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AAAAAAAH I TOUCHED THE MOLD I TOUCHED DIRECTLY ON THE MOLD NOOOOOO
#caw#CUT MY FINGER OFF#nooooo im so germaphobic i genuinely screamed out loud#i dont think anyone heard#those jermaphobe memes temporarily made me confused if i had spelled that correctly#my house my not look like it#its mostly when it comes to food and trash tho#not so much dust altho i still hate it#ahh it was directly on the mold too ;;_;;#washes my hands for a thousand years#why do peaches mold so quickly#i didnt eat peaches for like a year bc the first time i bought some (here in norway where you cant buy them in singles)#they molded immediately and i was like fuck that theyre so expensive#but i bought them recently and they were actually good for a while#ate like two thirds or three fourths? and then didnt eat for a couple days and they molded but thats fair#but i ONLY ATE ONE OF THESE BEFORE THEY MOLDER#THEY DIDNT EVEN RIPE YET#i hate norway so much get me out of this stupid ass country#the mountain view is NOT WORTH IT#dont move to norway#this is a psa#im sorry mr prisonhannibal
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an idea that came to me this afternoon lol
#ruby rose#weiss schnee#whiterose#white rose#rwby#my art#vamp ruby and wereweiss! bc why not.#listen. the really random thought of 'what if i didn't have money when im buying sth' came to me#and what if i didn't have anything of value either#and the first thing i thought of is to rip off and offer a finger#and then i realized i would always buy the thing another day#so this is born i guess.#weiss runs a stall selling wards and charms don't ask me abt the specifics idk#ruby just finds one of them really pretty and decides to get it. it's a ward that repels vamps and weiss is absolutely flabbergasted#and then it doesn't really work on ruby cause maybe silver eyes and stuff#it becomes a routine of ruby visiting her stall and weiss giving her a ward to test on (it never works)#she then gets frustrated and bribes her siblings to test them out. she and winter then proceeded to gather whitley's ashes up#and toss then into a coffin to revive him like it's another day#(yes whole schnee fam are vamps while weiss is the only were)#(and ruby the only vamp where her fam are weres/human)#how does this work? don't ask! i think it's just fun lol#also making vamps that they don't regenerate their limbs if cut off. they need the original severed part. just attach it and it'll heal!#so ruby giving weiss her finger meant that there was a possibility that she'll lose it for life lmao#(thankfully weiss kept it. she was pretty disgusted by it though.)
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the bear (cc)
inspired by one of my favorite tv shows 🐻
BUILD INFO:
lot size: 30x30 (waterside warble in san myshuno)
lot type: restaurant
lot traits: chef's kitchen, homey
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#when i tell y'all i went insane trying to piece together the entire layout....#the kitchen was the hardest to figure out#i ended up just rewatching season 1#i started building this a few months ago and never finished it#but during that time i ended up slicing half my finger off cutting ciabatta bread#and i blame the show cuz it made me wanna start cooking again just to end up with a giant scar on finger lmfaoo#my builds#ts4#sims 4#simblr#sims community
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RKH images, Maplewood, 29.07.2016
You can almost hear the disgruntled noise because they only gave them one mic for all three of them - but he handled it with grace
#the band ghost#ghost#papa emeritus iii#terzo#papa emeritus 3#ghouls#nameless ghouls#im gonna post some more pics with sources over the next few weeks because im getting so annoyed at all these posts#with 3289429 notes and unsourced pics :))) please credit photographers or im gonna cut your fingers off#anyway#make the terzo tag terzo again#not sure if the other ghoul is alpha or water#not 100% sure who the ghouls are - id say delta and alpha considering the date#alpha#delta#photos#my stuff
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Dave Lizewski needs a fat chick. Bro would be sooo lost in the sauce 🥴💖
OOOHHHH BABES lost in the sauce is an UNDERSTATEMENTTTTTTTTTT. he is SO heaven help me by lizzo coded in this. I saw a tiktok that was like "who likes crybaby tops who apologize mid thrust?? (I do)" and lemme tell you that is our boy DAVE but instead of apologizing he is thanking you.
as with ALL nsfw works all characters are aged up to 18+ obvs
The first time Dave sees you?? HARD. hard as a goddamn rock every fucking time he sees you. one glance and he's hard for DAYS. he's kind of embarrassed because he thought he wouldn't be so horny by now. He's been doing his vigilante thing in secret for a couple years now, and somehow still has not managed to get any pussy ever. so when he saves you from some purse snatcher or some drunk guy outside of a bar, he's just staring while you thank him. you're worried for a minute, worried he's gonna laugh or make some creepy comment like guys tend to make, but no.
he's looking at you like he's seeing god herself. he's flushed but it's not from the fight. he's pitching a tent that could house a family of four on a weekend camping trip and he's looking at you with this dumb, lovestruck expression, opening and closing his pretty mouth without being able to choke out any words.
it's at that exact moment that you recognize him. kickass, the kickass is Dave, the nerdy guy with a huge obvious crush on you. Maybe you know him cause you've seen him around your college, maybe you're always stopping by his work or vise versa, maybe you've just bumped into each other a few times when you're getting coffee. regardless of how you know him, you know him. you'd know that look anywhere. you thank him with a kiss on the cheek, shamelessly pressing your soft curves against his body while you do, and this motherfucker moans in the middle of the street. He chokes and sputters and tries to cover it up and act all tough, but his voice cracks a little as he tells you to get home safe.
you find him the next day (as Dave of course) and use some flimsy porn sounding excuse to get him alone at your place, one thing leads to another and before you know it he's cumming his pants just from a little kissing and touching. he's so embarrassed and he cannot BELIEVE it when you tell him you think it's cute. you pull him back for more and the rest is history. to say Dave is obsessed with you is an understatement. he loves EEEEEVERYTHING about you. He loves the way you smell and taste and look and feel and sound and... everything. sometimes after a particularly long night of street justice he'll sneak into your place all needy and beat up and he's trying not to cry but he looks so pretty when he does. he goes straight to you. he needs your touch, needs to feel you and hear your voice. you barely have time to patch him up before he's dragging you to bed, cuddling and snuggling into you, burying his face in your tits and groping at you sleepily. you pet his hair and kiss his head and he looks up at you with this hazy, love drunk expression, like everything's okay when he's with you. you're just so perfect. everything about you is perfect, and he just can't resist you.
#drabbles#dave lizewski#dave lizewski x reader#dave lizewski drabbles#kick ass#kick ass x reader#kick ass drabbles#dave lizewski smut#kick ass smut#plus size!reader#plus size reader#dave lizewski x plus size!reader#need a t shirt that says “bros lost in the sauce” and only comes in plus sizes tbh#what an icon#ty for this one anon#sending extra smooches to all my plus sized babes#(and just sending smooches to my babes in general lol)#ALSO HOLY SHIT HAPPY NEW YEAR IG#WRITING THIS IN 2024 STILL LOL#it's giving that scene from family guy where peter's like "dear future peter. I'm gonna plant a tree for you when I get home#“look out your window and you'll see a fully grown tree!”#“and if you look at your hand it's a nub cause I cut the fingers off >:)”#that's me rn lol
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surprise phantom doodles for 'late at night when the nightingale sings' '
i was brainstorming today after classes over Danny's ghost form in 'late at night when the nightingale sings' and decided to draw out some concept ideas! Specifically for when he was eleven and freshly ghosted.
Canonically, as per "Before the Nightingale Sings" Danny was wearing one of his parents' jumpsuits when he died, meaning it was much too big for him going into the portal. As Phantom it shows -- now, I'm still learning how to draw baggy clothes, so his clothes aren't nearly as baggy as I picture them being, but I hope I got the general feel across. -- by how his suit seems to sag off him, with Danny using bandages (or, more likely hair ties) to cinch his gloves off at the wrist because they tended to slip and fall off.
He has an even greater tendency to float as Phantom, not just because of the ghost thing, but also because his boots are so big and heavy that he tends to trip over them if he's walking or running. They're loud and clunky, and I'm thinking that eventually he just ends up getting rid of them at some point because they're so in the way.
The shading over his face is something I came up with while drawing, and while I hope to be able to keep it, I might end up dropping it before it gets written into the fic. My idea was for it to kinda like, be a unique way to represent his love for space by having a shadow darken over his forehead that steadily gets lighter the further down his face it gets, and in the shadow-y parts are star-freckles, but I'll need to see how it looks digitally before I confirm it. It looks cool with just pencil and paper, but whether or not it looks cool (rather than busy) in color is a different story.
His eyes are probably my favorite part! But I'm also a sucker for inhuman looking eyes. His pupils are, as you'll notice in the pictures, noted to be white, and shaped like four-point stars. His hair is also meant to be shorter, but I didn't feel like testing my short-hair-drawing-skills with the concept drawings for Phantom just yet.
The "new ghosts have a very specific feel" thing was another thing I thought of as I was drawing, and I thought it'd be kinda neat. The townsfolk are scared of Phantom initially because of the whole "ah! a ghost!" thing, but also because Danny's legitimately giving off like, the worst "not a deer anymore" vibes ever. Not unintentionally, mind you! But still giving them off.
I don't know how to articulate it well, but new ghosts have this "new car" feel to them that, to the living, feels pretty similar to encountering a liminal space, and it's because of how fresh the ectoplasm is in their creation. They're still "fresh out of the oven steaming" so to speak. They invoke a sense of unease and foreboding that's pretty unique to new ghosts, like a combination uncanny valley and "I have a bad feeling about this".
To ghosts it feels different! New ghosts don't spook the other dead like they do the living, so this is only a phenomenon with the humans. To the other dead it's more like that "new car smell" except its that "fresh ectoplasm" smell that tells them the other ghost is fresh out the grave dirt. This feeling usually fades after a few weeks.
It gets cut off, but the drawing in the corner says "death scar is in center of chest rather than on his arm" and that's because I've mentioned before that I think Blood Blossom Danny's death was a little different in comparison to typical fanon. Rather than being killed by the button electrocuting him, the fabric of reality tearing a hole straight through where he was standing did! Luckily for him, Danny was dead before the pain could hit.
As a result, Danny's got a pretty large but luckily relatively unnoticeable "blast" scar in the center of his chest, and while he doesn't have that big ol' hole as a ghost (most of the time), his chest was the last to physically form. His ghost formed right behind Sam and Tucker, which was a very trippy experience for their already traumatizing experience. They could see Danny's physical core, which pulsed like a heartbeat and cast the whole room in a light like the aurora borealis, before it was steadily encased by his physical body. Very horrifying to see. Danny doesn't remember this. It has a tendency to go numb sometimes, and he developed a habit of rubbing his chest.
Technically Danny does have a pair of goggles too -- but I haven't mastered drawing goggles yet, and I didn't wanna mess with drawing them. So for now, he's gone goggle-less for doodles. I do think his ghost form -- at least clothingwise -- has changed by the time he's 13, but I'll need to put some extra thought into it.
There are some other things I'd like to incorporate too -- like his interests outside of Space -- into his ghost form, but again, that'll take some brainstorming, and probably doesn't initially set in until later.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#my fic#danny fenton#danny phantom#danny phantom au#blood blossom au#like danny was big into singing when he was little but the hobby was killed after he was. i'd like to incorporate some music aspect of#some kind into his ghost form. and also im not sure what to replace danny's boots with -- i like the idea of him going straight barefoot#though LMFAO. i think it'd be fun. also as danny gets older he somewhat grows into the suit. but its also always gonna be big on him. it'll#never fully fit him properly. he might cut the fingers off his gloves and just make them DIY armwarmers bc they're also too big#if not get rid of them entirely.#hrm hrm. much to think about
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My favourite gays hands
#They’re opposites#Alice has burn scars and have broken most of her fingers and her nail polish is chipped bc she bites her nails and forgets to repaint them#Jens hands are long and moisturized and manicured and taken care of#I AM planning on doing the rest of the coven (you can see Billy’s hand cut off) these are just my faves to mess around with#And they deserve more appreciation for their cute gayness#Alice hands should be even more fucked up a actually#alice wu gulliver#jennifer kale#bloodpotion#alice x jennifer#bloodpotions#agatha all along#agatha all along fanart#pzyii arts#Witches and gays love hands#alice x jen
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I have to give a shoutout to Charlie Vickers in S2E7. He did it. He made me loathe Sauron. He made my skin crawl. He made me feel sick to my stomach. He made me happy to know Sauron wasn't ultimately going to win. Charlie did it.
Now, don't get me wrong. I'm still a Sauron fangirl in every way, shape, and form. I still love Sauron with all my heart. He's still insanely sexy to me. But he did it. He made me viscerally hate Sauron from the depths of my stomach.
All the kudos to you, Charlie Vickers, you amazing, amazing person.
#rop#rings of power#rop s2#rings of power s2#sauron#rop sauron#annatar#rop annatar#charlie vickers#it started when he tossed Mirdania off the wall and let her die thinking Celebrimbor had killed her#but it culminated in the scene where Celebrimbor had to cut off his own finger#just seeing how utterly traumatized and broken Celebrimbor was broke my heart#and knowing Sauron deliberately did that to him made me hate him#charlie is a brilliant actor and the true Lord of Gifts to us all
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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆
#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories#a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette#against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched#for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work#sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers#8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane#i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds#pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from#marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies#gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate#to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other#he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour#you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother#never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins#bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine#you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other#saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico#we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя#...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again#feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal
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OK YALL ACTUALLY ATE UP MY FIRST SNIPPET i wasnt expecting to get any attention on that but bc people are interested i am bringing u another........ come get ur food stobotnik community
the amputation thats about to occur is necessary for medical reasons and has nothing to do with weird reasons but that is not going to stop stone from being weird about it ok?
#stobotnik#:]#my writing#inspired by the part about cigarette burns in the masochism tango. was listening to ppls stobotnik playlists on the bus yesterday#i thought it would be interesting to explore robotnik sort of having a change of heart and realizing that stone likes him exactly as he was#yeah :) im proud of this bit i think its fun and freaky and sweet and weird and them#stone is going to be scared and have normal emotions about getting his fingers cut off too dont worry but hes being a little sillay too#its his right#thank u guys for ur kind words and excitement ily 💓 this community is so lovely#posting this at 7am before work loll goodbye. alfred eggman voice ill be back
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just tried typing out a nuanced post about the concept of disability as horror (it's problematic) (it's also, like. sometimes Just Fucking True), but then i realized what's Actually happening is that one of my fingers has degenerated badly enough that chopping it off with a kitchen knife feels like it might provide pain relief. which is putting me in a fucking Mood about bodies.
so. suffice to say. i will Not be having any nuanced discussions of how disability is written in the horror genre. or in mainstream media in general. i can't really do thoughtful back-and-forth, even with people who are contributing positively.
everything i would have said was super smart and correct, though.
#the tldr would basically just have been#disability as shorthand for othering/grotesque/punishment/fear = bad.#disability not existing neutrally in ANY media genre = bad.#however. disability as horror comes for every single one of us unless a traumatic-injury death takes us first#and if your body is not yet a horror story then i want you to know. It's Gonna Be.#and when it is. you will want stories that tell the fucking truth.#or at least. if you were me. you would.#anyway. i gotta cut my finger off and then i'll be fine.#autoimmune tag#injury
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DMC #6
He's embarrassed
#he cut off my finger#too good i have 9 more left#plushie doesn't know how determined I am#art#fanart#digital art#digital#sketch#dmc#devil may cry#dmc fanart#dmc5 vergil#dmc vergil#vergil devil may cry#vergil sparda#DMC vergil sparda#devil may cry fanart#devil may cry 5#vergil#dmc dante
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they hate to see me happy (drawing self insert x varre)
#art#my art#oc art#oc#<- I think#Corvie persona#my sona#Elden Ring#elden ring varre#Elden ring art#sketch#elden ring tarnished#white mask varre#Tw blood#being insane rq:#doodle of tarnished strangling him is me after I had to invade people to further his quest#got oneshotted all three times#I hope I was a good laugh for these people#then I had to let this bitch cut off my finger#hated watching my tarnished writhe in pain so I drew varre comforting them (he wouldn’t do that I knowww)#I plan on coloring one of these digitally I just don’t know which ones#*one#anyways back to the kitty cause he’s kinda pretty can’t stop looking at his t-t-t-t-face#varre x tarnished
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IT'S HERE!
okay okay okay so i won't be doing a proper liveblog of everything but i'll be reblogging this post w/ some reaction notes ♡ all spoilers will be tagged + kept under a read more for the next week so don't worry abt that (i know i've accidentally forgot to tag some voice combo spoilers so i promise to be mindful this time </3)
#AAAAAAAAA#broken broken broken broken my wife!! im here!!!!!! to sweep you off your feet!!!!!! LOVE ME#and god i can't wait to see all the princesses#IM HYPED#♡. txt#the pristine cut#pristine cut spoilers#spoilers#slay the princess#<- fingers crossed that's enough tags
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Ngl, I was not expecting the extremely rare Mikado W of him executing only Kanade cause she screwed up the reenactment, but I'll take it, lol. Anything to put Kanade in Despair cause fuck her and her nonsense.
Speaking of which, would you mind elaborating on survivor Hibiki in the -2+2 AU events of SDRA2?
Ik this ask is all about -2+2 Hibiki, but I don't think i can talk about her without talking about Kokoro and their deal through the post-ch3 game, so allow me to make this post about the two of them instead!
So first things first, -2+2 Mikado is a lot more serious about keeping his reenactment going just as planned. That's why he straight up exposes Emma by opening the door to the refrigerator Kokoro was in when he realized she was actually going to kill her, executes Nikei for messing up the entire fourth island and trying to throw a wrench at his plans, and most importantly to this topic specifically; Executes Kanade on her own even though both her and Hibiki were classified as the culprits of case 3 as a revenge of sorts because there weren't meant to be any crazy serial killers in his reenactment!
So he goes on this little rant after she's done bragging about her kills and puppet Hibiki and makes up a rule on the spot that in the case of double culprits only the one with most killing intent is executed, which leaves Kanade as the only real culprit in the case and subsequently the only one that will actually be executed for it.
Kanade is absolutely livid that she doesn't get to die with Hibiki now and yells at Mikado saying that thede rules shouldn't apply to them since they were made after the murder, to which he says this is his killing game and he can do whatever the fuck he wants. So commence the execution and as the chains start to pull her towards the executive site she grabs onto Hibiki's legs and tries to forcefully drag her along. Shinji and a few others run to help, but Hibiki snaps and kicks the shit out of Kanade's face until she lets go of her and is brought to her execution.
Afterwards the trial grounds turn dead quiet for a moment before Hibiki breaks down, kneeling on the floor while crying and screaming (basically this Au's version of that Cg/scene in canon where she's banging on the elevator door yelling).
No one approaches her or tries to do anything because they're exhausted and really don't know what they can even do for her in this situation, except for Kokoro who despite being half conscious and with a massive headache because of Kanade (She was drugged by her prior to the murder since she knew Kokoro would be the biggest threat against her in trial) pushes through that and sits next to Hibiki try helping her calm down.
She tells the others they can go and rest already, leave Hibiki to her so they do just that and she stays with her for a good bit until Hibiki is stable enough to go back to her room on the monocruise. And Kokoro actually stays with her for the night since she had in mind Hibiki could maybe get worse it have another breakdown after all that happened + Hibiki didn't want to be alone at all and asked her to stay.
From that point onwards Kokoro takes it upon herself to help Hibiki recover from all the trauma she's experienced in trial 3 and also to come to terms with the truth about all the muders through her life and Kanade's true nature. She spents pretty much the entirety of Ch4 checking up on/taking care of her, to the pount she's not around enough to read through Nikei's bulshit and put together his whole manipulation plan in the bell tower or even investigate the place all that much (even if she was really curious about what was going on) because she knew Hibiki needed her more than anyone else by that point.
By the time Ch5 rolls around they're basically the only people who are still together and not separated/on their own at the start like everyone else, though much to Hibiki's dismay Kokoro starts dissapearing here and there because by now she is very much sure there's something off about her because she can Teruya and Syobai look/treat her in a strange manner. They know something about her, something that Kokoro herself doesn't know thus far and the curiosity has grown to the point it's killing her from the inside so she starts leaving Hibiki to try and get answers out of these people.
This process is pretty rocky and weird for Hibiki, she's at a point where she feels a lot of guilt over Kanade's kills for not realizing the kind of person she truly was, she also feels absolutely terrible for what happens to Setsuka's and still thinks of herself as her killer even if she was in her puppet stage then and Kanade had full control over her. So it falls upon Kokoro to get her out of this terrible state by telling her he couldn't have known about Kanade and everything she did wasn't her fault, and even if she does still blame herself for what happened to Setsuka, there's still people out there that don't hold it against her at all and want to see her as the bright, energetic girl they know her best as. So they spent a lot of Ch4 daily life just on these borderline-therapy-session talks and through it Hibiki even manages to get Kokoro to talk a bit about herself since as the person who's helping her she's more open to talk than in a normal FTEs scenario.
This in turns leads to Hibiki going after Sora and forming a duo of sorts with her by telling her they need to get eveyone back together because they're not beating Mikado all scattered like this, so they investigate Higa city together and try to get Yuki and Yoruko to come back to their senses. This means she was with Sora when they saw Yoruko trying to kill Yuki and later worked on making things up again, she decides to bring the two back to their rooms and it's when they part ways that Sora is kidnapped by Syobai.
But surprise! Surprise! Kokoro was stalking the guy and follows them after the fact. She decides to act and try to free Sora, taking Syobai by surprise as she pushes him to the floor, but in doing so his handbook falls and she sees that it has an emergency exit code. So Kokoro steals the handbook and runs off with Syobai chasing after her, it's when they leave that the others come in to rescue Sora and Kokoro activates the code herself. So after things have calmed down Hibiki brings up that she can't find Kokoro or Syobai anywhere and by the time the trial rolls around and she's also nowhere to be found she grabs Syobai by the collar and starts yelling at him to tell her where Kokoro is and what he did to her, to which Syobai refuses to awnser and just brushes it off by saying Kokoro is the one who's "Got it good now".
While the rest of the cast goes through trial 5, Kokoro is back at the real world so she's the one who later causes the shutdown/emergency reset that saves everyone from the mass execution, but only after she managed to break herself out of her own mind due to the sheer horror that came from her memories returning and the terrifying realization of why those three treated her so strangely. So for a while she's kinda in this state of shock hardly being able to process things amids this clash between her real memories and the memories from her time in the sim.
She's brought back to her senses when the Kisaragi foundation breaks into the building and she rushes to turn the simulation off so that the other's can wake up as well, she also wants to go and delete it as fast as possible since that's the one way she knows to stop Ai Mikado but she's restrained by the foundation agents shortly after the shutdown (they were already yelling at her to stop right there when she was shutting it down). By the time the others are coming out of the pods Kokoro has a gun on her head and Kinjo is threatening to arrest everyone.
Hibiki and Yoruko immediately try to run up to her and help but are stopped in their tracks by Kizuna and Ayame holding them back, it's in this moment that Hibiki sees there's something really wrong with Kokoro just out of the way she's acting. Her eyes are wide open, she looks super anxious/on edge constantly and stranest of all she's stuttering and quiet in a way she appeared as before, as if she's scared of doing as much as speaking to them.
Which she kinda is, in a way. Knowing that she's responsible for putting all these people in the killing game and much much worse has left her in a state where she feels like she doesn't even deserve to look ot direct her words to them, she's just anxiously waiting for everything to come crashing down and take in every insult, disdain and disgust they have to throw at her because for Kokoro this is what she deserves. And everything does go downhill for her, Ai Mikado shows up calling her "mother" and as the foundation agents explain her relationship with him and involvement on the killing game shortly after, soon enough they're back in the simulation for the last trial and then it's just blow after blow as more of her wrongdoings get exposed for all of her friends to see and turn into despising her.
So pretty much everyone hates her, obviously, but then you have Hibiki who's in a weird position in this whole mess. Yes, the others liked Kokoro or were even friends with her, but what they feel towards her is not nearly as much as Hibiki does because that's still the person who stayed by her side and helped her through quite literally the worst moment of her entire life, the same that comforted her when she had nightmares about Kanade and guided her to steer away from self-deprication and guilty over what Kanade's done (and forced her to do, in Setsuka's case) to the people she loved. And even now that everyone knows about all the awful things she did, Hibiki can't just ignore everything they went through during the killing game.
It's a sentiment of; "I don't know why you did all those nasty things and the fact still disturbs me, but for everything we went through and all you've done to me I will not turn my back on you now that you need someone by your side the most."
Gratitude and care I suppose + Kokoro is genuinely torn up and regretfully about these things so seeing that she did change and isn't the same cold women that did all that helps Hibiki be more inclined to stay by her side and give her another chance. Which is part of why she sticks around the Kisaragi foundation during the time Kokoro was working on bring Teruya and Rei back + deleting Ai Mikado for good, she just wants to be there for her even if Mitsume herself can't understand why she still considers her a friend knowing all she's responsible for.
She does genuinely appreciate her for staying though!
#kokoro is missing a finger in these. it's the one Emma cut off to keep using her handbook while pretending to be her#man i forgot how much i love drawing Kokoro her hair so fucking silly now that i bothered adapting into my style properly#anyways. Kanade's execution is different than canon since she's all alone this time around#“Solo concert massacre!” haha#sdra2#super danganronpa another 2#Dra -2+2#Hibiki Otonokoji#Kokoro Mitsume#Kanade Otonokoji#hyena ramblings#hyena scribbles
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I've been drawing a lot in class so I don't zone out. Will probably more of these once I have more that I consider done.
#mgs#mgs raiden#mgs fanart#raiden mgs#I did the binary by counting on my fingers so it'll come out as gibberish if you use a translater#5 bits per letter and each letter is their position in the alphabet#1 is A and so on#Also I think part of it is cut off and I didn't check for typos but it's not that interesting anyways#I'm sure the skeleton is inaccurate too tbh#clavicleart
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