#Anyway... Just. Gave me the ick.
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#It's funny...#At the job I've been at for... 8 months now#People know I love louis and 1d and Harry and whatnot#But telling them why I'm going on vacation... The people I told were excited and whatnot#But two of them made the comment 'make a sign for the show that says marry me' and I just-#Why are we still there? I'm sooo far detached from that perspective of life that it weirds me out so much when people say it#I just responded 'naaah he's my best friend haha'#Hajshjahs listen. The parasocial only gets stronger with this man okay?#Anyway... Just. Gave me the ick.#Lol
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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Y’all wanna stan the mentally ill weirdo so bad until he does something mentally ill and weird 😭😭
#is this an indirect to joost klein twt?#maybe#i just find it so funny they like joost#but the moment he says he did something odd while being drunk they’re like#ew this gave me the ick i will ignore this about him#like newsflash buddy- if you spoke dutch you wouldn’t even like his lyrics 😭#anyway i love joost and i will not tolerate him getting slandered by people on twt
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bro wtf is with this guy i swear when will he get the hint that i no longer am and do not want to be friends with his transphobic-in-the-weirdest-way ahh
#he makes me so uncomfortable???#like i ghosted him for 2 months and then when i had my competition he messages me telling me that he went on the site to look at my results?#???? and proceeded to give me unsolicited consolation#um firstly wtf are you even looking at my results for thats weird af and secondly i wasn't even upset + i don't want your pity + wtf???#and i replied really dryly but then he started talking about some project he was working on as if i didn't literally greytick him for 2 mths#and now he just sent me a message again omg stop please. i get the ick thinking about him#okay and there was that time i was in a really depressive episode last year and i wasn't talking to him and on his discord bio it said like#you know ur the worst when a suicidal person wont talk to u or sum shit like that#like what the hell? am i just overreacting or is that the weirdest shit you could say#like are you trying to get me to feel even worse cuz that doesn't exactly make me want to reach out#like omfg how do you even make something like this about you. literally how#also he kept fetishising trans people in his fanart???? like what the hell it was so disturbing#anyway now that I think about it i was friends with him for about 6 months and it's also been 6 months since then and i am completely fine#ugh anyway#we were kinda close so i got him to make a tumblr#to my moot who might follow him his name starts with r lol#and i swear he was vagueposting about me last month#and like. it's kinda creepy.#dude i am literally the plainest person around please why are you so obsessed with me i bet you can't name anything about me you liked that#doesn't include how i gave you the attention you wanted#anyway i don't know how he hasn't gotten the hint when bro he knows i literally avoid all eye contact and pairwork and messages from him#like do you need me to tell it to your face or what#rant#sorry i feel so mean writing this help
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>Checks cotl fandom
I expect nothing and somehow I'm still let down huh
#why am I somehow just not surprised anymore i uhhh#anyway that artist gave me the ick. so long cotl
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i think the funniest ocs ive ever had were it was like a next gen crossover au where all webseries (of the 2000s-2010s for reference) exist in the same world but its like the kids of the characters and the main character (and couple) were an eddsworld fankid and a dick figures fankid
#i dont think i Ever got around to making any other characters i doodled tf out of it in a journal that. idk where it is#lost forever or thrown out which is sort of sad i feel like theres gotta be smth in there....#anyways i think that would be a funny idea for an au still actually but i rewrote the ew kid into a different story#and the mild inspiration for the au gives me the ick i never even read it just thought ''oh big xover cool''#though i think. the ew kid when i first rewrote him i think i gave him a crossover fankid s/o again but idk what the fandom was#cuz i had mentioned it on the blog i was using him on and was vague about it#from context clues in my mind from that time. first year or so of highschool. fucked up it mightve been a tmnt fankid#ALSOOOOO so everyone can rest well. the ew fankid was the kid of one of the main guys BUT!!! the mom is never specified#and i dont think i had a mom in mind the kid looks like 99% like his dad#the dick figures girl was blue x pink obviously. was her name pink. the fankid was called magenta#i swear there was at least 1 other character i mightve had when i first made it. but that would be in Lost Journal#i bet if i kept it going i wouldve had a htf kid or a charlie the unicorn kid cuz i was sick in the heeeaaaaddd#i never posted like anything about it. 1 pic on dA long deleted and talked abt them to The RP Girl#i still love the ew kid dearly but its bc i saved him from That#ACTUALLY THE EXTRA FUNNIEST FCKING THING WAS IN CHATS for some reason despite how eddsworld is#i accidentally implied the fankid was. born in canada. cuz im canadian and it leaked into the writing#DUNNO WHAT THE EW GUY WOULD BE DOING IN CANADA but that detail which i only realized NOW is rlly funny to me i want it canon
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see this is exactly what I was talking about. the fact that people feel so comfortable being so openly homophobic and misogynistic just. I wish I could say it was surprising but this shit gets enabled all the time. the irony that this wasn't even on my fyp here (I'm avoiding it like the plague) it was on my fyp on a different blog that typically gets different content.
#homophobia tw#♢ ooc. ⊱ ❝ 𝘖𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪. ❞#life first of all eat shit bigot#second of all thinking this was a heterosexual and monogamous relationship in the first place . . . lol. lmao even.#shit like this is when I really start to think the show was a mistake again#anyway that gave me the ick so bad I need to go shower and get ready for my therapy appointment lol#i'll probably delete this I just. I'm so tired.#this is the tip of the iceberg of all the dumb shit I've had to see with my own two eyes since sunday#and I do blame the writers for it partially for cutting mys out of her own relationships and turning this into some weird cheating angle#which OF COURSE the woc they position as a third wheel in a popular ship is going to get blamed and hated for. *of course.*
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more hate incoming
#Cole turner looks like too much like chris and Andy barber soooo#it’s kinda like 😒😒 the ick is seeping through#MY BIGGEST BEEF IS WHY IS CHRIS DOING RANDOM MOVIES LIKE THIS PLEASE#this and then the rock xmas movie like????#bruh 😭😭😭😭#do better for yourself#GOD I CAN SEE EVERYONE INFOLLOWING ME KM SORRY IM AORRY#it’s just if I don’t say it here it’ll stew inside me#sincerely please don’t unfollow me I love y’all#but at my core I can’t help my feelings sjsjsjsjak#anyways a lot of the scenes were giving hallmark movie#like why isn’t bro doing big budget movies or DRAMA movies or idk!!!! something of substance#no please y’all don’t unfollow me I’ll probably get over it in a while#it’s just my personal opinion#the whole trailer gave me ick#i can see y’all rolling your eyes at me ajdjsjsk I am sorry
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whats the updated lore on marika yall i cant play shadow of the erdtree for at least 6 months 😭😭😭
#heard some shit about miquella ... thanks miyazaki i hate it 👍#like wtf do you mean he just facking abandoned his sister to shack up w his dead brother's corpse ... 🧍♀️#what in the george rr martin ...........#that radahn consort reveal gave me the ick im sorry but it just did. dont like this writing choice at all#but anyways. MARIKA NEW LORE WHERE ?!#elden ring#bakma bana
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whos initials am i supposed to look for in slideshows now
#idk if im supposed to use whos or whose#boy 1 gave me the majorist ick today omfg im so done w his ass. dk why i even asked him out yuck bruh ew#i dont like boy 2 i kinda just led him on a little because it felt nice being wanted but i feel too bad#ill reply if he texts but i wont message first just cause im lonely#its not true loneliness anyway its more that gut crushing feeling that nobody loves me the way ive grown up knowing true love#but i have friends so whatever 💪#ill just look for a+p r+s g+m#percabeth robstar ghostflower 🙏🙏🙏#maybe b+p for broppy bc theyre cute too#sorry yall ive become a yapper too i need to talk#post#erics tag
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bad news gamers. I think the lesbian at work has a crush on me
#she's a weeaboo lolita aesthetic lesbian alright she is not my type at all. i dont even like her as a friend#like we Do not get along#i keep thinking maybe she's just bad at making friends and doesn't realize she's flirting but its getting hard to ignore lmao#the good news is that i am certain that if i continue acting apathetic abt it she will stop#(bc even if she is just being friendly i do not want to be her friend. her personality is like a cheese grater)#but like. she emailed three of my coworkers yesterday asking if she can take their shifts so that she can work with me#........ dog. i have made it quite clear i don't really like you lmao#anyway the emailing people thing really gave me the ick and gave me 2012 internet creep flashbacks#so i hope that isn't the case#please leave me alone lmao this is making me tense on the days she's in the office#i spent 2k on my car and then my cat had surgery and then my dog died. i do not need this lol#she jokingly suggested we get a mortgage together and then showed me her bank information#please stop! i am a stranger to you#ugh
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Anyone else getting tumblr ads that are extremely questionable 😬
#everyone once in awhile I’ll see an ad that crosses over to the 18+ category#like for example I just saw an ad advertising men’s shorts you can wear with no underwear and it was a shirtless pic of him leaning back in#his chair so the shorts were the center of the shot and uncomfortably… you could see everything and it gave me the ick so bad#anyway this is a sign for people to blaze more pictures of their pets on here and buy tumblr badges so I don’t have to see ads like that#anymore lol#autumn rambles
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✨back by popular demand✨
#it’s me i’m back from my dallas trip!!#photos to come maYBE#it was truly chaotic and wild (joseph quinn’s handlers were legit the worst in the world but anYWAY)#it was fun! good memories! and a much-needed break!#now back to the regular slog until my next con/little trip in july!#missed you all and hope you’re doing okay! 💞💞💞💞#but like met jon bernthal 🥰 charlie cox 🥰 gabriel luna 🥰 jodi benson 🥰 grace van dien#and joseph quinn of course!!! he’s so cute and lovely but they overbook him to deATH and his handlers were horrible so the experience#was just not great 🫠🫠🫠 not joseph’s fault! he was so lovely but yeah ick#BUT!! all the others were SO BEYOND lovely — gabriel is maybe one of the most wonderful people i’ve met#he remembers people BY NAME and like went into his line to talk to people and thank them???#also he’s SO DAMN CUTE JFC i was literally swooning#he called me ‘sweetheart’ multiple times and my friend and i ‘cutie patooties’ like —#💍💍💍💍#also i got to hug charlie cox twice and it was VERY HEALING 😭💞#and we gave grace matching cutie bead ‘friendship bracelets’ to match ours we bought there from an artist/vendor#and we all just high pitch girl squealed like she’s literally so cute wtf (and i think she wore them the next day too 🥹😭)#ANYWAY gonna chill (be on discord and stuff!) and mentally prepare for work tomorrow#00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )
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Boy do I have updates
#I had my first experience with an arranged marriage type situation#Checked off all my boxes but I felt absolutely nothing#it was agonizing to try and process my feelings when our parents had spoken and everyone was so excited#so i sent a nice little message about how I’m just not feeling enough of a connection to move forward#and he said he wasn’t feeling it either but thought flying out to meet me would help#and that was ofc a major ick for me#if we’re not obsessed with each other I don’t want it!!!#so anyway I’m so relieved so glad I followed my heart#and now ofc everyone is acting like they agreed with me all along#but I feel so free and like I can really trust myself#this morning I went to this lecture series on world religions at this church nearby#it was open to everyone and it was in the university’s religious life newsletter#it was hilarious being the only nonwhite person under the age of like 70#todays talk was about Buddhism and the chaplain from the meditation groups I’ve been going to was the speaker#so they gave me a lil shout out when talking about the university’s activities#and thennnnn at 1 I had my first date with Andrew#he lives an hour away but he drove all the way out here#we got ice cream and sat outside and talked#he is so handsome omg#tall and a thick beard and fit and suuuper well dressed but in a very understated way#a super deep voice and a bit of a southern accent which truly had me swooning#also he paid for my ice cream without me knowing which was so sweet#he’s from a suuuper tiny town but did his master’s here in the city#and one green flag is when he was talking about some friends’ bachelor parties he mentioned all these super wholesome activities#he laughs a lot#I had a really nice time#and I’m realizing that I’m so much more confident now#I can talk to anybody and really keep a conversation going#I took a Power Nap but I gotta get back to my homework soon phew#remember
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Was high and sleepy but remembered I hadn’t taken my pill yet so I got out of bed and ate even tho I didn’t want to and then took my meds and also remembered that my sheets were in the drier and then put them on my bed everyone be proud of me
#forgot a couple days ago now my streak is like three days but its been pretty much two weeks#also putting a fitted sheet on ur bed when u have two peeling itchy tattoos on the backs of ur legs. hell on earth. but moisturizing ur legs#and knowing ur set up for ur period to start in a few days without worrying about the sheets u like getting ick on them. heaven.#except all the grease spots from the moisturizer my tattoo artist gave me for the first few days#but my legs are peeling and itchy and I am just staring so hard at my legs at every moment I remember I have tattoos bc I want to pick so#bad but I can’t and I WONT. but like oughhhhh skin flakes except they’re colored now and it’s a perfect shape all peeling and I just want it#even and flat and oughhh but I won’t pick I’m not going to pick they were expensive and I don’t want to ruin them I want to love them foreve#it’s like a month of healing time vs the whole time I’m alive and a corpse I will have cool ink like hello of course I can’t pick but fuck#I want to peel it all off so bad#okay anyways. going to sleep now. going to get high as fuck again and pass out before my mom gets home
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U should honestly change ur irl to aribby or levinsonbby LMAO evans is icky rn 😌😌
what’s he done now
#or is it just in general mwahahaha#omg so over the summer there were sooo many instances where he gave me the ick#one of them was when#he was in a radio interview with Ana#and the interviewer was talking to ana about her being a Bond girl and James Bond movies in general#and Chris just pipes in ‘OR there should be a FEMALE James Bond!1!1!1 😏’#LIKE HE EXPECTED APPLAUSE OR A PAT ON THE BACK FOR SAYING THAT JSJSJSJSKA#and ana literally looked like she was like ‘….anyways’#she didn’t say that but it’s basically what it was#that gave me secondhand embarassment djsjsjsjakak#i never spoke of it but I just HATED it like bro shut up#ANYWAYS#anon
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