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artists going into an art exam using their lover as a reference BEWARE!!!! I have spent 10 minutes straight just gazing lovingly at the photo

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stupid animals

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they got lost in the woods, but at least they have each other

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tiny tim upon my paper

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Jeff the killer Freakazoid art.

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Silly guy!

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Inspired by Arcane :D

I'm going to make one of NinaKate and Hoodie with Masky.

Maybe I'll make one with the Heartless and the X-Virus, but it's not a ship.

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this blog is best viewed in dark mode! please stop burning out your retinas.

@AXEHANDLEHHOUND !

@kugelblitzzed 's silly gayer and arcane loving cousin.

zahchi / kugel

he/him, pansexual

16, 2008

crazy audhd and the fixator of all time

INTERESTS

this is my arcane fixated blog. what do you think?

(i like arcane) (jayvik oh my god) (i SWEAR i have more interests check my main)

MUSIC LIST

radiohead, big thief, alex g, dead calm, declan mckenna, the front bottoms, tyler the creator, frank ocean, steve lacy, most jazz, kmfdm, rob zombie, motorhead

" one day, i am gonna grow wings, a chemical reaction. "

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"jayce would take care of viktor and do all the heavy lifting 🥺🥺" fuck no dude. viktor is WHACKING him with the cane, be so real

viktor giving jayce his cane only to start screaming "GIVE IT BACK!!!! GIVE IT BACK!!!!" in public is the FUNNIEST headcanon I've seen

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viktor giving jayce his cane only to start screaming "GIVE IT BACK!!!! GIVE IT BACK!!!!" in public is the FUNNIEST headcanon I've seen

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words can't describe how much I want this man

The Hound of the Underground

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I would be so straight for her. they should hire her at conversion camps.

i am just pumping drawings out now goddamn

uhhh jane!

she is so near and dear to my heart

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the buzz of near constant static had silenced instantly, and there was a loud crack, a thud and clang of metal and bone against concrete, and a sickening noise that he was sure he would never forget.

he was saving him, that much he had convinced himself of.

because… if he wasn’t saving him, them, then what was this for?

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YEAHHH I LOVE THESE!?

hi, I'm kugel, and I brought the pumpkin pie!

I'm thankful for all my stinky little followers (compliment) and beloved moots for enjoying my content. it makes me unbelievably happy when people like the stuff I make, and I'm always thrilled to check notifications. genuinely this place is a highlight. it's super fun interacting with everyone and I feel insanely comfortable on here, so thank you all! love it on here and happy thanksgiving to those who celebrate!

some tags? @m4chus @sister-lucifer @riverthesheepless @sleeping-jayy @inksheeep @arpichan

Happy Mootsgiving, everyone!

So, technically, I know Thanksgiving is an American holiday… history… yadda yadda. However, this is not Thanksgiving.

This is Mootsgiving, and what I say goes ‘cause this is my holiday. Anyway! Mootsgiving is all the basic ideas of Thankgiving but better because I’m great like that.

I just wanted to show everyone how grateful I am, since gratefulness is a key principle of Thanksgiving.

I want all my moots from different countries to be able to have the picture-perfect movie-esque Thanksgiving of being surrounded by friends and family with all the care and love and gratefulness that can be poured into a single human. And, as the ever-dramatic Runar, what better way to do that than to organize a huge event?

So! Rules!

State what food you brought

State one thing you’re thankful for

My name is Runar, I brought the eggnog, and I’m grateful for each and every one of you 💗🫶

Really sappy and really long paragraph/speech under the cut!!

Soooo… to start off my big long speech… *clinks my fancy wine glass that’s filled with a mysterious substance* (It’s eggnog)

When I first started this blog, it was off a whim. I wanted to do something, something that involved putting my work out there, as I was just starting out. I wanted to mean something. In any sort of way, I wanted to leave a sort of mark. Not just any mark, though, no. I wanted to add a bit of joy, a spark of life that comes from creativity, and adding words and love into the space we occupy on this floating rock in space.

I wanted to write because it made me happy, and I wanted there to be a possibility of someone who was who got joy from reading to maybe stumble upon it, and get joy from me. Get joy from something I was able to provide for them.

I was also incredibly lonely. I had no friends, I had nothing, pretty much. I didn’t talk much. I was reclusive. I was okay, but I was empty. I didn’t have a purpose. And while I wasn’t expecting much, nothing at all really, I was overjoyed at the prospect that maybe just one person would stumble upon something I wrote and for a moment of their day, maybe they got peace from it.

Maybe they felt a little less lonely. I would have been at peace with just knowing the possibility of it was out there. And then… it did. And I got more than I bargained for, even, I got a friend. My first friend.

From there, everything… clicked. Slowly, but ever so surely, things were falling into place. I was gaining something that had not even crossed my mind. A family.

So, my silly dream born from a whim became friends, connections, and family, it became life-altering. It had ups, it had downs, it had in-betweens. It was beautiful and messy and happy and sad and fucked up and so wonderfully… human?

Yeah, this is online, this is a silly mootsgiving idea I thought up three hours ago because I wanted people to know I love them.

But to someone who had nothing, this is everything. You are everything.

Even if we’ve only talked one time, you have a special place in my heart. The character growth has been… one hell of a ride. I’ve gone through many eras, and made new friends in each and every one of them. So, with the end of the year closing soon, I suppose in a way this is not just a silly mootsgiving.

My bigger end goal, really, was to make sure as we get to the end of this ear, you know how genuinely important this whole year has been to me. How important you have been. I got an anon ask,

What does it feel like to be wanted?

It was beautiful poetry. I replied, said I wouldn’t know what it feels like to be wanted. But really? I think maybe I do. I think it feels like having enough people that you love to organize and invite everyone to a huge event online, to write out this heartfelt paragraph and trust that at least one person will care enough to read it.

My beginning goal has changed so much, and not at all. My biggest purpose in life has been, and I think will always be, to add something into this world.

Creativity, joy, happiness, compassion, I want to ensure that no matter what, as long as you know me, you know you have one person on this earth who loves and cares about you with as much feeling that can physically be felt by one person without exploding into a bunch of tiny little runar pieces.

But moreso, I think maybe my goal has changed from wanting to put stories out there, to putting myself out there. I don’t want to write stories that are just fiction, just crafted ideas meshed together to create a blob of fiction.

I want to write pieces of myself into everything, which i think might genuinely be impossible to not do. I want my heart to pour out of my fingers into the things i type out for you, and i want to not only feel things, but to maybe make you feel something too. Something warm and fuzzy, something good, as good as you deserve.

Aaaaannnd…. to end this….

I love you guys, thanks for being here <3

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Alex… save me Alex… Alex save me