#Constantly pushing yourself physically. Scary and dangerous

[husband-steve-cortez]

I think one of the sexiest things about biotics is the way it potentially turns your very body into a tool. I just think that's a fun thing to consider with Shepard.

[irreverent-dobermans]

Alright, I'm gonna chime in here also because this Anon seems really bitey about an honest answer, and I have feelings... And it might be because we can't adequately discern emotional context as filtered through text, as filtered through the internet, as filtered through our own emotional lens. But anyway, some things about this.

First: I really don't think Jaz was trying to be a dick about this. I think he was trying to be straight forward, and matter-of-fact, which I think many of us in the community (service dog, sport dog, working dog, queer, and otherwise) develop in order to best communicate with those around us. [Sidebar] In my personal experience, those that are out there that might be misguided or just a little spoiled can sometimes be redirected or corrected if you are a little point blank about your stance. Whatever that is, be it about cropped ears, a working dog, your sexuality or pronouns or what is or isn't up for discussion. There are times you get a better response, or a more respectful response, if you are clear on where you stand.

I would love to tell you "scary dog privilege" exists. I would. And in a small way, it very well might. If people are scared of dogs, or of a certain breed, they might avoid you. But guess what? The majority? You're not gonna be that, err, fortunate? with. There are dozens, hundreds, thousands of assholes that are going to mess with you regardless of whether you have a service dog or not, regardless of what your service dog *is*, in terms of breed or size, etc etc. Scary dog privilege is not nearly as common as the inverse, which might just be 'entitled public' privilege.

People feel entitled, to your personage or your time or your dog's attention. I might get some flack for this but I liken this to the issues pregnant women have with their bellies. Do I understand why complete strangers feel they have the right to touch a pregnant woman's stomach? No. No I do fucking not. Do I see it? Way too goddamn often. Same with a Service Dog. You can have 'Do Not Pet' till the cows come home. If that person's got no boundaries, they're gonna try it. So that means many of us need to develop the ability and the willingness to advocate for our dog. "No, you can't touch him, he's working. No, you can't call him. No, don't approach us." We have to be PROACTIVE about this. You have to keep one eye on your dog, and one eye on the public. If there's someone that's constantly lingering in your space, or repeatedly returning, they might be considering an approach. You'll need to invest more attention, make sure they don't approach. Put yourself between your dog and them, put your dog in a down or a sit in a corner so they can't be reached, etc. To be honest, it can be an outright pain in the ass. It can be stressful, it can be dangerous. These are things to think about.

In addition to being a competitor and an SD handler I am a trainer. I have physically been training my working SD, and another of our working breed dogs, in public. I have had people approach the dogs in a sit, tucked out of the way, and push their hands into a dog's face in an attempt to get the dog to bite. Why? Then they can sue. It's apparently one of those new bullshit schemes floating around. So rarely do I want people to approach my dogs. The dogs in question? A Doberman. A Malinois. No SDP here, friends.

You get people that follow you around the store going on and on about how scared they are of the breed. But they're following you. They want a chance to pull something. You as the handler have to keep an eye on them to make sure they don't, they can't. Sometimes this means you abandon the shopping trip, sometimes this means that even with a Service Dog you need a Service Human. It sucks.

I would agree that a Doberman would not be what I would pick or suggest for psychiatric or any stress disorder. They're a highly calibrated, high strung working breed; devoted and finely tuned to you. With these health concerns, it easily can result in you both spiraling, and it's not a good scene. Picking something solid, level, no-nonsense would be better.

For the record I wasn't asking you about your opinion on a dobe because I'm hell set on dobes I was asking because I didn't know much about them other than "working dog" so please don't be making comments implying my potentially "putting dogs in stupid situations" because that's not the fucking case here clearly that's why I asked someone I thought more knowledgeable than me. My genuine reason is that there are people who are wary of dogs, especially breeds that "look mean" and that's why I like the notion of a non-standard service breed is because I know people with those service breeds and they are constantly dealing with harassment in the form of "OH LOOK! FLUFFY PUPPY!" by kids and grown ass adults I guess maybe my naive hope is that would be curbed somewhat.

And this is the reason I don't really love answering these types of questions, because people tend to get very defensive the second someone tells them they think it's a bad idea.

The implication that I have not dealt with harassment, access challenges, and targetted breed discrimination as a result of my breed choice is laughable. Creed had kids run up and grab him by the nub and around the neck. I was literally laid out on a bench in the middle of a fainting episode with him tied to me and a woman came up and grabbed him and kissed all over his face. I had people swat at and kick him. I had to fix a fear of shopping carts because people kept ramming him on purpose. I had people run away screaming and jump over tables and counters as we walked into the room. I can't tell you how many times I had to tell people to stop reaching for him and calling him. I can't tell you how many times people got angry and invasive just seeing me with him. I can't tell you how many people told me to my face that they'd shoot him or that they were calling Animal Control to have him taken from me.

If you don't want to hear it, don't ask. I told you my opinion. Clearly it's not what you wanted to hear.

I don't think a doberman is a good choice for a psychiatric service dog for someone with any panic, anxiety, or stress related disorder. I think you should pick a different breed. And I think you should work with a trainer skilled in the needs you have, in person, to help you find the right dog for you. That was my answer from the start. That remains my answer.

[ranhaitanisgf]

Hi! First time requesting so I’m a little nervous. Could I please get dating head cannons for Qi? The man doesn’t get that much love...

dating qi: headcanons

[𖤐] hello hello anon! thank you so much for requesting this! don't be nervous to request; i'm at your service for writing :)) [and qi is totally underrated so i loved this] writing qi is so fun because he's literally so relatable to me, since i'm extremely lazy, and he is as well! also, i just need to say that they really did him justice in the anime like whew...ahem...aNYWAYS hope you enjoy these!!

❧ masterlist

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✗ this man will always be using you as his shield against liang and upa, because he knows that they would never be able to hit you.

✗ “(y/n), please help me, they’re bullying me again.” “qi!! you can’t run to (y/n)-san all the time for your problems! be a man!!”

✗ he’ll encourage you to come hang out with him and skip training, but upa and liang will tell you that should train your body for any future events. if you choose to train, he’ll be so mopey, and will pretend that he’s not ever going to talk to you again because he feels betrayed. if you choose to slack off with him, upa and liang will merely sigh, and mutter to each other about how guys are probably meant for each other.

✗ if you ever ask him about any sort of plants, he will literally be able to talk for hours and hours about all sorts of cool things that one could do with plants. he’s also really happy that you asked him about what he’s passionate about, since nobody had ever really done that before. he’ll remember it, and will ask you a lot about what your passions are, (because he wants to see your eyes light up, but also because he loves to hear the sound of your voice).

✗ he’ll try to get you to convince upa to let him water his cactus, and upa agrees to only have you be able to touch the cactus directly. you failed your mission partner.

✗ run your fingers through his hair, he literally loves it so much, and will untie his hair for this specific moment.

✗ qi will sometimes take his glasses and put them on you entirely for the reason that you get so suddenly confused, (if you wear glasses he’ll snatch yours and replace them with his).

✗ dude will literally use up all of his energy for the day to tackle you if he feels like you’re pushing yourself too much with training. he’s a lazy person, but he’s fairly strong because upa and liang have made him train in the past, so his grip on you is probably a lot stronger than you might have first expected. (not mentioned: will yeet you back into their cell and ask inori to lock you in there until training was over).

✗ he will not let anybody touch you when you’re sick. he’s the only one that will be taking care of you, since he trusts the power of plants and medicines. he’ll constantly be by your side in the infirmary until you’re better, (otogi will be grumbling about how qi isn’t letting him do his damn job). you’re going to get better really quickly because of how amazing his medicines are, so you’ll only be in bed for 1-2 days.

✗ he’ll teach you how to recognize different medicinal plants in the wild if you ever need it, and will make little drawings of them on flashcards to quiz you.

✗ having qi as a boyfriend can be pretty difficult sometimes, and not because of his annoying habits, but because when it comes to something big, he will always choose to act alone. he doesn’t want to put anybody important to him in danger, so he will only tell you about his reasoning after the fact.

✗ he usually thinks a lot about his past and what he could’ve differently when he’s supposed to be sleeping, so he’ll savor your presence next to you. if you wake up for a moment, he’ll gently pet your hair to lull you back to sleep; he doesn’t want to burden you with his heavy thoughts, so he probably won’t say anything about it at first.

✗ after a while, he might open up to you a bit more about stuff that he’s done in the past. he wasn’t completely transparent with you at first because he was afraid that you would get scared by him and would leave, so he had to take time to accept that it could happen. when he saw that you didn’t care, you gave you a hug, and you could’ve sworn that you felt some wetness on your shoulder where he had buried his face, (he most definitely cried a bit).

✗ he’s pretty chill with pda, so the two of you will do “couple stuff”, (whatever that’s supposed to mean) but it won’t get to the point where it’s uncomfortable for others to watch, (upa will complain no matter what, so there’s really no helping that). he’ll probably keep an arm around your waist or your shoulders, or give you kisses on the top of your head.

✗ he’s a bit difficult to get flustered when it comes to physical looks, (i mean, he does read 18+ magazines with inori LMFAO) but if you brush your lips right near the shell of his ear and whisper something to him, (it could literally be a deez nuts joke) man will literally burst out in red, and walk away because he needs to take a walk.

✗ you’ll probably yell at him and inori more than a couple times for reading those mf porno magazines.

✗ you will get questioned a lot by upa and liang about your relationship with qi, and “how are you able to put up with that trash?” (you know they don’t actually mean it).

✗ qi will always be telling you about how you need to be careful around other guys, because you never know what they could be up to, (even though he’s literally a guy himself like??). because of this, he’ll be fairly protective of you whenever you guys are around people who he doesn’t know, but when you’re just around the guys from building 13 or the guy from building 4, he trusts that they’re good people, (jyugo, uno, rock, nico, musashi). he also trusts you, and knows that you wouldn’t do something like flirt with somebody else while you’re in a relationship, although he will step in and play the “super scary and intimidating chemist who will kill you with poison” card if he sees somebody bothering you.

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ahh it feels so refreshing to be writing consistently after not writing for such a long time ^^

[dreamkidddream]

Heya! It’s me again!! Can I request a BSD crew with Dazai, Chuuya, and Atsushi with a older siblings reader that really cares for them and is overprotective. (Really cold on the outside, but with them its a whole different story) Sorry it’s long!! Looking forward with your works!

Thank you for the request and thank you for reading!! Sorry about the wait, and it got kinda long. Reader is gender neutral and hope you enjoy!

TW: Suicide talk in Dazai’s (nothing too heavy is mentioned), and small spoiler for Oda (I know I keep bringing him up but I love him okay), abuse mentioned in Atsushi’s 

Being an Overprotective Older Sibling (Sour but Sweet) with: Dazai, Chuuya, and Atsushi

Dazai

He stresses you out so, so, SO MUCH

You were ready to just wrap him up in a straitjacket and just attach him to your back, but you figured he would find a way to break free or kill himself (or even both)

When people saw the two of you together, on the outside, it looked either like a: you were handling an overgrown toddler or b: he was being held hostage by this scary looking individual that looks like they could rearrange your organs from the inside out

But, with you guys, it was the complete opposite. You were the best relative that Dazai had and could count on, but you refused to let him try any suicide attempts from his book (at least while he was in your presence). You were really sweet, always made sure to look out for him, and constantly protecting him. 

When you came into the ADA looking just for him, everyone was confused. Who was this random stranger coming in with the coldest expression, asking specifically for Dazai, holding a wrapped box. They knew that he had many enemies that range from now to his past, so now they were assuming that you were someone that came to get revenge.

Kunikida tried to intercept you first, but you told him that you only came to see Dazai and no one else. And that he better still be alive and uninjured or else. Well, they obviously took that as a threat and before a whole brawl could break out, here walks in Dazai and Atsushi

“Oh, (Y/N)! What a surprise to see you on this lovely day. Here to check on your dear little brother?” Hold up...BROTHER?? DAZAI HAS A SIBLING, AND HE’S THE YOUNGEST??! Poor Kunikida is about to malfunction and Ranpo is just sitting back enjoying the show with his snacks

“Osamu...How many times do I have to tell you...stop forgetting your lunch! You need to eat properly. And before you even say anything, you are going to eat this. I know you didn’t eat breakfast this morning, because just drinking coffee is not breakfast, and...”

You went from getting ready to whoop some ass to nagging him what is going on

 And that was the day that the Agency found out that Dazai had an older sibling. They were wondering why you never came to the office, and when you responded that is was, “none of their damn business”, they decided not to question it (at least in front of you). And they were so shocked to see you act, no be, so delicate with him. You were still talking to about your lunch, looking at him with the softest expression telling him, “I know you struggle with caring for yourself, so let me do it for you. You’re my younger brother, Osamu, let me do my job in taking care of you. You won’t let me protect you when you’re on the job, so let me protect you everywhere else.”

So, he was the reason why you weren’t working in the office alongside him? And it was true. After his days in the Port Mafia, when you were working alongside him, it was fine. He hated that you always got in the line of fire to “protect” him (and he knew and kept telling you that he didn’t need it, and if he did get hurt, to just let him suffer, to let him die). You didn’t understand his complete need to end his life, and it ate you up inside, but it also you a new resolve. Maybe he didn’t believe that his life was important or that he mattered to someone, so you took it to show him that someone did care, that you cared. 

It backfired one day on a mission, when you took a bullet that was meant for him. You were so close to death that day, knocking right on His door, and it shook him to his core. Back in those days, he cared for you and Oda, and cared little for himself. He came so close to losing you, and he realized he wouldn’t know what to do without you. You were one of the only people (honestly beside Oda) that he actually felt some kind of emotion for, and he would be damned if he lost you too

So he came with a new resolution after he left the Mafia, he would handle the dangerous life, while you stayed home. You obviously strongly rejected this idea, but he left no room for refusal. He rather be the one close to death than you, you still deserved to live life, not him. 

It led to a very long, emotionally draining, confrontational argument for hours, but the decision was made. You would live a regular life, far from any kind of violence or death, working a regular job while he would put his life on the line. On the terms that he would constantly keep you updated (ie. not ignoring your hourly calls and texts), actually eat the food that you prepare (breakfast, lunch, and dinner), and not push you away whenever he needed someone to leave on. 

You also threatened politely let him know that if these conditions weren’t followed, then all bets are off and you would raise hell. You were here to stay and you’ll make sure that he is too

You were a positive influence on Dazai’s life, and it was so funny how you would switch personalities. How you switch from being so kind and childlike to so frigid and antisocial was very entertaining to see. He does love you, and while you would try to police his every move (which was literally impossible), he wouldn’t change it for the world.

Plus he LIVED for you coming to stop by in the office now, seeing how Kunikida would try to avoid eye contact with you and Atsushi nervously sweating in his seat was hilarious. He knew you wouldn’t hurt them, but it was still pretty amusing

Chuuya

Opposite of Dazai, you stress him out SO MUCH

Part of it is because you’re overprotective, another part of it is because you are a complete smartass and you knew it

“Damn (Y/N) can you LET ME BREATHE FOR A SECOND?!”

“...”

“Seems like you’re breathing fine to me.”

“WHY YOU-“

But, he may complain, but he actually didn’t dislike that you were working with him in the Port Mafia. You could keep an eye on him, and he could make sure that you didn’t get into any extra trouble that could interfere with his missions or have you get disciplined by Mori. It was a win-win for you both

If there was one thing that he could change though, is your constant need of trying to take the hits designated for him. He doesn’t need you always jumping in front of him, defending him with your own body. He was more than capable of taking care of himself, if he wasn’t then not only would he not be one of the top executives, but he also wouldn’t still be alive

Also he has a reputation to uphold. How was he suppose to display his raw power and talents when you were continuously intruding on his cases?! Not to mention the fact that you act so detached when you’re dealing with the other members. It’s to the point that they’re too intimated to even make eye contact with you

Which he thought was so bizarre because you were one of the nicest people that he has ever come in contact with (even though he was your brother and you guys interacted with each other every day). You played the annoying sibling role very well (too well in fact), but you still make sure to look out for him and make sure that he’s okay, emotionally and physically. 

He understood why you did it, but at the same time he didn’t. You were both extremely strong, and he was the one with the better ability (not to mention that he’s the one that has Arahabiki inside of him). It came off that obviously you wanted him safe, but also that he couldn’t handle what comes at him. He’s not a little kid, he’s not some weakling that needs to be persistently protected, you both didn’t survive this long solely because of you, it was because of you both. It was a teamwork effort, and while he gets that he’s your youngest brother, he worries about you too

And he proved his point one night, when he had to dress your wounds after a mission went south. Here he was, scolding you and cursing about how stupid you were being, and the more he went on, the more you figured that he was angrier at himself for letting this happen. 

“Why is it so hard to understand that I want to protect you too?! Why don’t you give a damn about yourself like how you do about me?! You act like this entirely new person on the field like you don’t give a damn what happens to you and it PISSES ME OFF! Just like you protect me, I can and will protect you. I may be loyal to the Port Mafia, but you come first, always.”

After that, you did let him handle his own battles (but if he got a single scratch on him, then you will be joining whether he agrees or not). You were still annoying in Chuuya’s eyes, but it was just him being his stubborn, short tempered self about his older relative. He wants the best for you without a doubt and he wants you to realize you don’t have to carry this imaginary burden of protecting him, because you weren’t the powerful one in the family. He had your back just like you had his. You were one of the only things that still convinced him that he was still human and not a monster, and no words will measure just how much he appreciates you for that. You had your moments when you were irritating the hell out of him, but he still loved you regardless

Besides, you were the only person who somehow was able to get one of his favorite vintage wines (it still confused him so much how you got it and not him, and you refused to tell him) so he definitely couldn’t afford to lose you

Atsushi

Okay, you do not play about this man, ever

After growing up in the orphanage and joining the ADA, it took a while to get readjusted to being around people that weren’t trying to purposely harm you for just existing. For Atsushi, even though he was hesistant to join the agency, you were honestly against it. Sure, it was a fresh start from that horrible place, but it was also another gateway for danger. Not to mention how sketchy this suicidal guy was, if he was able to join the agency there’s no telling what other nut cases are apart of it too

Plus, you needed to keep your brother in your presence at all times. Enough has happened to him already, and you were going to do everything in your power to prevent him from going through that type of pain ever again, you swore

But after he discovered that he’s the weretiger that’s been causing trouble (which you had a hunch about but no way to confirm) and with him having no type of knowledge on how to control this new ability, it seemed like you two had no choice but to stay with the ADA. You weren’t very happy about this arrangement, but if it was able to help Atsushi with his newfound ability and provided you with the means to support you both (ie. getting paid), then so be it. You sucked it up and both joined

It took...some time for the other members to get used to your demeanor. Having someone in the agency give off such an intense deadly vibe was a little unsettling. It seemed like Kenji, Ranpo, and Dazai were the only three (besides your brother) that weren’t phased by it, but other people like the Tanizaki twins tried to steer clear of you as much as they could

It wasn’t that they hated you, it’s just...your aura wasn’t the friendliest. And it was even more confusing since you were the exact opposite for your brother! You conversed and laughed with him, but you never did it with the others. Watching Kunikida and Dazai do their daily banter didn’t even make you crack a smile. But whenever you were around Atsushi, it seemed like you were carefree, glowing even. It was evident that you both kept each other smiling and positive, and it warmed everyone to see

Whether it was desk duty or field missions, you were both always paired with each other. If Dazai and Atsushi were assigned to a case, guess who was also magically assigned with them too? If he was stuck on desk duty, you were too. No one had a problem with it surprisingly. Which was a complete lie but after you...made a convincing argument, they left you alone and let you tag along with your brother as long as it didn’t interfere with the success of the case

Junichiro low key understood it though, don’t be fooled cause he’ll snap for his sister too if he had to

You didn’t even give any enemies the chance to even come close to Atsushi. That’s how serious you were with keeping your word. Even when him and Akutagawa fought, you would find a way to get involved. You will not let anyone else hurt your brother again if you could help it

He did get upset with you, whenever you did this, which led to a really bad blowout between you two. You figured this was going to happen sooner or later. It just seem like Atsushi was ready to prove himself to someone when he didn’t have to, but you didn’t understand why he felt that need.

Ever since you guys have been in that hellhole of an orphanage, you always tried to protect each other, but you always tried to take the beatings that were meant for him. He always blamed himself for you being beaten and tortured. It was his fault, if he just takes the abuse and the “punishments” by himself, then you wouldn’t have to get involved and suffer because of him. If Atsushi wasn’t so frail, if he wasn’t so weak, if he just wasn’t a mistake-

“Naka, you okay? You’re zoning out again. You’re gonna walk right into the street if you don’t stop that!”

“R-right. Sorry (Y/N). I guess what happen-“

“The orphanage still gets to you, I know. Please stop blaming yourself, Nakajima. It wasn’t any of our faults, and I don’t blame you for none of it. If anything, I should have done a better job of protecting you. There’s no excuse, neither one of us should have went through what we did, especially you. If anything, I’m the one that needs to apologize. I should’ve tried harder in keeping you-”

“(Y/N) stop saying that! Neither one of us deserved it! You can’t be the strong one for the both of us. I want and have to protect you too! I want to be confident enough in myself and my ability to keep you safe. I already failed when we stuck at that damn orphanage, I’m not going to fail you again! Damn it (Y/N)! Give me a chance to prove to you that I can take care of you like how you took care of me!”

You were stunned. Did your little brother carry this much of a burden because of you? How long has he been feeling this way? He didn’t have to prove himself to you! He was more than enough, and you couldn’t help but feel guilty thinking that it was your fault for him feeling this way

After a very long heart to heart with him, you finally understood where he was coming from. You couldn’t promise him that you would stop your protective nature, but you did let him fight his own battles for once (but you still weren’t letting him get seriously hurt, that still wasn’t going to happen obviously). He told you that he was getting older, and that like it or not that you weren’t always going to be by side. He needed to learn how to stand on his own two feet, and while he loved that you were there for him to lean on, he needed this for himself and for you. He knew that being the best brother that he could be was getting stronger and getting better with his ability, he owed you that much

Atsushi loves you, and he has the same resolve like you. Being that you two are the only thing that you both have left in this world, he wanted to make sure that he wouldn’t lose you under any circumstances. Him bettering himself everyday with the help of you and the agency members and was more than enough to make sure that wouldn’t happpen

[legoshi-plz]

Gosha and his s/o have a "talk" so when they have sex for the first with each other it's a good experience for the both of them.

A/N: Okay I know like NOTHING about Gosha beyond what I’ve discovered via spoilers so I based most of this off pure imagination (and based his personality a little off of Legoshi’s) Also Gosha’s like mid 20’s here because yeah :)

Pairing: Young!Adult! Gosha x Fem! Reader (can be any type of animal)

Warning: Smut! (NSFW +18)

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You gave yourself one more once-over in the mirror before you physically tore yourself away from the mirror. You were going to lose your mind if you kept fretting over your appearance like this.

Your boyfriend was coming over to your place tonight after he got off work. It was supposed to be extremely casual, just the two of you hanging out like always, like you guys did so many times before when the two of you were ‘just friends.’ Yet you knew, deep down, that there was always something more than friendship brewing between you both. There was a tension between you that was so thick it threatened to snap and since the two of you had finally entered the lane of a romantic relationship, it only seemed to increase.

You physically tried to shake the nerves off, heading to the kitchen to check on dinner. The closer you got to the kitchen, a burnt smell began to waft over your senses. You frantically flung open the oven but it was too late. Any hopes of a nice dinner was ruined as you stared at the charred creation before you.

Just as you felt the tears welling up in your eyes, you heard a knock at the door. You opened it to find your enormous boyfriend standing before you, a bouquet of flowers in hand. The second he saw the undistinguishable blob on the counter along with your watery eyes, he burst into a loud, rumbling laughter.

One call to the closest pizza delivery place later, and you were snuggled up in his lap on the couch. The two of you had decided on something scary. You liked scary movies well enough but your real reason for pushing the genre was to give you an excuse to cling to your boyfriends bulging muscles in mock ‘fright.’

Intimately, the relationship seemed to be at a stand-still. There were a few cautious kisses here and there but no serious action yet, which you were fine with at first, but there was only so long you could hold back, especially when he constantly looked so... tempting.

As the movie played on, you began to get a little handsy, testing your luck with the dragon beneath you. You waited for a jump scare so you could bury your face into his neck. From there, you started placing lazy kisses and nips as a distraction while your hands found their way under his shirt.

You innocently went for his pants, unbuttoning then and sliding down the zipper. Right when you’d finally slipped your hand down to the front of his boxers, Gosha stopped you, placing you off of his lap and away from him.

“What do you think you’re doing, Y/N?” Gosha asked frantically, trying to cover up his hard member with one of your accent pillows on the sofa.

“I- I think I’m ready....” you move the pillow out of his hands so that you could crawl back into his lap, straddling him, “ If you are, that is.”

“Y/N, we can’t....” Gosha groaned, averting his eyes anywhere that wasn’t yours.

“What’s wrong with me? Do you.... do you not like how I look?” You asked, causing his eyes to widen in panic.

“No! Of course not! I mean yes! I mean- look Y/N, I love how you look. You’re gorgeous, way too gorgeous for a guy like me. It’s just... not safe for us to be together like that-

“I have condoms.”

“.... That’s not what I meant.... I mean, my um, it’s dangerous for you to, uh” You grasped both of Gosha’s clawed hands in your own.

“If you think you’ll be too big for me, don’t worry. I can take it, I’ve had boyfriends in the past that were well endowed, I’m not afraid to take big di-“

“That’s not what I mean!” Gosha looked more embarrassed than ever. “It’s... my venom.”

“Venom?”

“Yes, my mouth secrets venom. It’s an ole-factory defense mechanism for my kind. Usually it’s not a problem but I can’t always.... control it,” Gosha finished. You thought about what he said carefully despite already knowing your own answer. You loved Gosha, there was no way you were going to let something as silly as deadly venom stand in your way.

“We’ll.... be careful,” your said sincerely. You could practically see the internalized battle going on in Gosha’s head before finally, he nodded slowly in agreement.

“What did you have in mind?” His hands found themselves cupping your ample bottom, kneading the cheeks in his palms causing your lower region to tingle in excitement.

“Well, there are a lot of things we can do that don’t involve our mouths,” you said pulling his shirt over his head while admiring his strong chest and abdomen, “Maybe we can start with touching and work our way up.”

“Whatever you want, baby, I just want to keep you safe,” Gosha mumbled, adjusting you to sit directly on his straining member. You leaned back so that you could release him from his clothed confinement, his hard length springing to life before you upon its freedom.

“Take these off for me, I want to make you feel good,” Gosha groaned, one hand stroking himself languidly, the other tugging your panties down. You shifted forward so you could slide the hindering garment off. Gosha was mesmerized by the treasure between your legs, bringing one clawed finger to flick at your protruding clit. You moaned at his toying, ready to move things along.

“Here let’s try this.” You gasped, bringing the leaking head of his cock to your swollen bundle of nerves, and started sliding him along your slit. Gosha’s eyes fluttered as he hands returned to your bottom, pulling you closer to him to try and increase the friction.

“That’s it baby, right there. Keep going, just like that,” Gosha’s voice was deepening and you could tell he was extremely worked up, his cock gushing precum that flowed down to mix with your own sopping arousal.

Gosha came suddenly, spilling thick white ropes all over your hands and entrance.

“I-I’m sorry, I didn’t- I-,”

“Don’t apologize! That’s what your supposed to do,” you smiled, using your discarded panties to help minimize the mess.

“But you didn’t get to finish,” Gosha quipped, guilt written all over his face.

“I’m fine, don’t worry about meaaaaah~,” Gosha had began rubbing your clit with the pad of his thumb.

“How’s this?” Gosha asked, sinking a finger inside your waiting entrance.

“Add another, one’s not enough. And play with my tits.” You moaned and Gosha followed your orders to the letter, bunching up your shirt to tease your nipple with his other hand.

You were unraveling on top of him within minutes, your juices flowing freely down his arm as he continued to pump your walls until there was nothing left.

You curled into him, burying your face into his neck, usually cool to the touch since he’s cold-blooded but now warm as a result of recent activities.

“That was amazing,” you sighed, peppering kisses along his jugular.

“Wanna do it again?” Gosha asked innocently his hands stroking your calves as he adjusted himself under you. You could feel his member standing at attention yet again.

You could get used to this.

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I love the yandere headcanon you wrote for Asmo! Could you write one for the twins too? Thanks in advance!

YANDERE TWINS HEADCANONS:

Warning: I do not and never will condone abusive behaviour like this, what I'm writing is PURELY FICTIONAL. Contains n/s/f/w. Mc is GENDER NEUTRAL

*Okay so, I personally believe that yandere wise, they're a two for one deal. That's both a good thing and a bad thing. Good thing is that you get twice the love, bad thing is that they love you so much it's suffocating, and that's only for one of them.

*They're very protective of you, it's not uncommon to have both of them by your side. Even if one isn't available they make sure the other is and if neither are available then you aren't going out, plain and simple. Even if you inform them that you HAVE to leave the house they'll try their best to tell you that they're just protecting you.

"Mc, it's very dangerous outside. We don't want you getting hurt."

"Wouldn't it be scary to be killed by someone you didn't know? To be eaten and never found? Don't make us go through that heartache, Mc..."

*They crave your attention constantly and they're very upfront about it. You could be chatting with a demon from your class and once they decide they've had enough of you talking to them they'll try to distract you. Beel often whines about starving and wanting food to get you to follow him and if that doesn't work he just straight up carries you away. Belphie hugs you from behind and while you don't notice it, the demon you're conversing with is terrified when they see Belphie's peeking death glare over your shoulder. If you ask him why the demon left in a rush he'd just shrug and hold you tighter to him.

*Belphie has considered locking you in their room many times and has informed Beel of the idea. While tempting, Beel doesn't want you to be completly locked away. He knows you'd be unhappy with the suggestion and that his brothers would cause a whole fit if that happened. Though, maybe if you push him hard enough he may reconsider.

*Both are very emotionally manipulating. They're skilled in making you feel guilty if you ever do something that displeases them. Belphie is a lot more physical than Beel when it comes to showing his displeasure as well. Though not too much to the point where you fet severely hurt, his grip just tightens to a point where it bruises.

"Mc, please don't leave us. Please don't leave me. Please, I don't want anymore nightmares."

"Ah, your wrists are bruised. I'm sorry, Mc, I'll ask Beel to get some ice, but you really shouldn't be talking too much to Solomon nowadays, who knows what he's constantly planning. I know he's your friend, but aren't we your lovers? We just want to protect you as best as we can."

*Belphie and Beel are possessive of you, but on different levels. Beel only allows you to converse with people he knows and trusts, such as his brothers or the other exchange students. He knows that others enjoy your company too, but he needs to determine who is allowed to be around you. Belpie on the other hand does not want you to converse with anyone but the two of them. It's not to say he doesn't care for his other brothers, but he doesn't trust anyone other than Beel with you (ironic considering he murdered you). He's worried they'll take you away from them, he gets especially pissy if you talk to Diavolo or Lucifer. Beel has to be the one to calm him down and explain to him that you do need to interact with other people to keep (sane) happy.

*They often give you their clothes to wear when you all go out. It serves as a claim from the two of them and I'm sure demons have a heightened sense of smell, so the scent of not one, but two high ranking demons on you is more than a warning sign to back off. Also Beel likes to look at how cute you look in your jacket and Belphie thinks you look even more comfier in his cardigan.

*When you two are cuddling and for whatever reason you need to get up, Belphie will use his charm to slowly lull you to sleep and Beel will contribute by massaging circles into you back. You can whine and complain all you want but eventually you'll always find yourself resting your head on Beel's chest once again. When you're out cold they take this opportunity to hold you even tighter against the two of them. You aren't leaving until they let you.

NSFW:

*Okay so, they have no problem sharing you in bed either let's get that straight out of the way. In fact, they enjoy it a lot when they do share. Beel's eagerness to please and Belphie's lazy but commanding role are a pretry good match.

*Overstimulation is always a must when you're sleeping with Beel, and Belphie likes to tell him what to do to get your screaming and sobbing. You really won't be able to walk for a while and that's fine by them. It means Beel gets to haul you around with a reason and Belphie gets to keep you in bed without the worry of you escaping his grip.

*MARKING! Okay so biting is definitely a demon's favourite thing to do in bed, but since they're absolutely obsessed with you, their marking gets a lot worse. There's not a part of you that isn't covered in large bites. Beel is obviously the biggest fan of marking you and he loves biting your shoulder blade or your neck. His bitemarks on your neck are rather large and hard to hide, they sometimes go in quite deep too. Belphie, true to his lazy nature, enjoys hickies and where he marks depends on how you're all positioned. Wherever is closest to him is the place that will be covered in hickies.

*Okay so, Somnophilia is highkey a thing they're into. Mostly in Belphie's case but Beel guiltily joins in sometimes too. Belphie will put you under an incredibly strong sleeping spell and from there they have fun with how pliant and honest you are when you're unconscious.

*Belphie is lazy when it comes to aftercare but Beel likes it a lot. So Beel is usually the one taking care of you after your activities. They often leave you tired so Beel insists on cleaning you up by himself, gently scrubbing you clean in the shower and giving you soft kisses. After that he, with the help of Belphie, will disinfect any deep bitemarks or wounds they may have left on you. That part of your aftercare session may or may not be Belphie's favourite as he sees the damage him and Beel have done to you. When it's all finished, Belphie will help you to fall asleep using his charm, with or without your consent. He does this to ensure you don't escape their cuddle session in the middle of the night.

Others: Did I just get more yandere asks and this time for my favourite boys? Yes I did~ (Plz keep them coming-) THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS REQUEST! I hope you enjoyed it and if it isn't what you wanted I'll gladly redo it for you! Thank you so much for reading!

[f0rever15elf]

How would the guys help you deal with someone that can’t take no for an answer/harassing you? It’s unfortunate that there are people who enjoy making others uncomfortable and see how far they can push boundaries. And hopefully that’s all it is because this type of situation can get scary quickly. I had a neighbor who bothered me so much I started having nightmares of him breaking into my home but thankfully he left one day and I never saw him again. Thank you for taking the time to write all these headcannons. You’re such a good writer. 😁

It’s always a scary situation to find yourself in. I’m glad you’re ok and I hope the nightmares don’t plague you anymore. And thank you so much my darling, I’m so glad you’re enjoying these! 

Head Canon Masterlist

When Someone is Harassing You:

Whiskey: Whiskey bristles if he’s with you when it happens. He knows you like having your own agency, so he lets you deal with it at first, staying quiet beside you as he keeps an eye on you. If the person keeps egging you on after you say no, he’ll repeat your statement to the person. If the person still doesn’t get the hint, he’ll wrap his arm around you, pulling you to him as he tells the fool to “get ta steppin’. Door’s that way.” If the person STILL keeps trying his luck, well, you remember that scene in Golden Circle? Say hello to Mr. Tornado in a Trailer Park. He will tussle, and leave the guy tied up in his lasso before paying the bill and taking your hand to lead you home. You never need to worry at home, because Whiskey has a top of the line security system. Misappropriated Statesman funds to install it? You betcha. 

Javi: Javi simply will not have this, especially given the dangerous shit he’s involved in, and that you are therefor exposed to by proxy. If anyone even begins to make you uncomfortable, he steps in, physically putting himself between you and the person making you uncomfortable. He’s not afraid to flash the badge to get someone to back off. He’s not as likely to start a bar fight. At least, he won’t throw the first punch. If someone puts their hands on you though? He will not hesitate to start throwing punches to get them off of you. Oh, and if you’re not already living with him? Well, you’re gonna be staying at his place for a few days. This is more for his own sanity than yours, just so he can make sure you’re ok. 

Frankie: Frankie postures over you. He’s not big on verbal confrontation (which is why 80% of the things that happened in TF, happened). But he knows how to carry himself. He’s ex-military, ex-spec ops. The man can make himself look intimidating when he wants to. Someone saddles up to you and it’s clear you’re uncomfortable, Frankie acts like your shadow, hovering and staring down the person making plays at you. If that’s not enough to get them to back off, Frankie is the type to just get up, pay the tab, and wrap his arm around you so he’s between you and the person pursuing you. Now, lets say this person is dumb enough to follow you out of the bar. Frankie will see you to the truck before turning and grabbing your harrasser by the collar. He’ll whisper a few things them, you’ll see the person’s face look like they’ve seen a ghost, and they bolt away. You never ask what he says, and you’re pretty sure you don’t wanna know, but you’re not bothered by that person ever again. As for at home, his side arm is in the night stand, and he makes sure you know how to use it. 

Ezra: The words that pour from his lips when he interrupts your harasser are said with the most sickeningly sweet voice he can muster. it kinda scares the bar tender, some of the things Ezra says he’ll do your harasser if said harasser doesn’t leave his precious gemstone alone. It’s all said with a smile that could turn water to ice and you know that he’s deathly serious. Any individual stupid enough to keep trying to go at you, Ezra will escort outside, asking you to please wait for him. He comes back a bit later flexing his fingers and shaking out his hand, but the person is gone and Ezra was let back in the bar, so you don’t ask questions as to what happened. As for keeping you safe at home, Ezra puts in for a decent security system. Whenever you’re feeling uncomfortable, he does his best to keep you with him, or to stay around with you in the house until both of you are sure you’re safe. But after the broken nose and double black eye the other guy got...well...let’s say Ezra and you have a reputation to not be played with . 

Oberyn: He will NOT have this.  Not in his court, not in his land, not with anyone who shares his bed. 0 tolerance policy. If he finds the person making you uncomfortable, that person’s life is about to become miserable. That’s assuming Oberyn doesn’t just toss that knife he always keeps on him at the harasser. The Red Viper is exactly as his namesake, waiting to strike, wild and unpredictable. But he’s fiercely loyal and protective. He’d probably make and example of this first harasser, letting it be known what will happen to anyone who ever even thinks of committing such an act against any of those whom he favors ever again. 

Din: Din lets you take care of yourself at first two. He knows you can, but he’ll be there in case anything goes wrong. Your harasser keeps trying, he says, “They said leave them alone.” he doesn’t look up from his spot next to you, and he’s still as a statue. That counts as their one and only warning from him. If this person keeps trying...well...hitting on someone who is clearly taken or not interested are some pretty crappy last words. Din doesn’t miss. Not at this close of range. You’ll stare at him wide eyed and he’ll just shrug, dropping some extra credits on the bar for the trouble to the bartender. Not many people try to harass you with a Mandalorian posturing over you with his hand on his blaster. Those stupid enough to try don’t last long. 

Pero: When someone hits on you or makes you uncomfortable and he’s there, you learn that Pero has some really creative ideas when it comes to cutting out tongues to keep creeps from talking. Another posturer. He’s always beside you, looming to protect you and with his fearsome visage, not many people dare to approach. Even fewer after he drove a dagger through the hand of someone reaching out to touch you. Word travels fast in a small community. Knowing you live with this mercenary, no one even tries to harass you at you home, knowing that your Spaniard won’t hesitate to come out with swords swinging to put a stop to the matter. Pero is the type to whisper his promises of protecting you to you when he’s holding you at night. And that’s all the reassurance you need, because you believe him. 

Max: Anyone dumb enough to try and flirt with or harass the one out with a vampire has made their last mistake. They become dinner. Max doesn’t make a show out of it, just standing with that businessman smile before compelling them outside. He comes back in wiping his mouth and a little bit warmer. At home, you know you never need to worry if Max is home. having a vampire is better than any guard dog. When Max is away, he makes sure his security system is top of the line. His policy with you is also that if you call and ever need him to come home, he will, no questions asked. 

Maxwell: No one will ever get close enough to you to flirt with you or harass you. You’re almost constantly on his arm, and his security detail is always nearby when you’re not with him. On the off chance someone does manage to make you uncomfortable, Maxwell ruins them. A financial break they will never recover from. Not to mention blacklisted on every job site his has access to. At home, the likelyhood of anyone getting close to the property, and therefor to you, is slim. He also has a top of the line security system, and you have a guard dog as well (who is your baby, no matter how much Maxwell insists the dog is for protection, not for a pet.) If he’s not home, there’s usually a member of the security detail somewhere around, making themselves scarce. If he ever hears about a case of you being uncomfortable, Maxwell isn’t really one to...physically correct the situation, he doesn’t really like touching, but he’ll wrap his arm around your waist instead of your arm as he normally does for a while when you go out, until he sees you’re more relaxed in public again. 

Marcus: Marcus is level headed with this kinda thing. He carries his badge with the FBI everywhere, so if you telling the person hitting on you to go away doesn’t work, and him telling the person your taken doesn’t work, he’ll flash the badge and say some big words about the consequences of harassment from a legal perspective. That usually scares lowlifes like that off. I can’t see Marcus starting a fight, he’d be more likely to just take you and leave if things were getting hot. He has his concealed carry though, and he does always have it on him, so you’re never unsafe while he’s by your side, though he’d much rather you any other method of calming the situation before he even thinks about reaching for the firearm. At home, he has his side arm, and like Frankie, he teaches you how to use it. best to be informed and not need to use the information than the other way around. He has a pretty decent security system. If you’re ever worried about someone coming to your house, he maaayyyyyy pull some strings in his position to have some coworkers stake out for a bit to keep an eye on things, especially if he’s not home to do so. 

[traumasurvivorshelpingsurvivors]

no tw..i have this constant thought of escaping from home. this is kind of scary because i never pulled up something like this. im scared that instead of escaping my parents are going to find me eventually and its going to be bad. my parents arent constantly abusive but our relationship is kind of bad because of me avoiding school (i dont know why i want to avoid it but i cant stand it, they constantly try to push me to go and tell me im a bad person for not going) and some incidents that could count as physical abuse?? i dont know. i dont know what to feel i feel so stupid for doing this.

Hey anon,

It can be incredibly scary to leave home, even for people with safe, healthy homes. Many survivors who leave home have worries and fearful thoughts about being found by their abuser(s). You're not alone.

When deciding to leave home, be prepared. There is no such thing as too much preparation. Things won't be easy, that's for sure, but I know you can do it. You are strong, intelligent, resilient, and capable. It's better to wait than to get into situations that are potentially dangerous.

You are not a bad person for not going to school. Clearly there is something preventing you from being able to go. Be kind to yourself, okay? You deserve time and space to figure this out. Your ability to go to school is not what makes you a worthy person.

Here is a post about coping when you can't leave the abusive household.

Here are coping skills. Find what works for you, and try some out a few times.

Take care.

-Misa

[ooops-i-arted]

(No spoilers here since I'm sure you haven't watched Ch14 att of this ask) But what did you think of S2E6 from a child development/Din's Dad skill's perspective?

One of the most interesting things to me is that we’re starting to get hints that Grogu is more developed than previously indicated, possibly more like a preschooler than a toddler.  It’s been mentioned that he’s been “trained” (although we don’t know what that entails yet*) and Gideon, interestingly, talks directly to Grogu like a person who is capable of understanding him.  The only other people who have really done this are Din (his caretaker) and Ahsoka (who is able to communicate with him via the Force).  Does Gideon know something we don’t about Grogu/his species/his development?  Or was he just desperate to monologue at someone and Grogu was his only available victim?

*Very curious what this “training” consists of.  It’s honestly borderline age-inappropriate to have formal lessons like you usually think of having at school at such a young age; children learn through play.  Meditation I can see, especially as a self-soothing or calm down tool that would be vital for children that can potentially kill you with their mind, but I wonder what else Grogu was taught at the Temple.  Maybe we’ll get more clarification when we find out exactly what he was trying to do at the seeing stone.

Anyway wasn’t that opening cockpit scene the cutest???  What a far cry from their first few scenes, where Din wouldn’t let the baby play with the orb or the buttons.  They’ve really gotten so close and comfortable with each other; no wonder Grogu doesn’t want to leave his daddy!  (Also Din has leveled up that Dad Voice; contrast “give me the ball” with “you stay right here, you stay, don’t move.”)  Also I loved Din narrating everything he was doing and thinking.  I model for my students like this all the time.  Din seems to have realized the importance of explaining things to the kid and even craves the connection and communication.  I really felt like while Din doesn’t want to give Grogu up at all, he would rather do what he believes is best for his child, rather than selfishly keep him, but he doesn’t want Grogu to feel abandoned or that Din doesn’t care about him.  So even though he’s not good at explaining that, he tries.  And Grogu in turn seems reluctant to do Jedi Stuff, knowing it will lead to Leaving Dad, but still does it anyway because Din wants him to, and kids want to please adults they care about.  Anything for that sweet, sweet positive reinforcement and praise (which Din gives).

Also maybe it’s just me, but something about the way Din said “I can’t train you” just gave me the vibe that maybe he’d thought about it?  Desperately Space Googled anything on the Holonet about How To Train Your Weird Green Magic Kid to see if maybe he could do it and find a way to keep him AND give Grogu the best education possible?  But ended up still resolving that he was gonna do what was truly best for the kid, even if it wasn’t what Din wanted for himself.  Cuz HE LOVES HIS SON SO MUCH.  Many Dad Points gained.

I also loved that Din does not know a single gotdamned thing about the Jedi, but STILL tries to help his son be The Best Jedi Ever by attempting to find a switch or something to help him do Whatever Jedi Stuff He Is Supposed To Be Doing, continuing his trend of being a proud coach from the sidelines for his boy.

Also this is 100% true to life, my students can confirm, one of them does this CONSTANTLY: Din:  okay I need you to do the thing Grogu: *does not do the thing, delays as long as possible* Din:  okay nevermind don’t do the thing it’s time to go on to the next thing Grogu: *immediately does what he was asked*

Which again is “defiance to regain control of the situation” behavior.  I mentioned that last time and I think it’s the same deal - Grogu feels out of control of what’s going on in his life, but it’s safe to act out with Din because he knows Din will not harm him.  So he does as opposed to shutting down.

But of course then he gets kidnapped, which has to be completely and utterly terrifying.  He’s been safe for a while now, with a caretaker who looks after him and makes all the bad and scary things go away.  The last thing he saw, he was safe with Dad.  But then he opens his eyes and there are bad scary droids all around who snatch him up and take him away from Dad!  Of course he is absolutely terrified!

We don’t see what happens between that and him in the cell.  But I’m guessing nothing good.  He’s back with things he associates with fear, violence, and death - stormtroopers and cold Imperial equipment - and he’s all alone.  Even if all that happens is getting dragged to his cell, that has to be overwhelmingly scary even for an adult, let alone a little one who isn’t emotionally mature enough to handle all that fear.

We also don’t know what started the violence we see at the end.  Grogu has not initiated violence onscreen so far; although it’s up to interpretation, even choking Cara was reactive imo (we see him looking scared before he does it, so I’ve always seen that scene as him misunderstanding and thinking Din was in danger).  Personally I’m inclined to think Gideon ordered the troopers to antagonize Grogu to see what he was capable of and to tire him out, but that’s pure speculation at this point.

Either way, this is the most violent we have seen Grogu so far.  Every other instance of Force use is purely practical, aimed to solve the problem at hand.  Mudhorn? Stop it from beating Dad.  Fireball? Push it away from my friends.  Greef’s injured?  Fix it up.  Even choking Cara is arguably just done to stop the “fight” Grogu perceives happening rather than make her suffer.  But these stormtroopers are being thrown, choked, tormented.  It’s not about keeping them away from him or protecting himself, it’s about hurting them.  So to slide over into Force commentary, imo that’s his first potential Dark Side slippage.  Because he’s acting out of fear and anger, not a desire to protect or solve a problem.

And as a general rule, kids don’t go instinctively for true violence.  They may hit and bite and stuff, but it’s a reactive thing to stop something they don’t like rather than truly wanting to hurt the other person.  So Grogu being that intentionally violent?  That’s bad, and not just from a Jedi perspective.  I worked with a very violent student a few years ago and that particular case was because of trauma/abuse in their past.  In Grogu’s case that’s possible, but I also think that for a long time he’s been normalizing violence.  I’m guessing he saw plenty even before Din got him, if he’s a Temple refugee (and has presumably received training about connecting to other Jedi) he possibly felt the death of thousands of other Jedi deeply through the Force, and ever since we’ve known him he has been exposed to LOTS of violence.  Even if Grogu is in his own mind/started out only trying to defend himself, he knows “the person I admire most in the entire galaxy would kill the fuck out of these guys, and then I would be safe, so maybe I should try that too.”  So not very good for Grogu’s psyche at all.  (Oh and on top of all of that, he presumably saw Gideon before, knows this man almost killed his daddy, and is now threatening him.  So a Scary Cherry on the Sundae of Fear.)

There’s a lot to chew on here and we’ll have to see where it goes - personally I hope Grogu can keep himself on the Light Side but I suspect he’s in grave danger right now, not just physically but emotionally and mentally as well.  And even if he gets out, the trauma would realistically have a lasting affect on him.  Din, hurry your butt up and get yourself more Dad Points!

[fe-semi-decent-scenarios]

Congrats on 100 followers!!! If it's no bother could I request head cannons for how protective the BL group is over their s/o? Thanks :))

[I’m assuming that these are just general jealousy level / worry-wart head-cannons? We’re not tapping into yandere on this blog lol. I’ll keep it simple, how ya like it :3] 

Dimitri: 

11/10

Boy worries 

People out there want him dead = people out there want you dead too

Some might even try to take advantage of you due to his high status 

Makes him hella clingy sometimes. Nightmares when you’re in ‘unfavorable’ circumstances aren’t rare

Even in his emo phase he’s still like this- just even more because the world is basically his enemy 

Don’t let feral dima be around when soldiers talk smack to you. He will put them in their place without mercy 

Doesn’t help that you’re basically the closest to family he’s got aside from Dedue

Dude you’re his future and he knows it. There is no one else who would stick with him through everything like you do 

Even if there was, he wouldn’t want them. No one can ever replace you

He’s not so much concerned with someone else putting the moves on you 

Okay, wait--hold that thought 

He trusts you but goddess forbid someone makes you uncomfortable. He will use his authoritative presence to make them feel like a pebble next to a boulder 

Totally glares at anyone with wandering eyes when you’re not looking. He’ll put one arm around your waist and nudge you away from them without hesitation 

  Dedue: 

3/10

He can’t stop people from making advances- he knows that 

He also can’t take action on your behalf

Sure, he doesn’t like it when people make advances towards you. The whole point of being in a relationship is so people know that you are each other’s partner 

Most of the time he just lets you deal with it. You can take care of yourself 

His mood goes foul if people dare to do it in front of him. If people thought he looked intimidating before then d a m n 

He’ll casually place a hand on your shoulder (which if you know him well is actually the most unusual thing) and ask if you need anything else before dismissing himself 

Just a little expression of clarity that you’re with him, you know, chase the bugger off  

Surprisingly not a worry-wart in any aspect aside from health 

It’s easy for someone to neglect their health; mental and physical

Don’t be surprised if he encourages you to get check-ups ritually 

If something’s an issue he expects you to come to him when you’re ready

Not pushy in the slightest 

Felix: 

8/10

Asserts d o m i n a n c e towards all threats 

His attitude is one of the top three causes for any arguments. You know the snarky remarks are part of the Felix package, but would it kill him to have some restraint occasionally? 

Despite his intelligence Felix tends to make quick assumptions. The guy has a bit of a superiority complex and doesn’t like when other people get cozy with his s/o 

Pity the fool who challenges the Fraldarious 

He views it as them not taking him seriously. 

Also slightly afraid you’ll ditch his difficult ass

He can and will tell them off. Doesn’t matter the time or scene- if he feels someone’s being too buddy-buddy then he’ll make them to get lost 

Hence the arguments. It can get bothersome when he acts out towards someone you’re friends with or if he causes a scene 

He knows that it’s out of line and that you can make your own choices, but he can’t help it 

Will apologize begrudgingly, but only to you. The other person can just live with it 

You might be able to milk it and get an apology hug lol 

In other aspects of life he’s the same way. If a politician tries to screw you over he’s right there watching from the sidelines, if you’re in battle then he’s constantly glancing at where you’re stationed, etc. 

Ashe: 

7/10

He’s your silent protector lol

Not because he’s ‘quiet’ but instead out of fear. He doesn't want to annoy you 

Ashe has a lot of insecurities. No matter how many times you tell him otherwise he’ll always think you’re out of his league 

If anyone flirts or makes suggestive comments towards you he’ll get upset 

Like, really upset 

extremely upset 

 He’ll watch from the sidelines as you diffuse the situation, lacing one hand with your own with a smile. Just you’re normal not-confrontational-at-all-Ashe. At least that’s what you see 

On the inside it’s a raging storm of emotions going on. He’s so afraid that one day you’ll wake up and realize that he’s not good enough. That he’ll have to watch you walk away and return to an empty home again 

Que nervous sweating 

He becomes a doting mother if you’re ever ill or in danger. For weeks on end he’ll become you’re second shadow 

If someone ever dares to hurt you while he’s nearby they’re getting an arrow in the back. No mercy. The fury borderline snaps the arrow between his fingers 

Hates leaving you behind or being away. Not knowing if you’re safe, happy, healthy, etc. eats him up inside 

Literally fragile glass. He can’t even tinker with the thought of you dying or he gets a stress-induced headache 

Sylvain: 

5/10

He’s so neutral towards everything that it’s honestly scary 

The fellow Lions would even say ‘creepy’ for some occasions. It’s so far off from how he behaved towards his past partners and other friends 

With his past and reputation people would think he’d at least get defensive when other people flirt with you 

He knows what players are looking for since he was one. He’s been in their shoes

Yet??? He’s indifferent towards everything???

It takes a lot to get Sylvain worked up. His laid back way of approaching conflict tends to rub off on those around him and therefore helps in avoiding arguments 

It would take either you expressing your discomfort or for the other party to attempt physical contact to make him hostile 

Even then though he’ll simply push them back before leading you away. No harm no foul,  just in and out before things escalate 

When it comes to big decisions or outbreaks he also follows a neutral approach. He waits for you to express your own wants before giving his opinions 

You want to fight in the next battle? Cool, you’re registered. What battalion are you with? Well, looks like your going a different route than him. Are you sure that’s the one you want to follow? Yeah? Nothing he can do then aside from wish you luck. 

Doesn’t mean he won’t be concerned at all though. I mean, it’s natural to be. 

His mindset is that if he doesn’t worry then you won’t either. Anxiety is contagious and you don’t need extra stress in bad situations. 

Annette: 

7/10

She doesn’t w a n t to be like this, but sometimes it’s hard to hold back jealousy 

Annette is one of those people that likes attention from the person she cares about. It makes her happy, so being ignored for someone else would really hurt 

She’s nothing special in this regard. Like any person in a relationship she’ll have her moments, but for the most part everything is fine and dandy 

The whole reason she’s above average is because of other reasons

She’ll nag you about safety precautions with logic from her studies. Being a goodie-two-shoes from a young age has her nerves spiking whenever you take needless risks 

If she wasn’t reading up on faith magic before then she is now 

The fear of being left behind is also something to chalk up on this list. If you’re gone longer than expected she’ll become antsy 

The others can always tell when she’s worried. Annette isn’t very good at hiding that kind of aura from taking over 

All in all, she’s not a very protective person. A better term would probably be “anxious”

Mercedes: 

10/10

While she isn’t the staple of ‘overprotective,’ she is still exceedingly mindful of possible disasters  

Are you really surprised? Mercedes cares about everyone no matter who they are.  

She legit prays for the souls of her enemies. The woman is a saint in human skin

This also negates any jealous bone in her body. If she ever does feel uneasy it’s just a quick pang in the chest and then it’s gone 

She doesn’t like to dwell on ‘what ifs’ because then she can’t live in the present- where people need her  

She can seriously be a bit much other times though. If you even sneeze near her she’ll ask to take your temperature 

Doesn’t matter where, who, when, etc. Mercedes takes care of everyone 

Don’t ever deny her either. She can be pushy if the situation calls for it and sometimes it’s just easier to let her do what she wants 

She’ll pray to the goddess for your safety before any battle, and send you off with extra healing potions for the times she won’t be near 

During these times she’s extra vulnerable and is more open to showing her own personal strife to others. She tries to keep optimistic but nobody’s perfect. If it becomes too much she may seek to talk with a close friend (aka Annette) 

However, her thoughts remain unclouded when others are in need. She suppresses her personal feelings until those in front of her are taken care of 

Ingrid: 

0/10

She isn’t worried 

You know better than to wrong Ingrid 

Enemies know better than to wrong you 

Either happens and someone’s gonna die 

[queenxxxsupreme]

Dettlaff SFW Alphabet

A/N: Okay so I had to do this to get a grasp of his character and how to write it. I hope this is good!

Affection (how affectionate are they, how do they show affection)  Dettlaff is extremely affectionate, but mostly when no one else is around. He always has to be near you, to be holding some part of you. Whether it’s your hand, the small of your back, his arm around your waist, his hand on your thigh or even his hand on your ass, this man has to be touching you. He needs to constantly be reassured that you are there with him and not some figment of his imagination because he can’t believe that someone as amazing and unparalleled as you is with him. 

Best friend (what would they be like as a best friend, how would the friendship begin) He is very closed off at first. He’s a hard one to become friends with and even harder to get to consider you a best friend. But you earn his trust and he instantly bonds to you. He likes to listen to you while you talk to yourself as you move around your house or your shop. He finds it interesting and somewhat odd that you talk to yourself so much. But it’s something that’s become endearing. He’s not much of a joker, but you make it your goal to make the Higher Vampire smile or laugh. You aren’t afraid of him and you know when he needs to be comforted or talked to versus when he needs to just be left alone. 

Cuddles (do they like to cuddle, how would they cuddle) You wouldn’t know it from looking at him, but the Higher Vampire is hands down the best cuddler ever. It comes over time, of course. He doesn’t just immediately start cuddling you. But when he finds that he’s able to be comfortable around you, when he feels safe, he’ll lay across the sofa between your legs as best as his long limbs will allow and plant his face on one of your thighs. He wraps one arm around your hips and the other comfortably holds your thigh. You’ll sit like this for hours, only moving sometimes when his weight on your leg makes it go numb. You’ll brush your fingers through his dark hair, sometimes reading out loud to him and other times, you just have quiet conversations. 

Domestic (do they want to settle down, how good are they at cooking and cleaning) He does want to settle down but he can’t cook. He’s tried to learn from watching you but he always manages to mess something up and the food ends up inedible. He can, however, clean rather well. He likes to help you clean up the house after you’ve made dinner. 

Ending (if they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it) He’d let you down softly, as careful as he could. He’d explain all the reasons why it didn’t work out or why he can’t stay. Your tears break his heart but he pushes that feeling aside just long enough to get out of sight. Then he loses it. 

Fiance(e) (how do they feel about commitment, how quick are they to want to get married) Dettlaff wants commitment but with Syanna, the last human he loved, he finds it hard to believe that anyone is worth becoming attached again. It takes him a while to open up to you and even longer to fully let you in. But once you are, the Higher Vampire is practically wrapped around your pinky finger. He’s old fashioned. He likes the idea of marriage but again he isn’t sure if it’s worth it.

Gentle (how gentle are they both physically and emotionally) His emotions are strong and while he doesn’t let you know exactly how he’s feeling, it’s very easy for you to tell what kind of mood he’s in. There are times when he feels everything so intensely that he can’t help but show it. Whether he be in a mood where all he needs is you, or if he’s angry at the world or someone who wronged him. 

Hugs (do they like hugs, how often do they do it, what are their hugs like) Dettlaff hugs you often, but mostly when no one is around because no one needs to know the dark and brooding Higher Vampire is soft™️. His hugs are firm and squeeze the air out of your lungs. He always wraps his long arms all the way around you, tucking your head under his chin and kissing the top of your head. 

I Love You (how fast do they say it) This many takes for-fucking-ever to tell you he loves you. Sure he shows it and actions often speak louder than words, but you can't help having doubts in the back of your mind. It takes him so long that you think maybe he’d never feel that way towards you. But then after a particularly stressful day, Dettlaff shuffles into the bedroom where you're sitting up on bed reading a book. He lays down carefully on the bed, his head in your lap. He whispers the words in Nilfgaardian, forgetting that you speak the language rather fluently. Your heart skips a beat and the book in your hand is discarded so you can card your fingers through his hair. You smile softly and confirm that you feel the same way. 

Jealous (how jealous do they get, what do they do when they are jealous) Dettlaff doesn't necessarily get jealous. He's more possessive than anything. But on the rare occasion he does get jealous, he falls silent and broods until you assure him he is your one and only. 

Kisses (what are their kisses like, where do they like to kiss, where do they like to be kissed) His kisses are fierce but gentle and always, always passionate. He’s so tender with you, afraid he could break his fragile little human. He likes to kiss your lips, of course, but he also likes to kiss the top of your head. He likes it when you leave kisses along his jaw and when you kiss his neck. He’s a sucker for neck kisses.

Little Ones (how are they around kids) Dettlaff is extremely good with kids. He has a scary and intimidating demeanor, but he's very warm with children. 

Mornings (how are mornings spent with them) Dettlaff can hear when you start to wake, when you groan softly and start to stretch your muscles. He’s holding you in his arms, you're curled into his chest. He kisses the top of your head, whispering a good morning to you. Things are quiet until you decide the day must begin. 

Nights (how are nights spent with them) Nights are also predominantly quiet. He's content with helping you clean up around the house and then when you try to talk him into sleeping, he usually protests. However, whenever he hasn't slept in a couple days, he gives in and climbs into bed, resting between your legs with his head on your lap. He makes sure you have a silver knife within reach just in case the worst happened. 

Open (when would they start revealing things about themselves, do they say everything at once or do they wait a while and reveal everything slowly) The Higher Vampire is more shut off than anyone you've ever met. It takes a while for him to warm up to you and a while longer for him to open up and become comfortable with telling you things about him. You’ll be telling him about something that reminds him of his childhood in Nazair and he will tell you little stories, stories you're sure no one else had the pleasure of previously hearing. After you prove to be trustworthy, he opens up about Sanna and tells you of the woman you'd only hear Regis mention once in a great while. After this, you begin to understand the Higher Vampire. 

Patience (how easily angered are they) His patience depends on what he's doing or who he's dealing with. If it's Geralt, he can be short with the witcher. Dettlaff is far more patient with you than any others. 

Quizzes (how much do they remember about you, do they remember every little detail you mentioned in passing, or do they kind of forget)  He remembers every single thing about you. He listens to every word you say and locks it away so he will never forget. 

Remember (what is their favorite moment in your relationship) By far, his favorite moment of your relationship is when he first set his eyes on you. You were in a tavern with a small group enjoying the quiet, rainy evening and sharing drinks. Regis talked Dettlaff into joining him and Geralt at the tavern. Your melodic laugh stood out, catching the Higher Vampire’s attention. You appeared so lively and so happy. Your eyes met his and unlike so many others who cowered away from the intimidating man’s gaze, you smiled at him. Soon enough, you were making your way over to the table with the two vampires and the witcher. You introduced yourself, your eyes staying on Dettlaff. Your confidence combined with your laugh and the kindness in your eyes seemed to cut through Dettlaff’s moody exterior. He introduced himself and took your hand, kissing your knuckles. From that moment on, he couldn’t picture life without you.

Security (how protective are they, how would they protect you, how would they like to be protected) This man makes sure you are safer than the Duchess herself. This can get a little annoying but you try to be patient with him and explain to him why it's not okay to hiss at anyone who walks too close. 

Try (how much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks) He tries only on anniversaries. You don't go on many dates at all. You both prefer quiet nights at home. But on anniversaries, he goes all out. He finds flowers and your favorite sweets and gifts them to you along with a rather expensive necklace 

Ugly (what would be some bad habits of theirs) He lets his emotions run his actions and his decision making. When anger overwhelms him, he becomes dangerous. 

Vanity (how concerned are they with their looks) This man effortlessly looks the part of an ancient vampire and he pulls it off so well. 100% he cares a lot about his looks. 

Whole (would they feel incomplete without you) He is his own person (or vampire) but you are a huge part of his life. He felt so empty for the longest time but then he found you and learned what he was missing. 

Xtra (random headcanon) He is a very good singer. No one would know if, but his voice is absolutely stunning. He doesn't sing very often though. He mostly hums when he's brushing his fingers through your hair. 

Yuck (what are some things they wouldn’t like, whether in a partner or in general) He can't stand strong scents. His nose is super sensitive so strong and overwhelming scents give him headaches. He also can't stand a disloyal and unfaithful partner. He can't stand being lied to. It literally makes him lose his shit. 

ZZZ (what are their sleeping habits like) Dettlaff sleeps very poorly. He doesn't make an effort to even try to sleep until he can't keep his eyes open. Nightmares plague his dreams and the fear of waking up violently to one of these nightmares is enough to keep him from sleeping around you. 

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[some-dr-writings]

Gundham makes a friend out of a socially awkward reader

·       Interacting with other people had always been a problem for you. If your parents could have afforded to send you to a doctor, you likely would have been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder of some sort. That didn’t really matter to you though. You figured out long ago how to deal with the fear and self-consciousness.

·       Keep conversations short, sweet, and to the point.

·       Don’t interact longer than is necessary.

·       Should you mess up, leave immediately and try again in a day, or so, if it’s something necessary, like a doctor’s visit, then after the conversation, put on headphones and blast music.

·       Last and most importantly, should you get overwhelmed, find an animal, any animal and talk to them.

·       Ever since you were little, animals always were able to steady your racing heart or blurred mind. You found them to be the best confidants. They seemed to understand you and what you said, but they never judged you for it. For the few times you were able to afford to have a pet, they seemed to always love you no matter what. And in return for this, you always made sure to treat them right, even spoil them at times.

·       Ideally you’d have a job with plenty of animals around, but a giant part of you was terrified that if people saw you speaking with the animals they’d think you were mentally unstable and call the police then you’d be sent to jail or something where you’d be forced to be in close quarters with other people! You knew it wasn’t likely, but that paranoid-like way of thinking gnawed at you constantly… You were used to it, but it didn’t make dealing with it any easier.

·       Instead you opted for something simple with little contact. A librarian. It was perfect… for the time being. Libraries were getting less and less use with technology advancing so quickly and the rise of e-books. This was only temporary, but at least you were in a good position for the moment. You knew the library you worked at would close down soon, in a year or two at most, it was inevitable.

·       The only thing that kept it afloat was collage students, since for some reason collages had yet to catch up with the rest of the world and required physical textbooks that were at least thirty years outdated. The season always filled you with dread. It was a necessity to keep your place of employment and the rest of the year was just lovely for you, but it never made dealing with the young adults any easier.

·       You stood by the counter as that dauntingly long line of students formed… Damn, it was a long line… and it kept growing… and growing and growing, and growing, and growing, and were they filling the entire room? Did the room become smaller suddenly? Wait, was it shrinking? Why was the room shrinking!? What the hell is happening!? “Excuse me?” “Huh!? Wha- o-oh, sorry, sorry, you must wan tot take out this book for th e semistrere.” Oh no. No, no, no, no, nonononoonononononononononono You messed up, you really messed up! How the hell were you supposed to proceed from here? You can’t, can you? This can-

·       You yelped out feeling a light pressure on your shoulder. You flipped around only to be face to face with you boss. “Hey, Y/N it’s past your break time. I’ll take it from here.” “H-huh?” “Come on, get going now. It’ll be okay.” Hesitantly nodding, you sped-walked away. Once you were out of sight you sprinted for the rear exit.

·       You sprinted to the nearby park and slumped down on a bench. You needed to catch your breath. It wasn’t a long sprint but that combined with your growing panic left you winded. Hugging yourself you tried taking slow deep breaths.

·       You flinched feeling something hop into your lap. You almost leaped up from your seat before seeing what it was just in time. An orange and white hamster. “… H-hello. What are you doing out here?” There were three other hamsters sitting beside you, nudging your leg. “Oh, were you out for a walk together?” Another hamster, a mostly tan and white one with a chip out of it’s ear, also hopped onto of your lap.

·       You spent a moment simply watching them. The first to hop into your lap seemed to be very sweet while the other one seemed to be a bit feisty. The one that kept sleeping was mostly white with tan splotches and the last, a large orange one who seemed to be calm.

·       “You guys seem to be doing alright… I wish I could be like that for a moment. I think my day may get worse. My boss is an amazing person. Whenever I panic with customers, they always tell me how I am fantastic in every other aspect and it’s a weakness that didn’t matter all too much since people didn’t come by often… But this was the first time they actually covered for me. This is the first time they told me to go on break when it won’t be for several more hours. I think this is it, I think they’re going to fire me after this!” The hamsters looked up at you chattering away. “Well, yeah… if they’ve put up with me for this long, I guess it wouldn’t make sense why they’d suddenly stop now.” To your surprise the large orange one climbed up your arm and perched itself on your shoulder, nuzzling into your cheek. “You’re right. That’s the panic speaking. I don’t actually know what’s going to happen, but it should be okay.”

·       With renewed confidence you straightened your posture. “Okay, break time’s over! I need to get back to work! Thank you for talking with me!” After all the hamsters hopped off you got up and dashed back for work, not noticing the figure that watched you leave. “Hmm… What is it you found so intriguing about that one my Devas?” Holding his hands out they immediately climbed on and burrowed into his scarf. “... They exchanged words of the soul with you!?”

·       The next day was just as busy as the last. Your boss handled the counter while you organized materials, getting old musty textbooks out from the back. Before you knew it, it was already break time. Feeling guilty for yesterday you wanted to stay and work a little longer, but your boss practically pushed you out the door telling you to rest.

·       You always went for a walk in the park for your breaks. Not often were there many people around, just some wildlife, like birds. It was nice. Sitting on a bench you looked out at the still lake, at the small islands that dotted it and the bridges that connected them to one another and to shore. It was a cool, cloudy day. A small breeze rolled past kicking up some leaves as it went.

·       Then you felt something nudge your foot before scurrying up your leg. “Huh!? O-oh, it’s you four again. Hello.” All four curled up in your lap. They all looked so soft and cute. “So, you guys like going on walks it seems.” You placed a hand on your lap. When one of the hamsters began nuzzling your hand you gently pet it. “Boss wasn’t mad at me. They were very understanding. I ended up working at the back away from everyone which was a relief.”

·       You noticed how one of the hamsters was sniffing at your pocket. “Oh, you must be smelling the sunflower seeds.” Taking the small pack from your pocket you saw how all the hamsters immediately got excited, entranced by it. Opening the bag, you began to eat. “I always have sunflower seeds during break. It’s convenient to just always carry them in my pocket. Sorry, I would give you some, but I don’t want to overfeed you.”

·       “The four Dark Devas of Desteructio-” You yelped, leaping out of your seat suddenly hearing that booming voice behind yourself. “AH! Hamsters!” Thankfully they clung to your clothes and climbed up to your shoulders. Quickly you cradled them on your arms, against your chest to give them more stable ground. “You guys okay? S-sorry for suddenly jolting up like that. Here, you can have some sunflower seeds as an apology.” After placing them on the bench you gave each one a seed. “… The Devas accept your offering, but you knew so already, didn’t you? You can exchange words with beasts!” The voice was much quieter than before. Only now did you truly notice the man who stood behind the bench. You began to slowly back away. “Ah- sorry! Please don’t think I’m a scary person! I swear I’m not dangerous! You don’t need to call the cops!” The man looked at you with a slightly bewildered expression for a moment before looking down to the hamsters. “You were right, they are a fellow beast speaker, yet it appears a looming shadow obscures their view and confines their true strength.” “… huh?” The man kneeled down beside the hamsters and continued to speak. You noticed how there were other, similar looking hamsters starting to poke out of his scarf. “… Hmm… I see. So, that must be the power with which attracted you.” “… y-you speak to animals too?” “Yes. My four Dark Devas of Destruction told me of you, how you could understand them. Not many have a high enough level to have such a talent. I simply had to meet you.”

·       He seemed to be quite an odd guy to you, from his speech pattern to having so many hamsters on him at one time, but you weren’t one to judge. A part of you was telling you to just run, there was no reason to speak to him, but with the many hamsters around you were compelled to stay. Though slightly shaking you kneeled down beside the man. “The other hamsters are getting jealous. Is it okay if I give them sunflower seeds too?” “Yes, they will most certainly be appeased by this.” As you gave each one a seed the man continued to speak. “Might I ask, when was it you gained the ability to speak with beasts? You don’t appear to be a being in mortal disguise.” “Uh… I don’t know about speaking to them. Well, I talk to them, and I think they understand me, but it’s not like I can directly translate what they’re saying. I just… listen closely to the sounds they make, and the tone behind it. I also look at their body language. Like the little ones in your scarf began to get antsy as you approached the ones on the bench.” “Hmm… I suppose a mortal can’t truly hear creatures that are not of their own species, yet you still understand even if you don’t truly comprehend. Somehow, you’ve become even more intriguing precisely because you are a mere mortal.” “… w-what? Wait, should I have understood that? Oh no. Have I done something wrong!? I-I-I-I-I-I and I just said I over and over again, h, you now gon think I’m danger out nonononon-”

·       The Dark Devas leaped into you lap or onto your shoulders. They either nuzzled into you or lightly nipped at your skin, not enough to break it but enough to feel a sharp pinch. “O-oh, uh, you g-guys want attention. You okay?” You lightly scratched behind their ears and they stopped. “Sorry for worrying you. Heh, heh… at least you can help me calm down.” You sighed, gently petting them. “It seems the curse placed upon you is worse than it appears on the surface. Though the Devas can dispel it.” “O-oh, well… t-talking to animals helps calm me.” “So any beast would do?” “Y-yeah.” A strained smile pulled on your lips as you lightly chuckled. “Even tarantulas and angry geese. Those were… certainly very interesting conversations I had with them.” “Oh, do go on. Such beasts don’t let just anyone near enough to exchange words.”

·       And that was how you met Gundham Tanaka. For the first few times you met you got so absorbed in conversation with him and the Twelve Zodiac Generals you all kept forgetting to introduce yourselves. Every few days or so you’d meet Gundham and the Generals at the park during your breaks. It was so nice talking with him, even when you messed up and began to panic the Generals would be by your side easing your pounding heart. It was lovely.

·       Soon you and Gundham began meeting outside of your break times. Normally you’d go to his place. He was an animal breeder and had beasts of all sorts even exotic ones you weren’t all to sure were legal to have in your area like Capybaras. These visits were always your favorite. Often, you’d find yourself assisting Gundham in his work. It was fun getting to chat away without worry.

·       One day as you were sitting at that familiar bench, you scrolled through your phone. You stopped, feeling a light pressure hop onto you head, shoulders and lap. “Hello.” “Greetings Y/N. Hmm?” He caught a glimpse at what you were searching through. “The halls of shared open secrets is crumbling already?” “No, it’ll still be open for a few months, but not much longer. Boss says they’re saving so I can have a nice severance check. Even so, I thought I’d start searching now. But what other dying businesses are there where I don’t need to interact with people too often… Maybe one with good enough pay so I can meet a therapist finally.” “… Become my disciple, then all your worldly troubles shall be but dead memories.” “… You… You want me to work for you?” “Indeed. No longer shall the demons of this world trouble you so! For you are under the Overlord of Ice’s protection!” “I… You know I still panic at times even with animals around.” “Yes, but I simply take a step back and let you a moment to channel your power through our companions and your curse is lightened.” “… I… I can’t think of any other reason to say no… Thank you, Gundham. You’re a great friend.” “You need not thank me. This is simply the fruits of this friendship. I treat you in kind to the power you entrust in myself.” “… Yeah, you’re my best friend too. Thank you.”

[lettalady]

Alphabet Soup Challenge - H is for Heat

[ from Once Burned, Twice Shy - a Tom Hiddleston AU (fire-elemental!Tom) ]

    "Terms have been stated." He's losing his patience, but the casual observer might not realize it. He has his hands clasped together in his lap, carefully keeping them away from the desk he is half sitting on, or the paperwork now spread across the surface. How he's holding his body might have been a relaxed pose in other circumstances. You can see the veins in his arms, his muscles rigid as a result of his attempt at control.

"No."

The receptionist evidently hasn't seen someone stand against him in such a way. She's got damp splotches showing on her silk shirt now and a visible sheen of sweat developing to dampen the fine hairs at the nape of her neck. It isn't just the result of nerves. Tom has been raising the temperature of the room.

Always with the theatrics.

It's gone beyond the feeling of a mild-summer-heat. You're waiting to hear the rumble and pop of the poor AC units. The result of the battle between machine and his will is that the room more closely resembles a sauna than the inside of an oven, but only just. Once the units give out the moisture provided by them will quickly evaporate.

"Tell him!" She says, pleading for you to stop making the scary man angry.

But he isn't a man. He's a fire elemental.

And an asshat.

Even as powerful as he is it takes him a few days of preparation to create a proper guise every time he destroys the previous one. Less time than that if it is just a throw-away – something he plans on destroying and never needing again. The price of him knowing how to find a form that he wouldn't burn through – how to stay earthbound without forsaking his powers, actually being able to do everything he is capable of without fear of burn out?

Unlocking that door for a fire elemental was dangerous enough. There are far worse beings out there that would love to know the secret. It would travel through the preternatural community faster than a wind-whipped forest fire during a drought.

No. You maintain your resolve. He'll play mind games and tantrum until he wears his form out and then what? Reveal himself further to the vanilla mortal also stuck in this room with the pair of you? She'll probably pass out upon viewing his true self. Given her current state, he's never gone so far to get what he wants while in her presence. What a thrill to be the person to pull such a reaction from him.

The condensation that has been building up on the windows is now burning off, the double panes at his back are starting to warp with the heat Tom is emitting. The glass will melt down soon if he keeps it up. Clean up, 17th floor. The warmer the room gets the more his form starts to crackle and change to more closely match the being beneath.

Damn it all if you can't look away. Moth. Flame. Etc. Etc.

Just like before...

A trail of perspiration meanders down your back. Your hair is curling wildly as a result of the steam bath you're getting. The wall behind him is taking the brunt of his focus as he tries to frighten words out of you with a show of power. He has turned it from the blah beige to splotchy oaken brown. As you watch the color deepens, the splotch darkening, creating a burn outline in the shape of his form. The desk is probably suffering a similar fate, but the stained finish is so dark it is hard to tell.

Such antics might have loosened your tongue before but you've had a few years in the field. It may be uncomfortable in this office but you've experienced far worse out on your own, from things willing to allow you to be the thing becoming charred rather than the wall.

The receptionist? She's gone rigid, white showing around her irises as she stares at the charred spot on the wall. People must have come to him expecting to have to hand over a great deal of money only to end up trading in things far more valuable. Favors. Secrets. She works with him. Surely she has seen just how determined he can be in getting what he wants. But a show this blatant? Judging from the way she's reacting this is the first time she's ever really gotten a taste of what he is capable of. It seems her luck has run out.

Surprise lady, preternatural beings are real!

The receptionist takes a few steps away from your side, extending the distance between the pair of you. Some compatriot she is – but then she's loyal to him, not you. Or rather, she's loyal to the firm.

This is quite the way to be introduced to the preternatural. He's probably fiddled within her head a time or two to glean needed details. He should come with a label: Attention, if you inexplicably feel a headache starting at your temples, popping an aspirin will do you no good. Despite yourself and your current predicament, you feel a bit sorry for her.

After you knew the warning signs it was easy to spot the moments he would skip the asking and just try to pluck information from your head. At least, in the years since, you've gotten better at psychic defenses. Maybe you'll thank him for leaving, assuming you survive the meeting and come out of the encounter with tickets in hand. And then the thanks will only be delivered via phone after you're a long ways away.

Tom hasn't looked away from you once. While you've been flittering your focus around the room and over to check on the receptionist he's kept his eyes locked on you – or, more accurately, focused on his task: prying that bit of information you're trying to keep from him out of your skull.

"Finish the transaction little mage. Tell me what I want to know and the tickets are yours." He says, pushing himself up off the desk and taking a step towards you. The air in the room shifts as he moves, a change of pressure indicating he's changing tactics. Heat isn't getting you to do what he wants. His approach occurs just about the same time you hear the distant groan of the AC units finally giving up the battle. The steam will leave the room quickly, now.

Other than his nasty habit of rifling through your brain the only time he'd ever used his powers on you was at your request. Little mage wanting to test herself against an elemental. Other pains have occurred since but that first taste of malevolent force had stolen your breath. From the look on his face at the moment his intent is clear: you're about to get a lovely reminder of that first brush with elemental fire.

He's already expelled so much energy that the guise he's wearing is almost translucent to your Sight and crackling nearly constantly. You check the receptionist – she's shifted her attention from the charred mark on the wall to his form and is transfixed. If she wasn't so afraid she'd probably be salivating.

You flinch as he reaches out but don't step away. Perspiration hisses from your skin where he drags his finger over your jawline toward the tip of your chin. Upon reaching the apex of your jaw his fingers stutter momentarily in the air before wrapping around your neck, his hand flush underneath your jawbone.

The physical connection enhances his ability to psychically push through the last-ditch barriers you've thrown up against him. Now all you can do is shove things into his path to prevent him from finding the little black box he's searching for.

"Stop this and tell me."

You expect more anger behind his words.

He isn't applying so much pressure with his hand to cut off your airway entirely but the heat searing into your skin from his thumb and index finger is alarming. He's burning through his guise to the point that soon he won't be able to maintain the protective barrier between his true form and the outside world. If he's still pushing you for information when his guise fails...

Rather than think about that you concentrate on those piercing blue eyes now almost entirely visible through his rapidly deteriorating shell you wonder if his receptionist here has ever seen Tom's true form. His annoyingly beautiful true self.

Perks of whatever fraction of preternatural blood you had running through your veins include being able to see through every guise worn by preternatural beings while they fiddled about with mortals. The day you spotted Tom you'd considered it a perk.

You've learned better since.

He's digging through your mind with more force now, chasing the little black box of information. You have to keep bouncing it around to keep it beyond his reach. You flinch when he causes another wall of protection to crumble and gains access to more of your memories. You try to push some of them aside to keep them away from his raking fingers and instead push it straight at him. You see it in his eyes exactly when the memory hits him. The next mentor you'd sourced out and his hard knocks lessons on how exactly to deal with irate pixies – by unleashing a swarm of them on you and watching as they broke through your simplistic attempts at shielding yourself before tearing at your clothes and skin.

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HI HI!!! can you please elaborate on your post about how both katara and zuko are the yang to aang's yin because you're right and you should say it. if you don't have the time or don't want to that's perfectly fine too, thank you so much for acknowledging this message! have a nice day!! :)

yes, YES i can. this is the post in question btw.

aang is push. katara and zuko are pull.

let’s start with aang and zuko.

iroh has, at the start of the series, spent three years laying the ground work for zuko’s redemption. but it isn’t until aang’s awakening that zuko’s redemptive arc takes on a more active role. the more interactions he has with aang, the more we see zuko’s humanity, his empathy, and his desire to do what’s right. aang pushes zuko to be better in a way that iroh (or katara or anyone else) simply could not. aang’s influence also pushes zuko to get more creative with how he handles things (helloooo blue spirit). it is because of aang that zuko beings to properly question everything he was raised to believe, and aang is the key to zuko’s redemption.

zuko in turn, is pulling aang. the most obvious way is how he pulls aang into the 100 years war. it is not until aang has an interaction with zuko, that aang is forced to actually accept that yes, he’s woken up 100 years later, and yes, there is a war going on that he has no choice but to get involved in. zuko’s presence throughout book one is a constant reminder to aang that he can’t avoid his problems or his fears any more. zuko pulls aang back around to face things like he’s never had to before.

their first team up in the blue spirit shows us this in a more physical sense. zuko is quite literally pulling aang along in several key moments. aang is pushing their escape by means of airbending and seemingly nonsense but actually brilliant means of escape. their chat at the end only solidifies this. aang pushes zuko to think hard about what he’s done with “do you think we could’ve been friends?” allowing zuko to take some of aang with him when they part ways.

when zuko joins the team in book 3, zuko is taking and taking, pulling from aang because finally zuko is in a healthy environment. aang pushes zuko to open up more in ways we’ve never seen him do in previous episodes. zuko takes and pulls, but he does that because aang is 100% ok with that. aang has to push first before zuko can take.

aang and katara have a much less antagonistic relationship to be sure, but the push and pull dynamic is still very much at play here. it’s just more subtle.

aang pushes katara to remember her age first off. “you still are a kid!” he shouts at her. this is something that not even katara’s father, brother, or grandmother have allowed her to remember. katara hasn’t been able to think of herself as a kid since she was eight years old, and then along comes a kid who asks her to go penguin sledding and convinces her to explore an abandoned fire navy ship. she can be the stupid and reckless kid she’s not allowed herself to be in literal years. this is a dynamic that stays throughout the entire series.

katara, like zuko, also pulls aang into the war. but she does it with a much more gentle approach. she keeps aang on track, gently pulling him along and reminding him of his goals and what needs to be done. she’s the one who brings up the order of the elements aang has to master, and she’s his first instructor. it’s not a coincidence that the first move she teaches him, and the first one he masters is a very obvious push and pull move, it is symbolic of their relationship.

it’s also katara who is constantly pulling aang back from the brink. first in the southern air temple, then again in the avatar state by way of her explaining that learning to master the avatar state just to beat the fire lord is not the right way to do it. the avatar state is scary and dangerous, and she’s right to point that out. it’s not something to be triggered so casually. she pulls him back from the brink the the desert too, when aang’s fury could’ve been disastrous. only she could’ve done that.

aang also pushes katara to believe in herself and her abilities by constantly validating her feelings. he never makes her feel bad for her outbursts, he forgives her without reservation and never holds any of that against her. he pushes her to her ambitions and stands by her when she’s got to fight her own battles (sometimes literally, pakku what’s good?), even occasionally joining her for a spot of eco terrorism because he believes in her that much. aang is likely the first healthy relationship katara has ever had. because both hakoda and gran gran letting an eight year old katara take on adult responsibilities and forget her childhood was not good for her, and that unhealthy environment clearly put a strain on her relationship with sokka. it isn’t until aang pushes her out of her comfort zone and takes her on this journey that she begins to heal.

the southern raiders is the pinnacle of all this. katara is furious. she want’s revenge, zuko thinks she needs that to heal. after all, the fire nation seems to have no qualms with it, why would he know any better. aang is firm, “let your anger out, and then let it go.” revenge is not the answer, he knows because he’s gone down that road with the sandbenders (however brief). aang’s words push both zuko and katara to think of a different way of looking at things. which is why zuko asks what aang plans to do when facing ozai. if aang doesn’t plan on killing ozai, then he must have some other plan, right? that question in turn pulls aang back to reality a little bit, because this is the first time he’s actually had to consider that killing might be his only option. katara’s statement that she can’t and won’t ever forgive the man who killed her mother, gives aang something new to think about too: you don’t have to forgive someone in order to heal or find peace within yourself. maybe he has to, but it’s not a one size fits all solution.

i would also like to add that the southern raiders is the blueprint for both aang’s final battle and the final agni kai, but that’s a different write up for a different day.

i could say more, but this shit is already long lmao. i tend to ramble. thanks for reminding me i still needed to elaborate! and both sokka and toph act as pulls to aang’s push too, but my thoughts on why that is are not as fully formed. aang, katara, and zuko are my favorites, so i think about them more.

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@ne-nene-ne said,

[1/2] Hi~ May I pls have a matchup? I'm a ♏, ISFP, 5'0 fem w/ medium length dark hair & eyes. I like wearing sweaters/sweatpants a lot! I love to draw & sing especially! I'd sing softly to my s/o if we're close & alone together. I often take endless pics of the sunset bc it's so pretty! Tbh I'm a loner. I'm shy, quiet, awkward and I like my alone time. I'm friendly and good-willing towards others nonetheless! I've been told I have a positive aura. I'm more chill, silly & playful w/ family!

[2/2] I can joke around w/ them! I have a short temper but I forgive just as quickly. I can be hard on myself bc I feel it's necessary to improve. I'm an appreciative person so I'll say "thank you" like 1000 times lol! I highly value family & honesty! My ideal s/o is someone family-oriented, devoted, and genuine. Bonus points if they're funny too! I'd like someone who I can slowdance to soft, jazz music w/. My love language is Acts of Service! Tysm! Take your time, stay healthy & stay safe! ❤

✧ Thank you so much for requesting a matchup love. Tumblr is not letting me tag you so hopefully you’ll see this. 😔 I wish you well during this challenging time. Hope you keep safe as well! 😷

I’d match you with: . . .

➜ HOW YOU TWO FIRST MET ; Juza Hyodo is that typical cold guy in school that everyone is lowkey scared of. That’s how he seems from outside anyway. You were asked by your biology teacher to borrow the books for the class’s current lesson from the library on the spot so you took a beeline for the shelves as fast as you could. But for god’s sake all the books were placed at the topmost part of the science shelves. You stood there for a good minute while glaring at the books overhead. You knew you were damned for good since there were no chairs nearby that were available and the librarian was nowhere to be seen. You stomped you feet in annoyance until you felt a looming presence behind you. A tall one. When you turned around, you saw Juza grabbing the books at ease and handing it to you. You thanked him quietly which surprised him because you actually didn’t quiver with fear or panic in his presence??? and you genuinely thanked him?? It was not usual for him to hear someone express their gratitude towards him. Even the cashiers from sweet shops he’d like to visit secretly we’re scared of him for heaven’s sake. After murmuring a little “‘S nothing.” he walked away. And that was the end of it. Or so you thought. The second time you met the purple haired boy was in a cafe. You were patiently waiting in the line for this so called Peanut Butter Pound Cake S'mores. According to your friends, it was one of the best desserts the cafe ever had. To test that theory, you decided to check the dessert yourself. Everything was perfectly normal until a young teenage boy of average height with fluffy pink hair and light blue eyes bumped into you, spilling a little of his drink on you. Yes, I’m talking about Muku. Baby boy was so scared and flustered, he apologized to you multiple times like crazy. Luckily it wasn’t anything hot so you didn’t burn yourself. Giving the boy a soft smile, you said it was fine and he shouldn’t worry about it. But he is a kind-hearted and modest boy with the motto "doing one good deed each day" so of course he offered you to give some of the Chocolate-Caramel Sandwich Cookies he had ordered before to apologize properly. Normally you would’ve reject the offer but with the way he was looking at you, you couldn’t find the heart to do so. While waiting for your order together, you learned what the boy’s name was and that he came here with his cousin. When you heard that the first image that popped into your mind was a soft looking person just like him you. After you got your order, the two of you made your way towards their table. And with that, your previous thought was thrown out of the window just like that. There he was, one and only Juza Hyodo, the person who helped you in the library, was sitting in a chair, quietly munching on one of the many sweets in front of him. When Muku announced that he was back, his eyes shot up to him and then shifted towards you. Yeah, it was awkward. Nevertheless, you tried to offer the tall boy a smile, which he just nodded his head, cheeks tilted pink to get his sweet tooth exposed to someone from school. After you sat down, Muku began to explain how he accidentally bumped into you and spilled some of his drink on you. Juza got the picture and said nothing. Though, gradually he started to become more comfortable. Before you knew it, you befriend the young teenage boy with fluffy hair. You told Muku how you two first met, which he only exclaimed how cool his cousin was and how the scene was just like from a shoujo manga. So yeah, your friendship with Juza started that day and slowly but steadily developed into something more. You would see him at school and chat with him, give him snacks to eat together on the rooftop etc.

➜ PERSONALITY COMPATIBILITY ; Let me just start of by saying that you two are really similar in terms of personality. A loner who is shy, quiet, awkward, likes alone time yet still friendly and good-willing towards others? Yeah, you get to point. When you're dating someone who has almost identical personality traits as you, reading them becomes easier. Juza is honest and critical of himself but is more than willing to work hard on it to improve himself and so are you. You two motive each other become better versions of yourselves, constantly pushing forward hand in hand ad I think that’s a beautiful thing in a relationship. You two have the same values. He deeply values his comrades and family so he would love it whenever he saw you getting along with Muku or Kumon. He’s very protective of those he holds dear, so watching you interact with them and care for them as if they were your own family would make him fall for you even more. The same goes for him as well. He’ d try his utmost best to get along with your family. Physical affection is OUT the window in the first start of your guys' relationship though. And when you guys DO start attempting physical contact, he'd be so stiff. Baby boy really hasn’t had a lot of experience in regards to how to treat others with affection outside of his family. 🥺 but deep down, Juza has a soft side. He’s a bit shy with showing his affections, but he tries his utmost best to convey his love to you― one of them being if you ever needed him support with ANYTHING honestly, he’ll always make it known to you that you have his full support and that he’s always right beside you through everything.

➜ SHARED ACTIVITIES ; With an delinquent-like appearance that often gives people a "scary" impression of him, I feel like Juza would rather spend time inside rather than outside. For those with a serious sweet tooth, baking, especially with a lover has a double benefit: It engages the two of you in an activity you probably don't do often, and you get to enjoy something delicious afterward. You two make an especially decadent dessert when you're feeling ambitious, or simply break out a boxed mix if you're short on time — or baking skills. At first times, there is a lot of trial and error and you guys end up getting covered in flour and such, a cheeky smile present on your face. These are usually the times where you get to hear Juza’s rare laughs as he joined in your joy. Feeling too lazy to bake something? Have a candy tasting. Satisfying your sweet tooth is a foolproof way to survive. Stock up on different colors of Starbursts, Gummi Bears or Worms, Sour Straws, Hi-Chews, and whatever else you are craving— and then eat your way through the rainbow together. Bonus points if you’re lounging off your sugar coma with a movie on the couch afterwards, he doesn’t particularly mind what kind so it’s totally up to you which genre you want to watch. This one is technically not a date but sometimes you, Juza, Muku and Kumon play board games. Depending on how competitive you are, this idea can be a little dangerous. (looking at you monopoly.) But it’s always a blast to spend time with people you love and cherish.

➜ ZODIAC COMPATIBILITY ; Juza’s birthday is on September 27, which makes him a Libra. When Libra and Scorpio come together in a love match, they tend to make a very emotionally connected and mutually satisfying union. Though Scorpio is a brooder who can get lost in the confusing welter of their own emotions, Libra’s proclivity for balance and harmony helps keep Scorpio even. Scorpio can return the favor to Libra with their characteristic powers of focus, a trait that Libra usually lacks. These two are very compatible due to their similar needs in a love relationship: Libra is the Sign of Partnership, and Libra is happiest when in a well-balanced and intimate relationship, while Scorpio thrives on emotional and sexual intimacy with their mate. These two Signs can make a very loyal, close and satisfying partnership. What’s the best aspect of the Libra-Scorpio relationship? The power they find in unity. They can accomplish a lot, whether they come together for a cause in the business or romantic sphere. They are both winners and they won’t give up, making theirs a relationship that takes care of business.

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I know this idea is dumb, but can you a yandere Luffy headcanon?

It's Halloween so here is something a liiiiittle... mhh spooky, I guess👻! The goofy and lovable Luffy as a scary yandere? Oh dear, we'll see how that goes xD...

Warning for... well, yandere! Be prepared for some creepiness and possibly unsettling themes!

Yandere!Luffy headcanon

the concept of romance is definitely not something foreign to Luffy, but he never experienced such feelings for someone else by himself and let alone this strong- just seeing you sends a bolt of adrenaline and uncanny joy through his entire being already, and suddenly his whole body leaps forward and into your direction as if it were on auto-pilot

at first you're just a friend to him. Then a good friend. Then a very special kind of friend. And then you're just... something he can't quite sort in. It’s not like how he feels with his Nakama, who are usually his main source of happiness.... so what exactly are you to him?

Luffy is a very straight forward kind of guy and unafraid to speak his mind- so he certainly wouldn’t scare away from approaching you, a confused expression on his face as he asks what you’re doing that he suddenly feels so weird whenever you come by

even if you (most likely) don’t have an answer to that, it hardly matters. He will seek out your company no matter what because the happiness and joy you give him is something that Luffy quickly starts to crave almost all the time

physical intimacy is something he is familar with, but never once did Luffy feel the desire to constantly cling to someone and touch them all the time like he does with you. Not in a sexual way of course, but he can’t stop wrapping his arms around you and hold onto you like some little monkey or happy sloth. And strangely enough, his arms are constantly wrapped around the most fragile or vital parts of your body... your neck, your wrists, your abdomen... it can almost feel threatening sometimes, as if one wrong move could end with him breaking you...

in a way you're almost more like a possession rather than a partner or even a real person to him; he is addicted to you and those happy feelings you give him, which is why he can barely stand leaving you alone

and darling you could literally tell him right in the face to leave you alone, but it would only end with Luffy’s arms tightly wrapped around your body a moment later as he greets you with a wide smile and tells you to stop being silly- you’re his friend, and he always stays close looks out for his friends! After all, he wouldn’t want to lose you....

but the more you push him away the more irritated he's gonna get, and it doesn't take long until disappointed pouting turns into annoyed frowning and even angry groaning. No, Luffy isn’t going to physically harm you, but that terrifying expression he sends your way when you try to distance yourself is definitely enough to send chills through your whole body

the only way he sees you being safe is when you are with him, which ironically puts you in much more danger than if you were to just stay with Usopp or someone else for example- but Luffy isn’t going to be seperated from you and always takes you along, no matter if he’s facing an Emperor or just going on a ‘scouting’ mission

his goal is to keep you around so he can learn about his feelings and keep that surge of joy and happiness you give him rather than really ‘trap’ you or take away your freedom. But, are you really free when he’s constantly making you stay by his side...?