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danandfuckingjonlmao · 2 months ago

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#this guy is soooo normal about a cute boy talking to his platonic best bro #THE WAY HE JUST SULKS WHENEVER MONTY SHOWS UP #FROM THE MOMENT NIKO SAYS ‘oh he can definitely see edwin ;)’ CHARLES IS LIKE I FUCKING HATE THIS KID #AND HE JUST STEPS IN FRONT OF EDWIN TO INTRODUCE HIMSELF AND THEN JUST SPENDS THE REST OF THE SCENE SO PISSY #HES SO MAAAAAAAAD #JUST FUCKING POUTING AND GIVING A STINK FACE #he is never ever pissy towards someone who isn’t posing imminent risk to ppl he loves like esther cat king david night nurse etc #but the immediate rage towards monty just UGH #jealous charles means so much to me bc it’s openly stated how jealous edwin is but like edwin gets to make charles jealous back it’s so goo #and no it’s not the same with the cat king ok the cat king is a fucking predator #that’s not jealously that’s protectiveness #and i’m sure some jealously bc someone flirting with edwin but it’s not the same it’s a grown ass man being a fucking creep to his person #i desperately want crystal to take charles aside & go #‘you know that behaviour when someone is flirting with your best friend isn’t normal platonic behaviour right’#i need season 2 and i will not give up on her #charles rowland #edwin payne #monty the crow #yeet my deet #dead boy detectives #dead boy detective agency #dbda #dbdshow #save dead boy detectives #renew dead boy detectives #revive dead boy detectives #dbd4ratch #yeet my deebd #payneland

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sweetashblog · 4 months ago

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Not me re-listening to my favorite Davey audios, re-listening to the wedding audio, listening to my ideal first dance song, then a plethora of dance music, expertly swinging between high-energy dance and symphonic love songs, and EATING A PIECE OF CAKE before listening to the new Davey BA.

It was a three hour process and I regret nothing.

#the most embarrassing way to spend a Monday night #but I did get the best cake I’ve eaten in years out of it #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redacted david #redacted davey/angel #my post

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why-the-heck-not · 8 months ago

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a productive all-nighter starts by making a clear to do list & getting to work spending an hour or so searching for the music that hits the vibe just right

#it’s important #for the morale #but I found a new band I rly rly like so it wasn’t time wasted (best thing for morale)#tho they have only 4 songs so far so can’t fill the whole night with just that #but it can fill The Void so it's a start #(love finding bands that are like somewhat new instead of my usual ''omg I love this band'' 'only to find out they disbanded years ago)#(after deleting other social media apps I've been spending way too long times browsing Spotify but at least it's bringing me joy)#(except why THE FUCK are they trying to bring short-form content there also?? I refuse that's the worst way to find music)#also don't ask me why I'm doing an all-nighter ik I do these way too often it's great (sarcasm)#i'm dumb and been too anxious the past days so haven't done shit and now am in deep trouble #but luckily for me the anxiety turned today to the ''I'll never sleep so time goes by slower''-mode #instead the usual ''will have billion naps as a form of escapism'' which sucks ass #april 2024 #2024

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satansknitwear · 2 years ago

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#Best way to spend your sunday: havin a lil peek at my OF #Satans knitwear #Full posts up and unsensored on my OF! i am tired af but had a good time.#Id defo consider letting you guys pick a toy from my collection for my to enjoy myelf with tonight #Or some other night.... Im in no rush.#🍑 is served.#🍑 take a bite.#Pinup girl #Alt pinup #Any tips or treats would be massively appreciated right now 💕 im running on empty (metaphorically) 😅#Harness lingerie #Strappy lingerie #Thigh harness #Stockings and suspenders #Seamed stockings

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frankdelfino · 5 months ago

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finished watching teen wolf s1 and it’s genuinely so funny how derek is characterized as this shady mean guy with no patience who will rip your throat out at the slightest inconvenience when I really do think that man displayed soooo much patience with scott (and stiles lol) it’s actually kind of hilarious. scott gets him arrested TWICE!! for murder despite derek literally trying to help him. he gets a pass for the first time but the second time he knows damn well derek didn’t do that shit but blames him anyway lmfaooo. and after both times derek shows back up and is like okay now are you going to let me make sure you DON’T die. if I was derek I would’ve beat his ass up both times and then a third time just for fun.

#although I do think they should’ve made derek spend the night in a cell anyway #because the way they let his grown ass hang around that high school LMFAO #like the boys locker room??? if I saw him in there I’d be speed dialing 911 #teen wolf #derek hale #anyway derek literally my fave character I love him #also derek literally being on death’s doorstep and stiles telling Scott to get back ASAP #and Scott decides to stick around the argents for dessert anyway bc Kate asked #GTFO LIKE WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM????#yeah scott needed to be whacked a couple times #stiles deserves best friend of the year award he also exhibited amazing patience with scott #personal

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bondagebimbo · 16 days ago

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LOVE when the pharmacy decides to fucking dick around with my meds so badly that now I’m off my mood stabilizer, my pain meds, and my fucking birth control (in a few days) because they’re insisting I should have extra fucking bottles of each one and I DONT because they don’t let me pick up more than a one month supply of narcotics at a fucking time so do explain where these extra bottles are, hmm ????? and they didn’t have enough caplyta ordered last time to even give me my usual 3 months supply of that so … ???? get your fucking heads out of your asses and give me the fucking meds you owe me ??? like ??? but I’m in a nasty headspace right now so if I call the pharmacy this morning, I’m going to be that cunt ass customer they bitch about all day because this isn’t the first time they’ve done this. in fact, the first time, they straight up committed insurance fraud by marking one of my scripts as filled and picked up WHEN, IN REALITY, THEY FUCKING LOST THE SCRIPT AND HAD NO RECORD OF IT BEING FILLED OR PICKED UP IN THEIR SYSTEM, BUT YET, MARKED IT AS SUCH AND CHARGED MY INSURANCE AN ALMOST 8 GRAND FOR THE FUCKING 3 MONTHS OF MY MOOD STABILIZER THAT I. NEVER. RECEIVED. I’m genuinely about to report this entire pharmacy to the pharmacy board because I’m so fucking done with this place. it needs to be shut the fuck down because you’re telling me, out of an entire pharmacy, y’all share the same IQ point AND dead brain cell, collectively ??? then don’t fucking work in healthcare where people rely on you to know your shit and keep track of their fucking meds because you’re just constantly making shit worse on people since you can’t seem to not fuck around with these meds and not ‘lose’ scripts. fuck out of here.

and I’m pretty much out of weed, which is usually my back up pain management method, without the money to afford a delivery order by their cut off time to order in 3 hours because I just paid my fucking bills and have SOME to go towards it, but not enough for delivery to be free, and I’d still have to walk my ass to one of the ATM’s nearby because they don’t accept my bank as a prepaid method OR any of the cards I have on my person. 🫠

I can literally feel my back spasming and seizing on and off while I’m laying on my fucking side, I’ve had a migraine with a stupid ass aura for almost a week now because chronic migraines fucking suck and i was REALLY hoping this one would be over by now, my muscle inflammations that my pain meds are supposed to limit are already beginning to start their itching deep in my muscles so soon they’ll blossom into a whole fibromyalgia fucking episode and become entirely inflamed, my joints in my hands fucking hurt because of the dreary weather so I really need to get into a rheumatologist at some point soon as well and get that shit figured out, I’m nauseas as fuck from all the pain, and I’m moody, hormonal, and just feel like fucking death physically.

I’m just. I give up.

this shit is exhausting and painful and so mentally fucking taxing to constantly deal with and I just want a fucking break from all this fucking shit. I wish I could just … not exist … for even just a little while with how fucking painful existing actually feels right now 🫠😭

#i hate that CT weed is so fucking expensive #half a fucking ounce shouldn’t cost me $250 …….. not when I can go to MA and get an ounce for $108 after tax ……..#but I don’t have a way to MA because my fucking best friend. who made plans with me OVER THE WEEKEND. HER. SHE INITIATED THEM.#canceled on me last second even though I texted her early the night before when I know she would see it 🫠#nope instead she waited from the text I sent at 6:30pm until noon the next day to cancel because her period is kicking her ass #NOT FOR FUCKING NOTHING BUT SO THE HELL IS MINE ???? AND IM ANEMIC ??? AND DEALING WITH ALL THIS EXTRA PAIN ON TOP OF IT ????#and I know I’m being irrational and insensitive because pain tolerance is a sliding scale for everyone #but like fucking come on you do this 3 out of 4 times YOU make the plans to hang out and I’m fucking over it.#plus I’m the one that always pays for everything and does she ever even OFFER to hit me back for the COUNTLESS ounces of weed I’ve got her #all because she couldn’t afford it so I said I’d cover it and she never paid me back. I’ve bought her at least a grand’s worth of weed #just over the last couple months and she’s never ONCE offered to pay me back for a single one #like ……… I don’t expect it. I give if I have it. but you can’t even just offer ??? like the invitation to pay me back would be enough to no #leave m ragingly pissed off and feeling used as an atm again for yet another ‘friend’ because they don’t even OFFER to be considerate #of course I’d say not to worry about it but it doesn’t even cross your fucking head to ask if I want anything towards it #like the next time you get paid ??? when you go and spend your own money on weed that day but can’t reimburse me for anything IVE paid for #oh and I always have to give her gas money if I even simply just want to hang out because she’s always fucking broke somehow #and she works in healthcare like bitch I know what you make and you can’t play that you don’t have enough to get by or throw me 50 bucks #towards YOUR weed that I’m buying every once in a fucking while when I’m already paying for everything fucking else #I’m so angry and I know I’m being irrational and bitchy but this is what happens when you’re tripped off your meds cold turkey #and one of them is a mood stabilizer that makes it so you DONT feel this way about people and aren’t so bitter when you’re let down 🫠🫠🫠#because now my rejection sensitive dysphoria is going to be triggered even easier than usual and I’m just.#I actually fucking give up. I don’t even know what to do here. the pain going through my body is so fucking intense #I keep losing my train of thought because everything hurts and then every once in a while a DIFFERENT pain acts up and throws itself in too #I just. I just can’t fucking win.#I hate fucking struggling with my mental state like this when I’m off my meds.#and because I have to be a month without my stabilizer/pain management/birth control it’s going to take me ANOTHER month to get readjusted #to those in my body so I won’t feel normal again until nearly fucking mid to end January the earliest #and that’s fucking bullshit. I’m going to fucking **** myself by the time I get back on these fucking meds since it’ll take that long #fucking hell I just. I give up. I give in. I’m self isolating and cutting myself off from everyone because it’ll be in THEIR best interest #for me to do so when I can’t control my mind like this. I’m so tired of feeling so fucking shitty and I’ve only been off them for two days

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merakiui · 2 years ago

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me after i take 17 benadryl and start seeing the hat man.

the hat man in question:

#meraki mumbles #hat guy..... it's really cute and silly!!!!#but also... hat guy is the least moanable name ever T_T #one-night stand with wanderer and you're asking him for his name because you want to know #and he spends a long minute where he's debating which name would sound the best coming from your lips #weighing the moanability of 'the wanderer' versus 'hat guy' on his internal scale as if this is a life or death matter #in the end he takes the easy way out and tells you to call him whatever you'd like hehe #(also i think with all of my heart that when he cums the marks on his body light up like when you use his skill to fly >:D)

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thealphabard · 19 days ago

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I feel like I've said this quite a lot the last few months, but as far as anyone in my past is concerned, I'm a whole new ass person. I'm happy and have found myself in the best way possible and, for some reason, that infuriates the toxic people who have long since left my life.

#jace noises #this is purely personal and im sorry #i try to keep it positive on my blog but i went through the ringer last night i swear #I'm good though #I've just said this to many people #i hit a certain point pre covid where i no longer gave a fuck how people saw me anymore #not in a bad way #i always do my best to make sure its safe spaces for people #i spend a lot of my time advocating for mental health #especially in queer spaces #because no one deserves to feel the same pain and struggles i had you know?#tldr i just know who i am as a person #and what my values are with healthy boundaries attached #and recently its ruffled the feathers of people who can't control me #im too headstrong #im never going to change who i am because it doesn't someone's views ever again #and ultimately if you are reading these tags #whether a stranger or a moot or whoever #neither should you. within reason of course #don't be scummy #before anyone gets concerned #i am truly okay

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pink-lemonadefairy · 2 months ago

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let me roam a department store in the couple hours before it closes while i wear headphones and listen to jazz music and i’ll be happy for the rest of my life

#queue 🦋#it brings me so much joy and i don’t even know why #especially when it’s higher end stuff #like YES let me cosplay being rich and imagine what cookware and bedding id buy #it’s so therapeutic for some reason idk #ITS THE PEAK COMFORT ACTIVITY FOR AUTUMN/WINTER TOO #a warm cup of cocoa + christmas music playing thru my headphones. IM GONE!!#everything is just so #right idk #the lights and the layouts are so satisfying to me #i love when the displays are pretty too and how everything is organised so neatly #i just love pretty things #ive only ever been to a few but its always so so much fun just browsing through everything #KITCHEN GADGETS >>#house appliances in general 😞😞 sign me tf up #me when i research the best vacuums on google for hours for literally no reason #idk why my brain is like this #ANYWAYS.#i need to go to department stores more often… the way id kill to work at one #(so she says but she’s probs be insanely overstimulated during peak hours)#LET ME BE A CLEANER AT A DEPARTMENT STORE PLEASE!!!! MY DREAM JOB THERE I SAID IT I DONT CARE #when they decorate it for christmas too …. [insane ape noises]#one of my goals this year is to FINALLY take a day trip to london by myself and just. spend the day browsing a bookstore + ending the night #walking thru selfridges or harrods #is this weird #anyways #♡ dear diary…

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foxgirlmoth · 10 months ago

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I wish strong feelings and emotions had a better way to feel like they translate to physical space. For me, personally, I get that shit cranked to 11 and if I can't get that shit out there and verbalized or shown it ends up making me cry. Fear about loss and change and thinking 30 years into the future? Cry. Have so much love in your body at once and can't let enough of it get shown to those who matter to you? Cry a whole lot. I used to put it towards art and especially personal poems or made up song lyrics or something but idk. I can't be staying up sobbing at 4 am due to random thoughts. Its always when I feel like I'm doing my best that this happens, idk if its just processing everything.

I know my emotional regulation skills aren't the best and I often go from a thousand yard stare to crying or a laughing fit or something. I don't want to be like this really, and often times this does happen when I think about loved ones a lot when I'm alone and I just end up wishing I was around someone I can feel loved by and love so much. Maybe I just want to be anywhere besides this 'home' where I know I'm actively seen as a nuisance and treated as a lesser person.