#But yeah I fell in love with this show and just like BSD you can pry it from my cold dead hands now and forever cause I ain’t letting go
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linklethehistorian · 1 year ago
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So I wasn’t planning on coming out about this anytime soon, but I’m depressed as shit tonight and right now rewatching this one show for the God knows how many-th time is literally the only thing keeping me from completely crying my eyes out, so hey, I love Helluva Boss, God bless Helluva Boss, and if anyone has a problem with that, they can kiss my butt about it.
Thank you, goodnight, and I’ll probably regret this post a little bit in the morning when I’m more emotionally sober but right now I don’t give a single damn.
Love y’all. And may cringe culture die in a hole.
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venomdol · 2 months ago
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Bsd Characters as your boyfriend headcanons
Featuring: Chuuya Nakahara, Osamu Dazai, Fyodor Dostoevsky, Akutagawa Rensuke, Atsushi Nakajima
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Chuuya Nakahara
At first he kept denying it when he was falling for you.
When he finally realised it, bro went full gentlemen to you.
Would let you wear his coat whenever you're cold.
You sometimes braid his hair in the morning.
Of course he'd always act like he didn't like it
But he did.
Expect him coming to your door in the middle of the night to take you out on a motorcycle date.
Gets REALLY cheesy when drunk.
"Ngh... I'm the luckiest man in the entire world because of you..."
I recommend dating him. He's definitely a green flag.
Osamu Dazai
If he ever finds out he has a crush on you, he would not hide it.
Persistent as hell
And that's what led to you dating him.
Would actually keep all his problems to himself.
Like whenever you are worried about him, he'd always put a smile in front of you just to not get you worried.
Always talks about double suicide.
But like he would never actually have the heart to see you die because of him
Sweet nicknames like 'Belladonna' or 'princess'
Isn't really jealous about most things.
But if he sees a guy flirting with you or making you uncomfortable...
Yeah, things won't end well with the guy.
I don't really recommend him much, but I believe he'd be a good boyfriend.
Fyodor Dostoevsky
If he ever has a crush on you, he'd manipulate you to like date him.
Yandere tendencies .
Would prefer a submissive girl.
Even though he gives out yandere vibes, he's also pretty romantic at times.
Would let you wear his hat.
Kisses your neck while you're sitting on his lap.
Would teach you how to play the cello.
Says seductive things on russian to tease you.
"Я не могу поверить, что одного предложения достаточно, чтобы ты промок."
It's mostly hard to surprise him since he can always read your emotions.
Sorry, but I do not recommend it. He'd mostly manipulate you and stuff...
Akutagawa Rensuke
You were the first one to confess your feelings.
You guys give of 'She fell first, he fell harder'
Would be embarrassed in showing affection in public.
Pretty blunt when it comes to romance.
Would use cuddling as a way to releive stress.
Actually pretty possessive.
Will kill anyone who looks at you too long.
Would secretly like it if you praised him for something he did.
Again, he's extremely jealous and possessive.
Would act like he doesn't care about you.
But he actually does.
Has a soft spot for you.
Atsushi Nakajima
When you guys firts started dating he was VERY awkward.
"Uhm... should we hold hands?"
But got pretty used to it.
His favorite activity is definitely cuddling.
Can clean like a househusband.
Will love having you pet his hair.
Cheaper dates because he's broke.
He doesn't really get jealous since he can barely tell when someone is flirting.
Random surprise hugs.
Would actually cry if you say you love him.
Please give him lots of kisses.
Would accidently push you off the bed.
And take the blankets.
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shall-we-die · 3 months ago
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Hello 😍
Can I ask you to write some headcanons for bsd? How would they act in a relationship with a s/o who was previously in love with fyodor? if you dont mind, please include Ranpo and Kunikida 🥺🥺
Thank you in advance and please, keep doing this amazing blog!!!!!!!
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{Used to love the Devil}
☰[Main list]•⊰ Bungo stray dogs
↬[A/N]•⊰ Hey darling🫂 How are you doing? Hope you are well and healthy.
Thank you for being patient so I can write your request and also thank you for giving me such kind words 💕
I hope you enjoy my writing. I'm sorry though, I can't write about characters I don't feel close to, I feel it's better to remove them than to have to write boring stuff for them.
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[Atsushi]
If his s/o used to be Fyodor’s ex, Atsushi will likely have mixed feelings about their relationship.
On one hand, he may be curious about the nature of their relationship and how it ended. He may also feel a hint of jealousy or insecurity, wondering if his s/o still harbors feelings for Fyodor or if they compare him to their former partner.
On the other hand, he may be understanding and supportive, willing to listen to his s/o and let them share their past experiences with him.
After the initial shock of learning that his s/o had a history with Fyodor, Atsushi’s relationship with them will likely become stronger and more trusting.
He will likely appreciate that they were able to share their past experiences with him and feel that they trust and care about him enough to be vulnerable with him.
This may lead to a deeper emotional connection between the two, and Atsushi may feel more secure in his relationship with his s/o now as a result.
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[Dazai]
He knew (as always) He wanted to use you because of that, but he finally fell for you.
Dazai is not the type to get jealous, but thinking about seeing you with Fyodor will put him on the edge. Dazai is extremely protective of you.
Sometimes... he feels like you might leave him for Fyodor...
He tries to be very loving, very caring and protective.
He has a soft spot for you,  he is very possessive and has trouble being without you.
He is also clingy,he is more physically affectionate than usual, he doesn't hesitate to shower you with.
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[Chuuya]
Chuuya would absolutely flip out over the fact that you're Fyodor's ex (dramatic choke on his expensive wine),
he'd have a complete mental breakdown, he's already extremely jealous, but knowing that his dear y/n was with a person like Fyodor... beforehand would only make his jealousy go up through the roof.
He'd be on edge all the time, he'd be pretty clingy, very possessive, wouldn't allow you to be alone with Fyodor, ever!
Extremely wholesome and sweet, yet quite intense. He tends to get very over possessive and jealous over her to the point where he can seem pretty controlling, but his heart is in the right place, his clinginess and possessiveness just stem from his deep insecurities and fear of losing the person he cares about.
But... he's a big romantic, who goes through great lengths and makes many sacrifices to make you when it's needed.
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[Akutagawa]
Well he would be very confused on how and why his s/o was Fyodor's Ex. Once he found out about it he'd probably try to figure out why they broke up and how long (or short) their relationship was.
He probably feels quite possessive, like he has a need of showing that now his s/o is his and not anybody else's and would be quite protective and a really jealous af.
After some time he'd probably still feel very possessive and protective, since they used to be with Fyodor.
He'd probably also be jealous as hell because why should his S/O stay with him when they also liked the rat man. (yeah he definitely calls him a rat man)
But his relationship with his S/O is overall not that bad, he's just very extra protective and clingy around them at times and also really really damn jealous.
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[Tetchou]
He would be in complete shock to say the least. He would feel that his s/o betrayed him by even getting with someone as dangerous as Fyodor.
That would also make him have a strong dislike for Fyodor. If he ever meets Fyodor, he knows he won’t be able to stop himself from trying to kill the man.
If it is straight after he found out, then he’ll have a cold and distant attitude towards his s/o, not really wanting to look or talk to them as it only brought him pain.
If it is after the pain has gone down, he’ll be back to his usual, more warm and calm mood towards his s/o. Still a little colder than before, but he’s trying...
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[Jouno]
Saigiku would constantly find himself comparing his s/o to Fyodor due to the thought of his s/o being previously together with him.
He would attempt to keep them close to him, refusing to let them leave his side for fear of them going back to Fyodor, to which he would get jealous.
As a result of these feelings, he would also act much more possessively and a bit more protective toward his s/o. As of now, his relationship with his s/o is more of a complicated, somewhat toxic dynamic.
Because of the feelings of jealousy, fear, and possessiveness, he has for his s/o, he can't help but act cold and snarky towards them while also keeping a careful eye on them, refusing to let them stray too far from him.
He wants to have them all to himself, which has made the relationship between them become strained.
His s/o, however, is not all that pleased at how the dynamic has changed between them.
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[Nikolai]
Nikolai would be quite insecure and try to compete (and get the better of) Fyodor to prove that he's the better partner for his s/o.
Nikolai would also definitely act more clingy than usual and try to cling onto his s/o to make his claim and make sure his s/o was really his, and not still interested in Fyodor.
Nikolai's relationship with his s/o is probably pretty good. Nikolai's a very affectionate and caring person, so he tends to be quite loving towards his s/o.
He'd probably be quite jealous, but in a cute way (it's a lie, he really wants to tear Fyodor apart).
Nikolai is a very clingy person and probably wouldn't leave his s/o alone, wanting constant attention from them.
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[Sigma]
Sigma knows that Fyodor used to have an ex. He also knows that Fyodor isn't the kind of man who ever had any romantic feelings.
Even though Sigma knows this, he still feels a pang of jealousy over the thought of his s/o and Fyodor being together at any point in the past.
Although he'll never admit it out loud, he always has that nagging feeling in the back of his head.
His relationship with his s/o is good, although he does still have a nagging feeling in the back of his mind about their former relationship with Fyodor.
He can't help but worry sometimes that if given the opportunity, y/n would choose Fyodor over him.
Even though he tries to push these thoughts aside, they still linger within him, and he has to work to suppress them. Despite this, he is genuinely happy being with his s/o and shows affection and love towards them.
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kyouka-supremacy · 1 year ago
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Hello, I have a question and you're the only person I can think of who can answer it properly. Not sure if you subscribe to the "Akutagawa fell first" belief for sskk, but if you do, what do you think was the moment in canon that made him fall for Atsushi? Or was it more of a gradual process?
I personally can't pinpoint it because he seems hopelessly smitten during the Moby Dick fight but before that there's nothing. What do you think?
Omg thank you for asking me this I have extremely strong opinions on the matter. This got way longer than I predicted but honestly what did I expect?
I DO firmly stand by the “Akutagawa fell first” statement. I mean, as I've said before, it's hard to interpret the canon events in a way that doesn't frame Akutagawa being in love with Atsushi, while when it comes to Atsushi it's arguable he would even fall at all, and definitely didn't within canon¹. SO, in my very unbiased perception of canon (lie), here's the story of Akutagawa falling for Atsushi:
Akutagawa gets assigned Atsushi as his target for a mission. He doesn't have any strong impression on him. He doesn't know anything about him.
Akutagawa talks with Dazai. Now he's got very personal beef with Atsushi.
Akutagawa and Atsushi fight on the trading ship. There's clashing of morals, the personal beef becomes even more personal and it's surely accentuated by Atsushi defeating him. He definitely hates him with all his guts at this point.
Akutagawa and Atsushi meet again on the Moby Dick. Akutagawa still hates Atsushi, but talking their feelings out on the bridge and on the elevator is a first step towards actually understanding and warming up to each other.
Akutagawa and Atsushi fight together against Fitzgerald and share some heartfelt words of support right beforehand. I'm like, 200% sure the exact moment Akutagawa fell in love with Atsushi is when he told him “if you asked me... I'd say Dazai-san has already recognized you long ago”. Because that's everything for him!!!! More exactly, that's everything Akutagawa ever wanted to hear. That's the most valuable words in the world for Akutagawa, and them coming from Atsushi... I think that made them all the more meaningful for him. Atsushi saying those words meant signing a death sentence for Akutagawa.
They fight together against Fitzgerald and I like to think Akutagawa found it a particularly romantic experience. He's fought alone his whole life, it must have evoked a warm feeling in him. He falls harder.
Now, Akutagawa loving Atsushi doesn't mean he will accept he loves Atsushi. I mean, it's Akutagawa, he's bsd's most stubborn character, and on top of that hating Atsushi is his main drive– he's definitely going to spend ages in denial. He'll meet Atsushi again looking all gloomy one day and he'll be like “Oh shit what's up with that sad puppy face. Oh shit. I guess I'm not fighting Jinko today because.................. Defeating an enemy while he's unhappy will earn me no honour. Yeah, that makes perfect sense. It's not that I like him or anything”.
The Cannibalism events happen; Akutagawa and Atsushi beat up some more people, share some more heartfelt moments. Convincing himself that he doesn't like Atsushi is getting harder by day for Akutagawa, and that perhaps makes him the most hostile he's ever been to Atsushi; but he also is in the most harmless way anyone can be hostile. He keeps threatening Atsushi, but he never follows up to his words. Atsushi insults him in the most hurtful way, and he just kinda lets him. He tries to leave Atsushi behind; he turns back to see if Atsushi is tagging along. In the mines, Atsushi is endlessly cruel to Akutagawa, but that's really nothing new; what's new is Atsushi saving his life, Atsushi showing compassion to him, Atsushi wearing Rashomon. What's new is that now he understands Atsushi a little better. And now he's back home with new vivid images of Atsushi in his mind and a freaking self-sabotaging deal he had no reason to accept, and he really can't keep pretending he doesn't love Atsushi anymore.
There's a long narrative break between Akutagawa's Cannibalism appearance and his next appearence. Thirty chapters pass. I like to interpret this long pause as a moment of self-reflection and change for Akutagawa: he finally admitted to himself that he loves Atsushi; he knows that Atsushi doesn't love him back. He stopped killing. He started revalutating his life choices. He knows he doesn't have much left to live. He starts spending more time with his family– maybe even with his coworkers. And he goes to meet Dazai when he calls, and Dazai tells him that he will save Atsushi and he knows the reason why, and Akutagawa knows the reason. And he dies to save Atsushi because he loves him, and it doesn't matter that Atsushi doesn't love him back, what matters is that he does and that his life is worth dying for.
1. I mean. maybe it is arguable. I warmed up to the idea a little more than what I could have said six months ago. But it's still only remotely possible.
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zickyvici · 2 years ago
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•Some Tecchou headcannons (NSFW after the cut)•
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☆ I feel like he only uses blue colored cleaning products because "blue lools like it'd clean the best"
☆ No sense of style whatsoever. His closet consists of black shirts and sweatpants.
☆ He cuts his hair himself in the bathroom mirror with safety scissors (like...everyone else in BSD)
☆ Really popular with the ladies, but he always stays professional! He can't deny he likes it a tiny bit, though... (Jouno absolutely hates it)
☆ Had an aggressive emo phase as a teen. You can't tell me otherwise.
☆ Such a drama queen. He always needs to make a cool entrance. Strikes poses for dramatic effect.
☆ Played with Yu-Gi-Oh cards as a kid. Always begged his parents to buy him more so he could be the coolest kid on the playground.
☆ Gets a bit nervous around cats but he'd never admit it.
☆ He'd try his very best to take care of you if you got sick!! He'd be absolutely terrible at it though. Remember when he made Fukuchi his "deluxe hangover-curing eggnog soup"?? yeah... you'd feel way sicker by the end of it
☆ Cooking with him is like making potions out of dirt and leaves as a kid
☆ A lightweight when it comes to drinking. Had a few aggressive hangovers and fell into a ditch once and since then he's stayed away from alcohol. He claims that it's because of work, though.
☆ Whenever he needs to buy something, he just walks into the first shop and grabs it there, no matter the price. Impulsively buys really expensive stuff he currently has a hyperfixation on (and then forgets about it a few weeks later). Luckily he gets paid really well and sometimes he just... forgets he gets a monthly paycheck. So even though he's a terrible shopper, he has so much money just sitting around because he kinda forgot it was there.
☆ Doesn't really know what to do with himself whenever he gets a day off. Out of boredom he turned on the TV and watched a ridiculous reality show, but eventually got really hooked on it.
☆ Secretely really likes showing off his body... and I mean, who can blame him?
☆ Needs someone who's straightforward and flirtatious. He doesn't usually make the first step.
☆ Jerks off in the shower or in his bed before going to sleep. Not the biggest fan of porn, he usually just uses his imagination or watches amateur stuff.
☆ Needs intimacy! He doesn't do one-night stands or even quickies. He needs to take his time and really enjoy it.
☆ That doesn't mean he'll go easy on you lol. Sometimes he just loses himself in the moment...
☆ You'll definitely be sore and have bruises after. He just really struggles controlling his strength (and it secretly really turns him on). He'll apologize profusely after and treat you like a glass doll.
☆ Insane stamina. He can go for hours and hours.
☆ He's perfectly aware that Jouno might be listening, but he doesn't care at all. Maybe he even wants him to hear..?
☆ Insane vocal range. Sometimes he'll speak in a low voice that makes your knees buckle and other times he'll whimper so cutely. Will grunt and groan.
☆ Loves when you suck him off after a long day at work ♡
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anticidic · 4 months ago
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What are your top 10 (or top 7) favorite media ever (can be anime/manga, tv series, books, movies, etc)? Why love them? Thanks ⭐
P.s
I've seen that ask a few times, and compare to other people, I think you have read the most books from the authors of BSD (that is so cool). As someone who grew up reading classic books and then got into anime/manga, I don't find many people in animanga fandom who also love reading books, so glad to find your blog. When you said, you've read from all Guild members, I got excited on my own (sorry).
I really love reading. 😅 I had to do a lot of analyses back in school on books like Of Mice and Men, Great Expectations, The Great Gatsby, and some of Shakespeare's works and it kinda just opened the floodgates to me enjoying all kinds of classics. Poe and Lovecraft were some of my favorite authors because I was really drawn to gothic horror and the cosmic elements of Lovecraft's works. I was also obsessed with horror for a hot minute and Stephen King still holds a place in my heart.
I legitimately got into bsd because of my love for books. Characters as real life authors with abilities named after their works? Sounds cool, I'm in! And I've been here ever since. It pushed me to read works beyond American/European authors. I just think some of the parallels are super neat, like the Nathaniel vs Akutagawa "Diablo" bit, and Dazai's frequent mentions of Dostoevsky in his works.
1. Bungo Stray Dogs
Self-explanatory, I think, after what I said above. I like the literary parallels and the foundation of the world is really neat to get into and think about.
2. Good Omens (show)
Angel/demon motifs? Hell yeah. I love religious themes in works, and I like the balance Good Omens strikes with that and its comedic aspects.
3. Scrubs
This is mostly from a comfort angle. Some of it is like black comedy? with the bleak jokes that are made in relation to medicine.
4. Haikyuu!!
I didn't think sports anime could get a grip on me, but here we are. I just kinda fell out of my hyperfixation with it a few years ago, but I still come back to it every once in a while. Really good character development, some legitimately tense moments in some of the matches like all the Karasuno vs Aoba Johsai, and I liked the Karasuno vs Inarizaki arcs the most.
5. Tokyo Ghoul
I actually completely forgot about how much I loved this series, which is both weird and concerning, but ANYWAY. It had really neat world-building and set a good precedence for an interesting narrative in Kaneki, but I think the ending is what eventually turned me away. Leading up to the first part of :re was a treat. Just a shame what happened to it.
6. Seraph of the End
Another old hyperfixation but still holds a place in my heart. I haven't read it in a HOT minute, I think I stopped catching up with what was going on a few years ago. But this also had a really interesting premise and the idea that kids were immune to the thing that wiped out most of the population was pretty cool. I liked the relationship between Mikaela and Yuichirou especially when they were on opposite sides of the war and Mikaela having to grapple with being a vampire and not wanting to feed on people.
7. Supernatural
Came for the story, stayed for the memes. Another old favorite of mine that I sometimes go back to now and then just because it's neat. The supernatural elements and, again, religious themes drew me in. A lot of the ideas I've gotten for plots I used in writing came from watching this. 👀 Paranormal themes is something I like exploring a lot and I still haven't gotten tired of it.
I was asked about favorite books before, so I decided not to include any of them. Thanks for the ask, anon!! ✨
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distortedataraxia · 2 years ago
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Hi ^^) it's my first time doing this, so I'm kinda nervous (ahhh how should I start?). Well, I'm here because i got interested in the BSD Matchup thing, so thank you in advancement >////<)
Uh- Im pretty shy and calm in real life, but in Internet I tend to be more teaser (maybe because I can't see the other person's face) even tho I can't really handle them in rl, and because of that ppl usually misunderstood my personality, also I have social anxiety, so it's pretty hard to people ACTUALLY understand and know the real me (honesty sometimes i wish ppl could just read my mind, that would be so much easier?). Sometimes i think like i just have a mask that I can't get off to the point of me forgetting the real me.
About those personality tests: I'm INTP-A, 5w6 and my love language is affirmative words and act of service
If I bake you something/draw you, for sure i treasure or relationship.
As for my hobbies: I like to read, sell, cosplay, draw, listen to true crimes podcast, watch animes, teach, learn languages (for now I can speak 5) study and bake (most time sweets). My dream is someday have a pretty (vegan) coffee.
For now I am a volunteer physic teacher to help 9 graders to pass in exams for good highschools, but I can't wait to get a real job in some quiet place (like a library).
I am a short (150cm T^T), a bit chubby, I'm a sagittarius and I like the caos in the "not so monotonous" way (I just hate get bored), and when I'm not envolved, obviously, just watching, I hate have too many eyes on me. I also hate when people try to force a friendship with me, like, if i hug you, I'm showing that I don't mind you getting too close (even tho it can surprise me sometimes), but that change completely when "you" hug me without intimacy, i will 100% dislike your hugs from now on.
Also I really like to hear people talk about their passion and dreams, maybe I can get a bit of inspiration haha.
Sometimes when I take my medicines I may be oblivious to my own felling, so in that kind of situation i just like so see people I like happy by making them a treat or just walking through the city with no place in mind, just to focus on their happiness to make me feel warm
Whaa- sorry if it was too long, I don't know how much I should say or keep to myself to get a good analysis, usually I don't share that much oh things aaah that's embarrassing... but yeah that's it I hope you are having a wonderful day/night
Note : Hi! Firstly I'd like to apologize for the time it tooks to actually write this and secondly I'd like to assure you that you weren't embarassing ^^ Have a good day/night i hope and take care of yourself ! I haven't written any forms concerning matchups to help people requesting, so anything that you wrote is okay, it's never too long or too short and i'll try my best pairing you with a character with what i have. I hope that you like the one i paired you with and that it aha isn't too much or a mess, matchups aren't really my expertise ahah ^^'
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I pair you with...
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Atsushi ! ★
You, shy and calm in real life, a teaser on the internet, have came across the path of A CAT- I mean, weretiger.
He would be kind, understanding and considerate towards you and would respect your boundaries. Whenever you have troubles with anything, you know that Atsushi will always be with you and that it'll be okay, he'll support, understand and try to help you out.
That boy Atsushi needs theses affirmative words, he've been through a lot and only feel the right to live if he save people's lives and it's good sometimes to remind him that he's good enough just as he is.
if i got this wrong please run me over with a car , dig a hole and bury my brain inside of it... ACTUALLY NO PLEASE DON'T TOUCH MY BIGASS BRAIN
Atsushi would try to surprise you with some little gifts sometimes, he won't overdo it. If you're like kyoka by example, he'd buy you crepes and ice creams. If you're as mysterious as Dazai, he'll try to go with flowers probably.
Atsushi would be really happy if one day you bake or draw something for him.
Atsushi spent a lot of time reading in his orphanage's library as a form of escapism, so you can sometimes chat about books you both read without much problems.
You also love to ask about Atsushi's days as he works in the armed detective agency, and his days are never the ssame, as he like to ask about your day too.
Atsushi would absolutely support you in your dreams of having a pretty vegan coffee, and he'll do what he can to help you make your dream possible.
Atsushi gets flustered easily, and it can be pretty caotic. But cute?
When you're out on a date with Atsushi, he makes sure that you feel comfortable and to not get all eyes on both of you.
You both would be a nice pair.
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babubabibambam · 3 years ago
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hi sorry to pester you again, but I was thinking how bsd guys would react if their s/o was fukuzawa's kid? like biologically related. (we have wayyyy too many orphans in the goddamn show ngl 😅)
There’s no need to apologize!! And NO YOU’RE NOT PESTERING ME AT ALL DKDKWMAKS love love love this idea. I’m only gonna do the ADA peeps and the port mafia peeps^^ will not be adding Mori cuz well— yeah… that age gap is slightly a tad bit too creepy for me.
ADA
Ranpo:
To him, you were probably an interesting human, being the daughter of such an amazing man. He was curious on how you would be, would you be a spoiled brat? Or would you be just as amazing as your father? At first he simply wished to observe you, but the more he learns about you, the more he began to fall. He had basically remembered all the details surrounding you, how you like your tea(which was ironically the same way that Fukuzawa liked it), what your favorite food was, what you don’t like to eat, and etc. At first he thought that it was normal to know the small details such as these. After a long while of denial he finally manages to confess. When the two of you started dating, your father was… well uneasy. Ranpo was uneasy too, but as we all know, if Fukuzawa were to have a favorite, it’d be Ranpo. So after a few awkward dinners, Ranpo had managed to sneak his way into the family.
Kunikida:
He holds a lot of respect and admiration towards your father, so naturally that was also extended to you. When you began to work at the agency Kunikida offered to help you out, you worked with him on many of the cases, that’s probably why he developed feelings for you. Watching you work, learning more and more about you at every new case, seeing you interacting with others, or just simply seeing you had made him craved for the next cases to come quickly so he could spend time with you. Once he realizes that his feelings were more of a romantic one rather than a platonic one. The man went into panic mode. Thoughts saying his feelings and his yearning for you were wrong filled his head. He kept his distance from you, started acting cold to close his heart. Yet somehow you managed to break in. Once you two began dating, Kunikida would pick you up from your house, causing him to meet your father. Everytime the two of you would go on a date or if your relationship was mentioned in front of your father, Kunikida would apologize with a bow. It’s funny to you and Fukuzawa, but just so you know, the poor baby means it. Even after several years or even if you married, he still does it.
Yosano:
The moment she laid her eyes on you she was captivated and curious. You seemed so soft and sheltered, she doubted you would last long. Sure you were Fukuzawa’s daughter, but what exactly can you do? Perhaps those thoughts stemmed from the jealousy she had towards you. She yearned to be loved too afterall. She bet you had a perfect 11 yearold party, a perfect childhood with a loving and amazing father like Fukuzawa. She kept observing you, but unlike Ranpo, she wanted to find faults. Sure there were a few flaws here and there, but she can’t help but notice the striking mindset and personality you had. Sure it wasn’t like Fukuzawa, but darn did that man raise a good daughter. A kindness that extends even to strangers or even enemies. Her obsession with your flaws quickly turned into an obsession with you. Once she realizes her feelings she quickly dealt with it. Once you two started dating it was natural your father was guarded. He knew Yosano and her past, he knew very well of what Mori did to her. But seeing the two of you so happy, he couldn’t help but smile.
Dazai:
This man probably had similar intentions like Ranpo. (ti-fe do be hot— if any of yall want an mbti post PLS tell me) ahem back to topic. He wanted to know more and more about you. Your behavior, your mindset, your moral code or ethics. And like the rest, curiosity killed the cat and by that I mean bam, he fell in love. Which at first he denies it. Him? Love? Really? Him? We all know he’s a mess, and he knows it too. He was probably in denial even longer than Kunikida, acted more cold and dramatic. He would probably have done that forever if you hadn’t dealt with it first. Yes, if you wanted a relationship with this dramatic bitch, you must make the move first. For a serious one at least. After multiple attempts of trying to make him tell you why he was treating you so oddly, he gave in and told you the truth. His past, who he really was, why he wore those bandages, this would probably make you yearn for him less right? After all, who would want a pathetic mess like him? Instead the response he got was a simple thankyou. “Thank you? For what?” He remembers asking. “For trusting me and being this vulnerable.” You laughed softly caressing his soft brown locks. After that you acted like nothing happened, treated him the same way as you had always did and patiently waited for him. Sure it was a long and tiring process. But in the end, you got your hands of the drama-queen and to your father’s surprise Dazai was actually decent. Till now Dazai thinks that if not for Fukuzawa raising such an angel, he would probably be in pain forever. So similar to Kunikida who apologizes everytime, he thanks the man instead.
Port Mafia
Chuuya:
He did not know the girl he dated was Fukuzawa’s daughter. The two of you met at a wine tasting event, hitting it off right away you two started as friends. Chuuya on the other hand had always wanted to be more than that, but that would be selfish of him. Though somehow after one night of drinking everything changed and now he’s at your house jaw dropping when he sees your father. Fukuzawa’s eyes widened as you sat cluelessly at the dinner table. Chatting and eating happily seeing the two of the men you loved the most in the same room. After dinner after you were drunk and dozing off on the couch the two men had a conversation. Not wanting to hurt you, or the other person who you loved they decided it was best to keep you like this, until they were ready to tell you everything. So now Chuuya tells you he works as a loan shark, not the port mafia. He didn’t want to say his job wasn’t something shady, but he also agreed to not tell you who he really worked for until the time was right. Let’s just say the moment the two fessed up, you immediately realized what you had done and that’ll always be the joke and memory the three of you share.
Akutagawa:
You met him on the quietly street alley. Bleeding and slowly dying on the streets on a cold rainy day. You took him to your apartment as you began to nurse him back to health. To you, he was like a stray cat, wary and anxious. To him, you were the stranger that was probably going to ask him for something in return. To his surprise once he was all patched up and healthy you left a note on the breakfast tray next to him, saying he could leave anytime he wanted. Despite being in the same apartment for a while you never asked him anything, not for his name, past, or what had happened to him. Only asking about his conditions and if he was okay. Strangely after he left, he found himself constantly coming back to check in on you. He would secretly drop by during the night to see if you were alright. He wasn’t sure why he was doing it but yet here he was. After multiple nights of pretending not to notice the intense gaze you finally left a note on the window, saying he was welcomed to come in at anytime. You guess that was where your strange relationship began. Now there you were, behind your father’s back as he shields you from Akutagawa. The stray cat you had picked up stared at the man and you in confusion. You stepped in, sitting them both down and slowly defused the situation. It’s a mess, but after a very very long while the two seemed to have accept the reality of the situation. “No wonder you’re weird.” Was his chuckle to you after realizing who your father was.
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fyodorslave · 3 years ago
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Hello! I hope you're doing fine rn. Well I'm not sure if you're a bsd manga reader but if you are, may I request Ranpo,Atsushi,Kunikida and Tecchou with s/o who has heterochromia? (You can change tecchou to tachihara if you're not a manga reader!) Have a nice day and stay safe! <3
BSD characters with a S/O who has heterochromia
tecchou my beloved ♡ (I added tachihara because it's kinda short, so to compensate for that I added another character)
ranpo, atsushi, tecchou, kunikida, tachihara
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Atsushi has segmental heterochomia himself which he was quite insecure about until he met you.
Would come to terms with himself and start loving his own heterochromia because of how good it looks on you.
Trend setter or whatever.
Since you helped with his insecurity, he will become your own hype-man if he ever sees you self conscious about your eyes.
He didn't even know he had a thing for those with heterochromia till he met you, will think those with the same coloured eyes are boring (not in a discriminating way, he's too kind for that but ya know what I mean)
Why do I feel like he'd bring it up in a fight with akutagawa. "Yeah? Well imagine being so boring, me and Y/N have cool eyes" They're both so stupid .
If I talk about akutagawa and atsushi again, this will turn into shin soukoku fic.
Will cup your cheeks and stare into your eyes at random times.
If your watching a movie with him, he'd get sidetracked and just space out watching the light reflecting off your irises.
Think's they look 10x more beautiful when they sparkle under the light.
Literally so pure and wholesome.
If you ever get insecure, you can count on him to make your day better.
"Imagine being insecure of looking different. Isn't it better than being bland?"
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Regardless of his ideal girl, when he first saw you he was in awe
Thinks the rarity of it is extremely alluring
Your eyes was one of the main things that interested him
doesn't mean that's the only thing he loves about you, he fell in love with you personality, eyes were a lucky bonus
You would often catch him staring at you, zoning out at random moments.
Can and will blame you for being a distraction.
He doesn't want you to think your eyes are the only thing he likes about you, would constantly remind you how much he loves you alone.
If you ever do feel insecure about them, he will always be there to reassure how beautiful they are
Gives you eyelid kisses
"Your eyes are beautiful babe, I wouldn't change a thing about them"
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I feel like he’d be super excited when he first saw you, would always point out your eyes and how cool he thinks they are.
If you are insecure about it, he wouldn’t make such a big deal, discreetly shows you he loves them and likes how unique they are.
Your eyes remind him of the candy he eats, would constantly compare the two
If you ever get insecure I feel like he’d get annoyed at first because he doesn't understand how one could hate your eyes.
That being said, he would end up kissing your forehead, telling you how perfect he thinks they are.
"he doesn't understand how one could hate your eyes." if he EVER overhears anyone making unkind remarks about you, he will become weirdly protective and wouldn't hesitate to intervene.
I do see Ranpo as a protective kind so rest assured he will never let anyone hurt you, mentally or otherwise.
If he's not talking about himself he's talking about you and without fail, your eyes.
Regardless of how much he brings it up- it doesn't seem forced at all, everything he says he genuinely means.
On the whole, he absolutely adore your eyes, thinks normal is boring anyway. At times he wishes he had them as well, has never envied anyone so you may as well be the first.
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Now we all know he loves similar-coloured things.
So he never thought heterochromia would be something he’d prefer.
well that’s until he met you, like kunikida, thinks your eyes are mysterious and easy to get lost it.
Would compliment you all the time to reassure you that his preference of similar coloured things do not apply to you at all and that you should never feel insecure because of it.
Honestly, he just think they're perfect.
Would glare at anyone who makes you feel otherwise.
his favourite place to kiss -besides your lips- would be right underneath eyes.
Referring back to how he thinks your eyes are easy to get lost in- we know how he can stare at things for hours (like the time he spent 8 hours watching ants)
He can and will empty his mind to stare at you- no thoughts, just your eyes.
All in all, he adores them, will not give you a chance to feel insecure- he's always ready to give you compliments.
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When he first met you, you were wearing glasses to cover up your eyes. (giving me gojo)
You didn't consider it an attractive feature, so you were sure as hell not going to let anyone see it.
That was until Tachihara accidentally happened to see them.
I imagine it being during a mission, you get hit in the face and your glasses get knocked off in the process.
Tachihara who happens to see your eyes and is dumbfounded.
Literally stops fighting for a few seconds just to stare in amazement.
When you act like nothing happened -post combat- he will definitely bring it up and bug you for not telling him sooner.
If you mention it's not one of your best traits, rest assured he will throw hundreds of compliments your way whenever he sees you.
Like Atsushi, I totally see him as a hype-man. He genuinely loves your eyes and isn't afraid to tell you.
While dating him, you don't wear your sunglasses around him, he finds it special but wishes you were able to see how much he- and most likely other- love it
Definitely convinces you to not wear them so often, if he senses you getting insecure he'd grab you hand while soothingly reassuring you.
Would make it his own personal mission to get you to love your insecurity just as much as he does (and me!).
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💌 message to the requester💌 right UM idk why tachihara's was longer than the rest, he wasn't even supposed to be in it LMAO. Also sorry that it's so short, I literally didn't know what else to write. ANYWAY I hope you enjoyed it, thank you for requesting ♡ !
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herwritingartcowboy · 3 years ago
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Blood And Love
Okay this is a request by @stygianoir , I so i hope you like it. But this is my first bsd request and i think i did good.
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Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
Character(s): Lovecraft
Warning(s): Fluff, Smut, Tentacle play, nsfw, sub female, dom male,
Readers Gender: Female
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{Gif Not Mine}
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For many years you swam across the great ocean living on for years and years to come. But you were missing something more like someone. As one day you were floating along the water you heard voices. You swam back down in the water seeing something dark on top of the water. You knew it was a boat of some kind, but you weren't so sure. You tried to get closer, picking your head up a bit enough to hear a conversation going on. 
“Can’t we just go back” “No we must finish this mission” “I knew you were going to say that”. 
You were swimming a bit closer now you were intrigued. But who knew that would be your downfall here. “So why do we have to do this again?” “Well there is a myth of an immortal mermaid here, locals call her a goddess, many come to get a peek”.
“So where is here to look at something that doesn't exist” “Well there are sightings and we must find her and collect her” “Why that?” “Locals say her blood came to heal and make others immortal along with her but beside the mermaid part” “Yeah take me back to sore” “Really fine but you’ll have to wait for me alright” “Fine just hurry”.
They were going to take your blood and would not let that happen. They were going to pay for thinking that.
One man with long dark hair came back sore. You went on sore to go into your human form. “Hello is anyone there”, you said as the man flinched. “U-um who’s there” “I’m sorry i’m just los-t”. The man walked back a bit as you got closer.  You notice him scratching at his hand a bit.
“Sorry ma'am i can't help you” “But please sir i can give anything in return” “U-um you don’t even seem lost” “Well i am and can you please take me to your place please sir” “But i don’t even know you” “I’m Y/n and what can i call you” ‘U-uh L-lovecraft”
“What an interesting name, Lovecraft”. The man took you to his place but still was very distant and you found it rude on how he left the person he was with.
After he questioned you for hours he let you stay at his place saying you had nowhere to go and making yourself look helpless. 
Your plan was to make his life miserable and for him wanting to end it all but somehow you 
Lost interest in all that. There would be times where he was kind to you and times where he wasn’t but you didn’t care. You would wait for him to get home, always saying to yourself why you would not just kill him already. You killed many before dragging them down into the deep parts of the oceane, but he was different.
He looked like he could do no wrong in your eyes, almost helpless. And he soon started to feel the same way. Maybe it was because you helped you even though you were a stranger and how you never looked at him differently, even when he showed you his monster form by accident and instead of running away you came to him even though he would cut your body at places you would die you still went to him even cutting him in place where he would die and he didn’t/
One night you told him your true plan of everything and how you fell in love with him.
That night you both kissed, sharing each other's feelings for the other.
(Smut Here)
The kiss turned from passionate to lustful and rough as hands went around you. “Y-you don’t know how long i waited m-my goddess”. He soon started to grope at your breast taking off your shirt as he went to attack your nipple with his mouth playing with the other one. “L-love pl-please”, his mouth went up to your neck as he left purple markings all over back to your mouth. “I have an idea if you don’t mind” “What is it Love” “Can we use my other form”.
When those words left his mouth you felt you becoming more wetter as your face flushed. “I didn’t know you were that dirty love”.
“Sorry if i made you uncomfortable” “No i want to love please fuck me in anyway you want”. 
Tentacles went around your body as you both took of your clothes. He had you in front of him bend down resting your body on the couch you two were on. 
“Sure you want to do this” “Please love as long as you're okay with it”.
You felt a wet tentacle go in you as you moaned out in pleasure. 
“You like huh my slut” “Yes i do~”, he added a few more in your ass, cunt, and mouth.
He even slided his own length inside you as you were filled. 
“Ready for me to move”, you can only nod as everything started to move at once. It was nothing but pleasurable. You felt the tentacles mess with your insides. “You’re so tight”.
Soon he started to go faster as you clenched on him as you felt the knot in your stomach is about to come undone. “Please cum please please cum my goddess”, with those final words you came but he only speeded up as him and his tentacles came everywhere on you.
(Smut Ended)
You soon fell on the couch as you tried to catch your breath. “Are you okay Y/n” “Yes love i am fine don’t worry”. He picked you up as he started a bath as he went behind you holding you close. “Don’t worry i won’t let them do anything to you, you are mine Y/n” “And I am yours”.
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anime-allover · 3 years ago
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Hello! I hope you’re taking good care of yourself. Can i please request jjk boys (megumi, sukuna, gojo, itadori) and death note boys (light and L) with a s/o that cross dresses? they wear clothing similar to chuuya nakahara from bsd and people judge them because they don’t dress as the ‘appropriate gender’ (which is total bs). i was told the same thing today, now i need some comfort :(
thank u! luv u <3
A/n: I love this request! And to the ones who said that to you should be written in a death note! I can only do 4 characters per post, so the other two will be in a different post. Be on a look out for them! I just want to say this just because, my bf on the show is Dazai. Love you too!
Cross dressing| L, Light, Gojo, and Itadori
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Lawilet doesn't even have to turn away from his cake to know you're upset
He can tell by the sound of your footsteps
He been with you long enough to know your emotions by the way you walk
He can even identify you by the sound of your footsteps
"What's wrong?" L shoves a piece of cake in his mouth. You walked in front of L and displayed what you're wearing.
"Does this look like I can't wear this?"
L looked away from his cake to see what you are wearing. "No," He answers. "Do you got something similar to that in your closet?"
You looked at him confused, "yeah, why?"
L looked away from you, to hide his face "can you show me how you look in them..?" He asked shyly.
You can see his ears turning red. You smiled and start to walk to the shared bedroom. "Sure hold on a second,"
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Gojo
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For the very first time in a while
You walked through that door frame
And you didn't asked for none of Gojo's sweets!!
L-like-
How upset are you for not doing your daily speech to him!?
You nervously walked in front of Gojo.
"Um.. toru... Does this outfit look like it's for guys?" You asked not making eye contact with him.
Gojo tilted his head and got up from the couch and walked to you. He raised your head up to look at him.
"Nahh, it look like anyone can wear it, but nobody can rock it like you can." He sees a choker on your neck.
"Really?" You softly smiled at him.
Gojo brought a finger to the choker and pulls it. "Yeah, how can I lie to you" Gojo start to have a smirk on his face.
Your smile start to go down slowly. "I don't like the tone of your voice and I don't like that smirk"
"I don't know what you're talking about"
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Light
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Oooo I understand that he's your boyfriend
But It's like you're passing on a message
A message of fate
And you don't even know it
You was sitting on Light's bed, looking down at you feet. Light is at his desk chair with his death notebook open. He was looking your way.
"What's wrong?" Light finally asked.
"Some people said that the clothes I'm wearing, are only meant for boys. But I see these clothes is for everyone, don't you think?" You picked up your hat and feel around the fabric.
"Yes, I do think the same. If they let their girlfriends wear their boy clothes then I don't see if it mattered." Light crossed his arms.
"Exactly! You always know what to say!" You looked at him with a smile. Light smiled back to you but his smile holds a secret meaning to it.
Light turned back to his desk and picked up a pen. "Can you tell me the names of the people who said those things to you?"
"What are you going to do?"
"Nothing I just want to know their names"
"Oh ok"
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Yuji
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He'll be confused of why you came home sad
He thought if was him that made you sad
He really thought that he left you on read on a text
He's super worried
"What's wrong y/n?" Itadori asked as his eyes follows your movements. You sat down on the couch beside him and crossed your arms.
"Do you think girls can wear guy clothes?"
"Um, well yes, I don't see a problem with that." Itdaori's sounds like he's questioning it. He don't know if his response was ok with you. He always speaks truthfully to you.
"Well some people actually say the opposite," You looked on the floor. Your hat fell on the floor. Itadori panicked a little.
'Did I said the wrong thing?! Oh no!'
"But you're not one of those people, and I'm happy that you're ain't." You smiled to yourself.
Itadori mind clicked. He got up from the couch and picked up your hat from the floor. He put it on his head.
"Who are you dressed up as? Is there room for one more?" He smiled at you.
His job as a boyfriend is to make you happy then deal with the bad things that made you unhappy.
You looked at him excitedly. "Yeah and I know just the person you can be!"
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Thank you for requesting!! Asks are open!
Taglist: @fiona782
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unloved-cadillac · 4 years ago
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Hi could i request for scenario with dazai(bsd) with sweet fem s/o who is an angel (literally) and tries to tell dazai what she is but dazai thinks its an ability until he realizes he is unable to nullify it. thank you 💞
C/n: this was so fun to write. Thanks for requesting and I hope that you enjoy🤍
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Lol, Okay Then (A Dazai x Reader Oneshot)
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Look at this sexy mf
When Fukuzawa brought you to the ADA, let’s just say Dazai couldn’t leave you alone. He followed you like a lost puppy and kept bugging you. He fell in love with you and wasn’t afraid to tell you. But all of that effort paid off when your stupid heart said, “Him. The one that talks about suicide. He’s the one.” After, finally accepting his feelings and confessing yours, you and Dazai got together and have been going strong for a good couple of months now.
You didn’t fight. You didn’t enjoy the idea of people killing and hurting each other and always tried to make your coworkers avoid the use of violence which obviously doesn’t work 98% of the time. So, you helped in taking care of the injured along with Yosano. But here’s the thing: you were an angel with the power to heal so it was so convenient to just do that than Yosano’s...interesting method. You were also a very kind person or angel rather. You had this aura that made everyone feel happy and safe. You also never hid the fact that you were an angel, it’s just that nobody asked. Yosano told Ranpo, who told Kenji, who told Kunikida, who told Atsushi. They were completely captured by you after finding out.
“Wait, so does that mean you have wings?”, Kenji asked you. You nod. “Yeah. I keep them hidden though.”, you say. “Why? They must be beautiful.”, Atsushi compliments you. “Thank you, ‘Sushi. It’s just that, they’re really big. So they tend to get in the way.”, you chuckle and scratch the back of your neck. “What other powers do you have?”, Ranpo asked. “Well, it’s mostly just flight and healing which also helps in Euphoria. That’s why almost everyone feels good after they’ve been healed by me. There’s one more..what was it...”, you tap your finger on your chin, “OH YES! I can create a special type of shield, but only for the one who has my heart. It’s to represent the faithfulness of me to my someone and theirs to me.”, you explain and that earns few “oohs” and “aahs” from your friends. “Does Dazai know?”, Yosano asks.
“Does Dazai know what?”, his voice asks from behind you, laying his chin on your shoulder. You chuckle. “Hello, Zai.”, you say. He kisses your cheek. “Hello, my belladonna. What are you guys talking about?”, he asks his coworkers. “Y/n is an angel!”, Atsushi says, happily. Dazai chuckles. “Yes. Yes she is. She’s my angel.”, he says and nuzzles your shoulder while wrapping his arms around your waist. “No, Dazai. Literally. She’s an actual angel.”, Ranpo says, rolling his eyes at the scene. He lifts his head up from your shoulder and chuckles, again. “Okay, then. Are you people falling in love with my girlfriend or...?”
They all groan at his ignorance. “Y/n.”, Kunikida calls you. “Why don’t you show us your wings? It might help prove your point to this idiot.” You laugh while Dazai gasps. “You have wings??”, he asks you. Nodding you make your way out the building with everyone following you as you go to the back of the building. “Ok, so you might feel a bit weird. Not in a bad way, just a wave of energy will flow through you. Just, don’t panic.” You say and everyone nods while Dazai looks at you.
You take off your coat shift your shoulders. Your shirt was going to tear to allow your wings to grow but it was okay since your coat was off. Everyone waited anxiously. It’s not everyday an angel exposes themselves. Dazai watched quietly. His thoughts were: If she loses control or something, I’ll just cancel it.
All of sudden, a bright white light flashed and two bright white wings sprouted from your back. It hurt a bit since they hadn’t been out in a while. But man, everyone was shook. They quickly ran to you and admired your wings. They fluttered every now and then and they were huge. The wing’s arch was much taller than you and it’s wingspan was longer than a car. Dazai just stood back and admired you. You never told him about your ability. He only knew you could heal, that’s it. Not the wing or “angel” part.
“Alright, everybody. Leave my belladonna alone. Let me see her.”, he moves them away and stares at you. “Here I am.”, you say with a smile. He smiles back. “I’m gonna cancel it now.” He says and reaches for your hand. You blink and step back. “Dazai, this isn’t an ability. It’s me. I’m an Angel.”, you say confused. He shakes his head. “You have wings and healing powers. It’s an ability. Now c’mere.” He laughs and gently takes your hand.
“Ability: No Longer Human.”
When he chants and his ability activates...nothing happens. Your wings don’t disappear and his face from a cocky smirk just drops. You start laughing at his shocked face. “Dazai, “No Longer Human” won’t work on someone who isn’t human.”, you simply say and he pulls back. “Wha-What?”, he stutters. You were loving this. You’ve never seen him so shocked before.
“You’re...really an angel, aren’t you?”, Dazai asks you as your wings start disappearing into your back. “Yes. I am. Why didn’t you believe me, baka?”, you chuckle and walk up to him. He shakes his head. “I didn’t think..that a person like me, who has done so much of wrong in his life, has such an honor of meeting, let alone date, an angel.”, he says softly. You smile and cups his cheek. “Oh, Zai. You aren’t that person who killed mercilessly anymore. You had the power to change and become better. You’re an amazing human being and I’m so glad that you’re mine.” Dazai smiles and holds your hand. “I’m glad that you’re mine too. I love you, Y/n. Sorry I doubted you.”, he apologizes as all of you walk back to the office. “I love you too, Zai. And one more thing.”, you say and pull him close to whisper into his ear so no one else can hear:
“Odasaku says that he’s proud of you.”
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“Oh, Dazai. My beautiful, bandaged, suicidal baby.”
🖤🤍Thanks for reading🤍🖤
-Caddy.
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mccnglade · 4 years ago
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many reasons; dazai osamu
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DAZAI OSAMU X READER
In hindsight, you should have realised that running after Dazai was not a good decision on your part...
WORD COUNT: 1.8K words
WARNINGS: mentions of suicide, abuse (not reader's), angst (if you squint), fluffy ending. MILD SPOILERS FOR BUNGO STRAY DOGS SEASON 3
(e/c) - eye color
A/N: sorry if the formatting is a bit wonky!! i'm posting this on mobile because tumblr doesn't work on my stupid, old laptop.
this fic is really super, self-indulgent because dazai is my favorite in bsd and i love when situations like the one in this one shot happen in anime, so i combined the two things and wrote this. this was actually going be a scene in a dazai fic i'm thinking of posting on my wattpad, but i decided to scrap it and write it as a oneshot. i hope you all enjoy reading this!!
Also shoutout to @neonghxst who wanted me to finish this one shot hehe. thanks to her, i got the inspiration to actually write this and finish it.
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"Are you sure we should have left him like that?"
You fiddled with the ends of your coat sleeves. Upon hearing about Atsushi's new case and the end result, you immediately wanted to give the boy a hug and never let him go. He had been through so much these past few weeks and hearing about the death of that abusive headmaster of his old orphanage must have been incredibly painful.
But Dazai had promptly pulled you away, after saying exactly what needed to be said. (He always knew what to say in any kind of situation and that made you feel jealous a lot of times)
"Things like that are meant to be dealt with alone. Atsushi-kun will manage," Dazai answered with a cool tone. "You worry too much, (Y/N)-chan."
He tried to ruffle your hair but you slapped his hand away with a huff.
"I have every right to worry, you know," You crossed your arms, angrily staring at the ground. You and Dazai had already left the port area and now were back in the city, walking next to each other. "He and Kyouka just...I just wanna give them both a hug and adopt them as family."
This time, Dazai successfully managed to ruffle your hair."You are very funny, (Y/N)-chan."
"I'm not being funny! I'll actually adopt them, just you wait and see."
"As amusing as that would be, I'm gonna stop you there."
"Why?"
"Well, it's nighttime now. And we are almost near the river. The moon's pretty bright today. Which means one thing and one thing only."
"What, Dazai?"
"It's the perfect time for a double suicide!" 
Dazai suddenly grabbed you by the waist and spun you around. You felt your face grow warmer as he kept his hands on your waist, meanwhile going on about the benefits of a double suicide.
"D-dazai! Let go!" You physically tried to struggle out of his grip, knowing that your Ability was useless in this situation. "Just let go, dumbass!"
"Nope, not gonna." 
Dazai let go of your waist, but then immediately grabbed your hand. But you managed to pull it away. He stuck his tongue out at you. "You are no fun, (Y/N)-chan."
You glared at him. "How many times do I have to tell you no, you bandage squandering idiot?!"
"Ahh!! You sound so much like Kunikida-kun! Why didn't you tell me you were so great at impersonating others?"
"Huh?! What's that supposed to mean?" You went to shove his shoulder but he dodged it,  jumping aside with his annoying (endearing) laugh. You tried to hit him again, but he dodged this time too and started running.
"Oi, Dazai! Come back here, you idiot!"
You ran too, trying to catch up to him so that you could, at least, flick his forehead before slapping him. Why was he so annoying, you always wondered. 
'Isn't this why you like him?' Your heart whispered to you.
'Shut up,' You told it.
You kept on running. Even as you did, the sun had almost set, taking its red and orange hues and replacing it with the dark, navy blue of the night sky. The running brought you to the river bank, a spot where both you and Kunikida had to drag Dazai out of. For some reason, he declared this spot and drowning as his top favorite for a double suicide.
It was incredibly annoying, but at the same time, also incredibly saddening and you wished you knew more about why he was like this.
Finally, you caught up with him. 
In hindsight, you should have realised that running after Dazai was not a good decision on your part. 
Both of you stumbled down the river bank, holding onto each other because there was nothing else to grab onto. The slant river bank ended and they were on flat ground again.
But...but, both of you were in a rather compromising position. 
Usually, you were a pretty confident and self-assured person. But when it came to situations like these (or any romantic situations)…well, you were still pretty inexperienced. So inexperienced actually that you hadn't kissed anyone in a long while, almost two years to be exact. Relationships had always seemed like a waste of time to you, but being in such close proximity of the man you currently yearned for was doing wonders for your heart. (In a good way and a bad away)
Dazai's arms were on your shoulders, pinning you to the ground. He loomed over you, his brown eyes staring right into your (e/c) ones. 
You swore you could detect something there before it was hidden behind his mask again. 
No longer were you able to keep the warmth away from your face. You knew you probably resembled a tomato right now. You wanted to get out of this position quickly, but deep down, your mind and your heart both resisted. And you felt like agreeing with them this time. You wouldn't get a chance like this ever again.
So you decided to speak.
And immediately regret it.
"Your eyes are pretty," The combined forces of your heart and mind make you say something stupidly embarrassing and you immediately want to cover your face. But you can't. So you continue.
Even the darkness of night couldn't keep the redness of your cheeks hidden. 
"I mean, they're not just an ugly brown color. They have this amber-like quality to them. And everytime light hits them, they almost shine and it makes them more beautiful than I ever thought. Like seriously, you have really beautiful eyes. Personally, your eyes are your best feature and they're one of the many reasons I fell for you."
(You wanna crush your own stupid heart for that last bit.)
"Oh?" That was all Dazai said, that stupidly endearing smirk on his face. "Many reasons? What are they again?"
"Um, uh," You hesitated, turning your head to the side. This was more embarrassing than any other situation you had ever been in. There was nowhere else to go and while you could have kicked Dazai away with ease, truth be told you really didn't want to do that. How many chances like this would you ever get? "I don't even know when I started liking you. And maybe it's a stupid thing because nothing is ever going to come out of it, but yeah. I have feelings for you, Dazai Osamu. Truth be told, I can sort of understand why you ask women to commit a double suicide with you. You want someone to be by your side, right? You don't want to be lonely when you die. I guess I can understand that, though I wish I could show you the joy in living. But I don't think I'll ever be able to change your mind."
You laughed nervously, looking anywhere but at Dazai's face, where his smirk had been replaced by a more serious look. "I went on a totally different tangent there, didn't I? You can forget that last bit but to sum up everything, I have feelings for you. I don't expect you to return them anyways so...yeah."
Now, you looked at Dazai. His expression was unreadable. You couldn't understand what emotions were written on his face. You didn't even know what he would do next. Would he reciprocate your feelings? Would he reject them? What would he do? You wanted answers and you weren't getting them.
Then again, it was partly your fault also. You suddenly sprung these feelings on him. You shouldn't expect him to answer quickly. 
(Secretly, you also thought that Dazai wasn't the type of person who'd ever truly  love someone. It was just your stupid luck he was the person you fell for.)
Unexpectedly, Dazai suddenly moved off you, giving you the opportunity to finally sit up and contemplate your next moves.
'Should I just run away?' You thought, thinking about the pain of rejection. You'd deal with it. Somehow. 'It's the coward's way out. But what more can I do?'
"If you're thinking of running away, don't," Dazai suddenly said, meeting your eyes with a stare so intense that you swore he could read every single thought in your mind. 
"That was not what I was thinking," You clearly lied, crossing your arms. 
"You know, I can tell that you're lying, my Belladonna," Dazai put his hand on your cheek, his slender fingers brushing away the stray strands of hair on your face. "You are not a very good liar."
"D — wh-what?" You froze up completely. Because as much as you would like to deny, even an action like this left you wanting more. His hands were inexplicably warm and strangely soft. You couldn't even think about running away now. Dazai put his other hand behind your back, pulling you close to him. Close enough that your noses were almost touching and you could see the little flecks of amber in his pretty brown eyes. 
"D-do you also h-have feelings f-for me?"
What the hell was wrong with your voice? You wanted to ask your question again, but your words died in your throat. 
Instead, your heart chose to speak. You tilted your head slightly, barely brushing your lips against his. Even this small action sent volts of electricity coursing through your body. But then, your courage fizzled out and you tried to move back. 
Key word; tried. 
Dazai put his hand at the back of your head and pulled you closer, finally,  freaking finally, kissing you. 
You wished you could describe what you were feeling, but you really couldn't. Your mind was completely shut down and all you could really think was, that you were floating. And since it was your one of the few kisses you had in your life, you didn't know what to do. So you kept on pressing your mouth against Dazai's, trying to have more; trying to feel more of him. 
It was strange, it felt so strange. But kissing Dazai felt incredibly…amazing. Yeah, amazing. Just him and you and nothing else. You felt like you could touch the stars now and you didn't want it to end. You wanted to keep on doing this forever, or as long as both of you could. 
But then, Dazai suddenly ended the kiss, pulling back with a lazy grin.
You stared at him, breathing heavily. And then, you let your head fall onto his shoulder, grabbing onto to the front of his cream-colored trench coat. 
"Does that answer your question, (Y/N)-chan?" He asked with a sing-song voice, suddenly hugging you. 
"So you do like me?" Your voice was muffled by his coat, but you knew he heard you clearly. 
His lips were pressed onto your neck, moving with his answer. You understood it immediately. Releasing his coat from your hands, you hugged him back.  
You knew this moment wouldn't last very long, but you would revel in it for now. 
It was going to be the only thing on your mind for a very long time.
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a/n: i hope this was a fun read! with this quarantine, i've been thinking of attempting to write more character x readers because they are good practice for writing a multi-chapter fic. so you might see more bsd, haikyuu and bnha content on here. I might also post about DC so let's see.
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c-h-pictures · 4 years ago
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One of my stories is slightly based off BSD, different storyline, but slightly based off it. And some of the characters have the same first or last names. Michizou Tanaka being one of those characters.
This is all saved on one pretty big word document.
And I found one of my throw away scenes that I wrote over the last month. It’s just a scene that I think of, but I’m not sure I can fit into the plot, so I write it down and see if I can fit it in at some point. I hadn’t proof read it yet, since I wasn’t sure I’d fit it into the plot, but I decided to read it while I was scrolling throguh looking for a different scene (most of them aren’t ordered) and uhh, yeah.
Spoilers for BSD Chapter 90. Blood, injury, guns, (he doesn’t die at the end, even though it’s left unknown, I jsut want to point out that there is no death in the extract)
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“You thought confronting me alone was a good idea?”
“The issue comes in that you weren’t supposed to be the only one here.” Michizō glanced around, worried by the lack of Jiro Yokota. Owens unsheathed a blade with a green tinge to the metal. “What happened to your normal sword?”
“Nothing happened to it, Tanaka. I have merely chosen to show you this one.”
“What is it? Why are you showing me it?” Owens laughed at the shaking in Michizō’s voice. “I’m not going to tell you, because that would mean you can tell April and Alex.”
“And Sai.”
“Oh, that’s right! You don’t know what happened to Saigiku.” Michizō froze at Owens’ words. Sai was strong with his ability, the only way to prevent him from helping was to kill him. The first death in the A-Team. If Owens had the ability to Saigiku of all people, then the rest of the team would be no match for him. But how? Saigiku’s ability had its own manifestation and mind – Owens killing Saigiku was equivalent to Owens killing 5 people. “You know what you are, Michizō? The exact opposite of Yokota-Stevens. You had a loving family, though still mostly gone as with Jiro, and a combat ability. Not only that, but you also have a combat ability that relies entirely on your sight. Imagine if Jiro had your ability and you had Jiro’s, or you were the one who got blinded as a kid by their father rather than Jiro. Wouldn’t that be interesting? Everything about your life would be different. Maybe even your family would still be alive – if you couldn’t use your ability, hunters would never have tried to get a bounty on you, your parents would never have died, you never would’ve been separated from Akari, you never would’ve had to leave Japan. You might even have been able to stay in your charming town – what was it called again?”
“Karuizawa.”
“Karuizawa, yes that was it.”
“Why are you stalling?” Michizō glanced around again. It was still only him and Owens there. “What makes you think I’m stalling?”
“You’ve never cared where in Japan I’m from, or where in Japan Jiro’s mother was from before. Why would you care now?”
“Did it ever occur to you that I’m stalling for your benefit?” Owens gave a smile. A red flash slipped between Owens and Michizō. “What the hell was that?” Owens had no worries or cares. He gave the sword in his hand a quick flick and the tip of the blade disappeared. Michizō turned around, expecting to see the blade there. He was correct. The tip of the blade froze in the air, just barely avoiding Michizō. “Hmm, reactions have gotten better. I guess all your training paid off in the end.” Owens laughed slightly. “A pity. You could’ve gotten far if you didn’t confront me.” Something hit Michizō, knocking him to the ground. A bullet? No, it didn’t feel right. But there was still the feel of blood on his back. “Thank you, Toru.”
“We’re breaking off from Aleksei’s plan.” Toru sighed as he walked around to stand in front of Michizō. “I take it from that that you know the truth, Toru?” Michizō struggled to speak. “I do.”
“Then why are you still following his orders?” Toru propped Michizō up with his foot and bent down to stare the younger directly in the eyes. “Because he has the right ideas. Do you really think he’d explain what he wanted to do with the ability to The Posse? They’re already split up. The strategist proposed a plan that gets Owens killed because it aids his own plans. He’s off hiding with two of the others. Now, since I answered your question, why don’t you answer mine? Do you know how my ability works yet?”
“No.”
“Hm. How sweet.”
“You sound like Jiro. Ready to break someone down to their last will.”
“Really? Wouldn’t you consider Yokota worse?” Michizō turned his head, looking towards Owens. “If Jiro was stood there, I would probably have already gotten more injured, so yes. I would consider them worse. But they have a past that you don’t.” Michizō winced as Toru’s foot dug into his shoulder. “Toru, we do need him alive for the plan to work.” In a flash, the tip of the blade in Owens’ hand disappeared again. Toru was knocked backwards by something that quickly disappeared into Michizō’s sleeve. The younger stood, the green tinged blade appearing by his neck. “You shouldn’t have said that, Owens. I am part of the A-Team, just as you are. As with Jiro, April, and Alex, I am prepared for every and any day to be my last. That’s how you trained us. Prepared to die at any moment. Don’t think I wouldn’t die to stop you.” Owens glanced at Toru to see him unconscious. “You struck Toru hard.”
“I did.” The blade by Michizō began wavering slightly. “I still have a hold on this blade, Michizō. That leaves the only answer to this to a simple question: Who has the stronger mind?” Smiling, Owens leant against the wall. “I think we both know the answer to that.” The blade flicked against Michizō’s head, cutting over his eyes. Before Michizō could register the blood on his face, the blade stabbed through his stomach. He attempted to cover both the wounds, but Owens had already pulled out his gun. Michizō didn’t realise until the trigger was pulled, and he fell backwards from the force of the hit. “Maybe we can manage without him.” Owens sighed as he flicked his hand. Both he and Toru disappeared, leaving Michizō Tanaka on the ground: not moving, not conscious, just bleeding from two sword wounds and one gun shot.
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Uhh. What did I do and should I be worried?
Because I wrote this before Chapter 90 came out.
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lady-une · 5 years ago
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BSD Ch 15
Holy cow man, I can’t believe I have not updated this story in over a year. I want to first thank all of you for even still holding out for this update. It’s been a crazy year for us with everything that is going on. We just have to hold out hope a little bit longer. I understand that there is a lot of hate for Seungri right now and a lot of people are believing in what the media is feeding them, but I am still holding out hope and won’t put my blind faith in the media who only lives to drag people through the dirt. I won’t get into my stance on everything going on, this is not the place for that. But if you are not a fan then please just move on. I am and will always be ot5. But anyways, please enjoy this chapter. I deleted this many times because it wasn’t and still isn’t up to par with previous chapters. Just leave me some love if you do like it and if you don’t leave me some constructive cristicm in the comments. Thanks.
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He thought their love was eternal, that nothing would be able to break them apart. He put his trust and faith in the man he loved with all his heart. The one man he thought would never hurt him, did it in the most horrific way possible. How will he move on, having to see the man who broke his heart day in and day out. Having to see him smile and look at another the way he once did him. If had known this was his destiny all along, he would never had started on this path to begin with.
Word count: 3197
Theme: Angst
Rating: Mature, SMUT, Drinking
Pairing: Kwon Jiyong x Seungri
Master List
Chapter 1
The first few weeks out of the hospital was not at all what Seungri expected. His bandmates were still doing their tour but whenever they were home someone was always there checking on him. It wouldn’t have bothered him as much if he wasn’t already being watched like a small infant. Besides his parents and sister always being around, Mino was there checking on him daily and Jiyong had a nurse coming to check on him.
That was probably the thing he didn’t understand, why was his leader so worried about him? Yes, it made sense for Jiyong to worry since he was the leader, but he was going above and beyond what a group leader would do. Every time Seungri tried to think of a reason for Jiyong to be so concerned about him his head would become fuzzy and he would stop.
Being home in the apartment without anyone there was like a mini vacation, Seungri felt like he could finally breathe. Most of the time he would walk around just looking at things. The doctors said he had partial amnesia, but he was able to remember mostly everything but every now and then he would have parts he couldn’t remember. Walking into the guest room he sat on the bed and tried to think of a reason why he would be in the guest room and not his own. The first night he had tried to sleep back in his room but couldn’t fall asleep, so he ended up going right back to the guest room where he fell into a deep sleep easily. Clearly there was something about the room that made him uncomfortable.
Slowly as the days went on Seungri was able to leave his apartment, choosing to head back to the studio as he wanted to be productive instead of being lazy at home. Mino was always there with him, Seungri’s heart fluttered when he was around. Mino made sure he was eating right and taking rests when needed. The way he cared about Seungri was sweet, a fuzzy feeling would always brush over him as if there was a memory on the tip of his tongue, but he couldn’t get it. It was as if there was another person who had made him feel this way, but he couldn’t remember who it was.
Sitting on the oversized plush chair that he could not remember ever seeing in the studio Seungri was going over some notebooks he had found. They were journals of his feelings, reading them tore at his heart and his head would hurt but he pushed through hoping that they would help him make sense of things. The journals were clearly from before the accident and current. Someone had hurt him beyond repair. Reaching to the table next to him he grabbed another notebook and started writing. Seungri thought maybe if he were to make these into songs that they would help him recover part of his missing memory.
Standing outside the door peaking in Jiyong watched Seungri writing away, happy that he was sitting comfortably in the chair instead of those ass breaking chairs. If Seungri was going to be coming into the studio to work, then he wanted him to be as comfortable as can be. Lifting his hand he placed it on the window, he wanted nothing more than to be in there with him. He wanted to feel Seungri’s hand on his own.
“Hello hyung.”
Jiyong closed his eyes and counted to ten before turning around to see Mino behind him.
“Seungri is writing again, I can’t wait to see what he comes up with. Are you excited too hyung? I bet it will be something heartbreaking with how he is pulling from his journals as inspiration.”
“Watch it Mino.”
“I watch a lot hyung. I watch him do everything he can with a smile. I watch him laugh at home and watch him get frustrated when watching a tv show. I get to watch everything. What do you get to watch?”
Jiyong could feel the anger building up inside him. He hated that it was Mino who was getting to watch everything firsthand meanwhile he had to sit on the sideline. It should have been him there along side Seungri, but his own stupid selfishness kept him from being there.
“Well if you excuse me hyung, I should see if Seungri needs anything.”
Mino pushed passed Jiyong to enter the room and the sound of his voice as he greeted Seungri was too sweet and made Jiyong want to vomit. Peering into the room he watched Mino bend down to hug Seungri and watched him place a kiss on his cheek. Clenching his hand into a fist Jiyong could see Mino looking up at him as he planted that kiss, the look in his eye was a challenge to Jiyong. If the younger man wanted to challenge him then he would play along. He would get back Seungri if it was the last thing he would do.
“Hyung how is the music coming?” Mino ask pulling back after watching Jiyong storm off from the door and sat down across from Seungri.
“It is coming along well, it’s rather sad. I don’t know if it is something that should even see the light of day.”
“Don’t say that, it’s good that we have a mixture of emotions in the music. We can’t always be happy every second of the day. Plus, our fans need music to listen to when they are broken hearted.”
“True, but I really wish I could remember who made me this way. I know you all know who it was but none of you want to tell me. Why won’t you tell me?”
“The doctor has told us that you need to figure that out on your own. That if we were to tell you it would be a shock to your system. Your brain isn’t ready for you to remember that, when it is time you will.”
“I know you all keep tell me that, but I am tire of waiting.”
“Hyung you spent months in a coma, you can wait until your body is ready. Let’s just enjoy the time we have before all the memories come back.”
Seungri just nodded his head, clearly Mino was not going to give up anything. Just like the other members no one was willing to help him out. Maybe if he were to get them drinking it might help loosen those tight lips. Setting the notebook down Seungri grabbed his phone and sent a message to the group chat asking if they would like to get a drink tonight. Quickly the responses came in that of course they would love to. Smiling Seungri put down his phone, he would get answers soon.
Mino and Seungri pulled up to the restaurant and allowed valet to park the car. Walking in they were greeted before being taken to the back private room. The closer they got to the room he could hear the loud laughter of a certain bingu. Upon entering the room Seungri looked around as his bandmates and smiled when he spotted an open bottle of wine already on the table. No doubt the reason for the loud laughing.
“Our Maknae has arrived!” Daesung sand out as he got out of his seat and danced over to him causing Seungri to break out into his own laughter.
“What you don’t like my dancing?”
“I loved your dancing, but you reminded me of the time Jiyong hyung had to pretend to be a girl and dance.”
Daesung gasped and lightly slapped Seungri on the chest, “How could you say that, I dance more gracefully then our leader.”
“Yeah Maknae how could you say that about Daesung, he dances very seductively when he needs to.” The oldest member said as he wiggled his eyebrows.
Daesung covered his face in hope to hide the blush that was quickly spreading over his body. Seungri and Mino moved out of the doorway and over to the table and sat down next to Youngbae.
“So how is the music coming along?” Youngbae asked.
“It is going well hyung, rather sad but well. I should have the first song’s lyrics down and then I will only need some beats to go with it.”
“Well leave it up to Jiyong, I bet he will find something to go with your words.”
“Speaking of Jiyong, where is he?” Seungri asked as he looked again around the table and noticed his absence.
“Oh he got called away for a meeting but he might show up later if need be.”
“Ok.”
“Enough talk lets eat!” Seunghyun shouted in his drunken state.
The drinks flowed the whole night as everyone ate happily. They talked about the concert and how much the fans missed Seungri. They talked about Youngbae and what is like to be a parent. Seungri lit up every time Youngbae brought up his child, he wanted nothing more than to have his own child one day. He knew it was going to be hard, society won’t take lightly to a gay man wanting to adopt a baby. Yet he knew he didn’t want to live in hiding his whole life.
It was around 11pm when he knew the other members were very much intoxicated along with Mino as Mino was drinking everything that was offered to Seungri. Seunghyun was slurring his words and trying to get Daesung to get up and dance with him to music that no one could hear. Youngbae was happily smiling on at the two love birds who were in their own little world. Mino was resting his head on his hand, half aware of everything and half asleep. Now would be the time if he were to ever get answers.
“Yah bingu hyung.” Seungri called out.
Seunghyun stopped trying to pull Daesung from his chair and looked over at Seungri, his eyes barely open.
“I was wondering if you could help me with something?”
“You need help from the best dancer of this group?” He playfully said as he moved his hips.
Seungri laughed, “Not right now but I was hoping you could help clear something up for me?”
“Of course, you tell your hyung what it is, and I will help you.” Seunghyun said as he sat down in his chair.
“Well as I was working on my music, I was reading my journals and wondering who caused me to feel this pain.”
“The person is a bad person. You don’t need to worry about him.”
“But hyung who is he?”
“A bad bad man. Don’t worry about it. Here have a drink and forget about him.”
It was then that Mino shot his head up to grab the shot and downing it before face planting onto the table. Clearly that was the shot that broke the camel’s back.
“Yeah Maknae don’t worry about the past.” Youngbae pipped up before yawning.
“But hyungs I deserve to know.”
“You will when it is time. Just relax. I am going to use the restroom and check in at home.”
Youngbae stood and walked out the door or rather stumbled out the door. Daesung hummed in agreement as he laid his head on the table and nuzzled next to Seunghyun’s arm that was on the table.
“Hyung wouldn’t you want to know who hurt you? How about you just give me clues. You won’t have to say the name but you can give me an idea of who it is.”
“Hmmmm maybe. Not a lot and I won’t tell you who it is.”
“Good, go ahead with the first clue.”
“He is older than you.”
“Ok, not too helpful.”
“He is in the music industry.”
“Is he under our label.”
“Yes.”
“Ok next clue?”
“He can dance.”
“Well clearly if he is under our label. Even the actors can dance.”
“He can drink really well.”
Seungri rubbed his neck, these clues were not helpful at all.
“He charmed his way into your life at an early point. He was fiercely protective of you and loved you deeply.”
“Well apparently not if I go based off my journals.”
“What can I say he is an idiot. Anyone around you guys could see how much that man loved you. I don’t really understand why myself as to the real reason he did what he did. He told us why and told you why but it just doesn’t make sense.”
“Ok, what does he look like?”
“He is average height I guess. He has black hair and big feet. Most of the time he has a scowl on his face but that is just who he is recently.”
“Can you tell me what his name starts with or his sur name?”
“That would be cheating.” Seunghyun sang out.
“But hyung none of these clues are helpful, you just described the majority of the men at our label. Hell you just described Hyung-suk himself!”
Seunghyun shook with a look of disgust on his face as if he had just eaten something awful.
“Fine he goes by two names.”
“What are those names?”
“One of the alias names is..”
Before Seunghyun could utter the name the door to the private room swung open with an angry looking Jiyong holding up a very tired and drunk looking Youngbae.
“What the hell is going on here?” Jiyong shouted.
Seungri and Seunghyun both looked at Jiyong with a smile on their faces before they both said “Nothing” in unison.
“Nothing? This doesn’t look like nothing. Who let Youngbae drink? You know he can’t handle his alcohol.”
Jiyong looked around the room to see Daesung passed out and drooling next to Seunghyun. Next to Seungri laid Mino who was lightly snoring away.
“I think it may be time for everyone to get home and get some rest.” Jiyong said as he tried to deescalate his own emotions. He wasn’t sure if he should have let the elder member tell Seungri or if he should leave it up to Seungri to figure things out. Walking over to a chair Jiyong deposited Youngbae before walking out to settle the tab.
As he was paying the tab he could feel Seungri near him before he heard him.
“Hyung I should be paying, it was my idea to have everyone come out.”
“None sense. Let me pay for this.”
“But hyung….”
“Did you have fun tonight maknae?” Jiyong asked in a gentle voice.
“I did, even if Mino didn’t let me drink. How was your meeting?”
Jiyong thought back to his meeting as he ordered some drivers to take the members home. “It was ok, but I would have rather been here with you.”
Seungri felt his heart flutter quickly, it surprised him.
“Well you’re a businessman so of course you would have to go to the meeting.”
“The meeting was boring compared to the fun it looks like you guys had.”
Jiyong moved closer to Seungri and grabbed his hand and walked back towards the private room.
“Hyung.” Seungri quietly said.
“Hmm.” Jiyong answered.
“Will you tell me who the guy is that hurt me?”
“I can’t maknae.”
“But hyung why not? I almost had a good clue before you opened the door. You owe me now.” Seungri said sternly looking up dead in the eyes of Jiyong.
Jiyong smiled, he enjoyed this playful tiger-panda that Seungri was. He was going to enjoy this as much as possible. Move closer to Seungri he enclosed him between his to hands pinning him against the wall next to the door.
“If I give you that clue maknae what will you give me?” Jiyong asked in a whisper.
“Whatever you want hyung.” Seungri stuttered out. His heart was racing, and he could feel this emotion stirring inside him. It was a feeling of being prey, as if he was caught but at the same time it was exciting.
Jiyong moved in closer to Seungri leaning in next to his ear and whispered, “Don’t say whatever if you don’t plan on following through.”
Seungri gasped as he felt Jiyong’s breath against his ear, he could feel his pants start to get tighter as he became aroused.
“Hyung..” He breathless whispered.
Jiyong moved closer and put his knee between Seungri’s legs. He knew what he was doing, Seungri’s weakness was his ear. It was the one thing Jiyong could count on for helping him get what he wanted.
“Yes maknae?” Jiyong whispered again before ghosting his lips over Seungri’s neck.
Seungri let out a low moan, his member was fully hard now and he worried that Jiyong would feel it. The fear he had was confirmed when Jiyong also pressed his own hard member against Seungri.
“What do you need Ri? Tell me and I will give it to you.”
“Hyung please…” Seungri moaned out as he began to rock against Jiyong.
Jiyong growled lowly as he felt Seungri rock against him. It had been so long for him since the two had been this way. He wanted nothing more than to take him right then and there, media be damned. He was ready to claim what should be his.
“Tell me Ri, use your words. I can’t read your mind as much as I wish I could. I would love to know what dirty little thoughts you might have locked up inside that brain of yours.”
“I…I…I need..” Seungri could barely form a sentence, his need to find out who the mystery man is was battling the need for release.
“Just tell me, I will do anything you want.” Jiyong repeated as he placed gentle kiss on the Seungri’s neck.
“Touch me.”
That was all he needed. Jiyong moved one hand down to Seungri’s hard member and began palming it. The minute his hand made contact with Seungri, Seungri lost all control to stand upright. Jiyong had to quickly support Seungri as he was rubbing him. Seungri hid his face in Jiyong’s shoulder as he enjoyed every bit of what was going on. He could feel his orgasm rushing forward. It would take much longer, he just needed Jiyong to keep rubbing him.
“Don’t stop…” Seungri moaned out.
“Never.” Jiyong replied.
The hot feeling was rushing forward up Seungri’s body, grasping onto his Jiyong’s shoulder with his hands he bit down waiting for the orgasm to hit.
“Where the fuck are you two?” Seunghyun shouted as he opened the door.
Seungri in his startled state pushed Jiyong away from him and stuttered out “Right here hyung, we were order the drivers.”
“Good, good. I need to get Daesung in bed or he will be crabby tomorrow.”
“Well let’s head out, I am sure the drivers are here.”
Seungri walked over to the eldest member with a half-smile.
“Maknae are you ok? You look flushed? You’re not getting sick are you?”
Jiyong stood there as the two disappeared into the room. Being cock blocked by a drunk Seunghyun is by far the worst thing. Moving his hand down to his pants to readjust had him thinking otherwise, dealing with blue balls is much worse than that.
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Demon Slayer 12 - 13 | OPM 23 - 24 (FINAL) | BSD 36 - 37 (FINAL) | Shield Hero 25 (FINAL) | Fruits Basket 12 - 13 | To the Abandoned Sacred Beasts 1 | Astra 1 | Maou-sama, Retry! 1 | UchiMusume 1 | Dr Stone 1 | Fire Force 1 | Granbelm 1
Summer debuts aplenty!
Demon Slayer 12
I assume the creature on the episode titlecard is a boar…?
I see…! So Kyogai uses the drums like a game controller! Y’know, like A = attack and directional keys to move.
I almost expected Inosuke to appear from behind the screen door, but it was just Tanjiro…
Huh? For some reason, I find Zenitsu funny now…but only the tiniest bit. Not enough to laugh out loud, but enough to give tiny “heh”s.
Well…that episode title didn’t lie, at least…
Ah-hah! I knew it! Knewwwwwwwww it! It’s the double-personality trope I liked 5 years ago (you see it embodied in Martin/Alter-Az). The only thing I didn’t know was how Zenitsu would become badass…well, now we know. He sleep fights…I still think ingesting blood to invoke a second personality is still way cooler though.
Shoichi? Is that the kid’s name?
“Marechi” doesn’t seem to mean anything…
“Show me your wounds.” Then again, there are some wounds that you can’t present to others…not unless you show the side effects.
As much as I was scared by Exposition Crow, I have to be thankful the little feathered buddy is around. I wouldn’t understand “marechi” otherwise. But seriously, where does that crow hide in his spare time…?
Oh…the duty of filial piety…I know your feel, Tanjiro.
Tanjiro’s brain!Zenitsu is so accurate, I LOLled…a tiny bit.
Tanjiro, you gotta remember: be proud of where you’ve gotten today! Don’t be the man you were yesterday! Keep evolving with the times like water itself, because that is what water is about – change! (triumphant music plays in the background to accompany this declaration)
The only problem I have with filial piety is…what happens when your family has only daughters???
OPM S2 Ep 11 (Ep 23)
Garou’s got a point in that villains are meant to be sympathetic in order to get a good story. However, I’d still root for the heroes all the same.
Naruto running…why’s it so popular???
“Mentsuyu” (on Saitama’s blue shirt) means “noodle soup base” = a mixture of dashi (soup stock), soy sauce, mirin and sugar.
It took me a replay to realise that Garou turned red when the tree fell down.
BSD 36
Uh, dude? Who calls their kid “Eruisu-chan”…? It’s Elise, isn’t it?
Katai – yet again, can I just say he is the husbando we need and not the husbando we want? (LOL) There’s even what appears to be a sake bottle in the bottom left corner…  
Is there such thing as a bullet-proof futon???
Come to think of it, this scene with all the rubble about halfway through the episode looks like it comes from the Dead Apple first key visual –the one that came out when the movie was announced. Not the Shin Soukoku one, the other one with Soukoku in a rubble-filled place looking at the horizon.
Looking at Natsume-sensei from the back reveals his hair is calico-coloured too…
I wonder how much of Dazai’s scheming is actually just Natsume-sensei…?
“What did you have for dinner last night?” “Yeah.” – Just imagining this with a monotone instead of Akutagawa’s usual anger is hilarious!
Snakes don’t run…?
Oh, I get why he was calling Akutagawa “bro”! When you’re married, you call your brother in law “brother” as well!
Bungou Stray Dogs 37 (FINAL)
I discovered something – the kanji under ECHO, 回向, are read ekou. What do they mean? The verb form means “to hold a memorial service for [someone]”, so I’d assume it’s “memorial service”.
For some reason, when Atsushi said “you’re not paying for this ride!”, I thought, “It’s your Ubr driver here”…LOL.
I seem to remember that Goncharov controls rock and his power is The Precipice…but I don’t remember reading past ch. 52…
“How can you be so sure?” I thought it was something like “Because that’s what I would do.” Turns out I was right…maybe I have read chapter 53??? Or is this a previous chapter that’s been movd forward???
Hmm…come to think of it, why is Akutagawa’s power to control fabric anyway? (Because he can control other things, it’s just that he chooses to use his coat as a default.) Does the Rashomon story have to do with that…?
Oh, that’s cute. Shin Soukoku are on the same thinking wavelength now. (somewhat sarcastic)
Come to think of it – season 1 anime!Atsushi was about as whiny as Zenitsu…hmm. Now there’s a cross-anime comparison I never thought I’d make.
“…what appears to be a hiker…” (or maybe it was multiple hikers…?)
Did you notice Akutagawa was missing his coat?
“Fancy hat boy” – That’s why the fandom calls Chuuya “Mr Fancy Hat”, LOL.
One thing’s for sure – whether you like BSD or not, you gotta admit they have a great sense of closure.
Shield Hero 25 (FINAL)
See? There is a Meteor move for Naofumi!
Raphtalia’s mostly been saying nothing but “Naofumi-sama” over and over again…it kind of irks me. It’s too bad I’m almost finished with this show.
I’m gussing the reward has to do with Raphtalia’s village.
Is Naofumi leaving???
LOL, before Naofumi faced the Waves, he was wavering…geddit??? (Oh, that joke’s terrible…)
Fruits Basket 12
I think Shigure attended the ceremony to procrastinate on his writing…LOL.
Okay…I started this episode a few days back and now I hav a bowl of piping hot pho to go with it! Let’s get back to business!
Momiji is a scheming little brat, ain’t he?
The “Yuki wearing a girls’ uniform” was funny…because reactions.
Hmm…even though I know what’s going to happen, I only just realised Akito and Yuki only seem to wear traditional Japanese dress when tied down to their curse or their main house. Westrn cloths thereby symbolise progress for them…but you can’t say the same for Shigure, though, so there goes that hypothesis…
I thought for a second they were going to play baseball…that’s what they did in Star Driver.
Fruits Basket 13
Snake attack!!!
Hmm…Ayame clearly used a convo diversionary tactic there (avoiding the topic).
“Aya says he sells men’s dreams.” – LOL.
Demon Slayer 13
I find it interesting Tanjiro also has respect for his opponent, not just empathy.
Aww…this message of recognising your skills and having them be recognised by others is cute. I needd that, really – ever since about a year ago, sometimes I’m so negative I just want to be erased from the face of the earth. That’s why I love Rokuhoudou so much – it was my solace from such thoughts.
Seeing the eyecatch’s strip go vertical for Zenitsu was interesting – I didn’t think it would change orientation midway through the show.
Okay, in this book I read recently – Symptoms of Being Human by Jeff Garvin – the protagonist admits to having “an overdeveloped sense of theatricality”…or dramaticism or something like that. I now realised Zenitsu has that too…although now he’s back to bugging me as a result.
Oh! So Inosuke was the 5th survivor! I had a feeling that would be the answer, but now I’ve confirmed it.
WHOA! I’ve never seen Tanjiro go all Papa Bear like this!
…and you can tell with that pre-OP shot that Ufotable ran out of budget for once.
The Legend of the Eight Samurai is also known as…wait for it…Hakkenden! There’s an anime called that, y’know? Update: It’s Satomi Nansou Hakkenden vs Hakkenden (with some subtitle on it).
To the Abandoned Sacred Beasts 1
First anime of summer! Now if only my CR would stop buffering so much…I’d be a happy person.
Oh…great. Fantasy information dump right here…just like Fairy Gone.
Is this weird that I recognise Patria to be…Korea? (At least in history. Its people seem to be generic Europeans.)
Is this a “dudes in war are scarred for life” thing again??? Please, please don’t let this be another Spec-Ops Asuka.
…and now here come the furries. (sarcastic)
Aren’t the white coats really impractical for battle???
If Cain isn’t a vampire or based on a bat…I dunno what I’d do, but I’m pretty sure he is, based on those pretty boy features.
I thought her name was Nancy…? Her name is Nancy Schaal Bancroft, after all.
Ooh! It’s the Abominable Walrus! I’m so scared~! (mocking tone)
This is basically an AI story, but fantasy-based, isn’t it…?
90s fire in the background…LOL.
“I’m going to ask Elaine to be with me.” – Now there’s something I didn’t think Hank would say.
LOL, Cain Madhouse really is mad! (in the Joker-style “insane” sort of way)
Well…uh, it was a bit predictable, but had its perks. I mean, there’s no CGI in it at all for one thing…I guess we wait for more (of this show and the debut of other shows) to see if it stays.
OPM S2 Ep 12 (Ep 24) (FINAL)
Shouldn’t that be “whale on an opponent”…?
What’s up with the montage, though???
*dead Centichoro* - Now that’s what I call “legs for miles”…! (LOL)
Astra 1
I’ve read some of the manga for this, so it’s my most anticipated anime this season! I can only hope it lives up to its own hype.
Double-length 1st episode! Ooh! Just like the manga’s double-length debut.
Okay, who decided on using CGI for Aries? Put it on the ship, not on her!
Oh, foreshadowing! Me likey.
I can’t really tell what Aries is meant to be screaming because she’s screaming over the woman, but it’s definitely not “beef” Aries is yelling.
Is it just me, or is there a frame around this scene at the Spaceport…?
I guess Aries is what they call a space case! (Wahaha!...Okay, I think that’s one stupid joke too many, now.)
Boob shot??? Why??? Also, according to the manga’s supplemental material found between chapters, Yun-Hua’s suit is newer than Aries’s (IIRC).
I definitely do not remember seeing a picture of Kanata’s sensei in the manga at all. I know Kanata refers to his sensei quite a bit, but…hmm…maybe the fact he looks like Charce means something. Update: For some reason, I remembered Charce as “Charles”…?
This scenery, with the ground making platforms in the air, looks like Dr Stone!!!
I just noticed the frame expanded after Kanata entered the sphere.
Did we need the flashback again???
Zetsubou is “despair”, at least from the way I learnt it – from Sayonara, Zetsubou-sensei, of course. It can be translated as “hopeless” in context, though.
Second recap from earlier in the episode. Well, at least it’s not Detective Conan or Demon Slayer bad…
Wow, they’re really trying to sell a potential Kanata x Aries ship here. That wasn’t in the manga either.
This is the 3rd time for the same recap…geesh. The things you notice when the episodes are compiled and online for you to watch…they can get kind of annoying.
I think the star = planet thing makes more sense when in Japanese, since “hoshi” can mean both. In English, it makes Aries sound like more of a space case…
Maou-sama, Retry! 1
…and the award for Most Boring Opening in a While goes to…this show!
I almost expected blonde!Rem to be called Rem…I knew that her name wasn’t Rem, but still…
Seriously? The face game of this show should be higher for it to pull off a gag involving funny faces…
The run cycle of this show’s…kinda suckish. Like Dororo’s one scene where he’s Naruto running.
“It’s you who is the root of all evil.”
UchiMusume 1
Aka “If It’s For My Daughter, I’d Even Defeat a Demon Lord”.
The language on the title card seems to be a substitute for English. If you just take that thing that looks like brackets as one symbol, that seems to be a Y. How can you tell? Because “little” matches the 3rd last word.
The devil language seems to be based on Japanese, though…at least from what I’m picking up. Update: Oh! So when she says “toilet”, it’s just the syllables backwards! Just like in Hataraku Maou-sama.
I swear, if this guy isn’t voiced by Yoshitsugu Matsuoka, I’m going to have to swallow my hydralyte drink properly! (I’ve been struggling to drink it all day today.) Update: Nope, it’s Nobuhiko Okamoto.
I thought I just read something on the devil list that said “Bobble Space” in English…wuh?
Dr Stone 1
This is my 2nd most anticipated debut of the summer 2019 season. Let’s go!
Ooh, I see Crunchyroll even got themselves a fancy new intro card…which makes them more like what Funimation used to be on that front…
I know people have been comparing Senku’s hair to green onions…and now I can’t unsee it. Dang it, you guys! That’s the first real thought I’m having for this anime?!
*raises arms like Christ the Redeemer*…and Boichi and Riichiro Inagaki said, “Let there be light!”…and for some reason, it was green light…
Hmm…I thought in the manga Yuzuriha was shoved to the tree, which made Taiju look more like a hero to her. Turns out she ran to the tree then got petrified, if the anime is anything to go by.
I heard a really accurate “what’s happening?” in the scene which is meant to have English speakers in it…it’s almost creepy, to be honest with you.
Shuei…LOL. It’s clearly a play on Shueisha.
I didn’t think of this when reading the manga, but this anime’s very much a Holmes and Watson scenario…although Watson here is a little bit too dumb for some people’s liking…
I swear TMS used pictures of the real thing when looking at those grapes…
I love seeing Senku being pissed off. He’s so smug all the time, I needed that change of pace.
Maybe one day Senku will make vodka…LOL. I’m kidding.
Fire Force 1
Oh geesh…so Ohkubo grabbed the Aria from Ao no Exorcist to make his nuns work???
Why is there Naruto running???
“I’m a newly-assigned…”
Kyoukai means church. Does it really mean “cathedral” as well???
“Is that the scent of a damp woman?” – Uh, duuuuuuuude? Excuse-moi? That is not how you treat a lady you’ve just met…!
Can I insert a “Twinkletoes” comment from Toph (Avatar) yet…?
Okay, scrap that. Can I do that Overwatch “Molten CORE!” thing instead…?
Granbelm 1
I started watching this because it’s being promoted as “magical girls drive mechs”.
One of the mech ladies reminds me of…what’s her name…from the Re:Zero LNs…I believe her name is Beatrice, but that’s the name of one of the library loli, isn’t it…? *Googles* Okay, her name is Priscilla. AFAIK, “Priscilla” is NOT the name of the orange-haired lady in Granbelm, though… Update: Her name is Anna, actually.
These mechs remind me of Kim from Twinkle Star Sprites.
Wow…ripoff purple iPhone, much…?
Shingetsu = new moon, mangetsu = full moon.
I feel like Mangetsu is a relatable protagonist, but also annoying as a result of being relatable.
“Pennies from heaven” is a phrase you say to declare your good fortune, much like you say “speak of the devil” for bad luck when it comes to a certain person who arrives at the wrong time.
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