#BITCH I'M MISERABLE
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"This... isn't fair...."
#BITCH I'M MISERABLE#THANKS BAGHS FOR THE AMAZING CHARACTER#LUCIE WE WILL ALWAYS REMEBER YOU#opq#opq lucie#lucie pocharde#baghera#baghera jones#ordem paranormal quarentena#aop#ordem paranormal#opq fanart#my art#this version is quite different of twitter bc i just rushed all of it and it's full of deformities and errors#and i can't edit it there so i will just post the better version here lol
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marius is always so passionate about everything and yet he never belongs anywhere. he's impressionable yet distant, reckless and impulsive yet observing from the outside. he's obsessive yet fickle. he is ready to give his life like it's nothing yet he's not truly one of les amis. he never went to their meetings, yet he will forever mourn their loss. he refuses the comforts of the bourgeoisie and feeds off his love and his ideals alone, yet he ends up a rich lawyer. he's weak and miserable and lonely yet so loved and cherished that people sacrificed their lives to save him. he's a neglected orphan, yet a privileged kid. abandoned by his father, who adored him. he wanted nothing to do with his father while he was alive, yet latched onto his ghost when he was gone. he's pitiful in his misery, cruel in his happiness. he's the epitome of idealism yet he's selfish. his intentions are pure yet he inadvertedly caused great suffering and death. he has something about him that suggested day - and night. his face was illuminated by the light of the dying day and by the thought of a soul that is taking flight. not yet a ghost, no longer a man. he's truly the most character ever and u guys just don't get him like I get him
#my number one pookie since middle school#vickie literally gave us the character ever#if u aCTually appreciate a '''''complex''''' character look no further than this bitch#he is the most#and criminally unappreciated imo#u will never find a more fascinating self insert in any other medium ever I'll be fr with u#the way he gives us everything and nothing at the same time#he's the ideal he's the death of the ideal#he's hope he's failure#he's the dream and the disillusionment#u do not get my boy I'm afraid#aspa reads les mis#victor hugo#the brick#les miserables#marius pontmercy
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Don't get too attached
#Brakul did a lot of the parenting for Erubi (the first of the Janeys-Brakul-Hibrides throuple bastard children) in infancy especially due#to Hibrides going through absolutely horrific post-partum depression (and not wanting to be a parent to begin with. Like she#had accepted it as an inevitability and a duty but when it actually happened it was just like Oh God. I am in hell)#Brakul is the only one of the three that actually Wants to be a parent and the fact that he can't behave as such in order to avoid#suspicion that he's the father is kind of a living nightmare for him a little.#Not like he isn't involved in his ''''nieces''' lives given he lives in the same household but he has to keep a bit of distance.#Janeys and especially Hibrides are pretty unsympathetic about this. For Hibrides it's like she has had to go through so much shit#to maintain this situation she never asked to be a part of and when he has to go through a fraction of that he breaks the fuck down.#He only wants the benefits of the whole situation and isn't willing to deal with the consequences.#This is also one of the very few things she's sympathetic with Janeys about like she respects that he's at least willing to play#his part and be miserable without bitching to her about it. Like she fucking hates him but respects the commitment to the bit.#Janeys is more just like 'Just go make more kids if you want your own so damn bad. Get a wife or something. That's what I#had to do and look at me I'm doing great I'm so normal'#The two kids aren't present on the pilgrimage (back home under the care of a hired tutor) but the Janeys-Brakul-Hibrides#Feeling Triangle are in a fucking tailspin over her being pregnant again like goddddd not this shit again#brakul red dog
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Do not let the Protestant Work Ethic Beast in your head win!
You are not alone! You are not the sole difference between death and life! You are a person who will at some point need to take a break!
That is why there is community! That is why there is organizing! Do not despair because you, alone, are not currently boots on the ground fixing things! Do something, but do not let that something be collapsing!
#I will not be firebombing a walmart I have a dad to care for#Rn Im at work keeping the lgbtq center at my school open and cheerful#That's all I can do rn#that and tell yall not to kill yourselves#if you do I'm dragging you back cause I'm not doing this shit alone#Fuck Trump and his mama we aren't letting doomer shit win#You really wanna kill yourself over a bitch ass christian piss baby?? You're gonna let that man be your 13th reason?#It will be awful I will not lie to you. It will be miserable#But he is a bitch ass motherfucker and a coward who stands on nothing but his crumbling wealth and the hatred of his fans#Take a breather. Refresh. Drink a cold fanta orange with me cause that shit fucking slaps rn#Then get on the ground and get shit going whether that's packing your bags to go to a safer area or getting ready to throw hands#But the last thing we're gonna do is sit here and act like no one will survive to see another day#Cause I will. I will see the next day if it kills me#we will see another day and that day will be another one closer to palestine being free#that will be another day closer to ensuring human rights for all#another day closer to progress and a separation of church and state#another day closer to the rest of our lives#Do not collapse but I am here to pick you up if you do#And if I'm not someone else is#fuck it we ball#ex christian#religious trauma
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sorry but i think if you saw one of the tour shirts having a defect and you got immediately angry about it accusing dnp and their team of deliberately scamming people instead of going "hm could this possibly be an unforeseen production error" you should delete your account and never post about them or anything else ever again :P
#and it's not even the people who bought the shirt like#bitch your show is in three months the fuck do you care#everyone's getting a replacement??? why are you so fucking miserable#and why are there so many of u omgggg shut uppppppppppp#i just think. maybe. people took the concept of holding their faves accountable#and decided that means just being really angry at them for everything all the time#and Yeah i'm very much too far in the opposite direction dnp could kill someone and im like well im sure they had their reasons#but idk. i just hate how accusatory people always are#towards everyone not just dnp or other faves#but friends and strangers and ugh i hate it
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#tfota#tfota series#incorrect tfota#tfota memes#cardan greenbriar#jude duarte#locke#jurdan#otp: jurdan#judecardan#the cruel prince#the wicked king#the queen of nothing#for all intents and purposes this is a jokey joke#jurdan only toxic to miserable people i'm having a ball in this bitch!
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I want to give this man the most ferocious backshots of his life. I'm talking 200 miles per hour. The police can't stop me with how I'm about to break the speed limit AND that ass
#les mis#les miserables#les amis de l'abc#les amis#grantaire#grantaire is my bbg#you think I'M the one that's gonna be on the recieving end???#NAH#he's my bitch#imma get him a collar and everything
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rewatching and i did not like s3 of tua in most aspects but i think they truly did something by making five genuinely just give up. like dude saw his one chance of getting a well deserved rest and gripped it with his teeth and then when shit went sideways he went actually fuck that this time it has Nothing to do with me. good luck with that though. not me though. peace and love . and it was the best possible thing they could've done with his character
#bro saw impending doom coming upon them for the 4th fucking time and went y'all miserable in this devastating scenario i'm having a ball in#this bitch#and it is about damn time#cant wait to see that go out the window when yet another apocalypse happens in s4 though girls gonna start losing hair like a frightened cat#five hargreeves#number five#tua#the umbrella academy#like it got so bad that klaus was the one carrying the group? 😭 give five an opportunity to do nothing and he will Commit
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also played a fun little game where I take a shot every time the MCU fucks up continuity on Bucky's life! am in the hospital with acute alcohol poisoning now though haha. the doctors don't know if I'm gonna make it
#i'm gonna go insane#he's an orphan he's the eldest of four he's from indianapolis but also brooklyn he enlisted after pearl harbor he was drafted in '43#he was an NCO in June '43 and he also shipped out for the first time in June '43 and he was uhhh 25 no wait 27 no wait 26 no wait--#he's a bitch he's a lover he's a child he's a mother etc etc etc.#'he's a ghost story' yeah no shit! that's because none of the information provided about him lines up!#max's miserable marvel rewatch#max.txt
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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i am the coolest person ever to try to talk to because i have the social bandwidth of a broken modem from 1996 and will go weeks to months at a time without responding to anyone. Sorry !
#.jtxt#legitimately sorry if you're one of the like dozen people who frequently this happens to#i promise i'm not trying to be a miserable bitch i literally just Cannot Talk like 60 percent of the time
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oh freckle, freckle⠁.. what makes you so s p e c i a l?
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH#IM SORRY THIS SONG DOES SO MANY BAD THINGS TO ME#other than the metal style cover / weezers sweet dreams r made of these / poppunk dancing queen this is THERMBADBIHTHEMESONG#THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS IS THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SONG BITCH#like OH FRECKLE FRECKLE WHAT MAKES U SO SPECIAL#HEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO#MY HEARTS IN HEAVEN MY SOLES ARE HEEEEEELLLLL LETS ME IN THE PURAGATORY OF MY HIPPPPPPPPPPPPPS#AND GET WELL ;)))))))#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HYYYYYYYHHHH BITCH#I KNOW THIS WAS A SPICY GREENHOUSE MAKEOUT SONG I AM SCREAMING VERY LOUD IN MY HEAD RN#*jerseykyle vc* i'm gonna ( leave you ) I'm Gonna TEACH you#HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLL NOOOOOO#IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII KNOOOOOOOOOOOO IT WAS GOING *NEW PERSPECTIVE VC* DOOOOOOOOWN DOWN DOooOOWWN#ALSO WAITER ARTIST MODEL SINGER IS LITERALLY CDS WHOLE EXPERIENCE TRYING TO MAKE IT IN THE BUSINESS#SPECIFICALLY RAVENSTAN GOING FROM WAITERING AT CHEFS RESTURANT TO COCKTAIL WAITERING AT RUFFIANS#MAKING MUSIC ON THE SIDE AND BASICALLY BEING A SOLD OUT TO THAT WHOLE CLUB AND BEING PUNK ROCK#~SUPERMODELITBOY~ AND ET TENS WHOLE BRAND AND HIS LIL PLAYTHING AND BEING A SINGER BUT...GOD...WAS IT WORTH IT????? WAS. IT. WORTH. IT.#DONT TALK TO ME HIS ENTIRE CHARACTER ARC MAKES ME MISERABLE HE JUST WANTED TO SING#AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENED! YOURE RAVEN YOURE NO ONES DAUGHTER MIDNIGHT SUN BUT YOUR WINGS ARE STILL CLIPPED; YOU CANT FLY#YOU SING BUT IT FALLS ON DEAF EARS! COVER BOY ON THE PAGE! A PACIFIST AND ALL THE RAGE!! ALL THE WORLDS A STAGE#BUT GOLD OR NOT; AT THE END OF THE DAY ITS JUST A CAGE PRETTY BIRD - AND YOU BUILT IT YOURSELF BABY!!! YOU! BUILT! IT! YOURSELF! BARS BItcH#thats my son My Son mY SOOOOOOOOOOOOOON it also has such a sexcC nitelub jerseykyle back beat hEEEEELLLO#i could talk about this for such a long time i LOVE this song#*jk having going crazy but divine intervention on his bathroom floor after a bad stan episode and ed episode head on toliet vc*#MAMA? IF WE DONT TAKE THE MEDICATION...WE WONT SLEEP FOR DAYS? MAMA...IF WE PRAY TO THE LORD#DOES HE SING ON STAGE?????? oOOOOOOOOOOUGH IM SICK AND I KNOW HES SEEING STARS AND SMILES AND PRETTY EYES AND UGLY LAUGHES#AND A BOY HE HASNT SEEN IN YEARS BUT HE SEES EVERYDAY OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH IM SICK#I WANT TO BE GOLDEN IN YOUR MEMORY!!!!!!!! SIIIIIIIICK!!! SICK AND FUCKING TWISTED!!!!! SHUT UP AAAAAaAAAAaA#IM IN HELL jk swirling his drink trying to look uninterested *after party fb vc* watching rstan work the room like#oh freckle freckle what makes You so special? and then raven waves and winks at him and trips bc hes an idiot and jk is like AAAAAA SIIIIIC
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hi everyone. I'm still not done being hype over the fact that I finished a novel draft. and I will not shut up about it
#remember when i was depressed as hell and thought id never get anywhere with any of my work and#remember my eight year long ''writers block''#remember how miserable i was#this is such a monumental achievement for me it is the beginning of a new era my friends.#I'm feelin some sorta way about it I'll tell you that#literally like two years ago i couldnt even imagine being where i am now#keep goin bitch!!!!!!
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Is there a word for not really being in a bad mood but being generally dissatisfied with things you can't change and you know are no one's fault? That's me right now.
#cloud speaks#mom was sick and couldn't work. and has fraud charges. I have to pay all of rent. so I can't order Christmas presents like I was going to.#because I'm going away to Minnesota this weekend. so I need that money.#she's helping w/my trip by borrowing from grandma but I'll just have to give it back because the old bitch is just about out of money.#horrible woman literally outliving all her goddamn savings.#because she just! won't! die!#I'm fucking - stuck here#until she dies. and I overall LIKE it here. that's the kicker. it's not like I'm miserable#life could be way worse. but I'm still stuck here as sure as the morning. because I can't leave my mom right now.#not until grandma dies. not until we figure out how she's going to live with me gone.#I am just. in a holding pattern. not a horrible one certainly#but a holding pattern I can do nothing about. until it breaks. until one glorious day it finally breaks and I can think about what /I/ want#long-term.#o gloria when that happens. o what a day it will be.
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me preparing to pleasantly confront the one roommate who we all know never does her dishes without actually accusing her of being the one who never does her dishes
#I love being the oldest person in the house. I know the rest of you are all early 20somethings with anxiety. I know#fortunately I'm 28 next week and idgaf about being a bitch 🙏 if you make the rest of the house miserable I don't respect you at all#txt
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everyone has their categories of little guys they gravitate towards but i kind of realized the one for me that has the most guys in it is probably "autistic-coded, well meaning, soft spoken christian guy" bonus points if they have a romantic (implied)/devoted relationship with another man who is more masculine than him
#not going to tag them individually so they dont clog up up their character tags but in order:#harry goodsir & john irving (the terror) | pvt toffler (ravenous) | boyd “bible” swan (fury) | oberleutnant robert ehrenberg (das boot 2018#DARK HAIRED BITCHES CAPABLE OF THE MOST SAD EXPRESSIONS YOUVE EVER SEEN ON A GROWN MAN#also realizing that toffler looks like the love child of goodving#boyd and don have something very deep and meaningful but don still surprises boyd despite their bond its very cute and miserable#toffler has reich who went on a murderous rampage when toffler was not only hurt but killed - reich loved toffler even if he tormented him#no but re: ehrenberg--#i was talking to harper about roberts devotion to hoffmann with hoffmann being an unintentional christ figure in the series and i went on#a long tangent about it and harper had to be like “actually they do genuinely make the hoffmann christ comparison later in the series” and#i sat there like 😲 like okay so i'm not delusional it really is there
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