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gemeenteurk · 7 months ago

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divas I look displeased here

#me #but I wasnt #I dont remember much happening when I took this actually

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sugerblu · 1 month ago

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Nhhghh

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angellurgy2 · 5 months ago

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hopeless. why must you make me your martyr

#sitting here in and out of sleep. waiting to die. hopefully. i cant come back on here and see how people are already memorializing me.#i wasnt even dead yet. i will be #but i wasnt #im tired. i want to be loved while im alive. not made into a symbol. and a shitty one at that #no ones here until its gone. and when they realize its not gone. it still is #you dont love me. and you never will care #i just wanted you to love me #any of you #you never will will you?

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chainedspectre · 1 year ago

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halfway through newsies and i was not prepared for the sheer use of the word crip jesus christ

#i feel like i should have been prepared for this #but i wasnt #typing this through santa fe btw #crutchie being taken away has shook me a bit #wasnt expecting the absolute aggression #newsies #crutchie #crutchie morris #crutchie newsies #tw c slur

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kiisuuumii · 2 months ago

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anyway ! goes back to being the worst person on the planet

#★#not actually though #just regretting decisions before bed #i couldve been better #but i wasnt #nothing else to do but live with what i'd sown

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leelum · 1 year ago

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Mother chose today to trauma dump on me to try and explain all her shitty behaviour. Truly glad if she's ready to get help and realizing this stuff and improving.

#but i wasnt

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moony-ghoul · 1 year ago

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SHOUT OUT TO THE KIDS WHO HAD ROLLEY BACK PACKS IN SCHOOL

#I WAS ONE OF THEM #I MISS THAT THING IT WAS SO GOOD #THEY WERE VERY POPULAR WHEN I WENT TO AN INDONESIAN SCHOOL THEN I CAME BACK TO AUSTRALIA AND EVERYONE THOUGHT I WAS WEIRD #BUT I WASNT #I WAS BETTER THAN THEM

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sillverstreets · 1 year ago

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this is me being kinder to myself i guess

#telling myself this is a big deal and it is NOT okay #instead of the opposite #yeah sure he was unaffected by it #but i wasnt #and i hate it #but im accepting it

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xdominiklivakovicx · 1 year ago

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He is a baby

#dominik livakovic #football #dinamo zagreb #goalkeeper #IF I WAS AT MY HOME TOWN I WOULD LIKELY ASK HIM TO SIGN MY SHIRT #BUT I WASNT #I WANT TO GO HOME >:0 #omg he wore pink kit #we all know u livi

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numbereightforever · 1 year ago

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SMTV hard

#i thought i was ready for the boss #but i WASNT

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lunarsapphism · 2 years ago

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i hope that someday this will all get better

#i know it wont #thats the nature of the situation #but i can hope right?#sometimes it makes me wish i had been raised religious #so i would have something to believe in #something invisible feeling like it was supporting me whether it was really there or not #but i wasnt #its lonely yknow?#what an isolating experience this one is #nobody understands #and i dont mean in that cliche 'nobody could ever understand me' way #but like they truly will not and cannot ever understand my perspective to its full extent #and thats fucking terrifying to me #everyone i love will continue to see examples of my bad days and still they will never get to know what it feels like #of course i wouldnt wish this upon any of them but sometimes i do wish at least just one of them knew what it actually felt like #i guess it would make me feel better somehow #cause right now they just sort of have to take my word for it #i dont know why i want to be understood so badly #but i do #maybe it would help #maybe it wouldnt #i dont know #i always say i hope this will all go away #or that it will get better #but i think i just hope it becomes something i can bear more easily #im so exhausted #aiilov-personal

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sabertoothwalrus · 2 months ago

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clocked back in to the chilshi factory, have more tallman au

#I wasnt gonna draw this but I was peer pressured #dungeon meshi #chilchuck tims #senshi of izganda #chilshi #pots n picks #meijack chils #izutsumi #tallman au #modern au #my art #comic

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inkskinned · 3 days ago

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it's extremely critical that you see the photo of the perp walk for luigi mangione as being propaganda. i've seen so many people wave it off and instead fawn over his looks. and trust me, i know it ended up being kind of pathetic and weird - but please don't brush it off as a "modelling opportunity" for him. it's a fucking terrifying message the police are sending.

i want to make a few comparisons here, in case you're not from the US or familiar with why the perp walk thing is something to pay attention to. just to set the groundwork for why this is a purposeful, unusual, and cruel act by the nyc police - for why this is not a common occurrence and for why that matters.

the prosecution alleges the show of force is due to the charge of "terrorism." for comparison, in june 2015, tsarnaev was found guilty for the boston marathon bombing, which killed 3 people and injured hundreds. his actions are considered to be an act of domestic terrorism. i have spent the last hour looking through google for pictures of similar to mangione's perp walk - and so far, i have found zero. i also just do not personally remember a moment like that, despite living in boston at the time.

they allege that luigi is a stone-cold killer who carried out a longterm plan, making him particularly dangerous. again for comparison: in nyc, recently cory martin was found guilty of the killing of brandy odom. the murder was planned and premeditated to steal insurance money. and yet no staged perp walk. why didn't her life matter enough for a "show of force"?

but mangione gets paraded by a veritable army of police officers as if he is a rabid animal. for a single citizen who allegedly killed one other single citizen, the "largest perp walk ever" occurs.

so what is the "strong message" that the mayor and the police were trying to send here? the mayor speaks as if mangione is already convicted of terrorism. there is a very thin number of people who feel threatened by the CEO's death. none of us felt like mangione needs to be under massive armed guard.

the message is that you shouldn't resist. they are trying to "make an example" of him - that if you behave badly and kill a single rich person, you'll be treated as if you killed hundreds of people. you will be treated worse than a man who was found guilty of terrorism. you will be considered guilty without trial. the message is that the rich are a protected class, and you cannot touch them without massive punishment. they are trying to prevent a revolution by showing dominance and force against you.

the message is that the police are a puppet of the wealthy and that the law is not equally applied across class disparity. it is "some are more equal than others." it is "one life is more precious than another."

the show of force wasn't for luigi. it was for us. it was a warning. they are trying to remind us who is really in control.

#i bring up tsarnev only bc i feel like people DID want blood. i lived in boston. people wanted to rip him apart.#i do not personally remember a moment where he was paraded around like that. and the fact we gave more dignity to him #than luigi .... is startling.#and i just realized last night i was like - i don't really remember a perp walk like that. maybe im misremembering #but i went to google and i was like. wait why the fuck was it so fucking big.#it WASNT a random act of terror. it WASNT to injure/kill as many as possible.#even if we consider it to be premeditated murder: when have we ever done this.#so brandy's life didnt deserve “a show of force?”#the mayor doesn't say ''our city wont stand for this'' when it's a planned murder for insurance money????#anyway . ur not immune etc etc etc #but i also wanted the comparisons in here in case ppl aren't from amercia etc #this ISNT normal or usual. this was overkill by like a million #on the other hand they gotta do this bc they're scared :)#i kept this bc i had ppl ask me not to delete this but i just felt like #it wasn't really poetry just talkin

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fanaticalthings · 5 months ago

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Bruce Wayne except he texts like an ominous boomer