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buddiebitch · 3 months ago

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in the midst of all this terrible news ryan murphy saw fit to grace us with a tiny sliver of shimmering light

thank you ryan murphy for feeding us this week

#idk if i could have made it through this week without that bucktommy breakup #i would like to send my condolences to the tevan endgame crowd #i have been laughing at the distraught posts for hours #you had a whole season to listen to us and accept the reality that he was always going to be a plot device #people giving up the whole show over the boring white man breaking up a relationship that had almost no screen time? couldn’t be me #i’ve been gone for months but i had to come back for this #i have a had a truly terrible few months and this really helped tysm ryan murphy you saved me #911 #buddie #911 on abc #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie endgame #y’all can never take it from me now #my younger sibling and i were literally screaming with joy while we were watching it #the scene was a bit of a roller coaster but we came out on top in the end #we’re so back

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shima-draws · 3 months ago

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Grips my shirt and tears it apart so that all the buttons go flying and SCREAMS I love Law and Cora so much what the FUCK!!!!

#Shima speaks #SLAMS MY HEAD INTO THE WALL. BREAKING THE PLASTER. LEAVING A HOLE #AGHHH. AGHHFHF HELP #Cora who saw a kid so angry and bitter at the world decided to throw away everything to save him despite the whole WORLD saying he couldn’t #Law who finally realized there’s still hope left in the world and hope left for him and there’s someone willing to sacrifice EVERYTHING #Just to save him. Just to give him a fighting chance. Just to let him be FREE #Law who came to realize how much Cora meant to him and how much love and care Cora had for him. Then losing all that in an INSTANT #The one person he cared about more than anything sacrificed his LIFE for him #And Law spent the next 13 YEARS working to avenge Cora…naming his pirate crew getting tattoos fashioning his Jolly Roger ALL after Cora #TATTOOS!!! HE GOT PERMANENT MARKINGS ON HIS BODY SYMBOLIZING CORA #I’M. GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE AND BLOW UP. WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK #Oda writing the most epic revenge quest in history #They mean so much to me I’m GOING to die. Right here and now #Cora giving up everything for Law and Law giving up everything for Cora…THAT’S TRUE LOVE BABEY #No matter what kind of form it comes in that’s TRUE. LOVE. PERIODT #One Piece #Do you think Law still would have gotten tattoos symbolizing Cora if Cora had lived. I wonder about that sometimes.#I feel like he would. I feel like he’d wear them proudly and Cora would be SO embarrassed about it #Law’s not shy about shit like that he’d be super smug about it too #Law: You saved me and gave my life meaning why WOULDN’T I want to permanently mark my body to honor that #Cora: Because it’s embarrassing! Lawwww!!! 😭#Law: Too bad doing it anyway <3 #Cora: You know what. Fine. But I’m getting a tattoo that symbolizes YOU #Law: PLEASE???#Cora: WH. WAIT THAT BACKFIRED THAT IS NOT HOW YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO REACT #Cora you NEED to match his freak okay.#I heavily hc Law to be absolutely unhinged over the people he cares about #Like scarily possessive AND obsessive kind of unhinged #He and Cora can have an unhealthy codependent relationship. As a treat <3 #Okay shutting up now SORRY I’m just. Unwell. Sighs dramatically

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ml-1998 · 6 months ago

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𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝.

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shikai-the-storyteller · 22 hours ago

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It's taking me ages to write this chapter because every time I look through old VODs / notes to check something, I come across moments like this that make me want to lie down face-first on the floor:

[Context: Pac commits to the idea of taking the Happy Pills so he can create a cure. He's about to write a note to Cellbit to explain his plan.]

Pac: If Cellbit puts himself in this position, it's worse for everyone, because Cellbit is smarter when it comes to coming up with strategic plans, so he is the thinking mind of the Favela Five group, so if he no longer has the mind, he’s not capable of solving this whole problem, you know? But if I put myself in this position to help Cellbit so he can get the cure... You understand? It's better if I'm the bait. Right? I can't- I can't carry things alone guys, I've already lost Mike [...] if I lose Cellbit and I alone had to carry things, I won't be able to. But I think Cellbit can manage better. He is more independent, and he has Roier. He has a husband. I'm trying to– to be lucid here, understand? That's all.

Date: September 11, 2023 || Timestamp: 03:10:10

#i talk #qsmp talk #Oh Pac... :((((#I know the Happy Pills arc is soured for a lot of us (for valid reasons) but I still love it because of how vital it is to Pac's character #This arc is what solidified him as my favorite character. He was so brave and he's so full of love and grief #Aghh. Those self-worth issues man... :(((#Pac cubito I carry you in my heart forever and ever and always #fic talk #I don't know if it's funny or miserable that whenever I fact-check myself thinking #''Am I misremembering this / misrepresenting this? Is this too grim?''#The answer is no I hit it dead center #I love Pac's dynamic with all the Favela members but Pac and Cellbit's relationship dynamic has so many layers #it's fascinating to explore #Especially since in the stream before this he had a complete breakdown because he was terrified Cell was going to come back #Love and fear and friendship and anger and hate and healing...#So many layers #The murderer who once mauled him who he left to die #Now a dear friend and co-parent of his son #It's fascinating #What breaks my heart is when Cellbit finds out Pac took the Happy Pills a few days later and they have a confrontation #Cellbit tells him ''You were my only hope- the only scientific person who could create a cure; how are we supposed to save you?''#''We still had one another and now I'm alone!'' <– As always please take my translation with a grain of salt #But man. MAN.... Pac saying Cellbit will be fine he can handle things on his own and he has Roier #vs. Cellbit having the same fears of being left alone #I wonder if; even for a moment; he remembered what it felt like when Pac (e Mike) abandoned him on that Island after Fuga #Obviously he realized / later learned why Pac took the pills but AGH!!!!!!!!!! It hurts.#I wish they logged on at the same time more frequently I WISH we got to see them interact more #I can't really explore this too much in the Fit Pac fic but I am delving into it in the Pac fic #I don't think I'll go as in-depth with the Happy Pill stuff as I'm doing in this fic though. This has been exhausting. It's a heavy arc #(Stream date: September 13 2023 || Timestamp 1:34:00 for Cellbit's POV of that conversation btw)

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t8oo · 8 months ago

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there is some symbolism iv never considered in that one episod of pt5 where zenigata rescues fujiko before she kills lupin

#there are many timelines and variations in lupin as a serie so that every ship could work #in my own prefered timeline lupin finally gets the hint that fujiko plays him like a fiddle #to me she does like him but he is an instrument to her #she is cold hearted and calculating and always thinking about relationships in terms of profit #i got some ideas abt her background that justify this. essentially she kills the detective that is after her and with that kills #the soft part of her that she couldnt control before #eventually and despite his affection lupin gives up the objectifications and the desires he projects onto fujiko #whom uses his delusions like a master tbh #thus allowing himself to consider zenigata. he plays with zenigata the way fujiko plays with him #hes just not as calculating. he feels pity and remorse where fujiko doesnt #he finds the thrills and the doubts and the lack of trust and the risk of betrayal in zenigata. the things that he loves the most #he isnt about stability. he thrives in the unknown. he loves that zenigata could backstab him and does so sometimes #and in that lack of stabilty some form of stability builds up. there is familiarity #and most importantly there are rare times when they can put the game aside and just chill #just enough to gather the energy to go back to trying to kill each other #plus zenigata pampers him during those breaks and he loves that #he acts with carelessness but he does care. in that regard he looses to fujiko #at least thats how she sees it. he doesnt see caring as a flaw #and zenigata is so sweet. he really is. and lupin loves to stirr up the crazy in him #fucking loonies the both of them #so in essence zenigata doesnt really 'save' him from fujiko but he becomes lupins new favourite toy to throw around #fujiko is only upset that because of that ugly looser of a detective her grip on lupin is loosening #she does find ways to use that newly developed affection luzeni has to her advantage thou #lupin is still her instrument she just drags zenigata along now #fujiko is such a good and interesting character and deserves so much better honestly #despite my love for TWCFM i wish there was another serie centralized around her where her ruthlessness is examined #and her cunning is studied. and the proper law enforcement she should face the same way lupin does #shes like a million times smarter and more ressourceful than him. steals much more. embezzles. manipulate #lupin is just a small time pickpocket next to her. she isnt about stealing a painting shes about emptying the pockets of the richest men in #the world. her goals are much more ambitious

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crimeronan · 4 months ago

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Loved the new chapter so much, grateful you gave us such a fluffy sleepover before Cat Vomit tried to ruin everything.

Also while I do love "Amity runs away and gets adopted" fics, I'm very happy she ran straight into Luz.

🥰❗️💕

she sure did run straight into luz!!

it's been a hot minute since i wrote any romance at all, and i'm not sure i've ever written a romance fic for toh unless raeda's princess AU divorce counts....?

but the setup has been surprisingly similar to every other fic i ever write: a pair of incredibly unwell protags doing their best for the other's sake, and getting Super Duper Weird About It.

like. this is my default for parenting genfic, hunter and luz fic, lilith and amity (who are arguably sort of parenting genfic), raine and eda fic....

neither luz nor amity is coping well with their respective situations. but they also have a level of mutual trust and understanding that's, like.... an enormous comfort. for both of them.

#thank you!!#i'm very compelled by a relationship that's like #'well. i can't save you or fix you or make anything better. but we can sit together and watch the sun rise'#romance fixing the protags is out. romance giving the protags a much-needed Fucking Break is in....#toh #replies #princess luz au #lumity

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beastsovrevelation · 11 months ago

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I recently found out people ship Cassandra with Apollo.

My initial reaction was...

Just tan their hides. You know what happened to her because the the bastard, don't you?..

Then, I was overwhelmed by morbid curiosity, and checked AO3. People are writing rape fics about them. ...Why?..

Could I ever see Cassandra x Apollo?.. I don't know, maybe. But, definitely not the nonsense I mentioned. Dubcon at most. I guess, he might somehow coerce her into sleeping with him, and later rescue her from the fall of Troy, because she's pregnant with his child, or something (Zeus would be pissed, I'm fine with that).

Sounds like an intriguing story, with a lot of morally questionable elements. I can imagine Apollo confiding in Artemis, wondering why his wife is so upset. She'd just go "are you serious rn?.. -_-".

...What, you're surprised I'm among those I wish to hide with a broom? Don't be. It happens quite often, actually.

#greek mythology #greek myth fandom #apollo #cassandra #apollo x cassandra #diary pages #thoughts #greek gods #this is such a fucked up pairing #in the iliad you like apollo then remember what he did cassandra #i don't blame her for rejecting his advances he's an entitled fboy with nine girlfriends and she wanted to remain chaste #the way he responded is very cruel honestly cassandra's story breaks my heart #of course i'm discussinv them as characters not religious figures #apollo can be such a creep #greek myth fanfic #fanfiction ideas #what the hell i have a hundred epics in my wips already including one with apollo #but i SHOULD put this aside the “Apollo coerces Cassandra then saves her because she's pregnant”#it's dark but also very intriguing to explore... it isn't supposed to be hot really well maybe later #dionysus married ariadne why can't apollo marry cassandra #she wouldn't want to marry him but what other choice would she have #their further relationship just seems so fascinating #yeah apollo would be confused why she's upset - he'd get her being upset about the fall of troy but not why she's upset with him #but as gods do he'd imagine she should be happy about getting rescued by him #why am i doing this to myself (and cassandra)#i suppose... i just want a better ending for cassandra (back to the fic idea) which this would be even though she'd have to deal with apollo #side note imagine the “pairing” in disney's hercules it would be hilarious #cassandra confronting hercules about his creepy older cousin trying to hit on her #or icarus trying to ask apollo if she'll go out with him and apollo replying “if you have my luck she'll just throw a shoe at your face”#she should take out a restraining order also

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quietwingsinthesky · 11 months ago

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there’s a progression in there, somewhere, of even going from ‘the master might kill me any day now :(‘ to ‘the master is going to kill me :) she’s not going to let someone else do it after all this time’

#i wouldn’t call it hubris exactly. more like this pretty secure surity that that’s how they’re going to die.#and to them that makes sense. they chose this. they keep choosing it after the doctor offers them a way out.#because this is. they understand this. and they feel safe in the reprieve before their death.#how do you control death? choose who kills you. the last defense of a prey animal.#something something dark mirror to clara’s ‘i am owed’ speech for even is if this ever. doesn’t work out the way they thought it would.#clara tried to threaten the doctor so that he’d reverse death for her. even would turn on the master if she tried to spare them.#i am owed better. i am owed the death you promised… i am owed the knowledge that you don’t care enough to save me… you know. something like #that.#even is. kind of. meant to mirror the doctor’s companions at the time. they are a martha who can’t leave him. they are a donna who has to #remember and never speak about everything they know. they are clara if during deep breath clara reached back and truly didn’t expect. truly #hoped. that no one would take her hand. because if they can be certain it will happen they can know never to reach again.#jesus christ. go to therapy boy. you have so many trust issues.#but that’s why they’re Like That with the master because at the end of the day. who is easier to rely on? the guy who comes in to put out #fires but only sometimes. or the guy who. really really fucking likes starting fires.#better to get burned hoping someone is coming or get burned knowing that’s what would happen. and even. chooses the latter.#AND ALL OF THIS. for me to say thats why i cant actually let the master ever kill them.#i think she needs to do something worse to even. i think she needs to abandon them.#and that will either set them free to go have healthy normal relationships or. lets be honest much more likely. completely fucking break #them. which would be fun :) for me.#dw oc

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elegyofthemoon · 10 months ago

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well. i finished ch 17 of hi3. but at what cost

#avil plays hi3 #tbf majority of me playing through hi3 just looks like This.#yes the acheron trailer made me get up and finish ch 17 #i. :(#the fight between kiana and mei was so painful :(#ok also i suck ass in the combat and i was so scared of having to restart #BUT I THINK I HURT MORE THE FACT THAT KIANA JUST REFUSED TO GIVE UP ON MEI #BUT MEIS ALSO DOING THIS BECAUSE SHES TRYING TO SAVE KIANA #AND THEY WERE BOTH FIGHTING TO STOP AND TRY TO SAVE EACH OTHER #MEI YOU SAVED KIANA BUT LIKE..... DONT YOU WANT TO LIVE ALONGSIDE HER.... MEI PLEASE #tbh. the way i was going through ch 17 for hi3.#kiana and mei remind me a lot of oz and gil's relationship back in pandora hearts but #now it makes me want to hit my head on a brick wall because #'wow. i really just gravitate tO THE SAME FUCKING MEDIA EVERY DAMN TIME AVIL STOP IT FFS'#also idk i was thinking about it too #mei tried earlier to use the herrschers powers to try and protect kiana but it wasnt enough. she failed that time #and with no other option to save her she just HAD to and it makes me HURT that this was her only option #IN HER HEAD. I BELIEVE IN YOU MEI I THINK THERE COULDVE BEEN ANOTHER OPTION HERE (IDK WHAT BUT I AM SOBBING)#sprawls on the ground #at least i can have an emotional break for a little bit.... hsr update so i can chill w that #and then when i finish catching up w that. then i go back to being hi3's punching bag #can i get off this train now? why'd i sign myself up for this (welt yang doomed me and then i got fucked over by everything else)#idk also the way that both mei AND kiana resorted to using their herrscher powers to stop the other. two stubborn people....#but its done because they just... they just care so much and want to save the other #okay yeah we did beat each other up about it bUT STILL #MEI I BELIEVE IN YOU YOU CAN TURN THIS AROUND 😭😭😭😭😭#anyways. glad i did. i have the worst stomach ache rn so i was Going through it #but my brain hit a reset so i feel normal now. save for the crying

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kiyomitakada · 3 months ago

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i am going to scream (wip rambling in the tags)

#(not subjecting this to my wip thread [hi j k l if you see this somehow] [how did i not notice your names line up in the alphabet]#because im really just waffling at this point)#it has been three(?) months and i still cannot decide if this thing is ending happily or unhappily #because it is just. so unrealistic to save LIGHT FUCKING YAGAMI from herself #i feel like this is one of those things where i have to just keep writing the plot and ill figure out the ending along the way #BUT I DON'T WANT TO. i want to know where i'm going first so i can signpost!#god #really i just need to figure out misa and soichiro and the actual plot #but like. okay. so #what actually changes for light's internal state is #1) she has a secret to keep that doesnt fit with the charming young man image but is harmless (at least relative to the murder)#2) she and L are both in on the secret #3) it is a point of commonality she has with L that isn't about ruthlessness intelligence or murder #4) it upends her entire sense of self perception #and are these points enough to save her. i dont know. i dont know #i think at the very least it makes yotsuba slightly more bearable #in the direction of L&light anyway. her relationship with her father is probably going to be worse #and of course theres still misa #who is ALSO getting her entire sense of self perception upended #i still dont know how she's going to react to pretty much anything #i have an instinctive feeling for her first reaction but it's such desperate denial that it is going to break sometime #not that she broke for five entire years of miserably happy comphet relationship in canon #but i feel like this might be more jarring than that #aaaand if so how does that change her part in yotsuba arc because she was the one who got higuchi caught and did that for light #my god why am i doing this to myself. i could have been happy i could have written a high school au.#but anyway back to light HOW AM I GOING TO GIVE HER A HAPPY ENDING WHEN SHE'S *LIGHT* AND L'S *L* AND #like the problem is it would be SO easy to give her a sad ending. so easy that i honestly dont want to. i want her to be happy it's just #the logistics #i genuinely think theres a chance i could do it theres just so many VARIABLES im going to start BITING #edit: jesus they deleted all the tags after this one. is this the thirtieth tag. it IS wow

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whitneysboyslut2 · 1 year ago

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...hello? what?

#i've been to the underground farm this save‚ and spent nearly the whole time making a pure menace of myself #i Would Not Let Him Break Me #then i got caught in a vicious gangrape cycle and had to dip #but now i'm tempted to go back and see if i can up our relationship to “delightful”#speaking #dol #dol screenshot #degrees of lewdity

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mydr3aminvi0let · 9 months ago

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i wear a lot of skirts and pink and whatnot as my style has developed with me & my personality but when one of those age regression girlies latch onto me....i do not like that

#like oh....you think im one of them...bestie no im freshly 23 and im happy i made it this far i dont wanna go back #sometimes i hate being 5'2 with a small frame you have to be very careful and kinda vet everyone you interact with #idk there's a complex discussion to be had. i am someone who has went through what they fetishize and i know a lot of girls in that #community have too. so i worry a lot if if my behaviors and preferences accidentally align with that community in ways i don't realize #bc trauma will always reveal itself. idfk. when i was 20 i got in a relationship with a man who was 30 because i misheard him and thought #he was 24. i thought he was okay until we were at this giftshop and he wanted to get me something but as giftshops are super expensive #i mentioned i could fit in childrens clothes and it saves me a lot of money ($60 shoes are $30 for kids) and tbh fit my frame better #so he was “prove it” so i did and mf said “THATS HOT” ??????????? BITCH #my style wasn't even feminine in the slightest at the time 😑 it feels like a curse to have this kind of trauma then never outgrow this body #believe me ik how trauma changes your brain but how #as a woman #can you ever be apart of that community? why do you allow this to continue and not persecute these men for existing?#you're inherently enabling it and saying its okay this happened to you and its okay that other adults can hurt other kids #when my rapist got put in prison i screamed i yelled i sang i danced my friends set off FIREWORKS for me #when he got out i cried more than i ever have. i moved STATES (not the sole rzn but nonetheless) not that i was in the one he was in prison #in anyways but i was so fucking petrified he'd find me again. its embarrassing but i started sleeping with a chastity belt again.#i made more phone calls i ever have in my life to people who have and will get their hands dirty #i understand the self hatred those girls have. i understand the girls who sleep with everyone to take some of their power back.#i even understand the girls who want to get raped if they got assaulted but it never felt like enough for the pain they're experiencing #but please stay the fuck away from me. as someone who has tried to heal and wants every man like that erased from earth.#do not give them an ounce of attention. ostracize them like they're meant to be. leave it to god for their karma they will be dealt with #reckon with your pain and make sure it never happens to anyone else. only the harmed can make the greatest teachers #tbh bro i am disgusted with myself at all that those are the kinda vibes i put out.#what are you supposed to do as a woman when feminity is equalized with infantilism? i think its tone deaf and misguided whem girls are like #i dress this way to contradict societies views!!! babes its a whole cultural issue that requires reviewing and reforming #you are not doing anything revolutionary by wearing frilly skirts and saying im not like them bc they see you and ur automatically boxed in #i dress how i want and say what i want but i know as a individual im not the beacon of a groundbreaking movement #singularily flipping society on its head. dress how you want but be aware of the connotations. you're living in this society here and now #there's consequences that may not be in your favor and youll be assumed to have values that dont align with you and it may break your heart

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ml-1998 · 6 months ago

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𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫... 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮?

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potatoesandsunshine · 2 years ago

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my thing is i actually do like alistair more once he hates you. like he becomes more compelling to me once he’s decided he’s done with the warden completely

#once in a while one of my two fairly popular alistair posts gets some notes which is always fun #because one is like 'he's literally not wrong at the landsmeet' and the other is 'isn't it fucked up how sad the start of awakeing is #after you saved loghain at the landsmeet and betrayed alistair' which feel like. they should come from opposite opinions #when really the ultimate point is just. i think origins has some really good writing in it.#when you do ye olde return to the source material and find alistair is like this sometimes prickly and angry grieving guy #it's so refreshing after like 1 million billion fanon iterations that sand away all his interesting edges #i like alistair and anora in their terrible marriage BECAUSE i think it would suck #that's the flavor!! that's the storytelling!!#honestly it's so good that this game can have you go through the whole thing - you can be BEST FRIENDS with alistair.#you can be IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER. and you can make the choice to break that relationship completely and have it stay broken #like sorry but. inquisition did not have a single choice that hit me this hard.#'you can punch solas-' alistair just gave me an arling and he fucking HATES me bro!! and he had to give me a TITLE!

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victorluvsalice · 2 years ago

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-->Eh -- not really. I mean, their mood on the beehive went down to “Irritated,” but they did very much swarm Victor. At least they also swarmed the plants around him! Victor took his stings with good grace and went to fizz some lemons (grabbing a few spare out of the mini-fridge), getting Juice Fizzing skill 3 in the process and ALSO fulfilling New Skill Day! :D He rewarded himself with some leftover ham eaten in the greenhouse. XD Dude, you could have at least eaten at the new outside table!

-->Smiler, meanwhile, finished their gadget review and started editing their new video. . .only to fall victim to their media creation station breaking down. They were extremely dramatic about it, as you can see. XD Fortunately fixing it wasn’t an issue, and they were able to edit it to their heart’s content before going to amuse Kelly with the laser pointer. Gotta keep the cat’s reflexes sharp!

-->Alice, for her part, spent most of the afternoon on her book, telling stories to herself and hanging out with the pets (both Kelly and Shadow joined her at various points during the process, which I thought was cute). She eventually finished it, though -- another bestseller, w00! I had her take a shower, then -- as she was feeling rather peckish -- had her transform and head off for a hunt. Passing Victor on the stairs, as I’d recently realized that no, he’d never finished upgrading the new bed, so I figured he’d better get on that! Trust me, faster energy regain from sleeping is NEVER a bad thing in this game. (Especially when your Sims are as busy as mine!)

#sims 4 #the lazy save #victor van dort #alice liddell #smiler always #poor Victor #normally he has a very good relationship with his bees #but it's been a long week of winter for them and they grumpy #just keep pollinating my plants little guys!#and yes Smiler was VERY 'oh woe is me' about the SimsTube computer breaking #I mean they DO have the 'Techie' lifestyle so they had a Sad moodlet about it #but come on you're pretty handy #you can repair it in nothing flat XD #and yes Kelly and Shadow both hung out with Alice while she was writing #how sweet :)#I gotta do more with the pets #Shadow keeps poking at the obstacle course #gotta teach her how to run it correctly!#queued

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rubyintheskywithdiamonds · 2 years ago

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apparently "being like Roy Mustang" is not a healthy way to deal with your problems. Who knew? Certainly not me, and certainly not Roy Mustang.

#personal #go to premarital counseling they said #it'll be fun they said #they didn't tell me i would break down crying because apparently my dad's depression affected me WAY more than I told myself it did #apparently “that affects how you see relationships and their roles”#and I guess my coping skill of being resilient and moving on really quickly is not because I'm super cool #but because I feel the need to be like my mom and be strong in case people fall apart and break so completely like my dad #and I guess I am deathly afraid of my spouse falling into depression as deep as my dad did #also I have a weird complex about being used to being picked second???#anyways #ruby overshares in the tags #but like i also think that's why i adore the character of Roy because I get it #I get the pushing everything aside and telling yourself you've dealt with it but really you've just dealt with it enough to survive #and you make yourself strong as hell and you RUN after your goals like they can save you #and like I'm not a war criminal but I get it. I get the trying to atone and trying to be better #chase your goals and run as hard as you can so you can lie to yourself about why you're running #running towards and not from something #but we're really just running from something #ANYWAYS #fma brotherhood #roy mustang needs therapy #so do i #roy mustang

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