#BUT thats why I always loved like dolls and things like that. I wouldnt give a shrimp about the dolls I would just get them for the small
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waow.. found a Beautiful Orb at the store today (giant ferrero rocher). I don't even want to crack into it and eat it.. I just want to hold it.. rotate it in my palm thoughtfully like I am an evil wizard who has just been delivered a Very Plot Significant magical gem and is scheming how to use itÂ
#I'm pretty sure it's hollow inside so I also have a compulsion to break it like I could crush it in my palm#also like a cool evil wizard lol#but I just want to admire it mostly#A chronic personality trait of mine is that I love things that are too small or too large ESPECIALLY food items..#like a miniature version of a candy is cool. a large version of a candy is cool. normal sided version? who cares#BUT thats why I always loved like dolls and things like that. I wouldnt give a shrimp about the dolls I would just get them for the small#stuff. Like miniature food and clothes . love tiny representations of things and little strinkets#I like giant things less but they're still cool. I have a comically large wine glass even though I don't drink alcohol and have never drank#in my life but someitmes I have like.. coffee or orange juice or something out of it and it looks very funny. I also have a few of those gia#nt holiday themed pencils. and I had a giant apple once that was like the size of a football#This fererro rocher is not actually very big compared to a normal one but it's mostly special because it's dark chocolate#NOT Rond Noir though which are the best ones (out of normal fererro rocher. rafaellos. and rone noirs. the Typical Three)#So I was very disappointed that it's just a giant dark chocolate ferero rocher shell instead of a legit giant rondnoir :c#BUT at least it's dark chocolate lol#OH currently playing catch with it because it's like the size of a baseball and this is great#I think everyone should get a giant fererro rocher and unwrap the foil outside and then just throw the raw chocolate orb around#by 'catch' i mean more like... juggling but with one ball. I love to throw things up in the air and try to catch them#like maybe throw them across the room a little and see if I can run to the other end of the room in time to also catch the thing that I thre#w lol.. playing solo catch instead of two people thworing objects back and forth#THIS IS WHAT I MEAN!!! how do people experience boredom???? i do not understand. it's one of the Base Human Emotions that I seem to be#lacking like.. I genuine have never felt ''bored'' the way that people describe it. I can always entertain myself. I could throw a chocolate#ball back and forth with myself for 2 hours I bet if I didn't have other stuff to do . when I was a kid I would sit in my room laying on my#back kicking pillows and laundry baskets up in the air and catching them for like an hour straight. no tv in the background#no nothing. just getting lost in a repetitive physical task. i still LOOOOVE peeling carrots like if I just had a big pile of carrots I coul#d peel. or cutting candle wax into little balls or something. I am entertained by the smallest things. and even if I can't physically#do something and was locked in a blank white room for hours like.. doesn't everyone have a mental landscape they could entertain#themselves with? I spend legit half the day talking to myself and making commentary to myself for fun. there is ALWAYS something#interesting to do or think about like.. I just love everything a lot lol. I think thats part of why I'm also so detail oriented I just pay#attention to everything. I can spend 15 minutes admiring the way a piece of fabric folds at the corner of my sleeve or whatever#ANYWAY.. genuinely overjoyed throwing chocolate around. I wish I didn't have other stuff to get done so I could just Do This for 45 min lol
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secretive plotter, kim dokja, yoo junghyuk, yoo sangah x gn!reader [separate]
another request from @rouecentric đŚâď¸đ¤Ż so surprised rn. Anyways i love od but heâs not here because i don't wanna make them all have a romantic setting then have od be the only platonic one bcs heâs like 12.also tagging @elychee bcs they're AMAZING and wrote abt the lcf trio with a plus sized reader and you should really check it out [wink wink] i really tried to make this gn pls tell if it isn't THIS IS ALSO JUST ME SAYING NONSENSE BTW IT MIGHT NOT MAKE SENSE
ĘÉ Kim Dokja;
DOKJA is just happy he has a lover.
Really.
He also loves hugging you after a warm dayâyouâre just so soft and sweet to him (like anybody would be. hes so
He loves touching you. Hes just such a sucker for affection because he had none when he was younger, and he'd be elated to have someone who could handle his touch and affirm him throughout the day that its okay and they dont mind.
When it comes to your body,he really likes your chest.He lays on it when you both are lying down on the couch or even in bed. But once, one thing led to another on the couch and his head ended up on your thighs. he was literally shaking. His mind was going a million miles per hour and his face went beet red, and it was to the point where you had to make sure he was okay.
ĘÉ Yoo Sangah;
SANGAH is so naturally sweet and was raised in a way that everyone is the sameâand thats how she sees people! Of course, not until she finds an s/o whos plus sized. She finally realizes the beauty of plus sized bodies !!
after a long day of work getting harassed, she just wants to go home and settle down in her lovers arms with a book and some detox tea !!
once, she was laying atop you reading a book with your back against the armrest of the couch and her back against yours, and then she realized somethingâyou were very soft. Well, to her, atleast. Ever since, youâve always been the big spoon!!
Shes never really had impure thoughts about you or your bodyâŚ.in fact, youâd have to bring stuff like that up to her in a conversation because of how little she thinks of it, so i cant really do the thigh thing
ĘÉ Yoo Junghyuk/Joonhyuk;
JUNGHYUK would just be happy that youâd survive a situation where he can't get you both food. ( Idk why i wrote that,i can't go 5 hours without getting hungry)
Heâd usually carry you around as a form of trainingâand never admit it. He also does it just to be able to hold you, but whatever.
He'd be very fond of you (in his head) and try to be very subtle with it-he'd throw you a high grade item and say,'here,you're weak' and if you call him out, he'd glare at you and do nothing else.
By the time that you both are dating, he'd have opened up and really cherished you,hoping to make you happy and give you a life like him of the past would have.
If theres a point where youre dating and not fighting for your lives, he'd love to [secretly] just hold you in his arms and cherish you. It doesnt matter if he's standing up or laying down.He's just so happy to have you in his empty regressor life.
ĘÉ Secretive Plotter;
PLOTTER really doesnt care about body types, even when they come to his s/o UNLESS its very unhealthy.
As iâd suppose that you and plotter would be in a nice,loving and healthy relationship, heâs seen your bodyâno matter how insecure you are. He loves you no matter what, and nobody should ever dare to talk bad about your body and your habits or else heâd (as I said in a previous post) reign hell upon that person.
Putting the reassurance aside, hes very glad to have a thicker/ plus sized partner, due to how much his body is developed. He wouldnt have to see you as a doll and try to hold back his natural strength with all his might (i mean he still has to hold back) but its better than nothing!
he LOVES to put his hand on your thighs. He can't go a DAY without putting his hands on them, if its meant to be a reassuring caress or a more intimate touch. Male? Female? Something in between? He doesnât care.
#manhwa#saintspeaks#leigewrites#manhwa x reader#leigetalks#x reader#orv constellations#orv au#orv#orv spoilers#orv x reader#orv omniscient reader's view point#kim dokja#kim dokja x reader#yoo junghyuk x kim dokja#yoo junghyeok#yoo junghyuk#yoo junghyuk x reader#yoo sangah#yoo sangah x reader#secretive plotter x reader#secretive plotter
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3, 5, & 12 for vincent, francis, and friday i am Very curious
thank YOOOOUUU
3. How did your oc discover themself? Did something cause them to question, or did they always know?
Francis in her own way always knew she was a girlâŚit really just didnât âclickâ for her until she was around 5 or so? like she just hated everything about being called a boy or referred to by masculine pronouns and such, like it just straight up made her uncomfortableâŚ.and being a girl wasnât as uncomfortable for her!! sheâs got a lot of issues still with her identity (sheâs def nb to some degree as well and she doesnât even know what that is or how to breach the topic) cuz of. well weâll get to that in a bitâŚ
for Vincent? iâm not exactly sure when or how she herself figured it out but i for sure know that she started properly/socially transitioning after she ran away from home with Jack. they both def helped each other with like, discovering aspects abt themselves in terms of identityâŚand they were abt 12/13 when they both started having those types of conversations with each other
Friday is, unfortunately, still figuring it out LMAOOO and thatâs a huge part of their character arc. they want to have long hair and dress feminine and all sorts of things âbut NOT IN A FEMALE WAY NO DEF NOT CUZ!! THAT WOULD BE WEIRD RIGHT??? THATS WEIRD and also THURSDAY WOULD THINK THEYRE SOME KIND OF FREAK? AND WOULDNT LOVE THEM ANYMORE cuz LOOK HOW HE TREATED FRANCIS AND-â yeah theyâre. going through it.
5. How did you figure out your oc's identity?
Francis and Vince were always pretty masculine girls and i was like hrrrm. TRANS *stamps them* but Friday being trans/genderfluid was like a lightbulb moment going off? like i dunno, ive never seen that kind of struggle before in anything iâve read! like that struggle with gender identity and discrimination while dealing with yur lame ass on and off bf and estranged adopted child. they became more of a character to me in that aspect cuz like thatâs soâŚHUMAN?? in a way? so that ties nicely back into their story if any of that made sense
12. Does/did your oc ever wish they could change the way they are? Why? If it's in the past, how did they get over the feeling? (this can be about internalized homo/transphobia)
as mentioned before Francis does in fact have like, issues with her identity. yeah sheâs a girl but âsheâs not a PUSSY got it? she hates dresses, wonât do girly shit, sheâs not a whiny BITCH, and she doesnât think about BOYS or DOLLS alright?? FUCK OFFâ. a lot of internalized misogyny, which unfortunately was influenced by Thursday and something sheâs like, repressed is that she wishes she was comfortable with femininity. she in a way feels ârejectedâ by femininityâŚand she hates it for that. âwhy canât she be a REAL girl? why canât she be comfortable in that way?â so masculinity is her shield, what she feels gives her power over others, and itâs a way that she more or less protects herselfâŚitâs def a safety blanket for her of sorts
Vincent just wishes she didnât have scarring left over from her heroin days so she can wear lighter/frillier clothing without being looked at funny. and maybe wishes her voice was a bit lighter
Friday wants LONG. HAIR. THEY WANT TO HAVE LONG HAIR WITHOUT BEING JUDGED FOR IT and wants to wear dresses. they also wish to talk toâŚSOMEONE?? about these feelings tbh, they donât like thinking abt their gender stuff for too long or they get distressed. they def couldâve talked to Hammond abt this (heâs technically trans himself) but their relationship was straight up weird and Hammond also wasnât a big communicator so ya know. ITS WHATEVER theyâre fine everything is fine. NO ONE CAN KNOW ABOUT THIS-
but ya thatâs them! the Issue GirlsTM-
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part six of my playlist analysis!!
part 1 <;- part 2 <- part 3 <- part 4 <- part 5 <- BACK TO THE SOUP WITH YEE
la seine - vanessa paradis no fucking clue what theyre saying but lockwood does idk he just knows french i feel it in my bones. he taught lucy the girls part and they sing it together. he didnt tell her wtf it meant hto and i think thats funny.
merry go round of life - nuvo orchestra THEY DANCE TO IT IN THE KITCHEN LATE AT NIGHT WHEN GEORGE IS ASLEEP SO THEY DONT WAKE HIM WAILS SOBS CRIES. father - the front bottoms do i remember lockwoods canon relationship with his late father? no!! have i decided he has daddy issues?? yes!! (other than his dad being. dead. yk) young girl a - siinamota go look up the english lyrics. have fun. :) a match into water - pierce the veil we've seen how protective lockwood is of lucy, now what if someone almost killed her? think about that for a little bit smile. faster car - loving caliber this is about to give some people fucking WHIPLASH. im not even gonna explain this one cuz i wanna see how many people get it. its only sex - car seat headrest this song is just me projecting onto lockwood so im not. gonna vent here LMAOO laugh till i cry - the front bottoms more lockwood being reckless after lucy left? methinks yes. meteor shower - cavetown (i dont support or even like cavetown all that much i just have an emotional attachment to this song dont kill me please) RHHHGHGHGHFH THIS SONG IS SO CUTE ITS SO THEM ITS SO DOMESTIC AND SILLY JUST IMAGINE IF THE PROBLEM DIDNT EXIST AND THEY COULD GO OUT INTO A FIELD AT NIGHT (if they lived somewhere were feilds existed obv) AND LOOK AT THE STAIRS IM ACTIVELY SOBBING. ribs - lorde this song puts me into an immense state of grief everytime i hear it because it has one of those "nostalgia for something that never existed vibes" and i cherish it so dearly for that and it just gives them vibes. it fits their trio so well (i love holly but she doesnt exist yet here). alien blues - vundabar this is self explanatory i think. come a little closer - cage the elephant this one is similar to ribs for me. where is my mind - the pixies soft nighttime vibes reading together before snuggling up and going to bed <33. its ok i wouldnt remember me either - crywank lockwood thinking about death and how much he has to work with death just knowing jess is right there :( its one of those days when he just cant. get out of bed. luce and george always help him through those days, but its still hard.
memento mori - crywank same thing slightly different font. creature - half.alive uhh fuck you [throws religious trauma at lockwood] my alcoholic friends - the dresden dolls angry lockwood, but not anyone in particular, just angry at the system and the way it treats kids. because its a fucking nightmare and i hate the government. two birds - regina spektor owie owie owie norrie and lucy but the one who stayed didnt have a choice :(. i love you so - the walters rrhhfhhfhfhfhd angst angst angst theyre both feeling like their to much so they both start distancing when literally all they want is to be in the others arms but they cant because theyre afraid. goodbye, my danish sweetheart - mitski i love this song sm its so lucy idek why its just. her. cigarettes & feelings - the haunt absolutely locklyle skirting around talking about their feelings for WAYYY to long. perfume - lovejoy ouch lockwood constantly smelling lucys perfume wherever he goes after she leaves, he sees her shadow everywhere, thinks he sees her out of the corner of his eyes, but shes not there. its all futile! its all pointless! - lovejoy lockwood and his suicidal-ness just thinking for to long about how long he has to live and how hard it will all be. ramblings of a lunatic - bears in trees lockwood ranting to lucy late at night with her hands in his hair just listening to him talk about random shit but theyre together so its ok. snakes - mccafferty i have a slight mccafferty problem can you tell? i dont even know it feels like another just 'them talking' song. the house with no doorbell - mccafferty this entire song is so lockwood coded i will die on this hill. drop from our windows - mccafferty same as the last one. fentanyl - mccafferty i dont actually really know for this one i just think its lockwood vibes. water fountain - alec benjamin what lockwood thinks is gonna happen if lucy hangs out with kipps LMAOO. this is sorta a joke but hes genuinely scared that kipps is going to steal her from him. nights like these - pigeon pit another lucy-and-lockwood-are-both-having-breakdowns-and-panic-attacks-but-seperately-wishing-they-could-be-together type beat. little lion man - mumford & sons lockwood thinking about jess -> could also be lockwood thinking about how he drove lucy away after she left. trees II - mccafferty jesus i have a mccafferty problem. 'i need you more than you need me' NO YOU BOTH NEED EACHOTHER AND YOU DONT RELAIZE IT BECAUSE YOURE TOO BUSY BEING SCARED OF OPENING UP TO THE OTHER ONE DAMMIT. twin size mattress - the front bottoms yk i had to. lockwood is an angsty lad we know he aboslutely loves tfb. aesthetic? (more like ass-pathetic) - panuccis pizza lockwood you sad sad little man. internet ruined me - wilbur soot OK I KNOW. WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE. but the actual sound of it gives lockwood vibes. not the lyrics but the sound. first love/late spring - mitski this is such a lucy song come ON its so her the whole 'i was so young when i behaved 25'??? literally her. helium - glass animals its just. its so them. also kinda feels like george watching their relationship unfold and being jealus vibes WHICH IS WHY I PROPOSE QPR- [gunshots] https://open.spotify.com/track/2BlDX1yfT0ea5wo0vjCKKa?si=32f77e7933024562 <- link because i dont know japanese!! this!! song!! if you where on anime tiktok at anypoint in time you know it and you know why its here.
1983 - neon trees dancing in the kitchen vibes. little talks - of monsters and men this song makes me so distraught but its another situation with talking to the moon (bruno mars) where its lockwood talking to himself in his room, pretending hes talking to lucy. and the series goes on!! we're more than halfway through tho :D part 7 here we go!!
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hey kels i was scrolling through my dash and then i caught a glimpse of your new fallon drawing and i want you to know that i went absolutely buckwild and then i scrolled further to see the whole drawing and i'm pretty sure i squealed. kels ever since ive started following you and your art and fallon have slowly nestled yourself inside my brain its amazing how excited i get whenever u upload a new drawing. also ive noticed that i'm slowly but surely starting to sound more and more unhinged and wild like you. how the fuck do you have so much influence on me.Â
ALSO i love the new fallon drawing!! you are so right blue gold and white are just her colours they fit her v well!! and i love how much texture you used throughout the whole drawing and her shoes are AWESOME!! also love the whole winter fairy-ish vibe <3
ALSO i was wondering if you could like sort of,, idk explain your drawing process on this drawing? like if you did the colouring first or the lineart and stuff bc i just love how it turned out and id love to try something similar!!
AW!!! i am so hype for my awful girl to be Enjoyed so much!! she is my favorite dressup doll i love to play barbies with her most of all heheh. also i am THRILLED that my Unhinged and Unwell nature have rubbed off on u. i know i am a Strong personality and it makes me V POLARIZING (i am either LOVED or LOATHED i havent met many ppl who are just like meh abt me. i am an Experience) and its always a DELIGHT when someone finds my feral animal traits endearing or positive and kind of picks up on them. i think because life is short that we should all be as bananas as we please at any point in time. PURE ID HERE BABY
AND TY TY!! my girl has a strong aesthetic and this piece kind of went a liiiiittle against some of that (its a lot of hard angles vs i normally give her a lot of ovals and rounded edges) but for the setting its appropriate bc im trying to give her a bit more of a """"harsh"""" or """"severe"""" vibe (like as harsh and severe as she can possibly look which isnt very). i LOVE to use texture brushes they are such an easy way to get out of drawing details myself because i am SO lazy!!
okay i ââansweredââ this i GUESS technically because i typed words in response but its a whole lot of jack shit so like. here ya go. SORRY PAL.Â
here are some more shoes as u can see i basically draw her in the same ones always except when i draw her in a plugsuit
OKAY THE DRAW IN QUESTION i kind of cheated on bc i literally just traced over one of my older draws i did for a very obscure au i made of who made me a princess (i am always doing such ridiculously niche shit i love to sit in my little sandbox and have no one else understand my barbie rps) BUT the process is the same as basically every draw i do like this. it is very simple so dont worry (or do, maybe)
i use 1-3 layers at a time and then immediately merge when i feel like im done and LIVE W MY MISTAKES if not!! anyway prepare to be massively underwhelmed heh
this is so funny i cant believe i literally traced my own drawing im a fuckin FRAUD im the laziest bitch i know. anyway. my sketches are way messier than this but it always starts out either scratch ass lines or color blocking w this bright ass magenta bc thats what feels right!!!!!!
HERES THE LAYERS I USED LOL i do all textures n shit as a clipping mask so actually i used 4 layers for this bc id set down one texture or pattern that was gonna overlap on a diff layer so i wouldnt have to work harder to erase and then BLINDLY MERGED to make things more difficult if actually i fucked up before that!!! work smarter not harder except when it is absolutely braindead to do otherwise is my motto
IF IM DOIN SMTH NICER like this then i usually make sure all my lines connect (this is also why i do a lot of angles and simple clear shapes when i draw) so i can set that layer as reference and USE THE FUCKING FILL TOOL BAYBEEEEE!!!!! this also makes it easier to fuck around with COLOR imho bc you can just rapidly swatch with zero efforts. i Love to take shortcuts. i Love to be lazy. i HIGHLY rec this, if i have colored smth that stays in the lines then its bc i connected the lineart and used the bucket fill underneath. if my lines dont connect sometimes ill make a temp line and erase after i filled. im dedicated. ALSO u can see here that my patterns layer is all overlapping and fucked up bc i didnt check and erase fully but i use p limited palettes in general so... IT DIDNT MATTER THIS TIME!!!!!!!!.Â
anyway after all that i lock the lineart layer if i havent already and color some of the lines for some PIZAZZ. easy way to immediately fake effort i do love to do that
HERES AN ACTUALLY MESSY SKETCH:
 i do all of my fucking draws on the same canvas bc im a horrible little beast, so the only reason i didnt erase the sketch and use it for the colors layer was bc there were others on that layer already and i didnt wanna scoot them so i could cap the finished draw. i did NOT connect my lines for this one i colored like a toddler. who gives a shit we all die in the end anyway!!!Â
YOU DIDNT ASK FOR THIS BUT LINELESS MY LOVE... i just color blocked for this one alas i do not have process caps, i will do that next time i draw i guess if anyone wants that!!? i typically only use a single layer for lineless- block out the shape, alpha lock, then color and carve from there. EASY PEASY!! ive shown it before but i spent all my formative draw years on v limited feature programs (mspaint, oekaki, TEGAKI MOST OF ALL) so i dont explore tools much and do what seems easiest and most intuitive to me... im sorry i dont have any sick tricks or real process i am but a feral little clown drawing in the DIRT. also here is the tegaki overlay i use whenever i am Blocked or fatigued w procreate layout. it makes me feel NOSTALGIC and INSPIRED so i do this instead of like, actually getting on tegs2
this ended up long as fuck and FOR WHAT?? its just 10 images and several paragraphs of âsorry im the laziest fucker ALIVEâ
#idk what to say here every time i type anything i thnk it makes me seem just completely detached from reality#its not untrue i GUESS. im Unwell but in a stable SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETED THERAPY AND HAVING FUN WITH IT kind of way#kels talks#damn sorry anon this was a whole lot of not answering you at all
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Sick Little Games
George Weasley x Reader, Draco Malfoy x Reader
Y/N and Draco were known as the ultimate slytherin duo. When she catches him in the act of infidelity, she makes it a goal to hurt him back as much as he hurt her. What starts as nothing but a sick little game, turns into something more with another red headed boy.
âwhat would malfoy think if he knew i was fucking his girl right now?â george grunted in my ear, hips thrusting into mine while my back was pressed against the prefect bathroomâs cold stone wall. my legs were wrapped around his waist, sultry moans tumbling out of my mouth as he fucked me senseless. his words only intensified the pleasure as i gripped on to his biceps for support. he could feel my wet pussy clenching around his throbbing cock, signfying that i was close to coming.
âwhat would your little boyfriend think if he knew how well you take my cum?â i let out a whimper as his thick cock hit my gspot, making my vision go completely white. âfuck y/n,â he grunted as his pace quickened. i let out a string of curse words, toes curling in pleasure as he rubbed my clit with his long slender fingers as we reached our orgasms together.
his movements slowed and eventually halted, cock still balls deep in me as he placed loving kisses all over my face. he slowly released me from his hold, planting my feet back on the ground before completely removing himself from me. with our chests still heaving, we transitioned from standing by the bathroomâs windows, to the warm bubbly bath. this was common thing for us, so naturally we were able to establish a routine. sneaking out of the dorms late at night to see each other, satisfying our thirsts for each other before taking a dip in the bath to relax and cleanse ourselves of our sins.
georgeâs hands worked its way down my neck and shoulders, rubbing out any knots while he gave me little pecks on my forehead. i smiled my first genuine smile of the day. i was constantly dragging myself throughout the day, in and out of my classes, plastering a fake smile until the clock struck a certain time at night where i would meet up with george. âso why are you still with that git anyways?â
i rolled my eyes at his choice of words. i considered not even replying at all, but one glance at his concentrated face with that accusational eyebrow raise, and i knew this was something he wasnt going to drop again.
âhe loves me,â i sighed, shrugging my shoulders.
âhe loves you? is that why you caught him fucking pansy parkinson in the forbidden section of the library?â georges hostile tone rang in my ears.
it was supposed to be our date night. draco knew how stressed i had been with all our recent exams, and how much i needed a break. my sweet, loving boyfriend of almost 2 years proposed we have a date night full of snuggles and snacks to relieve my stress. after getting dolled up and waiting in our slytherin common room for over an hour, i came to terms with the fact that he wasnât going to show up.
the silly thing was, i really tried to make excuses for him. blaise had strolled past on his way up to his dorm and asked why i was sitting there all alone. âjust waiting on draco,â id say passively, in which heâd give me a pitiful smile before heading up. i thought, maybe he just got caught up on some of his prefect duties. or maybe he took a nap and overslept. or maybe he even got detention for the day, but he would never forget about me, right? surely he couldnât forget about his own plans that he made.
iâd grown tired of sitting there all alone, letting my thoughts eat me alive. so i grabbed my book bag and decided to head to the library to get a head start on some homework. walking deeper and deeper into the dark library, thats when i heard it. the faint gasps and moans coming from a high pitched female voice. âugh,â i thought, âwho wouldnât even have the decency to go to a private spot?â
i rounded the corner, my eyes almost bulging out of my skull as i took in the sight in front of me. a bright platinum head of hair stuffed into the crook of pansy parkinsons neck, as he fucked her on one of the library desks with her skirt hitched all the way up. they had been so into it that they didnt even see me. what gave it away was some stupid lamp falling over as i rushed out of the library, tears in my eyes. athough they stopped at the sound indicating someone was there, they never knew it was me.
my vision was blurry, tears streaming faster down my cheeks as i ran away. i wasnt sure where i was going, but i knew i had to be as far away as possible from that complete and utter asshole. from the second i saw him til now, a million feelings coursed through my body. i was devastated, devastated that the man i loved for 2 whole years had been lying to my face. how long was he unloyal for? was this the first time? these unanswered questions made me transition from grief to rage. i was infuriated that he took me as some kind of fool who would never find out about his cheating ways. i had been so caught up in my emotions that i didnt notice where i was going, smacking face first into a very toned chest.
âWoah! Y/N? You alright there, love?â Georgeâs voice was impossible not to recognize. âOh, I-Iâm sorry,â I gasped before turning around to leave. His warm hand clasped around my wrist softly, tugging me back as one of his hands lifted my chin up so that he could inspect my face, and most importantly my blood shot eyes.
âYouâre crying,â his voice was a lot softer than iâve ever heard it before. with him being a gryffindor and me being a slytherin, i was used to the rude remarks heâd yell at us in the hallways. him and his lovely twin have always made my life here at hogwarts a living hell. as of recently, he went from constant bullying to the exact opposite. he was always throwing complements my way as loud and obnoxious as possible. and i knew he did it just to get a rise out of his most hated slytherin of all, draco. draco was always a possesive boyfriend, not wanting any guys to look at me. but having a weasley complement me out of everyone else wouldâve drove him absolutely mad.
however, what started out as an excuse to piss off draco, had turned into something else. george couldnât help but notice how my eyes were a lot browner than he remembered, a certain twinkle in them whenever i got excited talking to my housemates about something. he quickly found himself feeling jealous as malfoy walked through the halls with his arm around my shoulder.
of course, i was oblivious to all of this, which wouldâve explained his soft tone. âIâm fine,â I sniffled, wiping my tears off with the sleeve of my sweater and avoiding direct eye contact. âCome with me,â he wasted no time, dragging me down the corridor before i could mutter a response. he led me to the prefect bathroom, opening the doors for me as i took in the beautiful mosaics.
âhow did you even get the password?â i asked suspiciously to the troublesome boy.
he shrugged, âturned percyâs hair blue and wouldnt change it back until heâd tell me,â
i let out a snort, which i was quick to cover with a cough. only he could make me genuinely laugh after figuring out the man i had loved so deeply, didnt love me back enough to keep his dick in his pants. i turned away from his gaze, but he saw it. he took pride in being able to cause that gorgeous smile, but he was nice enough to not tease me about it tonight. heâd definitely bring it up another day, though.
âso, whats wrong?â he asked, arms crossed as he leaned against one of the porcelain sinks. i let out a sigh, debating on whether i should tell him at all. he was supposed to be our rival, afterall.
âdraco cheated,â i stated. georges face softened, all traces of humor dissipating into thin air. âiâm sorry y/n,â he started, âthat bloke doesnât know what heâs got.â
for the first time that night, i looked up at him and saw the look he had in his eyes. the lingering gaze around my figure, the softness in his facial features, the way his eyes bored into mine with a sense of longing.
that was when a lightbulb when off in my head. ill admit that im not proud of what my next thought was, and it was definitely one of the most slytherin things i have ever done, but it was worth it. i wanted to hurt draco. i wanted him to feel as bad as i did, and i wanted revenge.
i strode over to his leaning frame, making it a point to swing my hips in the process. my lips formed a pout as i spoke to him in a low voice. âif he doesnât know what hes got,â i trailed my fingers from his shoulders down to his chest, âwho will?â
my lips got incredibly closer to the shell of his ear. âyou?â i asked, cupping his buldge with my hand. he let out a barely audible whimper, eyes staring back at me like a deer in headlights.
i left a gentle kiss on his neck, âtell me if you want me to stop.â george shut his eyes for a split second, contemplating his morals. he weighed his options and outcomes. on one hand, heâd be able to piss off that spoiled brat malfoy, which would give him enough satisfaction to last him the rest of his life. on the other hand, heâd finally get to know what the taste of his crushâs lips were like. it was a win win situation. fuck it, he thought before closing the gap between us, lips moving in sync as the kiss became increasingly passionate. his hands roamed all over my body as i ran my fingers through his hair.
it was an amazing night, full of multiple orgasms that left me struggling to walk properly. george was certainly thicker than malfoy. the day after was when the feelings of sadness, regret, and confusion came sinking in. as soon as i woke up and left my dorm, there he was. in his perfect green uniform that perfectly matched his perfect porcelain skin. dracos head was held high, not a care in the world as it was obvious he completely forgot about our date night and had no idea i caught him and pansy red handed.
i walked past him, not even batting an eye in his direction as i made my way to the great hall. ây/n!â he called out, quickly catching up to me, âwhats wrong?â
i rolled my eyes, âyou forgot our date.â his eyes immediately widened as he realized his mistake, cheeks blushing like a tomato as he recalled where he was instead of the date. âdarling, please forgive me. iâm so sorry, i just got caught up in my studi-â
i halted my steps, not wanting to listen to his bullshit excuse, âi forgive you.â he looked at me with bewilderment, ây-you forgive me?â
âof course,â i gave him the most convincingly sweet smile, âits not a big deal at all!â
his shoulders relaxed in relief at my words. oh, what a stupid boy. what a stupid, stupid boy. the only reason i was âforgiving himâ was because i was going to hurt him back, a lot worse. he held my hand in his as we continued our stroll to the great hall, him lifting my hand up to plant a kiss on my knuckles.
right when he had done that, i locked eyes with a familiar red head from across the corridor. he smirked as he watched me, noticing the way my steps were slightly different than normal. it was the same shit eating smile he wore last night as he made me reach my 3rd orgasm, face buried between my legs and licking up my juices as if his life depended on it. i bit my lip as the flashback played in my head, instantly making me feel lightheaded again.
draco and i took our usual spots at the slytherin table, everything seemingly normal until the owls arrived. a letter had been dropped into my lap.
unravelling the parchment, there was a faint message scribbled across in black ink. âsame time and place tonight?â
there was no name or any indication of identity, but i knew exactly who it was. luckily from where i was sitting at the table, i had a clear view of george. as i looked up from the letter, i instantly made eye contact with him, him giving me a sly wink before regurning to eat his mashed potatoes. he didnt need an answer, he knew id come back after the night we had togegher.
âwhos that letter from?â a voice snapped me out of my haze. i jumped slightly before tucking the letter safely into my robe, âoh, it was just mum.â
âwhatd she say?â draco questioned, slightly suspicious as he recognized me hiding the letter.
âshe asked how you were, shes having dinner with your parents this weekend,â i said while gulping down my goblet of juice. draco seemed convinced at that answer, dropping his suspicions rather quickly, âoh thats right, mother was telling me about that.â
it was ironic, really. we were seen as the picture perfect duo. the slytherin prince with none other than his slytherin princess. we had the world in our hands, both coming from wealthy pureblood families. even our parents were over the moon at the news of our relationship blossoming, instantly talking about our plans for marriage in the future. but were we willing to throw that all away for these sick little games?
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One night when one of his clients couldnt pay enough and only gave him half he had noticed a silver skull ring on their pinkie finger.He had demanded it and told them that it would suffice.He had taken the ring to the shop and took two small diamonds from a necklace and superglued them into the eyes fo the skull,letting it dry for at least three days before he gave it to you.
You had a black hat that said âDaddyâ on it.You wore it everytime you left the house with him and it would always make him blush.
He loves when you give him hickeys on his neck and collarbones.Heâd purposefully walk around shirtless when he did deals just to show off.He also loved when you called them âlove bruisesâ
He lets you braid his hair if heâs high enough
You like to rub your fingertip along the bridge of his nose when heâs stressed
You take pretty much all his clothes except a pair of boxers to your house every thursday to wash and dry them
He likes to kiss the back of your hand
âIncoming.âYou warned as you came up behind the tan boy,limping ever so slightly.You wrapped your arms around him,head on his back as he flipped an egg. âMorning.âHe placed a piece of cheese over the egg. âMorning.âYou answered,squeezing him a bit before carefully walking over to the table,sitting down with a slight pain in your lower abdomen.He turned,placing a plate of eggs and toast in front of you,placing his own plate in front of himself. âTired?âHe asked,glancing down at your-his-gray sleeveless shirt.You hummed,staring down at your plate.He lifted your chin with two of his fingers,staring at you with an unreadable expression. âDid I hurt you?âHe asked.You shook your head,tapping at the palm of his hand. âYou were just a little rough.âYou answered,making him pout and apologize a couple of times,carrying you into his bedroom so you could sleep again.
Him teaching you how to roll blunts.
âHow are you gonna be my girl and not know how to roll?â
He knew he wasnt good enough for you but he didnt even care.he was sure that if he told you that youâd agree and ditch him.
He wears one of your bandanas around his wrist.
He heard one of his clients call you two âThe Beauty and The Beastâ which he found really funny.
When he told you your reaction was: âThey called me a beast?âÂ
You never failed to make him blush
âCan we make cookies?âYou asked,preparing yourself for his answer. âDo you want to make cookies?âHe asked.You nodded,hands in your lap. âOkay,do you need help?âHe asked.
He liked to randomly pick you up
You were making your morning coffee when he picked you up,threw you over his shoulder and carried you to the bedroom,tossing you onto the mattress and straddling you.He placed a gentle kiss on your lips,pushing your hair back. âMorning.âHe smiled.
You liked to paint a lot,usually painting flowers,skulls and seahorses on your thighs until you ran out of space. âBear?âYou mumbled.He hummed,looking down at you. âCan I paint on you?âYou asked,expecting a no.He blushed a bit,nodding. âOf course,doll.âHe replied.
He got a fuckin tattoo of a lily with a rose in the middle that you had painted once
Youâd randomly cry sometimes,head in your hands.Youâd breath through your mouth instead of your nose because it would make a whistling noise and would alert Barry.You didnt want him to find you but he always did,taking the time to hug you tight and brush your hair. âI know,doll,I know.âHe didnt know at all but he just tried his best to comfort you.
He really liked when youâd die streaks of your hair pink.He thought it was adorable.
He was really good at cooking but didnt cook a lot
Heâd make you mac n cheese when you were really upset
Or heâd just buy cans of frosting and you two would eat them with spoons while you watched dumb horror movies
âThat bitch just tripped over airâÂ
âWhy do I feel like youâd be the killer?â
âI would be the killer but I wouldnt kill you.â âWow,thats sweet.â
He was a kinky asshole but didnt try half of the stuff he was into on you.He was too worried about hurting you or going too far past what you could handle.You were fine with a little overstimulation but you were pretty sensitive to other stuff.
He likes when your fingernails graze his scalp whenever you pet his hair.Heâd get the same buzz in those few moments that he got when he was stoned.
He loves when you palm him through his pants when you two are watching tv
You two playfully smack and poke eachother.Youll poke at his chest and smack his arm,heâll poke at your hip and slap your ass whenever he can.
Heâs a very hardcore top but maybe if you ask nicely heâll let you be on top.Maybe.
Sometimes youâd come out of your room to grab a water bottle when he had a client over.Your âDaddyâ hat,his shirt,sweatpants and the skull ring on your ring finger.You werent paying attention,grabbing the water and going right back into the room.Barry had watched Rafeâs eyes,becoming angry when he saw where they were.When he heard the door click shut he pulled out his knife,stabbing it into the table to get Rafeâs attention again. âDont let me catch you staring at my girl again,country club.Thisâll go right in that tiny dick of yours.âBarry threatened.
He loves when you say scary or disturbing things because of the way that you say them.You always say them softly and with a small smile like youâre talking about a good book or movie.
âI dont understand why cannibalism is illegal.âYou said softly,stirring the sugar into your coffee. âEat your breakfast,baby.âHe spoke,slowly taking away your butterknife.
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Hi! I love your posts!! Could you do one where the reader just moved in and Beej is flirting with/trying to get the reader to say his name while they unpack all their boxes? Something like that? And maybe the reader can casually flirt back and act as if theyâll say his name but tease him and end up not doing it? Just an idea?
Anytime!!! Hope this is kinda what you were looking for darling đ
New home. Who dis?
You sighed heavily... exhausted from the carrying. You glanced around at the boxes that were spread across your living room.
You heared a heavy grunt on your left and looked in the direction of the noice.
Beetlejuice was slumped into his throne he poofed into your living room whitout asking... dramatically flopped down into it.
His vibrant green hair was a bit dull from the workout too.
Sure, you had been carrying some boxes... but poofing half of them away from your previous appartment had took some strength from your favorite demon as well.
He insisted on helping you out... but you were also determained to carry some of your stuff yourself. You wouldnt want to risk your photos scattered around in the netherworld by accident.
Beetlejuice his low growl brought your drifting mind back to the present.
Trouble never looked so god-damn fine.... You squinted your eyes a bit... was that... a... disco ball?!
You scoffed your suprised thought away. You shouldnt be suprised anymore... but there were days he still amazed you with his randomness.
You got up with a grunt, and Beetlejuice asked you: "Hey... babes... where is that pretty ass going?"
You yelled back when you headed towards the van one last time. "Getting that big plant! Last thing and then we're done!"
Beetlejuice hummed in approvement. You got the plant out of the car and headed back to your front door.
You looked down to your doorstep.
Whatthe- .... that certainly wasn't there before...
You put the plant beside you on the tiles.
"Beetlejuice!!" You called with glee, and before you were done with saying his name he poofed up beside you. Smirking towards the door-mat between you when he leaned on your shoulder.
"Yes babes!!!! That's it!! Two more and i can give those pretty lips the attention they deserve...."
"Beetlejuice...." you continued, and your ghost with the most was already vibrating in anticipation. His hair was an excited neon green and his eyes were filled with pure bliss, a lot of love, and a tiny bit of manic.
His hoarse voice grunted in your ear again: "Yes baby!!! This is gonna be so goooooood!!! Your dinner table looks like its the perfect size to hold up the both of us. Im gonna make this worth your while. Promise!! Just... one... more..." You continued: "Beeeee.... a doll and explain to me why i have this doormat?"
Beetlejuice pouted and grumbled with a frown: "Its... our doormat. And... its freakin funny. That's why!"
You chuckled and decided to give the poor boy a break, you whispered what he wanted to hear all along: "Beetlejuice, Beetlejuice, Beetlejuice...."
With a green spark and a lot of green smoke your ghost with the most smirked at you like the cat who got the cream. Bouncing on the spot in excitement.
Before you had time to register what was happening his lips crashed on yours and your fingers tangled instantly in his hair. You heared Beetlejuice chuckle in the kiss and he muttered against your lips: "Doll... if i didn't knew any better I'd say you like the hair more then you like me..."
Your fingers scatched his scalp lightly and Beetlejuice purred at the attention. The low purring made your confidence peak and you pulled his hair in a reflex. In return his mouth found your neck and Beetlejuice bit down on your pulse point.
It took you all the willpower and focus inside you to whisper: "...inside."
A mischievous glint was seen in the eyes of your ghost as he poofed you two away. You felt a hard surface underneath you and you glanced down...
"Damn Beej!! I told you already... Not on the freakin' dinner table!! Hell no!"
Beetlejuice chuckled and kissed you sweetly on the lips before he teasingly spoke: "Fine, babes... But next time I get to pick!"
A green lightning bolt shoot through the air and you two disappeared again.
You certainly got to explain something to your new neighbors later on...
He poofed you down on the bed this time. His lips found your neck again and he breathed on your skin: "You did so good... worked so hard today... let me reward you for that, doll..."
From that moment on... it all went blissfully blurry.
....
Bonus-part -->
After two hours and a really good time later... you loosened yourself out of the embrace of your green-haired lover. Okay... green/pink haired lover. Could you even call an actual demon a lover?
You pressed a soft kiss on his scruffy cheek and escaped his arms around your waist. You heared him mutter to you, all confused: "Where do you think you're going angel?" His hands tried to grab your waist again when you left the bed, Beej continued: "...Im craving hugs... Dont leave me babes..."
You replied with a chuckle: "You always crave hugs... you green gremlin. Im gonna go to the bathroom real quick. Im sure as hell not leaving you. Also... this is my house. So... yeah. Be back in a second..." You pressed a kiss on the top of his green hair and you went to the bathroom.
You opened the door and your jaw went slack in amazement. When you could speak again you laugh echoed through the bathroom. You couldnt help but admire the humour in his actions.
What. A. Little. Punk. Goddamnit!! "BEEJJJJJ!!!! WHAT THE HELL, DID YOU DO TO MY BATHROOOOOM!!?!"
(Cause we all know he would get you that shower-curtain and bath-mat....)
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fairy prince!yeonjun
this has been in my draft for so long since CYSM i decided to just post it...lengthy and messy because originally it was just a prompt :D also inspired by she-ra and the princesses of power lol i love that show
pairing: yeonjun x reader (fem)
genre: fantasy, a little angsty
summary: you got captured by yeonjun, the crown prince of the fairy kingdom in the magic forest
choi yeonjun, the crown prince of the fairy kingdom deep in the magic forest
the fairy kingdom has been one of the greatest protectors of the forest for thousands of years, along with other kingdoms in the magic island
the island being covered almost 1/3 by the forest, the fairy kingdom remains one of the biggest and strongest kingdom to ever exist
however, it is also not the friendliest kingdom as it is hidden deep in the forest to protect the ancient magic and stones
the foreign organization exploits the hell out of the island but never get to touch the forest as it is protected by magic and ancient spirit of the ecosystems
the leader of the evil interstellar organization wasnât so dumb either, they waited for years preparing the best strategy to get what they want: the ancient magic and (said to be) stolen stones to combine with their crazy technology so they can conquer the universe
the leader of the evil interstellar organization wasnât so dumb either, they waited for years preparing the best strategy to get what they want: the ancient magic and (said to be) stolen stones to combine with their crazy technology so they can conquer the universe
mistaken for a new kingdom, the evil organization is known for their evil sinister king. When rlly heâs just a capitalist asshole that only cares abt money and power... and his precious daughterâor what the locals callâthe evil princess, you
he also has a younger son, prince taehyun, your half-brother, who happens to be a genius and good with technologies. But his father wanted him to be a warrior, not some nerd. So heâs never really fond of him :(
one day you grew tired of being seen as a delicate doll that needs protection, youâre a trained warrior thatâs always at least on the top 3 in class. Plus youâre older than taehyun so you need to prove yourself to your father if you want to be force captain and to take the throne one day (yes iâve been watching a lot of she-ra) but your father just couldnât risk it
one day, the your kingdom poisoned the forest and unlike any previous failed attempt, this time it finally worked
the day the invasion occurred, you sneaked out of the evil kingdom to join the force that your half-brother co-lead... i mean, you have lots of knowledge about the history and ecosystem of the magic forest, thanks to the help of your best friend, healer elf prince!soobin, whose kingdom had been corrupted by your father (but he still hangs around bc they did no harm to the elf kingdom, just taking over the whole region)
i mean, what could possibly go wrong?
well thee answer is: everything
you got captured IMMEDIATELY by the fairies
even better, youâre captured by the fairy prince!yeonjun himself. you were sneaking in the trees under the moon light, in the dark dark forest. and thats how you ended up being strangled by the prince himself and tied up with vines and thorns
you were in an awe the entire time bc you had no idea that the fairy prince would be this beautiful and ethereal. he just looks so... delicate and magical and soft, despite the fact that he almost choked you to death
youâve just never seen any creature as beautiful as him, all glowing and sparkling softly under the moonlight
the glimmering luxurious pastel dress that he wore fits him perfectly, and the flower crown on his blonde locks made little butterflies fly upon him. His eyes cold but shines brightly, and everywhere he goes, he leaves trails of fairy dust and sparkles
but to your surprise, heâs kinda mean and short tempered. A frown never leaves his soft peachy lips
one look at you and he goes "... and what could the infamous little princess of the evil kingdom be doing in MY land? doing MEAN and EVIL stuff? hm??â
youâve heard about the fairies not being the most friendly creature but you thhought they were just vicious, not sarcastic and seems angry all the time
and strangely enough, unlike other fairies, he didnât have wings. And the flower crown on his blonde hair looked more like horns growing out of his head
he grew impatient from your lack of response but he couldnât kill you yet, he needed you to get back at the evil kingdom
so he brought you to his kingdomâthe kingdomâs prison, to be exact. But itâs just a beautiful chamber filled with wild plants and flowers and glowing fireflies underneath the moonlight, you were kinda confused when he said itâs a prison since the concept of prison that you grew up with is practically just a cold dark chamber of torture
âTHIS is your PRISON? you sure youâre not taking me on a fairy date just now? to meet your pretty little fairy friends?â you said with a smug on your face, knowing that he wouldnt dare to intentionally hurt you, as he is a creature of natural protector despite his short temper
so you use this opportunity to annoy the hell out of him
âpretty flower crowns you got thereâ âbtw where are your wings? arenât all fairies supposed to have sparkly translucent wings?â âhonestly i thought prisons are supposed to be a little more dark and intimidating you know, not like this pretty fairy gardenâ
youâd give him headache and the urge to use some forbidden magic curse on you but he didnât because your corpse wouldnât do any good
âthese are HORNS! and not every fairy have the same physical features, stop stereotyping us! itâs disrespectfulâ he snapped
you were just complimenting him why is he always so cranky
i mean his horns look so beautiful they could easily be mistaken as a crown...
after gathering some information, you broke out of the prison with the help of the dying forest and weakening magic force
but you didnât want to return just yet. you needed to gather more information as the forest started to heal
also youâre kinda lost your way back home lol
your father was FURIOUS, he blamed everyone for your abduction. even your little brother got enough beating for that
as days gone by, you feel like youâre getting closer to the secrets of the island, and also the fairy prince
and every encounter with him itâs just consist of a lot of bickering and sword fighting and being angry at each other
one time your faces were far too close to each other it made you let your guards down, but you snapped out of it quickly and proceed to strangle him
for some reason he never try to actually kill you and you never seem to get the right chance to kill him. itâs weird coming from you bc thatâs literally whatâs youâre trained for, to kill the prince. you still gotta prove yourself, remember?
but youâre getting used to each otherâs presence so much that it became amusing for him
âwow (y/n) this is actually a fun date idea. Iâm giving it a 4/10. couldâve been a solid 10 if you didnât try to stab me in the ribs tho :/â he said in the middle of a sword fight
one day youâre battling in some strange part in the forest, you were spying on him but got caught
but little did you know, it was one of the forestâs sacred sites. Itâs filled with the strongest magic and ancient technology and guarded by forces you donât know yet
you got struck by some ancient magic, resulting in some strange event to happen. which led you to be captured by the fairy prince yeonjun himself, again
you were kinda weak from the struck so most of the time heâs the one guarding you in the prison, keeping an eye on you and limiting your suspicious moves
so all you can do in the meantime is to either insult his annoyingly beautiful prison or annoy the prince himself
he always seems pissed and suspicious for no reason so itâs kinda fun to you
âare you in pain or something? did you get struck by some strange magic too? why are you always so mean and angry?? are you hurting somewhere ??"
âexcuse YOU? am i supposed NOT TO ?? maybe i wouldnât be so mean and angry all the time if the evil kingdom DONâT try to exploit the forest ALL THE TIME, every think of that? does that ring a bell? here's a hint: iâm talking about YOU, princess (y/n)â heâd roll his eyes, angrily walking in circles. kinda mad at his dad for making him guard you
i mean... there should be enough guards in this castle, right?
little did you know, the magic is actually weakening... leaving the royal bloodsâ magic the only force that can protect the forest, for now
âfor the hundreth time, i am NOT a princess! iâm a fucking warrior, so stop calling me that!â sometimes you get pissed for his sarcastic remarks and his attitudes in general too. also this time youâre not really feeling well after the struck
âwhatever you say, my princessâ heâd blow flower petals on your face before giving you a smirk, dancing away gracefully as he picks flowers and tuck them into his flower crown... dozens of flowers immediately grows back for every single flower he picks from the ground, what a sight
youâd blush and try to look away. he never used his magic and charms for this type of things, usually itâs just for some silly pranks or weak attempts temporary torture in the battlefield (bc using magic drains his energy quickly)... so why now? was he really using magic or was is it just you?
after so many encounters and chances of being alone together, you sure know how to get on each otherâs nerves... and each otherâs head
you were there for a couple days, itâs kinda weird that you didnât try to escape
turned out you were kinda sick, the strange magic struck weakened your senses and abilities. but you didnt want to admit it nor let him know that youâre literally vulnerable right now
you were smart enough to use this opportunity to get close to him, telling lies about how pitiful your lifeâs been as a princess and how you just want to prove yourself to your father, you donât even care about conquering the universe
he didnât buy that at first, not until you told him about how the evil kingdom sees the forest. youâd say your father thinks the fairies are the bad guys bc they stole the stones from the ancestors of your fatherâs planet thousands of years ago and that theyâre just trying to get it back to heal their dying planet
you didnât lie at that part, it was true... at least for the invaders. thatâs how he kinda get surprised he had to tell the fairiesâ version of the story
turned out that itâs all just a misunderstanding between the two parties, but unlike yeonjun being the democratic soon-to-be leader that he is, you still want approval
which you can only get by killing the fairy crown prince yeonjun before his coronation
but jokes on you, you kinda have feelings for him too. you didnt even try to kill him when he fell asleep holding you in his arms... youâd always say to yourself that âit wasnât the right timeâ to kill him just yet
of course it wasnât. there never was, and never will be. you love him, dumbass. even the moon shining upon you the two of you could easily tell
heâd start to tell you secrets... secrets of the forest, his ancestors and families, the kingdom, the magic island, everything
you knew the forest is dying, but what you didnât know is that he never wanted to be king,, he doesnât feel like heâs qualified to be one. hell, he doesnât even have wings, and heâs got horns growing out of his head. no fairy king or queen written in history of the magic island to not have wings, ever
âbut itâs not required, right? literally nobody said youâve got to be born with wings in order to be a fairy king. itâs already in your blood, yeonjun.â you would reassure him as you lift his chin so you can clearly see his eyes... all shaky and scared
heâd kiss you and you swore you almost forgot about your personal mission of luring and getting him into your trap
he told you about when he was just a fairy child... other young fairies and forest creatures bullied him for having horns and no wings,, i mean... heâs a fairy after all. itâs actually really natural, itâs just unusual among the immature creatures
one day he ran away way too far out of the forest... to the giant thorned vine bushes that looked like a cavern... it was dark and scary, heâs never seen this part of the island before
he didnât know that itâs an entrance to the darker side of the island, where your father landed the ship and invaded a whole region of natural resources and innocent creatures, including the elf kingdom
and then he met a little girl, holding a basket full of flowers and wild berries, with a messy flower crown made of wild flowers on her head. she approached him and asked him softly if heâs lost and why is he crying
he was scared at first because sheâs dressed like human, but after a while he learned that sheâs harmless. he told her heâs scared that one day heâs gonna turn into a monster bc of his growing horns
âhorns? i thought these were a crown... a very peculiar one, i must admit. but didnât you say youâre a prince? a prince is supposed to wear a crown, right?â the little girl said brightly
âhere, let me tuck these flowers in between your hairs and horns... now itâs a flower crown! itâs always been a crown, but now you have flowers!â she would jump around happily, which made the little prince smiled a little too
the story kinda shocked you... could it be that...?
no, snap out of it! itâs not even important nor relevant to your current circumstances
but you never thought that the crown that he proudly wore all the time has been... a growing pain for him
speaking of pain, the part of your back thatâs got struck by the strange magic the other day keeps hurting you, and that night it started to get worse, two vertical scars started to form, followed by black liquid running down from each one
âyouâre hurt! why didnât you tell me?â he snapped, his voice filled with worries and anger. maybe itâs because of the fact that black blood could only mean one thing... dark magic
he took care of you and looked after you all the time
and yet youâd still tell him lies... and giving him false hopes
âletâs run away, together... to somewhere far, somewhere safe, we can build our own forever...â
#lol sorry english isnt my first language#also this is my first txt au so sorry if its a bit off lol#but fairy prince!yeonjun been on my mind 24/7 ever since they dropped the eternally mv#the thought of it makes me go :(((((#txt scenarios#txt imagines#txt angst#tomorrow x together#ningdungi writes#txt au#alternate universe#fairy prince!yeonjun#choi yeonjun#txt magic au#txt fantasy#txt fanfic#tomorrow x tomorrow#fairy prince au#magic island au#txt fluff#i guess#txt eternally
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Atsushi inadvertently becomes the ADAâs jack of all trades through the power of YouTube Tutorials. Kenji accidentally breaks a desk? YouTube tutorial. They need no-bake cookies for Ranpoâs sugar cravings? YouTube tutorial. He needs to figure out Excel because Kunikida is panicking about deadlines again? YouTube tutorial. Dazai was so chaotic that he broke a bone and they need an emergency split while Yosano isnât there? YouTube tutorial. Anyways! (Nyanon, 1/6)
Itâs okay, they grew up in an awful situation and only had each other, they can bath together a lot and no one can say anything. But yesss that sounds like something sheâd do- And actually, maybe she and Kyouka donât get along, at first? Because Lucy feels her position as Best Friend is being threatened by having someone so close to them, and Kyouka might not trust anyone outside of Atsushi for a little bit. Thatâs just how the mind works sometimes! (Nyanon, 2/6)
Then they realize they both like using their closeness with Atsushi to piss off Dazai and theyâre just like, âoh, a Comrade.â Also, do you think Atsushi would know about his ability, here? Since Lucy would be there, too, and she has a pretty obvious ability, so maybe theyâd put the pieces together... And hm, recommendations? Well, Iâm not multilingual, so these will all be English language books- Iâm awful at learning new ones, nothing sticks- But letâs see... (Nyanon, 3/6)
Well, Iâve always been a fan of Fablehaven and Secrets of the Immortal Nicholas Flamel, and while Iâm not as big a fan of it, the Percy Jackson universe is well known for being pretty inclusive compared to other series, I think. All three of them combine the modern world and fantasy pretty well, though the first focuses more on magical fantasy, the last focuses more on mythological fantasy, and the second focuses on a combination of them. (Nyanon, 4/6)
(Also, speaking of fantasy, I now have a feel-good Magic Reserve AU. I have too many AUs.) But! While Iâm not an avid reader of detective novels myself, I do agree that Ranpo lending Atsushi books is adorable~ I want them to interact more than they do in canon, ugh. I want Atsushi to interact more with everyone than he does in canon, really. Moving on to another General Atsushi Concept: He hand makes a good majority of the presents he gives to others! (Nyanon, 5/6)
As mentioned earlier, he might consult a YouTube tutorial to do it, but he just doesnât always have a lot of money- So he hopes that homemade dolls or accessories, baked goods, photo albums, and other things made by hand are just as good. Heâs always worried that the receiver will hate it, afterwards, but itâs the thought that counts, right? (Nyanon, 6/6)
ATSUSHI JACK OF ALL TRAADEESSSS my talented baby he can do anything he wants. lucy would at first but seeing how kyouka had a pretty sad childhood she would definitely see herself in kyouka and soften up- but that sweet sweet bickering would remain- until they come to their senses and finally realise that queens stick together and piss off dazai
while i do feel like he WOULD know i also feel like he W O U L DNT??? like, since he cant control his ability unlike lucy- it feels like she wouldnt tell him because she knows the guilt would be too much if he realises that HES the one causing so much trouble and he cant control it- and would definitely justify the headmasters abuse even MORE. so while he would know, i also see why he wouldnt. but when he does get to know with dazai and the others heâll definitely be sad/mad at lucy for keeping it from him but after a heartfelt conversation heâll understand and theyll make up uwu
(it feels kinda weird to have a universe where atsushi Knows of his ability and then have the same story of how he got into the ADA play out- for some reason i cant wrap my head around how THAT would work)
dont worry!! while i am multi lingual i dont mind reading mostly english books- most detective novels i be reading (even lighthearted ones for kids) are in the language of the country i live in. ooo percy jackson!!! love those books uwuwu though ive only read a few of them. and ill check the other books out when i have the time!!Â
i want atsushi to interact with everyone in canon more as well smh, especially fukuzawa and yosano- idk they just seem more interesting owo. BU T him making most of the presents he gives AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THATS SO CUTEEEEEEE, heâll definitely put a lot of time on them and make sure theyre perfect ugh <333 hes so cute and anyone getting a present from him would appreciate it so much (tho i feel like maybe for some special occassions like maybe the persons birthday, heâll also buy a present at the side- maybe some snacks, a thing theyve been talking about- atsushi would probably keep note of what the people closest to him have been wanting throughout the year)
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Love and Leather /part Sixxty Eight/
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A/N: continuation from 67! Enjoy! Feedback is always appreciated
Warnings: language, extreme angst, intense therapy sessions, SMUT(bear with me. I haven't wrote smut in a hot minute)
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*Nikki's POV*
"Nikki, Vanity is in the hospital. She doesnt want you here but im not taking Arianna to the hospital because I dont waknow what kind of condition Van is in. So, I need you to be here for your daughter, or are you actually the asshole I think you are?"
I stared down at the desk, trying to Process waht was going on, "Nikki? Did you hear me?" My stomach was twisting into knots as my heart felt like it was stuck in a vise grip.
"The hospital? Is-is she okay?" I breathed out the words. You know when you have those moments where it feels as if all time is standing still and you are the only person in the univer? Thats how i was feeling.
"I dont know Nikki! All i know is Arianna wasnt picked up from school. I found her waitin ginside when I left. I tried calling Vanity but she didnt answer and I had a voicemail from the hospital saying she was there and im her only emergency contact she has."
I reached for my water, dowing it until the bottle was empty, "Uh...uh...it's gonna take me hours to get there regardless..."
Clementine scoffed, "Unbelievable, do you not fucking hear me? Vanity is in the hospital!! The mother of your child and so called loved of your life needed medical attention!"
"It's gonna take me hours to get there..." I repeated.
"I don't give a shit Nikki. You have the fancy jet, use it."
I shook my head, "Look, im the last person Vanity wants to see right now. Can't you just send Ari to one of her friends or something.? Can't someone else watch her while you go to the hospital? Clementine, I'm across the country..."
She laughed, "As if I would send her to stay with Jason. I'm her only friend here, Nikki."
I felt my bood boil and my body become tense, "Ja-Jason? She's talking to Jason?" My jaw was clenched as I galred at the doorway, seeing Brandi scowling against it.
"Well Nikki, if you had kept your promise Jason wouldnt be an option." I closed my eyes, breathing through my nose as I shook my head, "He's not a fucking option!!" I yelled back in defense, "He aint even a fucking blimp."
"Are you coming or not? Arianna has already been so upset and stressed out lately. I don't want her to be upset even more. Trust me, Vanity feels the same way."
I glared at Brandi, "Just give me a few hours." I watched as she threw her arms up and shook her head.
"You fucked up this time. I mean it. You can ignore Vanity, but you dont lie to your kid."
"I know! I know! I just...look I'll explain everything whenI get there, alright?" I retorted as I hung up the phone and looked at Brandi, "You! It's all your fucking fault!"
Brandi was appalled, "Me? I did nothing! You were the one who didnt call and kept saying you were too busy! Don't put that on me!"
"I did nothing." I mocked her voice, walking past her and to my bedroom, "As if you didn't fuckin use coke and your body to make stay with you."
I shook my head, quickly grabbing garments from the closet and throwing them on my bed, "Filled my head with bullshit!" I shouted as I threw the duffle bag on the bed next.
Brandi laughed, "Oh come on Nikki. You know who you really want."
I shook my head, trying to rid my ears of her nasaly voice, "Yeah, now I do! Now that I know my daughter has been crying over me and that Vanity is in the hospital! It takes her getting hurt to make me realize it!" I screamed, watching her flich at the loudness, "It always takes Vanity getting hurt to make me fucking realize how much of an asshole I am!!"
God, I fucking hope she's okay.
"Oh my god, she's probably being dramatic! Nikki, please don't go. I just got you back, stay here with me. Please baby?"
"Why?! So you can keep ruining my fucking life? So you can keep going on the lavish trips and shopping sprees?! Fuck you and fuck off! I'm done. If I get back and your shit is still here, I'm burning this fucking house to the ground with you and your shit in it!" I threatened, grabbing my bag and then my car keys right after.
"I'm serious, Brandi. I am done. I'm signing the papers and giving them back to the lawyers."
*A few hours later*
I got out of the rental car, slamming the door as I parked outside Vanit's apartment building. I went inside, repeatedly pushing the elevator button until it opened,. I stood in the elevator, pushing my hair out of my face as I tried collecting my thoughts. I had called Clementine on the plane and she said she was at Vans house waiting for me. I couldn't wait to see Arianna.
The door slid open on her floor as I speed walked down the hallway before I was face to face with her front door. I knocked and waited until it opened.
"Took you long enough." Clementine answered, a bitchy glare on her face as I sighed, "I'm sorry, okay! I am sorry!" I said, almost out of breath as I looked at her.
"I am not the one you need to apolgize too." She snapped at me as my eyes glanced over to Arianna who was staring at me from across the living room.
"Pumpkin.." I got down on one knee, smiling at her, "I've missed you."I frowned when she completely ignored me and walked straight to Clementine.
"I want Mommy." She whsipered, pulling on Clem's hand and looking up at her.
"I'm gonna go get her babe, okay?" I tried reassuring her, but all i got in return was mean glare.
Clementine smirked as I straightened back up, "Good luck, hope you come back in one piece."
*Vanity's POV*
I glared at the wall, sitting uncomfortable as ever with my arm in a sling, dried blood around my nose and six stitches on my forehead. My glare then went to the nurse who entered my hospital room. "Can I just fucking get something for pain?! I'm dying here!!" I yelled at her, they've ignored my requests three fucking times!!
"Hello! Are you fucking stupid or something?!" I groaned, pushing the bed side table towards the nurse as she was standing at the counter.
"And something other then god damn ice chips?!" I shouted grabbing the pink plastic cup and throwing it out into the hallway.
The nurse turned towards me, "Ma'am, you need to behave. r I will get psych down here to take you to thier side of the hospital. You understand me?" She berated me like a fucking child as I looked away from her and out the window, "I will work on getting you something to drink. Buut I cannot give you any medications." I rolle dmy eyes, pulling my arm away from her touch as she tried to wrap the blood pressure cuff around my bicep.
"Do you have any recollection of what you have put into your system? cocaine and diamorphine were all found in your blood system."
"What the actual fuck is diamorphine?" I qustioned her, rubbing my temples as I felt myself becoming irritated even more.
"Plus, when you came in your blood alcohol contenet was at a point one five and thats three times the legal limit in the state of New York." I looked at the banana bag I was hooked up too, "Diamorhpine is heroin, Vanity."
"Jason..." I mentally cursed him out, "I don't do heroin." I told her as she looked at me with the same look she probably gives other druggies taht tell her the same exact thing.
"Well, we did have difficulty setting up an IV, your veins are shot in both your arms. Luckily, we were able to get the veins in your hands to cooperate or we would have had to do a pick line straight to your heart."
I shook my head, "I don't do heroin. The blow was probably mixed with the heroin. I wouldn't willingly touch heroin. I didn't- I wouldn't."
"You are very lucky the car accident wasn't your fault, but the police will be in touch with you later to get your statement. May I take your vitals now?" The nurse, whose name tag read Margie questioned as I nodded.
"Statement? I don't rember anything. When can I go home? I have a daughter-" I gasped, "I have... i have to call Clementine!" I tried getting out bed but the nused pushed me back gently by my other shoulder.
"Our charge nurse has already conta ted her, now please, relax. I'm sure your child is fine." I took some deep breaths as I relaxed into the stiff bed, "Now, since youre awake and coherent, you dislocated your shoulder and you have a concussion so no blood thinner or it could make it worse. You had a minor laceration on your forehead but the doctor took care of it."
"Sorry to interrupt you Margie, but your patients husband is here." Another female nurse stated.
"I don't have a husband." I told them and right on queue, the blood pressure monitor started beeping eratticaly when I saw Nikki.
"Get out!! I don't want him here!!" I picked up a cup of jello, chucking it as hard as I could at him but he ended up catching it in his hands.
"I thought you said you were her husband?"
"I'd rather fucking kill myself than be married to him!"I shouted at the nurse, her eyes widening at my statement.
"Margie, should I call psych?"
Nikki put the cup of lime green jello on the counter, taking hesitant steps towards me, "I am just here to take you home. Clem called me and I just flew on the jet all the way here. She's with Arianna, she didn't want her to worry."
"You're her ride home?" Nikki nodded, "No! I'm not going anywher with this psycho!" I motioned to Nikki as he frowned.
"Doll, please?"
I pointed my finger at him, "Don't do that to me, Nikki! Don't look at me like that and don't talk to me like that!"
He rolled his eyes, completely ignoring me as he started talking with the nurse, "Can i have her discharge papers, please? She'll be safe with me. She's just a little uh...pissed off at me at the moment. It's nothing new." Nikki tried to laugh as I glared at him and as the jurses looked a bit weary.
"Do you have another ride, Vanity?"
I exhaled in a defeated manenr, "No. I don't."
"Why don't you step outside with our charge nurse while wehelp her get dressed an situated with the sling." Margie explained to Nikki, motioning to the door as he nodded and stepped out.
I pulled up my jeans after they handed them to me followed by my booths. The nurses helped me put my shirt on, with minimal complaints from me about my shoulder hurtinbefore hanging my jacket off my shoulders.
"Van, look, I don't want to be here-"
"You should want to be here, Nikki!" I shouted at him in the middle of the hospital, feeling other doctors and nurses look at us.
"Stop it! Just let me finish! I meant here, in the hospital with you! Clem called and here I am! So i'll take you home and just fucking go back to California if thats's what you want, alright!?" Nikki raised his voice as I stared at him in disbelief.
I vocally let out a "Ugh!" before pushing him to the side, "I can't stand you!"
"Yeah, just keep it coming Vanity. Tell me how much you hate me!" Nikki followed with heavy footsteps as we evenutally made it outside of the hospital, "Fuckin telll me Van! Tell me how horrible I am and how much of an asshole I am! Let's get it out of the way now princess!"
I quickly turned around, shoving him with my free arm repeatedly, "Where were you?!" I yelled, "You bastard! I can't fucking believe you would do this!" I shoved his chest again, forcing him to lean back into the wall as I continued to do so, "i'm so fucking sorry wer're such a bruden to you and your wife!"
"She's not my wife! I was busy!" He defended himself as I shoved him again, "Vanity, knock it off!"
"Busy with what Nikki?! Tommy's been here so don't even tell me it's the band and I highly doubt divorce papers take three months to sign!"
"She tried getting me to stay and-"
"Tried?! Nikki, you did stay! You chose her over me, not even me but your fucking daughter!" I shoved him again, but this time he grabbed my arm and forced it to my side.
"Calm down, now!" He lowered his head, shouting in my face as I fought his grip, "She's getting her shit out while im here! My marriage to her is over! Alright?! Stop acting like a fucking bat out of hell!"
I forced my wrist away from his grasp, "Just take me to my daughter."
"I'm sorry, Vanity. I really am."
I rolled my eyes, opening up his car door before sitting down, "Fucking save it Nikki. You're always sorry."
When we arrived at my apartment door, I unlocked it and tried slamming it in Nikk's face but he stopped it from closing.
"Mommy!" I sighed, trying to keep my tears in check as I picked up Arianna and gave her a hug.
"Oh baby, I'm so sorry. Mom got into a little trouble and she had to go see the doctors, but im okay now." I smothered her cheeks in kisses, "Pizza and cookies? Wow! Did you tell Auntie Clem thank you?"
Arianna giggled, "We made them for you! And we saved some pizza. Auntie said you would be grumpy and hungry when you got home." I smiled, silently thanking Clementine.
"Boo boo?" Arianna frowned as she pulled on the swing a bit.
I nodded and brushed my finger over her cheek, "Yeah angel, a really big boo boo but i'll be better in no time." I smiled as she kissed my cheek. I saw her then look over my shoulder as I sighed and put her down on the floor, "You should go say hi to daddy while he's here..."
Arianna glared at him before she loooked up at me, "I saw him already."
"Nikki took a few steps before crouching down to her height, "I've missed you princess." He smiled at her and fixed a loose strand of her hair, "Dad's been busy.." Arianna wasn't buying his bullshit either as she walked away from him and went to play with the scattered toys in the living room.
Nikki, the six foot and buck seventy five man that he is, got on his hands and knees and crawled over to her, "You got new toys? Those are pretty cool."
"I want to play by myself." Arianna told him, moving all of her toys away from Nikki and putting them in front of her.
I felt Clementines glaring at me, "I am fine."
"Oh really now?" She laughed a bit, "What the hell even happened Vanity?"
I motioned her to come over to the table and sit down with me so our conversation would be out of earshot from both Nikki and Arianna.
"You cannot get mad, alright? But I maybe snorted a bit too much and drank a little, or a lot. I don't remember crashing, and I sure as hell don't remember getting to the hospital-" I laughed, "And get this, heroin was mixed in with the blow I got from Jason. Isn't that hilarious?"
"Vanity..."
"No worries! It's all good!" I reassured Clementine with a pat on the arm, "I'm fine, I mean kinda. My shoulders dislocated and I have a concussion. They flushed my system, I'm good! I'm great!" I shrugged it off like it was nothing as Clem wore an upset look on her face.
She took off her glasses, rubbing her temples before she looked at me, "Good/" Good until Jason gives you more drugs?"
"I'm not. I'm done. I finished off what he had gave me, I told myself that's all I would do. I'm sorry clem."
She scoffed, "Sorry?" Vanity, you could've been seriously injured or worse. You're wasting money on this crap!" Clementine raised her voice just a tad.
"Well, so what if I am? It's not like I'm broke or poor." i retorted, glancing over and seeing Nikki attempt to get into Arianna's good graces.
"Nice, real nice Vanity." I looked back at Clem, seeign her stone cold glare.
"What?!" I gave her a confused expression, "That was not a shot at you if that's what you are thinking. You're not broke or poor. Your paintings sell and I give you money for being her babysitter."
"I said I wanna play alone!!" We both turned our heads when Arianna had yelled at Nikki, "Give me my dolly!" She yelled again, snatching it out of his hands.
"Princess, I am sorry I've been gone." Nikki spoke with hurt in his voice as he stared at her in shock before he glanced at me for guidance.
"Arianna, c'mon. You can't just ignore me." Nikki smiled before ticking her sides.
I watched as she pushed his hands away from her, "Go away."
"She's as stubborn as you are." Clementine mumbled to me as I nodded.
"I don't want to play with you." Arianna muttered as she moved away from Nikki completely, taking her toys with her but he only followed after her.
"Daddy just has stuff to take care of in California, ya know?" Nikki spoke softly as he laid on his side and tinkered with one of her toys.
"Go back to 'fornia!"
Nikki sighed, narrowing his eyes at her, "Arianna, do not yell at me."
"You lied! Mommy said you lied!"
Remind me to stop gossiping with Clementine while Arianna is within the same vicinity.
Nikki side eyed me before turning his attention back to her, âBabe, I-I didnât lie. I told you Iâd be back and Iâm here now.â
âYou stutter!â
âArianna, I didnât lie to you! Stop yelling at me!â Nikki raised his voice, not necessarily yelling at her but he was stern.
âLiar!â Arianna shouted, throwing her doll at Nikkiâs face before she ran down the hallway to her bedroom. I heard her attempt to slam her door but since little tiny fingers and door jams donât mix well, I had put foam at the top of the wooden frame.
Nikki mumbled as he got off the floor, âJust like your mother.â
âI think maybe you should goâŚâ I told him as his eyes darted over to me.
Nikki shook his head, âI flew all the way out here. She can be stubborn all she damn well pleases, but Iâm not leaving.â
âThen you should have called. Kids arenât stupid.â
I closed my eyes, wishing Clementine had not put her two cents in as I felt Nikkiâs anger rise even more.
âStay the fuck out of it! It isnât any of your god damn business!â He snapped at her quickly as she rolled her eyes before she stood up and started grabbing her things.
âClem..â I spoke softly as I watched her shake her head, probably plotting how to murder Nikki and get away with it.
âNot a single fucking thank you for making sure your kid doesnât know you like to come home high and pass out. That she doesnât know how much of a fucking asshole her father is.â
I glared at Nikki as he rolled his eyes at me and went to sit down on the couch, âClementine, Iâm sorry. But thank you for making sure Arianna is always safe. I love you?â
She sighed, glancing at me as she looked back at Nikki, âI love you tooâŚjust call if you need me okay? Maybe take your mutt to go get neutered, he likes pissing on everything.â
I tried to keep my laughter in, âBye Clementine, Thank you.â
I closed the door, turning around and leaning against it as Nikki stood in the middle of my living room.
âCan we please talk now? Just you and me.â I watched as he fiddled with his thumbs as I went to the fridge and grabbed my bottle of wine and glass from the cupboard.
âI donât think you should be drinking if youâŚâ Nikki stopped talking as he was met with my death glare. I sat down on the couch as he sat down next to me.
âYou were gone for months, Nikki. You didnât even call! You barely called at first and then it just stopped. How is that suppose to make me feel? To make your daughter feel?â I expressed my grievances as I poured the sweet red into the glass.
âVanity, Iâm sorry.â He placed his hand on my knee, âI fucked up. I really fucked up. SheâŚBrandi gave me coke and it had me going for a minute. I was an idiot.â
âBlow? She gave you blow? I introduced you to your fucking child and you just run back to la la land because of some fucking dust? Prioritize whatâs important to you, Nikki!â
Nikki shook his head, âI thoughtâŚI just thought maybe you didnât really want me back, that it was all just a one time thing.â
That alone sent a knife straight through my heart, âA one time thing?â I stared at him, âAfter the night we spent together before you left, you really thought that was a one time thing? I wouldnât of said the things I said if it was just a one time thing.â
âBabe, I was justâŚshe fucking cornered me and it was a moment of weakness.â
I laughed in his face, âMore like a moment of stupidity. Let me guess, she offered a few lines to you with her mouth wrapped around your dick again?â
Nikki took the glass of wine out of my hand before pulling me towards him, âI am sorry, okay? I messed up. I listened to the wrong person. I made a horrible mistake. I promise darling, Iâm not going anywhere. Iâm done leaving. I should have never went back there to begin with, shouldâve made the lawyers fly out here.â
I felt his hand wrap around mine as his thumb brushed over my bruised knuckles, âHow do I know that Nikki? That you just wonât leave again? That I wonât have to think of some bullshit reason to tell Ari why you arenât here.â
âBecause Iâm not going anywhere Van, I swear to god Iâm not leaving again. Iâm not leaving unless you and her come back home with me. Brandiâs gone, princess. Itâs done. She used coke because she knows itâs one of my weaknesses right after you.â
âWhy does she have such a hold on you Nikki? I saw the pictures in the magazine. You two looked so happy.â I felt my chest get heavy as tears started building up.
Nikki kissed the back of my palm, âThose pictures were a bunch of lies doll, you have to believe me Vanity. I had to stay at a hotel for a few days after cause I felt soâŚso fake and wrong. I just wanted to hide and disappear from the world.â
Nikki wiped my cheek with a finger, âWhy didnât you come back to me right after that? You couldâve came here Nikki.â
I saw tears in his hazel eyes, âI-I was scared. Scared that the weeks I spent here with you and her was too good to be true. That all of this was happening again. Itâs us Vanity, when are the cards ever in our favor?â
âWe have some pretty shitty cards dealt for us, huh?â I laugh as I wipe his tears from the corner of his eye, âPlease stop hurting me.â I begged him as I cupped his jaw, feeling the muscle relax underneath, âIâd wait forever for you, Sixx. Iâm stupid for doing it, but I would do it in every universe.â
Nikki frowned, âI know. I know. I wonât, I promise. PleaseâŚplease donât take me out of yours and her lives. I want to be apart of it.â
âNikki, thatâs all based on your behavior. Not mine.â
He nodded, âOkay, fine. WhereâŚwhere can I start? What do you want me to do.â He was acting like an attentive puppy waiting for his next treat.
âCan you get Arianna ready for bed?â
Nikki laughed, âHow hard could that even be?â
*Nikkiâs POV*
I had chased Arianna round the house for the past hour, even tripping and almost falling over rugs and her toys that were every where. I chased Arianna into her room as she laughed her ass off. No, this wasnât a fun game of chase.
âArianna, time for bed. Now!â I grabbed her as she started laughing more. I carried her to her bedroom before pulling down her blankets and putting her in bed.
âYou arenât the boss of me!â She said, kicking the blankets off and attempting to get out of bed. Iâd be willing to let her but it was already nine at night.
I lightly pressed on her shoulders, putting her Back down, âArianna, do you want me to use my mean voice? Bed, now. Or you wonât like it when you donât get any cookies or TV tomorrow.â
Her big brown eyes turned to saucers, âYouâre being a poo poo head!â She shouted, tugging the blanket away from my hand.
âYeah, and youâre being a brat. Go to sleep.â I realized that was too harsh when her bottom lip quivered.
âYouâre being mean!â She pouted as she grabbed her stuffed animal and turned on her side and faced the wall.
âGoodnight angel.â I muttered before turning off her ceiling light and plugging in her night light, âOr demon.â I whispered as I stepped out of her room and closed the door.
I walked into the kitchen, seeing Vanity downing some whiskey. She had just taken her pain pills not even thirty minutes ago, âMaybe you need help. Rehab or something.â I told her softly as she shook her head and put the bottle back in the fridge
âVan, you got into a car accident. Weâre lucky this wasnât another Razzle incidentâŚ.â I trailed off as she stared at me in disbelief.
âNik, it was just a fluke accident. Plus, the person in front of me was driving like an idiot. Iâm fine.â
I raised an eyebrow, âFluke accident? Vanity, I ended up dying and coming back. If I had someone tell me then I wouldnât have gone through all that. And you especially wouldnât have had to find me in my closet after.â
Vanity rolled her eyes, âLiterally everyone did tell you to slow downâŚâ
âAnd did I listen? No, I was too late and I was lucky to come back from it. Donât you get it doll?â
She huffed and puffed, âYouâre being dramatic. Iâm not going to die. I donât over do it like you. Jason just had a bad batch that was mixed withâŚâ I waited for her to say it, âHe gave me blow that was mixed with smack.â
âOh, speedballs. Next thing you know youâll be freebasing.â I retorted as she let out a gasp, âI would never do that! Listening to you and reading those journals you had were scary.â
I chuckled, âScary? Well, seems like youâll be looking for something more intense soon enough. Itâd be a shame to make Arianna go through what you went through with me.â
Vanity shook her head, âI would never go out looking for something stronger and I would never do that to Arianna.â She defended herself as this argument was now becoming amusing to me.
âThatâs what I said too. You know, you act as if I was never a drug addict. Sheâs not gonna be able to tell you to stop, sheâs a kid Van. I had to watch my mom do this shit.â
She glared at me, âBecause Iâm not an addict like you Nikki. Iâm not hiding in closets and I never do this stuff around her. Yeah, Jason comes over but we donât do drugs here.â
I shook my head, âA guy you shouldnât even be associating with in the first place! Heâs bad fucking news, Van.â
âWhat are you? My fucking dad?â Vanity snapped quickly as we stared at one another.
âFine, do whatever the hell you want. Iâm gonna go find a hotel and Iâll be back in the morning.â I grabbed my jacket off the chair as I walked past her, âGoodnight V.â I spat out hastily as I opened up the front door.
I felt her hand wrap around my wrist as I hung my head down low and exhaled, âWhat? Weâre just pissing each other off. Youâre on edge because you were forced to detox at the hospital and not thinking rationally. You really want to argue more, Vanity?â
She shook her head as her hand moved to mine, holding it tightly, âI want you to stay with me, please?â
My eyes met hers, seeing the pain and vulnerability in them, âIâll relax, okay? Iâm fine. I just want you to stay with us. Youâve been gone way to long.â
She pulled me inside, walking backwards as she played with the rings on my fingers, âYou relax too. I can tell youâre upset.â
I pulled my hand away from her, âVan, why do you think Iâm upset? Clementine called me saying you were in the hospital? Do you even have a clue what I thought was wrong? That maybe Arianna would be without a mother and I wouldnât have you anymore? Do you know how terrifying that is for me? Youâve been the only constant, besides the band in my life. Youâre all I have VanityâŚand I already had to experience life without you and I donât want to do it again.â I sat down on the couch as she sat down next to me, her back resting against the arm as she looked at me.
âIâm fine Nikki.â I shook my head, âNo you are not. You arenât fine and you havenât been fine for a while. Is thisâŚis this because of me? You doing this to yourself. The drugs? The drinking? Hanging around Jason?â
Vanity played with the ends of her hair, picking off dry blood as she looked at me, âI donât knowâŚâ I rested my hand on her knee, brushing my thumb across her skin, âItâsâŚitâs not because of you. Itâs because of the hurt and the pain you cause. Iâm high and I donât think or feel it. It numbs it..â
I laid my head against the back of the couch, âHave you gone to your therapist lately? If you donât want to go to rehab then you need to be going to therapy.â
âNo, I havenât.â She mumbled as I groaned.
âVanity, you need too! Iâll make an appointment for you.â I looked at her, seeing her staring down at her nails until I put my hand under her chin to make her look at me, âI think you need to come back home. You live where thereâs a dealer around every corner and back alley. Youâll never get clean here.â
Her eyebrows tightened together, âIâm not leaving New York.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause I donât want too!â She quietly shouted, âArianna was born here, this is all sheâs known, Nikki.â She expressed her concerns as I listened.
âI understand that, but donât you think sheâd love to see the ocean? Be near me instead of only flying out when I can? Sheâs a kid Van, she can adjust. I think itâs only you who doesnât want to come back home.â Vanity looked away from me, wiping her cheeks as I kissed the top of her knee before resting my chin against it.
âThen Iâll fly her out to see you or something. Thereâs an ocean here too, ya know? You moved around so many times as a kid and look what it did to you. I donât want that for her.â
âIâm move here, then.â
Her lips parted, âYou canât move here. Everything for you is in Los Angeles, the band, the music. Not New York Nikki, no. I wonât let you do that.â
âFuck the band, Vanity! I have enough money to not need the band for a while. I want you and I want our daughter, nothing else. I want you.â I told her as she wiped her tears away again and looked at me, âI want you the only way I know you. I want you to be okay again, to be a good mom and to be my best friend. If you donât want to be my girl just yet, fine. Arianna can just take your place.â
Vanity broke out into a beautiful smile, âThe only girl thatâs ever allowed to to take my place.â She rested her hand against my jaw, thumb grazing over my cheek, âI still love you Nikki.â
âI still love you more.â
I let out a sigh, I guess we'll save the coming back home argument for another day.
*A few days later, Vanityâs POV*
âMommy..â I opened up my eyes, glancing over at the clock and saw that it was seven in the morning, âDaddyâs making breakfast and I donât want to eat it.â
I chuckled, sitting up carefully and resting my shoulder against the pillow, âAnd whys that?â
She shrugged, âCause heâs a poo poo head and heâs being mean to me.â
I stared at her, brushing her messy hair out of her face âQuit calling him that Ari. You know, youâre probably hurting his feelings. He said he was sorry, youâre being stubborn like me.â
âI am not stu-stubborn!â She defended herself as she crossed her arms over her chest and gave me the stink eye.
I grabbed her and put her off to the side as I got out of bed, âLetâs go get ready for school and then youâre eating whatever your dad made.â Arianna crawled out of my bed as she started running to her room, âAm not!!â I followed her and went to her closet to pick out an outfit.
âGet dressed and Iâll do your hair after you eat breakfast.â I repeated myself, âNo!!!â I chuckled as her tiny hands pushed me out of her bedroom.
I walked down the hallway and into the kitchen seeing Chef Sixx attempting to flip pancakes, âOw! Fucking piece of shit!â He shouted as the bacon popped oil onto him as he turned it.
âNeed some help?â I asked him as he turned around to look at me, laughing as he did so
âHa! Yeah right! Iâm not letting you anywhere near this until itâs done. Iâm not eating burnt bacon or doughy pancakes.â He continued to laugh as he started cracking eggs in a bowl before whisking them.
âIâve learned to cook.â I mumbled as I sat down on the barstool, Nikki handing me a cup of coffee right after.
âTwo sugars and a lot of creamer, right?â He questioned a smile on his face as he held up the spatula. I nodded and took a sip.
âHow was the couch?â My lips tugged in a crooked smile as he had an unamused expression on his face.
âIt was fine. Would prefer to keep your bed warm. ButâŚit was fine.â Nikki exasperated, âI had Ariannaâs fairy blanket to keep me warm since you didnât give me a blanket or a pillow.â
I looked at Nikki, taking another sip of coffee âYou didnât ask for anything last night. So how am I suppose to know?â
Nikki scoffed as he turned towards the stove and continued cooking, âKeep it up and you wonât get any of this.â
I shook my head, âNot hungry anyways.â I smiled when Arianna came out into the kitchen, glaring at Nikki as she climbed up on the barstool next to me.
âWell too bad, youâre gonna eat. Youâre too skinny still.â Nikki stares as he put a plate of mini blueberry pancakes, eggs and bacon in front of Arianna.
âAm not.â I told him as I watched Arianna push the plate away from her, âAre too. Your ass is getting smaller.â
Jeez, thanks asshole. As if I canât see the weight loss when I look in the mirror.
I bit down on the inside of my cheek, âEat your breakfast Ari so we can finish getting ready.â
She stuck her nose up, turning her head away, âIâm not eating that. Itâs gross.â
I sighed, âHow would you know that? You havenât even taken a bite yet. Eat, now.â
âItâs gross cause he made it.â She spoke in a matter of fact type of tone, sticking her tongue out at Nikki, âCan I have cereal? I donât want it.â
Nikki put a plate in front of me, âLook, Iâll eat mine if you eat yours.â I took a bite of the pancakes, moaning as they were good, âHoly crap.â I started shoveling them into my mouth. Weâre they that good? Probably not. But I canât remember the last time I ate something sufficient.
âCan I have yours?â I looked at Ari as she tried reaching for my bacon until I handed it to her, âBabe, youâre eating the same thing as me.â I chuckled as she took her own little pink fork and took a bite from my pancakes.
âIâm gonna go freshen up.â Nikki muttered as he tried smiling at Arianna who still returned a mean little glare towards him. He frowned before leaving the kitchen.
âYou knowâŚyou canât be mad at him forever.â I told Arianna as she started eating off her own plate.
âYes I can.â She stared at me, ââŚnot nice.â She said, mouth full of sugary syrup and pancakes as I shook my head.
âDaddyâs nice and you know it. Youâre not being nice to him, calling daddy mean names and not talking to him. He loves you Ari and heâs sorry for what he did.â
âFine. No more poo poo head.â She giggled before she continued eating. I kissed her forehead before hopping off the chair. I walked down the hallway, yawing as I headed to my bedroom to straighten up and get dressed for the day.
After the morning routine was over and Arianna was ready for the day, she wanted her hair braided with one of her pink bows at the end of it. I slipped on a pair of shoes and slipped a jacket over my shoulders, wincing at the discomfort of putting my arm back in the sling.
âYou could ask for help..â Nikki said, watching me struggle before coming over and helping anyways.
âThanks.â I muttered, âAri, you ready to go?â I asked her as she climbed off the couch and grabbed her backpack.
Arianna looked up at me and Nikki, âWill you walk me to my class?â She asked Nikki as he smiled at her before patting the top of her head, âOf course I will.â
When we arrived at her school a little while later, Arianna gave me a big kiss goodbye handing her a pink lunchbox right after, âIâll pick you up later, okay?â I told her as she nodded and grabbed Nikkiâs hand, tugging him towards the doors. I got back in the car, sitting down as I listened to the radio.
I glanced over seeing Nikkiâs wallet was dropped on the floorboard. I reached down and grabbed it. I looked towards the doors and chuckled to myself. His wallet was stuffed full of cash. Heâs such a hypocrite sometimes. He use to give me crap for always carrying around a lot of loose bills. I looked through his credit cards, heâs gotten two new ones that were a nice shiny black. I smiled at his goofy identification card, seeing him try to force a half assed smile. Nikki also had a guitar pick tucked inside the folds. A piece of paper was sticking out, but I realized it wasnât a paper it was a picture. A picture of me and Arianna that Nikki had took when we spent the day at the boardwalk.
Through the tinted windows, I saw him coming back outside as I quickly stuffed the picture back in and tossed his wallet onto the seat, âOh there it is. Thought I forgot it at your place.â Nikki grinned as he put his wallet in his back pocket.
âWe have some where to be.â Nikki explained as he started driving away from the school.
I briefly glanced over, âOh yeah? Where are we going?â
Nikki smiled at me, âYou, Vanity Blackwood, have an appointment with your therapist.â
The smile fell from my face, turning into a scowl as I contemplated opening the door and jumping out, âYouâre joking, right? Nikki câmon.â I whined as I slumped back into the chair.
âTold you I was making you an appointment sweets. Did you think I was lying? Youâre going and Iâm gonna sit in there with you.â
*a little while later*
We sat side by side, knees resting against each other as we waited for my therapist to come in. I had my elbow perched up on the arm of the leather couch as I rested my cheek against my fist, watching the clock tick by slowly.
Nikkiâs arm was wrapped around the back of the couch, his hand lightly rubbing my shoulder, âWhat time does Ari get out of school?â
With a monotone voice, âThree.â
I could heard the deep breath of annoyance as he took his arm and hand away from me and places his hands on his knees as he leaned over and grabbed some candy.
My ears perked up when I heard the door open, âOh! I didnât know weâd be having guests today. Iâm Dr. Lilian Watson. Vanity, it is so nice to see you.â
âYep, Iâm here.â My voice oozed sarcastic cheer as I rolled my eyes, âThis is Nikki.â I motioned to him as they shook each otherâs hands.
âOhâŚthe Nikki. Vanity, I see thereâs been some progress. What brings you in? Itâs been a while since Iâve talked to you.â
I rolled my eyes at both the therapist and at Nikki, âHeâs forcing me to be here
âShe needed to come and see you.â Nikki butted in as I shook my head, growing more and more irritated.
Dr Watson adjusted in her chair, pushing her glasses up her nose, âWell Nikki, can you tell me why you think she needs to be here?â
Nikki chuckled, âShe dislocated her shoulder last week due to driving under the influence of booze and narcotics. Busted her head open and had a bloody nose as well which is why Iâm in New York to help her out but sheâs not being appreciative of it.â
âYeah, I see the sling.â She wrote some things down as I side eyed Nikki, âSo, were still using?â
I reached for the bowl of candy on the table, âNot since the accident.â I shrugged and stuffed some m&ms into my mouth, âIncase you canât tell, Iâm being watched like a hawk. But I did stop for a while before then and then continued once I started hanging out with Jason again.â
âWho you shouldnât even be hanging out with after last time.â Nikki butted in as I glared at him.
âIâm sorry? Are you my fucking husband?â I snapped, watching his eyebrows raise in surprise before turning away from me with a light shake of the head in disbelief.
âWhat happened last time?â
I groaned, âThis was a bad idea.â I mumbled, eyes rolling as I sighed, âJason got physical with me at the bar and Nikki beat him up for it. But Nikki doesnât have room to talk when he was off getting high with the wife he was suppose to be divorcing when he should have been with his daughter.â
âIâve gone to meetings in my free time, Vanity. Unlike you who just sits on this guys dick and gets fucking high!â Nikki fought back as he glared at me.
âI donât do that!â I yelled at Nikki, feeling myself get worked up and by the smirk on his face, he knew it too.
âOkay, okay. Letâs just relax?â Dr Watson took off her glasses and pinched the bridge of her nose, âI donât specialize in couples therapy, so Nikki in your opinion, can you tell me where the issues root from?â
Before Nikki could respond, âWeâre not a couple actually so you donât need to use that phrase.â I pointed out, my tone was extremely bitchy as Nikki let out a hushed Wow.
âOh yeah? So Iâve just been hanging out here and taking care of you and making sure youâre good for no reason?â Nikki looked at me, âSeriously, not a couple?!?â
âWell we arenât!!!â I fought back, âHow could you even think weâre together?! Because we almost fucked that night?! You arenât my boyfriend and you for sure arenât my damn husband!â
In a raucous tone, âYou and your fucking ten million reasons why! I had to go back! How many times do I have to explain myself?! I didnât want to go back!â
âUh maybe you could of told her to fuck off like the countless times youâve told me to fuck off!â I continued to argue, my voice becoming hoarse from all the yelling, âCause itâs all about me and Arianna.â I mocked his voice before rolling my eyes
âBecause it is!â
I scoffed, âWhat? For a few more weeks until you find some new ditzy playboy?!â
Dr Watson cleared her throat as I sunk back into the leather couch, âOkay, letâs take a few breaths to get rid of some of this anger.â
Nikki reached for a handful of candy, stuffing his cheeks until they turned pink, âIâm not angry.â He mumbled as I scooted away from him.
âHow is Arianna?â The therapist exhaled deeply as she looked at us with a forced smile.
âSheâs fine, trying to get used to someone-â I glanced over at Nikki âbeing around again. Sheâs in kindergarten now and is doing wonderful.â
Nikki piped up, âSheâs a great kid, takes after her mother so wonderfully well.â He shook his head as he glared at me. I attempted to speak but he continued, âCoke angry Vanity and all of her fuckin tantrums donât need to show up when Arianna is around. I grew up with a mother who used so I know what itâs like.â
âYeah Vanitys mentioned a thing or two about you and your own addictions.â
âI am still trying to over come them everyday. I go to meetings, talk to my sponsor. I actually try.â
âAnd here comes the sob story.â
If Nikki wasnât angry before I said that, then he sure as hell was now, âSob story?! Are you fucking kidding me!?â Nikki grabbed the pillow I was holding onto and flung it across the room, âMe almost killing myself is a god damn sob story to you?! Fuck you, Vanity! You should know better than that! Christ sake, youâre apart of that sob story!â
âNikki, I didnât-â
âDidnât mean it?! You never mean anything because you never fuckin do anything wrong, right?! Little miss princess Vanity with all her millions and millions of oil money can do no harm because everything about you is so god damn perfect, right?!â Nikki shouted, making me flinch at his loudness.
âWhat have I ever done to you? Except fuck Tommy more than once? Fucked Slash? What have I ever done to hurt you?â I questioned him as he stared at me.
âMore than once?!â
âYou had intercourse with Slash?â Dr Watson seemed genuinely surprised.
Through gritted teeth and a clenched jaw, âYou fucked Tommy? Again?! When! You said it was only one time!â
âI-I didnt⌠I didnâtâŚâ
He arched an eyebrow, âNow youâre gonna lie about it?! Did you fuck him again or not? Tell me right now Vanity.â
âVanity, itâs alright. Just be honest about it with Nikki. Itâs always a smart thing to share your past sexual partners with your current one.â
âIâm not fucking him!â I pointed at Nikki, âI donât want to touch him and I donât want him touching me! He probably got some fucking disease from his little wife.â
Nikki was more outraged at the fact I would call him dirty then anything else Iâve been saying, âI am clean, Vanity! Unlike you since you like to hop from dick to fucking dick!â
I smacked his arm, âDonât talk to me like that!â
âHit me again Vanity. I promise you wonât like what I do.â Nikki threatened as I almost took him up on it.
âOkay! Okay, stop it!â Lillian raised her voice a tad before clearing her throat, âVanity, just be honest with Nikki. Nobody is hitting anyone."
âI slept with Tommy when he first came to New York, when he found me. I was emotional and he was there for me. You should be happy he was there for me Nikki!â
He laughed, âHappy?! Happy that my best friend stuck his cock in you?! Why should I be happy that you opened your fucking legs for him again?!â
âSo clearly the issues run deep..â The doctor mumbled as I stared at Nikki with tears in my eyes, âI am sorry!â
âSorry for what exactly?! Sleeping with my best friend? Running from me because of what I did? Sticking a needle into your god damn arm? Or keeping Arianna from me out of spite?!â
âOut of spite? None of this is out of spite, Sixx! None of it!â I cried to him as he shook his head, running a ringed hand over this face.
âReally?! So five years you just couldnât call or write or fuckin mention we have a kid! Had to find out from coming back here and bumping into you out of luck!â
I looked away from him and at the therapist, âIt wouldnât be hard if he stopped fucking up! Do you know how many times Iâve had to deal with his shit! To pick up the pieces of what heâs done!! Maybe instead of shoving shit up your nose and crying over me like Tommy said you were, you shouldâve tried a bit harder!â
Nikki was at his wits end with me, âTried?! I fucking called your mother every god damn day! I wrote a fucking letter to you only for it to be sent back to the house! Donât tell me I didnât try! I wouldâve gotten on my god damn knees for you! You were the one that didnât try! You say I tossed you to the side, no! You fucking tossed me to the side! You left me! You fucking left without a trace! Left everything behind! Everything we had together like I was fucking nothing to you!â I watched him as I saw tears falling down his reddened cheek as he continued yelling his frustrations at me.
âYou left me, Vanity. I wanted to fix it. You said it would have been better for us if I had just fucking died when I overdosed. Do you have any clue how that made me felt? How that simple sentence ripped my heart to shreds. I wouldâve been satisfied with just your siblings or your mom telling me I was going to be a father. You knew how bad I wanted to be a dad, to have a family with you, to watch you carry my child. You chose to be selfish, Vanity.â
Our eyes stayed locked on one another as we sat in a silence that was choking me, âIâm not selfish.â
âBullshit Vanity.â Nikki croaked as his tongue stuck out to lick away salty tears at the corner of his lips, âItâs always about you and what you want. You wanted to keep her away from me, you said you could keep going as a single parent not that long ago but Iâm sure you would just keep paying Clementine to babysit her.â
âI never wanted to keep her from you!â My soft expression quickly turned into a scowl, âDo not bring Clem into this! Sheâs done nothing but help me!â
âClementine practically takes care of her half the time while youâre off doing god knows what, Van! Donât you see that?! Iâd love to see how to it wouldâve went if you didnât find anyone.â
My eyes narrowed at him, âIâd be able to do it by myself! I donât need you or anyone.â
My eyes stayed glued to his before I looked away when Dr Watson had put her notebook down, âI think we might be done with this sessionâŚâ
âYeah. Thatâs enough.â Nikki muttered as he fixed his shirt and grabbed his jacket from the table.
âLike I said, Iâm not a couples therapist. But I think thereâs a lot that needs to be uh, mended.â
He laughed, âNo shit.â I quickly swatted his side, âDonât be a dick. Thank you Dr Watson."
âYeah, Thanks Watson.â Nikki spoke gruffly as we both started walking to the door, the therapist closing it right after us.
Nikki quickly grabbed my hand as he pulled me down the hallway. I saw his head shaking as he mumbled my name and profanities under his breath, âOw, Sixx.â I winced as his rings were pinching my skin, âYouâre hurting my hand.â I attempted to pull away from his grasp, he looked at me before opening up a door and shoving me inside, âWhat the fuck is your issue?!â I yelled as he flipped on the switch and slammed the door shut, blocking me from leaving even if I wanted too.
Nikki stepped closer to me, âYou have a lot of fucking nerve acting like that in there.â I took a step back and bumped into the trash can Before I grabbed the counter of the bathroom to balance myself, âJust sitting there talking shit about Nikki and all the bad things heâs done to you.â
âI wasnât talking shit!â I argued back, âAnd you started it! I was ready to have a nice peaceful session but no, you had to go and open your fucking-â I instantly stopped talking when he closed the distance between us, roughly grasping my chin in the palm of his hand.
âThere you go again! Blaming everything on me! Maybe if you werenât such a fucking bitch I wouldnât have to be an asshole to you! You ever think of that one, princess!?â Nikki forcefully pressed his lips to mine causing me to wince against the friction. Teeth scraping against my skin as I soon tasted a drop of blood on our lips, with a breath being deprived from my lungs as Nikki wrapped his hand around my throat, lightly squeezing as he did so.
I tried reaching for a fistful of his hair, on instinct alone his free hand captured mine in his as he held it behind my back. My nails scratched and pinched at his hand only for him to tighten his grip around my neck. A shaky, girly moan escaped through my lips as he took a step back, hand still wrapped around my throat as he broke out in an arrogant grin. His thumb traced over my bottom lip, wiping away the blood before he took it away and sucked it off himself.
I wrapped my fingers into his hair, roughly yanking his head down to continue the heated kiss. My tongue ran over his lip, before gently tugging on it with pearly whites. Nikki groaned as he placed his hands on my hips before his fingers found the button and zipper of my jeans. I pulled away from him, shoving his hands from me as I attempted to push my pants down. I let out a yelp before slapping my hand over my mouth when Nikki roughly grabbed me by my hair and dragged me to him, holding brunette strands by the root as he tilted my head back and pressed soft simple pecks to the front of my neck, âLetâs see if you remember who the fuck you belong too.â
The deep baritone of his voice sent chills down my spine as well as heat straight to my core. I tried to kiss him again but he refused to let me. His hand found my throat again, needy whimpers escaping. I followed his lips, mere inches from one another as his nose brushed against mine, âNikkiâŚâ a pleading moan came from me as he chuckled darkly in return. His sage colored eyes were making my skin crawl in the best kinda way, knowing he was planning, thinking some of the most dirtiest things. I let my hands wander, landing on a silver buckle as I undid it and let it hang loosely on his hips.
Nikki backed me up until I hit the sink counter. He towered over me. one hand at the base of my neck, forcing me to keep eyes on him. I felt cold rings running down my body as he pulled the thin blue fabric down from between my legs.. An attempt to squeeze my thighs together due to the coolness failed when Nikki brought an open palm down on my ass. I closed my eyes before looking back up at him.
âLook at those pretty eyes just begging for me. Thought you didnât need me, Princess?â I frowned at his words only for him to let out a laugh. His middle finger traced over my lip as I welcomed it, letting my tongue roll over the rough pad before sucking on the tip. Nikki added another finger to the mix, middle and ring now as I gave it the same treatment, âDirty fucking girl.â He smirked in my face as he took his fingers from my mouth and placed them between my legs. My head tried dropping to watch what he was doing only for him to yank me by my hair, âEyes on me. Only me.â
My lips parted when his fingers skillfully invaded my body, knuckle fucking deep. It was abrupt and sudden when his fingers began moving at a fast pace inside of me, fingers curling at just the right spot. The vulgarity of the sound of his palm slapping against my body bounced off the tranquil and zen picture frames that hanged on the wall.
âO-oh my god.â My voice was reduced to a whimper as he finally let his lips meet mine. I rested my hand on his shoulder, fingers gripping the hem of his shirt as I broke the kiss, âNikki!! Fu-fuck!â I cried out for him, feeling him push another finger inside of me as he poked and prodded at the bundle of nerves inside of me. My eyes screwed shut, feeling them roll into the back of my head behind closed lids as I felt myself fall off the edge of pleasure.
âThatâs it baby. Come apart for me, let me get a fucking taste.â Nikki relentlessly abused my insides until his hand was drenched with sticky wetness. I attempted to regain composure, pushing hair out of my face as I watched him suck and lick his fingers clean. Tattooed fingers engulfed themselves around chocolate strands of hair as he pulled my face towards his, warm and soft lips finding mine.
âStill taste so god damn sweet baby girl.â Nikki moaned as he grabbed me by my hips, roughly pulling me away from him before bending me over the counter, hair tangled in a fist as my cheek laid against the cool tile.
I closed my eyes, attempting to catch my breath as I listened to the sound of a zipper being pulled down followed by a sickening slap against my skin. I chewed on my bottom lip as I brought my head up, âWatch me.â Nikki growled as he yanked my head up a bit more. His free hand was wrapped around the base of his cock, giving long and slow strokes to himself.
My lips parted with a silent moan that never tumbled out as I felt Nikki press the tip to my entrance before pushing in. I breathed out a sigh of relief as I felt him fill me, completely. I noticed his bangs covering his eyes, but I could tell he was looking down at the intrusion of my body.
âO-oh fuck, Van.â Nikki moaned, sliding his cock out slowly slowly before sliding back into me âFuck me.â He groaned, taking his hand away from my hair and digging his fingers into my hip His pace started increasing as his hips smacked against my bottom, fucking me harder and deeper.
Tattooed fingers found themselves curled over my shoulder, nails roughly scraping at my skin. My hips naturally started rocking into each of his thrusts, feeling my insides clench around his throbbing length. I closed my eyes, moans of his names falling off my tongue. An arm of his snaked around my body with a hand dipping underneath my shirt as he grabbed my tits, finger tips pinching and twisting my nipples.
âYou feel so good, Nikki.â I breathed out, feeling his hand twist into my hair again. My neck crained back, his lips press against my forehead as he thrusted into me hilt deep. He moved my hair to the side, pressing rough and wet opened mouth kisses to my shoulder before nipping at the soft and delicate skin.
âYou still take my cock so well, Princess. So fucking tight and wet for me. SoâŚfuckin perfect.â Nikki breathed into my ear, nibbling gently as he did so. I turned my head just a bit, letting my lips find his before he broke the kiss and pulled out of me.
Nikki dragged me into a stall, making the door bang against the hinges as he sat down and pulled me over his hips.
âThis isnât sanitary.â I mumbled, âOw!â A rude and sharp slap against my ass cheek ended all complaints I had.
ââŚdonât give a fucking shit.â Nikki stated in a husky tone as he gripped my hips, fingers digging into the skin roughly. I wrapped my hand around his throbbing member as I hovered over him, slowly sliding down onto it before I gripped his shoulder.
Pornographic moans fell from both of our lips as he buried himself inside of me. I started grinding my hips into his, feeling Nikki accommodate himself in the most delicious way. Nikki Sixx being the only man to ever do so.
Nikki cupped my jaw, pulling my face towards his as our lips touched in a slow and deliberate kiss. His tongue found mine as I tasted the fruity gum he was chewing on. His hips started thrusting up into me at a slow pace, âYou feel that baby?â Nikki broke the kiss, his bright green eyes borrowing holes into mine. I nodded my head in a sheepish manner, âThatâs all yours.â
I wrapped my free arm around his shoulder, leaning into his chest as I focused on his movements inside of me. He reached between our bodies, fingers dancing around my clit at a rapid pace. I closed my eyes, feeling myself clench around him. I knew he was close too by the way he twitched inside of me.
âGo on baby, cum all over this fuckin cock. Let me have it.â Nikkiâs voice was strained as he tried holding off to let me hit my peak first.
âNik-â I moaned loudly, only for Nikki to put his hand over my mouth when the bathroom door opened up. My eyes rolled as he continued to thrust into me at a slower pace, smirking at me when I felt myself cum as I moaned into his hand.
âShit..â Nikki whispered as he pulled out of me, taking his cock into his hand and giving himself a few rough pumps before he hit his end. I sat in his lap still, watching him jack himself off for a few more minutes until he relaxed onto the toilet he was perched up on.
We both heard the water start running as whoever came into the bathroom was singing to themselves, âLook.â Nikki whispered as he wrote âV&Nâ on the stall with his own cum. I covered my mouth to keep my laughter in as I shoved his shoulder playfully.
âSo romantic.â I mouthed before getting off his lap and pulling up my jeans and panties. I stepped out of the stall, the other woman smiling at me through the mirror as I washed my hands and fixed my unruly hair, wincing when my fingers brushed past my scalp. The women was taking her sweet time as she started checking her make up and fixing her own hair so I decided to leave the bathroom and waited out in the hallway.
My eyes went wide when I heard yelling coming from the bathroom, âSorry!â Nikki yelled back as he stepped out of the bathroom, glaring at me, âI thought she left! Not you!â He shook his head at me as he reached for my hand.
âSo, you wanna grab some food?â He questioned as he held the office door open for me and we stepped outside.
I wrapped my hand around his bicep as we walked to my car, "Yeah, I would like that." I smiled up at him, Nikki lowering his head down to give me a quick peck on the lips.
Nikki helped me into the car, closing it as I was situated. He started driving to wherever he decided to take us. He rested his hand on my thigh as I intertwined our fingers together.
I hope this meant good things were coming for us.
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For the Inquisitor ask: 2, 5, 12, 23, 26 and 34 if that's not too much? (i just want to know more about Mahanon omay? đ¤¤)
OKAY SO, I was gonna make a whole comic thingie, BUT panel 3 has a full background to show off the main room furniture, and I realized thats stupid, I just wanna answer these TTnTTÂ so sorry about the wait, and here is the list if anyone wants to use them: click me!
How did they decorate and structure Skyhold?
So Mahanon has the idea that Skyhold should be a safe place for everyone. A neutral ground, for Mages Templars Orlesians Fereldens, Elfs Humans everyone. So he makes it a point to have a little touch of as many different places as possible. He gave the Main Hall to Dorian, who of course made it Tevinter themed. (Mahanon keeps the Dragon throne, he loves that thing) But the windows are dalish, the drapes are Orlais, Magi banners, ect ect.
Who is their favorite follower and adviser?
That would be Josie! He was always close to her, because she was always super nice to him. They Gossip together, they bond over Dolls and Mahanon respects her greatly and takes her advice often. Leliana is suspicious of him at first, for good reason mind you. However he does becomes close with Leliana after he admits to being a mage. Most war table missions are done through Red. As for cullen... Well, He respects commander cullen. He helps him overcome his addiction, he gives him a dog. But if there was a fire and the three advisors were in danger, but he could only save two? He wouldnt weep over the loss.
Did they drink from the Well of Sorrows? Why or why not?
OH HE DID, Mahanon at the time was panicked and determined to keep the well in elf hands. He doesnt trust Morrigan yet and Solas wouldnt drink so He felt he had to. But he regrets it. (hinted at here lol) If he could go back? He wouldnt drink, he hates the voices. The gaps in his memory, waking up in strange rooms, it scares him.
What do they think is their greatest triumph?Â
Before the inquistion, was his âbecoming of ageâ challenge, were he had to fight his Father the Arishok. (joint leader of clan lavellen uwu) after Inquistion? Getting to make out with a demigod no Setting up the college of magic. He takes great pride in being able to help his fellow mages.
What makes them trust someone?Â
time. and doing good. Mahanon, to some risk, is very trusting. As long as you show you are good to your word, and you want to do good, he will probably trust you. If someone does bad things but earnestly wants to do better you get one shot with him. Try your best do good by it, but if you betray his trust, in way that harms him or his loved ones, or endangers others heâll consider it his responsibility to stop you. just... be nice to him and hell probably fall in love with you.
How do they cope with the stress of being Inquisitor?
AHAHAHAHAHAHA cope. uh yeah. sex, wine, elfroot, and a big ol heaping dash of DENIAL. He tries really hard not to take every fight personally. everydeath is on his head and he likes to distract himself from that with good company, and good wine. He partakes in familiar drugs, pot mushrooms. hes very careful not to get lost in them, as his responsibility do loom over him constantly. But he is always very close to a mental breakdown, he hides it well just dont prod to hard.
THANK YOU i cant say it enough, that is not too many at all! you are wonderful! I love doing these, I really wish I didnt take so long trying to draw this like a silly =x=
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Wrecked part 12
I stood there frozen to the spot as negan propped his bat on his shoulder and smiled at me. I had to play this just right , had to make sure every move i made was the right one so negan wouldnt get suspicious.
"Here i am." I said carefully. Negan took a step towards me but i took a step back.
"What the fuck you doing hiding from me?" He whispered gruffly not making another move to come closer.
My eyes went to the ground, focusing on a stick that i started kicking around with my foot. "Im not exactly hiding."
He scoffed and rolled his eyes, "then what the fuck do you call it? You made a fuckin dirt trail scurrying out the back of the medic tent." My eyes shot up to his, and he smiled. "Oh yes doll, i knew you was there."
"How?" I whispered.
He stepped forward again only this time i didnt move back. "You didnt think that i would just let you leave without having eyes on you, did you?" I stayed silent shaking my head.
"I know every move you fuckin make." He leaned in close to my ear, his breath send chills all over my body.
"Then...why didnt you come find me sooner?" I asked, wondering if he was just bullshitting me into giving him what he wants.
He began to circle me like a predator sizing up its prey. "Doesnt matter. Only thing that does, is that im here now." He stopped right behind me, his hand resting on my hip. "Come home baby. Daddy misses you." I shake my head, trying not to give in to him.
His hand travels up to just under where my pack is. "I know you miss me." He leans in and brushes his lips against my ear.
"I do." I say breathless as his hand continues to warm me to my soul. I hear him chuckle, as he plants a soft kiss to my neck. I come back to reality at that moment and pull away. I turn to face him, and the surprised look on his face almost made me laugh.
"Yes negan, i miss you and i would love nothing more than to come back to you." I said holding back the tears.
"But?" He says raising an eyebrow at me.
"But, can you trust me like you did before? Can you walk out the door every single day and not wondering if im going to do something against your rules again?"
He sighs and drops his head.
"Thats what i thought. I love you negan and i am so sorry that i broke that trust you had in me. I thought i was doing the right thing. I wanted to do what was right, but now i realize there is no good in the world anymore. I am no better than ricks group to you." The tears begin to fall as much as i hated to let them.
"Listen..." negan began but i cut him off.
"No, you listen. I cant pretend that night didnt happen. As much as i would like to, but its my fault things are the way they are now."
He throws his free hand up in the air. "Jesus christ, you make it sound like you fucked him or aomething." I open my mouth to say something but he silences me when he holds his finger up. "I let daryl go."
I gasped, "what?"
He nodded, "you heard me."
All of a sudden my pack seemed to heavy, so i dropped it on the ground. I walked towards him. "Whyd you do that?"
He rolls his eyes and scoffs, like it should be so obvious. His eyes scan the trees beside us avoiding me. I take his face in my hands making him look at me. "Tell me. Whyd you let him go?"
He sighs and drops lucielle to the ground, his hands pulling me close to him. "You fuckin know why." I smiled because that was as close to an i love you that i would ever get. It was enough for me though because negan didnt do love.
My lips crushed to his, his hands went in my hair pulling until my scalp stung. "God damn it, ive fuckin missed you." He whispered against my lips. He pulled me to the side into the treeline.
He pushed me up against the trunk of the nearest tree, the bark scraping my shoulders and back. He made quick work of my pants and underwear. "Turn that fuckin ass around."
I did as he said, i placed my hands on the tree trunk as i heard his belt and zipper. I felt his hardness pressing at my entrance, i moaned as i moved my hips back against him. He gripped my hips firmly and growled. "Always so fuckin eager to take my cock."
"Please, negan. I need you so bad." I whimpered, he slowly entered me which was different tha anytime before. His grip loosened on my hips and i took advantage of the moment and slammed my hips back against him.
"God damn!" Negan yelled out as his grip tightened once again. My hands moved on top of his and held on tight. His hips moved furiously into me, i felt the band in my stomach tightening.
"Come on baby. Show daddy how much you missed this fuckin cock. Squirt for daddy." He growled in my ear.
At that moment i felt myself come undone, he pounded into me as my juices squirted no doubt all over him cause it was running down my legs.
"Jesus fuckin christ!" He growled out as i felt his seed spill inside of me. We stood still as we came down from our high, negan pressing small kisses to my shoulder and neck. When he backed away from me i turned and leaned against the tree. "I love you." I whispered as he pulled his pants up and zipped them up.
He smiled as buckled his belt then picked up lucielle. "I know." I began to pull my pants and underwear back up when negan spoke again. "What the fuck are these?" I walked over to where he was standing next to my pack. My eyes went wide as they landed on his hand holding the bottle of prenatal vitamins.
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Scenerio # 1 : If They Were Your Girlfriend~ đŚ
Seokjin
Introverted yet ready to do anything with you
She would enjoy cooking and taking care of you
Cuddling while eating the food she made was her favorite thing to do
She made corny jokes which you loved
I would say she would enjoy acting like the more dominant one, but in the end loves it when you spoil her
Big spoon (Maybe little one if she is feeling VERY spoiled that day)
Couple outfits
She would find it adorable if you would wear her pink sweatshirt every now and then
Signature couple item : Matching aprons
"Yah, jagi, come try this new dessert i made! The flavor is amazing, like your girlfriend~"
Yoongi
Imagine dating a cat
She loves napping with you any chance yall get
She loves when you stroke her hair while you spoon
Little spoon
As smol as she may seem, she liked being the more dominant one at the end of the day
She enjoys going out on small trips to get food together
Hand holding is a must
She will sometimes enjoy having you sit and listen to new songs she is working on
Signature couple item : Matching Beanies
"Y/n, can you come hold me, im sleepy and its cold and you're warm and so you need to make sure im comfy, thats how this works...please~"
Hoseok
If yoongi was a cat, hoseok was the dog
She would love going on adventures together
She especially loved it when you came to dance practice with her
Matching outfits
Cuddling was a must every time yall had a sleep over
Big spoon
She loved being the dominant one
She enjoyed being cheesy with you
Signature couple item : Matching phone cases
"Yaaaah, jagi! You look so cute dancing! Maybe you should try being a trainee, haha! Im kiddiiiing~ Im the only one you can be this cute for!~"
Namjoon
Smart, cute, koala GF
She loved it when you would read with her
Cute date nights
Yall would spend time having deep meaningful conversations
Then out of no where she would ask something random, turning you both from serious faces to endless giggles
Big spoon
She enjoyed being the more dominant one
She would sometimes take you to the studio to help her come up with lyrics
Signature couple item : Matching pj's
"And thats why i think maybe the brain doesn't produce as much dopamine as it should...You think crabs produce it when they are being held?"
Jimin
Couple cheesiness at its max
Dates were required at least once a week
She loved cuddling and being cute
Couple outfits
Being adorable was yalls thing
Little spoon
She prefered being the more submissive one in the relationship (unless given a reason to remind you that you were hers)
She especially loved it when you would go workout with her and give her moral support
Signature couples item : Matching Shoes
"Awwe, my jagi is the cutest! We are the perfect couple!...Yes you are adorable, or else i wouldnt be saying it babo~"
Taehyung
HYPER AND READY TO GIVE ATTENTION
She was always down to do something new
Not dressing up in style and matching was not an option
The type to take random photos of you and posting you alot
Little spoon (Doesnt mind being big spoon if you ask to be little)
She likes being dominant at times, but will mostly be submissive
She loved dressing you up, as if you were her own doll, which you let her do
Signature couples item : Matching Earings
"I knew that skirt would look adorable on you!! Stop making that face, its too funny! We are suppose to be looking serious..but i guess you are too cute~"
Jungkook
Meme Queen
Laughter was always heard when you two were put together
She is the type to respond with a meme if you tried being romantic, which you countered with a funnier meme
Loved teaching you how to play her favorite video games
Big spoon
She enjoyed being more dominant
Play fighting was a must
She enjoyed making you happy and laugh like she did for her noonas
Signature couples item : Matching Phone cases
"Wow, i cant believe you really got killed that fast on easy mode..."WeLl iT's My FiRsT TiMe", i literally just showed you how to do it these past three kills..how can you be so cute while losing"
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can you do a nick one where the reader is a detective and she ends up in a hostage situation and the hostage taker puts the gun to her head and says something like âyou love her. Donât you?â To nick and he has to admit it
//This is so long! Sorry! Iâm talking 2500+wordsâŚI get a bit carried away sometimes//
Soft light started filtering through the curtains waking you from your peaceful slumber. A heavy arm was over your body holding you in place which was fine and dandy with you. Mornings like this were few and far between for you and Nick so you were relishing every second.
âYou awake?â Nick mumbled as he nuzzled his nose in your hair. His hand skimmed down your bare thigh. âCause if your not. Iâm about to give you a very rude awakening.â
âHmmmâŚjust how rude?â You shifted your hips to press back into Nick.
âObscenely rude,â he replied.
âOh, how I love Saturdays.â
Nick peppered kisses on your shoulder and down your arm while his hand traveled over your belly slowly making his way to the juncture between your thighs. Nickâs phone rang and buzzed on the nightstand. He groaned as he rolled away from you to answer. âAmaro. Got it Liv. Iâll be there in 20. No. Itâs okay. Iâll call her. See ya.â
âHow bad?â you asked as you sat on the side of the bed before standing and wrapping the sheet around you.
âBad bad,â Nick answered. âRape, homicide and hostage situation.â He pulled on his boxers and started redressing.
âJesus. Guess that answers my next question about a shower. What time is it anyway?â
âUh, just after 6am. You finish getting dressed. Iâll get the coffee going.â He rounded to your side of the bed and kissed your cheek. âGood morning by the way, .â
âIt wouldâve been a lot better if Liv hadnât have called,â you grumbled.
Thirty minutes later you and Nick rolled up to the scene. Liv and Carisi were already there and Fin was pulling up at the same time as you.
âMorninâ guys. Didnât you wear that suit yesterday, Amaro? Dry cleaners closed or somthinâ?â He smirked.
You hid a grin behind your coffee cup. Fin knew about you and Nick but put on that he didnât. You had a pretty great partner in Fin. Usually, Nick had an extra suit at your place. Unfortunately, the suit he had on was extra from when he stayed the previous night.
Nick nodded his head. âYeah. Something like that.â
The three of you reached Liv and Carisi to get a briefing on the situation at hand. She gave you a quick rundown. A man followed his ex and her new boyfriend home. Raped her, killed the new boyfriend and was now holding her and her roommate hostage.
âHey, Nick. Is that the same suit from yesterday?â Sonny asked as the group walked to the mobile command.
âShut up, Carisi,â Nick said.
âSorry, Sarge,â Sonny replied.
Liv eyed you and Nick but didnât comment. âWell now that weâve all acknowledged that Nick is wearing the same suit he did yesterday can we please get back to the case?â She gave pointed looks to you and Nick. âOkay, guys name is Jake Malone.â
Your ears perked at the name. âThe hostage taker? He early 30âs, tall, red hair?â you asked.
âThink you know him?â Fin asked.
âPossibly. An old roommate had a brother by that name. Probably a coincidence,â you concluded.
âHere is his picture,â Liv said as she passed you the tablet she had in he hand.
âIt is him. Holy shit,â you mumbled. Something in his eyes was different. He was always happy, the life of the party, his eyes bright, but now they just looked sad. âHas anyone made contact with him?â
âJust one phone call from the negotiator but he hung up,â Liv informed you.
âLet me talk to him. Maybe if itâs someone he knows heâll be more open to talking,â you suggested.
âYouâre not going in there,â Nick blurted out. âToo dangerous. Even more so because he knows you.â
Everyoneâs eyebrows shot up in surprise at Nickâs outburst. Except for you. Right now you were shooting him daggers. Smooth, Nick. Real smooth. âWho do you think you are? Last I checked I could make my own decisions,â you snapped.
Nick pointed a finger in the air at you. âIâm your sergeant and your-â Nick stopped his speech right before he outed the two of you the squad, half the ESU and negotiations. âIâll go. I doubt he wants to talk to a woman right now since he feels like he was screwed over by one.â
âYou may be my sergeant but Liv has final say.â Crossing your hand over your chest you turned your attention to her. âSo. Do you think I can handle it?â
She stood silent for a moment no doubt replaying the interaction that you and Nick just had. Liv looked between you and Nick. âGet your vest on,â she directed you.
âYour alpha male is showing,â you said in passing. You made it a point to shoulder check him.
âReally mature,â he mumbled.
âFin you stay close to her, but out of sight,â Liv ordered.
âOn it,â Fin replied. He jogged to catch up with you. âTrouble in paradise?â he asked you.
You looked around to be sure no one could hear you. âItâs like all of a sudden he sees me like some fragile porcelain doll,â you answered. âDrives me nuts.â
âHe sees as more than a fellow cop now. The dynamic of your relationship has changed. Nick has always been protective but now that you two areâŚwell together that protectiveness just went into overdrive,â Fin explained.
âYou ready? We got him on the phone.â The negotiator said.
You nodded and took the phone as he passed it to you. âJake? Itâs Y/F/N Y/L/N. Iâd like to come up and talk with you if thatâs okay?â He repeated your name then was silent. He finally agreed but only without a gun and you had to come alone. âThatâs not a problem, Jake. Iâm giving my gun to my partner right now.â You unholstered your gun handing it over to Fin.
When Nick saw what you were doing he shook his head and started stalking toward you. You halted him with one look. He clenched his jaw but stayed put.
The walk up the five flights of stairs felt like it took forever. When you reached the apartment you rapped on the door. A woman opened the door with the chain attached. âIâm Y/N.â The door closed and you heard the chain slide open. You were ushered in quickly. The woman that opened the seemed unharmed physically but she was terrified. Her eyes were big as she opened the door. âWhatâs your name?â you asked the brunette.
âTori,â she said.
âItâs okay, Tori. Iâm gonna get you out of here,â you said in a calm voice.
Holding your hands up you made eye contact with Jake. It had been a couple years that you had seen him. His eyes were haunted.
He blinked rapidly and shook his head. âY/N? Iâm sorry. I donât know why I did it,â he said in a shaky voice. His arm was around her neck with a gun pushed to her head.
âCause youâre a psycho. I should have known as soon as we started dating,â the blonde said. Must be the ex, Mandy.
This was your opportunity, a little role reversal. âOkay, Mandy. What did you do him?â
The look she gave you could kill. After a beat, she understood what you were trying to do. âI-I had a miscarriage, cheated on him,â she stammered. Â âIâm so sorry, Jake. It was wrong.â
âToo late for apologies. Our baby is gone. Maybe you should have thought about that before you became a slut,â he spat.
âIâm sorry you have to go through that. That was a horrible thing to do,â you empathized.
He lowered the gun. âI just want to be happy again,â he said.
âI know you do. What you went through, I canât imagine.â You bite your bottom lip then took a deep breath. âWhy donât let these two go. So we can sit and talk,â you suggested.
His phone started ringing. âThat will be my lieutenant. She wants to help get everyone out safely,â you stated.
He never broke eye contact with you as he answered the phone. âHello? Theyâre fine. No. No. I wonât do that.â He took a deep breath then pushed on the screen of the phone setting it on a nearby table. âTell him you are okay. He doesnât believe me.â
âThis is Sargeant Amaro. How is everyone?â
Fucking Nick. âWeâre fine, Sergeant. Jake is calm. Weâre talking.â The other women chimed in saying they were fine. âWe were talking. Jake is going to let Tori go. Right, Jake?â
Jake put his hand to his head. âI dunno.â
âIf you cooperate with them, they work with you, Jake,â you reminded him.
âGo. Fucking go.â
âTori. Head out, slowly.â She nodded her head in acknowledgment. You breathed a sigh of relief when she got out the door. âTori is coming down now.â
âThank you-â Nick was saying but Jake ended the call.
Mandy tried to squirm out of his grasp. âNot you,â he said and tightened his arm around her neck.
âPlease, Jake. Iâm sorry. I-I want to come back. I was stupid-â she begged before she was cut off by Jake.
âYou really think I want you back? A cheating whore?â he said with disgust. âI want someone that will stay loyal, honestâŚâ
You knew ESU had cameras, mics, snipers in place by this time. Itâs what I want too. Hard to find it these days. Seems all anyone wants is a roll in the hay, then see ya later.â
Jake eyed you skeptically. âYeah. Or they act like they want to be with you but donât actually make the commitment.â
You smiled. âYou really seem to get me. Why didnât we talk more when I and your sister were roommates?â
He actually gave you a smile. âI was too shy. You were older and just seemed out of my league.â Jake started loosening his grip on Mandy. âDo-do you have a boyfriend?â
âI really wouldnât call him that,â you scoffed. âProbably using me like every other man has. Guess Iâll take what I can get. Itâs really all I deserve.â Looking up at him through your lashes you said, âmakes me wonder if there are any good guys left out there.â
âThose are boys. Men donât treat women like that,â Jake stated. âYou deserve better than whoever it is youâre with right now.â
âYouâre right.â Taking a couple cautious steps toward Jake you said, âlet Mandy go. Me and you, we need to be alone. Talk.â
The phone rang again. âAnswer it,â he directed. âOn speaker.â
Slowly you reached for the phone. âThis is Detective Y/L/N.â
âThis is Lieutenant Benson. Is Jake able to talk?â she asked.
âHeâs here, Liv.â You nodded at Jake.
âHello?â he said.
âI want to thank you for letting Tori go. What can we do for you?â
Jake looked to you. âItâs okay. Liv is a good person. Sheâll help you,â you insisted.
âNothing you can give me,â he said.
âHow about you let Mandy go? Weâll help you get out safe,â she offered.
âI can stay with him. He doesnât want to be alone,â you said. You could hear Nick in the background swearing and saying no way. Liv covered the speaker to block Nick. Once he had either calmed down or moved away she came back on the phone.
âCan you do that? Can you let Mandy go and Y/N can stay?â Liv asked.
Jake furrowed his brow. The hand holding the gun clenched around the handle and released. He was contemplating his choices. Jake nodded quickly.
You let out breath you didnât know you were holding. âLiv? Mandy is on her way.â
âGreat. Thatâs great, Jake. Thank you for working with us,â Liv said.
Mandy slowly slipped out of Jakeâs arm. She cautiously walked to the door, her eyes flicking from you back to Jake. You heard the door the door open then click shut in short succession. Just you and Jake. Your mind raced with thoughts of how you were going to get out of this one. âWhy donât we sit?â you said.
Jake took a seat on the couch then gestured you to join him. âTell me. This guy youâre with, do you work with him?â
âI do. Which was a bad decision right out of the block. I thought he may be different butâŚâ you sighed. The things you were telling Jake were real feelings. Fin tried to talk you out of getting involved. But by the time he had found out you were in too deep with Nick. The scary part was you had fallen in love with Nick months ago.
âYou love him?â he asked.
It wasnât a question you had expected. âYeah. Pretty sure he doesnât feel the same. Unrequited love has to be one of the worst feelings in the world.â
A commotion at the door startled both you and Jake. Nick came busting through the door. Jake grabbed you and put the gun at your side. âWho the hell are you?â he screamed.
âSargeant Amaro. Put the gun down, Jake!â Nick warned. He turned his eyes to you, clearly afraid. He mouthed âIâm sorry.â
âItâs you. Isnât it? The one that has been playing Y/N,â Jake challenged.
âIâm not playing her. I love her,â Nick said softly. His eyes shifted to yours.
The next thing you knew Jake was on the floor holding his knee. The sniper finally had a clean shot. Nick rushed over and kicked the gun from Jakeâs reach. ESU burst through the doors as Nick was cuffing him. Once he was taken out of the apartment by ESU it was just you and Nick.
Nick took your hand to lead you out the door. âLetâs get you checked out by the EMTâsâ
âIâm fine-â
Nick sighed then mumbled. âCanât you ever do anything youâre told?â
âNow what fun would that be?â you joked.
Nick waited for you until you got the all clear from the paramedics. He put his arm around your shoulders as you walked to the car. âI want to talk about earlier when I said I love you-â
âItâs okay, Nick. I know you said it because there was a gun held on me,â you gave him a tight smile. âI get it. Going through a divorce-â
Nick stopped and grasped your shoulders. âI love you, Y/N,â Nick interrupted you this time. He didnât give you time to say anything as he leaned over and kissed you. Like a reflex, his arms encircled your body and yours wrapped around his neck.
Cheers, claps, and whistling made the two of you stop and giggle. When you turned Liv was the first person you saw. She had her fingers between her lips eliciting a high pitched whistle.
âBout time!â Fin called.
Sonny was clapping and smiling wide.
âI think we have everyoneâs approval,â Nick said with a beaming smile.
âSeems so.â You put your hand on Nickâs chest. â I love you too, Nick.â This time you stood on tiptoe to give him a kiss much to the delight of the audience.
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