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rafayelsmuse · 19 hours ago

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rant utc you can skip

i keep forgetting how online friendship sucks bc when someone disappears you actually realize if you were truly mutuals or not :/ lowkey stupid I feel like this lmaoo

Lowkey wishing I lived in a city instead of a small town bc maybe I would've had more IRL friends and easier access to go to some of them that live far away.

Guess I just better stay lonely and avoid making more online mutuals. When you change fandoms or drop fandoms they don't look at you anyways bc you'd only been friends bc of that fandom.

#♧ rant #my depression is getting the better of me #♧ i see 'mutuals' tag each other of whom I thought they were my moots too but I never get tagged in anything #♧so why bother trying?#funny how irl anxiety makes online social interacting even more horrible #i try interacting but barely any of them jump into my inbox so why caring putting any effort?#I doubt they would notice if I did dissappear #Bet they wouldn't come asking if im okay and so on #maybe its just my fault #Bc its always my fault #heh crying session has started

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yrdnzz · 8 months ago

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and i got eyes on the back of my head, i got eyes everywhere so i know where you go

#yrdnzz art #blue lock #blue lock fanart #isagi yoichi #isagi #bllk #artists on tumblr #hey #been a minute.... sorry fazgang #I FEEL LIKE IM ALWAYS APOLOGIZING IN THE TAGS my fault #ill do better mb yall i just graduated this month and ive been just chilling doing fuck all bc ive been artblocked AYE EFF #big thank u to jamie for talking me thru this piece even tho its sooo simple #just having someone to talk to about how i feel abt my art was very helpful bc i was definitely stuck on how to start drawing again #what graduating with a bs in comp sci does to a mf i guess #anyways hope yall like this one LOVE U ALL MWAH

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skitskatdacat63 · 8 months ago

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Vettonso complaining about each other not respecting schrondinger's track limits on the radio compilation + Seb's commentary that made me a bit feral

Must include these sexy ass pics okay, it makes me feral how hard they race each other.

Also SO upset that we got this vid and there's also pictures(and presumably a vid out there somewhere) of Fernando, back then, ALSO debriefing this race. And yet we never got them together?????? Evil. Fucked up.

Imagine seeing them complaining about each other but also having to (begrudgingly if you're Fernando) compliment each other IN FRONT of each other. Maybe its a good thing it doesn't exist, bcs then I'd have a heart attack.

#this is just a supercut of the f1 vid in the source so you should watch that as well :)#thank you boo to inadvertently pointing me towards this moment cause man it makes me insane #like the added context of knowing seb was just being bratty cause he KNEW fernando was heated on the radio is SO funny #fernando's radios....actually so feral #'give back the position IMMEDIATELY'#fernando i dont have the position but i will do my best to give it to you anyways #grrrrrrr theres smth about getting to see seb discuss such a vettonso hard racing moment #he clearly respects him 🥹#but even years on you can tell hes SO pleased abt how much he was irritating fernando #this is the kinda clip that makes me wish f1 had proximity chat #them both on the radio like 'does that idiot EVEN know what hes doing'#also the annoying confidence of seb on the radio saying its fernando's fault if he gets a punctuee #and not even mentioning the fact that he could get a puncture 😭#but again. to hear him complimenting Fernando really kills me #just about his spacial awareness and how seb feels like he can always race him to the limit bcs he TRUSTS him #like that is the true f1 romance to me. racing someone hard and complaining on the radio but +#admitting that you never rly felt in danger bcs you TRUST the other driver!!!!!!!#i love sassy angry radios. they both sound so........yeah. im unwell #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #we do a little bit of f1 #2014 british gp #vettonso

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yeetushaitus · 5 months ago

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just a little celebratory drawing for the release of the ace attorney investigations collection!! aai2 is one of my favorite games EVER and im so happy that capcom has FINALLY decided to give it an official localization!!!

funny story about aai2 i started watching an lp of it like 3 years ago but was kinda losing interest in aa in general so i dropped it, came back to the exact same lp in like may-ish and then like 2 days before i finished the lp the collection was announced. LIKE U COULDNT HAVE ANNOUCED IT LIKE A MONTH EARLIER SO I COULD PLAY IT FOR MYSELF COME ON CAPCOM

anyways am currently watching like. SO many aai2 lps its not even funny

#ace attorney #ace attorney fanart #aa #aa fanart #ace attorney investigations #aai2 #ace attorney investigations 2 #my art #justine courtney #sebastian debeste #verity gavelle #eustace winner #ALSO CAN WE TALK ABT JUSTINES NEW OVERRULED.#i will always forever defend the aai collection and all the changes theyre making to aai2 bc tbh i think ppl are overreacting but.#im sorry when i first heard that overruled i had to do a double take #its not the va's fault they were just doing their job but. UGH WHOEVER DID THE DIRECTION. IM COMING FOR YOU #i dont even care that it doesnt sound anything like the original #like neither does rays and his is better now imo #but omg. LIKE I JUST DONT LIKE IT THAT IS NOT MY WIFE #might make a full post abt my opinions on the new voices and names and whatnot but. im dead tired so later

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skunkes · 5 months ago

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#talkys #honestly genuinely having the little hope i was granted Crushed is rly messing wit me 🫶#im pretty sure its not going to happen anymore #which was always possible but at least i had a Chance ykwim #its also my own fault for getting too hopeful but man i was already daydreaming about living peacefully.#having AC. being able to transition. being able to be Alone. finally being able to learn to cook without my #mom not letting me do so. im so sad. i dont even wanna ask for confirmation on how Over it is bc i dont want to go back to being full doome #it rly would have all lined up perfectly ! like its true‚ easiest way to get job is to know someone and i finally Knew someone #and the position would have been tolerable for me.....!#almost dream job! and a job that wld let me move out!!!#im so sad #igts not the yr of cheye after all i dont think #*i didnt gwt rejected or anything. changes at the workplace made it so i probably wont get to have an interview. didnt make it that far.

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personallyfive · 1 year ago

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jealous

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mcytegg · 1 day ago

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i think im way more attached to bacon then i expected bc of everything in that entire convo, the way kab treated and talked to/abt bacon got me closest to crashing out LMFAO

#lifesteal spoilers #crit #???? idek i wanna tag it to be safe #bc like oh my fucking GOD #bro sets a single boundary and suddenly its “i dont even wanna be teamed w him i cant believe he said that”#like dawg no wonder nobody fucks w you when that is ur reaction to ur TEAMMATE having his own thoughts & feelings #people dont Not work w you bc of ur reputation #in fact many MANY people were happy and willing to work w you to fight mane!! u got the server to double tab list w ur efforts #it was gen very impressive and cool to see #but u constantly treating those closest to you poorly generally dissuades people from wanting to associate u #like look at Any other person who has an untrustworthy reputation like spoke clown or ro #people say not to trust them for varying reasons whether its spoke bc he is spoke. ro bc he will betray u for mapicc.#or clown bc he will Always prioritize himself over even his own teammates (whether its his own safety or his beliefs)#people are still happy to team w them and like work w them in spite of whatever reputation they have bc theyve proven to be worth working w #whereas kab is so all over the place that she isnt consistent enough to trust and work w bc one day she cares abt spawn #the next shes griefing it #one day she cares abt “freedom” and “anarchy”#the next day shes not giving people the choice to go against HER ideas #one day shes a self proclaimed pacifist #the next day shes killing 3 heart chungus players #she is the one who painted her own image; how can she fault others for not liking what she has shown them of herself?#okay sorry ill stop now. the tag monster is back at it again LMFAO

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defectivefoci · 1 month ago

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bastardization of ones good intentions or something

#hnk #phos my beloved #hnk cinnabar #never got around to getting every screencap i wanted in this #even so #feelings #phos' continous self sacrifice is just so #i believe he never truly forgot of his promise #but he never understood cinnabar enough #helping cinnabar always became a bonus he could get in his sacrifices for the greater good #anyways #i preach a lot of phos did nothing wrong but mainly bc what most people say he did wrong were things outside of its control #im actually fairly critical of it #mainly bc i see my own faults in her #or something like that #im rambling bc i just think abt her a lot #if you read all of the tags i give you a big kiss in the forehead

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indigopoptart · 9 months ago

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gonna get back into the swing of things with!! some faces I did a bit ago!!!

+ closeups and oc creds under the cut!

the welcome home guys ofc <3

some of my guys!

(Niebla belongs to both me and @akemima ! <3)

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And now, some friends’ ocs!

Lady belongs to @gremliinsart, Keira belongs to @funonion001 !!! :3

Sundown belongs to @carnivalcarrion !! <3

Damon belongs to @sammysun , Wizard belongs to @akemima !! :33 <3<3

#this was a while ago it feels SO OLD #by the way. this was hell to format. tumblr web and mobile both have skill issues idc #welcome home #welcome home fanart #howdy pillar #sally starlet #eddie dear #eddie my beloved <3 eddie my love <3 #frank frankly #oh hes my baby…my babygirl…frank…#sorry i forgot how ill i am about them #laughingstock lowkey been ruining my life lately (bogs fault)#AUUUUGHHH FUCKKK I MISS STAMPS.#oh i got a stamps ask a bit ago. gonna finally respond to it #BTW: saying this now bc its been a problem with a lot of people/for a while. i will answer asks that are asks!#people popping in to say hello is always loved ofc <3 but. it clutters up a lot. if youre new/sharing kind words ill respond ofc!#but if youre in my inbox just to be there/to grab my attenion. im not gonna respond😭 this keeps happening and it makes me kinda sad idk #ANYWAY ANYWAY. not gonna waste my tags with a ramble #oc fanart #sherri stitch-up #hotel hubbub #niebla valentine #puppet oc #daiki iyer #indigo’s art #art #indigo’s ocs #other people’s ocs #puppet ocs #expression practice

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princescar · 2 months ago

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Enomatsumiki ot3 charts bc them and Chappell Roan is the only thing that has been keeping me stable

#scarposts #not going in ANY major tags #nope #enomatsumiki #that one is ok bc its mostly empty anyway #anyway i have been cooking with my Remnant Matsuda au #you should totally ask me about it btw #but with the actual chart #alot of it is steeped in canon #like matsuda being the first to apologize after a fight #which he does in dr0 #and mikan too bc she would apologize before the fight was even over #also the firsts are a bit confusing mainly bc matsushima was together way beforehand so #except the wake up one #thats bc i believe that they would wake up together at the same time bc they commute to work together #if they sleep to begin with #junko however just snoozes away #also not sure with the tropes #childhood freinds are a given #but i did coworkers and classmates for matsumiki bc thats the best i could #and love at first sight and patient nurse for junkan bc i have no fucking clue #pick your poison i suppose #Jealousy is not with each other btw its outsiders #matsuda with two people who thrive off pda when he absolutely does not #its ok they have each other then they can bother him when they are alone #Actually whats with mikan working well with people she absolutely should not?#mikan: i dont like when ppl are mad or bored... i always think its my fault :(#junko and yasuke: 😐😠#mikan: <333333333333333333333333333 #she chose the woman who destroyed the world bc of boredom and the guy who is immune to having a good day

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do-you-know-this-adhd-character · 7 months ago

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Do you know this (noncanon) ADHD character?

Evidence below the cut!

There's a lot going on. I don't know where to start. Impulsivity, emotional dysregulation, hyperfixating, distractibility, infodumping (related to excessive talking), hyperactivity (present mostly throughout excessive talking(throughout the show, ever since his introduction actually, he's been said to blabber and talk a LOT, for longer periods of times)), sensitivity to surroundings (sensory issues?)(Specifically to noise), are all traits he presents throughout the whole show.

#poll #noncanon adhd character #ninjago #jay walker #ninjago jay #jay ninjago #YOURE SO RIGHT.#this is one of the ones i intended to submit myself but never got around to #i used to love ninjago #i even had the url ninja-stop for a while #i watched it so many times #but i havent watched since s6 #it just... it was clearly intended to only have 2 seasons #and then it was popular #so they didnt let it die #and the ninjago movie. oh no #i was furious about it even from the first trailers bc they BUTCHERED garmadon's character #he loves his son!!! he would never forget his name!!!!! he was absent bc he was forced to be not by choice #like ok him being sealed away was his fault but he wasnt intentionally abandoning lloyd #did ninjago ever get good again i hear its still going #also it was weirdly hard to find a good pic of jay with his Proper hair.#i hate that they changed everyone to the movie designs #i refused to use that. i will ignore the movie and its designs #hashtag NotMyJay #...zane was my fave. but i did always love jay

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opens-up-4-nobody · 3 months ago

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You know that feeling where you have ideas. So many ideas. Too many ideas. And they all would take way too much time that you don't have if you actually wanted to execute them. So you just sit there giving yourself a headache because you cant decide where to start? Love that feeling. And by love, I mean I want to take my brain out of my skull and wring it like a wet sponge.

#and so i sit here making myself mad. today the plant ppl have my ire #which isnt fair bc plants r unappreciated but also like ur study organism couldnt exist as it is without fungi and bacteria. which are WAY #more underappreciated. which isnt the plant ppls fault but also i watched like 10 plant photosynthesis videos yesterday #and not a single one mentioned that plants do photosynthesis bc they consumed a cyanobacteria. they always go: and some bacteria can also do #photosynthesis! and thats it. and im like ??? endosymbiosis is so cool? y would u not mention it??? like plants didnt develop a way to do #photosynthesis. they just captured a photosynthetic organism. the plant bias in photosynthesis is so huge and it makes me irrationally #defensive. its like theyre stealing photosynthesis glory XD they've got photosynthesis clout but only bc they stole it lmao #idk its funny that it makes me so frustrated but it's sorta baffling to me how plant focused plant ppl r when plants rely so much on #bacteria and fungi. i mean i guess thr same could b said for animals. especially those with robust endosymbionts. idk i guess its just bc im #and ecologist and microbe person im baffled when ppl think about organism as one thing rather than a system of things #anyway. im mad bc i have things that i want to write and read and draw plus the things i have to do for school. and im doing none of #those things and its bullshit #unrelated

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night-triumphantt · 5 months ago

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Nothing it’s just that I think fem!Cal/wlw caledith is doing something to me @sysba

#first posted caledith art in a while and it’s bc I have been ping ponging genderbent cal in my head #fem!cal is the same rlly #and importantly she is just as tall #and blushy #lollll #my art #triumphantt art #is this a wip?#I mean ig fjskdjsksjs I dunno if I’ll color #maybe I’ll try and do some p line work w it #cal looks like a Disney princess lolll #also cal must always be dorito shaped ig its just the law lolll #killed me that masc cal has more tiddi lollll #also Lou If u see this this is gender bent valens fault 😂#oc: cal #caledith #it’s criminal that I haven’t shared art of them in a while

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s0fter-sin · 4 months ago

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they really 50/50’d the thunderbolts with characters i like and characters i couldn’t give less of a shit about

#i could go my entire life without seeing walker again #bc they completely fucked him up with the ending of fatws #evil captain america good great hes us agent for a reason but then they made him help bucky and sams debut as captain america #and i instantly lost interest #now hes just a self absorbed asshole character instead of a reflection of the us military and all its arrogance and faults #he always needs to believe whatever he does and thinks is best #having him stop and help sam and bucky after they were so against him completely ruins that #yelena? awesome #red guardian? awesome #bucky? im hesitant bc they keep fucking him over but inside im still 14 and still love bucky barnes so awesome #but does anyone care about ghost or taskmaster? bc i sure as shit dont #i sunno im probably not gonna watch it anyway but still #also directly comparing that shot of bucky blowing up the car to the one in tws just shows how badly colour graded thunderbolts is #it looks like a commercial #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #marvelous #thunderbolts #marvel #mcu #bucky barnes #yelena belova #red guardian #john walker #taskmaster #winter soldier

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dennisboobs · 11 months ago

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Things I need to happen in It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia s17:

Robert McElhenney III stops being worried about Mac being ~Bad Gay Rep~ and rather than having him consistently be More Sympathetic and Less Bad than the other members of the gang he's also shown as being manipulative and cruel and having some sort of character again outside of being Dennis' stupid, pathetic lost pet a Gay Man.

Do you guys remember when Mac was "bossy" and "the brains".

#ada speaks #i shan't speak.#is2fg. this fandom.#season 16 did this btw. but you wouldn't fucking know it from the way ppl act like mac's still being Bullied by dennis #im tearing flesh from bone rn btw. with my teeth.#mac is consistently underestimated by this fandom and its only partially the later seasons' fault. he's still fucking 'Smart' !#guy who fucking. plays dumb on purpose bc its beneficial for him to be underestimated #he is a fucking idiot. but for some reason he's always given the benefit of the doubt #and like. oh he didnt mean it that way 🥺🥺🥺 hes just a baby he doesnt know what hes doingggg #poor mac 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

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ormymarius · 6 months ago

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Not trying to start discourse, I genuinely want to know where people stand on this.

#I’ve been hesitant to talk anything sandman related bc it just makes me uncomfortable now #I understand the showrunner isn’t neil and its not the cast’s fault but it’s still his vision so it’s kinda…#I’ll always love morpheus and other sandman characters since they helped me a lot #my respect still goes to the supposed victims I thought we’d get more info but neil gaiman disappeared unsurprisingly #and the news faded #the sandman #netflix #dc comics #polls

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