#CA does not do this
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Getting any documentation done in California is like going to subway, but instead of just writing the prices of all the sandwiches on the board and letting you decide what you can and can't afford, the guy tells you specifically that your sandwich will cost X amount.
But it doesn't.
What he's doing is telling you how much the bread cost. If you want a sandwich (you know, that thing you came in for) then he'll gladly let you pick out the meats and salads and sauces, and then tell you how much it actually costs at the till.
That may not seem like a big deal to most people, but it offends me in a way I can't seem to properly articulate. Why would I walk into a subway for bread? I can buy that anywhere. Why did you tell me a baguette was a sandwich? It's not. The bread does not make the sandwich. All the pieces when assembled make the sandwich.
What you gave me were the bare bones of the product you were selling, and when I was already committed to playing out this farce, you then hit me with hidden fees that added up to the real price of the sandwich.
#I don't wanna keep bitching about CA and its many laws#but again this would not happen back home#I would ask for a policy#it would give me a list of options#tell me exactly what was included in each one#and then let me make an informed decision of what I wanted#with the prices all laid out to best accommodate my finances#CA does not do this#it wants to drag out a pretty simply questionnaire over the course of a week#tell me what I'm entitled to#and then keep me hostage on the phone while they take a decade to explain what I actually signed#but making it sound like its the best system because they tell you the bad news politely#this kinda embodies what I appreciate about british customer service#we don't do fake pleasantries. because we're miserable as fuck#but also because we get straight to the fucking point#this is the thing. this is everything in writing what the thing is. this is the price we promised you. do you want it?#if not I don't care. I don't get paid enough to care
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because you want to die for love, you always have
#5x13 screencap redraw bcs i wanted to test out brushes and it turned into a full blown drawing#also the caption is from siken’s planet of love and my god does it fit castiel#i have seen too many posts of just shots of dean’s and cas’s hands and i am not ok#i love when shows do that (wink wink word of honor did it MASTERFULLY)#art#fanart#drawing#spn#supernatural#supernatural fanart#spn fanart#destiel#destiel fanart#deancas#deancas fanart#castiel#dean winchester fanart#dean winchester#castiel fanart
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“Something always goes wrong”
“Yeah, why does that something always seem to be you?”
This but it means like, Dean could’ve ignored his sexuality if it wasn’t for Cas. Dean could’ve stayed in hell like he deserved if Cas hadn’t pulled him out. Dean wouldn’t have had to experience losing the love of his life time and time again if Cas just hadn’t come along.
#but Cas looks at him like he put the stars in the sky#do you know what that does to a self loathing person?#it’s a unique kind of hell#spn#destiel#supernatural#dean winchester#castiel#deancas#dean x cas#destiel meta#cas x dean#to be clear#dean deserving hell is what he thinks of himself#not what I think#Destiel thoughts#spn 15x03#dean meta#castiel x dean#spn season 15#the rupture
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SPIRIT OF THE WEST: The Major Motion Picture
It's a summer evening in the late 90s and you and your friends are looking for something to watch at the slumber party. You go into your local Video & Variety and happen upon the coming of age romance, Spirit of the West. Let's hope this doesn't awaken anything in you....
SUMMARY:
Dean grew up on a horse farm and can't imagine any other life. There are drawbacks to working for his father, but they're worth it if it means remaining with his beloved horses. Besides, between his broken arm and his lack of prospects, he hasn't got much else.
Something of an outsider, Dean always feels like there's something he's missing. But this tense summer brings back a figure from his past: years ago, a teenaged Cas worked for a season at the Winchester ranch. His return could change everything.
Reviewers rave: "If you ever wanted a 90s horse girl book, but starring a young Dean Winchester, this is your flick."
Spirit of the West is written and directed by Teen_Dean / @urne-buriall
▶️ PLAY Spirit of the West ⏪ REWIND with Spirit of the West Prequel by @foolondahill17 ⏩ WATCH IT AGAIN with SOTW Daily 🌟 BONUS FEATURES ✨ Director's Commentary 🎶 The Official Motion Picture Soundtrack
#using the tags as my footnotes for a sec#this something i wanted to do *last year* but well. i didn't get around to it til now#spirit of the west means so much to me and in my mind it is a movie that we all can watch together on some summer night#the cover image was an insane process that started with a still from that horribly over-exposed video of young jensen riding a horse#i tried to do some photoshop editing on it. then ended up digitally painting over it#young cas was so tricky. so much of young misha does not look like cas to me#also don't look too closely at the manip 'stills' lol#and fun fact: the silhouetted image of the horse and rider on the spine is actually jensen from that video of him#anyways this was so fun to make<3#myedits#spirit of the west#sotw
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movie night with the yapper himself
[click for better quality, .png version under the cut]
#i like to think that this is why cas retains no pop culture knowledge even when dean does make him watch movies#destiel#supernatural#dean winchester#castiel#fanart#digital art#they really are everything to me#i wish i could do them justice but hey i gotta practice to get better so here we are
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dude this new mlp generation is so fucked up they killed twilight sparkle with a gun
#my artwork#digital art#mlp fim#spn#spn fanart#dean winchester#jack kline#sam winchester#castiel#reposting these because JACK. is new here and also I edited some things#and also i made these months ago so. yk. checking my nails.#i am working on other ponies. ruby and bobby are done but i want to do rowena crowley and gabriel as well mainly#also cas does have wings they just. aren't physical.#jimmy isnt physically an alicorn so why would cas physically be one. :/#jack has wings because he was BORN with them. PHYSICALLY. FROM THE WOMB
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okay other ships are great but there is truly nothing that can stand against watching a being as old as time with the angelic power of the cosmos reach out and rest a healing hand against the face of the man he loves and breaking through every order and every command that’s been inside him for millennia. like you mean to tell me that there is anything more romantic than that ??? anything more than castiel, a being of unfathomable power, choosing to reach out and use touch and feel dean to heal him over and over again even when we know it’s not necessary ??? i will never get over it and i will never be sane because there is nothing that even comes close to that in other ships im sorry but like the very touch of him corrupts and from that first second he was lost and he fell in love with humanity because he fell in love with dean and with every gentle and healing touch made with a soldiers hands he pours that love into deans skin and hmmnnngnng
#destiel#castiel#dean winchester#supernatural#and how dean kneels and looks up and places his life in cas’ hands#time and time again#trusting in ways that we know he does not with anyone else#always reaching back always trying to offer his own comfort#‘i need you’ ‘cursed or not’#and how he deprives himself of castiels grace and healing when he doesn’t feel worthy of it despite nothing he does being enough#to ever stop cas from loving him#to ever stop cas from offering it#other ship did it first this and other ship did it as well that#there’s no other ship out there doing it like dean and cas
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otaku hot girl, ngozi!
#the sims 4#ts4#sims 4#sims#simblr#maxis match#*cas#maxis mix#*n#*ngozi#*personal save#send any gameplay reccs lol!#i got tired of cleo im sorry... i wanna be a hot girl! also does anyone have reccs for what world to play in? i was thinking mt komo but id#NEW GAMEPLAY SIM!!!#also if u wanna submit sims for this gameplay.... pls do i wanna explore with the new romance pack lol#ngozi is bi!#im back i think?
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CASTIEL: If I knew then what I know now, I might have said, it's simple. Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.
[watch on youtube]
a season six anxiety attack. they're gonna eat him alive.
#spn#vid#spnamvarchive#cringe and fail to cite my own fic as though it's the show but that fic does successfully describe the vibe i'm going for here.#anyway the thing about season six is that cas is completely collapsing because there is absolutely no one he can trust#everyone is a potential enemy. even his nearest and dearest.#he's stressed out and he doesn't know what to do and he can't go on like this#and he's lashing out and indulging his impulses because all of his willpower and composure is going into not utterly crumbling.#and then it all falls apart anyway <3#flashing lights cw
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There are only two people who love Dean Winchester more than I do: Castiel and Jensen Ackles
#edit: 4 months later I hate myself for saying Sam loves Dean less than I do. i was wrong#and maybe sam but he let dean die on a metal rod instead of taking him to the hospital so…#no one loves dean winchester like jensen ackles does#dean winchester#supernatural#spn#supernatural fandom#castiel#destiel#deancas#dean x cas#jensen ackles
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did @birdietrait's random cas challenge again °-° yeah... they're quite random lol. rolls/prompts are below the cut! :]
Marius/Sim 1: punk, fantasy, blonde hair, no makeup, gap teeth Nylah/Sim 2: favorite tv show*, bratz (completely missed that one i think lol), brown hair, long hair, gap teeth Sachiko/Sim 3: cyberpunk, prom, red hair, white eyes, gap teeth
-> * ok ok ok! for favorite tv show i picked The Tribe bc i've been obsessed with the show since my early teens BUT... why have so many ppl never heard of that show? v.v it's literally so good, it's basically the first time i experienced media abt post-apocalypse/dystopia and it became my comfort tv-show to watch. °-° rant over.
#dunno why but when i rolled cyberpunk AND prom for one sim i just had to laugh#also the random number generator really loved the number 38 (gap teeth) for some reason#watch The Tribe pls :x it's really good and surprisingly mature themed for a show meant for teens lol#i mean does it make sense for a virus to ONLY kill adults? not really but they needed that plot device i guess#i have so many cas challenges on my to do list that'll last for a life time °.°#simblr#sims 4#ts4#sims 4 cas#ts4 cas#birdie.rcc#sims cas challenge
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Absolutely wild that they really had Cas say "Dean and I do share a more profound bond"
#Cas said well since you brought it up sam yes i do like dean more#whats also funny is like uh of course he does 😭 especially up to this point 90% of cas's scenes have been with dean
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the evolution of dean and cas' relationship is absolutely insane
#what love does to an angel#in the end cas just resigned himself to the fact that dean could do anything#and cas would just let him#spn s4e2#spn s13e6#destiel#castiel#dean winchester
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okay thinking about her
the tree bark at his back scratches him as he shifts. there are bruises on his skin that sting. he feels the slide of blood at his temple, unsettling and unfamiliar, even after all these years. castiel looks down at his hands, a little calloused, now, and wrinkling, and tries to center himself. there is dirt on his palms, under his fingernails. a small cut on his index finger that is loud and sharp. he curls his fists and tries to reach within himself. the well of his grace has been running low for a while, now, and castiel hasn't been sure of...well, anything.
it's harder to find his dimming grace within, here in purgatory. harder still to coax it to the surface. sweat beads at his brow but castiel keeps his fingers clenched, mumbles to himself in enochian — words to songs of praise and comfort and strength that mean so little now, and yet come to him easy.
there is a thin stream of silver light, and castiel heaves a breath, sinks further into the hollow of the tree. he unclenches his fist, and there are red half-moons carved into his palm. the cut is gone, but there is a scar, still, and castiel cannot stop looking at it. it looks like a thin tear in fabric, like the cracks in between the worlds that let them through. it looks like the beginning of the end.
he rubs his thumb over the scar, feels the slight raise of his skin. his thoughts begin to spin, and all he can focus on is the heat building at the back of his neck, the rushing of blood in his ears. suddenly, then, a ripple within. a breeze by his ear that pull at his core. that compels him to quiet, to listen.
someone, somewhere, is invoking him in prayer.
his grace surges now, easy as it hasn't been in a while, and while it doesn't heal him still, castiel feels more angel than he has in a long time.
Cas, I hope you can hear me... that wherever you are, it's not too late.
castiel sighs, something inside him relaxing. he hadn't even noticed the way his muscles had been pulled taut. hadn't noticed the tendrils of fear creeping into his heart. dean's alive. dean's alive.
I should've stopped you.
castiel swallows. digs his fingers into his thighs. his grace spins out, trying to find the source of the prayer. It's harder than it is on earth, and harder than it should be for an angel of his caliber, but castiel keeps trying.
You're my best friend, but I just let you go. 'Cause it was easier than admitting I was wrong.
castiel wishes dean would stop saying these things. he bites his cheek, listening, following dean's voice. he's always following dean's voice, even when he doesn't want to.
I – Ohh. I don't know why I get so angry. I just know – I know that it's – i-it's just always been there. And when things go bad, it just – it comes out. And I can't -- I can't stop it. No matter how –
dean breaks, and castiel pauses, stares at the blinking doorway that will lead them back onto earth. back into a battle that they are bound to lose. he thinks about jack, lost forever. about chuck, who cannot be beaten. about the pointlessness of what they are doing, the desperation with which he has been clinging to hope.
— how bad I want to, I just can't stop it.
he wishes he could see dean. there is something solid pressing against the back of his throat, like he has swallowed a rock, like it is blocking the air. his eyes sting. he wishes dean would just — just talk to him.
And — And I — I forgive you. Of course I forgive you.
castiel shakes his head. his wings are more bone than anything else, skeletons he lugs around because he cannot bear to sever them from his trueform. now they twitch, twined with his grace as they are. castiel lets them curl inwards, pretends he can feel them whole, their warmth, the comfort of it.
I'm sorry it took me so long – I'm sorry it took me till now to say it. Cas, I'm – I'm so sorry.
castiel forgives him, despite everything. thinks he'd forgiven him long before this, before dean ever thought to ask. he wonders if dean knows that castiel doesn't know how to loathe him, even if he wanted to.
longing surges out to him, the pull of the prayer strengthened by cords of need, of want.
dean thinks he's dead, and he's desperate for him to not be. castiel knows what dean can be like, when he loses those he considers kin, when he's even faced with the prospect of losing them.
Man, I hope you can hear me. I hope you can hear me.
longing can feel a lot like love.
angels were never meant to decipher the nuances of human emotion, and despite all the time he's spent on earth, even castiel is not all that good at it. so when prayer is made with longing, it can feel a lot like love.
and maybe it is. castiel doesn't know.
it's almost unsettling, the way warmth bleeds into his trueform, as dean finishes praying, as he makes his way closer. castiel tries to reign in his weak grace, pulsing away under his skin. tries to not let himself get carried away.
he looks up at the grey sky, the sunless world he is trapped in. he thinks about the empty. he thinks about his son.
maybe it isn't. human love is so complicated, after all.
somewhere to his right, footsteps. castiel breathes, wills his lungs to loosen, his heart to slow. he pulls the leviathan blossom out of his coat pocket. all that fighting and the fidgeting has smushed it a little. he rubs a thumb over one of its strange petals, and puts it back in his coat.
dean is getting closer. castiel can hear him breathing now. can hear the way his heart races.
he gathers himself and pushes out of the hollow of the tree. straightens a little.
"dean," he calls. he sounds tired, even to his own ears. human. god. "you made it."
#doe's writing#the trap: coda#destiel#spn drabble.#spn fic#UHHHH#okay so: netaphysics of prayer. also. cas never thinks about how he loves dean directly bc if he does he will explode#this is sth he truly believes about himself#i also think!! optimism and hope are really hard things for cas actually. but he holds onto them bc he needs to. for dean. for jack. for sa#for other people. he knows the world is atleast half terrible and he is trying to keep it from his children (metaphorically)#also. on the metaphysics of prayer. i don't think cas hears i love u. i think he just hears I NEED U I NEED U I NEED U I NEED U he just do#does noy understand#and also he's the king of deluluing himself into thinkings he's not important to people#aNYWAY#no beta we die like my will to live#uhhh sorry sorry jk we die like nothing we are jjst vibing here
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super important question for you guys
i've been suffering over this character from another game for a whole day and tweaking him for another day, and i'm not sure he's any recognizable. i don't want to use his hair and outfit converted from that game because it looks awful in sims. so the question is,
can you guys recognize who was implied?
#if no one does i will cry#and maybe give some hints about which game it is#the only person who knows because she witnessed my cas struggles please don't tell anyone#imma make him a spellcaster#and what can you do i'm in a different country#adelar shows imaginary people#ts4#simblr#the sims 4
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more sharp teeth nines pretty please? bats eyelashes
despite his... overwhelming natural charm, (ca)nines fails to make a friend
thank you for the request <33 bitey nines has my SOUL
#he's doing his best#but alas#he does not get included during dpd picture day#dbh#detroit become human#dbh fanart#dbh rk900#rk900#my art#dbh nines#(ca)nines#< making a tag for myself because i already know i'll do more
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