#Blind Reactions

[beescake]

back in the day we had pantskat

now we have sagg sollux

[silvermoon424]

It always gets me how in Rebellion, Homura starts getting suspicious and eventually breaks out of her conditioning because she's too happy. She's like "Wait a minute.... my friends are too happy, I'm too happy, things are just too good to be true. Something smells fishy."

Imagine breaking out of your own Witch barrier brainwashing because you know deep down you're not supposed to be that happy. Like Homura, girl.....

[vaguely-concerned]

thinking about not only the specific people lucanis pulls in to represent the 'locks' in his psyche, but the storytelling that happens in the structure/order of them. the underlying ideas are presented something like:

the lucanis who went into the ossuary never came back out again; he died down there (the boy caterina raised is gone forever) -> you're putting yourself in danger doing this (by being close to me), you should leave because I can't bear it if you get hurt because of me -> it doesn't matter even if we do try this, it won't work anyway (again because of me) ('you know what he's like, you can open the door but he won't walk through it' :'( oofie doofie) -> what if the real secret is that there was never anything but the monster in here from the beginning. you should leave, there was never anything here worth saving in the first place. (implicitly: what if I deserved what happened, all along.)

it runs pretty cleanly from outward-oriented attachment anxiety ('caterina won't even want me back like this, she won't recognize me (the same way I no longer recognize myself)) and gradually deeper inwards until we reach self-image and self worth. or you know, the harrowing basic lack of it lol.

"careful -- they'll know we're not right," spite says in one of their first scenes... but clearly, some very deep part of lucanis has feared or suspected for much longer than that that there's something inherently not right at the core of him, way before any demon entered the picture. and the voice he gives those lines to is the person who should know him better than anyone in the world, who he has loved more than anyone in the world -- and who deliberately chose to hurt him so horrifically anyway. 'It's better if I'm just a monster and deserved what happened than it is to allow for the idea that the brother I love doesn't really exist and maybe never did'. it's better if he's fundamentally flawed in some way that needed fixing to help him survive, and that's why caterina chose to hurt him again and again -- out of love. (this one I think he might have a very sad wakeup call on one day if he ever ends up with the responsibility and care of a child of his own in some way and realizes just how alien the idea of ever intentionally hurting them for any reason is to him. oh buddy. also interesting that he keeps caterina as the outermost lock -- there IS a distance he keeps there that he hasn't with illario. he doesn't resent her 'anymore' he says, but he also keeps her carefully further away from his deepest self.)

as far as I could tell the only note in the mind prison that's fully hidden and needs to be uncovered is the sad painful helpless stupid little truth that even after all this, even knowing what happened... he still loves his brother. is there anything illario could ever do that would make lucanis completely stop loving him, do you think? sometimes the trouble with unconditional love is that it is, well. unconditional, even when some terms and conditions probably would have been in order haha.

that's the pattern you see there again and again; he would rather destroy and abandon and imprison himself at every turn than let go of love, even when it's just scraps, even when there's only ever enough of it to hurt him. it's only when rook shows up and as it were takes his hand and walks along with him that he can entertain the idea of changing the story of what walking out the door might mean in the end.

[kimdokjas]

We are alive. And we will continue living. So long as you remain by my side.

[moongothic]

Madoka is the promise you won't turn from a child, full of hopes and dreams and the wish to save the world, into a bitter adult who just wants to hurt others and ruin people's lives

Madoka promised to be there for you to remind you of the person you wanted to be and to stop you from becoming what you sought to destroy

Madoka made that promise and became the very embodiment of it

[dandelionjack]

quick question steven. what did you mean by that last bit there

[giallogist]

So not only did Tumblr have Netflix actors do Goncharov line readings as promo, they also straightwashed it?? I’m not even mad, just amused at how on-brand this is for Tumblr PR.

[meurchive]

oh man i miss his purple ass (it hasn’t been even a day since his ban)

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

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[blueeyeddarkknight]

Some Val reaction gifs I made today 🥰

Done with your bs 😮‍💨

Gasp 😲

Keep yapping 😾

Smolder face 😽

Shit eating grin 😈

Me when I see someone talkin shit about Val 🤨👊

Eyeroll🙄

My appetite at night 😬

My social battery is 0% but I can't go home yet 🙃

Me and my big mouth 🙊

That's it. I can't handle your dumb (and hot) ass, mav 🔥🥶

[yeonbam]

a lot of people are insisting on viewing jack and joker purely as romance for some reason and getting upset that it is not... and as a result their opinions are so disturbingly disregarding of essentially the whole show because the society as portrayed in it is so so important to jack and joke's relationship and background like do you think the whole four horsemen lore was just for fun??? do you think the temple and the people it houses is just some insignificant nonsense? do you think Suphanimit is just where tattoo lives? do you think Jennie's death was just a silly shock value???

do you think it's a coincidence that the main leads include a rich kid who steals for the poor and a poor kid who is strongly against theft???

romance is OBVIOUSLY difficult in their circumstances like have you met the average economically underprivileged gay person in an underdeveloped part of a developing country??? it's a love that inherently becomes 'different', stitching within it the social 'other'ness of the main characters. that's what people just can't digest. being used to seeing things as this or that, black or white, good or bad, has choked people out of the ability to perceive flawed individuals learning to love and choose their families despite not knowing how to love or protect in the right way, despite the world constantly closing on on them, despite the impact threatening to rip them apart.

[droppedpears]

Back then space seemed endless. Now it's empty.

a sort of companion piece to my anya one; i just think they share more parallels than people realize

[bestagons]

I love my posture

[ss4nni]

boyfriends boyfriending etc🥰

blind channel, tapiola festivaali 17.8.2024

[novantinuum]

anyways i'm fucking mad so if you hated the Rose Quartz = Pink Diamond reveal and think it ruined the "thematics" of the show or whatever, please kindly press that unfollow button.

this will NEVER be a blog for you. i do not have content you will enjoy. go away. you do not understand this show at all.

[seriousturd]

Little doodle of old school Chris and Ro