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So Hiyori gets hit by a bus hard enough that her soul detached from her body and only gets a few scrapes???
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I might’ve spoiled the plot of Natlan | Genshin Impact THEORY
In which I read so much lore that I gained the power to see the future (maybe) This ended up being a real challenge to make - but it was also really fun! Please do lemme know what you reckon of these ideas, and whether y’all wanna see me pattern-recognition my way into several corkboards worth of theories about any other topics sometime down the line! (^^)/
(also: HAPPY NEW YEAR! 🥳🎉 Here's wishing y'all every good thing for 2024)
#artists on tumblr#abd illustrates#genshin impact#natlan#game theory#idek how to tag this one i've never made a vid like this before uhm-- sgdfksdf#anyway oh my GOD i have had so many brain bees about this topic for the longest time#ik making a half hour video about it is unhinged enough but the fact that nobody else seemed to be talking about some of the patterns#was drivin me BONKERS#im so normal about this lore y'all mhm#but also silly tho the energy of this one is#im really proud of it! it was wierdly scary to branch out from my usual content like this#so i do sincerely hope it's a fun watch (^^)/#i'd love to make more off-the-wall and like deep-dive type stuff like this sometime if it goes over well 💖#it also took-- sO LONG TO MAKE#full time video essayists are to be feared i have learned#Youtube
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Espilver Week 2024 day 5: Stories
I was going to do something with galaespio (Galahad + Poet Espio 🤓☝️) but I thought better of it and decided to keep it more casual like I was doing the other days, so a cute moment of the lovebirds babysitting Charmy :)
#completely ignore the background my brain stopped working a few hours ago#sleeping until noon is not enough for me on a saturday#i need more#espio the chameleon#silver the hedgehog#charmy bee#espilver#espilver week 2024#espilver week#sonic the hedgehog#just a silly doodle
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just woke up and.. immediately started crying because of content of the dream I just had... it wasn't a "nightmare" in the typical sense but it made me so infinitely sad... I feel so pathetic and useless right now I've never felt this miserable this fast after waking up
#literally wish I was dead wow your brain really can be your worst enemy#bee tries to talk#literally showing me all my worst case scenarios and then being like ok wake up now and try to live your life :))#like... thanks... want to cry for an hour now
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hi uh..so you got an oc?
HI HELLO :D!!!!
Yes indeed I do!!
Her name is Bluebelle, she’s Victoria’s best friend, and she’s a ballerina :))
Here she is!!! She’s the love of my life!!!
In the third picture she’s holding a music box :) I’m almost done with the lore for that!!
If you want to know more about her, I think just looking up her name on my account should show you the original post?? I’m not sure how to link things on here but I think that would work :)))
(While we’re here….do you have a reference picture for your oc that’s colored, or maybe some infos about hobbies, or relationships with other jellicles? I must know for….non nefarious reasons)
#thanks for reaching out!!! I love talking about my lovely girl#I could jabber about her for hours <333#I just simply have so many idea in my head and I need them out!! let them out I say!!#that note in my notes app is just sitting there….ideas ready to be expanded upon….#but alas the bees in my brain buz endlessly and I must sally forth#cats oc#jellicle oc#cats the musical#cats musical
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Not to make “tag vent sunday” a thing but Idk how I can go from having a great string of days where I feel happy and confident to just. Randomly fucking dropping. And feeling like the actual worst.
#okay so here’s the thing#QB and I have been doing lil activities online lately#which helps him with his stuff he has going on and helps me to not feel fucking lonely all the time#bc i had another hangout friend but I Very Much Screwed That Up Tee-Bee-Aych#so I’ve been late to most hangouts. i constantly have little issues pop up where I’m so sure I’ll piss him off#friday night like an hour into the hangout I went ‘idk how to say this but like i recgonize I’m being quiet and if you want me to talk more#please lemme know’ and he told me that he was having some worries attached to that so we talked things out and it was fine#ITS ALWAYS FINE#AND SOMETIMES THAT IS WHAT PUTS ME ON EDGE OR MAKES ME START FUCKING CRYING (off call) WHICH IS EMBARRASSING TO ADMIT BUT LIKE#LOOK I LOVE THAT HE’S PATIENT AND UNDERSTANDING. ONLY OTHER PERSON I KNOW WHO HAS THAT LEVEL OF CHILL IS MY ACTUAL PARTNER#BUT I’M SO FUCKING SURE THAT I WILL SCREW IT UP TERRIBLY. LIKE DISASTROUSLY.#SO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO? BECAUSE PART OF MY BRAIN IS TELLING ME TO JUST GHOST EVERYONE AND RUN AWAY#SO THAT I CAN AT LEAST CONTROL THE OUTCOME BUT LIKE#I REALLY WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH QB AND WB AND BB AND I’M STRUGGLING SO HARD WITH THIS#like lowkey the thought of screwing up in the same way I always have is literally painful and my chest is killing me I just—#god I fucking hate this shit#can I get the stardew heart ranking system please?? so I know exactly where I stand all the time???#I don’t necessarily trust people to tell me what I’m doing wrong until it’s too late
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been tired all day, then I finally go to bed and I can't sleep. go figure
#bee blabs#I been trying to sleep for over an hour now#my body yearns for sleep but my brain refuses to stfu#ughhhhh man
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#(( ooc. ))#.... so#if youre wondering why ive been so absent lately. ots bc im dealing with stuff like that. on top of handling everytuing around the house#and additional super stressful family drama#health scares caused by stress#the works. i feel like im a constant state of mindfuckery and i have been since we moved#thoght things would improve after getting away from MIL but apparently not#ive been so exhausted and stressed and pain has bee. spiking so bad#im really trying to be here bc writing has always been a calming thing for me like a fun distracting hobby#to get my mind off irl things but everytime i open up a reply i start crying#bc the words arent there and im too tired to even tupe bc im running myself ragged#and on top of that im dealing with hubby and whatever the f is up with him and the weird#180s he does where 1 second hes the sweetest most attentive guy ive ever known and the 2nd#im crying and apologizing for doing sometjing weong and i dont even inderstand what i did but hes upset at me#and somethings suddenly my fault#or im begging him for help around the apartment or smth#idk. i am really trying to be here i swear i am. i miss you all. i miss the stories we're writing together#i miss by bbys and wanna weite with them bc theyve been loud and active but i iust cant type what i want to#a single paragraph is taking me hours to get out no joke#idk. sprry for dumping all this on the dash out of nowhere im just kinda flailing right now and offkilter#gonna head off to bed and see if an actual good nights sleep for the first time in a week helps with my brain and makes things make sense#hope you all have a goodnight. sorry again for this#negative tw#negativity tw#venting tw#personal tw
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Fanart for @mwebber's NAYQ!Seb
The outfit descriptions have been stuck in my brain, so I drew them!
#the bee boxers especially!!! hehe did you guys notice *what* bees I drew?#im actually shocked at the plaid i drew i thought it'd would be trash but somehow its pretty okay?? pretty uggy tho...#ive realized that in order to draw seb's hair you really just gotta go it: fuck it we ball and rly not deliberate too much#hope you guys like!! im pretty happy with these :) and it was fun to draw for a fic i rly like reading!!#not turning into an art acct but#ive not been able to draw consistently in months bcs of burnout so now i am drawing as much seb for as long as my brain will permit#and im still very touched by everyone's compliments on renaissance seb so !! pls take my humble contribution#i wanted to draw smth from chp 4 but i spent [undisclosed] hours straight drawing these and now my hand and head hurt LOL#also having a big revelation abt drawing fanart#it was fun to draw these bcs i basically just tried to build off what already existed in the fic#so if can you notice specific references to scenes from the fic i will be pleased :)#sebastian vettel#sv5#f1#formula 1#f1 fanart#f1 art#martian#sebmark#we do a little bit of f1#new tag?:#catie.art.#*scheduling this post bcs now i must sleep for like 12 hrs as it is currently uhhhh almost 5 am
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My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽
#gosh it’s gonna be a long day and I’m running on two hours of sleep again#i only get the chance to work at night because I don’t have ✨privacy✨#and I’ve been going to bed late and waking up even more tired than usual and my mom’s been scolding me for it#and now I’ve had to tell her what I’m doing and I feel like I just gave another piece of me away again#everything I am everything I do has to be for other people#im so tired when will I give my last piece away 🥹#this was to make ME proud of ME I was doing it for myself and now I feel like it’s for her#and then she’s going to tell my dad and now it’s for him too#also I can’t even cry about it because she HAS to know why I’m upset#she keeps glancing up at me and talking to me in bits#all I have left is my emotions 🥹#anyhow sorry to start the day off so gloomy and depressing I have literally nothing to be sad about I’m very privileged#sorry you guys see me being a baby constantly 🥺 I really do have a good life and shouldn’t be complaining#here’s to a better day for us all#melifails#now i feel like a jerk subjecting you all to this😭 sorry sorry let’s move on#im gonna be a busy bee hopefully I can squeeze in a time for a nap#😭 I don’t waaaaaannnnnaaa sit for hours in the California heat MAYBE with the sun hitting us in the face#our football field is NOT kind in this way#hopefully my sister gets the shady side but even then the sun will hit us in the face eventually just not as long#im !!! excited!!!! I bought ice cream for today 👏🏽 I originally bought choco chip and minto moose tracks?? my sister loves mint flavor#so I bought mint Oreos too so she can eat them with her ice cream 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽#i assume we’re getting take out of some sort so that; ice cream; and uuuuuuu I don’t remember anything else I bought; my best friend did#bring us snacks yesterday!!! pretzels and cookies!!! so that!!!#okay brain no work no more I gotta get dressed love you muah muah muah
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I regret to inform everyone that today I found out I have a Reaction to squeaky toys. Makes me wanna bite and run around
#like come ON im already a ouppy and now this#few hours ago i went out and i heard some guy call his dog and like make noises with its squeaky toy#and my brain just went#!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dude theres a TOY you need to RUN and CATCH it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#neuron activation#also earlier me and my bestie were walking her dog and we played with her with some sticks#and the dog really loves just destroying sticks the second she gets them in her teeth#and im like. same girl. same#maybe not with sticks but i loooove to bite things#and honestly. my bite stim is kinda silly cause the sensation of biting usually isnt enough. i need to create damage#i need to shred something to pieces with my teeth. not just bite#paper/cardboard is perfect for that#i love to just. after i finish a big juice box just tear it to tiny pieces#its the best shit#tho maybe. i should get myself some bite stim toy#honestly maybe even straight up a dog chewing toy. whos gonna tell me I can't. maybe even one that makes noises. fuck you#i cant wait to live on my own so i can just own a bunch of pet stuff without having a pet just for myself#i mean i do also want a pet but. i want some stuff just for me#bee buzz
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i hope everyone is ready for all the new, exciting things that will be wrong with me after i see sweeney todd and merrily we roll along in the same weekend this february
#bee posts nonsense#im preparing for my brain chemistry to be permanently altered by the combination of those two shows within a 24-hour period#theatre
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#my body + my brain + i are... not on good terms at the moment.#BUT.#i made myself get up out of my unproductive anxious-insomnia nest at some ungodly pre-dawn hour#and forced myself to make some Real Food#and now im back in my bed at 7am#eating the veggie frittata i made while everyone else in the house is still sleeping#which a) is admittedly more proper nutrients than ive put in my body in..... days atp. hm.#and b) turned out really good#so this is my msg to all of u:#i love you. i am sending as many spoons yr way as i can; & i hope u can do something to take care of yrselves today#ESPECIALLY if its smth youve been putting off. for *whatever* reason#mwah.#hopefully when im done eating ill finally be able to fall asleep. so even tho the sun is streaming thru my window now &#ik my alarms will start going off in a few hours; i wish u all good luck & good night#bee speaks
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Here's a little lad on a lily pad! And a hope that you take all the time you need to feel better. I hope you remember that you are cherished and loved and that we are all rooting for you, babe. ❤️ Please be gentle with yourself.
Aahh Naff 🥺💜 Taking a comically large squeaky hammer to get the sentiment to stick 💜 And I do love the little lily lad, what a good lily lad!
After lunch and a hefty nap the bad bees have quietened significantly, fortunately. I'm gonna take the evening slow however n just write a little for just myself for the indulgence n see how tomorrow treats me!
#answer let luce#Naff asks#admittedly it was *exactly* the rejection sensitivity that got to me so internalizing it is hard but v important#part of me does know the bees were just louder for a bit#but I got comfort comic I got friends my brain lets me talk to again *and* I'll get self indulgent self insert fanfic#so I have hesitantly optimistic hopes for the evening#I also admittedly got a bit of a boost from doing a couple very satisfying now that they're done chores#so the brain has also been quietened by productivity and then I just conked out for 2 hours#and now dinner time!#thank you for the little lad (little lily lad) (i like alliterations) I appreciate him very much <3
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Who’s idea was it to make adhd meds that you have to take at the exact same time everyday? That’s a recipe for disaster.
#oopsy I’m#*checks watch*#10 hours late for taking my meds#that explains why I’m very awake at 4 am#sorry for the spam posting 😭#my brain feels like it’s full of bees#my post#adhd#adhd posting
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