#Bad habits

[bigmsaxon]

Almost forgot to draw a bad habit for the Black Sabbath.

[tthoughtdaughter]

bad habits.

pairing: dealer!ellie x reader.

summary: when you were a kid you had always put a pillow or a big stuffed animal between your legs, you honestly felt comfort by it. but tonight you decided it was going to be somebodies head.

warnings: uh widely ellie giving head?, use of drugs, girls kissing 🤯, swearing, a little bit of dacryphilia, pretty self-indulgent i know its weird im sorry — MINORS DNI !!

a/n: just because the strikes ended does not mean you shouldnt stop posting about palestine!

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you were helpless, depressed even. being locked up in your dorm for god knows how long. your friends had been nagging you about various parties on campus, you simply just left them on read, not wanting to deal with the aftermath of the party.

it wasnt until now that you had decided to go. not because you wanted to, you were going against your own will.

your friends, isabella, mattie and thea were forcing you out of your dorm because the state you were in right now was just honestly disgusting.

you were packing a bag to go over to isabellas house because they werent letting you stay in that dorm for a minute more, when thea said. “youve been stuck in here for forever, we havent seen you in awhile, we miss you girl.”

you sighed, reaching over to your closet to find an outfit appropriate for tonight. “look i know, things just havent been the best right now.” you didnt bother to look back because you know all thats going to be written on their faces will be pity.

“can you guys help me pick an outfit atleast?” they squeal, marching over to you before yanking you out of their ways.

mattie held up a dress, it was pink, delicate, something you would were on a picnic.

“dude, thats so basic.” isabella called out from the side, rolling her eyes at matties choice.

“i dont wear stuff like this— how would i fucking know?” she huffed.

“calm down guys, why dont we let ms depresso give us an idea of what she wants?” thea shouts over the teo annoyingly loud girls.

“i— depresso? seriously? not even funny.” you roll your eyes before pulling up pinterest on your phone, you always managed to find decent outfits off of the app.

you typed in ‘party outfits aesthetic.’ before you landed on something similar you had in your closet.

the outfit had a mini, mini, mini, mini black skirt paired with a black lettuce-cut, corset bralette looking thingy and just below that, knee-high boots. you admit it, you looked hot as fuck.

“damn girl, if i were gay id definitely hit you up.” way to go isabella, way to go.

“oh please youre totally into girls, youre acting like you dont eye that dina girl everytime we walk around her area on campus.” mattie adds.

isabella did everything in her will power to ignore the comment, but she couldnt help but blush.

the look of approval shot around the room was hilarious and you all burst out into laughter. you really havent felt this good in awhile.

quickly memorising the girl mattie had mentioned before, you could remember she would always be hanging around with someone else.

“hey, any of you know the girl dina hangs with? i cant think of her name.” you think hard, like really hard, you knew the girl was attractive from all the times you had seen her since isabella coincidentally hung there too.

“yeah, her names ellie, i buy from her sometimes. why, you got the hots for her?” thea teases.

“just shut up and give me her insta.” you roll your eyes, playfully shoving the girl as the two others made ‘oooooh’ sounds.

“fine, just give me a second.” thea whips out her phone and starts going through her following. she clicks on a profile and holds the phone up to you so you could get a good look.

her account was private, by the looks of it she had a batman smoking weed profile picture? interesting.. her user was ‘@ellieisawesome327.’

sounds like a name some 5 year old would put on secretly. “oh, interesting.” you couldnt help but giggle, she obviously wasnt the best at using this stuff.”

you pulled out your phone and searched for her user, you didnt follow it just yet, you thought it would be creepy since she didnt know you at all. you simply just kept the name in the search bar, ready for when you actually want to follow her.

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a few hours had passed and you all had gotten done up, makeup, hair, outfits, everything you would do before a party.

“whos car we taken’?” mattie asked. you and the others looked at her like she was some idiot.

“theres only one car in the driveway, take a guess numbskull?” thea pointed out, mattie pouted.

“rude.” she huffed. turning around to scroll on tiktok.

you were sitting on the bed, getting comfy since the party wasnt for another hour, when you spotted one of isabellas pillow. you had put it between your legs, you found some comfort in doing that ever since you were a kid, it was a weird and bad habit.

“whatre ya’ doin silly?” isabella pointed out, she sort of new you had this weird habit of putting things between your legs.

“getting comfy, what does it look like?” you roll your eyes, scrolling through your instagram feed.

“if you actually want something between your legs, try and get head tonight.” isabella added. it was a harmless joke, your group had always joked like this. you toned out the muffled giggles in the back thinking if you should actually get laid tonight.

it had been awhile since you had had sex, and it was getting annoying hearing everyones ‘wild’ stories.

you tool the pillow out from between your legs and threw it back into its position it was in before.

“you guys think we should get going? the parties in twenty minutes.” thea said. you all nodded and got up from your positions to march off to the car.

the drive was ten minutes, you put on your group playlist, it was made for roadtrips you guys took every once and awhile. but tonight you just needed to hear something other then their voices.

you were all vibing to the music when it eventually came to a stop. you sighed and got out of the car, shivering as the cold wind hit your very exposed body.

everyone walked in, it wasnt exactly packed, but you hesitated and mattie noticed that.

mattie was the average femme grouped masc. the one to carry around the shopping bags when you went shopping kind of girl. she was sweet, there were times where you had found yourself harmlessly crushing over her. she knew you had a bit of anxiety and offered you some of her meds before leaving but you kindly declined.

now obviously regretting your decision, she gripped onto your hand and squeezed it tight, for reassurance. you smiled and walked in with the others.

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it had been 2 hours and the group had split, isa probably off eating dinas face off, mattie chatting with some of the guys from a basketball team she had played against when faking being a guy as a dare, and thea off buying or even selling drugs. you were sat on a dusty old couch, not exactly wasted but definitely not sober.

you hadnt noticed you were sitting next to the girl whos instagram you were stalking earlier. but the realisation hit when you smelt weed from her direction.

she was very obviously eye fucking you, she wasnt even shy about it, it couldve been the weed that was in her system or she was wildly bold.

“hey?” you started off your soon long to be conversation.

“hi.” she was caught off guard when she realised you were talking to her.

“ellie right?” she nodded and you exchanged your name to her, along with numbers. you sat back further into the couch, parting your legs a little giving her a slight view of what was under you skirt. you enjoyed the fact that she was looking. a little smirk appeared on your face and she didnt notice it.

“my friend thea buys from you right?” she snapped her head up to look into your eyes. you noticed the green in her eyes under the blue hue of the lights in the room. she nodded,

“yeah why? wanna buy from me?” you shook your head.

“kinda tight on money right now, i would though.” you sighed, resting your head on your hand.

she thought for a minute. “ill share a blunt with you, only coz’ youre cute.” she winked and you blushed.

“oh, thanks..” you stare off awkwardly waiting for her to light it, she was wondering if she made you uncomfortable.

“s—sorry, didnt mean to make you uncomfortable.” you shook your head a smiled before she handed you the joint.

you took a puff and handed it back to her, waiting a bit before exhaling. you noticed she was manspreading. then you noticed she didnt quite look like any other girls that were at the party, very masculine. is she lesbian? no surely not, maybe she just likes being comfortable.

ellie was wearing a worn-out jacket, joels. she wore it everywhere she went.

she caught you staring at the position she was in, fighting the urge to spread them further. you noticed she was holding back from something and looked up at her, oh shit she caught you.

a shit eating grin was plastered on her face. “you ‘kay?” she asked, the same smug expression written all over her face.

you nodded and took the blunt out of her hand. you were blushing under the dim lights in the corner, the rest of the place was filled with colourful lights changing every second.

she started blushing too, she didnt know why. you looked up to her with parted lips. the high kind of kicking in now.

“can i.. kiss you?” you asked softly. you regretted that so hard, fuck fuck fuck she probably doesnt like girls..

she moved closer, draping a hand over your shoulder. “thought youd never ask.” she smirked before smashing her lips onto yours.

the kiss was hungry, like she was desperate for something, you couldnt quite place your tongue on it. the only thing placed on your tongue right now was hers. you kissed her back with just as much passion.

the moans you let out were absolutely pornographic. ellie knew she had to do something about this, stopping the kiss whilst you let out a whine from the lack of attention.

you were borderline wet, like waterpark wet, and it wasnt helping that you were wearing a flimsy skirt that had rode up in the process.

“cmon’ princess.” she took your hand, you felt a bit clumsy for some reason, dizzy, your head was foggy, only thinking about how good she tasted.

you followed her around as she knocked on various locked rooms. finally breaking one open, she slammed it shut, locking it and pressing you up against it. not to hard though, wouldnt wanna hurt your pretty little head.

“fuck, youre so goddamn hot.” she mumbled between kisses. you couldnt help but moan at how turned on she made you feel.

she pushed her knee up between your thighs and you shivered, grinding down onto it. chasing the very needed friction.

you wondered how such an innocent question like ‘can i kiss you?’ turned into you riding on her knee.

“els’, please..” that shit eating grin reappeared on her face and you just wanted to smack it right off, you rolled your eyes. your words and wetness only boosted her ego more.

“please what baby?” she teased. why was she teasing you? you couldnt take it. tears started bubbling in your eyes.

“please just— fuck me.” you mumble out. she liked the sight of you crying, so desperate for her. she was going to tease you more before you actually got what you wanted.

“what was that?” she smirked.

you looked up at her through teary eyes. “can you, uh— go down on me? please?” you were begging, that was a sight.

she pulled you over to the bed, through the dimly light room. “strip.”

you did as she said, it wasnt hard to take off your clothes since there was barely anything on you. first your top, leaving you in a skimpy black lacy bra to match your underwear. then came the boots and skirt.

finally, leaving you in a two piece set. she was waiting patiently for you to take them off. you dont know why you were so hesitant, maybe it was because you hadnt done this in awhile, or maybe it was because her stare was so intense it made your stomach do flips, distracting you from the easy task.

she walked over to help you since you couldnt finish what you had started. “d’ you want this?” you nodded painfully slow.

she peeled off your underwear, holding them up to get a good look before back down to your now bare cunt. it was dripping at the sight of her.

“s’ wet for me princess.” she smirked once more, if she smirked anymore her face would probably get stuck like that.

then came the bra, she asked you to turn around so she could unclip it, she was slightly struggling since she wasnt used to these fancy bras, only because she wears a sports bra.

you giggled and reached your arms behind you to take it off, turning around to leave her ogling at the sight of you.

“youre so beautiful.” you blushed, hard. she looked up at you for some sort of reassurance and you nodded.

a minute ago she was so dominant and now shes sweeter than a cookie. you adored that.

she reached her hands out to cup your tits, so soft, she thought. squeezing them and pinching your now hardened, pebbled nipples.

she elicited a moan out of you. you sat back on the bed for comfort and she dived into them. sucking harshly on your tits.

you couldnt tell if you hated it or loved it, your monas were telling her otherwise.

she left purple marks all over your neck, tits, stomach, anywhere she could mark really. you were huffing, all you needed her to do was touch you down there.

“patience baby.” she replied to your subtle huffs. you rolled your eyes, pleading with your body language as you rolled your hips into nothing.

her head moved down slowly, taking time with your body as if you werent some one night stand. did she actually like you?

she kissed all over your stomach and you felt giddy, you were giggling at how it tickled.

the she dipped her head low, taking in how soaked you were. the whole time you had been rubbing your thighs together. any subtle touch made you go crazy.

she fully dived in, and you moaned her name out, loud enough to here over the booming music. “e-els!” she teased your clit with her tongue, licking a stripe down, giving your clit kitten kisses.

her tongue reached places your fingers couldn’t surprisingly. you couldnt stop panting. it felt like heaven.

your vision was going blurry, white, if the coil in your belly bubbled anymore it was going to snap. “ellie.. i—im gonna!..” she moaned into your pussy, sending hypnotising vibrations into it.

“i know baby, come for me.” those words was the thing that snapped the bubbling coil.

you felt hot slick pool out of you, she lapped up all she could, almost overstimulating you. you were panting.

she got up and laid beside you, toying with your plush tits. you could almost fall asleep right then and there.

“alright,” she patted your thigh. “i gotta get going, heres my number though.” she pulled out a random piece of paper from her pocket and a pen. had she been preparing for this? you thought. she handed you the note like a little kindergartener and put her shirt back on.

you had the sudden urge to shove a pillow between your legs, whining from the loss. you fought back everything in you to shove the pillow that was staring at you between your legs. you watched ellie leave,

she left you on the bed looking back at you to smile before closing the door behind you. you eventually got up and put your clothes on, walking over to the bathroom that was in the small room to fix up your hair and makeup.

you realised your hand was still clutching that little piece of paper. you looked at it and read it slowly, still regaining composure.

‘**** **** **** **** message me ;) x’

you probably werent going to message her, but just incase, you slipped the note into your purse and walked out of the room going to look for you friends to take them home, luckily ellie had sobered you up.

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a/n: im sorry the ending actually sucks i was getting sick of this and i needed to get it out of my drafts. should i turn it into a series were reader actually messages ellie? idk.

[morir-mientras-duermo]

Tengo que dejar de relacionar a personas importantes con canciones que me gustan.

[kindnotestoself]

[I see how hard you are trying to unlearn bad habits and I'm so proud of you.]

[feralratmax]

WIP-> finished uploaded

2 posts one day?! That’s crazy?! Anywayyys, I donno if this is Evan or Habit, Up to interpretation I guess.

I’m starting to stick to a style, something about this is just simple and nice to draw. Mayhaps I’ll stick with it for a while :P

[vanillacoke25]

sooo are yall just gonna forget abt when during a bad habits performance at studio coast, alex tried kissing miles TWICE and as a response he went and fucking sticked his tongue inside alex's mouth??? cause i def ain't forgetting

(btw why can't i find any footage of this anymore??? it's almost like an urban legend now omg)

[kugelblitzzed]

small evan for beloved oomf @m4chus

colour palette makes him look like a zombie but I roll w it :>

[injuries-in-dust]

I don't know why my back is always hurting.

My favourite sitting positions:

[vampirefreakzx]

🔪🐇A collection of all the Habit art I’ve made so far 🔪🐇

Can you tell I love him ALOT🥰💜💚 Also he's just so fun to draw!!

[sabrinathp]

Balancing the elements in your birth chart taught me…

When I say balancing the elements I mean realizing what energy you have more or less of.

Earth Elements 🌎 Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn

Fire Elements 🔥 Aries, Leo, Sagittarius

Air Elements 🌬️ Aquarius, Gemini, Libra

Water Elements 💦 Pisces, Cancer, Scorpio

When you have lots of water energy it means you would need to practice fire energy habits

When you have lots of fire energy it means you would need to practice earth energy habits

When you have lots of earth energy it means you would need to practice more air energy habits

When you have lots if air energy it means you would need to practice earth & water energy habits

Some examples of energy habits I have matched with each element:

Fire Energy Habits 🔥

Exercise (cardio)

Walking adventures & challenges

Singing

Dancing

Group sports

Martial arts

Comedy (lots of laughing)

Earth Energy Habits 🌎

Yoga

Listening to music

Getting a massage

Eating veggies with every meal

Gardening

Time in nature

Hygiene/grooming upkeep

Skin care routines

Taking care of animals

Air Energy Habits 🌬️

Breath work

Meaningful activities with others

Talk therapy

Studying

Journaling

Listening to uplifting talk/music

Reading things that are inspirational

Water Energy Habits 💦

Proper rest

Shadow work

Swimming

Daydreaming/Dream journaling

Spiritual baths

Consuming enough water daily

When seeing less element energy in your charts channel its energy habits to enhance its strength in your everyday lives 🫶🏼

[buggee22]

[cutslikeadiamond]

Shed every skin that no longer fits,

Even if they call me cold-blooded.

And if they try to stop my growth,

I unhinge my jaw and go for the throat.

[jacobhubertusart]

”Keeps me me”, mixed media. January 2025. By Jacob Hubertus. Instagram | Tumblr

[melodrangea]

Hello! I see that requests are open and I am in need of more SE content, so I figured I would just slide on in! I realise you said obscure characters, so I don't expect this to be answered because my home boy is one of the main characters, feel free to ignore this! But I've been so obsessed with the idea of Kid with a reader who kinda just let's people walk all over them. They're too shy to speak up! And out of fear of upsetting Kid they dress as symmetrically as they can! They even started folding their toilet paper and picking up various other habits to please him:') Since they tag along with him everywhere he and the sisters go, they figured it was the least they could do:')))) So maybe one day something happens to say... maybe their outfit or smth? Perhaps it tears on a mission in a way that is asymmetrical. They start crying cuz they are afraid Kid will yell at them or worse- stop talking to them entirely! How does Kid react?

Stay hydrated and eat well!!!!! OR I'LL TAKE YOUR SOUL>:DDDD (Politely ofc U_U) 💛💛💛💛💛💛

Firstly I would like to say I'M FINALLY BACK BITCHES

Between holidays and my computer breaking and needing a new one I was unable to post for the longest time because shipping is a bitch but I'm totally back now and will be posting at least once or twice a week!

Now! Getting back into it...

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-Kid would be the type to absolutely not realize that you are doing all that you do to please him

-he would love the matching outfits and all the symmetric habits you pick up but he figures that's just what happens in relationships and that you enjoys his habits

-after hanging out with them for a period of time, Liz does pick up on what you're doing and worries that you are doing it for different reasons than Kid thinks

-but she doesn't say anything because it doesn't seem to be really affecting you

-that is until you go on a mission together

-you and your weapon partner go on a joint mission with Kid to spend more time together and because Kid wanted to be able to protect you

-anyways the fight gets under swing and slowly but surely you're taking damage

-you don't notice but you outfit it coming undone; the laces rip on your right shoe, one of the buttons on your shirt gets torn off and you build up battle grime etc..

-once the fight is over you go to swipe the hair out of your face when you realize a part of you bangs has been trimmed on the left side

-you panic and inspect the rest of your outfit, realizing the rest of the imperfections in your outfit

-without even meaning to your eyes start to fill with tears, terrified that Kid is going to be upset with you, you heart begins to race and you feel your heartbeat in your ears

-you weapon partner is off assessing damage with Liz and Patty so Kid is the first to notice you upset

-he rushes over to you, at first thinking that you got hurt

"y/n are you alright? are you injured?" his eyes scan over you, hands rubbing soothingly across your jaw.

your lip quivers and tears stream down your cheeks, "I'm sorry" you whisper.

Kid's brow scrunches, "for what?"

you release a shaky breath, "I don't look perfect anymore. One of my buttons is gone, my shoes are dirty, I think that guy with the sword chopped my hair. Please don't be mad at me."

Kid frowns, "oh darling, what makes you think any of that matters to me? I admit I like symmetry but you could be wearing rainbow tie-dye and glow in the dark sketchers for all that I care. "

your eyes widen, "really?"

"really"

-after that mission you slowly start to develop your own style, occasionally swinging for matching outfits of course

-Liz helps Kid point out other habits that you copy unintentionally and helps you to gently shut them down

-Kid is your biggest supporter in helping you choose your own style, he can and will take you shopping whenever you feel like (live laugh love Kid's daddy's money agenda)

-and if you want to keep some of the habits you've picked up Kid is also happy because it means that you like him for who he is <3

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tis all for now my lovelies

please don't be shy about asking because you think the character is "too mainstream", I'm pretty sure my entire inbox is Kid anyways so his character and I are getting fairly acquainted

as usual I am at your writing service my dears

-Melodrangea <3

[areyouokok]

BAD TO WORSE - PILLS

Gojo. S x Reader

sᴛᴀʀᴛ ┃ ɴᴇxᴛ

A/N: This is short I just wanted to get smthn out before I go to bed

!! THIS CONTENT MAY CONTAINS THEMES SOME MAY FIND SENSITIVE !!

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You gasp body shooting up from your bed drenched in cold sweat, you breathing was uneven, your chest stung with each breathe you took like a needle piercing your heart. You sigh laying back down your breathing slowing

You stared at the alarm on your bedside table watching the numbers change from 3:47 to 5:32 in the blink of an eye

You sigh feeling a lump form in your throat. Throwing the covers off your body you rush to the bathroom pulling up the toilet seat and emptying your stomach, you could feel the dinner you had a couple hours earlier come out

You knew it wouldn't stay down for long, you had grown accustomed to throwing up your dinner, knowing to run to the nearest bathroom when a lump formed in your throat

You layed your head on the toilet seat soft sobs leaving your mouth, you wanted to throw up again at the taste in your mouth

After your small breakdown you stood up brushing the taste out of your mouth, sometimes you brushed hard enough your gums began to bleed

You bad picked up a lot of bad habits like, digging your nails into your skin until you began to bleed because you were nervous, staying up late crying, skipping meals, staring at the pill bottle for a bit to long. You had considered suicide multiple times staring at the kitchen knife for a bit too long, or staring at the water below the bridge your mind daring you to force yourself over

You knew if you kept up these habits you would die before you turned 30 but you couldn't break out of the repeating cycle, but it's not like you weren't trying to get better

You stared at your reflection in the mirror, eye bags and suken face staring back at you. You sighed splashing water on your face before going back to your bedroom with tears threatening to fall

You rub your hands through your hair that also began to grow out, your split ends gaining split ends. You also noticed it began to thin some strands even falling out

You had to start getting ready for school but you currently didn't feel up to doing anything. Your parents pushed for you to finish collage, so you did in exchange they sent you money and let you live your life

You were determined to show them you could live on your own but that adrenaline died down and now you wanted was relief

You were exhausted and the loud sound of the alarm only served to infuriate you further "please shut up" you whisper hands grabbing at your hair as you sink into the ground

Finally gathering yourself you stop the alarm throwing on a lazy pair of clothes but before you could leaves the house not your gaze lingers on the empty pill bottle, you roll your eyes slamming the door shut

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You sat in the back the seat familiar as you lay your head on the desk hoodie thrown over your head, the sound of talking muffled by the music blasting in your ears, your leg bounced with anxiety you just wanted to get out of this classroom, away from these people everything was too loud

Your palms were sweaty as the teacher finally entered and he wasn't alone, a tall white haired male entered behind him, you paid him no attention he was just another nuisance

You closed you eyes letting out a sigh. There's a sudden shout of your name causing you to flinch "Yes?" You say startled "Our new student Gojo will be your new seat partner" you let out an annoyed sigh before offering a small 'ok'

You watch as he walks over and sits next to you offering a smile you don't return only now noticing his ocean blue eyes, they held a thousand stories they looked like they could solve all your problems. You roll your eyes resting your head against your palm waiting for the final bell to ring

The classes flew by fast and it seems as if fate was fucking with you because in every class he was there sitting near you, he was always grinning you could tell as soon as that lunch bell rang everyone would surround him like sharks attracted to fresh blood

You were the first out the door when that bell rang you could feel the crystal eyes on you as you left the classroom abruptly

You paced quickly to the main office slamming open the door startling the lady at the desk and others who were present

"I need to speak to Dr. Liam" you whisper watching the lady scurry towards the back and emerge with a familiar face "Ms.L/N how are you-" you interrupt him "cut he shit Liam give me the pills" you demanded watching his face contort into one of cockiness

"I'm sorry but I can lend you anymore pills, per request from your parents" you felt anger boil in you as you scoffed nipping at your finger nails

"What the fuck?!, give them to me I know you have more back there" you could feel his hand find purchase on your shoulder a chill running down your spine at his grin

"I mean I can give them to you but.... What will you do for me" your eyes widened as you shoved his hand off you, groaning loudly as you storm of the office brushing shoulders with a shocked Gojo on the way

He watched you leave confusion overpowering every other emotion, he'd never seen such empty eyes bursting with so much emotion yet empty with none

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You leaned against the wall fiddling with a lighter, not registering the body that sat beside you. A bottle of pills was placed in front of you catching your attention, you gasp eyes following the hand

Your eyes met the ocean blue ones "need these?" That damn grin. Your brows scrunch together as you glare at him suspiciously

"You gonna take them or?" He questioned smirking, tears welled in your eyes as you pushed the pill bottle away getting up and walking away leaving him to sit there confused

'Did I do something wrong?' His grin faltered as he gazed down at the bottle reading the label

'What did you need these for any way?' His mind was left wandering as the bell rang signalling next class was starting

TO BE CONTINUED.....

[paintedcherry]

Uh oh, back with another WIP peek of HABIT. I wonder what he'll be licking off. (Spoiler alert; its blood you freaks.)