#Break Through It All and Im Here
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i quoted this one under a twitter post by Harley aka @whisperwoIf. I find the post very interesting and really funny, so took it as an opportunity to draw sonic and super sonic jus chilling and doing normal things haha...this was so much fun to draw, a bit messy coz i was in a hurry and got other stuff to do 😅✌🏼
(any additions are in the tags below 👇🏼:))
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#sonic frontiers#super sonic#miles tails prower#amy rose#knuckles the echidna#ybetzarts#also#undefeatable is my favorite song#from sonic frontiers#next are Find Your Flame#Break Through It All and Im Here#not being bias#Knuckles' theme Blood Flow is the BEST for me#The BASS hits so HARD GAHHHH#i think Knuckles is a really chill and quiet guy#has a bit of a temper yea#but in this scenario i imagined that Sonic's been listening for at least one hour#and Knuckles aint having any of that#Amy's getting worried#So is Tails#but he's more curious as to how Sonic's been able to manage his super form for that long#Maybe he'll run a few tests after things go back to normal#just my headcanon heh#sonic fan comic
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I rarely voice my opinions on stuff like this but I think it’s ridiculous that people fight over a show that hasn’t even aired yet.
#personal tag#i regret searching tags and the bird app i shouldve just looked through my dash lmao#anyways fandom discourse is so tiring im not gonna reply to anything here. im already tired making gifs for arctober#i just wanted to say… idk man its crazy ppl are already judging the show based on trailers lmao#i’ll be taking a break since im aiming to do arctober and then from nov 1-9 post a gif of each ep rewatch a day#tho ngl idk if i can actually make a gifset everyday for over a month lmao#wish me luck#and yall… all i ask is to be nice to each other smh. fandom is supposed to be fun.#some people are wayyyyy too serious about it#how do you guys have the energy to fight all the time
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i love how last year this time i was hanging back in the fandom scared to interact with other fans and now i just go up to anyone who has ever interacted with me and go "hello can i interest you in this picture of käärijäs ass" and i think thats beautiful
#i love you all sm im happy im still here with you all :)#käärijä single handedly forced me to break through my social anxiety :)
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of ten’s companions, if the doctor couldn’t handle losing them and crossed his own timeline to trick them into traveling with future!him instead of past!him so that he’d have a little more time with them:
rose would do it. first because bless her but she has the situational awareness of a rock, and legitimately would not realize this isn’t her doctor until his facade starts to break down and he starts bleeding grief-laced love for her at every turn. but once she does realize it, she’s both deeply sympathetic and a little scared that she could make him into this. it’s a lot to be confronted with having that much power over someone, to break them so thoroughly. rose would try to get back to her doctor, but while she’s with the future version, she tries to do what she can to ease his pain. (she also tries to figure out a way to subvert her fate. she fails.)
i think martha would be harder to trick. she can smell desperation on the doctor like a bloodhound. she is so tapped into the fact that this man wants to off himself so bad and that she’s 90% of his self-restraint, so present her with a doctor who is lacking that and she’s onto him immediately. however, assuming he gets her to come with him, explains why he’s doing this, there’s like. a minute where she’s kind of. not flattered exactly, but surprised, giddy with the realization that he’d come back for a little more time with her, especially if this is early season 3 martha. which would all come crashing down around the time that he reveals that he wasn’t pushed to this by losing her to some tragedy or her death or anything- but that she chose to leave. that is the point at which martha goes ‘oh i need to get the fuck off of this tardis right now’ and ghosts the past!doctor that she was also traveling with because holy shit, man.
donna, like rose, is easily bamboozled into following the wrong doctor home, provided that he shuffles her along into his tardis too fast for her to argue. but she catches on far quicker than rose does. like, three minutes tops of watching the doctor move through the tardis in a way that’s definitely not enthusiastic piloting and looks more like guilty panic. and then she yells at him for lying to her. and she yells at him for kidnapping her. and then she stops yelling because he’s gone sort of still and quiet and his eyes are just broken. and he doesn’t explain himself, he confesses. donna is going to try to stay with him after this btw. because how do you go back to looking your best friend in the eyes when you know he’d take everything you’ve become away from you, even to save your life? and this is still the doctor, he still did that to her, but he regrets it. regrets it so much that he can’t live with it, he’s breaking time and space just to hear her say his name again. and donna doesn’t want to lose him anymore than he wanted to lose her.
#i am so enthralled by this concept you have no idea#also like. i mentioned in rose’s section how this is a genuinely scary situation for her.#but to be clear. it is for all three of them the moment they realize that this Is Not Their Doctor#because theyre suddenly on a ship going through time ans space with. almost a stranger. and one who has proven that he’s break laws#fundamental to his worldview rather than let them go#doctor who#rose tyler#martha jones#martha girl get the fuck out of there oh my god#the doctor comes out looking the worst in her section rip to him for not handling her leaving him in a normal and healthy way very well#i think it would be very funny if the doctor said goodbye to her and then immediately went. ‘oh! right! martha is the only thing keeping me#from jumping off a cliff! brb i need to get martha back at whatever cost!’ sir go to therapy#donna noble#also also to be clear im not trying to insult rose in her section thats just how she is#remember that time her boyfriend turned into plastic in front of her and she. didnt notice. or that time the doctor was being strangled in#the other room and she. didnt notice.#rose tyler girl that you are. you never know what the fuck is going on around you and i love you for that. how are you still alive.#REMEMBER THAT TIME SHE GOT BACK FROM AN ALTERNATE DIMENSION AND DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THE DALEK ABOUT TO SHOOT THE DOCTOR IN THE FACE#ROSE TYLER. GIRL. LOOK LEFT AND RIGHT BEFORE CROSSING A STREET AT LEAST#donna’s here is the most fucked up i think because even if this situation is ‘resolved’ and she goes back to her doctor like. how does she#keep going with that fact in the back of her mind at all times. that he can and will do this to her. that he’ll take himself and everything#else away from her while she begs him not to.#angst <3
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Not sure if this theory makes any sense at all but I'm starting to believe that there's no time skip between Wally's phone calls and what we see/hear in the show's Media/Merchandise. If we see the Toyland call being made before the Homewarming episode then it would make sense that Wally's expecting Barnaby to come over soon. As well as the Homewarming sketch from the prior update. (I don't know, still kind of brainstorming this perspective)
that theory Does make sense and i've been considering it! the "timeline" is such a nebulous thing right now because we still... don't really know! there are too many variables and too many Maybes for any solid answer.
maybe the reality that the neighbors live in exists outside of time like you say, and like half of me suspects. there's so much reality fuckery already present, but I'm also... unsure of how much merit this holds given what we know / can infer about how time passes in Home. i'm putting this theory on a low shelf to look at but not prioritize
maybe it really has been 50 years, and Barnaby is either still around / Wally is still in contact with him, or Barnaby... isn't there. who knows, maybe Wally was just verbalizing some Wishful Thinking. i mean, Wally is a bit of an unreliable narrator, isn't he? we can't assume that everything he says is entirely accurate or truthful. and i mean, if it's been 50 years it makes sense that Wally would be pushing for connection / to revive WH. who knows how long he's been trying.
hm... i mean. it could be a mix of that and the Outside Of Time theory. who knows, maybe W is receiving calls from different points in the timeline - Wally may have started out just calling, and has just graduated to invading the WH website / getting pushy with the envelopes and media that's been sent to the WHRP. maybe Wally got tired of waiting for W to respond before W was even born. who's to say!
#i mean. idk the emphasis wally puts on Its So Quiet makes my brain tilt its head#it feels like wally breaking composure before he pastes the Facade back on with '-during homewarming'#that and just the way he phrased 'everyones usually so busy so its just me and home for a long while'#Usually so busy. Usually. why not Always? or Is?#usually.#and then the 'its just me and home for a long while'#the phrasing here has Connotations i think!#homebogging#welcome home speculation#wh speculation#OF COURSE. I HAVE TO DEBUNK MYSELF!#what we hear / see from Wally is - ironically - more genuine than the WHRP's or W's recovered media (save the eddie excerpts)#the WH media shows us the ideal homewarming - where everyone is getting into the spirit and spending time together and the like#but then wally could be telling us what homewarming is Really like - lonely. quiet.#WHICH MAKES SENSE THEMATICALLY! and it mirrors how christmas time is. its marketed as this joyful thing that brings people together#when in reality its lonely and stressful. i know i certainly never feel more lonely than i do at that time of year!#so there's just. layers. right now im simultaneously believing in the time discrepancy And them existing outside of time#im leaning on the first one but you know!#BUT!!! IM CONFIDENT THAT THE HOMEWARMING WALLY WAS CALLING FROM WAS NOT THE ONE WE SAW IN THE UPDATE.#wally spoke with enough familiarity about the time of year to make me think 'hes lived through many of these hasnt he'#it could be that time Has passed for the neighbors and its been many homewarmings.#it could be that it Started as what the commercials/update showed us.#but as time passed maybe it became a time where everyone just... Isolates for one reason or another. so now it's just quiet and lonely#im still rolling it all around in my head! many factors and implications to consider w/ this update!#Take All Of This With A Grain Of Salt As Usual!
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wing aus my beloved. reading your fic makes me wanna draw wings stuff so here's a couple lads.
(the most recent chapter Really inspired me, but the sketches weren't coming out right, so here's some simple doodles instead)
AAAAAA OH MY GOD OOUUHGHHH
Okay that's out my system now (mostly). These are so cute! I love them! No one's ever drawn anything because of my fics before (as far as I know), I'm sobbing. And I know these are just some doodles but still! That's super kind of you!
Ingo's simple face in the first one is really funny to me for some reason, I love it. And the pose in the second one is so cool! I just really like all your art so this was amazing to wake up to this morning!
I'm so glad you liked the newest chapter of the fic! And I hope those sketches work out if you decide to go back to them!
#submas#subway boss ingo#warden ingo#wing au#like i cant say it enough thank you so much!#i put all my creative points into like writing and crocheting and i dont have the patience for drawing#so i just stand at the sidelines happily enjoying anything anyone draws#ive been thinking about these pics all morning and im gonna be thinking about them all afternoon#i would have answered this ask when i first saw it but i had p much just woken up and couldnt formuate anything other than noises#so here we are on my break#anyways#thank you again!! and i hope you have a great day!!#tracks through the clouds#jumpscared by an ask once again
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i liked the part when he
#qkdraws#i was gonna finish the caption but . i felt that conveyed enough#spoilers for pkmn sv from here on out in the tags ->#i have yet to rechallenge the gyms but i've done everything else and like . FUCK i rly enjoyed this game#rly close to completing the dex as well . just have a handful of pokemon only available through trades to get#pokemon#pokemon sv#pkmn#pkmn sv#pokemon scarlet and violet#arven pokemon#pokemon arven#i rly rly loved the story in this game. one of the best pkmn stories imo#and i ?? rly liked that they kinda went different routes w cliches#like . everybody assumed director clavell would be the twist villain but he's actually Really good and caring#went out of his way and above and beyond to figure out why students joined team star or dropped out of school#even Disguising himself as a student (poorly .) to see Why instead of just . scolding them uselessly#idk i thought the subject of bullying was handled rly nicely . Surprisingly nicely for the franchise this is from#AND the fact that the ''evil ai'' wasn't ''evil'' at all . it was trying to help and break through its programming to preserve the region#im sure that's not the first time that's been done but !! it's refreshing to see the robot Not be evil GVEIYAGV#and ARVEN ??I . I I III. I .what do ieven say#he'sso good#wails abt him for hours
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SONIC FRONTIERS
SONIC ART
Holy shit. Ive been working on this on and off for MONTHS. ive restarted, resketched rewhatevered, and i just COULDNT get it to a spot im happy with.. But ive finally got that now, my marbelling technique and foreshortening skills are good enough for this. So colours are influenced by frontiers and the song titles are in the bg, the pose is also from a frontiers screenshot which is why its frontiers art specifically(i believe photo mode pic is by Channel Pup? idk tho oops). It also wasnt intentional but the shoe reminds me of the Black Knight Eastern cover art which is dope, idk what to say here really but if u want me to explain how i did certain things or even just pester me about frontiers, leave a comment, and until nextime ladies, lads and lovely nb's:
Its spelt sl(with an l)
#digital art#digital illustration#fanart#artwork#art#sonic fanart#sonic the hedgehog#modern sonic#sonic art#sonic#sonic frontiers#sonic prime#sonicfanart#undefeatable#break through it all#find your flame#im here#sega#sega sonic#sonic series#sonic news#artists on tumblr#small artist#growing artist#please reblog with suitable tags its nearly 11 30pm and im usualy asleep by 10 but god damn it will this be done today ok night ily ily ily
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@hatredcurse
TRACE OF USUAL SUNSHINE GONE , A CERTAIN TENSENESS IN HUES ; the blonde turned to look at raven haired, contemplating how to ask this one burning question he's had ever since sasuke had left. there has never been a time to ask before. it was now or never. ❛ ne , sasuke did you get your answers ? ❜
#¸.*☆*.¸ ic. ★ ( uzumaki naruto.#¸.*☆*.¸ starter. { uzumaki naruto. ˚ · • . ° . child of prophecy.#hatredcurse#HI HENLO ! here you gooo#i know it said one liner but UUUHH#im not gooD AT keeping stuff short tbfh#also very hard to make it short because my usual nardo do be like 20 and post war so#it would have been a rather heavy thing#im bad at making silly stuff with their history#thanks for following !! and wanting to write with me !!!#hope this works for you !!#note: very canon divergent hes got longer hair and is anbu/jonin anmd all that jazz#too much to break it down in tags haha#but yeah hes a bit hardened by what they all been through#anyway have a lovely day !!
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wip wednesday
tagged by @jesuisici33 @callaplums @daffi-990 @loserdiaz @thewolvesof1998 @disasterbuckdiaz @fortheloveofbuddie 💖💖
made a bit of progress on the sick fic so here it is🤷
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“Maybe we should get you to a doctor.” Buck muses, wrapping the blanket over Eddie’s shoulders.
“I don’t need- I just closed my eyes for a second. I’m fine.” he grumbles, fumbling with the blanket too long to want to actually throw it off, but he does in the end – he’s cold and refuses to admit it, and he’d rather sit here and pretend he’s fine. He’s impossible.
“Eddie, that cough did not sound fine.” he points out.
“Buck-” he sneezes, and then wraps the sleeves of his hoodie over his palms. Buck raises his eyebrow, and Eddie pointedly avoids his eyes, as he not-so-discreetly wipes his nose with a sleeve.
“I bought tissues.” Buck reaches for the bag and digs out a box, then tries to give it to Eddie, who, instead of taking it, just levels him with a stare, as he sniffles loudly, and swipes a sleeve under his nose again. “Seriously? You’re gonna be gross and disgusting just to prove you’re not sick?” That’s a new level of stubborn Buck hasn’t seen from Eddie yet. He can’t believe this is the man his heart decided it wants. And that even while sick and gross and stubborn and ridiculous, a part of Buck is still endeared by him.
“I’m not.” Eddie insists, sounding so congested Buck swears he can feel it in his own sinuses. “Let me just finish my coffee, and then I-” another sneeze. “Have so much to do today.” he finishes, but at least this time he reaches for the tissues, looking anywhere but at Buck, cheeks red.
“Yeah, no, all you’re gonna do today is rest and take some medicine.” Buck says decisively, then takes the bag in his hand, and slowly starts walking to the kitchen. “Get comfortable, and I’ll just put this all away and be right back. I bought meds, tissues, and something to cook you some soup-” he starts listing off, getting louder the further he gets. “Oh, and stopped by the farmer’s market to get honey. Did you know that honey has antioxidant and antibacterial properties?” he asks excitedly, ready to tell Eddie every single thing he found in his quick research. Buck learned a long time ago that with Eddie he doesn’t need to hold back and can rant and ramble all he wants, and Eddie is happy to listen to him.
“Yeah?” Eddie yells back, voice hoarse and strained. Buck can hear the couch shift as Eddie gets comfortable, maybe even finally lays down. He knows Eddie won’t just give in and admit he’s sick, but this is a start. “Why don’t you tell me all about it?” he sounds genuinely interested, though also really tired.
“I will, just a sec! I’ll make you some tea with lemon and honey, how’s that sound?” he asks, and gets a grunt in response, though he’s not sure if that’s an answer, or if Eddie’s just trying to suppress a cough in an attempt to hide that he’s sick, as if Buck didn’t already know. He chuckles to himself. He really has his work cut out for him today.
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#wip wednesday#sick eddie fic#eddie is so ridiculous in this lmao#this is really gonna be so silly and fluffy i can't wait haha#buddie fic#buddie wip#buddie#wikiangela writes#my writing#fic snippet#my wips#still lowkey stuck on alive shannon and coffee shop#and this one isnt going so smoothly either#but im here and trying to work on it all!#ngl i still feel so fucking bad and exhausted and awful and sad i cant even explain it#i thought itd be better and id be back to myself after my cold and my period were over but nope#thought about taking a lil break from writing but tbh idk how id cope without it so pushing myself through it lol#this got venty lmao ignore me#i think this silliness is exactly what i need rn hahaha
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clawdeen got dat dawg in her y'know what I'm sayi-💥
#monster high#clawdeen wolf#this is like a redesign that's part of a rewrite I'm doing btw#and in my rewrite clawd does not exist (sort of)#see. clawd and clawdeen are the same person#clawd transitioned into clawdeen using werewolf hrt#clawd also kinda ghosted (haha) draculaura during the gender questioning pit of despair trans ppl go thru (source: im trans)#this happened over break so the next school year clawd is gone and clawdeen is now here and draculaura has Questions#clawdeen lies through all of it until she finally tells the truth and they can be monster lesbians at last#if you made it this far. thank you for indulging in my delusions and also#more is coming soon i promise. im just tired and busy okay?
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okay upload in about.. 3 hours from now 🫡
#sorry i literally had to still finish writing it lol#i love how after the break i was like yayyy i have this chapter done already now i have a bit of extra time for the others and i dont have#to rush the end yayy <33#and then i still did have to rush the end bc i kept rewriting everything two or three times bc i HATED ITTTT but anyways. 🙂 im good.#im going through shit but im taking it out on bojan and kris so im. good. 🤙🏼✨️#but the end is here and its a long chapter and i think i like the way it came out now so <3 its all happening#rambles
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i need brownies so fucking bad rn
#unrelated croomf has pissed me off to immeasurable amounts. reduced back to oomf#overthat#anyway#DY piece tn i need it to go#and also this song is soooo minhui i threw up everywhere#decided for better or for worse that kit will be implemented here instead of in the group w kyun.. kyun works best on his own for me idk#he’s not gnna have a massive part (for now) and i dont plan on him leaving 127 to join BB or anything so he’ll def stay on the side#buttttt i did start up a little gogo piece through his eyes#i rly like the idea of never writing in gg’s pov does that jst make me sound rly lazy#BECAUSE!!!!! IM NOT!!! well i am but not w this hear me out#he puts on so many faces with everyone and even if with some he’s more ‘him’ than with others he’s never really actually#gone the whole way bared his soul the whole shebang to everyone bar like one person. so he’s kinda lonely AS EFF!!!#and idk i js like the idea of him being (when u get down it) a stranger. he doesnt even wanna show himself to the narrative IJBOLLL#sooooo yeah. it does kinda sound like a cop-out 4 if he acts like a different person in every piece but i think ive been p consistent so#that one person was in dream btw.. he left partly because he was bored and felt like he’d end up going nowhere and#partly because he was HUMILIATED by doing all that he needed to pack his bags and get the fuck out its kinda funny#mention ** to him and he’ll look like that pic of that one 2000 yard stare soldier its serious#worse than saying ‘hyeonmin and jaehee are in the same room rn haha’ to yijun.. but barely anyone will ever find that out#ANYWAY! i like to think kit + cherryade are the closest to seeing minhui as he is right after redacted explosions gunshots#‘im on fire and i’ve got to break out’ + ‘i've had enough of this got to break it through’ LIKE ITS HIMMM!#and dont even mention the ‘got to leave all trouble living life on the double’ I HATE THIS OSNGGGG#They made it for him. IDGAF if it came out in 2001.#ok sorry for yapping i might go make toast#Spotify
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man i just don't enjoy a villain protagonist. remember when that was a massive thing here years ago?? like people ate that shit up
#im not insane for this right? it was a big thing#i love a good villain but as a pov character.... nahhhhhhh#so i finally watched breaking bad and it's a great show but just so not my thing#i feel like s4 would've been a perfect end because genuinely? i don't want to know any more#getting through s5 was like pulling teeth#this show is so deeply american (neutral statement!! i get it! it's compelling) but to me... we didn't need to see walt get his due#it feels very idk. moralistic fairytale. to me. the rise and fall of it all#i think the story would've been more compelling if it was left open-ended#and more tragic too!#like i do NOT root for walt. he's fucking awful. i want him to get caught. and yet somehow watching s5 is so so so so deeply frustrating#the real tragedy here is that a chemistry teacher can't pay off his cancer treatments#chat tag#also please don't come on this post and tell me i missed the point of the show i'm not interested in that sort of discussion#anyway. good show or whatever
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anyways. my very first attempt at malenia
#elden ring#my post#this starts late (?) bc i didnt want to get the cutscene in the clip but fumbled to start the recording bc she does kinda rush you#and i was not at all prepared#anyways im genuinely tempted to just write a long post dumping my thoughts on malenia and her fight and how im puzzling through it#ive reached peak intrinsic motivation elden ring#the only reason why i probably should wait to make the post is bc ive only gotten as far as first phase half health#i have another recording thats abt a minute and a half long attempt and i gave it a few tries today#its worth mentioning that the night before i decided to finally start fighting malenia i told my friend (who managed to beat her) that bc#a lot of the last few endgame bosses didnt take me too long to beat i was worried that malenia wouldnt take me very long#and he just told me she would throw me into a meat grinder. and i lasted 12 seconds against her after that intro cutscene#anyways the fact that she's a very straightforward and easy to see boss makes it very easy to break her down and figure out how she#works n why she's hard and figure out a plan and everything i really like it. no particle effects just some sparks and sword trail lines#i keep getting caught by her flurry attack n today my plan (while talking to my friend) was to figure out why i kept getting caught by#it despite it being very obviously telegraphed n then putting together why i struggle with it. its REALLY fun to think technically abt her#anyways. fun part abt me getting killed by the grab + impale is that i honestly wasnt sure if that was actually implemented in the game#bc id never seen it in gameplay and. here we go. ten seconds in there it is
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still haven't moved on from zane in this episode (aka I hit tag limit again and am unhappy about it)
#alek insanity#not gonna main tag this but prepare for a tiny rant#home is actually really good zane characterization and its super cool to me how it holds up to this day#s1 characterization is very specific to me because the behaviors displayed by the ninja there (mostly) isnt bc thats how they really are but#its due to societal pressure. cole originally being more 'stone faced tough guy' -> 'down to earth' -> 'really sensible easy to talk to guy'#is because hes always been a sensitive guy... but he felt he couldnt express that true version of himself. thats the whole thing behind his#true potential. jay going from s1 -> s6 -> now is less of societal pressure and more teenager figuring himself out but it still applies. ish#seeing how much the ninja have changed or grown from then to now is amazing because back then they all wore masks. they didnt know each#other all that well. but theyve gained that comfortability with each other and also have grown and matured as people#some seasons / eps characterization for certain people im not a fan of (lloyds random misogyny arc in s13) but i mean the overall trend here#and then there is zane. zane in home was pretty dead on to how he behaves now (at least... when it comes to his faults?) and i dont want to#say people skim over that but i am the sf proclaimed n1 s1e2 fan and overthink every scene. zane's early characterization is some of my fav#for him period. he also goes through a ton of traumatic stuff and a ton of bad writing bouts but why he acts so 'weird' or 'distant' has#always been a thread sewn in. he changed so much he stayed the same in a way... if that makes sense. -> ohhh the ninja get mail and he#doesnt? oh he has no family? he quite literally walks away from that situation. oh the ninja are yelling in his face and asking whats wrong#with him? he literally walks away from that situation. he says its to follow the falcon but seeing how he apologized to them by not only#baking a ton of pies (cough... the food fight is what led to him leaving at first) but he also found them a whole entire new house.#zane is unable to truly value what he does for others. insert him in s11 saying he 'tried' to fufill his goal of protecting others.#everything he has ever done still isnt good enough. then the ninja tried to apologize and he didnt really... let them.#that one post about characters putting on facades and that facade being how people really see them. even in fandom. thats zane to me#the guy who lies about being upset and avoids his problems ran away after being yelled at? and he said he wasnt really mad? that is a lie!!#him being a ~360 when it comes to his character development is neat to me because he never hid behind a mask in the same way the others did#cole wanting to seem tough vs being really soft? kai wanting approval so bad he starts being selfish? kai isnt selfish usually!#he is self centered but that is a whole different thing. just wanting to fit in and breaking free of that. zane's true potential came in the#form of 'i finally know why i am not normal' instead of 'i will be my true self'. zane never pretended to not be weird#(instert book) states he literally didnt know why people got mad at him. he just existed and it was 'wrong'. the mask he hid behind was#avoidance. he was pretty open about how he actually was (most of the time). when he was upset he would audibly sigh and walk away lol#but for him saying he wasnt upset / saddened by the ninja... it felt like a moment of selflessness. if that makes sense. he blamed himself#for the monestary burning down. so he didnt deserve the apologies (ish) in the virtues of spinjitzu zane is shown as the generous one iirc#he puts the needs of others over his own. he will bear whatever burden he needs if others are happy. at that same time he doesnt allow
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