHING CRAZY LIKE THIS. NOT THE HOUSE THAT ATHENA LOVED SO MUCH. BOBBY HAVING A HEART ATTACK. I HATE THIS EPISODE. HOW ARE YOU GONNA JUST END IT LIKE THAT?

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Jee-Yuns' Playtime

Jee-Yun centric cause she needs love! She's adorable😭, also I'm basing her personality off Lily from Modern Family and the stories of her going to daycare/pre-school and meeting kids whilst getting into mischief. No coherent storyline, just funny tidbits I think would happen when she ultimately goes to school.

After Jee-Yun turned four, Maddie and Chim decided she was ready for preschool(Hen convinced them too). The first few days had been great. The teachers and caretakers were super helpful and reported that she was on her best behavior. Wouldn't fuss when told no and wouldn't throw a tantrum when naptime was supposed to happen.

Everything was great. Till it wasn't. Which, okay, Maddie and Chim were dramatic, but to be fair they didn't expect her to be an imp this early. At least in front of others.

"She what?"

"She put a kid in time out." Mrs.Niamh answered smiling humorously.

"How?/Why?" The Buckley-Han parents wondered. Smiling brighter, trying not to laugh, Mrs.Niamh replied.

"He tried putting glitter on the floor and she caught him. Walked opposite of the room, yanked the glitter bottle out of his hands, and said, 'You'll get it back when you stop trying to sparkle the room! Go in the book corner!'." Makes sense. Jee-Yun hated glitter. It offended her to the core. One time Maddie tried putting some glitter in her fair for a small party with the firehouse crew and Jee ran to the garden hose and sprayed the glitter out of her hair. 

Other parents would be mad, obviously, but Maddie couldn't help but be impressed that she efficiently undid her tight hair and didn't get her clothes wet. Gotta recognize the tenacity I guess.

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"Mason was crying today."

"Oh no, how come?"

"Someone put sand in his hair." The dead tone in her voice was surprisingly enjoyable for the adults. Especially with something random or just outright sad. She was like Lily from Modern Family. Except, not a little bitch. No shade to her though, she's iconic.

"Awh, poor Mason. Did you help him get it out?" The silence was the only answer Maddie received. Raising a brow, Maddie turned slightly to her kid in the living room. Who was sitting on the floor drawing random things on the coffee table. "Jee?"

"I might have, been the one to put it in his hair." Not looking up but slowly coloring the mini poodle she drew. Pursing her lips, Maddie huffed through her nose trying not to break. She needed to set an example.

"Oh. Why?"

"He was in the way." Maddie has a few weaknesses. This was one of them.

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Dropping off Jee-Yun and Nia along with the boys at Athena and Bobby's was an idea. Whether it was a good idea was still up to debate between Chim and Buck. Anyway, Christmas was three weeks away and Athena liked to decorate early so they wouldn't stress about it later. So she got Harry, Christopher, Denny, and the girls to help out.

While the Denny worked on the garlands, Chris and Harry helped the girls put the ornaments on the lower part of the tree. Athena was working on the taller bits. Nia was being organized, moving some around if it didn't look proportional in her brain. Jee-Yun on the other hand couldn't care less for symmetry.

Looking down Athena laughed at the scene beneath her. Chris was handing Jee ornaments while she placed them where she wanted. And what she wanted was 9 ornaments on the same branch. Taking a quick picture, Athena sent it to the family group chat and was bombarded with 'awes'.

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During Spring the kids were able to go outside and enjoy nature in the backyard of their daycare. Jee-Yun was playing with ladybugs she found in the grass in the corner while the other kids were running around near the jungle gym and swings.

When she felt something hit her head, she rubbed the top of it and looked around. A branch had fallen from the tree in front of her. Looking up at it, Jee-Yun wondered what it would be like to be that high up. So she set out to find out.

Gripping the crevices of the tree as best she could she climbed up without letting any of her teachers notice. Once up to the top she looked around and saw the city buildings in the distance. Yawning, she realized she was tired and leaned backward on the tree closing her eyes. A small nap couldn't hurt, right?

It could be if your dad was a firefighter and your mom was a first responder. When the teacher noticed that the girl with purple shoes wasn't in her favorite corner of the classroom, she immediately informed someone. And that someone called 911. And the person who answered was May.

Who glanced over at Maddie enjoying her lunch peacefully. Yeah no, keep quiet for now till they get someone on it. And that they did, the 118 that is. Chim getting shot was less stressful than this. He was the one who convinced Maddie to leave his little girl at the daycare to relieve the stress on them and the team.

"Chim you gotta focus or you're staying near the truck," Bobby said firmly despite his worries building.

When arriving parents were already picking up their kids. Ignoring the children awing them, they walked over to the teacher who initially reported the missing girl.

"I only noticed till the last 30 minutes, how she slipped my view I don't know. She's always very outspoken!"

This was true. Jee-Yun was a force of nature that the world wasn't ready for.

"The last time I saw her was outside in the back near the jungle gym. I got distracted with other students." Chim didn't blame her, he didn't, but his dad mode was kicking up and he didn't want to be near her right now. Instead, he veered off with Ravi following him to look around the fence to ensure none of it was clipped or open.

As the others called out, Hen looked up at the rustle in the leaves. Getting directly underneath she looked up and saw little feet dangling.

"Jee!" She yelled out multiple times gathering the attention of her team.

"No sarang, ireona!" Chim yelled in Korean waking up the girl successfully. Rubbing her eyes, she looked down and saw her family beneath her.

"Hi, Daddy!"

Breathing out a sigh of relief, the team got the ladder and got her down.

"Wanna explain why you gave your teacher a heart attack by climbing a tree?"

"I wanted to know what it would be like to be a branch. And I was sleepy."

Laughing at her explanation, the teacher thanked them, farewelled the 2/3 Buckley-Han duo, and left. Putting Jee-Yun in the fire truck was a fun car ride back to the station.

When they told the story to Maddie back home, they all laughed while watching Turning Red. Chim couldn't help but compare the girl in overalls to his passionate and blunt daughter.

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CPDS as quotes from my theatre department’s discord pt 3

“Bad for business those bad dreams” -Max Bennett

“I came here to just mourn and cry” -Vanessa Wilcock-Wynn-Carroway

*in a southern accent* “There’s a difference between has sex and FUCKS” -Sandra Wilkinson (this just feels like her in 90 Degrees)

“Of course it’s you people with glasses on that like ranch” -Robert Grove (I feel like he would be a ranch hater)

“He looks like if he were in a 90s movie he would say ‘hey mister!’” -Annie Twilloil (about Dennis)

“Who the hell is burning their house down on a Sunday night?” -Jonathan Harris

“Sometimes I see a cute kid and I’m like oh I could take that” -Robert Grove

“It’s being pulled down by gravity…….or something else” -Trevor Watson

“He’s a sheltered little boy” -Sandra Wilkinson “Stop acting like you know everything about my life” -Chris Bean

“I’m feeling a lot of judgment for my open-toed shoes today” -Jonathan Harris

“You look like Jimmy Dean….I don’t know what Jimmy Dean looks like” -Annie Twilloil

“Brown, green, orange, yellow. I know my colors” -Trevor Watson

“Have you ever sneezed and thought: this is the day I die?” -Vanessa Wilcock-Wynn-Carroway

“There’s more ink on a crossword puzzle than a sudoku, so it tastes better” -Dennis Tyde

“I am the court of law bitch” -Robert Grove (literally just Trial to Watch)

“Is your heart muscle dying?” -Max Bennett (feels very Trial to Watch autopsy scene to me)

“I keep getting alarmed by my own shadow” -Dennis Tyde

“If you speak to me I’ll kill you” -Trevor Watson

“I can’t English the words” -Dennis Tyde

“I don’t think I would be surprised if someone stabbed me. It was probably coming for me at some point” -Robert Grove

“X is the ugliest number” -Max Bennett

“I hate you too. I’m so good at this game”-Robert Grove

“Why do you feel weird? You feel weird to my eyes. STOP” -somehow also Robert Grove

“I’m a dumbass. I’m a dumbass. I’m a dumbass. I’m a dumbass. I’m a dumbass.” - Dennis Tyde backstage every show before he goes on (I did not change a single thing about this quote attribution except for the name)

“Oh Christopher, why are you twirling?” -Sandra Wilkinson in the most utterly disappointed voice you’ve ever heard (again nothing was changed but the names)

“I’m always scared that my pants are gonna heave ho and let go” -this could apply to so many of them (Trevor, Annie, Jonathan)

“NOW LET’S GO DESTROY THE SET” -literally just the whole show

Bonus

“You fucking rat bastard, shit bag” -this is Dan from Now Museum, Now You Don’t

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[panatheia]

Okay im 3 or 4 episodes deep into Kaos, and I dont know of its a bad show or not, cause im enjoying it so far

Só here are my thoughts about it YAY (!be careful, if you care about spoilers)

First of all, Cassandra of Troy is a relevant character love that for my girl. Shoutout for the other Trojan women, Andromache and Hecuba, they are just so tired

Euridice my darling only wanted to move o with her life and curse the gods but nooo, she had to be hit by truck-kun and NOT be renewd

Orpheus dude is so real, if Riddy was my wife i would kms to join her

Also, can we all shit on Zeus head for a second? Bros an asshole wtf i totally forgot about that. Like, shooting your ball boys because of a watch? Being a total ahole to the only son that still visits you despite their stepmothers bitching? Planning to cause mass destruction, war and general mayhem in the Earth just because? Dude, get a hobbie

Now onto the Trojans 7 part omg i was so sad the entire time. When Theseus first showed Nax I took one look at that twink and I knee he'd die but I didn't think it would Hurt™ so much

Seriously, when Andromache is hugging him and he said that ir would all be ok, and cassandra screaming for them to run, thats when I knew that i was in for a tear fest. When Ari woke up to the screams of Andromache, I couldn't even see anymore cause i was crying a lot. And the way they hung the kids corpses from the wall in an allusion to Nax being trown from Troys gates as an infant (ody im looking at you), I was sad

Okay, moving to brighter topics, going down the underworld its such a fun bit! Hades and Persephone haven't done any godly bulshit and seem tô be the only healthy couple around this show so kudos for them

Riddy is having a hard time poor girl. First she dies. Then she discovers that she cant reincarnate. Then she has to work for 200 years. Then the food tastes like nothing. Then shes stuck with a annoying bitch at work. Godness, someone give her a break

Caeneus my beloved your myth is so sad you deserved better. I hope you can help little Nax and you lot in the underworld can be happy

Dyonisus has his priorities straight, ngl. Get a promotion, help the dude that makes cool music and most importantly, taking care of Dennis, the single most important character is this show

Going back to orpheus. Dude, not Cool taking your wife's coin so she cant cross. Not cool

And finally, Minos, you're a bitch and Ari, they could never make me like you, wdym "Your segregation is for your own benefit" girl

Anyways, soon I'll have more updates

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Preview to the Final Part of ‘Just Because I Wont Kill For You, Doesn't Mean I Won’t Die For You’

So, I meant to post this a few days ago, but life. Here’s your preview, I hope you enjoy!

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“Fuck that, everyone wants to fuck with my day and they’re not even paying for this shit! We’re taking them now!”

“There’s my girl,” Denny laughs.

“Can we leave now?” Lloyd scowls.

“Oh my sweet love, always a trooper,” you taunt before kissing his cheek.

Taj gets everyone together for photos, the women going before the men, and she’s quickly taken into the living area while everyone lines up in the kitchen, prepping to walk down the steps to the backyard wedding reception.

“You’d think Taj would want to be more punctual since she’s paying for all this,” Stacey, the most annoying bridesmaid, mutters to the groomsman she has her arm linked with.

There goes the last bit of your patience.

“Stacey,” you snap with a plastic smile on your face as you turn to face her “you’ve been nothing but an irritable cunt all day, and while Taj is too nice to say anything about it, I’m not. I don’t want to hear another fucking complaint from you today, do you understand me?”

“Excuse me?! You’ve got some fucking-”

“Stacey, I swear on my Mother’s grave that I will break all of your fucking fingers right before you’re set to walk down that isle. Do you want broken fingers? I have a feeling you don’t, so I suggest you be as pleasant as fucking possible for the rest of the fucking day, okay?”

All she can do is nod.

“Does anyone else have anything else they wanna bitch about?” you snap at everyone else.

You’re met with a terrified chorus of ‘no’ and you smile.

“Good! Now, get ready! It’s about to start any moment!” you beam before facing forward.

“I wanna fuck you so bad right now, Mommy,” Lloyd whispers as he leans down.

“Oh, I know you do, Daddy,” you smirk.

The music starts and that’s your cue for you and Lloyd to start down the steps. Everyone is where they need to be and the ceremony begins. You, being the sap that you are, start crying as Taj starts down the isle. She gives you a small wink, her own eyes misty like yours. As the preacher starts his little soliloquy about love and unity, you and Lloyd can’t keep your eyes off one another. Denny and Taj read their vows and a few more tears keep falling as you both smile at each other.

‘I love you,’ he mouths to you.

‘I love you, too. Forever,’ you mouth back through a sniffle.

Soon enough they recite their vows, exchange their rings, say their ‘I dos’, and they’re pronounced man and wife.

Yes, you’re a bit jealous because you want your own wedding day, but no matter. Your heart soars seeing Taj finally have the fairy tale ending she deserves. You can tell that Lloyd’s itching to pull you into the nearest room, but Taj quickly calls for photos before throwing a knowing look your way. You stick your tongue out at her.

[spacedadpicard]

ok. if you could take Dennis for a day trip. to ANYWHERE. where would you bring him and what would you do? also same question but with Data this time

HELLOOOO I AM FINALLY ANSWERING THIS.

and. hoo boy. both difficult questions for different reasons.

dennis is difficult because he is. dennis. he's a big mean bitch and no matter where i take him, he'll make me cry. but i'll still try my damnedest to make him happy because that's how little i respect myself much i love him.

that being said, i think i'd take him to something with music. i feel like when we see the gang at their most... 'mellow'? music is usually involved (see: them actually working together to put on 'the nightman cometh' (even if not for entirely selfless reasons (and even if charlie wrote it in the first place with manipulative intent))). i don't think it's ever mentioned who his favourite artist is, but assuming that he had one i'd take him to a performance of theirs.

data is hard bc like. what the hell can i show him that the man hasn't already seen? but, that being said, i think he'd appreciate the gesture, and i think he'd appreciate whatever thought i put into it.

i would say something to do with music again, but that feels like a cop out. perhaps instead to the uffizi gallery? i think, as an artist himself, he would enjoy seeing such a collection of important artistic works. he can info dump to me as much as he likes about any and all of it.

[calypsoff3]

Thirty Seven.

My phone is blowing up, I mean in the sense of it’s my birthday and everyone is messaging me, but the most important people are on facetime with me, so I am not bothered about the rest “so what is auntie doing for your birthday mom?” Tianna asked me on facetime “erm, well right now I am getting my nails done because I broke two and nearly broke my ankle, but I am fine, so she has paid for someone to come and have my nails done” Rylee is smirking “yeah what a lovely thing she has done for you” she knows of course, Amerie bought back Raihan, but she is holding him this time “Raihan, hey. Stop it, why are you crying? Talk to me” Imani rolled her eyes “boys ruin everything, why does he need to cry” she huffed out “it’s ok Imani, he is a baby still” Rylee sniggered “you baby him mom, he needs to stop having a pacifier too, a whole four year old” side eyeing her “shut up, Raihan hey baby. Mommy will be home tomorrow. I am coming home so it’s ok. I am not going to be away for long. I am sick of seeing Rylee escaping from the front door straight after school” Tianna looked at Rylee “mommy” he pointed at Rylee “what is it Raihan” he smiled, his sad little face “mommy she see boy” Rylee rolled her eyes “I know she sees Melo outside the house, I am not stupid” these kids love to snitch on each other “well we all like to meet on the low don’t we” she is a bitch this girl “wow” I said, she smiled at me “wow” she said back “Raihan baby, mommy will be back. Don’t you worry, stop being sad. I will call you all again, but I need to get my nails finished off, thank you for the call and I can’t wait to come home and wear my gifts, I am shocked you bought me any” that is cute of them “why not, you’re the best” Tianna said “thank you, and please. Stop locking Junior in a room because he’s annoying, my poor child is unwell too. When I call back I want to see him ok?” these kids have been locking Junior in a room “mommy not go” Raihan said “mommy wants to go” Rylee said, “mommy is going to beat Rylee’ ass when I see her, you said something about Cameron, who is that again?” Tianna gasped “Cameron, Cameron? The Cameron” I am going “I remember, I heard, and I will be asking” she is now quiet “bye babies” putting my phone down and disconnecting the call with my one hand “kids” I said to the nail artist “aww they love you a lot” I chuckled “how did you break nail? Lot of damage” I scoffed “erm, between hiking and being in a tent doing things” I laughed, that sex in the tent really did me “oh” she laughed “Rihanna hiking?” I laughed out “it’s funny, I mean to see me do that” shaking my head “you must really love man” nodding my head smiling “it was surreal” I mumbled.

I am sick of everyone laughing at the fact I did a hike; I have had enough of speaking to anyone and even saying it to them. They don’t see me as a naturist and that I would do that, but I did, and they will soon see pictures of Chris and I, not right now though. They are confused on why I did it, but it was with Chris so it would make more sense to them, Jah knows, and he goes you fucking love that man to last breath because he wouldn’t. He has got me this lovely lady to come and do my nails and feet, so I am happy now. Smiling down at the Instagram post, Chris has posted me, but I wonder where he is. He dropped me off here but then left, told me he will see me at the hotel. Seeing the picture he posted, he posted our meet and greet picture, how did he get this. I remember he didn’t want it, he said keep it but who gave it him, unless Dennis did but look at my face. Oh I was so happy, I didn’t think I would ever see him again, I like this. Swiping across, a picture of me at a meeting I think, this looks like my listening face, I always find it cute he has these random private pictures of me doing these things, swiping across to the next picture. Me and Raihan, this was a week later after I gave birth, I was so in awe with my handsome boy. Even though I was done with life, babies after babies. Scrolling to the caption ‘I am not going to write a whole paragraph but thank you for everything, Happy Birthday’ poking my lips out, I don’t need him to write much for me, I know. Scrolling down, I laughed out, Rylee either loves me or hates me, it’s a video too. Putting the video on, oh I am on the phone “do you know who you speaking on? You can’t have me, if you can’t have my daughter. Do you know who my daughter is? Rylee Fenty-Brown you need to know that you will regret this call, if she isn’t on the first call up list, I don’t want to hear it. You I will never even look at your company, bye” Rylee flipped the camera ono her face “that’s my mom yo” I did not know she recorded that, swiping across, she keeps posting videos as it played.

“We have a new foreign maid in the house, wait. I am trying to find her” Rylee is running through the house in New York “maid!” she shouted and flipped the camera over “she was shipped from Barbados” I gasped, that is me cleaning “that bitch” I swear I don’t see it “you bad behave again Rylee, you rasshole. Move!” I spat “she’s hard at work” I am flabbergasted at this girl, and another video “mom!” Rylee shouted, I looked at her in the video “I love you” she said “I love you too” oh I am working hard here clearly because I went back it, I am apprehensive seeing the next one, scrolling to the side again it’s a picture of Rylee and I after her cheerleading practice, I look a mess here I think. Looking at the caption ‘My mother, my best friend, my side kick, my everything. I love this woman so much, she is the person I want to be, I strive to be, but I won’t amount to her, I never will because she is unique. I am so lucky to call you my mom, to watch you work on your craft. I love you mom, thank you for being my friend. I have so many memories of you mom, the real you and nobody will ever see, just a little insight (don’t be mad) Happy Birthday my queen’ that is so sweet of her, I can see Tianna has posted too, oh these kids are on it today, no waiting around at all. I hope it’s not videos and it’s not, a picture of Tianna and I, this was when I first held her, these girls a sentimental as hell, scrolling across. Oh I remember this, I was working on my album, and I literally took her with me, and she was just six months, she was in the booth with me, I was there for them. It was Imani more then anything that missed put. The next picture is a selfie of us, we look so good. Going to the caption ‘You deserve the world mom; I will never forget how you stood by me through things. I love you and Happy Birthday’ taking in a deep breath, she knows she messed a lot of things up, but I love her, she is my heart. I have had a lot of sentimental birthday love here, and from my loved ones that mean the most.

My mother posted a birthday message to me and that is fine but why is it she had to post a picture of me and Clinton, it was on the wedding day, and I was just saving face, like I know that would annoy Chris, but she is being calculated with that. I am shocked Mel even posted but she did, and I miss her, I do. I miss her so much, but she is a lost soul, I pray for her, I do. She is hurting, she never thought her life would be in this position, she wants love too. Joyce posted, a lovely little message. I love when she said you’re an angel that saved my angel, like that means a lot to me because she knows what he has, that’s it really. I am happy now, I am happy with everything and my nails that have been done, I am more than happy now. Closing the door behind me to the room “Chris?” I dragged out, oh these rose petals, I hope he is naked on the bed. I will accept that as a gift, I am such a feign and it’s crazy, I don’t understand why I am like this now. Following the rose petals, it led me to the bedroom, seeing a dress hung up “Chris?” I wonder if he is here, but I don’t think he is, seeing the note on the bed. Taking the note ‘Wear the dress, the car ride will be waiting for you’ oh he is meeting me elsewhere then, now this is a birthday, I am excited now. This is sexy, he wants my leg out, oh this is nice, it has a plunge neckline with twist front cut out, a split thigh dress. That man knows me, I like this though. Looking on the bed, he has laid out the jewellery too, he isn’t playing with me, it’s his choice I see.

Oh I am showing out with my legs out, I have no idea where this driver is taking me but he has stopped at some sort of jungle, an old building I would say but he is just holding the door open for me to get out, I reluctantly got out of the car and made my way through these doors that look broken to me anyways, looking around this abandoned place. Looking down at the ground and there is rose petals again so I will follow it along, Chris has literally picked this outfit all out for me and I like it really. Stepping down from the steps and it’s hidden secret garden, oh this is beautiful. It is just a small entrance door but inside is a paradise, my smile grew seeing Chris “now how the hell you find this?” I said walking over to him “oh I got help for this; you like?” nodding my head “this is a like a secret paradise” pressing a kiss to his lips as we hugged “I love it” I really do “happy birthday” moving back from the hug he held my hands “well I wanted to do something else, but this will suffice and I see the nails are done, you can stop bring about” he laughed looking at my nails “you like?” he nodded his head “perfect, like you. I chose this for you” I scrunched up my face “you always hate my skin on show” which he does “that is because you mine but I don’t mind it, I know you mind forever” he bought my hand up to him, pressing a kiss to the back of my hand “I love you, come” he led me away “I like this shirt wearing, buttons open too” men can wear something so simple, like he is just wearing an open shirt and I am turned on already “come, sit down” he pulled my chair our “how cute, thank you” sitting down and he tucked my chair in “are you serving too? You got your butler outfit on” he sniggered “you wish, I got that sorted” he sat across from me, he is smiling to himself “you look really beautiful Robyn, I am just in awe” he looked at me finally “thank you, it means a lot to me” Chris blushed looking down.

Chris has really made sure everything is dealt with, he has waiters for everything “would you be upset if I bought you no gifts?” he asked me, but I shrugged “you think I care about gifts, I got you. That makes me happy alone” Chris chuckled “well I got to make up for last time, and of course I need to really give a sorry gift too. Like just because I have what I have, it don’t excuse a lot of the shit that happened or what I did so yeah” he waved over someone “I just want to make it up to you in peace, do our thing too of course but hidden for a while. So yeah, while I was in London with Maxwell, we did a lot together and I told him, I said I have divorced Robyn for our own good, not sure what she is doing but I will remarry her, he said ok that is something you want. So we went shopping, I think we was in Harrods, yeah it was there. We was just looking around, I bought some clothes there with an assistant and I saw this ring” he dig into his pocket, sitting forward on the table, oh he got me gifts “emerald, you love that, and it just caught my attention and Maxwell said but that is near enough a million, I said I don’t care. I said that I will use it to remarry Robyn, I will do it, we will do it. I know us, how we are. We will find each other again. I didn’t know at that point that you didn’t want the divorce or that you didn’t put it through, I really didn’t so it’s different with how I am going to do this, I was going to use this to actually remarry you” Chris laughed out “but we can do it different, I will do it like this” he got up from the chair, oh he is going to make me ugly cry. Shuffling my chair back as he got on one knee “see I really thought you was going to let it go through, I was prepared you know” he laughed, oh I am giggling, I am going to cry now. Watching him get the ring from the box, oh this is so beautiful “Robyn” he said “Rihanna” he held my hand “Fenty-Brown” he laughed “you still a brown, you still my wife. I want you Robyn, will you marry me?” I busted out laughing as he did too “no but on a real, I am so sorry Robyn. I know I have been nasty to you; I want to make it better with you. I want us to grow old together. I want us to be married forever, will you allow us to do this together? Let me fix it” I am teary eyed “you know I want you Chris, you don’t need to do that” he put the ring on my finger, he got up from his position and he pecked my lips “I also got you something, one of a kind Robyn” I am concerned on what he has got, seeing a light blue box “this is a Mouawad 1001 Nights Diamond Purse, cost me about” he paused, I jumped off the chair “Chris!” I screamed out “you’re joking!? Oh my god, oh my god” this is crazy, he has really bought me this bag “a whole diamond bag Chris, this is like three million? Are you fucking crazy, oh my god. I might faint again” Chris laughed “I am broke now but I got it for you” my eyes widened; this bag is one of one “you literally bought this for me!? This is insane Chris, this is better then a Birkin. Wow!” He’s blown me, I was not expecting this at all.

I had to take a picture of this, I’m sorry but this is the most amazing gift “the fact nobody has this! You have outdone yourself Chris, oh my god. Wow” adding a caption ‘Dese bitches can’t be me and never will be!’ Pressing send, let me take a selfie. Staring at myself on the Rih camera, my boobs are sitting no wonder he got me this. Taking the picture at an angle, oh I am on fire, I had to show my ring off of course ‘its my birthday bitch’ pressing send on the post “you done?” Chris said “yeah” I am the happiest girl in the world “you happy though?” He asked me “I am so happy that you can fuck me in the ass dry” Chris busted out laughing, I am dead ass “Robyn you want to cry? Wow, you’re really happy. I’ll take that” Chris is grinning so wide “I am so happy, like you can use me as a rag doll for sex. This bag is amazing, the ring. I just, move back in. Act like nothing happened, I will announce it right now” Chris is laughing at me but I am just happy “I have had a massage, my nails done, dick, diamonds, proposed too. I am the happiest bitch in this planet. My god Chris” he has literally done it “you are thinking with your head, stop it. I love you so much” he is right but who the hell just buys anyone this, he has outdone himself in so many ways.

[anotherhumanpet]

None of them would be looking forward to the daunting task of talking to Rob, but it had to be done. It made things easier in the long run if Rob caved in. If he didn’t...well he deserved a warning of some kind, didn’t he? He wasn’t sure if Jaden would agree. Judas however had only known of Rob mostly in passing.

Judas felt grateful that Jaden had really been listening when they were talking earlier. Jaden didn’t have to credit Judas, he would have been happy knowing someone was genuinely listening. “We’ll make things work. Whatever we have to do, it’ll work.”

"We're the adults here." Jaden continued on Judas' point as he finally softened his expression while looking at Dennis. There wasn't quite a smile on his face, but the annoyed scowling had finally backed off into something far more normal - like his usual resting bitch face without quite being a full bitch face either. "It's our job to make it work so you can relax a little, and not cook your own dinners all the time or fight off your own gods, robots, and horrors."

Something in Dennis finally broke then. He couldn't tell what snapped, but something gave way and made his chest feel constricted, all while breathing became something almost impossible to do. His whole body seemed to shake on the exhales and while the inhales were coming in through short, wheezing gasps. It was only when his cheeks started feeling wet did he finally realize that he was starting to cry.

Jaden wasted no time motioning for Judas to fall in while he stepped up to their nephew and pulled the kid's head into his lap to hold him through whatever was going on.

[beautyinthebreakdown19]

Exploring Some Things

You ask me why I gave up on you and on us. The truth is, I didn’t think that I had. I still don’t think that I have. I want you to know that what you are about to read is not going to answer all of your questions and it is really just scratching the surface of what we have been through. It does not address the things that led up to you leaving. What it does explore is what I think the disconnect is between what you view as me giving up on us, and what I view as me still loving you just the same as I always had/have. 

When I was young, probably 3 or 4 years old, I remember realizing that my dad wasn’t a safe person. I was really close to my mom and even though she tried to hide it, I could see the way his behavior changed her energy. She was different when he was around, and not in a good way. She was tense and uncomfortable; she was careful and reactive. It was a notable difference from the person I spent so much time with day in and day out. We were connected, and I noticed the change in her probably more than my siblings. 

I recall being in the car with my entire family, my dad driving us home from dinner at the Chinese buffet in Rolla. We were singing a song that came on the radio...I don’t remember what it was. I do remember that it was rock and roll and my dad and Adrienne knew all of the words. I chimed in on the chorus, because that’s the part I knew. I must have been a little older because Denny was a baby and Brittany was a toddler. They were both laughing and bopping along. It was a really happy moment, feeling connected like that. And then, out of nowhere, a truck cut in front of the van and my dad started screaming expletives at the driver. He sped up and was inches from the truck’s bumper, revving the engine and getting closer and closer. Screaming “Don’t FUCK WITH ME you STUPID MOTHER FUCKER” and slamming his fists against the steering wheel. My mom was screaming too now, only she was pleading with him to stop. She was begging him to let it go and to stop driving erratically with us in the car. She said “We’re going to wreck, Dennis! You’re going to kill your children!”

That only made him more furious. He screamed at her. He spit in her face. He told her that she was a stupid bitch and that she is “always like this”. He swerved in and out of traffic to keep up with the truck; he honked and gestured at the male driver. At some point the driver had returned my dad’s aggression and he was now gesturing back at us, motioning for my dad to pull over to the side of the road. My mom was still pleading for him to let this go. To just get us home safely. He looked at her and said “I am going to bite this mother fucker’s throat out and spit it back in his face!”. He proceeded to pull over to the side of the road, sliding on the gravel that collected there and almost losing control of the vehicle. I remember that we all screamed and I grabbed ahold of Brittany because she was sliding in her seatbelt next to me. My dad jumped out of the car and my mom continued to scream his name and cry. We were all crying. 

I remember closing my eyes because I was sure he was about to die. Or that I was about to die. When I closed my eyes, I was flooded with visions of things I had seen in horror movies. I imagined my dad biting this man’s neck out and spitting it in his face. I literally flinched because the image was so vivid and real. I closed my eyes and rocked back and forth to try and make the image go away. 

And this is where the memory ends for me. I know that they did have a physical altercation and I know I saw it. I know my dad “won” the fight and that we sped away. My mom later confirmed that it was just a scuffle and a few punches, and that everyone walked away alive. But again, I don’t know. I don’t remember us leaving. I remember driving home with him driving like a crazy person, screaming at my mom and blaming her for the entire situation. I remember holding and rocking Brittany and trying to entertain Denny so he wouldn’t get the rage directed at him. He was just a baby. 

These episodes took place all throughout my life, especially in my early to mid childhood. It was always a little different and sometimes the situations were more minor; sometimes they were more intense. There were times when guns were pulled. He carried a baseball bat at all times. It didn’t happen every time we went somewhere together, but it happened enough that I lived in constant fear that the tide was about to shift at any moment. I have no idea how many times things like this happened, because most of them are just blank memories where I know the feeling that I felt, but I don’t know what incident caused me to feel it. I got really good at forgetting. 

I am telling you this because you want to know where I pulled away from you, and you are confused when I say it was “when you left”. I’ve been trying to understand this question because in my mind, I didn’t pull away from you. But I am realizing now that when you left me and went to Cory’s, it wasn’t the act of leaving that triggered me. It was the fact that when you left, you made erratic posts on social media and you had told people that I put my hands on you. You were calling me a liar and a cheater, even though I didn’t feel like either of those things. And for me, this all happened without warning. I never, in a million years, thought you would broadcast our struggles out to our entire world. I couldn’t imagine doing that to you, even if you deserved it. I wouldn’t because I thought our loyalty to one another ran deeper than our need for temporary validation or relief. I would never want anyone to think less because there was no one more important to me on the entire planet. When this happened, it stole my ability to feel safe with you. It destroyed the most basic thing that I require in a relationship, which is a sense of stability in moments of extreme strife. 

That is a very tall order in a relationship, and I am not here to claim that it is a fair standard. But it is what I require because my trauma makes sure that at the first sign on unpredictable or unstable behavior, I put on every piece of armor that I own and hunker down until the seas become calm again. What I don’t do, is flee. It doesn’t even occur to me that it’s an option. It’s not what was modeled to me, and it’s not my natural instinct. I continue to love deeply, but the armor remains. My ability to try and repair my trust or the relationship isn’t my first reaction-- it is to remain calm; stay still; provide consistency; be quiet. So when you ask me why I didn’t fight for you or try harder to fix the situation, this is the best answer that I can provide. I thought I was, but I was paralyzed I guess. 

I am not comparing you to my father or any of the other trauma providers in my life. I am taking a deep dive into when I think happened when I lost the ability to trust what I thought I *knew* in our relationship, which was that you would never treat me a certain way. And when something suddenly happened to change that belief in me, the armor came on, and I haven’t been able to shed it since. No matter how much I want to and no matter how much I try, I am triggered into inaction. 

This is an exploration of something I’ve never really explored more than on just a surface level. I am hesitant to send this to you because there is a lot of context missing and I am afraid you will put this against a timeline or dissect it with the intention of proving me “wrong”. That is not to say that this is something you always do, this is just my fear and I am naming it. I don’t want you to internalize something from this that I don’t mean. 

I am sending it anyway because you have asked me to try and really understand all of this, so I am trying and I am willing. 

[foreverrandomwritings]

Season 7 Episode 10: All Fall Down.

I have a feeling no matter what happens in this episode I will not be prepared.

NOT THEM SHOWING THE FUCKING FIRE AGAIN WITH A HEARTBEAT BEHIND IT. THE MUSIC AND EVERYTHING IS GONNA MAKE ME CRY.

HIS WISHES IF HIS CONDITION BECOMES PROLONGED.

EDDIE FUCK OFF! BUCK IS HERE TO SAVE THE DAY.

Oh Buck is like: I’m here what can I do??

Eddie: What you always do figure it out!!!

Oof Christopher called the grandparents😬

Mara my sweet little angel. Hen, Denny and Karen🥹🥹

Hen, Chimney, Buck and Eddie all showing up at the hospital for Bobby.

Oof Athena about to go into a fucking rager to get Amir. Though now I’m not sure it was him.

No no no no no. I do not like that they are showing the house.

Who the fuck is this Polly character?

Athena getting Maddie’s help😬

Maddie calling Chim and ratting her out😂

Athena is really sure Amir is the one that started the fire. But I’m really fucking wondering if it was him or not. Cause this Polly fucker seems sketch. IT WAS POSSIBLY THE CARTEL! I KINDA FORGOT ABOUT THEM!

Eddie, Chim, Hen and Buck all convening about what’s going down with Athena and Amir.

It possibly wasn’t the Cartel but instead rogue old man…..

This bitch(affectionately) is thinking about arson. Oh Athena🤦🏾‍♀️ SHE DID ARSON! AMIR IS SO SCARED. AMIR DIDN’T CAUSE THE FIRE! YAYAYAYAYAY!

I kinda feel like the whole catching the bad guy thing just happened way too fast this episode. I was kinda hoping it would transfer into next season.

BOBBY IS AWAKE.

Oof I kinda forgot about the Eddie issue and the Hen issue.😅😅

Hen better get on her hands and knees and beg for Mara back. I don’t care that her call was good.

TOMMY AND BUCK HAVING DINNER! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP.

Buck: Bobby is the father I never had.

Tommy: Your father is alive. Mine also sucked.

Buck: So we both have daddy issues.

Tommy: No.

Buck: But you think I do?

Tommy: I hope so😉

CHRISTOPHER WANTS TO GO TO TEXAS. FUCK YOU.

Athena, Bobby, May and Harry🥹

Buck coming to talk to Christopher. I wanna throw up. Eddie thought Buck could change his mind. Oh fuck this show. I’m actually fucking sobbing.

Maddie and Chimney are letting Mara stay with them. Shut the fuck up. Now I’m really crying.

Amir coming to talk to Bobby🥹

Oh no

Oh no

Oh no

Oh no

Oh no

Oh no

Not Gerard. Please I’m begging you. Not Gerard. I need him outta there by episode 1 of season 8.

[babygirldennis]

im sure this has been pointed out before but... mac is literally dennis systeming dennis

[the--blackdahlia]

Without a Fight Chapter 3

Title: Without a Fight Chapter 3

Summary: Nick Jackson is possibly the only person in AEW without superpowers. And it used to not bug him, but in the past month, it’s been weighing on his shoulders. Until the night the storm hit. Then his world changed forever.

Warnings: Language, brainwashing, kidnapping, violence, future temporarily major character death. maybe more as I work on it.

A/N: The Japanese came from Google, so it is probably wrong. Please let me know if you guys are liking this!

“Nick?!” Matt gently shook his brother. “Come on man, you’re scaring the crap out of me.” A million thoughts were going through Matt’s head, but they all came to a screeching halt when Nick groaned and opened his eyes.

“You okay?” Hangman asked, watching Nick. 

“Did I get hit by a tuck?” He asked. “I’m so tired.”

“We should get him back to the hotel so he can rest.” Cody spoke up. “We have tomorrow off, right?”

“Yeah. We were supposed to be heading back to California for a couple days, but he’s in no shape to fly.” Matt explained, nervously combing his fingers through his hair to push it back. He never was good in situations like this. Yeah, he was the big brother, but he struggled with situations like this. Like the time he had superkicked Nick and knocked out his front tooth. He was crying just as much, if not more than Nick was.

“I just need some sleep.” Nick pushed himself up, a little wobbly on his feet. Kenny helped him keep his balance. “I’m fine Matt.”

“Yeah, I totally believe that.” Matt rolled his eyes. “Let’s get you back to the hotel.”

“Can we get Cracker Barrel first?” Nick asked. “I’m starving.” “There’s Denny’s. Is  that good enough?” Brandi asked. Nick’s stomach churned at the memory of that Denny’s trip a few years prior. 

“I’ll pass.” *****

Matt helped Nick to their room. Nick laid on his bed, staring up at the ceiling for a little bit. He assured Matt that he was fine, so Matt excused himself to go talk to the others. Nick tried to get comfortable, but it felt like small electric shocks everywhere on his body. The tingling got too much after awhile.

“Eff this.” Nick groaned, rolling out of bed. Was this how all his friends felt when it hit them? He knew that Matt would wake up surrounded by flowers when his powers developed. “I hope they’re getting me some Cracker Barrel.” He headed into the hallway, hoping to track down his friends. He headed down the hallway when he heard something behind him. Turning around, he didn’t see anything.

“Great. New powers and I’m going crazy.” He sighed and went to head the way he was going.

Only to almost run into a woman with pink and blue hair who had a mask on. Nick backed up slightly as she raised the mask and blew a green powder at his face.

“Ah!” Nick called out, a bolt of lightning hitting the girl in the shoulder.

“Kuso yarō! (Son of a bitch)!” She cried out. Nick stumbled down the hallway, vision becoming blurry with each step. His feet were like they were encased in cemetn. He wasn’t sure exactly where he was as he smacked on a door, hoping someone inside could help him.

“Holy shit!” Hangman gasped, catching Nick as he fell into his arms. Cody and Brandi were with him while Matt and Kenny went to go get food. Cody was quick to help Hangman get Nick into the room while Brandi looked outside, seeing nothing.

“What’s that on his face?” Hangman asked. Cody had seen something like this before, but he couldn’t place it. 

“There’s nothing out there,” Brandi reported. “And whatever that is has some deep magic involved. I can feel it radiating off him.”

“I’ll call Matt. Give him a heads up.” Cody told them, stepping out on to the balcony to make a call.

“Can you do something for him?” Hangman asked Brandi quietly. She could tell he was stressing as he struggled to keep from disappearing completely.

“I’ll try.” She sat by Nick, trying to undo whatever spell had been placed on him.

****

Asuka screamed as Becky worked on healing the wound to her shoulder. She was saying every cuss word she could think of in Japanese, and Seth even recognized a few of them. Becky was speaking to her, trying to sooth her, but it wasn’t really doing much good.

“How are we going to get him now?” Seth asked, pacing. “Since Asuka messed up.”

“Fuck you.” She grumbled.

“We’ll just have to go in…the home country way.” Becky told both of them.

“None of us are from the same country Becks,” Seth pointed out. “So are we going to Irish way, the Japanese way, or the Iwoans way?”

“Why not all three?” Becky shrugged. “There. Good as new.” Asuka moved her arm, testing out her shoulder.

“I say we kill them all.” Asuka flicked open what Seth had thought was just a normal fan, but instead had sharp blades on it.

“I second that.” Becky smirked.

“No.” Seth threw his hands in the air. “We have orders to follow.”

“Tyler would agree with us.” Becky walked up to him, running a hand down his chest. “Why don’t you let him out to play?”

“Yeah, no. Not a good idea.” Seth stepped back and paced for a second. “Don’t you have some magic or something we could use?”

“I’m sure I can figure something out.” Becky nodded. “But if it doesn’t work…”

“We kill.” Asuka put her mask back on and placed her blade in an inside pocket of her jacket. Seth sighed. He really needed a raise.

****

“How is he?” Matt asked, walking into the room and all but throwing the food into a chair.

“He’s still sleeping.” Brandi reported. 

“What happened?” Matt looked at Hangman and Cody.

“We don’t know man. He just showed up like this.” Cody explained. Matt was quizzing Hangman and Cody. Kenny looked at Brandi, who was staring at the door.

“You okay?” He asked her.

“Kenny, lock the door.” She stood up, quickly silencing the other three. “Now!” Kenny ran to lock the door, only for the door to fly out. Becky swung her arm, sending Matt, Kenny, Brandi, Hangman, and Cody against the walls of the room.

“Hello Eden.” Becky smirked.

“It’s Brandi.” Brandi spat. Becky walked over towards Nick, Seth and Asuka following.

“He’s still asleep.” Seth chuckled. “Good job Asuka. Let’s get him and go.”

“No!” Matt struggled to free himself, but couldn’t escape whatever bonds were holding him to the wall. “Don’t you touch him!” Seth rolled his eyes and was able to pick Nick up in a fireman’s carry.

“Let’s go.” Seth told the two women.

“Can I take one too?” Asuka asked, winking at Kenny under her mask.

“No. Mission accomplished. Let’s go.” Seth grumbled.

“Bye boys.” Becky waved as they walked out, Matt's screaming being silenced as she shut the door.

[spacedadpicard]

Character bingo: Frodo, Riker, Dennis

I'M SORRY FOR THE DELAY, I TOTALLY FORGOT TO REPLY, BUT HERE I AM AT LAST. i think this is the right meme

first up: frodo. just a little guy? babes, he is the LITTLEST of little guys and i love him sm. i have written a whole fkn essay on frodo as a metaphor for Ye Olde Suffering Medieval Mystics, so i think it's fair to say i find him SUPER compelling while also being addicted to the lil guy's trauma. sorry, bub. being able to project on you makes life... not easier, per se, but. something. it does something. he makes me so emo it's crazy, and in reality has way more than just one thing that makes me insane but yk. i probably could not fix him but i'd try my best and i'd make him cakes and i think that counts for a lot.

next up: will! my husband! and it's a BINGO BAYBEE WAHEY! first off, man's the biggest jester on the whole damn ship and i cannot be convinced otherwise. love q, but when he said will has no sense of humour i? huh?? daddy issues speaks for itself. i mean [gestures at his dad and the one episode where we see the two of them interact] awful. will may be a slice of white bread, but he's a slice of white bread with a cool beard, a winning smile, and a sick uniform, and therefore has a bomb ass design in my eyes. unlike.... a lot of the fandom, i think will is a pretty compelling and interesting character. this may not be a popular opinion, but everyone is wrong, actually, and only i am correct. it's through my specific lens or through no lens at all, baybee. the love he has for the people in his life, but esp deanna, makes me absolutely insane and also makes me so emo i want to cry for 20 days. and finally, i could fix him--and he could fix me. daddy issues crew assemble <3

and finally denny boy!! and it's a TRIPLE BINGO BAYBEE WHOOWEE. alright. don't know if "being hot" qualifies as bomb ass design but to me it does. that same attribute gives him the right to bit and kill and maim <3 them's the rules. daddy and mommy issues.... need i elaborate? boy's got daddy and mommy issues for daaaays. rcg may have writte him to be a silly fellow (derogatory), and he is, but my brain has latched onto this man so hard (see: my take on them is so far from the original). perhaps it's the projection. but whatever the reason, this horrible little asshole (derogatory/affection) really just. compels me. in certain circles (looks at... anywhere that isn't tumblr ig) people would think my opinions are downright silly, but that's okay <3 i'm happy in my lil bubble of fellow den trauma enjoyers and crazy bitches who think we could fix him <3 honestly i think this is the best lens to see him through; reddit bros who like him for being a Cool, Suave "Serial Killer" (supposedly) like him for the wrong reason and that's that on that. for what he is, i definitely get way too emo about den, but it's not my fault if his specific cocktail of childhood trauma and parent issues makes me crazy

[weirdo19]

Bro I’m simultaneously laughing and crying over how quickly buck got off the ladder truck when he realized it was going down. Bestie really said “not again and never again”

The poor ladder truck, it went down so fast. I think this is the 3rd ladder truck they’ve destroyed or lost to a crazy citizen. I wonder what the LA fire department thinks about this lmaoo.

I’m giggling at buck and Taylor avoiding each other but also just want this messy break up to happen already.

BUDDIEEEE BITCHES

LMAOOO NOT CHIMNEY CHUGGING THE GLASS OF WATER AFTER MADDIE SAID I JUST WANNA TALK LMAOOO

Omg they need to stop with the parasites and bugs

“I don’t have your bone structure. I could never pull it off.” PLSSS IM GIGGLING

FROM DEAD PEOPLE, WTFFFFFFFF

Ohhhhhh poor Karen, I would still be bothered by it too. Hen should be a little more understanding man.

Nvm why’d I even doubt hen, of course she was understanding

YAYYYY DISPATCH MADDIE

HOW DID THEY GET A LADDER TRUCK SO FAST WTF

Not the team interrupting buck so he doesn’t say anything morbid and it all failing just for buck to dramatically say “until they stick a knife in it.”

IM DEAD HOW DID BOBBY NOT KNOW

BATHENA HONEYMOONNNNNN

Wtf did I just watch, IF THAT COUPLES DIES IM THROWING HANDSSSSSSS WITH 9-1-1 WRITERS. OH THEY DID NOT JUST MAKE HIM FORGET 6-7 YEARS OF HIS FUCKING LIFE. AHHHHHHHHH

DAMNNNN BUCKLEY SIBLINGS WITH RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS

okay that couple deserves better, 9-1-1 writers really screwed them over. Okay that couple is cute but having a flashback montage of them was not great use of air time. No one kill me

OMG BT FIGHTTTT, HES ON THE STAIRSSSS. OMG HE MUST HAVE ALOT OF SHIT TO SAY. Also….. that green shirt looks mighty fine on him.

Omg damnnn this is exactly what I wanted, thank you 9-1-1 writerssss. Me yelling “drag her”

Oop “clean slate” “just not together”

Also I can tell Oliver stark was mad excited to film this scene, I just know it.

YAYYY MAY AND EDDIE FRIENDSHIPPPPP

ooooo not Bobby problems, just let this man resttttt. EEEEEHHHH ITS GONNA BE AN EDDIE AND BOBBY SCENE WOHOOOO

Also eddie looks so fucking good standing like that. okay Eddie this seasons has been saying shit that hits to close to home, like that scene with his father. Daddy issues me too. Now this scene with Bobby about him taking credit of all the good things too not just the bad. Sounds like every time my therapist has talked to me.

FUCKKKK LEAVE BOBBY ALONE, LET HIM BREATH FOR JUST TWO SECONDS. IM SO GLAD EDDIE VISITED HIM NOW I JUST NEED BOOBY TO THROW THAT BOTTLE OF ALCOHOL AWAY. OMG HE OPENED THE BOTTLE. YAYYY HE DUMPED IT

YAYYYYYY SURPRISE HEN KAREN VOW RENEWAL. OMG NEA LOOKS SO CUTE, NOT DENNY WALKING THEM DOWN THE AILE IGHHHHHHH SO CUTE.

Ewww BT, WHY DOES SHE HAVE HER HAND ON HIS FACE, WHY ARE THEY SMILING, IM CONFUSED. Is this what being an adult is like, being mature because if so I don’t like it, WHERE IS THE PETTY?

I’m mad maddie didn’t have more of a reaction to chimney literally PUNCHING BUCK IN THE FACE. You know, buck the man who she raised as her own son and her brother.

EHHH CHRISSSSSSS AND EDDIE. ADORABLE

BATHENA HONEYMOONNNN

Why are they walking? Someone could literally be dying? YAY EDDIEEE, but like I needed a scene of him saying he’s back like when he left but fine this is good too.

Great season finale

[ashtraysystem]

The System Watches

Split

🐀: okay so obviously we've heard a lot about this movie but we wanted to watch it as a system.

💫: with being switchy comes the advantage of commenting on movies and tv shows!

🐀: we've got drinks-

📓: and a poptart..

💫: and those here in the headspace right now are Brooks💫, Sylas🥽, Elliot📓, Finley🦈, Maxi🎧, and Rat🐀!

🐀: Can we start the movie now??

...

🐀: seems relatively normal so far??

📓: ooh speaking to the camera!!

🥽: I dont get the appeal of alcohol

📓: why is he suddenly bald? Are we seeing through his eyes or theirs??

🐀: Bro I think they are different guys?

💫: tea is better than alcohol

🐀📓: SHHH

💠: what is going on in here?

🐀: movie, hush.

💠: ah, okay my apologies. *sits down to watch*

🐀: so are they all evil alters or?

...

🐀: his yells of pain is literally dubbed over wtf?? like his mouth is open but the sound is clearly a mouth closed sound lmao

...

🐀: does this bitch cassie have past kidnapping trauma??

🦈: insensitive much?

🐀: its my job 😜

...

🐀: is this his therapist?? who is she??

🥽: a switch definitely happened..

🐀: ah she is his therapist!!

🥽: ocd..

🥽: the system tried to get help, at least.

🥽: feminine alter, an introject maybe?

🐀: yeesh therapist lady has a lot of patients

🦈: ooh points for calling it DID and not MPD!! :D

...

🥽: Alters noticed so far; 4. Initial alter, Artist, Feminine, and OCD alter.

📓: >Movie timestamp: 22:46

🦈: fem alter is patricia! nice. :3

...

🐀: therapist sleeps with her files??? thats,, thats a little weird tbh. work-life balance lady, leave your work stuff... not in your bed. at least.

...

💫: oh, the child! hello hedwig!!!

🥽: 5 alters.

🐀: hgdhdj "i just ate a hotdog" i love this kid

🥽: "i stole the light from mr dennis", that sounds similar to our system's way of fronting where we have a sort of "light" where we stand to front. Honestly it sounds like these people really did their research!

🐀: damn I was expecting this to be a hate watch..

🐀: wait yo shit shes fucking gaslighting a kid!! wtf man!!! like sure youre in a life or deatch situation but its not cool to make a kid alter cry like that. not cool. accurate, but not cool.

...

Entire system: Chlorine???

🦈: a pool maybe??

🐀: *jumps* oh JEEZ bro

🥽: ocd alter is a protector..

🦈: ooh cute bra!

🎧: FINLEY

🦈: what, cant appreciate a cute bra??

🦈: oh shit shes really locked up now yeesh

...

🥽: okay this explanation of DID is a bit.. exaggerated.

🦈: .. therapist lady we are traumatized, not some sort of miracle supernatural being. we are TRAUMATIZED. yeesh.

🥽: Patricia, Hedwig, Barry, Dennis, and now added by the therapist we have Orwell, Jade, Samuel and Heinrich.

🐀: oof 23? thats gotta be fun

🥽: and she just said Kevin's body, but its assumed Barry is the host.

🥽: Dennis has OCD, so then the one I was labeling as OCD is likely just a germaphobe to an extreme extent.

🐀: wait both Dennis and Patricia are banned from fronting? Dennis bc obvious reason, but why Patty?

🥽: is Dennis germaphobe alter and just really good at blending? they seem like two different alters..

...

📓: they,, they check the cameras?? theres cameras to check??? I,, I don't like that,,

🐀: eh dont worry dude-

📓: More worried

🐀: yeesh aight.

...

💠: oh a new alter? I like this one, they seem nice :>

...

💠: ooh fun animal science facts!!

🐀: oof major ocd in this guy..

🎧: 😬 shouldnt have hit him girl

...

🐀: fin can you not be gay for like two seconds please?

🦈: 😔 sorry

...

🥽: the beast..? hm..

...

🐀: did,, did her uncle do something to her?

💫: oh hello again hedwig!!

🥽: dennis has ocd and germaphobia..

...

Movie: "Can I kiss you?"

Entire system: GGSJSHFHAHAHA

🐀: why's the 9 yo tryna kiss her!!

🎧: bro thats so ridiculous hAH

🐀: this kid man this kid hdhsjdk

🐀: GSHJDJSK OMFG SHSHDJ

🐀: okay to give you a quick rundown of what happened on screen, he held his mouth open against hers, his eyes fluttered shut, he pulled away and said "you might be pregnant now". IF THAT ISN'T THE MOST 9 YO THING TO FUCKIN DO HSHDJSKDK

🎧: his constant use of etcetera xD

...

🐀: oh shit he was sexually assaulted as a teacher by some teenagers and that ruined his career,,, shit dude that suuucks.

🐀: dood okay this,, this sucks. this is. really real now. like. some of the shit therapist lady is going over with him makes sense. history of childhood abuse, likely sexual in nature, and being triggered by the teens forcing him to engage in a sexual act without his consent triggering up previously dormant alters, like yeesh dude i'm sorry so much bad has happened to ya. we protectors have it hard sometimes.

...

🥽: ..she can make the dormant host front by saying his full name? Curious...

...

Movie: *talking about dormant host* "He's very weak"

🦈🎧: ......

🐀: um, guys you okay? Do you two need a minute?

🦈: We're just. Just thinking about Cecils. It's been a while, ya know? They're weak too. And its been so long that they can't fully front anymore for any longer than 10 minutes without getting overwhelmed and exhausted.

🎧: Even Ash is getting that way too,,

🦈: I just wish it was easier to help them both. Like, I cohost and everything but I don't get that same feeling of being utterly drained like they do. They just have to carry that with no known reason why.

🐀: ...

🦈: sorry, I'm done. Back to the movie.

...

📓: Kevin's dad is the beast, that makes sense.

🥽: There's likely an introject alter hiding back there.

📓: Patricia and Dennis haven't met the beast.

🥽: but supposedly the others have, which means only those two were formed after his father left.

...

🍄: aw he has pet mice!! :D

📓: ... his "window" is a drawing...

🐀: thats kinda fuckin sad.

…

🦈: no..

🐀: fuck man. Shit. He really fucking did that to her.

👹: Humans are disgusting, vile beings.

💫: I'm so sorry Casey, I'm so sorry that you had to go through all this you sweet child. :(

🐀: god this is depressing.

🎀: I think thats just the alcohol you drank Rat! *eatting popcorn on Rat's lap*

🐀: 😭 thanks pom, you sweet little monster.

💫: 😭 Pompom you precious thing,,

🎀: yay sad time hugs!! :D

...

🥽: this therapist is really going above and beyond.

...

🐀: EATTING IMPURE YOUNG??? WHAT NOW

👹: mm tasty *thinking of chicken eggs*

🐀: ONI NO WRONG YOUNG

👹: ... oh :(

...

🥽: the switching between patricia and dennis is interesting.

...

👹: Don't like this "beast" character..

...

🐀: why didnt therapist lady say kevins name to bring him out?

🐀: oh shit how did his skin break the goddamn knife???? it looked like a nice knife too???

...

🐀: ayye barry's hat nice!!

...

🎧: OH NO,, ((their guts,,))

...

🐀: I'm sorry hE JUST BENT THE LOCK???

🐀: okay girl you have his name now dont be a dumbass say it immediately like you mean it

🎧: oh god, saying his full name triggers a ptsd attack,, I mean I guess good for those who need it to stop him from literally unaliving them, but yeesh bro I feel I feel. :/

🦈: their whole system is in total disarray right now,, half of them don't know how long they've been dormant or whats going on,, I feel so bad for them,,

...

🎧: good thing she knows how to use a shotgun.

🐀: i wanna see a flashback of her uncle again to see if he ever got what he deserved for messing with Casey tbh.

...

🐀: NO. FUCK. DAMMIT. HER DAD FUCKING DIED LEAVING HER WITH THE UNCLE. how many times?? How many times do you think he did it to her?? And she didn't have anyone to protect or help her anymore.

🐀: This movie is more sad than anything else. Sad and frustrating. Frustrating to watch this system become such a mess, sad to see what this poor girl has gone through only to be dealing with this shit. God I hate this movie. but in a bad hate way.

...

🥽: So he's preaching about how those without trauma are impure because they havent been torn apart by the world. I wonder if she'll mention her abuse to him, bc then she'd no longer be "impure" by his definition.

🦈: ,,she has scars from abuse, and he's seen them,,

🥽: this will likely affect the entire way she sees herself now. Her trauma has been the thing to save her and give her mercy and life at this moment.

🐀: she'll need hella therapy, but yeah. Maybe she'll see herself as worth more now. At least I hope.

...

🐀: THEY WERE UNDER A ZOO THE WHOLE TIME??????

...

🐀: oh no fuckin way shes going back to her uncle after this i hope she tells on him and goes with one of the families that lost their kids in this smh

...

🐀: okay so i know this is technically part of a series of movies so theres a bit at the end that I didn't get that I think I was supposed to have gotten.

...

🐀: it was okay. I can see why its decently rated, but also why it's hated. Theres definitely a lot of stigmatizing about DID in this, but truth told to me it seems like they actually did their research on DID. I get that its more interesting to tell a story about the DID person who goes batshit crazy with evil alters rather than the fairly boring and sad story of how it actually is.

🥽📓: We want to look more into DID represented in media (such as movies and tv shows) so if anyone has any suggestions let us know!