#bus and to go driving around town and picking up fast food w and someone to invite over to hang out and play video games and make art w and

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I never should have said anything. (1/?)

Summary: Bill has some unspoken feelings he’s not sure how to deal with; especially when those feelings are centered around his best friend.

Pairing: Stanley/Bill

Word Count: 2,115... I’m sorry

Warnings: A bit of swearing, angst(but it WILL turn happy !!)

A/N: Everyone is 16+ in this, so they’re in high school. Inspired/modeled after something that happened with my best friend at the time and me. Why not incorporate my life into stories, right ? This will have a few chapters, so stay tuned !!

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Bill had been the first member of the losers club to get their drivers licenses. Richie had been next, then Mike, Beverly, Ben, Eddie, and last but not least Stanley. Because of this order, Bill had been the first to get a car. Richie had been slacking and wasn’t practicing his driving, so he only had his permit and couldn’t drive everyone around. The rest hadn’t gotten in enough hours to be eligible for the drivers test that would permit them their full license. Given the circumstances, Bill had pretty much become the bus driver to the losers club.

As usual, it was a Friday night and the 7 friends had decided to gather at someone’s house to hang out. Richie’s, to be exact. This was actually a rare occasion, but this evening his parents wouldn’t be home until late at night so they would have the house to themselves.

Unsurprisingly, it was Bill’s job to pick everyone up who didn’t have a ride and bring them to Richie’s. Which was... Well, everyone.

With the other 6 teenagers in his car, he made his way to Richie’s house across town. Mike was riding shotgun, playing some tasteful music on the aux cord while the other 4 were squeezed in the back. Ben, Bev, and Eddie were arguing over the best cake flavor, while Stan stayed quiet and glanced out the window. He felt weird not saying anything, but in his opinion cake was nothing to argue over, so he kept his eyes trained on the trees passing by until a voice pulled him back to reality.

“What do you think, Stan?” Beverly questioned.

He turned to look at her, confused from his lack of attention to the conversation.

“What do you think the best flavor is?”

He shrugged. “If I had to pick one, I guess red velvet is pretty good.”

The 3 beside him erupted into sporadic chatter, trying to talk over each other to discuss how good red velvet really was. Stan rolled his eyes, beginning to turn back to the window until Bill spoke up from the front seat.

“That’s m-m-my favorite too.” He said, smiling softly and looking at Stan through the rearview mirror.

Stan grinned back, glancing up at Bill and meeting his eyes. The two gazed at each other for a moment before Bill tore his eyes from the mirror and focused back on the road, pulling into Richie’s driveway.

“Alright everyb-body, out.” Bill announced softly, putting the car in park and twisting the keys to power it off. He watched everyone file out one by one, resting his hands on the wheel until Stan was the last one in the car.

“If Richie makes us play truth or dare again I’m going to kill him.” Stan mutters, looking at Bill before stepping out.

He laughed shortly and followed the other 5 to the front door, letting Ben knock and seeing Richie open the door to greet them.

“Sup fuckers!” He smiled widely, making way for everyone to come inside.

“Wow, real classy Richie.” Eddie teased.

“Fuck off.” Richie scoffed and rolled his eyes, pulling him inside.

Stan and Bill walked in next to each other behind the group, laughing at Eddie and Richie and giving one another a knowing look, heading into the kitchen for snacks.

Bill opened the pantry while Stan went for the fridge. They piled snack boxes and bags into their arms and headed back to the living room where their friends were. As the group saw them approaching, Mike greeted them.

“Thanks mom and dad.” He teased, as the two handed food out.

Stan felt his face flush. The nicknames technically grouped them together as a couple. Don’t think about it too much. He thought to himself.

The 7 found themselves getting situated on the seats available, squeezing themselves in wherever they could fit. On the loveseat were Ben, Mike, Beverly, Stan and Bill. Richie and Eddie were on the reclining chair with Eddie on top of the other boy.

“Well, this is a tight fit.” Ben noted, gesturing to the fact that the 5 of them were packed into the couch like crackers in a box.

“Would you rather sit on the floor?” Richie challenged playfully.

“Don’t be rude!” Eddie scream-whispered, smacking his hand lightly. Richie just tazed him in response.

“Not really, no.” Ben said, looking at the cold wood floor.

Richie rolled his eyes, picking up the remote and setting up a movie on the tv.

“What are we watching?” Beverly asked, looking to the tv.

“Insidious. Chapter 2!” Richie beamed, clearly excited.

A few in the group rolled their eyes, but Bill looked next to him to see Stan’s reaction. He knew he hated horror movies. Stan glanced back at him, giving him a look that could only mean oh shit. Bill leaned over to whisper in his ear.

“D-don’t worry. I’ll p-protect you.” He said with a sweet smile.

Stan felt his face heat up a little bit, smiling at Bill. “That’s appreciated.” He said simply. They both turned back to the television as they heard the previews start to play. Richie quickly skipped through them, and the movie began.

They all kept their eyes glued to the screen as the night went on and the movie progressed, subconsciously huddling together even more than they had been before. By the time 2/3 of the movie was finished, Stan found himself curled up to Bill with their hands intertwined, pressing into him any time he knew a jump-scare was coming.

He had definitely taken notice of the fact that his hand was in Bills. To be quite honest, he didn’t know if that was normal. The two were very touchy-feely and that was a common and comfortable thing for them, but they’d never done this before. He had seen Richie and Eddie hold hands often, but the whole group knew they liked each other. He tried not to pay too much mind to it and just watch the movie, but it seemed like an elephant in the room to Stan.

As the movie was coming to an end, both Bill and Stan had found themselves growing tired. Bill had wrapped an arm around Stan and was rubbing his back at this point, while Stan rested his head against Bills chest. Half asleep, Stan heard Richie yell something in one of his obnoxious voices and lifted his head, realizing where he was currently placed. He looked up to Bill who was also waking up a little and smiled down at him. Stan smiled back but sat up, checking his watch.

“It’s 9:50. My curfew is 10:30 and you have to take everyone else home first, should we get going?” Stan asked Bill, being honest but also making an excuse to get out of his current situation. Bill nodded in response and stood up after Stan pulled his hand apart from his friends.

“Okay, is everyone r-ready?” Bill asked the others, looking at their nodding heads and slipping on his shoes. The others said their goodbyes as Richie stood in the doorway, whispering something in Bills ear before he walked out. After Bill made his way outside, the others followed him like a group of baby ducks with their mother as everyone loaded into the car. This time around, Mike switched seats with Stan so he could ride shotgun.

Stan plugged his phone up to the aux, playing death cab for cutie for a relaxing ride home. Bill looked at the speaker and then back to Stan, grinning.

“You and your indie m-music.”

Stan briefly twisted the corner of his mouth up into a half smile and lay back in his seat.

The ride home was quiet. Bill dropped off Ben first, then Beverly and Mike. Stan’s house was the farthest away, so Bill was taking him home last.

As the slow music played through the car, Stan noticed a change in the environment once Mike got out of the vehicle and said goodnight to his friends. He turned to look at Bill and noticed the troubled expression on his face, his eyebrows scrunched up as if he was thinking too hard about something.

“Are you okay?” He asked quietly.

Bill almost did a double take, obviously being pulled out of thought. He glanced at Stan for a few seconds before speaking.

“W-was I coming onto you?”

Stan’s eyes widened slightly. “No.” He said simply, feeling uncomfortable at the question.

“Yes I w-w-was.” He mumbled, looking to the road and avoiding eye contact.

“I didn’t-“ He stopped himself and paused. “I mean, I didn’t think so.”

“I’m sorry.” Bill said flatly. “Richie s-said something to me b-before we left. He said it l-looked like I was coming onto you. He-he started asking m-me if I l-l-liked you.” He struggled to get out.

Stan felt his stomach sink a little at the last comment. He noticed how Bills stutter was much worse than usual. That usually only happened when he got really anxious. He cringed as he realized he had pretty much ‘set the mood’ with his choice of music, hearing Hold No Guns begin to play.

“I mean... Do you?” He asked quietly, looking down at his hands. He didn’t like this. He didn’t want to be having this conversation.

Bill didn’t say anything.

“Bill?”

“Y-yeah.” He paused for what seemed like an eternity. Stan was unclear if he meant that as in he liked him, or if he was just responding to his name being called until Bill spoke again.

“I do.”

Stan’s heart sped up.

“F-fuck. That’s p-probably s-so weird to you, isn’t it?” He said in an almost frustrated tone.

“It’s okay.” Stan answered, not sure what to say back.

“I didn’t m-mean to come onto you. I know I c-c-crossed a line.” He informed Stanley, picking up speed in the car.

“Slow down, Bill.” Stan said calmly.

“Why w-won’t you say anything? Anything im-important?” He asked, growing more and more upset.

“You’re going too fast.”

Bill didn’t lose any speed. “I don’t even know w-why I m-mentioned this. I shouldn’t have.”

“It’s okay, Bill.” Stan repeated flatly as they pulled up at the top of his street.

“I know t-this isn’t your street.” Bill told him, parking the car and gripping the wheel tightly.

Stan didn’t answer.

“I know you don’t l-like me.” Bill threw out. Stan felt his heart lurch. “I j-just need you to know, I guess?” He said, stress and self doubt evident in his voice. “I know you’ve heard R-richie and them joking about-about us dating. They’re jokes, I k-know that. But at the same time, they’re... They’re not.” He confessed. “I don’t know when it h-happened, it just did. You’re just so cute and-and you always make me laugh and I t-think it’s adorable how you bird watch and all these o-other.. Other things. There’s a l-lot to love about you.” He cut himself off as he realized he basically confessed that he was in love. Bill froze, as did Stan.

Stan felt like he was going to throw up. He looked to the screen in Bill’s car that read the title of the song playing, and cursed death cab for cutie in that moment. This was like a movie scene; he didn’t like it. Swallowing his pride, he looked at Bill only to see he was already looking back.

There was something in his eyes. Stan knew that look. He knew that if he didn’t make as much distance between them as possible, the distance would soon be closed.

“I r-really want to kiss you.” Bill said, throwing his pride out the window.

An uncomfortable silence fell over them. Stan looked at the clock in Bills car desperately, reading the time. “It’s 10:28. I need to get inside.” He said flatly, reaching for the door handle.

“I’m s-sorry Stan. I shouldn’t have brought it up.” He began to panic. “I don’t want to l-lose you, you’re my b-best friend.” He whined.

“You won’t.” Stan said, but he knew he couldn’t guarantee anything.

“I’m s-so fucking sorry. I n-never should have said anything.” He apologized again, realizing what he had just done.

Stan opened the door and stepped out, closing it as Bill rolled down the window.

“S-stan!” He called out, watching him make his way down the street and towards the house.

Stan looked back as he stopped in front of his doorway and saw Bill resting his face on his steering wheel. He looked away and sighed, entering his house. He felt like the whole weight of the world was resting on his shoulders. This was bad.

What had just happened?

[lillaxtrigger]

The ghostly maid Fever trip

In Trevor's bedroom, Trevor was laying on his bed. But he wasen't looking so good. Even though he was under the covers, he was shivering like crazyand his skin looked flushed, and he was groaning in misery as a doctor examined him. After taking his tempature, the doctor came out of the room and closed the door. Jewely and Barly were waiting on the other side. "How is he doctor. Is he going to pull through?" Jewely said. "He just has a simple feaver. He's going to be fine. Just four days in bed and he'll be fine." the doctor said. "Four days!? Nonononono. Trevor has an important meeting with the chairmen in two. He needs to feel better by then." Barly said. "I don't know what to tell you. All he needs is rest and relaxation and he'll get better on his own. My bill." the doctor said as he handed Jewely his bill, then walked off. "Trevor can't miss this meeting! What are we gonna do!?" Barly said. "Let the poor boy rest. You heard the doctor. He needs this rest." Jewely said. "Not an option. The chairmen are coming. Do you know how hard it is to reschedule with them. We need to find some way to speedup his recovery. Maybe there's something online that can help.". "Alright. But in the meantime, you have to get the chairmen to reschedule the meeting. Make them if you have to.". Jewely was on the computer trying to understand how it works. She tried pressing several keys, but nothing happened. "Hey Jewels. What's" someone said. Jewely looked behind her and saw Pike. "Oh, Bonjour Pike. I'm just trying to find something on what's called an internet. But it seems that no matter what button I press, nothing happens. I don't know what's wrong.". "Let me see." Pike said. Jewely moved to let the boy use the PC. "Alright, watcha wanting to look up?" Pike asked. "How do you get rid of a fever?". "A fever? I didn't know ghosts could get fevers.". "It's not me. It's Trevor. He has a terrible fever. Barly needs him better for a meeting with the chairmen.". "Alright. Let me see what the internet says.". Pike quickly looked up ways to cure a fever. "It's says to just rest, eat regular food, drink water and take a bath." Pike said. "So we're on the right track. It's just like the doctor said." Jewely said. Barly rushed inside, saying: "Jewely!...Jewely!". "Bonjour, Barly. Did you talk to the chairmen?". "I did. But they wouldn't budge. They said that if they reschedule, it would have to be for several months. Have you found a way to reduce the fever?". "It just says everthing that the doctor told us. I think we should just listen to him.". "Did you not hear me? The chairmen are coming and there is no way to stop them.". Jewely and Barely started to argue amongst one another. "What about medicine?" Pike chimed in. "What?" Jewely said. "What about medication? Could that help Trevor get through his fever faster?". "Medicine. Of course." Barly said. "But where can we get some?". Jewely said. "There's a drug store across town. I could go, but I'm underaged." Pike said. "Perfect! Pike, you take Jewely with you to the pharmacy so she can buy something that can speed up Trevors recovery. She's old enough. I mean look at her, she's practically dead." Barly said. "Ah ha ha ha. Funny." Jewely said sarcastically. Pike and Jewely went on their way. Out of the mansion and into the city streets. "So, how far is this pharmacy from the manor?" Jewely said. "From my expirience. 4 miles in walking distance. Come to think of it, why don't we go back and take a car. It'll be way faster." Pike said. "Well, I can't drive, can you?". "Wait, so you're telling that after all your time of being a ghost, you haven't learned how to drive?". "Why would I learn how to drive, when I can flyyyyy." Jewely said, then flew around in a circle with glee. "Erm, No. Sorry Jewely. I can't fly.". "That's okay. I can carry you.". "No, you don't understand. I can't fly. I have severe aviophobia and areophobia. A crippling fear of fly and heights.". "Quelle? But I've seen you on the 2nd story and roof of the mansion. You didn't look scared then." Jewely as she descended. "2 story buildings I can handle. Maybe 3. But any higher and I start to panic." "Well, why are you so afraid of heights?". "I don't know. Maybe it's something about potentially falling to the hard ground and becoming nothing but a blood splattered corpse across the pavement just makes me quake in my shoe and fills me madning dread!...Something along the lines of that." Pike explained. "Oh Pike. There's nothing to be afraid of. Flying is a truly wonderful expirience. The feeling of your soul souring the skies as you look upon the beautiful sunset. It's a truly magnificent site to behold.". "I don't care how pretty it is. I'd rather watch a sunset from the nice, stable, comfortable ground. We'll just go on foot." Pike said, then continued forward. "C'est dommage." Jewely said. As they walked along the streets, they passed along a book store. A certain book that was displayed in the window caught the maids attention. "What if we take the bus?...Nah, too many people cramed into one vechical. What about a taxi?...We couldn't go far. I only have like thirty bucks on me. Maybe the subway...I don't know. What do you think, Jewels?" Pike said. He looked behind him and saw Jewely, looking in the book store window with such tenderness in her eyes. Pike approached Jewely and said: "Hey Jewels, everything okay?". "Pike. Look at that." Jewely said. "A book?". "Not just any book. It's the book that I grew up with. Evelina. I remember when this book came out. I was just a young teenage girl. This book was the only solace I had while fighting off small pox. I can't believe after all these years, it's still in circlation. I'd do anything, just to read it once more." Jewely said. "Hmm, It's only 5 bucks. But we better buy Trevor's medicine first. If I have enough left, I'll buy it for you.". "Oh, Je vous remercie. Monsieur Pike. Quickly, we must rush to the pharmacy, Hâte postée!". Jewely and Pike hurried along the streets. Unbeknownst to them, someone was watching from the distance. After a long trek across the city, they finally made it to the pharmacy. Before they entered, Pike suddenly stopped and said: "Hold it! I just realized something. You don't have an ID.". "What is an ID?". Jewely asked. "It's a card that tells people who you are.". "Why do I need a card to tell people who I am?". "Well it's for them to tell weather you're lying or not. Just saying who you are isn't enough in this day and age. And you can't exactly get an ID.". Pike said. "Why not?". "Well firstly, it would take a lot of boring, paperwork to get one. Secondly, dead people have no use for an ID." Jewely's face started to show hints of sterness at Pike's remark. "W-What I- What I mean is that normally, dead people can't use ID's. But even though you're an obvious exeption. How would you think any other people would react if they saw you.". Jewely sighed and said: "Well, if I can't get my own ID, then I'm guess I'm going to have to burrow someone elses.". "Jewely, that- Y-You can't do that." Pike said. "Why not?". Jewely said. "Because it is literally illegel to use someone elses ID.". "We'll see about that." she said. Jewely flew up to see if their was someone she could possess that looked like they had an ID on them. Finally, she saw a well dressed man, alone on the restruant parking lot nearby. He was about to get in his car, when Jewely quickly took control of him. She quickly walked across the street and said to Pike: "Is it still illegel?". "Erm...I'm not sure. I guess it technically isn't. Does he even have an ID card?". "I don't know. Let's see.". Jewely pulled out the mans wallet from his pocket and took out a card. "Is this an ID card?" she said as she showed it to Pike. The boy took the card and said "Yes! It is! It says that this name is...Supremacy Natrov? What kind of name is that?" Pike put the card in his wallet and handed the wallet to Jewely, saying: "Here, take my wallet. Use it to purchase the medicine.". "Why can't I use this mans wallet?". "Well don't really want to use this guys money. We're already streaching the law far enough as is. Also it would look suspicious if pulled out two wallets.". "Alright. I'll be right out." Jewely said as she when in. "Just act normal." Pike said. Jewely walked inside the pharmacy. The inside looked rather nice. Stuff other then medication was on the shelves. They ranged from food, makeup, toys, and other goods. She saw the medicine on the shelves. Jewely looked around, but didn't know what to buy. She saw someone behind the counter and asked "Excuse me. Do you have anything that can cure a fever?" "Yeah. How bad is the fever?" the receptionist said. "Well, I'm not sure how bad it is, but I need to get rid of it as fast as possible. Do you have anything that can help me?" "Let me what we got.". The clerk walked around the shelves and picked out a box labeled "Antibiotics". He walked back and said "This might help. They should cure fevers fast. But only take one, these antibiotics are really strong. Take more then that could be very bad for you." "Thank you very much. How much would that be, Bien Monsieur?". "About 20 buck. I also need to see a form of ID." "Of course." Jewely said. She pulled out Pike's wallet and took out 20 dollars, plus the ID card. "Here you go. My ID card that is completly mine, and not someone elses.". "Al...right." the clerk said, then saw the ID card. "Supremacy Natrov?". "Um...It's a Russian name...Look, I didn't ask for it. Get off back." Jewely said. She took the medicine and her ID and said: "Thank you." as she walked off. The clerk pulled out a phone and began to dail the police. Jewely came out of the store and handed the antibiotics and his wallet to Pike, who then said: "Alright! Quick, let's get back to the mansion.". Jewely came out of the man and started to follow the boy. PIke suddenly stopped and said: "Oh! Nearly forgot.". He pulled out Natrov's ID and hand it to him while still coming to, saying to him: "Here, sir. You dropped this.". "Uhh...Wha?" Natrov said. Pike bolted out of the pharmacy parking lot, hearing the sounds of sirens nearby. After a while, Pike and Jewely were strolling back home. "That went off better than I expected." Jewely said. "I don't know. You could have sounded a bit less conspicious in there." Pike said. "Well I'm sorry that my act wasn't primé enough for you. But I'm sure that your experience in acting was far better than mine. How many years of acting class did you take?". "How many did you take?". Jewely didn't respond and only gave silence. Shortly after, Jewely noticed someone was following them. She whispered into Pike ear: "Pike, someone's been following us for the last 5 blocks.". "Yeah, I noticed. Just lay low for a while and keep an eye on me from a distance.". Jewley vanished in thin air, leaveing the boy all alone. The boy lead found himself in an empty street. Pike turned looked around and said: "Alright, come on out. I know you've been following me for the past 15 blocks. No use hiding." to try and get the pursuers to show themselves, but no one came out. He saw that a tree nearby was rustling oh so slightly. Pike picked up an empty bottle and chucked it at the tree. A familiar looking boy fell out of the tree and ran off. "That looked like one of...oh...Come out Greg! I know you're never without your goons.". Pike looked at a figure that was behind him and confirmed that it was indeed Greg, Pike's school bully. "If it ain't pikestick. What are you doing on my turf?" he said. "This isn't 'your turf' Greg. It's nobodies turf. In fact what kind of turf would this even be? It's an abandoned street." Pike said. "It's turf enough...Whatcha got in the bag?" Greg said as his goons approached his side. Pike put the bag to his side and said: "It's just medicine. My mom told me to pick it up for her.". "Medicine? What kind?" Greg said. "Antibiotics. Why do you ask?". "Sounds like you really need that medicine. Hand it over.". "Absoultly not! My mom needs these to get over her fever. I'm not handing you anything.". "Are you sure about that?" Greg said with a smirk. The bully's henchman came up front. "I bet you wouldn't be so tough without your cronies surrounding you. Why don't you fight me, mono y mono?" Pike said as he backed up. "Well, you know what they say about friendship being power and all that junk.". "I don't think they meant to use your friends to bully people. And are these guys really your friends?". "Well duh. We do stuff all the time together. Taking money, shoving kids in lockers, and beat people up. Like you. Get em!". Pike bolted away from the mob. Greg and his goons gave chase. The boy tried to lose the crowd by taking sharp turn after sharp turn, corner after corner. Even trying to hide in whatever he could. Be it trash cans, in crowds, or behind walls, but they always seems to spot him. Finally, Pike ran through an alleyway and into a dead end. He looked around to see if there was anything he could use to get out, but it was just brick wall after brick wall. The boy could hear the mob approaching. He was starting to panic. Suddenly, a familiar voice behind him that said: "Bonjour, Pike." made him jump. He looked behind him and saw Jewely. "Oh thank god, Jewely. You gotta get me out of here." Pike said. "Bien sûr. But you might not like how I can get you out." "I don't care! Just do it!". "Okay. Now I need you to close your eyes for me." Pike shut his eyes tight and waited for whatever the ghostly maid would do. Greg and his goons made to the end of the alley. They looked around, but no one was there. "I thought you said he was back here? But there's no where to hide." Greg said. "I could have sworn he went back here." one of the boys said. "Did he climb up the brick wall?" another questions. "Ahhg, you idiots! You let him get away!". "Calm down Greg. Will get him next time" one said as he put his hand on Greg shoulder to comfort him. But Greg brushed him aside and walked off. His gang followed suit. Pike was keeping his eyes shut tight. "You can open your eyes now." Jewely said. The boy slowly opened his eyes and saw that he was flying in the air. Jewely was holding on to him by his arms. He saw the gorgous sunset upon the horizon, shining on the buildings in the distance. "Wow...this is so beautiful...So calming. Why was I so afriad of this?" Pike said. He looked down on the city streets below, seeing that he was far above the ground. "Oh yeah." Pike said with a calming smile, then immediatly paniced, screaming: "Put me down! Put me down! Put me down! Put me down! Put me down! Put me down! Put me down! Oh, Please put me down!" Jewely slowly descended. Pike pulled it together when his feet touched the ground. "That wasn't so bad now, was it?" Jewely said. "I will admit. For a moment, it felt nice. The wind in your face, the site of sky, it felt calming. Then I was reminded of my morality, and that I could plummet to my painful demise.". "Oh don't worry Pike. If you did fall, you'd only feel pain for a split second beofre you'd die.". "Gee, thanks for the comforting worlds. I think I've done enough flying for one day. Let just walk back.". Pike and Jewely were strolling back to the manor, when Pike suddenly stopped in his tracks. Jewely turned around and asked "What's wrong, Pike?". "Don't you want that book?" he responded. The maid looked at the building they were in front of and saw the same bookstore they were once at. "Oh! Yes, of course. I nearly forgot after all the action today. Both the maid and Pike went inside the store to purchase Jewely's childhood book. After they came out, Pike asked her:"So I did some research on that book. And you said that it came out when you were a teen, right?". "Oui." Jewely responded. "It came out around the 1700's. Jewely, how old are you?". "Oh, Pike. You should never ask a lady her age. It's impolite.".

[krysrawfiggs]

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1.Full name:Krysten Alexandra Figueroa but you will reffer to me as Krysfiggs

2.Zodiac sign:Im a cusp baby born as the day changed. I am a leo/virgo

3. 3 Fears:Spiders, being alone forever, my fam disowning me for being gay

4. 3 things I love:Being surrounded by awesome people, video games, outdoor activities

5. 4 turns ons:Firey passion, neck biting, n eyes.. its always the eyes, n intelligence

6.4 turns offs: Lack of intelligence, if youre rude in general, if youre clingy, lack of understanding n compassion

7. My best friend:I have a coupleNadia, amanda, n bree (when shes not being an idiot)

8. Sexual orientation:Lezzzzzzzzbbbbiiiiannnnnnnnn

9. My best first date:So far going out into town in the middle of a rainstorm running dancing n dickin round and then showing up soaked n eating at friendlys

10. How tall am I:Im 5'5"11. What do I missNot paying bills

12. What time were I born:12am on the dot

13. Favourite colour:I like deep colors. I used to say deep blue but i do love red n grey too

14.Do I have a crushXD maybe! Ok yea. I do. But i aint tell you.

15. Favourite quoteGod theres too many…

16.Favourite placePuerto rico

17. Favourite foodGawd this is hard ok. I have the soul of a very very fat man. If i had to pick one thing…itd have to be my moms pernil (pork shoulder)

18. Do I use sarcasmNever im a sweetheart��

19. What am I listening to right nowEvie- last dinosaurs

20.First thing I notice in new personEyesss…eyess…eyess…….!

21.Shoe size822. Eye colourBrown anytime of dayGold in the sun

23.Hair colourBlack as the normBrownish in the sunlightBlue when its overcast

24.Favourite style of clothingandrogynous 25. Ever done a prank call?Yup i bothered the fuck outta kymmie for months before i gave myself up xD

26.What colour of underwear I’m wearing now? Burgandy See thru lace

27. Meaning behind my URLWelp minus the word raw its just my name. If my father didnt delete my 1st blog and of someone in asia didnt take my old username right after it wouldnt be as stupid.

28. Favourite movieToo many brahhh

29. Favourite song

30.Favourite bandBloc party, last dinosaurs, split milk society

31.How I feel right nowHorngry n lonely. Lusting for warm weather and beach weather

32.Someone I love.In what context?

33.My current relationship statusSingle af

34.My relationship with my parentsCurrently ok..

35. Favourite holiday Hmm i dont have one

36.Tattoos and piercings?I have average ear piercings But i want a lip ring n a tatoo of leo n virgo fighting inside of the sun ony shoulder

37.Tattoos and piercing i wantWhoops jumped the gun. Please refer to 36

38.The reason I joined TumblrMy friends at the time

39.Do I and my last ex hate each other? Nope we’re cool

40. Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?I used too from my so. But now its just my good friend manny

41.Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? Hmmm no

42. When did I last hold hands?Non romantically:I held hands with my lil sister cuz she doesnt know how to cross a freggin road without getting hit by a car! But romantically: its been over a year and a half.

43. How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? 10mins

44.Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?Its been a good 6/7 months. Im at man status rn

45.Where am I right now? Trapped on a bus with zombies from nyc somewhere on the way to newburgh

46.If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? In oswego it would be chance. Here.. idk it hasnt happend.. but my best bet would be nadia

47.Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?Both. Depends where i am

48.Do I live with my Mom and Dad?Yes. Please dont ask how its going. Its not well.

49.Am I excited for anything?Yes. The 3 day weekend

50.Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?No i only have 2 chill male friends

51.How often do I wear a fake smile?Often enough

52.When was the last time I hugged someone?That would be last sunday i hugged holly. We went for a movie and a bite n caught up since inhavent seen her in 5ever

53.What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?Its w/e as long as you happy n your not like eating face

54.Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?Yea

55.What is something I disliked about today?Evelyn being passive agressive towards me. Makes me uncomf. But i could care less.

56.If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?Rebecca sugar

57. What do I think about most? Its gonna be one of 3 things, women, video games, food

58. What’s my strangest talent?I can get really creepy really fast. Iv been told to try out to be villians or serial killers in movies

59.Do I have any strange phobias?Spiders

60.Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Both

61. What was the last lie I told?

62.Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?Im old skool ill show up at your house ;) jk phone so no one can see this akward mess

63.Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?Yes

64.Do I believe in magic?Yes

65. Do I believe in luck? Yes

66.What’s the weather like right now? Bloody cold

67. What was the last book I’ve read? Allegiant

68. Do I like the smell of gasoline?Addicted

69. Do I have any nicknames?Krys, elmo, jesus

70. What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? I have 12 stiches on my thumb both for cuts by blades oh n the one time i was going down a mt. On my longboard n i fell and got the worst road rash on my ass.

71. Do I spend money or save it?Both

72. Can I touch my nose with a tongue?No

73. Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? Idts?

74.Favourite animal?Otter

75. What was I doing last night at 12 AM?Hehhhh better not say

76. What do I think is Satan’s last name is? Idfk

77.What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?Anything fr the last dinosaurs

78. How can you win my heart? Compassion understanding and a drive no one else has.

79.What would I want to be written on my tombstone?Im not gonna be burried.

80. What is my favourite wordOogle

81. My top 5 blogs on tumblr Ill answer later

82.If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?

83.Do I have any relatives in jail?Yes

84.I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Speed

85.What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? Feelings are a tough subject

86. What is my current desktop picture? An image from second son

87. Had sex?Why yes i have

88.Bought condoms?Nopes

89.Gotten pregnant? Nopes too gay for that shit90. Failed a class?Several

91. Kissed a boy? Yep im not a gold star lezzy no more

92. Kissed a girl? Many

93.Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?Yes. Im super cheesey i do things like that all the time

94.Had job?I have a job95.Left the house without my wallet?Keys and liecensexD

96. Bullied someone on the internet? Nope

97.Had sex in public? Yes

98. Played on a sports team? Several

99. Smoked weed? Yasss

100. Did drugs? Ive tried some shit

101. Smoked cigarettes? Never now thats nasty

102. Drank alcohol? Yes

103. Am I a vegetarian/vegan? Never

104. Been overweight?yes

105. Been underweight?yes

106. Been to a wedding?yes

107. Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Days

108. Watched TV for 5 hours straight? When i was younger

109. Been outside my home country?yes

110. Gotten my heart broken? Many times

111.Been to a professional sports game? Yes

112. Broken a bone? Do Teeth count?

113. Cut myself? Not on purpose

114. Been to prom? Unfortunaly. Thats an akward story. If i didnt go i coulda stayed in puerto rico longer. But nooo joe had to ask my parents…

115. Been in airplane? Yes

116. Fly by helicopter? No. But ive been in some heavy duty military air craft

117. What concerts have I been to?Walk the moon, in hs i saw i see stars mega concert there were like 20 bands there idr them all, versaemerge, dragonforce

118.Had a crush on someone of the same sex?Yeaaa im megagay

119.Learned another language?I can fully understand spanish. But i cant speak it.

120. Wore make up? Im alergic to eyeliner xD

121.Lost my virginity before I was 18?Yes

123. Had oral sex? Yes.😍

124.Dyed my hair?Ive never dyed my hair

125.Voted in a presidential election? Yes both times for obama♡ . n fuck you, you lil orange dicked cheeto (donald trump)

126.Rode in an ambulance?Yes i did when i sliced my thumb deep with an exacto and was bleeding everywhere

127. Had a surgery?No

128. Met someone famous? Yes i have i met that guy from “what would you do” when i was staying in maryland. Also i stick around after theater shows and concerts to meet the actors, performers, and musicians

129.Stalked someone on a social network?Guilty

130. Peed outside?Um who hasnt?

131. Been fishing?Yes. Anyone wanna join me this spring?

132. Helped with charity? Yea every 3 weeks i participate in a soup kitched in poukipsee with my siblings and my cousins.

133. Been rejected by a crush?I have unfortunate luck.

134. Broken a mirror? Haha yea i did once

135. What do I want for birthday? Id love to go somewhere amazing and warm with awesome people. If im dating someone id love to actually have a birthday kiss. #neverhadoneonmybirthday

136.How many kids do I want and what will be their names?By kids you mean dogs? N id have all of them. Theyd have really crude/harsh spanish names.

137.Was I named after anyone?No but krysten means follower of chridtXD

138.Do I like my handwriting? Sometimes

139. What was my favourite toy as a child? Why it was my stuffy scooby doo

140.Favourite Tv Show? Gawd theres so many. But steven universe👌🖒

141.Where do I want to live when older?Puerto rico when i hit the lotto

143. Play any musical instrument? I can play the trumpet, the recorder, basic drum beat, and im learning the uke

144.One of my scars, how did I get it?Sliced my thumb with a woodcutter one year. Then the next year same thumb with a brand new exacto. Landed me in the hosp 2ice total 12 stiches

145.Favourite pizza toping? Extra cheese

146.Am I afraid of the dark? Sometimes. Im more worried bout the it under the bed that comes out when you dont have sheets on.

147.Am I afraid of heights?No. In my stage craft class i was the only one who wasnt scared of heights they sent me high up to work on stuff they also sent me 60ft up to the grid too 😎

148.Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?Yes and i had my ass handed to me on a silver platter several times.

149.Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?Yes. All the time.

150.What I’m really bad atBeing social. Talking to girls. Drawing.

151.What my greatest achievements are. Being the first to graduate college.

152.The meanest thing somebody has ever said to meYou should see the list of stuff my parents have told me since i was little. Its a little too awful to put on here.

153.What I’d do if I won in a lottery. Top secret Plans back the fuck up

154. What do I like about myself Um my bed head. Idk

155.My closest Tumblr friend Haha nadia

156.Something I fantasise about my exTisk tisk ladies n gents we shouldnt be reopening wounds like this. *points finger n shakes it like a noodle*