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with-love-from-hell · 2 years ago

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5 Sides of Human

{Part sixteen}

Genre: Mixed

WC: ~4.8k

CW: Mammon is still a jerk, pining, suggestive, anxiety, depictions of anger and verbal aggression, depression, panic attacks, some angst and heavy drama lol, mentions of blood, FIGHT SCENE, allusion of OCD, allusion to past trauma, Storm has a stutter but I am not depicting it with written word consistently, prolly lots of typos lol, spoilers for season 1&2, I'm skipping over/changing some things I didn't like in the main story so it will be a bit different from canon!

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©️ artwork commissioned by @vivi8bit ©️

Mammon groaned as he slammed the door to his bedroom, shedding his clothes to the floor as he stumbled his way to bed. He didn’t bother turning the light on when he got home, feeling exhausted from all the running around he had done today. He plopped face first into his bed, knowing that tomorrow was going to be just as hellish with the stupid play and Simeon’s dictator-like directing.

“It’s about time you got back.” Lucifer growled from the darkness, causing Mammon to nearly jump out of his skin.

He shrieked, scrambling to try to turn on a light and falling out of his bed in a mess of blankets in the process. Lucifer clicked his tongue in annoyance at his fumbling, having been already at the limit of his patience.

Mammon breathed a sigh of relief upon seeing the vague illuminated outline of Lucifer leaning against his pool table. The relief quickly turned into agitation though, and he chucked a pillow at his brother. “O-oi! Whatcha think yer doin’ hidin’ in the dark like some vampire!”

“Why are you trying to upset Storm?” Lucifer ignored his question by asking his own, crossing his arms over his chest.

The color drained from Mammon’s face as he gulped, surprised that his plan had been sniffed out so easily. “I-I dunno what yer talkin’ about.”

Lucifer narrowed his eyes. “Then what was that pathetic display at dinner all about?”

“Uh...Well, I...” Mammon cleared his throat. “I ain’t trying to do anything! I just wanted to introduce you guys to my date. That’s it!”

Lucifer scoffed. “You expect me to believe that?”

“Yeah, ‘cuz it’s true!” Mammon pouted, crossing his arms to match Lucifer’s stature. “If Storm is upset, that ain’t my problem!”

“It most certainly is your problem.” Lucifer added, shifting his weight between his feet. “She mentioned you haven’t been treating her very nicely the past few days, so what happened?”

Mammon scoffed, trying to hide the guilt he felt for clearly hurting her feelings. “It ain’t my fault she’s too sensitive.”

“Mammon.” Lucifer raised his tone slightly, indicating his rise in anger at the comment. “I know for a fact that she has conversed with you before about her low self-esteem. You are doing and saying things to make her feel bad about herself, and I expect you to cease that at once and offer her an apology.”

“I ain’t doin’ shit, Lucifer!” Mammon yelled back, but instantly regretted his tone when Lucifer’s eye began twitching.

“Oh really, you’re doing nothing?” Lucifer shook his head. “That is the biggest pile of shit that I’ve ever heard come out of your mouth. Did you really think no one would notice the fact that you kept staring at her while you talked about how hot your date was? Not to mention the attitude you copped with me the other day, all while she conveniently ‘wasn’t feeling well’? And why would she tell me you’ve been treating her poorly? It’s not like her to lie about something like that.”

Mammon looked away to the floor, making no further comment. The expression on his face displayed his guilt and shame freely, causing Lucifer to now worry about the extent of what he’s done to Storm.

“What did you say to her?” Lucifer took a threatening step toward him. When Mammon didn’t reply, he felt a sense of injustice rising in his chest, fueling his anger at the way his brother was behaving. “Don’t make me repeat myself, Mammon.”

Mammon shook his head, throwing his hands up in defeat, though was clearly unwilling to confront any wrong-doing he had participated in. “I...I...It’s just...the ball was comin up and she...I’m just tryin’ to show her what she’d be missin’ out on, y’know!?”

Lucifer raised an eyebrow, shaking his head. “What are you talking about?”

“It’s nothin!” Mammon shouted, folding his arms tight to his chest. “I got a date to the ball, and y’all just seem to be hikin’ up my jeans about it!”

“I could give a shit less about your date.” Lucifer sighed in exasperation. “I care about Storm’s wellbeing.”

“Psh, yeah, like when you nearly killed ‘er twice?” Mammon muttered under his breath.

“What was that?”

“Nothin’, nothin’. Anyways, I ain’t doin’ anything wrong! So why don’t ya go bother someone else so I can get some sleep.” Mammon threw the blankets over his head, blocking out Lucifer’s demands for him to admit what he had done. Finally having enough, Lucifer gave a frustrated sigh and stormed out of his room, slamming the door behind him.

Mammon curled the blankets tighter around him, now stewing in the reality that he had indeed hurt Storm even more. Rather than make her jealous, he clearly seems to be hitting several of her insecurities. But even so, he wondered why she didn’t just tell Lucifer what he had said to her the day she rejected him. Even with him acting like a jackass- which he now understood was the way he was acting- she still felt the need to protect him.

“God Dammit.” Mammon groaned into his pillow. The night would surely now be a sleepless one.

The play mostly went on without a hitch, outside of Mammon screwing up a majority of his lines. The journey of the prince and the knight seemed to enrapture the student body, and enjoyed the first two acts of action and drama. They were on the edge of their seats for the finale. As the intermission end announcement came to signal their final scene, Storm took a deep breath, slowly strolling from back stage at Lucifer’s side, as if they were walking through a park, with Simeon’s voice echoing above them.

“...And through the entire journey, it was only now that Sir Lucifer realized his true feelings...” From offstage, Storm eyed Simeon’s movements, signaling for Lucifer to start saying his lines.

“The truth is...” Lucifer sighed, stopping and kneeling before her. “I feel as though all of these years I’ve been living a lie. To spend all this time searching for something I already had. I feel like a fool.”

“But, Sir...The princess-”

“Forget the princess.” He shook his head, gripping her hands tighter. “Marrying her would not make me happy. Quite the opposite, actually- especially in knowing I would be leaving you behind...I simply can’t go through with it. Forgive me now, for I must undo this arrangement. Even if it destroys the princess to have me falter now, I can’t go on knowing I would be giving up the one that I truly love...” Lucifer locked eyes with her once more, offering a sad smile. “And that is you, Storm.”

Storm smiled back warmly, but it faltered when Lucifer stayed locked in place. That was his final line...He’s supposed to walk off stage and leave her in the garden, she thought. Her nerves rose as he continued to stand staring at her.

After what seemed like an eternity, he spoke. “Before I take my leave, I must ask you- the one I love. Would you dance with me tonight?”

Storm blinked, unsure of what to say. For a moment, she thought Simeon had given them extra lines and had forgotten to mention it to her, but with his meticulous attention to detail, she found it unlikely after considering it more. It wasn’t until a scream of “He said WHAT?” from Mammon offstage that she realized what he was doing. She glanced behind Lucifer’s shoulder, seeing Mammon barely being held back by Beel and Vivi with pure hate in his eyes.

“I can’t hope to marry you and live out our days- and I am uncertain of if there will ever come a time where I can. Abandoning my people would be a selfish dereliction of my duty. So I ask you, could I have this one night with you- one that we could hold dear to our hearts forever?” Lucifer glanced down at her expectantly, raising an eyebrow as if to indicate the second meaning behind his words that he somehow managed to fit into the dialogue of the play.

“Lucifer...” She swallowed, trying to tear her eyes away from Mammon. “I...I’d want nothing more.”

Mammon nearly screeched, but Beel was able to cover his mouth just in time. Lucifer stepped forward, blocking her view of a squirming Mammon from sight.

“Just the thought has my heart pounding with anticipation.” He smiled, lifting her hand and placing a chaste kiss to her palm. “Then I will see you tonight, my love.”

With that, he makes his exit. Mammon appeared to have been dragged away, as the small area she could see offstage was now bare. Following the remainder of her directions from Simeon’s narration, she begins to pace around the stage.

“Beset by uncertainty after hearing Lucifer confess his love for her, Storm wanders off to think, but ends up lost deep within the woods. It is then that Satan, fairy of the woods, appears. His proposition is such: take the dagger and kill the princess, then she will be granted her wish of marrying the prince.”

“But know this, my dear Storm.” Satan hands her the fake knife. “If you do not use it to kill the princess, the power of the blade will still need to be satiated- you must use it to kill someone.”

The curtain closes briefly and the final scene is set up by the stage hands. Storm can barely think to remember her lines with the butterflies in her stomach at the prospect of finally being asked to the ball by Lucifer. She felt bad for Mammon- after all, she did tell him she wasn’t going with anyone. But the excitement somewhat overshadowed her guilt, and as the curtains opened, she almost missed the musical cue to say her line.

"I remember the first day I met you...almost like it was yesterday."

"I remember too." Lucifer grabbed her hands, pulling her closer. "It really is hard to believe what we've gone through since then."

"The way you fixed your eyes on me...that noble yet sincere gaze." She stepped closer, placing it just above his heart. "There was no way to deny it- I fell for you, body and soul."

"Stop...tempt me no further. I feel I am losing control of myself- that I won't be able to hold back any longer if we continue."

Storm leaned in, their lips barely touching. “Then relinquish your control, Sir Lucifer.”

With the final line, their lips met. Lucifer cupped her cheek in his hand, stroking the skin softly under his thumb. Some in the crowd gasped, others “ooo’d” and “aww’d” in amusement, and some cheered loudly, whistling as the kiss went on a tad longer than anticipated. From off stage, Simeon was so absorbed in silently praising his own excellence in writing such a romantic scene with the admiration the two were receiving from the crowd that he failed to notice the extra time they took in basking in the intimacy. When Lucifer pulled away, Storm nearly missed the admiring look he held in his eyes.

“Storm’s heart felt full in that moment, and all she wanted was to be with the prince, but the guilt of having to be the hand that kills the princess weighed heavy as she leaves the ball, heading toward the princess’s chambers. She stops outside the door, beside herself with conflicting emotions. Ultimately, she knows she cannot bring harm to the princess...”

“This is supposed to be my path to happiness, but will I truly achieve true happiness through unjust murder?” She says allowed, falling to her knees with the dagger clutched to her chest. Despite this being merely a performance, something about the moment felt strangely familiar, and she felt her skin prickle with worry and discomfort.

“Can’t bring yourself to kill her, Storm?” Lucifer approaches from offstage.

“Lucifer, I-”

“Hush now. Your altruism is what made me fall for you in the first place.” He took her by the hand, helping her to her feet. “I have made my decision to renounce my royal birth right to be with you. The love you’ve shown has changed me...and given me courage. To hell with my duties- I can’t live another day without you.”

As she lifted the dagger, she forced her face to contort into an expression of pain. Her hands shook, pointing the dagger toward Lucifer “But the curse of the dagger-”

Lucifer lifted his hand to hers, summoning a bright light. With that, she dropped the dagger, falling into his arms. “I’ve lifted the curse, and freed you of it’s hold. Now, come. Let us return home. Our future awaits.”

“Never did the two imagine that such a destiny awaited them at the end of their long, long journey. They truly had proven the adage that ‘love conquers all’. Prince Lucifer chose to renounce his royal status in exchange for Storm’s love, and the two of them lived happily ever after. And so ends our story. On behalf of the student council officers, we hoped you enjoyed our original play, ‘With Me.’”

“I can’t fuckin’ believe this!” Mammon roared, trudging down the corridor behind the auditorium. In his wake, he scratched the brick with his claws and sprawled his wings, knocking over statues and tearing down tapestries. “He’s a snake in the grass! A Judas!”

“Mammon, calm down.” Vivi shook her head, pissed that she was roped into having to deal with Mammon’s outburst because no one else would help Beel to control him.

“Lucifer has every right to ask Storm out, just like the rest of us did.” Beel stated flatly, trying to get the unruly demon to see reason.

“Besides, don’t you have a date already?” Vivi added, confused as to what his damage was with the situation.

“I don’t care ‘bout her! I just paid her to come around to make Storm jealous.” He confessed blindly, not realizing what he was saying as the words tumbled out of his mouth. “I can’t believe she rejected me and then went n’ said yes to my own brother- ‘specially after sayin’ she didn’t want to hurt no ones feelin’s. I went through all this shit for nothin’!”

Vivi gritted her teeth, getting fed up with how he was acting. “No one forced you to make an ass of yourself, Mammon. And I don’t take kindly to men who play around with women’s emotions or flaunt them like a piece of meat.”

Mammon scoffed. “You’re startin’ to sound like Lucifer.”

“Don’t you dare compare me to that fuckin’ nark.” She hissed back, stepping toe-to-toe with him.

“I don’t need this shit,” Mammon snarled. “‘specially not from some dumb old human.”

Beel darted his gaze between Mammon and Vivi, and then back to the door toward the stage. Based on the distant murmur of Storm’s voice, he could tell it wasn’t over yet, so he was on his own if a fight broke out.

“Wanna run that by me again, you spineless little worm?” Vivi snarled, posting up on her tip-toes to be nose-to-nose with Mammon.

“I said you’re a dumb human.” He repeated, scoffing when Vivi’s mouth twitched into a snarl and her fingers curled into fists. “What, you wanna take me on? I’ll wipe the floor with ya!”

“I’ll shove my foot so far up your ass that you’ll be tasting rubber for a month!”

“Fuck outta my face.” Mammon growled back, his eyes burning with rage. “Or I’ll-”

Before he could get the words out, a fist flew straight into his jaw. He stumbled backwards, trying to maintain his balance and collect his bearings. He was just about to speak when another fist landed under his chin, and then immediately after there was a kick to his stomach. Mammon coughed and sputtered, putting considerable distance between him and Vivi in order to reorient himself.

“Beelzebub I swear to god if you don’t let me go you’re next!” Vivi yelled, squirming against his hold. Beel held them against his chest tightly, trying to calm them down, but was actually doing quite the opposite- like when you try to hold an unruly cat to avoid getting them riled up.

“W-what the f-fuck!” Mammon spat, trying to adjust his jaw to see if it was dislocated. “How the hell can you even throw a punch that hard?!”

“Magic, Bitch.” She squirmed harder against Beel’s hold, trying to get him to loosen his grip.

“Fuck you!” He shouted, finally standing and dusting himself off.

Vivi hocked a loogie and spat it in his direction, nearly hitting him in the face. Mammon cringed as the lump of phlegm splattered onto his jacket that he had freshly pressed for the ball, causing rage to boil up in his chest.

“Alright, that’s it.” He shed his coat, slamming it to the ground and putting up his fists. “Let ‘er go, Beel. She wants a fight, I’ll give ‘er a fight!”

Beel shook his head, but Vivi quickly snaked out of his hold, bum-rushing Mammon with her fists raised high.

Beel fumbled around, trying to figure out what to do as Mammon and Vivi immediately began an all-out brawl in the hallway behind the theater. Blow after blow was attempted on each other. Somehow Vivi was able to dodge most of Mammon’s hits, but took low blows to get the upper hand on him- even going so far as to kick him square in the taint. His breaking point was the sound of bones breaking, finally stepping between them, kicking Mammon clear across the hall, and hauling Vivi off in the opposite direction before Mammon could register what had happened.

“You fight like a bitch!” Vivi spat back as Beel carted her off down the corridor, hoping against all odds that Mammon wouldn’t chase them. Her demands for him to put her down were ignored- knowing that he had to stall whatever was happening until Lucifer could handle whatever punishment he was going to dish out to the two of them.

Luke ran to Storm as the actors made their way out of the auditorium to the receiving line, hugging her midsection tightly. His voice was strained between sobs. “Storm! oh my word, that was so beautiful! You did amazing!”

Storm smiled, patting Luke on the head. “Thank you, but it certainly wasn’t all me. Everyone did so well.”

“That’s a generous way to deflect the fact that your scenes blew ours out of the water.” Satan chuckled, giving Storm a side hug. “Don’t be so modest.”

She blushed. “Oh, well thank you, I suppose”

“They’re right, Storm.” the crowd parted to make way for Diavolo to come through, Solomon and Barbatos in tow behind him. “You all didn’t even need me, so it seems!”

Storm gave a small, nervous laugh. “Oh, I...uh-”

“I thought you weren’t able to make it.” Simeon raised an eyebrow, appearing behind Storm so suddenly that she nearly jumped out of her skin.

“I was able to catch the tail end.” Diavolo gave a boisterous laugh, but there was something threatening behind it. “I must say, I am quite jealous of Lucifer. That kiss scene was phenomenal.”

Why did he have to say that?! Storm’s face turned completely red as she tried to direct her eyes anywhere else but Diavolo’s. She had been secretly relieved when the casting switch happened and she was assigned to kiss Lucifer, as Diavolo’s intimidating stature and weird flirtatious attitude toward her was beginning to make her feel weird.

“My lord, please restrain yourself.” Barbatos said curtly, earning a dismissive wave from the prince.

“I suppose Lucifer was the most stunned by your performance though. I must say, I can’t imagine that having to act out such romance would cause anyone to fall in love, even if for a brief moment.” Diavolo winked at Storm, who stifled a groan and returned her gaze elsewhere.

“Oh barf.” Fern grumbled, rolling their eyes. “Look, Dia- I don’t think that greasy old fart would know romance if it bit him in the-”

“Can someone please explain to me why this hallway is a disaster?!”

Everyone’s attention snapped the opposite direction. Lucifer’s brows were furrowed as he tried to piece together how the broken statues, ripped tapestry, and scratch marks that littered the walls and floor came about. The crowd not part of the student council quickly vanished as Lucifer whipped around, clearly at his limit for anger.

“Well, don’t look at us!” Sarah whined, pouting back at Lucifer. “Clearly it was one of the other students. We’ve been in the auditorium all night!”

“Well, Not all of us...” Storm added, glancing around the crowd. “Where’s Mammon?”

“And Vivi...” Heart added. “Didn’t they leave with Beel to make sure Mammon didn’t...”

Lucifer’s eyes flashed with fury, clearly having been unaware of Mammon’s near disruption of the play during their intimate scene. “To make sure Mammon didn’t what?!”

Everyone was quiet, until a huge crash was heard on the second floor, followed by shouting.

“That sounds like Beel.” Belphie immediately bolted toward the staircases.

Lucifer followed quickly behind, yelling at everyone else to stay put. Storm rubbed her forearm anxiously, hoping that Mammon hadn’t become to irate for her acceptance of Lucifer’s request. Despite that she knew he had a date to the ball, she felt guilty for going back on what she had told him, despite Beel’s encouragement.

Within moments, Lucifer had a bruised, bloodied, and tattered Mammon by the collar of his shirt, dragging him down the stairs. Mammon’s yelps and begs for him to “just let him talk about what happened” were met with tense silence. Beel walked by Vivi’s side a little behind, trying to get her to stop calling mammon names and insulting his fighting style.

Once at the bottom of the stairs, Lucifer immediately turned toward his office, instructing everyone else to head to the ball. He gave Storm an apologetic glance before disappearing around the corner with Mammon, out of sight.

“Vivi, what the hell happened?!” Satan squawked, immediately pushing Beel aside and assessing their injured arm.

Vivi jerked their arm away from him. “I’m fine. Jesus Christ calm your ass down.”

“Did Mammon attack you!?” Storm gasped as she watched Vivi casually re-set their arm into place and roll their shoulder to adjust.

“Psh, he tried.” Vivi scoffed, turning her attention back to Satan. “Your brother fights like a toddler.”

Storm ran both hands through her hair, trying to process what the hell was happening. Her heart began beating like a drum, feeling as if it would burst from her chest at any moment. Her breath became ragged and her vision blurred, and intrusive thoughts bombarding her with guilt plunged through her brain. Beel’s ears perked at the sound of her labored breath and he immediately pulled her aside away from the others’ concerned stares, trying to get her to focus on him.

“Wait, so you seriously went head-to-head with Mammon?!” Fern smirked, approaching them excitedly. “Did you beat his ass? Was he as strong as he’s supposed to be?!”

Vivi glanced briefly toward Satan, who stared at her with wide, intrigued eyes. She sighed and shrugged, trying to come off as nonchalant, but was clearly happy to brag about their fighting ability. Even now they barely felt the sting in their shoulder from where Mammon had dislocated her arm. “Meh, I learned how to beef myself up with magic, but brawn isn’t all you need to win a fight. You need strategy, and you need to know your opponents weak spots. Let’s just say Mammon learned it the hard way.”

Satan smiled admiringly, and Vivi tried to hide the slight blush that developed on their cheeks. Fern, Asmo, and Levi burst into a fit of laughter, hardly able to believe their older brother was beaten up by a human.

“I would hate to be him right about now.” Diavolo chuckled, nudging Barbatos in jest. Though Barbatos appeared to be just as displeased as Lucifer.

“My lord, Vivi is an exchange student, might I remind you.” His tone was hushed as Vivi boasted about her fighting prowess. “And this isn’t the first fight they’ve gotten into since they’ve come here. Perhaps we should have a serious conversation about whether or not they are a fit for this progr-”

“Wait, no!” Storm, pushed Beel aside gently, brushing her hand on Barbatos’ arm as she stood before him to plead for reconsideration. “I think it’s an important lesson for other demons who view humans as inferior to see one stand their ground. It will prevent them from taking advantage of us because they think we’re weak.”

Barbatos glanced down at her hand, then narrowed his eyes at her. “Storm, I hardly think it’s your place to assert yourself into political matters in Devildom.”

She dropped her hand, and looked to the floor. “I apologize.”

“No need, Storm. I agree with you.” Diavolo smiled at her. “She will not be sent home, don’t fret.”

Barbatos gave a hardened glare between Diavolo and Storm. He sighed, turning on his heel and urging Diavolo away with him. Diavolo quickly leaned down toward Storm, causing her anxiety to rise once more.

“Oh, I’ve been meaning to ask. At the ball, would you care to join me for a dance? I’m saddened that I missed the opportunity to become closer to you during the play.” He gave a suave smirk, but Storm didn’t feel moved.

“Oh...I...uh...” She stammered, trying to ease her nerves. “I am already going with Lucifer, so...”

Diavolo waved Barbatos off as he pestered him to hurry along to the other points of the festival to make an appearance. “No need to worry. He wont be bothered over just one dance. I’ll be seeing you.” With another sly smirk, he spun on his heel and followed Barbatos down the hall.

“Let go of me, will ya!” Mammon yelped as Lucifer tossed him to the floor near the hearth roughly. He rubbed the spot where his shoulder collided with the ground, pissed that Lucifer was being so rough with him. In all actuality, Mammon was still beyond hurt that, in the way he saw it, Lucifer snuck in and asked Storm to the dance when he obviously had seen Mammon was upset by her rejection. The way he talked about her the other night now made so much sense. Clearly he has had the hots for her the entire time, and he was just bein’ sneaky about it, he thought, gritting his teeth as the anger began simmering up once more.

“Seriously? Picking a fight with one of the exchange students.” Lucifer growled, crossing his arms and shaking his head. “What the hell is the matter with you? First this charade you had with Storm, and now this?!”

“Don’t ya dare even mention her name!” Mammon snapped back, quickly standing and approaching Lucifer. He poked him in the chest hard, clearly struggling to keep himself together with how angry he was. “Ya got some nerve slidin’ in like that when ya knew I liked her!”

“Mammon what in Diavolo’s name are you talking about!?”

“Last night! I told ya I wanted to go to the ball with her and then ya pull this shit. Some big brother you are!”

“You absolutely did not tell me that.” Lucifer sighed pinching the bridge of his nose. “Look, maybe if you wanted to go with her, you should have asked her.”

“I did! And...” Mammon trailed off, dropping his gaze to the floor.

Lucifer raised an eyebrow. “She said no?”

Mammon shook his head, anger coming back up to mask his sadness. “It don’t matter what she said! I was tryna win her favor and ya messed it all up!”

“Mammon, will you please-”

“No! Just...shut up!” Mammon pushed Lucifer aside, stomping toward his office door. “This ain’t over. I’ll never forgive ya for this. And don’t bother talkin’ to me ever again, ya prick!”

With that, Mammon slammed the door behind him, leaving Lucifer in a state of confusion and frustration. He stormed down the hall toward the bathroom, locking himself inside and sliding down to the floor. Mammon pressed his head in his hands. His breath shuddered as he finally allowed himself the release his body truly wanted.

Why didn’t she love him back?

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three-bunnies-in-a-trenchcoat · 2 years ago

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OK ok. many things 2 say. i just woke up and read ur answer so bare w me i have a lot

first of all. yeah people really fuck with malons character and the tropes they stick to her are boring at best and misogynistic at worst and it makes me Very Upset. shes one of my favs and shes actually rlly interesting if u squint (im abt to make 2 posts abt that lol) but noooo shes Time's Wife and The Boys Mother and nothing more . when it comes to Time L/U its weird bc it takes the heroes shade into account (which is fine! it is canon!) but imo the heroes shade completely fucked her character to shit and disregarded her entire story of oot and mm and. hhhh. i dont like that version of her becoming the Main Interpetation. please stop making her a brooding asshole please consider her as shes written pleaaaase 🙏🙏

i dont blame u for finding oot and mm dull. theyre long and old and not quite story-heavy as sksw and botw but im just insane about its themes and characters so if u ever have questions i can prolly answer them (and itd make me super happy lmao 🕺💃)

i didnt even know the shortened names were a completely fanon thing what !! hell world ig aaaagh

and OK THANK YOU!!!! there is a MASSIVE difference between tired and sleepy and he is TIRED if anything !!!!!!!! the entire game is about how devoted link is to saving zelda that it caused the reincarnation cycle OF COURSE HE WOULD BE TIRED. OF COURSE HE WOULD SACRIFICE SLEEP FOR THE SAKE OF HER. OF COURSE!!!!!!!!! i will say that there is this interesting thing w sksw in that, like... you start out being told link is someone who is very carefree and almost lackadaisical. he lives with his head in the clouds and takes things at his own pace and he likes to stop and smell the roses and whatnot (see: everything zelda says at the beginning of the game abt him not practicing and not rlly taking it seriously and etc etc etc). hes too late to see her at the forest temple and impa tells him he was too late to SAVE her and THEN we get that iconic "am i late?" "no. youre right on time." scene, and then it ends w ghirahim saying hes "far too quick" at the end of the game. what im getting at is that hes trying so, so hard throughout the game to be the hero zelda needs, and he gets better and better and better (albeit at his own expense). i DO think the impa scene was the major turning point and fucked up his view of himself ("why would i need to take care of myself when she still needs to be saved?") but point is. he is trying so hard. yes hed be tired and itd almost certainly be self imposed but sleepy? LAZY??? did you play the game past the opening .

you and me have the same brain abt sksw link i think. no more sleepy soft sweetheart link i want sksw link with a good heart who is still ultimately so sooo tired and weary bc he is putting everything he is into saving his friend but who also wont pass up the opportunity to fuck with people or wreck shit if he wants to.

ok sorry for the long messages. Why am i not following you what hang on

Dang :/ you really can't have anything in this place, huh? (Also I'd love to hear what you have to say on the hero's shade (even if its just in the context of lu), because I do quite like him (although the version that exists in my head is admittedly a bit-- different))

It's not that I don't want to watch it its just that I know after about three hours I'll be giving up (yeah I can replay a game I've already finished three times for six straight hours but GOD FORBID I try to watch a new show or listen to a podcast :/)

Yeah the names are shortened. yall could've been creative at least? It feels like it reduces them down even further, if that makes sense

YES he's getting faster and faster but at what cost!! Buddy you're going to make yourself sick!!! Take a break once in a while!!! (I say while actively writing several fics in which he Does Not Take A Fucking Break)

At this point sksw link simply has no shits left to give. Like yeah he'll help people but. Wouldn't it just be so much easier to give this love letter away as toilet paper? And also like I know it's just restrictions on how many words they can get in the boxes. But he seems like a pretty blunt guy. I think someone who's a quote unquote "soft sweetheart" would at least be willing to use more than three words at a time (and he wouldn't walk closer to better hear a private conversation, cough, pipit and his mom, cough, and then lie about it)

#the main thing that interests me in ss isnt like. the characters and such. but rather the lore and the fuckery of the timeline.#so im not as qualified to speak on it as i would like :/#also im just bad at grasping stuff thats not laid out directly in front of my face #mb and strawberryrosewood scream about hats

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i should be doing japanese hw but whatever i managed a 100% on a written test last year ill be fine. anyways, hc's about candi! this time just general relationships w the others >:) Joe- pretty chill. she understands that joe doesn't want to talk to her, or anyone besides bora, and doesn't mind. the two just kinda chill around eachother and bond over a shared dislike of zubin. she tries to help him if he needs it

Zubes- very complicated. y'know how i said she really hates zubin. well she kinda doesn't. she's more upset at her situation and that zubes got her stuck there in the first place, than at him for being the way he is. candi doesn't really talk if he's in the room, but will say a few things. she's very vocal about her frustration and dislike of the situation. she just needs a target for her frustration and it happened to be zubes. she doesn't actually hate him deep down

Andy- neutral. doesn't really mind him, but doesn't know why he likes zubin so much. she has to ask him for most things, since he's the only one who can get them. sometimes, if he bites candi, she freaks out but now she doesn't rlly mind since it happens a fair bit. (also whats with the goop coming off of him in all of that art he's in? i just wanna know what it is)

Rob- concern and confusion, but also friends. really worried and confused as to why he's always crying, but understands it may be something she can't influence or control. she's a pretty good therapist when she wants to be, and just kinda makes sure rob isn't going too badly. she'll talk to him a fair bit since he always wants to talk to joe, and gets denied every time.

Ross- doesn't really know him. ross is by himself, playing the drums most of the time, so candi doesn't really see him all that often. he was her favourite band member before they went all obsessive over MK+A, so is a bit annoyed she doesn't see him more, but she keeps it to herself and understands he might not want to talk to her or the others.

Bora- friends. candi thinks bora is cool. they talk a lot about random stuff they like. idk why but i think bora is good at cooking stuff, so candi might take lessons from him sometimes. she often babysits some of his rats if he can't carry them around or is busy preforming.

Steve- Pretty good friends. candi and steve get along really well, like casey and steve do, since candi's also on the quiet side, and is pretty accommodating for steve's needs. she thinks he's basically just a house cat, but that it's very entertaining. sometimes he'll just be sitting somewhere weird and candi wont mind. she's prolly trying to learn sign language or something similar to more easily communicate with him. she probably vents to him a lot bur feels bad for it

casey- probably the most healthy relationship in the au. casey and candi are both in the same boat, struggling with a lot of the same stuff. the two spend a lot of time chatting, doing random stuff, or being eachother's therapists. candi's got a lot of pent up frustration and sadness, and they only feel comfortable sharing it with casey and steve. they probably have a kindof family dynamic, like cousins or older brother/younger sister relationship since there'd be an age gap. candi is most like their pre-death self around casey.

Ryan- mysterious. seen him like, twice, maybe. thinks he's chill though, but gets scared when he just shows up like "hey lmao wanna check out this letter i got?" all of a sudden

misc head cannons:

candi is biromantic/ace bcz why not. if u gave her a hug she'd be really thankful, the poor girl needs therapy asap. she probably likes hugs a lot, but if someone just suddenly hugged her she'd just be like "wtf get away from me" before realising "damn i rlly needed this" and crying a lot. her hugs are super comforting, but a bit short. she hates sudden loud noises, like slamming doors or sirens, in fact she just hates anything happening without warning. she's super jumpy and gets anxious a lot, and copes by fiddling with whatever she has on her, or just by fiddling with her hoodie. her right eye is a little blurry from the scar over it, but it's not enough to need contacts/glasses. (sorry this is so long lol im hyper fixating on this stuff and im going thru art block but a sudden writing unblock so yh lmao. i might draw the others in the au soon, but i have a swimming carnival soon since im aussie and its still summer and a bunch of tests coming up. anyways, if u have any hc's please do share them im rlly interested in what u think :D)

Joe could totally relate w the zubin&Andy relationship. He Dislikes zubin and doesn't really understand why Andy likes him so much HSHFHD Joe and Candi would def bond over that and Joe would give understanding nods in response to Candis vents abt Zubin.

Oh yeah Andy is a biter HDJDHDHD he will bite anyone who talks to Zubin (especially if him and Zubin were in a convo and were suddenly interrupted) or anyone who doesn't rlly like Zubin (Joe avoids Andy for the most part) and the goop is just goop!!! He's just a melty boy idrk why I made his design like that but I've been drawing two wuv Andy like that since 2018 :p

Awww yeah :( I love the Rob relationship, that is very real Rob will almost all of the time just be like "oh haha okay cool I'm gonna find Joe" and just walk away 😭

AW OMFG I love the idea of Candi taking care/babysitting Boras rats that is so cute 🫶🫶!!!!

Love the family dynamic with Steve/Casey/Candi that is so real :)) they'd def hang out a lot upstairs in the two wuv house (most of them live downstairs) and spend a lot of time venting to each other or chatting about random stuff :)) I think that is very sweet <3

Candi being scared by loud noises is so real I get it. She'd def ask Andy if he can go get her earplugs or like headphones, something to dull the loud noises in the house (Andy eventually is able to steal earplugs from some hunters in the woods)

That's all okay !!!!! I love reading ur headcanons n stuff abt ur oc it's so sick that ppl r so interested in my au it makes me so happy ^w^!!!!! Ooh good luck w ur tests !!! BTW so sorry about how late I responded to this, I've been really busy with midterm (I just finished writing a 4 page paper. Someone get me outta here!!!!!) But it's spring break now so I should reply faster :))

#THANK U AGAIN UGH THIS IS SO COOL im def going to draw Candi interacting w the rest of the band soon :)#and it should be digital hehe #ask #two wuv #two wuv au #long post

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apex-academy · 2 years ago

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Chapter 6: The Decay of Our Lives (#2)

No new floors to investigate this time. I don’t know what else I’m supposed to do now. There’s still that student file cabinet, I guess? Or maybe I should check on the people I still haven’t seen. Or Aidan. He did look a little worse for wear, now that I’m thinking about it.

The options swirl in my head, but I can’t quite seem to reach out and grip one to commit to.

“......”

Maybe I’ll just rest for now.

...

After some time spent half-reading, half-dozing, I’m broken from my tired stupor by a knock on the door.

“You in here?”

“...”

Okay, mostly broken from it. Not enough to register whose voice that is, but enough to get up and go check. After a minute of trying to tug the door open, I realize it’s still locked.

Really that kind of day, huh?

But at least it saves me from hesitating once I’m physically able to open it. I’m met with a clash of loud colors that are pretty easy to identify.

“Ah, Kanagi.”

“Yo. You had lunch yet?”

I shake my head, even if it takes me a minute to parse the question. When did lunchtime get here?

“You?”

“I’m, like, goin’ around first.”

“Already gotta bring Iggy his, so. Might as well see where else my, like, delivery service or whatever’s going today.”

“I’m good to get something myself, I think. You need any help?”

She heaves a loud sigh.

“Probably??"

“Like, at this point, I’m mostly just peeling fruit and trying not to set spaghetti on fire.”

“...Yeah, I can help.”

“Sweet.”

The walk to the cafeteria is a blur, like most everything else right now. I sure hope no one’s been confiding anything important to me. Or at least nothing they wanted me to remember.

Kanagi kicks the kitchen door open for the both of us and grabs herself a yogurt drink.

“You wanna do the fruit or the s’getti?”

“Are those our only options?”

She shrugs. “ ‘s all I got, but if you got better ideas, go for it, dude.”

I wander around the little island.

“Plenty of cookbooks if we need ideas.”

“Not sure I’m up for that much effort. Maybe some hand rolls or something?”

“Whyyyy not.”

“I can totally get the rice stuff going, but, like, you might wanna do the actual stuff yourself if you don’t want it crunchy.”

“Raw crunchy or burnt crunchy?”

“...Yes.”

“...”

“ ‘Less you like it that way! Seems like most peeps totally don’t, though.”

“Are you ‘most peeps’?”

“No way, dude.”

True on so many levels.

“And they put you in charge of cooking.”

“Like, sometimes? Depends on who feels like trash and who doesn’t. That super keeps swapping around.”

“Always gotta at least take Iggy his, though.”

“Yeah, guess he’s not in any shape to be cooking, huh.”

Between that and Yuki... being gone...

...

“Wait. Am... Am I the only one here who can cook?”

“Prolly.”

“...................” This is the most bizarre twist of fate I’ve suffered through yet.

“Okay, well. Let’s find some stuff to chop up.”

She shoots me a finger gun. “That, I can totally do.”

We rummage through the fridge and freezer for fish and vegetables. Maybe some cream cheese. I don’t know.

I’m still not qualified for this job, but we’ve survived this far. As long as I don’t cook up some very severe food poisoning, everything should be fine.

And just as I think that, Kanagi starts flinging knives around to get chopping. I can only make out one healing cut on her hand at the moment, so that’s... probably also fine.

Maybe she should’ve asked Tsunyasha for help, if that’s how we’re playing this.

Kanagi attempts to hum about three notes before quitting. She looks at me over her shoulder as I start pouring rice.

“Yo, you wanna play a couple sets once this's done?”

“Of volleyball? Not really feeling quick enough on my feet today.”

Or in my head. The possibility of me zoning out as a ball approaches my face at Mach 5, combined with the fact I don’t stand any kind of chance against her competitively, does not incline me to agree to this.

“ ‘Kay.”

She may or may not seem a little more upset than I’d expect. Too much of my focus is just on not chopping, burning, or otherwise ripping any fingers off.

I succeed, and we assemble some weird form of sushi-and-fruit bentos for everyone. Not very artistic, but that isn’t my M.O. with food.

Not gonna think about whose it is. Was. Not now.

I focus on Kanagi stacking up the boxes instead.

“Aaaand delivery hours. Woo-hoo.”

“You seem excited.”

“Yyyyeah, not really.”

Too excited to pick up on sarcasm.

Either way, I help with the deliveries. I’m not allowed to enter Mahavir’s room, apparently—something about Aidan, and me in particular, and an extra degree of distance transmission-wise—but there’s no trouble with the rest. Bentos on proverbial doorsteps, no knives or pieces of chalk thrown. I think Kanagi appreciates the help. Doesn’t seem like she’s in an appreciative kind of mood.

What does it say about the rest of us when even Kanagi seems a little dull?

Nothing. We all just need some rest.

It doesn’t have to be anything worse than that.

[BACK] [NEXT]

#apexplot #apex6 #fangan

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midnakoopa · 1 year ago

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A reblog on the original sprubbabungo post reminded me that I never explained any of the names in this video. Thought it'd be fun to do that now. Like last time, long post to follow. Like, really long. If you don't see me mention a name, assume it was train-of-thought nonsense, or just very self-evident.

NEW RECIPE and SAMEGR8TASTE are just there to kick things off, of course. Cabbajojo is a portmanteau of cabbage and jojo. I was probably thinking of jjba, but it also just fit the "____a____o" scheme. 50/50 on that one, prolly.

Little Dinko I spent some time deliberating on. I wanted "little" something that didn't sound too similar to an existing name. Eventually settled on "dinko". Sprungaleako is self-evident. Sprung a leak.

CHARLSTONCHU was originally CHARLESTON, and Eeby Deeby was CHEW. I wanted to say "charleston chew" in the voice. I managed to cut it down to one name in a way I think worked well enough. Eeby Deeby has meme origins, of course.

Big Tobacco isn't nonsense, but I think it was mostly train of thought. Crackajacko stems from crackerjack. I think I thought Pork Loin was just a funny name for a cat. Dr. Maize, I wanted to call them "Dr. (some kind of plant)", and maize stuck. Vegan Taco, again, not nonsense, but I don't remember a particular reason for it.

Ghirahim and Ghirardelli are because I wanted to name one Ghirardelli, like the chocolate, and that always makes me think of Ghirahim, from Skyward Sword. Polonium is another train-of-thought name I thought fit a cat. Fun fact: I accidentally used 'Polonium" twice because I forgot I used it. I forget which one was the second Polonium before renaming.

Truffalolo may have been me thinking about truffle oil. GenshnEmpath is Genshin Impact and "empath", and it's one of my favorite names. ωεεnor was just me trying to find greek letter to name a cat after weenus. As you do.

Greek Salad being followed by King Totonto was from me thinking about "King's Hand". It didn't need to be Toronto for any reason other than the syllable/vowel sound scheme. Not Cranidos is named Not Cranidos because it's not Cranidos. Anton Herzen is a character from Professor Layton and I'm glad he was called out by a few people in the notes. Chibidoki is a vtuber. Prosciutto is a meat. Digagravo comes from "dig a grave", of course.

Tropicana is a brand of orange juice. Shakeybakeo is named after Shake 'n Bake. Calabrese is another meat I think it's like a salami. Whrrrrrgllll was named explicitly so that I could make that noise on video. Bunchacrunch was named after a candy; do they still make that? I feel like they don't, but I also haven't looked for it.

Verdigato is I think a good name for Sprigatito, if a bit on-the-nose, combining, as far as I know (I am white), the spanish words for "green" and "cat". Sussamogo is an amogus meme and I'm glad at least one person in the notes was upset. I'm not sure why I called one "Microwave", but it fits, I think.

Cheekynando, as far as I know (I am from the US), is named after a British cultural tradition. Giga Garlic is bigger than a regular garlic. Pluggatubbo comes from "plug a tub", like you do to take a bath or something. Harbalindo is tough for me to put my finger on, but I think I thought it sounded "green", y'know?

GreenHilZone is a Sonic the Hedgehog reference. Big Espresso is similar to Little Dinko, in that I wanted to call it "Big (something ending in "o")". Ranch Dorito is because I wanted Dorito in the name but needed 4 syllables, so I added a one-syllable flavor. It didn't need to be ranch, but it is. Bubblegumbo is "bubble gum" plus "gumbo".

The Forest is actually a whole story. See, when I first played Stardew Valley, when I got the the part where you drink the wizard's forest potion, the tree hallucination comes up and I say in a funny voice "I AM THE FOREST", like it's the forest introducing itself. And since then, that's been, like. An inside joke with myself? Anyway, that's why that Sprigatito is named The Forest.

BitchTornado is mostly nonsense, but I wanted to note it as another instance where I used a foreign letter to spell profanity. In this case, some kind of B.

Gargalon deez nuts.

Agamemnon is someone's name, right? I don't recall where it comes from, I think it was greek or something. Huffadusto is exactly what you think it is. I don't think the wording is accurate to the activity in question, but. Details.

Finally, Michael is a regular-ass name that I added to, along with the music stopping, be jarring.

Thanks for coming to my TED talk.

these are my cats i STILL don't have a problem

#reblog #self reblog #pokemon #sprigatito #sprubbabungo #lore #long post #seriously long post

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meltingpenguins · 1 year ago

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Through several fandoms recently I've gotten increasingly more bitter and have realized that there will always be a large, loud group of people in fandom who wholly love anything and sing it's praises without any doubts in their mind that maybe it kinda sucked or wasn't as good as the last one. There's always going to be people whose only voiced opinion on the matter is that it was perfect. It was so good, funny, did x thing, or was better than the last, even if it wasn't for many, many reasons. A matter of taste, I suppose, but it ends up feeling like at least some of those people just don't actually process what they're watching/listening to/reading or are just very, incredibly easy to please and simply latch onto things they like. It isn't the worst thing and it only changes from annoying to infuriating when those same people take any criticism as an attack, which also often happens. I guess all I'm really here to say is fandom these days is giving me a headache in all honesty lol

Fandom has always been wild.

It has a lot to do with how people are and were raised in terms of 'worth and selfworth'. It's an issue of validation, psychology and so forth, often deeply tied to bigotry and upholding power structures, that I am not qualified to go into (but there's several papers on the topic I believe).

You see the same problem on the flipside:

People who hate unquestioningly and without reason. Usually this approach is tied to the same roots as the above.

These days, worse than ever, lbr, we also have the added issue of asshole companies with their 'market research' that will cut all sorts of corners but still charge more and more, just so the big ceos can buy more hyperyachts a year. This can result in pointless fanservice, anti-fanservice (to upset as many people as possible) or a weird mix of all.

So little of what we see in media really takes risks, most things look and feel same-ish and lack a love for material and fandom.

With the Good Omens miniseries (cause, after all, that is prolly what brought forth this ask), a quick example is the 'easter eggs' to the book that are done in a way that can (can!) be read mockingly:

the deleted scene explaining the noodle-incident of how crowley brought down the mobile network is shot in a way to look very 80s, and even the first person we'd see when crowley leaves the building is playing into that (worse so in the script). Only to then go PSYCHE it's the 2000s. Why?

The ping-pong table at the convent. If you know the book you wonder why it's there because on the show these nuns are the most quiet chattering order you'll have never heard

'Jim's' outfit looks peculiar like what the fandom dressed aziraphale in for a long time (and still does), which can leave a bit of a sour taste given just -who- gabriel is on the show.

and so forth.

These are the kind of little things that at first glance look like fanservice, but leave a sour taste.

But long story short:

I'd say the important thing is to keep some thing in mind:

If something makes you happy, good. if someone dislikes it and can back it up, that's not automatically an attack on you

Same if you dislike something (just make sure you can back things up either way)

your headcanon becoming canon does not make you a better person. often, when the headcanon isn't really backed up well by the canon so far, it just means your headcanon promises the studio tons of money

stay safe, stay sane, stay creative

thank you for reading

(also, if you dislike something, and can back it up, that's always a good way to learn for your own craft if you're writing. After all, in ShOwmens case, it has an onslaught of good ideas, just the execution stumbles, and we have yet to find out for certain why that is. Hanlon's Razor et all)

#good omens critical

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konishirrr · 2 years ago

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Twining w the bsd men hcs

👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼

→Atsushi

·matching necklaces bc he looks like the type to have bracelets fall off of him

·prolly his or ur initial

·would proudly say its ur initial or he's matching w u but add a little but of\\\blush\\\

·like, not impersonating him bu-

"Hm? Oh yeah, its their initial. Oh ye-yeah were kind of m-matching ya know?"

·doesn't really take it off no

·would be a little upset if u took if off but would understand

·when hes nervous he'll prolly brush his fingers on the initial or just grabs it

→Sigma

·EARRINGS OMG-

·prolly card earrings or smth cute

·oh wait imagine it being like, black heart red heart or king and queen lorddd-

·doesn't really notice them but when he's checking his appearance he'll look at the earrings and give a soft smile

·only takes it off for sleep and showers

·treats it like royalty tbh

·loves being side by side wearing them like, its like an addiction

·overall, very understanding, great taste, softie

→Chuuya

·its time for yalls fav ginger mafioso

·chokers CHOKERS

·it doesn't matter, either hes red and youre black or you're red and he's black the lil gem in the middle of the choker

·he has impeccable taste so he prolly gets alot of compliments abt it and always thinks abt u (if ur not there)

·walking in yokohama w him and wearing that is going to feel so powerful omg-

·i feel like when hes nervous he'll sometimes have breathing problems like breathing too fast and he'll always trace the gem on the choker

·when he's off doing mafia stuff its gonna get dirty so he'll clean it alot

·will prolly get touchy and kiss ur neck if u take it off

→Fyodor

·RINGS im not ariana but RINGS

·he's very classy so imma go w rings

·prolly ur fav gemstone can be ur birthstone, anything

·he'll probably try to go w smth that matches his everyday style…

·black or navy blue.

·whenever his hands start to hurt alot from typing for so long i have a feeling he'll massage his fingers and sigh←happy* when he feels the ring

·but when he first got it nikolai was prolly all up in face like "who that for?" "You married and still a terrorist?"

·when he kisses ur hand he'll kiss the gem

→Dazai

·like bracelets

·and it may as well have ur whole name on it

·wears it like badge of honor (it is)

·MORE HAND GESTURES

·plays with it alot if its that kidcore block alphabet thingy but if its like those gold engraved ones just traces ur name over and over

·boasts abt it especially to kunikida like not impersonating him or any-

"Hey Kunikida. Get what ive got~"

"See? It truly is true love, me and belladonna"

·dramatic af when u take if off for 0.001 second

👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼👯🏼

#atsushi x reader #atsushi x you #sigma x reader #sigma x you #chuuya x reader #chuuya x you #fyodor x reader #fyodor x you #dazai x reader #dazai x you #bsd headcanons #bsd #❤️

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a-hazbin-spider · 11 months ago

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“I do! You should be flattered, I don’t usually do a whole lotta math or counting~.” Eh? Yeah, who doesn’t like a little bit of word play? He’s guilty. Besides, he counted it and counted it as a success. He wasn’t kidding when he’d said it was essentially double. He’d kicked it young, frail, and stupid. Perfect for his career down here as it were.

His usual jests and knocks on upsets, or even just dismissals, they don’t look particularly like a great idea here. He can see the way Vox had let that persona down, even if just for a second. That’s all it takes really, he’s someone with a mask too after all. Letting it slip was a horrifying thought. But, luckily he had no way to turn it against him. He’s nothing too terrifying. Besides. He had always been a little too soft.

“You was in New York too, huh? Heh! Shit, how ‘bout that? Yeh, the slums, the buildin’s all the- uhh… smog! Yeh, th’ smog n’ clutter right outside the cleaned up bits, eh.” And there never were enough places to hole up. When the blizzard hit? Oh yeah, he was done for. “Billboards wit’ my ass on em’- eyup, I don’t think that’d fly upstairs, not even in New York. That place was chock full of billboards though.”

Speaking of things that didn’t fly- someone damn him twice. Tom Trench? Clearly he’s surprised. But he can’t really judge. He can hold a stare with bug eyes though. “No kiddin’? You definitely surprised me wit’ it bein’ a first after you died. But, him? He’s nothin’ to write home about, that’s for sure. I would’a guessed you had all kinds of admirers. Though, that’s kinda cool. I mean. You can remember yer first time n’ stuff. Wit’ someone like him though? I’m sure your second was prolly more magical, huh?”

“You got it babe, I kicked it mid forties. Forty… seven? Anyway, regardless, you said you made it to your forties, right? S’pose a congratulations is an order, you outlived me by about double.” Oops- he saw that. Of course, he’d try to make it up a little. He didn’t mean to be an asshole per se, he just treats his own misfortune like a joke. Forgot that not everyone does.

Oh. Yeah. He knows the fear, and wrestled with it like a wild boar in the past. Gingerly, Angel offers assurance, which might be too chummy for most overlords. His hand is swung around and clapped over a shoulder to squeeze. “Yeh. That’s true. You was prolly a lot smarter than me, for sure. I’d say you did pretty good, fuck, lookit ya now!”

Maybe it isn’t the best time to see if he was correct about the Before or After game. A fellow friend of Dorothy… didn’t need any added grief.

@voxiiferous

#oughhh this man is a mess i love him #it’s okay Vox! angel would rather disembowel himself than show too many emotions (:<#angel calls himself stupid but he’s gotta look a lil hard. boy’s got 8 eyes (ayyyyyy)#the ball rolled back!: reply #angel dust; y’know from tv?#vox: find a love or a power plug #voxiiferous

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possiamo-andare · 3 years ago

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Just You (3)

JJ x Reader x Rafe (love triangle)

MASTERLIST

word count: 5k

a/n: I can't believe it's been eight months since I updated this fic. y'all are probably dead by now and this will prolly get no notes lmao but I finally wrote the next chapter and it's so good in my opinion so please don't be too mad. enjoy!

Y/N needed complete silence when she was reading. If she didn’t, it was almost impossible for her to even read one page. As a child, in a room full of other screaming children, Y/N found it almost impossible to read. Most of her teachers misread this difficulty with an inability to read, which was not the case. This miscommunication actually worked in Y/N’s favour because the extra attention resulted in a greater love for reading. Y/N soon found herself reading everyday and even found it hard to put down a book. When she couldn’t get a physical copy of a book, she then went online and delved into a world where people created their own worlds and fantasies for their readers. Reading had become one of Y/N’s favourite hobbies and she could do it for hours.

Unfortunately, tonight was different. At around 6pm, just as Y/N picked up a book to read, loud music began to play from a distance. At first, Y/N tried to ignore it but soon, like mentioned before, the music began to get louder, and Y/N could not focus on the words before her. The more she tried to focus, the more distracted she became by the music. Soon, she could focus on nothing but the blaring music coming from across the street. Finally, after ten minutes of pure agony, Y/N got up from her bed and stormed down the stairs of her home. Her face is red with anger, and she desperately wants to know who the hell thinks playing loud music on a Tuesday night is acceptable. Unfortunately, she knows the answer the second she enters her kitchen.

Her parents are laughing with each other as they make their favourite snack. Every night, her parents make their favourite foods together as a way to unwind and talk about their day. Sometimes they shared it with Y/N and her siblings but on nights where her siblings were out with their friends and Y/N was the only one home, they usually just spent time with each other. Y/N hesitated for a moment and smiled to herself, thinking about how sweet her parents truly are. She wonders if the person she marries will have this type of relationship with her. She wonders, years from now, how she will look back on her time in OBX. She hopes she looks back with fondness. The moment is ruined though because her mother quickly looks up from the stove, a toothy grin on her face.

“Hello darling.” Y/N’s mother chirps. She reads her daughter's distraught face and since she can hear the music too, she knows why her daughter is upset. Without even letting Y/N speak, she answers the question clearly in her daughter's mind. “Ward Cameron’s son, Rafe, is throwing a party across the street. You can go if you want.”

Y/N snorts. “That boy has been rudely staring at me since we got here, and you think I should go to his house?”

This time, Y/N’s father turns around from the cabinet. “I hear JJ’s gonna be there.” There’s a small smirk on his face and it instantly grabs Y/N’s attention.

She tried to brush it off. “Well, I don’t really like loud music.”

Y/N’s mother scoffs. “Yes, you do.”

Y/N nods, tucking her hair behind her ears. She knows that if there’s even a hint of JJ being at the party, she wants to go. “You’re right, I do.”

Y/N had not been to a party in years. The last time she had it was in her first year of high school. She had just moved to that new school only weeks before and had made only a couple of friends. The friends she did make were nice and invited her to a party. The party was okay, and she enjoyed herself, but she was very awkward because she barely knew anyone. She promised that from now on, she would only go to parties where she knew more than one person. Now, she found herself breaking that rule just to see JJ.

Since Y/N was in her pajamas, she ran back up to her room to change. She didn’t want to waste too much time picking out clothes to wear so she quickly looked through her closet and found a white sundress with small blue flowers decorating the material. She had never worn this dress and, when she first bought it, was unsure if she liked it because it was shorter than what she was used to but now, she was glad she did.

She lay her sundress on her bed for a moment and turned to her mirror, where she kept a cabinet full of makeup. Before she even put on any makeup, she looked back up in the mirror for the second time. As she finally had a chance to breathe, she realized her breath was unsteady and her hands were shaking. It was hard for Y/N to put herself out there. Most times, she was afraid of the rejection, or even at the fact that the friends she did have would be gone. But she remembered her parents' words. She was to stay in OBX for the rest of the year. She would make friends here. She would have a life here. With a deep breath, Y/N began to get ready for the night.

Y/N keeps fidgeting with her hair. She knows the more she fidgets, the more upset she’ll be with how she looks but she seriously can’t help it. She only does this when she’s extremely nervous and she knows why. She’s two feet away from Rafe’s front door and the music has somehow gotten louder. It’s almost as if he’s continuously trying to play the music louder to get her attention. Of course, she knows that to not be true, but still, Y/N had realized that in the last twenty minutes since she had decided to get ready for the party and walked across the street, the music had indeed gotten louder. She rolled her eyes as she approached the door, the loud music getting annoying. At this rate, Rafe Cameron would be deaf by the time he was 30. Y/N pretended not to care if he went deaf at all, but a tiny voice inside her head told her that she had to care for him because no one else would.

With a deep breath, she knocks on the door. She doesn’t think anyone would hear it because of how loud the music is but it’s worth a try. She was raised to have manners and would not just enter someone’s house before knocking.

To her surprise, only a few moments later, the doorknob twisted quickly and someone on the other end of the door opened it. It was as if someone had been patiently waiting by the door all night, opening it in hopes that she would come. Of course, she knew this to not be true because the person who greeted her was none other than Rafe Cameron. And he found her annoying.

Y/N couldn’t help but admit how delicious he looked. He wasn’t dressed in his usual preppy attire, no. He wore these ripped, distressed black jeans and a fitted white shirt with a baseball cap to match. It wasn’t necessarily his style that had him looking so delightful but his face. He seemed very relaxed. In fact, this was the most relaxed she’d ever seen him. His usual straight posture was now more curled and casual. His face, which had always been pale and gray, was now filled with colour. He wore a cute blush across his cheeks and nose, and on top of the blush was a patch of light brown freckles here and there. Y/N figured he must’ve been in the sun all day. That and he was also high out of his mind.

“Y/N…” He trailed, his eyes glancing at her dress momentarily before returning to her face. Y/N feels a little self conscious under his gaze. She wasn’t exactly confident in her outfit tonight and he seemed, for the first time in forever, more confident than her. “You, um, you’re - you’re very…”

She involuntarily snickers, not realizing she’s doing it until Rafe hears it. His face changes into a dark frown and she has a deep need to apologize. He was probably just trying to be polite, and Y/N must’ve caught him just as his high was reaching its climax. “I’m what exactly?”

Rafe rolls his eyes, knowing that she’s teasing him. “You’re not invited.”

Well, she can’t say she exactly feels welcome right now, standing at the threshold of his door. He still hasn’t even let her in.

Y/N scoffs, her feelings only hurt a little. Although he didn’t look preppy, he looked just as douchy. “Well, your music’s so loud it could wake the dead. Maybe if you didn’t want uninvited people to come, don’t make it so obvious that you’re having a party.”

Rafe scoffs this time. “Aw, I’m sorry. Did I interrupt your bedtime?” He takes a swig of his beer bottle and Y/N almost forgets that he’s obviously been drinking. “Were you having a little read before you went to bed? Lemme guess; you were re-reading the Vagina Diaries for the tenth time?”

Y/N’s chest twinges with pain just a little, knowing that the book was on her bookshelf with a worn-out spine. He seemed to know her very well, but it only angered her because he got the answer right. “It’s actually Vagina Monologues, but nice try. I guess for someone who hasn’t opened a book in their life, the Vagina Monologues would be interesting.”

Rafe chuckles and she has a small urge to kiss the corners of his smile. Thankfully, once she swallows harshly, the urge disappears. “Just come in and don’t put your hippie feet anywhere near my furniture.” He finally steps aside, and Y/N takes that as the kindest invitation she’s gonna get from him.

“You mean, your parents' furniture.” She puts one foot in front of the other and tries to remember how to walk. Although it may not seem like it, she’s nervous. She’s not too good with crowds. As she passes Rafe, she can smell his cologne and she feel as though she might faint. For such an annoying boy, he really was intoxicating.

Rafe is not given enough time to throw a snide remark back in her face because someone has entered Y/N and Rafe’s little bubble. It’s another very handsome boy but this time, he’s sweet. He’s wearing preppy clothes (cargo shorts and a pink polo shirt - big shocker there) but he’s not preppy at all when he introduces himself.

“Hey! I’m Kelso; nice to meet ya!” He gives Y/N a half hug because his other hand is holding a beer, but she still gets the sentiment that he’s friendly. His hand respectfully lays on Y/N’s shoulder and Y/N actually hugs him back even though that’s not her thing with strangers.

“I’m Y/N, and it’s nice to meet you too!”

She watches as his brows go from a relaxed arch to a surprised arch instantly. It seems that whatever she has said has caught him by surprise. “Oh? You’re Y/N?” Kelso looks to Rafe for a moment, his eyes narrowing in amusement. Rafe tries to indirectly tell him to stop by flipping him off, but it only encourages Kelso. “I guess we have you to thank for this incredible party then!”

Y/N frowns, turning around to look at Rafe. They’re still in the entryway of his house and she hasn’t so much as taken in her surroundings, but this seems too important to ignore. What does Kelso mean? Did Rafe throw this party in hopes that she’d come? There was no way. Doesn’t Rafe find her completely annoying and obnoxious? If so, why would Kelso say such a thing?

“He’s joking right?” Y/N tries to confirm from Rafe but by his meek smile and his cheeks that have only gotten redder since she entered his home, she knows there’s some truth in what Kelso is saying.

Rafe shrugs, trying to come up with a lie. He had confided in Kelso as a way to relieve the stress that liking Y/N has caused but instead, Kelso just had to mess it up. “Well, not exactly.” His mouth is forming a lie before his brain can even properly think of one. “I mentioned to Kelso that you’ve probably never been to a party in OBX, so he must’ve thought I threw it for you.”

Y/N nods, confused as to why she feels a little sad. For some reason, a little part of her hoped that Rafe had thrown a party for her to notice him but alas, it had all been a misunderstanding. “Oh, well, okay.”

Except it wasn’t a misunderstanding at all. Rafe had told Kelso that the only reason he was throwing this party was for Y/N to notice him in a new light. He knew she thought he was just another annoying preppy Kook and he wanted to change that. He thought maybe, just maybe, if she had fun tonight with him, she’d finally start to see him as he truly was, a loveable dork. Unfortunately, that seems to be ruined now.

Before any more words can be exchanged, someone yells for Y/N. She instantly looks to the crowd of people in Rafe's backyard and sees JJ and Pope. The door to his backyard is open so the yelling is clear and not muddled by a barrier. They seemed to have been yelling for a while because they looked exasperated. Y/N watches as JJ stands from his lawn chair and motions for her to come sit beside them. She smiles for one of the first times tonight and nods, the pressure on her chest lifting when she sees her two friends. She wanted to take to Rafe later and get the full story because she had a feeling, he wasn’t telling her the complete truth, but she wanted to greet her friends first. She’d get to Rafe later. For now, she wanted to relax.

When Y/N departed from Rafe and Kelso, awkwardly waving goodbye before maneuvering to the back of Rafe’s house, Kelso spoke first.

“Dude, why didn’t you tell me she didn’t know this party was for her?”

Rafe glared at his friend. “You really think I’d tell her that. Now she probably thinks I’m even more creepy than before.”

Kelso rolls his eyes at how dramatic his friend was. “You didn’t see her reaction, bro. I don’t know if she even knows it herself, but she definitely likes you.”

Rafe rolls his eyes. He doesn’t allow for his hope to rise because he knows it’s not true. He can’t let himself have any more hope that the new girl in OBX would want to have anything to do with him. She can’t like him because no girl like her ever has. So, instead, he steals glances at her for the rest of the night and hopes to God he can get high enough to forget about the beautiful girl across the street.

Y/N tried to enjoy herself, she really did. And to JJ’s credit, he tried to help her relax and have some fun. She drank the beer that was offered to her, danced with JJ and Pope, and even took two puffs of JJ’s joint. But, although she felt thoroughly buzzed, Rafe never left her mind. She tried to throw a few sneaky glances his way the entire night, but she couldn’t find him. She even left her spot beside JJ and pretended to get a refill on his nasty beer just to see if she could spot Rafe. Unfortunately, he was nowhere to be seen. At first, she thought it was just because she wasn’t looking hard enough but soon, after three whole hours of not seeing Rafe even once, she realized he was avoiding her. And if he was avoiding her, it meant that he was embarrassed from their conversation at the beginning of the night. Which meant that he lied, and he had in fact thrown this party just for her.

This revelation crept into her mind slowly throughout the night but when it finally sunk in, she was speechless. She didn’t know how to react. Sure, there was a slim chance that he had been telling the truth but the less she saw of Rafe at his own party, the more she realized that he had lied to her.

JJ had noticed how off Y/N seemed. When they had seen each other earlier in the day for her surfing lessons, he had made a fool out of himself. They had been practising for a few hours before they both called it quits, deciding to pick it back up the next day. Before departing, JJ offered her ice cream for a hard day's work, and she gladly accepted. They both ordered the same flavour (mint chocolate chip - he swore they were soulmates because of this) and ate it as they talked. When they were both finally finished, Y/N went to hug him goodbye, but he instead extended his hand awkwardly for her to shake. She seemed slightly embarrassed, but he was even more so. He had wanted to hug her but didn’t want to without her permission, so he thought a handshake was the safe bet. Unfortunately, he thought wrong and now, that awkward interaction was burned into the back of his mind. He was worried that’s why Y/N seemed so detached, barely speaking. When she had gone to refill her cup, JJ looked to Pope for advice. He had never been so needy for a girl’s approval before and since Pope seemed to want everyone to like him, JJ thought he’d give the best advice.

“So,” JJ sighs and he finishes telling the story of their awkward interaction. “Do you think that’s why she’s been so quiet?”

Pope snorted. “JJ, I think it’s just you. I doubt she even remembers it.”

Although his friend tried his best to reassure JJ, he couldn’t shake the feeling that something was burdening Y/N’s mind. But, before JJ could continue his conversation with Pope, Y/N reappeared with a glass full of beer and a somber face. The topic was not brought up again.

JJ had been right though. Something was burdening Y/N’s mind. It’s not everyday that a girl finds out a boy who she thought saw her as a bothersome girl actually saw her as much more. It’s a difficult experience to relate to and not a problem Y/N thought she would have. Apparently, Rafe was better at hiding his true feelings than she thought. She had always assumed that when she’d catch him peeking through his window, watching her ride her bike with her brothers or bask in the sun as she read another book, he was judging her. She assumed he was making fun of her and her hippie family. And when they had first met in the main office of her school, it only solidified in her mind that he saw her as a joke. But instead, he might’ve actually liked her. You clearly only watch people in that way if you hate them or like them and since it clearly wasn’t hate…

No. She wouldn’t let her mind go there. Besides, even if he liked her, who was to say if she even liked him? He had been nothing but rude to her, even when he had technically invited her to this party. He called her a hippie (not offensive by itself but when Rafe said it, it might as well have been), watched her from his window with a scowl, and was a complete snob. If Y/N knew what was good for her, she’d stay far, far away from Rafe and anyone he associated with. But Y/N was a dumb teenage girl and curiosity got the better of her. She needed to find another good excuse to go inside and search one last time for Rafe.

The excuse presented itself when JJ made a small remark of how thirsty he was. Y/N jumped at the opportunity to refill his drink, even though he offered to go himself. But she insisted, taking his cup from his hands before he could argue any longer. As she made her way back inside, her eyes looking for the handsome brunette, Pope leaned closer to JJ.

“See? And you thought she didn’t like you?”

JJ nodded, feeling better about the whole ordeal. Unfortunately, if he knew why she truly had wanted to venture inside, it’s doubtful he would have felt better. He probably would’ve felt worse. But he didn’t know, and he wouldn’t know for a while longer.

Y/N first made her way to Rafe’s huge kitchen where all the kegs were lined up. Half of them were already empty but the night was coming to a close and soon, half the party would leave and only Rafe’s closest friends would stick around until 5am. It was midnight now and although she didn’t have a curfew, she wanted to be home by at least 1am. So, as she filled only JJ’s cup, she decided against filling her own. She didn’t want to be too tipsy in case she ran into Rafe. Although, by this time, she thought it was very unlikely that she’d ever see him.

Just as that thought crossed her mind though, another person entered the kitchen. Y/N recognized him immediately. It was Topper. They had never interacted much, just a brief wave whenever she’d pass his house when she rode her bike. If he was outside, which he had only been once or twice, he’d wave, and she’d wave back. Other than that, they never spoke. Until now.

He stood beside her, filling two glasses with beer. His blond hair was wet and sticking to his forehead, but his hands were so full, and he was so drunk he didn’t seem to notice. Y/N had seen Rafe’s pool, but she did not find herself on that side of his house for many reasons (the pool was on the other side of the backyard, she didn’t bring a bathing suit, and her mind was busy with more important matters). Topper seemed to be struggling with refilling two cups, his hands shaking just a little. Y/N instantly registered that he needed help and decided that busying herself with assisting Topper would help take her mind off Rafe.

“Here,” Y/N offered, setting JJ’s cup down on the counter. “Let me help.” She takes one of the glasses from Topper and begins to fill it up, all the while keeping an eye on Topper to make sure he doesn’t spill the other cup.

“Thanks.” He mumbles, swaying back and forth to the music that is blaring from somewhere inside Rafe’s house. Y/N can’t help but smile a little at this giddy boy who would otherwise be embarrassed for acting so weird if he was not so drunk.

Unfortunately, not even helping Topper can keep Y/N’s mind off Rafe. She wonders that since Rafe must’ve told Kelso something about her, Rafe could’ve confided in Topper too. From the gossip that JJ had told her, Topper used to date Sarah but even after they broke up, Rafe and Topper remained friends. So maybe, just maybe, Rafe had said something to Topper about her? She figured even if she asked Topper, it would never get back to Rafe. Topper was clearly drunk and would not remember the conversation he had with Y/N. No harm, no foul. Right?

Unfortunately, that idea was quickly squashed because just as she began to open her mouth, someone else entered the room. It was Rafe.

Rafe had skillfully avoided Y/N all night, while still stealing glancing her way. He never noticed that she too had been looking for him. He was so nervous that he’d eventually bump into her that he would make Kelso check every room before he entered it. Unfortunately, Kelso was drunk by midnight and could no longer help Rafe. Rafe tried to let it go, figuring you were probably gone by now. So, he asked Topper to refill his cup as he helped Kelso into his mom’s car. But, when Topper still hadn’t returned by the time Rafe entered his home, he thought there was no harm in checking up on him. Apparently, there was a lot of harm in that.

And now, there they stood, facing each other for the first time since the beginning of the night. Rafe wanted to turn back around and leave but he had always made a fool of himself, and he knew that if he awkwardly left without acknowledging Y/N, she’d surely think even lower of him. So, as soon as their eyes made contact, Rafe awkwardly raised his hand and waved. He could feel the awkward smile painted across his face and Y/N seemed to mimic him.

“Hey.” He squeaked out, taking both cups from Topper before speaking to his friend. He figured the less he looked at Y/N, the less awkward he would feel. He was wrong. “Top, why don’t you lie down on the couch. I’ll bring the beers soon.”

Topper only nodded, slowly making his way out of the kitchen, leaving his friend and Y/N in there alone. Alone for the first time since the beginning of the night. Both their pairs of eyes were trained on their drinks; Y/N was clutching onto JJ’s and Rafe held one for him and one for Topper. No one spoke for a while. Y/N had waited all night to get Rafe alone, just so they could talk and now she didn’t know what to say. She awkwardly shifted the weight in her feet, unable to think of the first thing she wanted to say. They were only five feet apart, but they might as well have been worlds away.

Rafe was in agony and decided to get it over with. He spoke first. “So, are you enjoying the party?” He spoke so formally, as if he was chatting with his grandmother, but he was too uncomfortable to speak any other way.

Y/N nodded, relieved he had taken the first leap forward. “Um, yeah. Never knew that kids could throw parties like this.”

Rafe smiled for a moment, happy that she was so amazed at his dullest party of the year. His heart fluttered at the thought of Y/N dancing in that beautiful white dress with him. Holding onto him as they swayed to the music, pulling her close. Close enough to -

“So, Rafe, I wanted to talk about earlier.” Y/N began, playing with the skin around her nails. It was a nervous tick she had yet to get rid of.

Those eight words destroyed Rafe. At that moment, he knew she had not believed his original lie. He wasn’t too surprised though. He was a shitty liar and Y/N seemed to pick on everything he did. Although he would rather rip his fingernails off one by one than have this uncomfortable conversation with Y/N, he knew he’d have to give her the answers she was looking for. Even if that meant embarrassing himself.

Finally, he nodded. “Um, uh, okay. What’s up?”

Y/N began to speak but before she could get a coherent sentence out, someone else entered the kitchen, making a bunch of noise as he did. Their eyes met instantly and when she recognized who he was, her back straightened slightly as if she had been caught in a salacious act. It was JJ.

“Y/N, what's taking so long?” He stops just after he enters the kitchen and as soon as his eyes go to Rafe, his smile drops. He’s confused beyond belief. He doesn’t know why Y/N is speaking to Rafe. He didn’t even know they knew each other. “Uh, am I interrupting something?”

Y/N forces a smile, glancing at Rafe briefly before walking past him and towards JJ. She hands JJ his cup and he gladly takes it, a look of pure confusion written on his face. “No, Rafe was just asking me if I am enjoying my first party in Outer Banks.”

JJ's eyes shift to Rafe, whose face is pure white. “Really? How… kind?”

Y/N knows JJ is suspicious so to curve his focus back on her, she reaches up to cup one side of his face. JJ’s eyes instantly fall back onto her, a small smile back on his lips. “Walk me home, JJ. I’m getting tired.”

JJ nods sweetly, placing his hand over the one that’s cupping his cheek. “Sure. Go get your stuff and I’ll meet you at the front of the house.”

Y/N looks back to Rafe one more time, a small smile on her face. Rafe pushes his lips into a thin line, nodding goodbye to her. She does the same, leaving the kitchen as quietly as she entered. Y/N’s afraid to leave JJ and Rafe alone but she really has no reason to stay any longer. She hopes that she can get Rafe alone soon so they can have an actual conversation. Tonight, was kind of a disaster but being with JJ and having such a fun time with him made up for it. She knows JJ is the type of guy she should be with. He’s fun and carefree and they’re too much alike to not get along. Even though this is all true and she does have feelings for JJ, there is a part of her that yearns for Rafe. And that part scares her.

Once Y/N is gone, JJ’s smile drops, and he turns back to Rafe with a menacing glare. “Look, I don’t know what your game is here, but I really like Y/N. We both know you’re not her type. So do both of us a favour and leave her alone.”

And with that, JJ was gone too. Leaving Rafe alone.

Even with all these people in his house, Rafe never felt more alone.

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idontblushsrry · 4 years ago

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Itadori Yuuji Boyfriend Headcanons

A/N: Reader is from America and a black female. Idk why i decided to write this but I think that Yuuji would be a fun boyfriend lmao. I don’t entirely know what the reader’s cursed technique should be so lmk if you have any ideas. Until then enjoy Yuuji and reader being 2 idiots in love. Spoilers for all the eps of jujutsu kaisen up to about episode 11, nothing past that though as I want to finish the show first before reading the manga, so please be respectful of spoilers and label them (and tag if necessary) in the comments. Also srry if this cuts off abruptly bcus of the point the show is at. This is also like, all over the place but whatever.

(also sorry this was posted later than usual oops)

Word Count: 1943

This dork-

He is so sweet and kind and considerate

But also a dumbass but also like he’s your dumbass

You and Yuuji are both equally stupid like bless yalls hearts

You and Yuuji met during his time at the Tokyo Academy when you transferred from America

The moment this man saw you walk up with Gojo-sensei he was smitten

Like your skin was glowing??? how???

And you had a slight accent but like he loved it too

And when you came up to greet him and shake hands you smelled so good and your skin was so soft

((He would later come to find out that the root of that was the shea cocoa butter lotion you used))

But yea mans was smitten and he is fully in love with you lmao

Will do literally anything you ask

You hungry? He’s prepared a 5 course, michelin star meal

Want new clothes? He’s been training for the day he could hold your bags for you

Ran out of hair products?? He’s already back with a special box of your products that he had imported from America

To this day you don’t know how he was able to get those products so quickly

He is loves when you tell him things about you from your day, to your times in america, to how your cursed energy works

Yall are the couple that does stupid shit together

Like one time you showed Yuuji one of those life hack videos and he was like

“We should totally do that”

And you were like “Bet”

Needless to say Fushiguro was very confused at the sight of bandaids on both of your fingers the next morning

“???What happened?”

“Well you see, I told Yuuji that I should use the glue gun because he didn’t even know where to put the glue stick. And he said nah, I got it and um yea so I fell and the glue gun was plugged in and then he tripped over me and so now we look like this.”

Gojo and Kugisaki thought that this was hilarious while Fushiguro decided that he’d store your guys’ glue gun in his shadows from now on

How yall manage to get through missions you go on together alive is a miracle

Speaking of missions, you eventually ask Yuuji what’s his deal because you feel a powerful aura coming from him but he never uses cursed energy, always cursed weapons

Cue Sukuna’s mouth popping up on the side of his face like “Hey mamas”

(You can’t tell me that Sukuna isn’t the type of guy to ask where his hug at)

“YUUJI WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!”

“Oh, I guess you haven’t met Sukuna yet, huh?”

So he sits you down and explains how he ate Sukuna’s finger and you're sitting there like ‘mhm mhm mhm, sorry you what?’

For like 3 days after he told you that you couldn’t bring yourself to kiss him just because you were processing the fact that Yuuji ate someone’s nasty old ass finger and would have to eat 19 more

And the fact that he’s the vessel of like the worst curse known to man

During those 3 days, Yuuji’s pouting because he’s like ‘I fucked up, now she doesn’t wanna kiss me let alone talk to me because of this monster inside of me :(’

Meanwhile you’re just like ‘why would anyone eat some random mummified finger?’

Eventually you get wind of Yuuji’s bad mood and immediately, you rush to smooth things over with him.

You knock on his door and hear blankets rustling before he goes, “I’m not in the mood to play fight right now Kugisaki’

“Can I come in baby?”

You immediately hear the most comical almost cartoonish amount of noise ranging from a cup falling over, sheets falling off the bed, and what sounds like Yuuji falling flat on his ass before he opens the door

When he does, you’re laughing and it’s like the sky is no longer grey and the world is filled with color

You smile at each other before your moment is interrupted with Sukuna going “Finally, full offense, his whining was getting annoying”

You step inside his room and apologize for ignoring him, explaining that you just needed time to process things, explaining that you should’ve told him that before dipping

He just grabbed you in a bear hug and lifted you of the ground and spinning you around laughing happily, after all he wasn’t even upset with you, he just missed you

And thus begins the honeymoon phase of your guys’ relationship

Fushiguro is actually really happy for you guys and is the most supportive of your relationship but if anyone asked him to admit that out loud he’d actually apparate to the nearest marooned ship

Nobura doesn’t hate you guys but she thinks all couples are disgusting, so while it’s nothing personal, she does gag when you and Yuuji do so much as make goo goo eyes at each other

Gojo is actually like the main cheerleader of your relationship.

He is the teacher that changes the seating chart to put students he ships together

He was always pairing you and Yuuji up on missions and placing you as sparring partners like ur not slick

If Gojo is the cheerleader, Sukuna is an actual antagonist

Like the man goes out of his way to CHOOSE violence

Like on time you kissed Yuuji’s cheek on a date and when you pulled back, your lip was bleeding and Sukuna’s mouth was smirking at you

Another thing he likes to do is tell you all of Yuuji’s simp^tm thoughts

Like all of them

Now Yuuji isn’t ashamed of how much he loves you and is in fact very open with it, but he doesn’t need Sukuna telling you that the only reason he bought x mouthwash was because it made your breath smell like “sunshine” and he had to see if it would work on him

Speaking of dates, good luck

Now I stand by the fact that Yuuji would never half-ass a date and things with him are certainly never boring

But he’s also like a country boy in the city and his tourist tendencies tend to get the best of him

Like you’ll be trying to find a spot to eat and when you look back Yuuji’s gone

((Prolly to buy another I <3 Tokyo shirt so you can both match))

He always catches up with you ad you eventually learn that but like the first few times be havin you ready to put up a lost child signal on the loudspeaker

He’s very sweet and this is where his thoughtfulness shines through

You and Yuuji plan dates in the same way one plays bingo

Like because you never know where you’re going to be r when exactly you’ll both be free (especially with Gojo-sensei and his bare minimum ass information) you two tend to go ‘ok well if we’re here we’ll go here and if we’re here, we’ll go here’ and so on and so forth

But Yuuji always remembers such little one-off details about you that make your dates.

Like you mention wanting to try a sushi train and he’s already scrolled through multiple yelp reviews and watched every youtube restaurant review like 9 times

But every high has a low and Yuuji and your’s low comes suddenly and it brings you crashing to the ground with no warning and nothing to slow your descent

When your class of first years were sent to exorcise the special grade cursed womb

When Yuuji’s hand got blown off and he told you to run you froze, your mind racing faster than your legs could even start

“(Y/N) RUN!” Yuuji’s voice broke you out of your fear-based trance

“I- I...can’t...I can’t leave you!” you cried out all your rational senses screamed at you to go, run, he had Sukuna and you were barely a grade 2 sorcerer. But your intuition told you if you left him you wouldn’t see him alive again.

You were trapped in a paralysis of indecision but the choice was made for you when a sticky tongue wrapped around your midriff and you were gulped into the mouth of one of Fushiguro’s frogs

“Goddamn it Fushiguro! Let me go! I need to... save... him.” You were outside the building before you could even finish arguing.

You glared up at Fushiguro but your eyes softened some when you saw how beat up Kugisaki looked.

He gave you this look that said he did what he had to do and he didn’t care what you had to say about it

You and him waited in the rain for Yuuji or Sukuna to exit the building

You tried to focus yourself and save your negative emotions for your cursed attack

When Sukuna inevitably appeared, one finger stronger, you were fully prepared to fight him

However, he didn’t seem interested in fighting you and more engaged in fighting with Megumi

You tried to urge Fushiguro to wait it out, eventually Sukuna would lose control, but when Sukuna took Yuuji’s heart hostage, you both knew you’d have to fight

You and Fushiguro gave it your all but when Yuuji came back he still died

It took all your strength to not completely fall apart after his death and the support from the second years as well as Kugisaki and Fushiguro helped

You’d tried to visit him at the morgue but Shoko only told you that she didn’t think it’d be a good idea.

You still slept in his sweaters and the things that smelled like him from time to time, trying to make the idea of him last, but after a month, the smell of him had started to fade

Everything about Yuuji’s memory seemed to become leached away with time, from his smell, to the wear present on things he’d given to you

You couldn’t help but feel resentful towards yourself but also to Sukuna, he’d taken Yuuji from you with the same care that one would throw litter on the ground

The pain in your chest didn’t wane either, it only became ignorable to a degree as training for the exchange with the Kyoto students became more intense

Fushiguro is a comfort to you as well, aside from you, him and Yuuji were the closest to each other and so he gets a lot of what you’re going through and doesn’t push when you become more withdrawn

He also lets you pet his demon dog too but when you ask him why he’s letting you pet it he just says ‘because no one would believe you if you told them’ lies

The bastard really just does it because he knows you’re sad and he doesn’t want you to be sad

Speaking of the Kyoto students, Zenin Mai and Toudou Aoi are permanently on your shit list

You’re relieved that Panda, Maki, and Inumaki came to your guys’ aid but like if you had your way Mai wouldn’t even exist

Anyways Maki has Panda physically restrain you while she tries to calm you down

“(Y/N), you can kick her ass at the exchange!”

When you calm down, Panda puts you down and even though Mai’s long gone with Todou to go get his handshake, you make a promise that carries through the wind

‘Zenin Mai, pray that the next time you run across me I’m feeling kind, because if not-’, the last word is lost as the wind picks up but Mai feels a shiver rack through her body that more than ensures your message.

#jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu kaisen imagines #jujutsu kaisen hcs #jjk x reader #itadori yuji x reader #itadori yuji #jjk itadori #black reader #x black reader #idontblushsrry

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cuteykat · 4 years ago

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Perhaps some angst/fluff if you're up for it? Maybe Shanks and Luffy who's s/o just wants them to take something seriously for once? But like usual they kinda just let other people walk all over them/insult them and they don't care? So their s/o who is nOT A FIGHTER tries to teach the bastards who insulted them some manners?

But she ends up getting kidnapped or something? Fluffy ending with angry Shanks and Angry Luffy? S/o finally sees them taking something very seriously.

I'd prolly be terrified watching them go from ☺️😘🙂 to 😠😡👿

Warning: mention of stockholm syndrome in luffy’s reading!

Word count: 2.5k words

Luffy:

It was a rainy day on a fall island. You and the rest of your crewmates decided on coming to the island for supplies but for the upcoming storm that was soon to come, they decided to stay here and stay in a hotel. Everyone had their room except you and Luffy to which you shared one. You both decided it would be nice to spend more quality time with each other and this afternoon you both decided to go on a date to a nice small restaurant. Everything was going great till Luffy started bringing up how he wanted to be a pirate king and people started laughing

“ Seriously?! King of the pirates?! What kind of joke is that!!” Laughter could be heard as more people smoke “ Are you that stupid?”

You try to speak up but Luffy stops you and smiles at you. You both get your food but all you could focus on was people laughing at him “ Luffy you aren't going to do anything about it?” You ask having your voice be laced with irritation

“ Why would I?” Your lover ask while shoving food in his face

“ Because it’s not right for being to make fun of you! Your dream is inspirational and is a part of you. Plus” you start to mumble “ all I can hear is people laugh at you and it hurts to know that you're just letting it happen”

“ It doesn’t bother me (name). You shouldn’t let it bother you either, it’s not like they are making fun of you” Luffy finishes up what seems to be his 4th plate before asking for more

The whole date was a disaster and you had it when people started throwing stuff at the man “We're leaving!”

Luffy goes to ask you why till he sees tears forming down your eyes. You both leave the restaurant not noticing how some people were staring at you.

Both of you get to your room and you sign hearing the rainfall and the thunder hit the ground. You put your hands in your face and when Luffy goes to hug you, you deny him “ Luffy I need to go for a walk. I’m not upset at you, well I am but more upset at the others” you walk to the door and give him an air kiss before opening the door and leaving to walk to the lobby

“ I love you Luffy, I just wish you wouldn’t let people walk all over you like that. Maybe I’m just not understanding his view on all this. I should apologize” you go to walk back but you feel someone grab you by the throat and feel a cloth over your mouth before passing out into someone’s arm.

An hour goes by and Luffy starts to get concerned. Usually, when you are upset you take a 30-minute walk at most, and not noticing it’s been an hour he starts to worry and goes to Nami’s door to which she opens looking confused

“ Has (name) come here at all?” Luffy asks to which the women look surprised

“I thought you two were on a date. She hasn’t come here. Did you do something lu-“ she sees Luffy start to worry before seeing women walk to them with an envelope in her hands

“ Monkey D Luffy. Open this when you are alone. It’s an important note for you” the women let out a small smirk before leaving having her skirt drag against the floor

Nami looks worried before seeing Luffy walk off but knows once Luffy has his mindset on something you can’t change it but decides to let everyone know about what’s going on.

Luffy goes back to his and your share room and opens the envelope reading the letter

‘ To the man who wants to become king of the pirates.

We heard of your little dream back at the restaurant and when you didn’t get angry at it we decided if you really could be strong enough to somehow make that idiotic dream of yours reality. So let’s play a game, shall we? You and you alone shall try to find out the base is in town. You have 24 hours before we leave. If you win you can take back your lover. If you lose we keep this adorable girl like ours.

You have 24 hours since the envelope was delivered to you. Have fun and if you try to get any help, the girl gets punished’

Luffy's aura intensifies. He’s filled with rage, he was gonna kill the bastard who kidnapped you if it’s the last thing he does. He storms off out of the hotel into the cold rain.

You were awake now being in a strong caged. Your limbs tied up to a wall with chains and only a small bowl of water like you were some animal. You try to pull on the chains to which you felt a shock of electricity go through your body making you scream. You see two men walk up to you as one goes to hold your chin

“ Such an adorable little pet aren't you? But as a pet we have a few rules you will follow. If you don’t you will be punished. The more you misbehave the worse the punishment is.” He stands up and claps his hand as one of his men now speaks

“ The rules are as listed, no pulling on your chains, no asking where you are, no begging for food, water, or any mundane things like that. No asking for personal information. No going against what the leader says. And rules that may be added to the list” the man leaves before a woman enters being beautifully dressed up and hugs the leader

“ I use to be his hostage but now I can’t get enough of him and I wanted a new plaything too and you seemed too cute to pass up. Don’t worry love, you will grow to love it as I did along with his other lovers. Who could deny such a beauty like him? A real pirate”

“ He’s not a real pirate-“ you start to scream being shocked again but with higher volts and start to cry. Your body goes limp against the chains. Your lips part as your breathing gets heavy. You were in so much pain already. Physically but also emotionally. You felt so weak and so scared. You wanted to fight back but couldn’t. You close your eyes wanting to see Luffy again and your crew. You wanted to be saved and held into your lover's arm and hear his laughter, to see his smile, to feel his heartbeat and feel warm in his arms “ Luffy...” you put your head on the ground having it be near the water bowl

“ Aw, is my new pet thirsty? Go ahead and drink up, I won’t deny you water. And if you behave you will get some yummy food later. And in 24 hours you can get so much more~” he smirks watching your figure. You were so cute, so beautiful. He wanted you to be all his, to make you his pet, his plaything.

Time goes on, hours felt like days to you. You were exhausted, wanted to be free wanting to be with Luffy. You couldn’t cry, Couldn’t scream couldn’t do anything except being a rag doll. You were starting to lose hope until you hear a scream from one of the henchmen. Your body lifted you on your own having your hopes start to be lifted and next you knew it you see him, your lover, Luffy. He was different from his regular cheerful self. His aura was strong, violent. It was pure anger and hatred.

“ Luffy” you call out quietly having your arms tug on the chain not caring if you get shocked.

Luffy looks over to you. He was concerned but he had to deal with the other problem at hand first. He grabs one of the men looking directly at them, daggers in his eyes. “ where’s your leader?!” Once the man answers he puts them down and finds the leader. You see Luffy walk away but the next minute you could hear screaming and crying. You had a feeling Luffy was taking care of the problem. Everything went silent for a minute as the cuff comes undone and the cage opens. You try to stand and go to him but your legs shake being in pain along with your arms and neck. Luffy scoops you up gently and hugs you like he never wanted to leave your side again

“ Let’s get you back to the hotel and have chopper check your wounds. I promise I won’t let those things happen again”

You nod your head and close your eyes falling asleep. You were exhausted. Luffy carries you back to the hotel where he brings you to chopper who looks surprised but starts to work on you carefully not wanting to hurt you. Luffy stays right beside you having his usual smile not come back yet.

After a bit you wake up to see your captain look at you. You notice he isn’t smiling and you move your arms ignoring the pain to grab his mouth and form it into a smile “ I don’t like seeing you this upset. I love you Luffy and I love your smile”

Luffy was still upset but seeing you awake makes him feel better and he starts to smile and put his straw hat on you before getting into bed with you and hugs you slowly going back to his regular self. You both make jokes till you fall asleep again. Your head on his chest and his fingers roaming your hair “ No one will ever hurt you again” He was gonna be the pirate king and make sure no one would ever hurt you again.

Shanks:

Today was a sunny day as you and your crewmates had stopped on an island to stock up on some things. You along with the rest of your crew were now drinking at a bar partying like usual. You sing and drank with everyone until some other people started making fun of shanks and throwing alcohol at him. You couldn’t stand it anymore. This was supposed to be a friendly party. You were getting upset and one-sentence sit your mind to ablaze

“ How are you even a pirate with one arm?!” They laugh and made fun of to which everyone just laughed off like it didn’t bother you, and especially shanks to who smiled and laughed it off

“ How is this not bothering you shanks?! You are the best pirate and you are gonna let them walk all over you? I can’t sit here and watch it!” You usually never yell and lash out but the alcohol you drank changed that “ You are not going to do anything?!”

“ Why would it bother me cutie?” Shanks says holding up his glass to which you pushed away causing the man to be shocked

“ I’m not gonna sit here and watch all this happen! I can’t stand when people make fun of the people I care about! I-I’m heading back to the ship!” You get up and walk to the ship to which shanks wondered why you were so bothered about it.

You walked to the dock until a man grabs you from behind pulling you close from the waist, a knife to your neck “ Do you belong to that red hair pirate? You know we are looking for some beautiful pirates to join us?” The man licks his lips to which you try to get away but the grip on your waist becomes are hard as a vice grip he cuts off part of your hair on digs the knife into your neck having a bit of blood drip “Don’t you dare try to run darling. We wouldn’t want to mess up your beautiful skin now, would we? Men!”

Three-man come up and tie your arms and legs together putting along with a cloth in your mouth and bring you to their ship which wasn’t that far but hard to see in the dark.

45 minutes go by and shanks get concerned. He knew you were drunk but the thought of you being hurt concerned him. He rather takes you being angry than hurt. He goes to stand up when hearing a flare go off and the other people that were there smirk and leave and before they all leave a smirk looking at shanks “ Make sure you have... everything~”

Shanks immediately caught on. You weren’t back and the leader had left and now they are leaving to a signal of a flare. He didn’t like this one bit.

Within a second he next to one of them holding him by the neck “ Where is she?!” His grip gets sharp and his eyes turn into daggers “ If you don’t wish to tell me you may not get your last word” he says with venom laced into his words. To anyone who pissed Shanks off was getting a death wish. The man and his crewmates caught onto this and regretted this decision by their leader.

The man being held by the neck speaks “ The docks on the right side of this island” he chocks out and falls to the ground to which shanks crew tries to follow him but shanks look at them giving them a signal to go to their ship.

Shanks walks to get to you, everyone who saw was immediately scared. Who dared to upset this man and what would happen to said person. People avoided him and when getting to the ship he didn’t dare to hold back the way he felt. She stepped inside having the waves shake and he sees a man holding you by the chin whispering sweet nothings in your ears.

You looked over and try to run to shanks but the chains kept you doing so but before you could say anything the chains were cut off making you run and hold your lover tightly. His arm holding your body to which he saw the man looking scared and backing away

“ One thing you should know. You may laugh at me, make fun of me and do what you think is funny. But the minute you hurt my crew and my lover, your DEAD” shanks picks you up and holds you walking away “ Let’s get you back love. I promise no one will ever lay a hand on you again darling” shanks start to carry you away but looks back at the men glaring at him to which he will never forget “ Your lucky you didn’t hurt her. There would not remain a single piece of you left”

Shanks gets you off the boat and brings you back to their ship where he holds you in his arm and the lap the rest of the night.

I hope you enjoy reading it!!

#shanks #shanks x reader #shanks headcanons #luffy #luffy x reader #luffy headcanons #one piece #one piece x reader

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krysphycookiez · 4 years ago

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bts | you as the female maknae

synopsis: you’ve become the female maknae of the famous worldwide sensation bts! let’s see how well you get along with these crackhead boys

genre: fluff, platonic, imagines

pairing: bts x maknae!reader

a/n: nothing much to be said except i pulled this out of my ass to make content for all y’all

❣︎

the moment seokjin saw you he already claimed you as his child, no questions asked

even though you’re only like- a year younger than jungkook, he babies you WAY more than him, and you don’t mind really

he would take you to do some of his favorite things with him like cook or even clean the dorms

also if anyone hurts you in any way, shape or form they are getting their shit rocked by seokjin’s- rather colorful vocabulary

also nags you a lot, especially during your early debut days when you were still in school

he just doesn’t want you to be lost in life that’s all, and he shows that really well

he raised you very well since your debut with him and the boys and he just wants you to be happy

definitely favors you a lot more than the others and the bias is super obvious. he once bought you a shit ton of snacks for your birthday and the rest of the members were shocked af

this of course means you bicker a lot with him like jungkook, the two of you even sometimes team up to go against your hyung

but he also knows when you’re feeling down because his parent instincts kick in, he knows when you’re feeling down the dumps so he does something to cheer you up

whether it’s make you crack up with a stupid dad joke or buy your favorite drink, he’d do anything for his baby

definitely screams a lot when he’s with you too

like- y’all can’t hide how much of a pissbaby the two of you are, that’s easily demonstrated in that one run bts episode with the zombies

overall he’s like an older brother to you and despite the bickering, he still luvs you so much

yoongi is soft for you and you only

definitely let’s you sleep with him in his bed when you have a nightmare, because he’s an expert at bedtime cuddles

also let’s you mess around in his production studio, and maybe even lets you help him compose a few tracks

if you aren’t a rapper he probably teaches you some basics about rapping and later on becomes a proud dad when you show off in front of the other members

he also probably makes tae jealous too lmao, give the boy some love

if you’re upset or angry at the other members he’s one of two members that can calm you down, just because he’s really calm and knows how to handle your emotions

also definitely spoils you with snacks and drinks too

and he’s also the reason why you develop led your evil maknae side

back then you were so shy and pure but then he came into your life with his savage ways and sarcastic remarks. he rubbed off of you too much

also if anyone dares to hurt you he’s throwing hands. this bitch is really scary, he will give haters a death glare if they even LOOK at you

you definitely cling onto him like a baby sloth at times when you’re in the clingy mood, and he just kinda lets you hang onto him until you go to another member

and he also teases you at times to when he’s feeling pretty bold

such as your height or your age and this sometimes leads to insult battles, it’s a 50/50 win for the most part

for the most part, yoongi is like your cool uncle and he will cut a bitch if someone even lays a finger on you in a threatening way

when you and hoseok are put together in the same room, nothing but sunshine and happiness radiates form the two of you

both of you are the residential mood makers of bts, and it really shows

back then when you were really shy, hoseok was the first to approach you and ever since then you’ve become a happy ball of fluff

he definitely hugs you a lot and does a lot of aegyo with you, or even hug you to show that you’re not alone

if you buy him sprite he’ll go nuts

this man loves his energetic drink and he will forever love someone who gets him that monstrous drink

you probably tried to give him monster energy at one point but he complained about the battery acid taste

LOVES spoiling you with gifts, try not to let him spoil you too much or the other members might get jealous

when you’re feeling under the weather he will be there in a flash to make sure you’re well enough and give you some chocolate to make you a bit happier

will shower you with love and affection at all times- especially on vlive cause he wants to make sure you’re loved

and you are trust me

you remind him of a happy little puppy and he just thinks it’s the most adorable thing ever cause he likes animals

and also he definitely will throw hands at haters- this man is scary when he’s mad

he’s like an equivalent to an older brother to you and it’s so endearing

take namjoon’s being done with the members bullshit 24/7 tendencies and mutiply that by 100 when he’s with you

you always do the most random shit around him its hilarious. whether it’s playing with his hair or just clinging onto him a lot

of course he still loves you he just always looks tired when you start being you

also definitely has helped you with your homework in the past cause he’s too smart for his own good

you once asked him to help you help with a cell mode project cause it was supposed to be big but yours just looked like an oversized bean

he thought it was adorable and funny so he helped you

also you go on beach walks with him when in a country with beaches, prolly looking for crabs too lol

you have definitely crashed one of his studio vlives and did something random, like how tae did

when you’re feeling sick he along with seokjin will nurture you back to health. he gets the medicine and stuff while seokjin makes you a nice warm meal

you have definitely made jokes where you are their child and they are the parents at it always results in a hell from the older male

you have probably given him a few ideas on some of the popular tracks like pied piper and black swan

you have a creative mind so when namjoon is feeling blank he turns to you for help, hell you even helped a lot with the hyyh era

and he’s also at ease when he’s around you because you smell like roses- sounds a little weird but it’s the smell of a lovely flower

namjoon would like to care for you like your a kid or his own little sister and be your guardian angel

first thoughts when you both saw each other; omg so cute

you and jimin are such sofies for each other it’s so adorable, always clinging onto each other and just being two puppies

of course that can always switch and the two of you can become such a petty and savage duo

the members definitely tease you two the most due to your smaller heights, which the worked the two of you to prank them a lot

never yoongi though, he’s scary asf

you two also have a lot of movie marathons, especially the avengers movies cause they are some of the best

if you’re a main dancer you two probably do a lot of dancing together in your free time, maybe even some crack dances as well

a little bit of playful flirting here and there, he’s so shameless when he’s around you it’s unreal

has also picked you up at one point and threw you over his shoulder just cause he wanted to prove to jk he’s not a weak midget

CUDDLES 24/7! both of you initiate a lot of platonic skinship it’s just become a habit at this point. also you two have definitely slept in the same bed before while cuddling

jimin is very emotionally intelligent, so he automatically knows when you’re in a bad mood or when you just feel sad. he’s the member trusted the most too to take care of you during- uh- your time of the month

he just wants you to be happy so he’ll gladly help you with any of your needs, even if it’s kinda unpleasant

seeing that both of you both had a lot of struggles, you two were very close and i guess that’s what made you guys click

jimin would be the shoulder you can cry on and your lovable squishy best friend

taehyung would be one of your bestest friends, even during trainee days

expect he was shy to you at first cause you were very young and he didn’t want to give the wrong impression on you

but overtime he grew to be his childish and weird self that we all love, and the two of you always lighten up the mood along with hoseok

definitely takes you on shopping dates when he gets the chance and probably makes you try on 1000 gucci clothes

sometimes you end up buying them but it’s a relatively small amount

also you like going to the food courts with him because you guys just have very light-hearted conversations while enjoying yourselves some delicious food

if he knows something is up with you but the others don’t notice, he would go and tell them to take care of it cause he doesn’t think he can’t comfort you well enough

but in reality he’s really good at talking with you, that 10% of genius shines in him and he manages to figure out what made you upset and help you

yeontan probably likes you a bit more than the other members cause of taehyung, and that’s a feat he’s proud of

both you and him also play a lot of games together with jungkook, and a lot of screaming to

the others think you’re getting murdered at times it’s funny

tae would also initiate skinship with you, though not as much as jimin, he prefers to just hug you and hold your hand

also if you’re a rapper he definitely asks you to teach him how to rap and sometimes it can be so chaotic

taehyung would be a really good friend to you and like a warm older brother

you and jungkook are the maknaes on top, even though there’s a one year difference

despite your close relationship, you two didn’t get along at first due to different views on certain things

but overtime your relationship mended and now the two of you are the closest friends can get

due to your young ages you use this to your advantage to get anything you want from the members

also, take your pranking with jimin and multiply that by a million cause hoo boy you two cause A LOT of chaos

skinship and platonic kisses for days off camera. he really loves you a lot and just prefers to show it off camera cause he’s a shy baby

you steal his hoodies and shirts a lot cause they are comfy and he either complains or just lets you take them

both of you have friendly competitions whenever you are competing for the members love and affection

which can lead to rather intense insult battles and the others watch in amusement

both of you are so close you two can just tell how you’re feeling with just one look in the eyes, and even communicate through facial expressions

yeah you guys are that close, and the other members haven’t fully accomplished a feat like that yet so they are amazed

jungkook also is pretty possessive of your guy’s friendships and often scares off others, even his fellow 97 liners

but in reality he’s just a soft bunny baby that doesn’t want you to leave him

you two probably had some dating rumors surrounding you, but at the end of the day nothing will change your guy’s amazing friendship

❣︎

wooooo we got another female maknae au! with bts, sorry i don’t have anything else, i have a one shot idea planned with yeonjun, taehyun and hyuka so please stick around for that!

this is @/krysphycookiez logging off... ♡︎

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