#Angst headcanon

[spiceofvy]

can you do fights with skz?

Fights with SKZ

cw: gender neutral reader, sfw, angst with (mostly) happy endings, lots of tears and anger, bad communication (minho, hyunjin, seungmin), anxiety (changbin, hyunjin, jisung), minho and hyunjin are kinda toxic in this one but they are not doing it on purpose, implied anger issues (chan), minho's is kinda open ended, one olivia rodrigo quote, most of them are more comfort than hurt though, very flowery language here and there

For Chan fighting is always a war against himself, against the anger that used to embrace him like a lover but now only clings to him like the cologne of an unwanted ex. Coming back to him again and again, clawing at his skin, scratching him up from the inside. He hates the anger that used to define him and still sometimes overcomes him. He hates the person he becomes when his anger wins against his brain. So he goes to war against himself, swallowing it down, ridding his mind of every trace of it. He takes your hand, holds it so tight, reminding himself of who is standing in front of him, what this is really about. Your relationship, and so instead of getting angry he talks it out, slowly, with many breaks in between sentences. Getting energy to keep going from the way you squeeze his hand whenever it gets hard for him. But it gets better. After a fight he needs a hug, or a whole night of them. Grounding him first before pulling him back up for air. He longs for a hand in his hair, soothing the ocean of emotions inside him. He wants to break the cycle of anger that haunts him since his childhood, but he needs time to do so, and someone that loves him, so he is not scared of falling. Please, tell him that you are proud of how he handles his anger, he is so scared of losing you because of it.

Minho fights like a cat. And I don't mean that as a joke. Cats know to aim for the eyes, the ears, the neck. Pushing their enemies on to their backs so that they can freely hit the soft stomach. Cats hiss and yowl when fighting, clawing deeper and deeper into the fur of their enemy, until they taste blood and their enemy goes limp. And Minho is like this too. Not physical, he would never touch you in anger, but still his tongue is as sharp as claws and his words hold onto you like a cat's teeth would. It's not pretty, it's not nice. It's terrible. Fights with MInho are loud, and mean. He doesn't want to be mean. He is not a mean person. But when he is so deep in his emotions, the only way he knows to protect himself, is by fighting. The best thing you can do is to leave. Go away. Let him burn off his anger, until he realizes that his words hit you where it hurts the most. When you return, he will be the one on his back, showing his soft side to you. Hurting himself with every word that he used against you. Breaking apart at the thought of causing you pain. Of pushing you away for good. The fear that you may leave him for good clouding his mind. You can talk through this, you two are stronger than this. He can be better than this. If only you stay with him.

When Changbing fights, he is ridden with fear. What if this is the fight to end it all? What if this time you finally decide that you are finished with him? Why wouldn't you leave him, when he is always so busy, always leaving you alone. Fights with Changbin always turn into something deeper. No matter what the fight was about originally, the fear that this will be the end of you two eats him alive. In his brain he is so easy to be left, it's so hard to love him, so why should you keep doing it? Why would you keep trying? This leads to him trying to end fights quickly and quietly. Sitting down, next to each other, his hand holding yours. Playing with your fingers, even if you are still angry. He speaks softly, kindly. Communicating his feelings in a fair and open way. His skin is warm on yours. Eyes kind when you in turn explain how you feel. He won't interrupt you once. Wiping your tears away, you int tun wiping his cupping his face. When slowly the anger turns to conversations, healthy conversations, unfolding deeply rooted fears, loneliness, growing stronger right next to each other. At one point he can help but smile, being so proud of how strong you become, how he can watch you grow. You end up cuddled up, hands still holding onto each other. Stronger than before. And Changbins fear being forgotten, and should it rear its ugly head again, it is much smaller than before.

Hyunjin always needed to protect himself. The world was never kind to him. Every nice act towards him was followed by darker thoughts. He knows what people think of him, what they call him behind his back. That they only want his pretty face and his emotions don't matter. Or if they do, they are what makes him imperfect, unlovable. Noone cares about a soft artistic soul, if they can't profit off of it. Can't profit off of him. Who is he if not exploited? Nothing. No one. He knows that so he turns his back to you. Closes the door to the atelier behind him. Turning up the music, painting in blues and in grays. Dark smudges on canvas. He likes to believe that that's how he protects his own heart. But deep down this is also how he protects yours from him. His words are sometimes too sharp, his eyes too cold, a quirk of an eyebrow tells stories. And it hurts you. The roll of his eyes, that he didn't even notice could break your heart. Maybe he is the ice prince. Maybe he is too cold to touch. Maybe everyone around him gets frost burned. But please not you. You are his warmth, please don't leave him, just because he had to get cold to protect his softness. Icy white mixes on his canvas, and he feels himself shiver in his atelier. Already regretting that he left you alone. But it's better to be alone than freezing in his cold. The more surprised he is when warmth enters his atmosphere. Hugging him from behind. Melting his ice. You should talk about it. Stop him from leaving the people he loves. But not now. The ice is melting under your skin. Later you can talk, now he just needs to be reminded that being soft together can make someone strong.

Jisung physically can't fight you. He can't. It makes him sick, literally. I'm not talking about little disagreements or just the two of you having different opinions on something. But actual emotional, angry fights. Standing in the living room, hands gesturing, word louder than usual. No. He can't handle it. Jisung is too emotional to have you look at him angry. Because every time he sees your face he just sees how you usually smile at him, how pretty you look when focusing on something, your calm expression when you are asleep. He can't be angry at you, and in turn expects for you to handle your anger too, to talk it out with him instead. If its a less serious fight, he handles it pretty well, he holds up against your emotions easily and lets you blow off steam if needed, before you talk it out. He holds your hand, kisses it every now and then while you loosen the knot of emotions that caused this fight. But if the fight is serious, like endangering your relationship serious, his calmness is gone. And seeing you angry at him almost puts him into a panic mode. He is constantly scared of you just walking out on him, and honestly, just you looking at the door for too long could cause a breakdown. In those moments it's your turn to swallow all this anger and help him unfold the anxiety in his stomach. In these situations there is no taking a step outside to calm down, because once you leave the room, he is sure you will never come back. Relationships are teamwork, and with Jisung, especially. During fights, it's the most obvious. But once the fight is over, it's all forgotten and forgiven. Life can move on, and he can't wait to see you smile again.

Emotions are always a lot for Felix, they overcome him so easily, take him up. Felix feels with his whole body, with every cell. And he loves that about himself, he loves how much he trusts his gut and his emotional reactions to things. It's what makes his world even more beautiful in his eyes. But with him being so acutely aware of his emotions, he also knows to not let the win in complicated situations like the two of you fighting. On the contrary, he tries to bite them back. Instead clearing his mind and opening himself for conversations. Except for tears. Tears that come so easily and unstoppable to him, his most renowned jewelry. He doesn't use them to pressure you, but emotions, if strong enough, always come with tears for him. Happiness, sadness, anger. All those emotions come out in tears, even if he tries to keep his mind calm. But he doesn't mind, he ignores them. He sits down with you, and some tissues, to talk. Not caring about the streaks on his face and instead talking it all out. Because he knows how important it is to talk now, especially in situations of strong emotions. And when it's all talked out, he lets himself cry freely, now happy that he got it all out of his system, and more often than not you join, mostly in relief. The rest of the evening is very calm. He needs to constantly touch you, cuddling close, sleeping extra close next to you now. He would crawl under your skin and would still not be close enough.The next day is skincare day, with the two of you healing your skin, letting it recover from the salt of the shared tears. And tending to any emotional scars with sweets and laughter.

In fights Seungmin explodes in the first minute, and everything after is silence after the storm. He doesn't do it on purpose, he would love to approach fights like Felix or Changbin do, to immediately get a hold of all the strong emotions and just talk things out immediately. Do not let things get this bad between the two of you. But he can't. He will learn to, I promise. But for now his heart is a bomb and the fuse is lit when he sees the anger in your eyes. He isn't mean but he is loud and a fast talker, not letting you get any word in. And he has many build up emotions to spill out from his lips. He is not the best at addressing things that frustrate him as soon as they happen, but instead carries them with him like a cement block hanging off his feet. But when he is finally free of them he stares at the battlefield he just created and his mind is calm. He feels sorry, and regrets what he did. Apologizes for his outburst, asks if you can try to talk it out. He totally gets it if you now need your turn to let your emotions out, he lets you, stands still, listens as you let it all out to. Just to fall into your arms as soon as the both of you are finished. Maybe you don't fix stuff immediately, but this hug patches up the worst wounds for now.

When Jeongin ends up fighting, he needs a break. Not from your relationship, not at all. But of the conversation. He likes to leave the room, to go on a walk, to take a breath, maybe to even scream into nothingness for a second. Everything that keeps him away from you at the height of his emotions. So he can feel everything out without hurting you. He knows how words can sting, how they can bite and hurt. And so he keeps them to himself, lets himself breathe. Let you breathe, think through what just happened. He will return to you, he always will. And then he is ready to talk. First he needs a hug and then you talk. In low almost whispered voices. Kind words, calm words. Hugs, and gentle touches. He likes to talk it all out. Get to the root of the issue, not just the cause of the fight but also everything that came before that. Things of the past, your shared past and the past you had before each other. Then follows silence, a soft gentle silence only broken when at one point you feel ready to smile at each other. Holding hands and joking. The rest of the evening is really slow and quiet  and from that point on, happy again. And in the morning you both wake up with a smile. Ready to face the world together.

[poedays]

David was in the car when Gabe died.

When David Shaw awoke after the crash the first thing he felt was his Dad’s hands on him. Pushing magic into his core, healing him with everything he had within him. David looked into his Dad’s eyes and saw the blood covering the side of his face. He saw his Dad’s expression. That smile. That Gabriel Shaw smile. But in that moment it was not a smile of happiness, nor reassurance, but a smile of resignation. This smile was a goodbye.

The last thing David saw before he passed out once again was that smile, the last thing he felt was his father’s hand on his cheek, and the last thing he heard was the gentle words of his Dad:

“It’ll all be okay David, I’m here.”

[jesterday00]

Causing myself mental blorbo anguish so I’m forcing all of you to hear about it too

So headcanon: we know Hershel isn’t good with grief, given how he reacted 10 years post Claire’s passing.

I believe that first day, he was calm. So deeply, unsettlingly calm for someone who just lost the person he was presumably going to propose to. He put in bereavement, packed a suitcase, and went driving. I have no idea exactly how long it takes to drive from London to his parent’s home, but that’s where he went.

The moment he’s on that doorstep though, all hell breaks loose. It all hits him at once and he’s inconsolable. Claire wasn’t much younger/older than he was, and now she’s gone, and he’s alone again. He was alone after Randall and he’s alone now. But he knew he couldn’t be alone alone, so he took himself to his parents.

They’re able to help him get back on his feet and get to work. But for that brief moment, he was a little boy again, terrified and alone and desperate to have something go right for once.

[mmavverickk]

Pjo hadcanon, - demigods don't really suffer from PTSD, they can't suffer emotionally at all or are as blunted as possible.

They are disconnected from their feelings/emotions and cannot react to bad things Like ordinary people.

They are frighteningly indifferent to any pain, mental or physical - the pain from physical injuries or something emotional lingers for a maximum of a couple of weeks and then disappears into oblivion like a morning mist. grief passes easily and quickly, fear disappeared in a few minutes, the risk of pleasant waves of adrenaline warming the blood.

And they are prone to sadism and any enjoyment of any kind of violence.

It doesn't matter if it's over yourself, a monster, a mortal, or another demigod.

They are always happy to use weapons or hands/abilities.

These children learn to hold weapons, wear armor and be able to cause serious harm, as soon as they enter the camp, do not expect anything normal/correct or at least explicable from them.

They are not human, they - living weapons, expertly crafted from golden divine blood and mortal flesh.

They were born to fight and die in battle with a blissful smile on their lips.

They were born with broken souls and sick minds.

It's just that someone is bigger, someone is smaller.

this is a fun headcanon, but i want to put a bit of an angstier spin on it:

these children are human, but only partly. they can suffer PTSD. they know what's happened to them, what's been done to them, is wrong. they can suffer flashbacks and repressed memories and trouble sleeping and nightmares and intrusive thoughts and panic attacks and depression and apathy. they do suffer it. but they always get back up. there's surety in their recovery, and there's tragedy in it. they can't stop, can't falter, can't take time to process, can't slow down enough to work through their trauma before the next terrible thing happens.

these demigods are too inhuman to move at a normal pace. they have too much mythical strength in their bones and their blood to stop for any amount of time and heal. they throw themselves at each threat that comes their way like a battering ram with terrifying speed and strength and awareness. it just builds, and builds, and builds until they die or they break.

(sometimes, they think the ones who do die are the lucky ones.)

maybe it's the ever-growing trauma. maybe it's the divinity in their veins. maybe it's something entirely new, entirely too human to be godly, but too godly to be human. maybe they've just finally snapped.

some slowly feel their grasp on reality slipping. what time is it? did they sleep through a whole day again? when did they get to the lava wall? how did they reach the top, and is that a real burn on their hand? it doesn't hurt. is that a camper, or a monster? did the border fail? are those heavy footsteps outside the cabin real? are they really still alive, or is this their eternal punishment for failing succeeding?

some watch as their moral code slips through their fingers like sand. they'll fight as hard as they have to to save their siblings and their allies. they'll kill any monsters that come their way. maybe, they'll kill any demigods, too. maybe even humans. maybe they couldn't save someone, but the battle was still a victory. maybe that sacrifice was necessary to win. maybe sacrifices are okay, to minimize the damage. maybe damage is okay, so long as the enemy dies. maybe, just maybe, a pyrrhic victory is worth it, no matter who was lost, so long as they're still standing at the end of it all.

some stop feeling. it starts as depression. is winning wars worth it if they couldn't save everyone? their sibling died, their friends and lover died, and the world still turns on, cold and unfeeling. maybe cold and unfeeling is the way to go. maybe joy is unnecessary in the long run. maybe sadness is, too. maybe it will make things better. they pick themselves up, resume their routine. everything is normal. archery practice. lava wall. weapon smithing. capture the flag. everything is normal. everything is numb. why should the gods care when their children can't even manage it?

some turn violent. they grew up in war, training endlessly, fighting battle after battle, the only thing standing between the world and its doom. what is there to do now that the war is over, is won, than train more? practice weapons they've never tried, master moves they've never managed. kill in ways they've never thought of. they grew up in war. what good are they without it? what good is a weapon, just sitting around, gathering dust? maybe hurting people isn't right, but if it makes them feel something, isn't it worth it?

it's a cold world. it's not meant for children, human children. those children evolve to survive, and what they turn into barely resembles their mortal parentage. it's a dog eat dog world, survival of the fittest, and the unlucky ones? the ones that didn't die? the ones stuck in their trauma and PTSD and broken minds? they have to figure out how to live in it.

[the-fabled-void]

💔for whoever you want. go crazy 🫡

Angst headcanon, lesgoooo

Ink has a fear of doctors, but more specifically, of hospital rooms. He does have a higher than average pain tolerance, so he doesn't realize that he needs to be medically treated until it's so bad they need to go to a hospital.

They wake up in a hospital room. A white room, devoid of any color, any stimulation, any emotion. His clothes are not his own, they're blank, lacking of personality. Nobody is there with him. Did he make them all up? Was he going insane from seeing nothing for so long?

If they had a soul, it would beat out of their chest, but since they don't, their body just feels like it's on fire.

He needs to move. He needs to do something. He needs to fix it.

If his paints are there, he doesn't use them on himself. No, Ink will get up, possibly ripping himself free from any liquids he could have been needing to survive. He will grab the paints and splatter them on every blank surface he can find.

Eventually, whoever enters will find Ink passed out on the ground, eye sockets stained and crusty with tears, paints splattered on the walls, the bed, even the window.

(Tw for self harm)

Blood is dripping from his chest, and it wasn't from the battle wounds that needed healing. No, this was new. The window is broken.

[andreaheartscats]

hi my fav moot <3 what if u wrote some angst for sal?

hii lovely ! i am so so sorry for not seeing this before and for being offline for aaa looong time but im back !! better than ever soo here we go with some more angst! i hope you cry :) (jk.) Anyways this is a little one shot and i hope i didn't disappoint!!

-> Since Sal wears a mask and you know, his face is all messed up. He thinks no one is ever going to love him and he'll never get to feel love or anybody actually caring for him and wanting to spend the rest of their life with him. So he just avoids trying to fall in love.

"Unfortunately" he actually manages to fall in love, but it literally breaks him and his heart cause in his head he thinks he will never have a chance with you or anyone in general so he just distances himself from you which made him feel even worse than before but in his head he thought it was the right thing to do. It wasn't.

Duo to the fact that he drifted away from you, you slowly started to forget about him. Of course it was hard for you too but no natter what you did and no matter hoe hard you tried to bring you two back close together it just couldn't be done cause of his stubborness.

After some time you finally moved on, but he didn't. He was just watching you from afar, being happy and finding someone else you liked. How sad. He wanted to be happy for you but he coulnd't, that's when he realized. He realized what huge mistake he made.

The one person that could and would actually love him for the way he is, is now no longer with him. All cause of his goddamn stupid brain that told him "no one could ever like you."

[regularconvexheadcanons]

YOU GET IT THANK YOU

Also also also also also

Definitely headcanon that when Scar broke his leg, his leg didn't set right as it was "fixed" by a bunch of morphine and sometimes he equates what the vex does for his legs as his sweetly cruel morphine

Even worse if Cub had traded his experience, his age, to the Vex to stay a pair with Scar and so now redoes and rereads his past experiments compared to Scar who gives them his pain, those intense emotions, his Genuineness that translates directly to his power as a vex and it makes the sight of Scar casually building or reading or painting while a bunch of vex are biting him Absolutely Wild to everyone else because they Know vex teeth H u r t but to Scar? Better *Absolutely* better than his messed up leg and hips and also nowhere like the tearing of the him apart

Of course one of the reasons Scar loses it in Double Life is the zombie pit after who was supposed to be his greatest ally ever in the series- It's safe to say that the zombies helped Scar in secret life rubbed the wound with salt for who doubted Scar and for Scar himself

.....how do you think Cub reacted when Scar came back from Double Life littered in temporary (maybe, perm if want more angst) bite scars from the games while Scars eyes are more hazy than Cubs seen in literal years? Of when Scar has his bow and crossbow ready like in Last Life? Where even Cub has to make himself extra loud and obvious to avoid stressing his partner? (God add in cathartic preening and a crying sess- scar getting to prank and be cruel then soothe it over and decorating cub in anything and everything and nothing else matters but in the good way-)

-Sculk!Scar Anon

1: If we mean Scar breaking his leg when he fell in Third Life, he absolutely didn’t treat it right. It was mid-session, he wanted to get back to Grian as fast as he could so he downed enough Vex-magic drinks to numb the pain. (And, as Vex magic acts as a stimulant and makes vexlings act vexy, was one of the reasons Scar was so chaotic on red in Third Life).

2: The thought of Scar being attacked by Vex (in my headcanon this would be slashing with their little daggers; Vex bites kill/turn players into vexlings), gave me an image in my mind. Scar ‘coping’ with the realisation that Grian’s cheating on his with BigB by just sitting in the panda reserve, swarmed and hurt by Vex and distracting himself from the mental pain with physical pain. Perhaps even using it as self-punishment for not being good enough. And Tango, the other Vexling in the Life Series, being the only one who can get anywhere close enough to pull him to safety, and back to Cub in Hermitcraft.

3: Scar definitely has TCD flashbacks from that DL zombie death. And he definitely instinct-murdered Bdubs in Secret Life when they were in the zombie spawner.

4: Cub is utterly devastated and trying everything he can after Double Life. He will sit with Scar for days without sleeping, without eating, trying to get his best friend back to some kind of normal. And then goes on a warpath against Grian.

5: Scar so has a crossbow from TCD. AND, after Secret Life, when Scar’s facing the most flashbacks and instincts from TCD, he decides to change Hotguy’s weapon of choice to a crossbow with fireworks. Why? Because that’s the weapon he feels safe with. And Cub knows this, that’s why he does the bulk order for Scar so cheaply. He knows his friend needs this.

Scar angsty fun :3

[isara0408]

These are some headcanons between Megami and Kaga if they escaped Saikou Corp and lived in America.

They have money. Enough to go on vacation, or buy a car, or buy a huge house in the rich area.

Megami and Kaga work in a company in America but in different fields. They do see each other during break or lunchtime.

Megami was able to finally free from her family. She was able to live a normal life without strict rules and training. Just like her aunt, she lives happily and with Kaga.

Megami and Kaga left Japan but had to leave their friends and Kaga's parents behind to start a new life in America. Ichirou Saikou won't be trying to find them. Kencho will be the one to take over the Corp. Megami is pretty much dead to the family.

Kaga and Megami had a rough first year in America because of paperwork, finding jobs, finding a house, a car, etc. They had to get used to things around them.

The first time Kaga got injured for his experiments and had to be taken to the hospital, they were shocked to see how expensive the medical bill was for the hospital. They stood there for frozen for a minute or so.

Megami and Kaga had their children in America. So, in this timeline, there's children half Japanese and half American.

Considering they're from Japan, they did encounter some unpleasant people.

Megami does speak with the student council girls through her phone or video chat. Kaga does the same with the science club and his parents.

Megami and Kaga had a wedding, but it was a very small one with the friends they had made in America ,and their friends and families from Japan who were able to travel for the once and a life time event. It was a modern wedding.

Megami and Kaga would go out on dates during the weekends to spend time with each other and focus on each other after a week of hard work. They would do other things too 👀

Once they had their children, they sent them to a public school. Kaga and Megami would work together to get their children ready for school until their children could dress themselves and get ready.

Megami still drags Kaga with her to work out. (It ends badly)

Megami doesn't really miss being in Saikou Corp. She's more happy being free from that family and being able to control her life again after years. She finally was able to get a family that accepts love and affection. From time to time, she does check on the Corp in social media to see how it's doing and how Kencho is handling it.

Considering that Megami is no longer a Saikou, she replaced her surname with Kaga's. (Or she might keep it. I'm not sure)

Megami is now freed from Saikou Corp. She will start trying to find her aunt. There's a very high possibility that she won't find her, but she won't give up.

Megami and Kaga would cook for each other during certain days. There are times when they could come home very late, so they would order takeout instead. Now Megami doesn't have a strict diet, she can try foods that she couldn't eat. She still does eat healthy meals.

Megami does take therapy. She needs it to understand what she went through and to learn that emotions are not a weakness. Megami would mostly go alone since it is her time, but she does sometimes have Kaga there to comfort her.

Megami spoils Kaga, even if she's not as rich as she used to. She goes to save money to do it and saves money in case of an emergency.

If they have a day off, they try to relax at home and watch a movie to critique it and how bad it is. Again, they try to relax. In the end, they don't end up relaxing. They end up doing something to keep their hands busy.

[alex-the-huntress212]

HEADCANON

Race, before his parents left him, had a tuxedo cat named "Tracker", which since he started to be a newsboy, he's been on the search for.

Only to have zero luck trying to find his source of childhood comfort.

[adm-starblitzsteel-4305]

Headcanon about Suko having nightmares of Skar King as 'his biological father' and that he killed Suko's mother when he was an infant. Kong and Shimo will took turns in comforting him, or both.

[bustedtech]

Okay this is gonna seem really mundane but trust me on this, hold my hand for a moment; but do you think Dadbert instilled a good sense of skincare into John? Maybe bad teen acne runs in the family, and he wanted to get ahead of the curve, so that by the time acne was beginning to become a problem for John, the solution was already given to him- nothing crazy, just simple moisturiser and cleanser. Anything else would have been "too excessive" in Dad's eyes. "Nothing a simple bit of this stuff can't fix".

John kept up with it most of his life, even when kid's at school picked on him for it. He didn't really get why people thought it was "gay" to moisturise- did that make him gay? He asked Dave and Dave said no, so he guessed he wasn't? But it made him self conscious enough to not let on he was doing it. If anybody asked why his skin was so good in comparison to all the other kid's in his class, who were covered in their first bouts of spots and pimples, the answer was always "good genetics, I guess". Ironic.

And then the game started. And John could only use what was in the house. No big deal, he thought, there's plenty. Dadbert buys it in bulk, he'll be able to cruise off it until he can find some kind of a replacement. He had years worth, he wouldn't run out any time soon.

And then Dad died. And then John ran out. A long, long while later while him and Jade were together. And when the stress became too much, and when he got later into puberty, that first really bad pimple popped up. Right on his forehead. Dead centre like a target.

And John wept. An ugly, mounrful kind of weeping that Jade could hear all the way from the livingroom. She didn't understand at first. "It's just acne," she said "everyone gets it."

And all John could do was shake his head through tears and babble out half an explanation. Only half, because he wasn't sure he even fully understood. Jade sort of understood, enough to sit with him on the bathroom floor while he let it out.

[senseigarmfan]

okay here’s a really angsty / sad headcanon (trigger warning for self-harm and blood mentions)

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misako has a bunch of scars on her body, some are small, and some aren’t. she got the scars from her job as an archaeologist, though she does have a habit of nervously picking at the scars and making them bleed, garmadon (or wu / lloyd) has to tell her to stop picking at it because it’ll make them worse.

also she has ptsd from her work, she’s had a few near death experiences on the job, and she has nightmares which are about these experiences. garmadon is usually there to comfort her while she breaks down in his arms telling him about how terrifying the dream was.

i needed to create some angst ,,,

[seasidehobo]

I like to think Miguel memorized what Tempest smelled like, and used to just say hello to her without looking anytime she walked in the room. Before Miguel ended up back with Tempest, he spent some of his free time in the future trying to recreate the smell because it brings him comfort

[nerd-chocolate]

So guess who did the science kids angst headcanons!?! ME!! Also these will get sad and long so please don’t complain about it, I know. Also I hope you and @artzychic27 enjoy these! Have a fun read.

Marc Anciel:

When Marc broke up with Lucien and left vadiam, he hated himself for the longest time because he couldn’t see the signs that Lucien was giving during the time and couldn’t see it until it was too late. It led to him being treated like he was Lucien’s obedient pet and anyone that tried to help Marc got hurt by Lucien, physically and/or socially. Marc never wants anyone to control him again so they can’t hurt him or his loved ones.

Marc still has nightmares about him falling during the time he was reverser and getting deakumatized. But he keeps falling until he hits on a chair that is surrounded by darkness but a tv that has static on it. Until he finds a remote, push a button that says play. He sees Paris burning right in front of him. He is horrified by what they see but it gets worse when he flips off to Reverser and a reverse Nath, who clutches to Reverser with the look of a love-sick puppy while Reverser has his shoulder around him. It's just them sitting on Reverser’s glider, watching Paris burn. Until Reverser looks behind him, almost looking at Marc, and has a devious grin on his face. Reverser said “How does it feel to know you let your friends and family die…” then cracks his neck and out comes the tv “mÆ%r€£” in a democratic, glitchy voice and jumps out of the tv and towards him. Then Marc wakes up, happy it was all a dream but cries because he realized that it still could have happened if Ladybug wasn’t so lucky.

Marc is very passionate about his interests to the point that if he fails at any of them, he feels like a failure because it is something he loves, something he was good at, and the fact he failed at it especially when friends were counting on him to do it. Makes him have the worst feeling in the world.

Marc used to have a different journal from the one he currently uses. The journal was a sangria red hardcover that his moms gave to him for his birthday. He adored it and wrote many stories especially to read to Kiran. But the journal got destroyed by Lucien when Marc did something he didn’t like. The reason is that Marc was talking to his friends without Lucien’s permission. Lucien burned the journal in front of Marc and told him If he ever does something without Lucien’s permission, there will be consequences. It is one of many reasons Marc never spoke up to Lucien while they were dating.

Zoé Lee:

Zoé and her dad, Morgan, don’t have the strongest relationship. Sure it is better than hers and Audrey’s relationship but it doesn’t mean it is good. Morgan didn’t spend time with his daughter that much and was absent for most of it. Even if Zoé was bullied and had cockroaches in her locker, he wasn’t there. Morgan regrets it and wants to have a better relationship with his daughter especially when he didn’t even get to say goodbye to his daughter when she leaves for Paris.

Zoé and Jessica used to be friends until Zoé left her to meet her mother’s expectations and to avoid being bullied. Jess felt betrayed and hated her guts for the longest time. Until Zoé realizes this isn’t the person she wants to be and wants to amend their friendship with Jess. When Zoé reveals that she was a liar and the whole school turns on her, Jess protects her from them. When she asks why Jess did that, Jess says “It's because you're my best friend.” And hugs her back Zoé takes in the moment then cries and hugs them back.

While she was the popular mean girl of her boarding school, she had ‘friends’ but was a bit too generous of a word to describe them. They’re really bitch and super rude to Zoé most of the time but weren’t too much since they were scared of Zoé sometimes. To the point where the whole school including the ‘friends’ nickname her the ‘Apex Predator’ as a result of that. But when Zoé revealed she was a liar to the entire school, they used the fact that Zoé was still at school as revenge to the point where they put cockroaches in her locker. Zoé was a bit upset at first but got over it until the ‘friends’ started targeting Jess and Zoé got so mad that she almost sent all three to the hospital and got expelled from school … Yeah Zoé left that out of her backstory for a reason.

Zoé used to have a nanny that was super sweet to her and took care of her when her parents weren't around. Zoé saw her as a mother figure and loved her as such. The nanny even inspired Zoé to become an actress and to be the best she can be. But the nanny got fired by Audrey because Audrey thought she was a bad influence on Zoé. Zoé never saw her again and was heartbroken. Audrey told her that if she wasn’t being herself when she would never fired the nanny then.

Aurore Beauréal:

Aurore has some repressed anger issues since she was barely to show them to her parents at a very young age. So she doesn’t express them often, especially around her friends. But if someone harms her friends in any way, that anger will rise up and will fight for her friends.

Aurore didn’t have that many friends growing up since she was rumored to be just like Chloé. Many people just think of her as some Chloé since she looks a lot like her even though it is far from the truth. So she tries to make sure, she isn’t some mean girl to many people even though some people still think she is nothing but another Chloé.

Whenever Aurore sees blood, she covers her mouth and tries not to gag. Some kid pranked her one time by showing her some blood, and Aurore got very disgusted and fainted. She had nightmares for weeks because of it.

She is a people pleaser since she doesn’t want to disappoint anyone, especially to her friends. Even if it causes her a lot of pain physically or emotionally, she still does so the other person can be happy.

Mireille Caquet:

When Mireille was in the elevator during the events of stormy weather, she felt like she was going to freeze to death. She was all alone thinking she wasn’t going to survive. When everything was reset back to normal, the damage left Mireille having a fear of being cold.

She used to have a crush on Sabrina when she was friends with Sabrina. But when Sabrina abandoned her for Chloé, she didn’t have feelings for her anymore but a part still wonders what could have been.

Mireille doesn’t talk about her feelings that much since she doesn’t want to bother anyone with them. She is supposed to help them, not the other way around. She is a therapist friend, so who is going to help them if she can’t do it then.

Mireille is a people pleaser so people wouldn’t abandon her. So it means walking all over her most of the time especially when she was little but she doesn’t want to lose people especially if it is something she did. So she makes sure in her power not to create conflict with the person.

Jean Duparc:

Jean always wondered what his mom was like and what made her leave in the first place. The answer that they ended up thinking is that she left because of Jean and never wanted to be his mom.

Jean doesn’t show his magic skills to many people because he is afraid people would laugh at him. Like when he was little, he performed his magic act during a talent show and accidentally messed up the act making almost the entire audience including the adults laugh at him. It almost made him quit magic all together if it wasn't for his dad’s and Lacey's support and encouragement.

Then ever a person Jean likes rejects them, Jean is a bit sad about it but accepts it since he isn’t that special or that good to be honest. Jean understands that rejection is something that is natural even if the pain doesn’t stop hurting

Jean usually hides his negative emotions by acting like everything is okay. Like he said “If I just put on a happy face, then everything will be okay.” Since he doesn’t want people to know he is upset even if it causes him stress.

Simon O’Conner:

When he was still with his parents, they left the stove on while Simon was asleep. The fire from the stove got on some curtains and it almost made the whole apartment burn to ashes. Simon was lucky to get out of there before the fire would do some real damage. It is one of the moments that stuck with Simon even till this day. He still nightmares about where he is surrounded by fire and sees his parents, just staring at him and watching him burn.

Simon’s parents were alcoholic to say the least. They usually were never home and mostly used the money for alcohol or drugs. One of them even works for Austin B’s dad. Simon accidentally sees some papers relating to it and his dad got really mad at him. When his aunt heard about it, she wanted to beat his parents toa pulp. Luckily his parents got arrested for not only neglecting and hurting their son but also some crimes they committed.

During kindergarten, Chloé called Simon, carrot head. Simon didn’t know the reason until Chloé told him that people hate carrots and his parents hate him, so what the difference. Simon knew the insult is stupid but the reasoning behind it was so cruel even for Chloé.

Simon doesn’t really have a good sleeping schedule so he sleeps through some classes by accident sometimes. His aunt, Denise, Ms. Mendeleiev and his friends get really concerned and try to make sure he takes care of himself. Simon is working on it and is getting some good sleep some nights but still has trouble in others.

Reshma Laghari:

One time during a party, some guy tried to put the moves on her with some disgusting comments. Reshma told him to leave her alone at first but he kept pursuing her. Then she told him, she isn’t into guys and doesn’t even want to know him. The guy kept being creepy towards her until she told him to back off. The guy told her she was a bitch and left her alone for the whole night. Reshma felt so uncomfortable for the whole night and she asked her parents if they would leave the party. They left and her parents even told the parents of the boy that made her feel uncomfortable. One of the reasons, Reshma doesn’t like going to fancy parties.

Reshma used to have a friend named Eloise when she was in 6th grade, at her old middle school . Reshma and her were really close and was Reshma’s first friend. Reshma felt like she could trust her with all her heart so decided to come out to her. When Reshma came out to her, Eloise’s reaction was less than ideal than what Reshma expected. After that, Eloise avoided her like she was the plague. Reshma was pretty sad that Eloise was avoiding her. But things got worse, when rumors about Reshma started spreading like wildfire. So almost everyone either bullies her or avoid. Until Reshma learns that Eloise told the whole school, she was lesbian and demiromantic. When Reshma asks her why she did this, Eloise told her that she didn’t associate with someone like her.When her parents heard about it, they made sure that Elosie was in trouble not only with the school but her parents as well. Reshma felt a bit nervous of making friends after that event but luckily she never met another person like Eloise ever again and was happy because of it. Also she changed schools after the event and she and Ismael went to the same school again! Ismael also heard what Eloise did to Reshma and got revenge on her because Eloise is a bitch and Reshma didn’t deserve what Eloise did to her.

One time in the 2nd grade, Some kid put a rat in Reshma’s lunchbox for a cruel prank. When Reshma opens her lunch, she screams until she faints. Ever since that day, Reshma has been afraid of mice and rats, and faints whenever they’re around. Reshma still gets nightmares about mice surrounding her and hurting her.

Before the events of Hawkmoth, there was a costume contest that the school was holding for two weeks. Reshma was a bit nervous at first but with some encouragement from Ismael, she was in and worked hard. When it was ready to present their costumes, Reshma was about to put on her costume until she saw Chloé and Sabrina ruined her costume by using scissors to cut it up and pouring some brown and yellow paint on it. And when Reshma caught them in the act and told Mrs.Bustier and Mr.Damocles about it, they push her problems aside (because Mr. Damocles is afraid of the mayor and Mrs.Bustier well Mrs.Bustier) and told her that she was being a bit dramatic and there was nothing they could do. And when Reshma told Chloé that she is a heartless monster , Mrs.Bustier told her saying that could hurt Chloé’s feelings, and she should apologize to her. Reshma, not wanting to get in trouble, says she was sorry and ran off crying. Ismael comforts her by getting some ghibli & disney movies and getting Reshma’s comfort foods. Reshma felt a bit scared to show her designs in school at that event but got over that, thanks to some encouragement from her parents and friends.

Ismael Prisk :

When he was a little kid, Ismael’s mom left him home alone when he was really sick. When he tried to find her, the illness got the better of him and he passed out on the floor. When he woke up, he could hear his dad yelling at his mom for leaving their kid at home when he was very sick and needed someone to take care of him. His mom didn’t really care and said ‘she’ would've been fine. It is one of the first things that Ismael has noticed that his mother doesn’t care about him.

His dad gave him a magic kit for his eighth birthday. Ismael loved that kit and almost used it all the time. But when his mom found out about it, she destroyed it and threw it away. When Ismael went to confront her about it, his mom explained that it was useless and she didn’t want another of that around since she already had him. Ismael never forgot that day since it made him realize that he hated his mom.

Ismael doesn’t cry in front of others, especially the ones he cares about because he doesn’t want to bother them and rather just ignores them. Because last time he cried, he was met with malice from his teacher, who wasn’t the greatest teacher. He is doing a lot better of showing his emotions to others, thanks to his dad and friends but that doesn't mean he won’t try to hide them.

There are some days where Ismael thinks his dad deserves better than him. Even if Fazli says he is one of the best things to happen to him, Ismael still feels like his dad deserves way more. Because Alaya said if Ismael wasn’t born, maybe his dad would be happier. Ismael didn’t believe her at first but the thought does pop up once and again.

Lacey Greene :

Lacey’s parents died when she was in the sixth grade and her brothers were three years old. Her brothers don’t have that much memory because of that, so Lacey usually tells them stories about them. But the story ends with Lacey crying about it.

Lacey is afraid of needles because her parents are usually there with her. One of them would be holding her hand and telling her it alright and it would be all over soon. But now that they're gone, she alway gets anxious about what will happen and what is going to happen. So she doesn’t like going by herself and rather has someone go with her.

Lacey knows her grandparents are going to be gone someday and she is scared for that day. She feels like she isn’t ready to take care of her brothers alone and she doesn’t want to lose anyone she cares about. So even if it means overworking herself so be it as long it keeps her grandparents well rested and healthy. Luckily her family and friends make sure she doesn’t overwhelm herself.

Lacey fears that she’ll forget her parents and all the memories they made together before their death. So she writes all the memories in a journal to look back at if she feels like she is forgetting a memory of them. She even reads them to her little brother sometimes when they intersect.

Denise Cabello:

Denise and their twin sister, Cerise, don’t have the best relationship to say the least. The two used to be very close when they were little but grew distant to the point where they see each other as roommates if anything. Cerise would antagonize Denise when they get into a fight since Cerise sees Denise as the favorite child to their parents. Denise is trying to keep their sibling safe and keeping her out of trouble most of the time, which annoys them more than they like to admit. Cerise would be seen as a troublemaker and irresponsible while Denise a responsible and helpful kid to most people. But it doesn’t mean they hate each other, far from it. They deeply care for each other, they just have some issues they need to address and that's okay.

The reason Denise is afraid of slime is that Chloé poured some on them during school picture day in the 8th grade. And it was sticky green like mucus slime and it couldn’t come off for a week and Denise fainted from it. And the reason Chloe did it is that she is a petty bitch. Cerise and Simon comforted them and got revenge on Chloé because Chloé deserved it.

Denise never expressed their emotions that much since most of their life, people look to them for comfort. So they never really asked or looked for others for comfort and pushed down their feelings until they were alone. Even in their lowest state, Denise can’t express their feelings because they hold them in for so long that they know how to exactly. Nowadays, they are expressing their emotions a bit more clearly but there are still some slips up.

They’re afraid of getting an injury since they have to be strong to protect their friends and family. If they're hurt then who is going to protect them then. So Denise tried everything to be the strong one and not get hurt. Sure it lets them be tired most of the time but as long as their friends and family are safe that is all that matters.

Cosette Bellamy:

Cosette is afraid of people telling it that they love it because they could be tricking it. Last time, someone told them that a girl named Renée did it for fun and they got worms and dirt all over themself at an amusement park on Valentine's Day in the 6th grade. So whenever someone tells them those words, a side of them just feels like it's a trick and they shouldn’t get their hopes up since it's not like, someone would them… right?

As Cosette was growing up, their mother and siblings would undermine their self worth and make them feel useless. So Cosette thinks that she doesn’t matter and that she is better off not existing since her family doesn’t care about her then why would she care about herself. So whenever it gets told that it is great, Cosette would feel shocked to be honest.

Cosette used to look up to their siblings when they were little. It follows them around and tries to do the things they do even if it doesn't work out that well. But Yvette and Jordyn would take advantage of that and make fun of them because of it. As time goes on, their relationship is already damaged and can’t really be fixed with an apology since it left Cosette with a bad self esteem and self hatred.

When they’re in kindergarten, Cosette got paint dumped all over them on picture day and the teacher didn’t bother changing the picture with a retake one. When Cosette confronts the teacher, he says that it is better than the one that has their face since it isn't seen. That left with it feeling pretty terrible about its appearance.

[omegaverse-seeker]

I'm writing a story and someone is planning to kill the Omega in it ,but they don't want his Alpha to die ... so is there a way to do it ? Also they are soulmates

Yeah, don't kill the Omega.

Also, I'm just kidding.

Also, I don't know. Lol

Who are the soul mates? The killer and the Alpha? Or the victim and the Alpha? Either way, it depends on whether or not there's a bond. Personally, a bond break could result in death but doesn't guarantee it.

[catrawoods]

just listening and singing to Titanium but Megan's V3rsion ( just imagining that Johnny having nightmares of all arguments with his dad and his temporary disownment 😞 )

[Lyrics]

You shout it out, but I can't hear a word you say

You're talking loud, not saying much

I'm criticized, but all your bullets ricochet

You shoot me down, but I get up

'Cause I'm

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose

Fire away, fire away

Ricochet, you take your aim

Fire away, fire away

You shoot me down, but I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down, but I won't fall

I am titanium I am titanium

I am titanium

Cut me down, but it's you who'll have further to fall

Ghost town and haunted love

So raise your voice,

sticks and stones won't break my bones

You shoot me down, but I get up

'Cause I'm

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose

Fire away, fire away

Ricochet, you take your aim

Fire away, fire away

You shoot me down, but I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down, but I won't fall

I am titanium

Stone heart, machine gun

Fired at the ones who run

Stone heart as bulletproof glass

You shoot me down, but I won't fall

I am titanium

So shoot me down, no, I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down, I won't fall

I am titanium

So shoot me down, no, I won't fall

'Cause I am titanium

I am titanium

I am titanium

Oh, I am titanium

Oh, I am titanium

( i tried to sing this but my voice went... you know. )