#Buffy the Vampire Slayer Roleplaying Game

[haveyouplayedthisttrpg]

Have you played BUFFY The Vampire Slayer Roleplaying Game ?

By C. J. Carella

The graveyard is cold and still. Bright moonlight deepens the shadows. The silence is disturbed by a throaty moan. Breaking through the soft, recently packed earth, a claw extends, sharp and grasping. A sickly sweet stench rises with the corpse. Desperate hunger is etched on it cadaverous face, a hunger for your blood!

Buffy: Alright, I get it. You're evil. Do we have to chat about it all day? -3.10, Amends

No we don't. It's time to slay. Get ready for action and adventure, Buffy-style.

Now you can join the Slayer's world!

Inside these lustrous covers, you will find:An introduction to roleplaying and the Buffyverse A guide to character creation, including pre-constructed Heroes and White Hats, as well as the entire Original Cast, for your quick-play pleasure The Buffy Unisystem, streamlined for cinematic slayage and sneakage A primer on magic mojo, for those who dare A guide to the hotspots of Sunnydale The monsters of mayhem, all stat-ed out and ready-to-slay, and the skinny on the first five Big Bads Blow-by-blow instructions for creating Buffy roleplaying Episodes, Seasons and Series A complete Episode to get slaying fast and easy A guide to Buffyspeak to add sparkle to your dialogue

[open-sketchbook]

MY NEXT TTRPG: Must be Tuesday 2nd Edition!

On October 31st this year, I'm gonna be putting out the preliminary edition of my next TTRPG, Must be Tuesday: Revived Edition! This version will be rules and text complete, but may or may not have all the art just yet (the PDF will be updated for free when the art's finished, then the final version will be available in print).

In this d6 driven, lightweight roleplaying game, you play as teenagers who are monsters (but I repeat myself) struggling to be normal through all the stresses of being a teenage monster-fighters, carefully balancing the two halves of your being so you don't end up the Monster of the Week or the Victim of the Week.

The game is very lightweight and makes for an excellent first RPG, designed for rotating GMs and short-to-medium length campaign 'seasons'. It has rules covering magic, artifacts, relationships, and baddies, all plugging into a simple system of dice pools, keyword talents, and a slider between squishy, well-adjusted mortal and terrifying, evil monster you need to walk.

It's basically an RPG that simulates Buffy seasons 1-3 in an easy to pick up and learn format, with a lot of guidance for GMs, a ready-to-use setting if you need it, twenty-five pairs of premade students and monsters, and additional campaign inspiration.

It's also a remake of my first ever published game, ten years on, as an excuse to redo old rules, redraw old art, and give it a fun new layout. It's the same game, just much, much better.

A notable expansion is splitting player characters across three kinds of monster Natures, each interacting differently with the game's mechanics to create different play incentives. There's the classic Selfish monster who shifts by fulfilling the desires of each half, the spiralling Self-Destructive monster who can keep sacrificing to stay in a fight, and the unstable Impulsive monster that swings wildly and easily between extremes. We even added more detailed support for playing regular humans, complete with their own dedicated Nature.

The game will be available on the 31st on DriveThruRPG and Itch.io!

[urheadcanongirl]

Rules and Q&A

I'm very strict about no minors - if you are underage or "ageless", I likely won't answer your ask at all and if I do, it will be strictly SFW.

If you are 18+ I'm more than happy to write NSFW content, however if your ask isn't clearly NSFW themed, please indicate that you're looking for it!

I do write sensitive subject matter at times, so please block the tag(s) UHCGtw and/or UHCGexplicit if you do not wish to see this content. These are for possible trigger topics and more hardcore topics/definite triggers respectively.

I prefer headcanons, but feel free to request drabble or send an ask/message from your OC to be answered! ❤️

I will not answer NSFW asks sent on anon.

What fandoms/characters can I request? Are there any you absolutely WILL NOT write?

📌GAMES

Obey Me!

Lucifer

Mammon

Belphegor

Beelzebub

Asmodeus

Satan

Leviathan

Diavolo

Luke

Simeon

Love & Deep Space (LaDS)

Caleb

Sylus

Zayne

Xavier

Rafayel

Final Fantasy

Cloud Strife

Aerith Gainsborough

📌ANIME

Naruto Shippuden

Naruto Uzumaki

Sakura Haruno

Kiba Inuzuka

Sasuke Uchiha

Kakashi Hatake

Menma (OOC take)

Madara Uchiha

Ino Yamanaka (Shippuden or RTN)

Rock Lee

Itachi Uchiha

Deidara

Pein

Hidan

"Tobi"

Obito Uchiha (AU take)

Hinata Hyuuga

Sailor Moon

Usagi/Sailor Moon

Rei/Sailor Mars

Inuyasha

Inuyasha

Kagome Higurashi

Sesshomaru

Kikyo

📌TELEVISION

Supernatural

Dean Winchester

Sam Winchester

Castiel

Crowley

X Files

Dana Scully

Buffy The Vampire Slayer

Buffy Summers

Spike/William

Angel

Please feel free to ask if you don't see a fandom/character you're interested in! This list is incomplete at this time!

Do you have OCs that you write?

You bet I do! If you're interested in writing with me in this regard, please let me know. You can DM me for this. 😊 As most people won't be looking for this, I won't list them here.

Are there "taboo" topics for you?

Mostly the obvious - I will not write inappropriate content that involves minors in any way. I don't typically write gore either, but this is not "taboo" per se. I'm pretty open about sensitive topics so... As in my header, anything that might be sensitive or a trigger will be tagged as such. Please block my UHCGtw and/or UHCGexplicit tag if you do not wish to see this content.

You haven't answered my ask! What's up with that?

I'm a human (unfortunately). Sometimes a prompt will be difficult for me to brainstorm or I will be uncomfortable answering it. Sometimes I'm just lazy or living life. If you do not receive a reply, please do not DM me, but feel free to resend the ask in case it was missed.

Can I request specific genders/identities for my asks?

Absolutely you can!

Please note however that there may be inaccuracies or variances as I, myself, am a cisgender, bisexual female with male preferences. I'm happy to write something outside of this (i.e. homosexual, transgender specific, male!MC etc.) but I lack these experiences in my personal life—so please be kind. I will do my best! 😊

*** This post is a WIP and will be updated accordingly! ***

[hercssy]

꒰ ৎ୭ ꒱ . . BELOW ! ‹𝟹

you will find everything you will need to know about roleplaying with me! such as my writing style, my fandoms, main love interests, portrayals, my ocs and blacklisted characters!

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. . my roleplay style is always roleplaying in third person, i’m heavily detailed as i love to bring a story to life ( which means i also use gifs for this too *wink* ). i only roleplay on discord, as i prefer to make servers and sections to talk ooc, post oc/character shit and have fun while roleplaying! i love to use a lot of media to bring a roleplay + the characters involved come to life. i only roleplay on discord so please add me there and we can discuss plotting, etc. be sure to also read my rules before interacting with me!

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. . my muse for fandoms comes and goes, i think everyone does that anyways — but i’m only just a pm away from asking what my major muses are!

the walking dead

game of thrones

house of the dragon

marvel cinematic universe ( includes xmen )

trueblood

magic mike

jojo’s bizarre adventure

star wars

avatar

stranger things

harry potter

fantastic beasts and where to find them

buffy the vampire slayer

god of war

devil may cry

red dead redemption

baldur’s gate 3

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. . these are my portrayals for each fandom i’m in. those that i will be most confident writing for will be marked blue, the least confident ones will be marked pink. neutral ones will remain black.

┈─𖨂 THE WALKING DEAD :

maggie greene, daryl dixon, carol peletier, carl grimes,dwight, rick grimes, michonne, abraham, glenn rhee, rosita espinosa, gabriel, eugene, princess.

┈─𖨂 GAME OF THRONES :

jon snow, robb stark, tywin lannister, tyrion lannister, cersei lannister, jaime lannister, ned stark, sansa stark, arya stark, daenerys targaryen, khal drogo, the hound, jorah mormont, brienne of tarth, tormund giantsbane, daario naharis, greyworm, oberyn martell, podrick payne, yara greyjoy, theon greyjoy, brandon stark.

┈─𖨂 HOUSE OF THE DRAGON :

rhaenyra targaryen, ser harwin strong, viserys targaryen, jacaerys velaryon, alicent hightower.

┈─𖨂 MARVEL CINEMATIC UNIVERSE : 

marc spector, steve rogers, bucky barnes, stephen strange, wade wilson, thor odinson, loki laufeyson, quentin beck, t.h peter parker, a.g peter parker, tony stark, natasha romanoff, kate bishop, wanda maximoff, pietro maximoff, scott lang, t’challa udaku, erik killmonger, druig, thena, sersi, dane whitman, blade, johnny blaze, arthur harrow.

┈─𖨂 TRUEBLOOD :

bill compton, eric northman, sam merlotte, jason stackhouse, sookie stackhouse, tara thornton, jessica hamby, alcide herveaux, hoyt fortenberry, pamela, terry bellefleur.

┈─𖨂 MAGIC MIKE :

magic mike, big dick richie, ken, dallas, adam, tito, tarzan.

┈─𖨂 JOJO’S BIZARRE ADVENTURE :

dio brando, joseph joestar, jotaro kujo, josuke higashikata, rohan kishibe, noriaki kakyoin, kars, eisidsi, wamuu, jolyne kujo.

┈─𖨂 STAR WARS :

anakin skywalker, obi wan kenobi, qui gon jinn, padme amidala, han solo, ashoka tano, luke skywalker, princess leia skywalker, kylo ren, darth maul, rey skywalker, cassian andor, poe dameron, finn, jyn erso, lando calrissian.

┈─𖨂 AVATAR :

neytiri, miles quaritch, spider, neteyam sully, lo’ak sully, kiri augustine, grace augustine, trudy, norman spellman.

┈─𖨂 STRANGER THINGS :

eddie munson, steve harrington, robin buckley, nancy wheeler, jonathan byers, eleven, max mayfield, will byers, mike wheeler, dustin henderson, jim hopper, dimitri antonov, joyce byers, vecna.

┈─𖨂 HARRY POTTER :

harry potter, draco malfoy, remus lupin, hermione granger, bill weasley, sirius black, ginny weasley, luna lovegood, george weasley, fred weasley, ron weasley…+ more if asked.

┈─𖨂 FANTASTIC BEASTS AND WHERE TO FIND THEM :

gellert grindlewald, albus dumbledore, queenie goldstein, credence barebone, jacob kowalski, theseus scamander.

┈─𖨂 BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER :

buffy summers, dawn summers, spike, willow rosenberg, xander harris, cordelia chase, oz, faith, tara maclay, riley finn, giles.

┈─𖨂 GOD OF WAR :

freya, loki/artreus, tyr, thor, freyr.

┈─𖨂 DEVIL MAY CRY :

dante sparda, nero, vergil sparda, v.

┈─𖨂 RED DEAD REDEMPTION :

dutch van der linde, john marston, jack marston, saddie adler, bill williamson, micah bell.

┈─𖨂 BALDUR’S GATE 3 :

astarion ancunín, gortash, orin, mizora, gale dekarios, karlach, shadowheart, lae’zel, wyll ravengard, halsin, dame aylin, isabel thorm, dammon, jaheira, minthara, ketheric thorm.

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. . these are characters i have blacklisted from portrayals, this means i will refuse to roleplay/write them as love interests. don’t take it to heart though, i just have my reasons :’) more will be added along the way.

┈─𖨂 THE WALKING DEAD :

negan smith, the governor.

┈─𖨂 GAME OF THRONES :

viserys ii targaryen, the night king.

┈─𖨂 HOUSE OF THE DRAGON :

daemon targaryen.

┈─𖨂 MARVEL CINEMATIC UNIVERSE :

red skull, thanos.

┈─𖨂 TRUEBLOOD :

sarah newlin, steve newlin, macklyn warlow.

┈─𖨂 MAGIC MIKE :

none tba.

┈─𖨂 JOJO’S BIZARRE ADVENTURE :

none tba.

┈─𖨂 STAR WARS :

none tba.

┈─𖨂 AVATAR :

tuktirey sully.

┈─𖨂 STRANGER THINGS :

billy hargrove.

┈─𖨂 HARRY POTTER :

lord voldemort.

┈─𖨂 FANTASTIC BEASTS AND WHERE TO FIND THEM :

none tba.

┈─𖨂 BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER :

darla.

┈─𖨂 GOD OF WAR :

none tba.

┈─𖨂 DEVIL MAY CRY :

none tba.

┈─𖨂 RED DEAD REDEMPTION :

none tba.

┈─𖨂 BALDUR’S GATE 3 :

cazador, mystra.

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. . this section is for you to know my go-to love interest and my ocs for them!

┈─𖨂 THE WALKING DEAD :

pamela lennox x negan smith.

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rebecca king x daryl dixon.

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“with you, it’s different.” (mb)

┈─𖨂 GAME OF THRONES :

rebekah skywalker x jon snow.

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“you’re a little tragedy, aren’t you?” (mb)

dawn the wolf-snake x robb stark.

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azura menodora x jaime lannister.

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rhiannon baratheon x the hound.

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“let’s live like flowers” (mb)

┈─𖨂 HOUSE OF THE DRAGON :

jae skywalker x aemond targaryen.

┈─𖨂 MARVEL CINEMATIC UNIVERSE :

xena blanc x dane whitman.

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beatrix takahashi x ikaris.

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“effort over words” (mb)

alexis drakos x clint barton.

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katya romanoff x steve rogers.

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vergil volkov x natasha romanoff.

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florance hawley x bucky barnes

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“some mistakes take us to the right place.” (mb)

┈─𖨂 TRUEBLOOD :

freya falkenberg x bill compton.

willow magnolia x sam merlotte.

abigail rivers x alcide herveaux.

┈─𖨂 MAGIC MIKE :

mara larsen x magic mike.

tanya cruz x dallas.

sophie henderson x big dick richie.

┈─𖨂 JOJO’S BIZARRE ADVENTURE :

keres masako x jotaro kujo.

liliana romanova x kars.



┈─𖨂 STAR WARS : 

neytiri te khan x anakin skywalker.

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“we lived a life of ‘almost’” (mb)

“she lives the poetry she cannot write.” (mb)

ciri creed x han solo.

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“meant to happen but not to last.” (mb)

nebula zraa x luke skywalker.

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“souls don’t meet by accident.” (mb)

┈─𖨂 AVATAR :

akila te sekra’at petani’ite x jake sully.

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“the trees told me about you.” (mb)

┈─𖨂 STRANGER THINGS :

dahlia moone x jim hopper.

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“have you ever met someone that is sunshine in human form?” (mb)

veronika antonov x dimitri antonov.

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“all i see is you.” (mb)

reagan cunningham x eddie munson.

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┈─𖨂 FANTASTIC BEASTS AND WHERE TO FIND THEM :

jupiter ‘juno’ seagrave x newt scammander.

┈─𖨂 BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER :

unnamed oc x angel.

┈─𖨂 DEVIL MAY CRY :

sersi endo x nero.

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unnamed oc x dante sparda.

unnamed oc x vergil sparda.

┈─𖨂 RED DEAD REDEMPTION :

chenoa abraham x arthur morgan.

┈─𖨂 BALDUR’S GATE 3 :

rhaenyra targaryen x astarion ancunín.

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“fight for your fairytale.” (mb)

adenora rose x gale dekarios.

ninat ani’kiirr x karlach.

┈─𖨂 GREY’S ANTANTOMY :

silvana rossi x derek shepherd

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“his eyes were blue.” (mb)

┈─𖨂 SCREAM/HORROR :

kenna lloyd x billy loomis

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“plot twist: he likes you” (mb)

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[ringo-stalin]

I wrote a TTRPG!

All the Damn Vampires is a TTRPG for vampires who just want to have fun, without the stress of being slain, or having to put on a masque.

This game is an unabashed power-fantasy for the disenfranchised, the marginalised, and the weird folks who always felt out of step with the rest of the world.

This ashcan version of All the Damn Vampires has been released in order to gain some feedback and generate interest in the hopes that a more polished version, with professional artwork and layout, may be released somewhere down the line.

Additionally, I'm currently unemployed, so even though it's PWYW, I'd really appreciate a few coins thrown my way!

https://ringostalin.itch.io/all-the-damn-vampires-ashcan-edition-01

[sunny-hail]

hi! I’m 22 and I’ve had about 12 years of roleplaying experience. I am currently wanting to get back into writing, so I’m searching for long-term writing partners who are interested in roleplaying doubles! 

-I’m only looking for partners who are interested in creating a plot together, where we brainstorm ideas, and create something fun together! In our stories I’d love for there to be lots of twists, turns, and drama!  

-I’m not too picky about length, but I typically write 3-4 paragraphs. When it comes to writing smut, I don’t go into detail, and typically fade to black. 

-All I ask is that you’re also female and +20 ! :) 

-The fandoms I am interested in writing for are 

Buffy the vampire slayer (Spike x my oc)

the society (Campbell x my oc)

the losers club from IT! (Richie x my oc)

I am also completely fine with writing for celebrities or just oc’s. I also really enjoyed doing plots with alternate universes as well. (Putting other characters from certain fandoms into different movies or tv shows has always been a favorite of mine!) 

-If you’re interested message me here or on discord! rosedust7#8308

[findroleplay]

Feel free to choose a fandom and we can come up with something epic! 3rd past, lit/adv and clean! Oc (me) x canon (you) (doubles are NOW WELCOME) bxg for my oc! But I can explore others for your oc! I do have specific canons and plots I’m looking to do so please respect this! Add me on discord at RosalieMikaelson#7670

TV SHOWS:

Riverdale

Supernatural

Teen Wolf

Death in paradise- DESPRATELY LOOKING FOR PLEASE?!

Buffy The Vampire Slayer

The Originals

The Vampire Diaries

Game of Thrones

Merlin

YOU

Superstore

Modern Family

Books:

Harry Potter

Wuthering Heights

Twilight

Hunger Games

Divergent

Love Story

John green novels

Movies:

The Kissing Booth

Heathers

Hunger games

Divergent

Pirates of The Caribbean

Narnia

Stardust

Musicals:

Heathers

Phantom of the opera

Les Mis

Mamma Mia 1/2

Hope to see you in the dms soon! To prove you read this tell me the canon and the fandom you’d like to write in!

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[kaijusrpgbrainstorm]

New Year, New Character 2: Day 6

Day 6: Nathan "Nate" King, The Weird Kid, Buffy the Vampire Slayer: The Roleplaying Game "Intense, brooding, isolated? That's me Troubled? Well, I've never been diagnosed with anything. "As one of those people born with a cosmic 'Kick Me' sign on their back, after I while I started letting myself get angry about it again. Life isn't fair, people are jerks, life goes on. And then one day it boiled over. "And I really mean boiled. Maybe it's because of my anger, maybe that was just the key, but something snapped and the next thing I know, I'm a firestarter. Yes, like the films. The first one was better. And no, I don't know why it's me, but it's a gift. Especially after I found out about the monsters, and this crew who hunt them. Can't say I'm fond of any of them, but they're handy in a pinch. And at least I'm not torching places for fun".

Name: Nathan King

Concept: The Weird Kid

Character Type: White Hat

Hit Points:

Drama Points: 20

Attributes: 15pts

Strength 2

Dexterity 2

Consitution 2

Intelligence 3+1 (from Artist)=4

Perception 3

Willpower 3+1 (from Artist)=4

Qualities: 10pts + 7 from Drawbacks

Artist (2pts)

Attractiveness 1 (1pt)

Pyrokinesis 4 (12pts)(from Angel)

Situational Awareness (2pts)

Drawbacks; 7pts

Adversary: Vampires and Demons 2 (2pts)

Emotional Problems: Loner (1pt)

Misfit (2pts)

Teenager (2pts)

-1 to resist fear or avoid showing their emotions (from Artist)

Skills: 15pts

Acrobatics

Art 3+1 (from Artist)=4

Computers 3

Crime 2

Doctor

Drive 2

Getting Medieval

Gun Fu

Influence 1

Knowledge 2

Kung Fu

Languages 1

Mr Fix-It

Notice 1

Occultism

Science

Sport

Wild Card (x)

[turntablesrpg]

Philip has been missing his friends so much it seems right that he should carry our S3 announcement!

Season 3 Premieres Tues Feb 14 @ 7:30pm CT!! twitch.tv/turntablesrpg

Put on your Valentine’s best bc you’ve got a date with TurnTables RPG 😉 how do you feel about some @MotW_rpg role-play? 😈👽👻

[kaijusrpgbrainstorm]

Adventure! (Aka Aeon Continuum: Adventure!)

Buffy the Vampire Slayer: the Roleplaying Game

[carmalyne]

welcome to my blog @carmalyne — my name is pierce or vivian && my pronouns are she/he. i am a traditional && digital artist. i also love to do personal writing && especially love roleplay! below the cut are my other socials && hyper-fixations/strong interests + other info.

current socials:

tiktok -

instagram (both accounts) -

art: @/carmalyne

twitter (x): @/carmalyne_

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current interests: (bolded is extreme interests)

batman media (comics, movies, shows, games)

vampire media (ex. the vampire chronicles, the lost boys, buffy the vampire slayer, fright night, dracula, nosferatu, etc.)

metalocalypse (ANYTHING TO DO WITH METALOCALYPSE)

baldur’s gate 3 .. would love to share my tavs w/others

my little pony

psychological horror

analog horror

splatter films

REALLY ANY HORROR IN GENERAL (i will say i cannot stand the house that jack built so please do not bring up that movie unless you have braced yourself for a rant)

CLOWNS .. art the clown esp.

ANYONE’S OCS PLEASE SHARE! I HAVE A FEW ON HAND AND WOULD LOVE TO RAMBLE!

thank you for reading! plsplspls don’t be shy to send a message to talk, i would love to chat abt similar interests :>

[misscammiedawn]

Story time. Allow us to ramble a little.

Recently we have been reading interviews about I Saw The TV Glow. In one interview Jane Shoenbrun mentioned her experience rewatching her own Pink Opaque, that being Buffy's musical episode, Once More With Feeling.

Reading it unlocked a key memory. A memory I'd like to share today.

CW: Suicide mention

Text version:

We have never seen Buffy The Vampire Slayer. Not all the way through anyway. By the time we had the ability to our distaste for Whedon soured the idea. We had seen the musical episode. We were sure of that, however it was lost in the sea of blurry memories from the period of our life where we were making it on our own. I shall spare the details but at 16 we were pulled out of school and at 17 kicked out on our own. This story takes place sometime within those fuzzy years.

These were the days of web forums, HTML and Limewire. The days that told you System of a Down wrote a Zelda song and that Mew could be found under a truck by the SS Anne. We lived in London at the time and during our early days of homelessness we found free ways to keep ourselves going. Did you know that one of the HMVs in Oxford Street had a movie theatre in the basement that just showed off DVDs? We watched Shrek 3 times in a row in that baby. It gave us somewhere to be that wasn't the abandoned flat we were holed up in.

More often than not we were at the library using a computer and logging into Yahoo Groups and a video game web forum. There we met a person I shall call Rosy. Rosy was an admin at the forum and was, like us, keyed in on a specific comic adaptation of the franchise. We used to read each issue religiously, camping on the floor of the W.H. Smith's in Waterloo station. Funny... we have no memories of our little sister growing up but we can remember the exact space that the comic was stocked on those shelves. Two and a half decades later...

Our mutual love of this niche comic and the fact that we were both ostracized from a portion of the fandom that was attempting to do a fan-made continuation made us fast friends. In many ways Rosy was our first true friend. She was 5 years older than us. She was also moving to London for university. We met up. Spent time at the same internet cafes and libraries.

Time flowed. We grew closer. We shared our intrigues and stories. We would sit with our back to the wall curling the wire of our landline around our finger vividly picturing the tales she told us about her roleplay adventures. That became a fixture. She would talk and talk about the fantasies and stories of her daily life and we would just visualize it.

She was a fan of Buffy.

She was excited for the sixth season starting on BBC.

As she spoke about the plot she described in great detail the plot of Glory from the previous season, elaborating on how much she enjoyed and appreciated that storyline. An orderly named Ben who was possessed by a goddess named Glory and would become her.

I cannot recall the details that she laid down, but I do recall that we would picture it vividly and clear in our head. This becoming a woman. I do not recall if we focused on the topic or she was preoccupied with it, but she elaborated on the differences between representations of men becoming women in fiction.

She elaborated that in much of culture a man becoming a woman was seen to be disempowerment. A joke. Something of a humiliation. That it was constantly looked down upon.

I feel like she was venting frustrations about her gender being used as a tool for ridicule and how Buffy as a show empowered her as a woman not just in the strength of its predominantly female cast but in that a meek and lowly man was seen to become an all powerful goddess in feminine form and how much that impressed her and resonated with her.

She even went on to elaborate on examples such as a story she had stumbled upon about a group of male prisoners having their violent urges suppressed by a feminizing treatment and how it made her feel sick to her stomach that being turned into a woman was treated as this horrific thing within that fiction.

These memories are likely inaccurate from the years and years between, particularly as they were lost to me until recent weeks. Even still... I recall us feeling somewhat hurt and confused in that moment and yet in time I believe we misunderstood her at the time. We were not yet ready to grapple the topics being laid at our feet.

I pause now to mention that note that Rosy a cis woman.

So we decided to tune in to BBC2 and see what all the fuss was about. The musical episode was our first exposure. It was adorable. We keyed in on Allison Hannigan's Willow instantly. If we had tuned in for gender related reasons then having a red haired queer woman to focus on did not hurt at all.

Plus it was lesbian representation.

A side bar which can fit its own storytime segment is that our mother is a lesbian. Our mother is a strange figure on the edge of our life, particularly as the UK courts deemed her "unsafe" to raise us and the gay community of 90s London had some biphobia strong enough that though I cannot recall any memories of seeing our mother face prejudice for having biological children I know it was an issue.

We would watch Hercules, Merlin and Xena with her. She was not shy about sharing her feelings about Lucy Lawless. In fact, now I say that, it is pretty odd that I am aware that Angelina Jolie in Girl Interuppted was her biggest screencrush.

Allosexuals are going to be allosexual, I suppose.

Point is, since a very early age we were aware of sexualities beyond hetero and just how much it made the target demographic light up to see themselves on screen.

We'll get back to that...

The musical episode of Buffy is not one to walk in on. Yet it has a romantic ballad of lesbian bliss with a mild undertone of psychological abuse strong enough that it could be detected by someone who lacked the broader context that Willow was rewriting her girlfriend's memories rather than communicate openly and honestly.

It also is entirely based about characters who have had their emotions reach a boiling point burst out into song. Song and dance in musicals are expressions of emotion that can no longer be contained by dialogue alone and that episode was forcing each character to spill their truths. Leading to the reveal that Buffy is deeply angst-ridden about being brought back to life.

Rosy had taken effort to explain that Buffy died at the end of Season 5. Between the conclusion of Season 5 of Buffy and Season 2 of Twin Peaks, it's clear that Shoenbrun also had feelings about killing off the lead in a season finale cliffhanger.

That... hit. This is a topic about our gender and not our mortality so I shall not elaborate. But that final song and the episode ending on a discomforted emotion that Buffy regretted being alive? That was the moment we became engaged with the show.

It's funny...

We watched it for 12 weeks.

The plot followed the slow corruption of the redhead that we had fixated upon. How her addiction to magic was ruining her relationships and compromising her good-natured spirit. I do not recall the episodes well enough to comment upon their quality or how well the story was handled.

I do recall how the story between Willow and Tara ended, however.

It was so senseless. So cruel. So... pointless.

Certainly, it allowed the queer backbone of the show to become an evil witch and likely be defeated in the season finale, perhaps turned back to the side of good once more? I do not recall and did not stick around.

The emotional tension between the troubled couple had hit its apex and discussions were forced to happen and Willow was discovering that she could not abuse Tara into staying. She could not bespell her without circumventing her agency and understood that she had been doing that very thing by not allowing her to remember their fights.

Then Tara drops dead.

Tara just dies.

An accidental stray bullet from outside the house just pierces through her body.

I do not know the history of this character. I was attached to her only in the way of knowing that so few pieces of positive queer media existed in the awful landscape of the 90s and it was nice to see a lesbian couple allowed to exist openly and without inference and innuendo.

And they killed her.

They just murdered her so Willow could become evil for a few episodes.

Rosy was livid too.

I have no memory of the conversations we had but I recall our intent to stop watching was solidified and she did not blame us. She knew our history. She likely knew we were trans, even if we were a lifetime away from accepting it.

Buffy may be a good show and worth watching. Perhaps some day we'll get over our distaste for Whedon and watch it.

But now we have the memory resurfaced, I wish to linger on the version that existed in our head before the musical episode. Before we knew what Willow looked like and projected ourselves upon her.

Just the mental image of a meek boy turning into a literal goddess and how that expression of empowerment resonated so deeply with our cisgender friend that it blossomed into an emotion that we would someday recognize as gender euphoria.

I have no clue how Ben was in the show. I do not know if he was an allegory, if he communicated with Glory, if this big bad of the season was someone worthy of Rosy's admiration.

All I know is that someone saw positivity reflected in the screen and a dumb kid who had so very few role models saw someone she respected described crossing the chasm of the gender spectrum as a positive thing.

Even if the representation is not perfect, even if the creative team themselves are not perfect... sometimes someone can find language to convey their truth from seeing the ideas play out on screen and sometimes hearing someone else's truth can be the key to unlocking your own.

I did not see the TV glow.

But I heard it in her voice and felt it in my heart.

It took over 15 years from those events to come out. But I did. And Rosy was there with a message on social media "It'd be rude to say 'I always knew' but..."

[the-sparkling-diamond-satine]

Kinktober 2024 Bingo Card

I used the kinktober prompt list + suggested bingo generator to make myself a bingo card! Send me a pairing + a prompt so I can start writing now in time to reach bingo! Send multiple prompts if you want!! There's a lot of these so the more inspiration the better :)

I will write for Moulin Rouge! primarily of course but I might also write a little Buffy the Vampire Slayer and try some The Phantom of the Opera and Anastasia!

Prompt list under the cut:

Double penetration

Menophilia or period sex

Pool/Sea Sex

Anal

Brat taming

Cockwarming

Consensual non consent

Squirting

Size kink

Wet dream

Pregnancy

Filming

Wardrobe malfunction

Sex work

Vibrator

Threesome

(Almost) Caught

Car sex

Dry humping

Dildo

Bondage

Rough sex

Jealousy

Sex games

Pegging

Safe wording

Shower/Bath sex

Strapon

Daddy/Mommy Kink

Spanking

Spreader bars

Overstimulation

Roleplay

Accidental Stimulation

Keeping quiet

Face sitting

[roleplayfinder]

Hello (Trans girl) 18 currently looking to roleplay with someone in the age range of 16-25 fandoms mains are: The Umbrella Academy, The Flash, Supergirl, PLL (all), arrow, Marvel, do, Teen Wolf, Maze Runner, glee, harry potter (any era), stranger things, friends, supernatural, ahs, doctor who, sherlock, heroes (the tv show), fantastic beasts, the good place Jurassic world, oitnb, grease, hairspray, misfits, it (2017), hunger games, the vampire diaries the originals, legacies, ouat, criminal minds, x-men, the society, split, outer banks, first kill, Narnia, charmed (old and new), witches of east end, The fosters, Carl Webber's family business, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Angel, The Secret Circle, Shadowhunters, Twisted, Wolfblood mainly use OC's you can contact me here

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[insaneintheemembranev2]

introduction + requests page 🌸

hello! im insaneintheemembrane and i wanted too do a tiny intro and give you some info on requesting fics or oneshots from me! (if you saw this on a different account of mine no you didn't )

★彡[ THINGS ABOUT ME ]彡★

↪ Name : 【❖】 insaneintheemembrane

↪ Nickname : 【❖】 V or thorn

↪ Pronouns : 【❖】 she/they

↪ Age : 【❖】 19

all pics i use in anything are from interest!!

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┊ ➶ My Hobbies : ｡˚ ° reading & writing (obvi), gaming, making cute ocs in various games, roleplaying (sfw), dnd and a few other things!

┊ ➶ Things I like : ｡˚ ° baldurs gate 3, resident evil, markus from dbh, jill valentine and lana del rey

┊ ➶ Things I dislike : ｡˚ ° turfs & torys, racist/homophobic/ableist people, dogs,

┊ ➶ My Socials : ｡˚ ° @ insaneintheemembrane on wattpad and ao3 (faster updates there)

★彡[ REQUESTS ]彡★

↪ How to request : 【❖】 simply just click on the ask button like any other blog.

↪ What should i include? : 【❖】 please include the gender and pronouns you want for the request if its x reader, if its character x character, provide the type of relationship between them and if you want anything changed about them. give me a basic (or detailed) storyline or plot idea.

↪ What are your boundaries?: 【❖】 i don't do smut as im not comfortable writing it and i do allow minors to interact with my blog. i also don't do icky things like sibling x sibling (in a romantic way). im totally fine with all types of fluff and angst.

↪ What fandoms do you write for? : 【❖】 i fade in and out of love with a lot of fandoms so this is subject too change but heres a current list, (a few character may be excluded so if you'd like too know specifically please send me a dm or comment.)

・❥・resident evil

・❥・detriot become human

・❥・ baldurs gate 3

・❥・ninjago

・❥・teenage mutant ninja turtles

・❥・young tokio hotel

・❥・slashers (fake ones like micheal myers, ghostface etc.)

・❥・dead by daylight

・❥・ it (2017)

・❥・buffy the vampire slayer

・❥・marvel

・❥・young justice leauge + batfam

・❥・alice in boderland

・❥・the outsiders

・❥・my hero academia

・❥・jjk (im very behind tho)

・❥・haikyuu

・❥・percy jackson

・❥・the mighty ducks (2nd & 3rd movie only)

・❥・devil may cry

・❥・pdh + mystreet + minecraft diaries

・❥・the walking dead

・❥・nowhere boys

・❥・ h20: just add water

・❥・squid game

・❥・sweet home

・❥・harry potter

・❥・call of duty mw2 + mw3

・❥・twilight

・❥・red dead redemption 2

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. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ [ Thank you for your time ] ࿐ྂ

[gothhippiecrafts]

Roleplay/Writing Partner wanted

Hello, I'm currently on here looking for someone to roleplay/write with casually. Before I carry on for to long let's get a firm boundary addressed, I only wish to write with people 21+ years old. If you are not 21 years old or older please do not message me. Thank you.

When it comes to genre and plot I tend to lean towards slow burn romances, and I do prefer working in past settings or magical modern settings. I also have a few fandoms I am craving, but if I'm being honest I know their not everyone's cup of tea and will not take offense if you are not interested in them. I also enjoy original content hashed out between me and my partner. I also adore OOC conversation, so many friendships have come from roleplaying. I adore this. Another point is I am on eastern time and work morning shifts.

What sort of characters do I play? I prefer one of my mains to be a female role. But I'm completely fine also playing a two mains at once and the second can be my partner's preference. I am looking for someone who is open enough to write as both male and female characters, trans characters are also welcome. OCs are welcome and I'm willing to play canons for you to ship them with, I do ask the same in return.

Here is a list of my fandoms and the OCs I have for them.

🧡Game of Thrones: I have a OC I ship with Sandor Clegane (The Hound), her name is Dawn Baratheon, she is the sister to Robert Baratheon. She unfortunately has issues with her arranged husbands passing away in odd ways and ends up in the Red Keep more often than not.

🖤Naruto: Music Hatake (Muse), I ship her with Master Jiraiya. She is the cousin of Kakashi Hatake. Her ninjutsu is a plant based, she controls chakra through her feet and can use this technique to make seeds grow and use the plants during battle.

🧡Supernatural: Clementine Jones, I would ship her with John Winchester or Castiel. She is a young woman who has become a solo hunter. Using a cross road demon to make a deal to get knowledge from. Fortunately for her she made a solid deal that has yet been cashed in. This naturally makes the demon she made the deal with angry.

🖤 Hellboy: Abyzou, I ship her with Hellboy, she is a lava demon with the same lore of the actual demon I named her after. Her curse involves infertility and child mortality.

🧡X-Men/Deadpool: My OCs for this fandom are not finished because I've never wrote with them. I would be open to shipping with Hank McCoy (Beast), Cable, or Logan (Wolverine)

🖤Star Wars: Rey x Kylo Ren (Ben Solo), I love writing as Rey for this. I'm also open to making a OC for this fandom too.

Buffy The Vampire Slayer: Kay Shultz, a once slayer turned into a vampire who was given a soul by her watcher. I ship her with Spike (William)

If interested in any of this, or if you have questions PM🖤