#But yeah just needed a break :3
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My dude, are you still alive 👀? You haven't posted for tickletober in forever
LMFAO YES YES I’M ALIVE I’M ALIVE IM ALIVEEEE 😂🙌🏾‼️ Alive and thrivinggggg tbh
I just needed to take a lil break from posting cuz school is getting a TAD bit harder 😖…and I’m trying to get into honor’s classes. Sooooo really and truly I’ve just been locking in with schoolwork bc AUGHHHHH Highschool is something DIFFERENT
But yeah!!! Just needed to prioritize some things. This weekend or sometime next week I’m just gonna be spam-posting my fics so no need to worry 😙👍🏾!
I appreciate you checking in on me, though 🥹💝🫶🏾…means a ton hehehhdhdnjs
#Asks#Answered asks#Ask box#Anon#Anon Nonnie#Also people have just been overwhelming me with requests……..even though requests aren’t open#LIKE 6 PEOPLE THIS MONTH REQUESTED AND IM JUST LIKE…..#YALL#I had requests open all Summer 😭🙏🏾…I need a B R E A K#And saying you “didn’t know” is just 😒…#It’s on my pinned post AND bio LIKE JFHFHJEJS#But yeah just needed a break :3
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Cuddles 🧸🌟
#cod#nikprice#cod nikolai#john price#captain price#nikolai cod#prikolai#captain john price#I needed to draw something I felt good about and yeah#just them being soft and gentle ? perfect#just give them a break and let them enjoy each other :3#husbands#hope you'll like this one <3#took inspo on those pics of Nik's curls I posted yesterday because WOOOOOOO you know#my art
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AUGH I’d love to see more time looping odile if possible,,,,, how do you think she’d like; “devolve” over each of the acts as compared to Siffrin over time :O
ok im gonna be honest i did like portrait edits months ago and just never finished them. so here you go
act 3:
act 5:
#some of them are still missing... I'll edit this post if I finish them as well#isat#isat spoilers#odile loops au#day 108#isat odile#i'm too lazy to individually export them in transparent atm...#tell me if yall ever need it#edit: I FORGOT TO ANSWER THE QUESTION#I mean yeah technically the portraits work but I do have Thoughts about this#I just think that throughout the loops odile becomes more. annoyed. and irritated#Like by act 3 fighting isn't really amusing anymore#dying/getting frozen is. ah. welp#But by act 5 she's just speedrunning#Just super irritated. like die already i've got variables to test#act 3 frozen is a momentary rest; the break is nice and she knows she can get back next loop; it's fine. act 5 is ugh seriously#tired. annoyed. unamused. what a waste of time#anyways wait how long has it been since I posted#(sees date of last post) OH. um#sorry guys I've been busy job (internship) hunting#will I post more from now on? No promises <3#Thank you for sticking around nontheless... I appreciate all the stuff yall send in my inbox <3#isat au
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It's a time-honoured tradition- every time Sam comes across Izzy (and Ed) in their travels, he asks Izzy to marry him. And every time, Izzy turns him down.
At this point, Sam is asking more for the sake of it than any belief Izzy will ever say yes, a remnant of childhood dedication touched with 30 years of heartbreak and regret- though even now, a small part of him still holds out hope. Sam's promises have only got more extravagant over the years, from a job as his first mate, to a captaincy, a fleet at his command, a whole fucking island if that's what Izzy wants- but he knows it isn't though, not really. If Izzy was ever going to agree to marry him, to leave his life and go with Sam, it wouldn't be for anything Sam could offer him. Izzy never did care for flashy shows of wealth, for a ship or to be captain. The only thing that ever mattered to him was loyalty given, and loyalty shown in return.
It all comes to a head after Stede left and came back, after Izzy lost a toe, lost his leg. Sam hasn't seen him since before things with Ed started to really slide off the rails, before stress permanently set into the lines of Izzy’s face. So, when he sees a dishevelled man with a hoof for a leg in a no-name port, he doesn't even consider the idea that he might know him. It's only when he turns towards him, and Sam catches a glance at those oh too familiar tattoos, he realises this is Izzy, his Izzy, that stands before him.
Knowing Izzy's discomfort with pity, he doesn't treat him any differently than he would in years gone by, positioning himself in Izzy's line of sight before approaching and sweeping him up into a bone crushing hug.
“Israel-goddamn-Hands!” he exclaims, as Izzy grumbles back a begrudging “Samuel-fucking-Bellamy”, a tradition almost as old as their friendship itself. Izzy might not hug him back, but he can’t keep the corner of his mouth from twitching, just for a second.
(If Sam holds Izzy a little tighter and a little longer than usual, well. That's his business)
By the time Sam lets go, most of the crew has appeared in the town square, drawn in by the commotion. They may have given Izzy his leg and welcomed him as one of them, but still there’s an underlying tension, with nobody quite ready to set aside everything that happened before the Kraken. Seeing him cosying up to an unknown man sets everyone on edge, unsure whether to come to their first mate’s aid, or to assume that they've been betrayed once again.
When Ed sees that the yelling was Sam, his hand goes tense where it's held in Stede's. He knows the routine, has seen it more times than he can count, but as he watches them part he realises that this is the first time in a long time he's unsure of what Izzy's response will be.
Knowing that something’s different, knowing that Izzy's feeling vulnerable already, Sam doesn't go for the same flashy proposal he’s been giving for years. He doesn't promise Izzy the world, he doesn't cause a scene (or, any more of a scene than he already has, anyway). He looks at the fractured man in front of him, takes his face in his hands, and says the exact same thing to him he said when they were little more than boys. “Israel, I have to ask you. I know what you'll say, but I have to try. Come with me. Marry me and sail away with me. I'll keep you safe”
And Izzy… hesitates. He glances over at Ed, at Stede, and says to Sam “...We’re staying in port for a week. Ask me again then”
That's the moment Sam knows there is something deeply, horribly, wrong. He's not just looking at an Izzy who got seriously injured in a fight and is struggling to cope, this is something so much bigger than that- and that Ed has something to do with it. Izzy wouldn't even be considering leaving if he didn't. Whether it was negligence or something more sinister, Sam doesn't yet know, but he intends to find out.
#i feel like the little paragraph about the crew is real clunky and out of place but i wanted some kind of establishment of where those#dynamics are at. its important that the crew is something for izzy to consider in his decision; but also that their relationship isnt so#solid he would stay for them alone; yknow?#im sorta aiming for a s2e5 era but like. early in those themes. he cant be all sorted yet i need him to be struggling#anyway this is part of a much larger scenario in my head that im never ever doing anything with but i wrote THIS bit in a daze in like. jun#and i got thinking about it again and i think?? it holds its own as a 'hey think about THIS' snippet. idk you decide#youre welcome to interpret this as solo bellhands but in my head it Has morphed into sam/izzy/ed/stede#because i cant not put edizzy in things any more. izzy has two hands#i also think the comedy potential of one of your boyfriends HATING your other boyfriend is gold. 10/10 dynamic#stede is mostly along for the ride in this but also i think they need him#aaaaand. the sam/ed bracket i think can only be closed in exceptional circumstances. i think they 'hate' each other too much#...which is WHY someones getting kidnapped!!! yay#anyway its all irrelevant because ill never write it out. i can do silly chill things but thatll require work#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#sam bellamy#bellhands#i wanna also say. the general concept of repeated sam proposals has been floating around my head forever#it used to be a more silly thing like i referenced at the start but. s2 gave me angsty feelings i guess#i cant not have izzy have feelings for ed right now which inherently adds layers to Any bellhands scenarios i think.#but yeah. its a Classic Bellhands vibe for me. sam seeing izzy at sea or on shore and asking him to marry him (again)#i like to do this with jackie too. i think i just want that man to be obnoxiously desired#(theres also layers of my personal hornigold era lore built into this but i hope it holds up without u knowing it. tldr. sam lost izzy by#being an idiot n fumbling the bag. thats what matters. izzy went with ed and sams been trying to fix it ever since)#i probably should have readmore'd this but i didnt think it was Quite long enough. or had a good break point. sorry <3
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How I've missed them
#book of bill#blessing us with#toxic yaoi#of course#billford#is canon#just look at them#they were roommates#i need them to explode#doodled this as a break from drawing Hoid#on the SAME canvas#blasphemy /j#anyway yeah#gravity falls#bill cipher#ford#ford pines#stanford pines#grunkle ford#journal 3
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It feels so weird seeing my Tumblr and Twitter tls going crazy over the Riptide hiatus update and PD being on break still meanwhile I’m here like “the last thing Apotheosis related we’ve gotten has been the Thanny Nation shirt. While back they said they would do an Apotheosis bad ending What If but it has yet to exist. Omg Total Monster Kill soundtrack I still need to listen to that.”
#jrwi#just roll with it#I’m not repeating the whole rant I went on in neoncat666’s tags about my thoughts#but TD;LR we’re still getting new stuff the boys are taking their time and running campaigns is hard as hell#they should take as long as they need to#but it’s so funny to me that two of my top 3 campaigns are completely over and low key go kind of overlooked by the fandom (imo)#and then there’s PD which yeah Bizly said he was going on break to write s3 and then he ended up doing Wonderlust#it makes sense he’s not going to be running PD for awhile
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jeff blim as the narrator is so cunty hes having the time of his life!! he makes the whole thing so fun!! if theres one thing that man will do it’s serve physicality EVERY TIME
#jeff blim is the epitome of stage acting#even when hes dancing as the narrator it just has this flair to it#his delivery his fourth wall breaks MWAH#everyone adores his characters where he gets to be off the charts feral but i love the ones w sarcasm and tongue in cheek commentary#dont get me started on the eyeliner as well i wont shut up about it#im like. bitter with gender envy#looooove it when jeff blim gets to prance around on a stage and talk to the audience#he said yeah you know what this show needs? PIZZAZZ! and he was right#the narrator at the very end jumping into the spotlight <3 mouthing ‘the wanking couch?’ to the audience <3 dealing w ragweed <3#hm im starting to think maybe the narrator is my favourite character………#starkid#tilda rambling#jeff blim#cinderella's castle#cinderella’s castle spoilers#cinderellas castle spoilers#with a character like the narrator the options on how to play it are so open ended it can almost seem overwhelming#somehow he picked the perfect one
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I can’t think of any funny quips to put as description for this one so uh- suppose this time around I’ll just let the art speak for itself lol
Enjoy the daily dose of fanart while it lasts because I can’t quite guarantee I’ll be able to keep up this speed throughout the upcoming month. But I’ll sure try to! Thank you all for the support <3
#guys it’s 12:20am I have school today at 7:45 what am I doing with my time management here jksjsksp#was worth it though#oddly enough I haven’t felt this free to express myself or my appreciation for things in a while it seems#so setting time to just let my art take shape on its own accord and freehand it all without any particular goal in mind is just…#a well needed relaxing break to zone out and create for the sake of it you know?#finally i’m not stressing over deadlines or finalizing to perfect#there’s no pressure or obligation <3#kinda like a ‘oh yeah I made this and the fact I made it is special enough’#….ah wait maybe it’s the peaceful instrumental Spotify playlist taking effect on me too lol#yeah actually that would make a lot of sense#doodles#smg4 fanart#smg4 doodles#smg4 sketches#leggy smg4#mario smg4#mr puzzles smg4#hplonesome art
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humiliation and being forced to voice what you want…
#♡.gabi barks#yeah im normal and not Thinking. i would never think what r u even talking abt. STOP GUYS THIS WAS JUST A RANDOM THOUGHT I CAME UP WITH.#No Particular Reason#this with [CAR CRASH]#okay seriously. This with WHOOOO#am i biased if i say karina :x i need her to be mean to me a little bit#but not too mean or ill cry (i say lustfully)#but also.. dare i say. yunjin??#projecting becayse its my blog i csn write what i want :3#karina. want her to be mean about it. or like.. condescending?? is that the word#like acting all clueless when you whine cus ur too shy to say it.. hheehe#but yunjin… she like. praises you to get it out of u. yk? like. nods along when you stutter whille trying to tell her you want her to fuck u#you avoid eye contact n she just.. lovingly redirects you with a hand on your jaw#break eye contact with karina … im insane just thinking abt it#i Want mean rina idgaf. so i say she collars you n tugs on it when you try to look away#okay. i lowkey just woke up i cant get too into mean rina or ill start ******* my pillow (JOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)#aespa smut#le sserafim smut#karina smut#huh yunjin smut#aespa x reader#le sserafim x reader#karina x reader#huh yunjin x reader
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Kind of wish the Autobots had a better reason for needing to destroy Megatron’s Matrix of Leadership at the end there
Because like, the Autobots have for the most part been the aggressors in this portion of the story. Like they keep crossing the border, which was one of Megatron’s express rules
And I mean okay sure, Astrotrain did shoot Jetfire with the intention of basically death, and kidnapped him and Ratchet afterwards to make sure it worked right this time. And Megatron did point Wildwheel in the direction of the Autobots after trashing his side, and also made sure the shield only worked for his side of the planet, he clearly doesn’t care about the Autobots
And I mean, I get not trusting Megatron to not cause problems or restart the war. But also, he saved your asses from the Quintessons, and his universe hopping adventure seems to have at least somewhat made him better? Again, he came back to save you guys when he had no reason to, that you know of. And he actually agreed to peace for once, to the point where rebuilding cities has actually been happening
Like the Decepticons haven’t really done anything other than that Astrotrain incident and I guess Wildwheel. And that unspace ray wasn’t even for them, but I guess they didn’t know that at the time. But again, they weren’t the ones hopping the border constantly
And it’d be one thing if these were off the books incidents of Autobots breaking protocol. But no, not only is Optimus well aware of these incidents, he’s actively encouraging them
Optimus, buddy. Megatron’s actually agreed to peace this time and you keep breaking one of his main terms. He hasn’t even done anything until the Astrotrain incident, which only happened because Jetfire was in Decepticon territory. You didn’t even have a legitimate reason to distrust him this time
And going back to the Matrix thing because I got carried away there, it was very convenient for Optimus that the eviler Megatron showed up and stole back his Matrix, needing it to be destroyed to save them all. Because of that hadn’t happened, he’d be in a lot of trouble for storming the other’s territory, not just with his forces but with himself, and demanding his Matrix must be destroyed for relatively weak reasons. Like if it had been the other way around, there’s no doubt war would be declared again
I get they needed to destroy the Matrix to get Windblade back, and they want their friend back, but bigger picture here. Megatron needs the Matrix to try and defeat a far more dangerous and malicious version of himself, which the Autobots may not know, but he has not given them a good reason to suspect he’s misusing his Matrix and that it needs to be destroyed. He’s only used it to help them. And yeah Windblade, but she is only one bot and they aren’t in dire need of a Cityspeaker at the moment. Like there’s no way Megatron would have agreed to this, even without the other Megatron thing
If they had some other reason to destroy Megatron’s Matrix, like it being a malicious Matrix from another universe that would have harmed Cybertron if it stayed, or if it being from another universe and being in this one for too long was making it unstable, thus potentially harming Megatron or worse if he continued to have it, then maybe it could be more justified
But like, as is, the Autobots were just being the aggressors here
#sorry I’m writing this not on break#meaning I have to keep stopping when I need to do something#also there’s just my general frustration with people coming into drive thru especially when there’s a lot of them#I think some of that seeped in to this post#also having to stop so often means I’m thinking on the topic more than I normally would#note coming back to this: I actually ended up leaving work before I could finish#I was let out like an hour early but I still was working on this for longer than I should have realistically#but yeah I have many thoughts on the end of Cyberverse Season 3#I don’t think I like it very much#for various reasons#this being one of them#transformers#transformers cyberverse#megatron#optimus prime#autobots#personal opinion#rant
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you knew something. something *big*. and you wanted to see what happens when you tell someone. so you told her. anyone whos been close to power will tell you: inside information is the sweetest thing in the world. it's better than money, it's better than pussy. money only makes you important for some salesman. pussy only makes you important for yourself. information makes you important for all of mankind. it's the ticket to history. don't beat yourself up, harry. what you did was participate in history. when history calls, you *have* to pick up. you have no choice. none of us ever do. a hard disco cop like you -- i knew you weren't one to resist temptation. heh, just look at the three of us. the three careless boiaderos. good times, good times...
#nr 1 disco monologue to ME even though its not that meaningful in the grand scheme of things. bbg what are you TALKING about <3#evrart claire#<- yeah thats real dialogue of his just in case anyones confused. IDK how many people on here actually completed his questline#also sorry to my followers im officially going on a pussy paragraph Break after this. i just needed the entire thing out of my system okay.#it echoes in my head.
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hiya friendz !! happy monday lovelies !! i’m buzzing in to wish you all the best week ahead and giving you guys big big hugs !! i will be on a hiatus for a little while. see you soon 🤍 take care of yourselves & each other ! ✨
#the last week or so took a toll on me and i let sooo much go so now it’s time to play catch up ଘ(๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و wish me luck !#i’m sorry if you’ve sent me an ask recently and i haven’t gotten to it yet </3 i haven’t had time + energy to b very interactive forgive me#i need a little break from tumblr bc i get a lil overwhelmed being on here lately#just need to take some time to recenter + focus + take care of myself !!#don’t forget about me tho okay !!!! /lh /j#just know i am mentally liking all your posts + supporting you guys from afar !! eeeeee#i have a list of trees i must get to as well !! please don’t be shy in sending them to me !! i wanna make sure i get em all#i will probably pop in here or there but yeah mostly will be a busy bee ( ྀི o̴̶̷᷄ o̴̶̷̥᷅ ) !!!#i *need* to finish some trade fics + make sure all my gifts are in order for xmas + just a lot of other stuff that’s boring LOL#so yeah <3 that’s that !!! ily all sm#see ya later 😽✨#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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Miasma hi you’re on my mind today 🥰 How are you? Have you had snacks? What’s on your mind?
Hi Jim, you absolute sweetheart!
Honestly, I'm not great. Haven't been for a hot minute now. Struggling a lot with my mental health, and some physical stuff too. Nothing worth going into detail on, just...struggling. Stressed out, burnt out and overwhelmed by life in general. I'm doing my best, but my best ain't shit right now 🙃
Anyway, I do appreciate you checking in. You're a treasure, and I hope you're doing well 💜
#miasma says#cw depression#just in case#ill be fine eventually#im just stuck in a sort of adhd/depression spiral where i break down every task i need to complete into ita component parts#unconsciously#and it makes everything feel like so m u c h that i just do nothing instead#so yeah 👍#anyway i hope i get my shit together soon becasue i miss writing but have lost all my drive </3
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Remmick you are going to get yourself shot, stop pushing your luck.
CW: bloody ver and individuals under the cut :)


I have to include the individual vers I didn't render remmicks pecs for nothing they look rlly good
Plus bloody individuals


That's finally it ok :)
#this was supposed to be posted earlier my ipad kept dying#My favorite thing is when the more I look at one of my works the more I like it#yeah I kind of gave up on the shoes and some other things idc My brain said I needed a break#I've been doing this for 3 days#yeah I know I have a problem no need for an intervention#I'll just go to rehab myself 😔#sinners#sinners 2025#remmick#elijah smoke moore#smoke x remmick#soup art#artists of tumblr#suggestive#i think
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Very sorry about how long the next chapter of Transfer Motive is taking :,))) I don't really like making update posts when I've not really made any progress, but I did want to say I haven't abandoned the fic! It's just gonna take longer than expected to finish. Thank you for your patience!!!
#the good news is the additional time its taken for me to get around to write the next chapter#has allowed me to revise my plans and make some changes that I think are better than my original plan#I've changed the ending slightly and now I'm like 🥹🥹🥹 this is fine#but yeah I think its nearing a month since the last update??? and I don't want anyone thinking I've abandoned the fic#just taking a bit of a needed break :3
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WHATEVER YOU SAY BEAUTIFUL!!!
Bsd 120 raws




Fyodor’s little stretch…!
My thoughts? Honestly, it’s a bit of a nothing chapter (I say as I don’t know what any of the dialogue is but I know it’s just going to be Fyodor explaining more space-dimensional bullshit manga logic). It is exciting to have Fukuzawa face off against Fyodor, but Asagiri pulls this SO often man, where it’s like “A new challenger enters the ring” every chapter and multiple times per fight.
And this fight really should’ve been Akutagawa’s time to shine. I know he’s going to get back up, but man.
#ahli spams bsd#bsd 120#bsd spoilers#fyodor dostoevsky#I love that black haired bimbo!!!#someone needs to stop Asagiri from undermining his own writing#this is a problem that lends itself to the medium but you can absolutely work around it#I get time limitations and. just not killing your artists I get that but#if you need an easier going chapter this easily could’ve been a pov change to Dazai chuuya and maybe sigma#have THEM discuss the nature of Fyodor’s power instead on fyodor literally stopping to monologue for 2-3 pages#that would fix the pacing not be difficult to execute and create anticipation for the next chapter where the fight would then happen#easily could fit into 15 pages or even 13 or 12 honestly and would give them a nice break#then in bsd 121 harukawa and Asagiri could put their all into depicting pure action that doesn’t need to be interrupted by exposition#not to mention that . while I like him. fukuzawa has had TWO fakeout life threatening stabs#that’s egregious writing work he’s just going to go up against amengozen and have ANOTHER life threatening ‘fatal’ stab before he gets up#AGAIN#writing so ‘…’ you have me agreeing with skk shippers. yeah maybe they should show up for once the writing calls for it
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