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Cory is, actually, contrary to Maggie’s remarks in Being Robin, Christian. But it’s such an insignificant part of her identity that no one knows about it except her and maybe Bella- she doesn’t worship, she doesn’t pray, she just passively believes in god.
#rue rants#TAACC#Cory Caspers TAACC#It’s just been left at the wayside for superhero stuff. She can’t make the time every Sunday for church- she’s busy#And it all just gets eroded
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#i never really thought about a person being a finite thing. you can see the effects of a person after they die. in the unfinished projects.#in the rooms of clutter. in abandoned closets. in pictures and in mermered phrases. and you can see time#chipping away at those things. eroding away the evidance that a person existed. clothes move into other people's closets. projects are boxed#away. and a person becomes confined to photos and memories. and thats existentially terrifying but its not a bad thing. time erodes away all#things. that's how life works. matter and energy transforms.#we arent made to last forever. i dunno. i guess im still just rattled from being home even tho ive been back a week and a half.#and my brain tends to fixate on the wrong things. nearly 27 years of knowing someone eclipsed by a visual sequence lasting less than a day.#bc i just cant get over how scary it would be to die like that. to start losing control of your body. to not be able to feed yourself or get#to the bathroom. to have your mind be overcome by the toxins building up in your mangled and broken body.#and it could have been worse. it could have been a lot worse. but its still not fair. theres no good way to die. i dunno. i guess i just#miss my mom in some abstract way but i find it more viscerally upsetting to think about the people that have to deal with her absence.#it makes me sad that my dad is alone now. i dunno. grief doesnt feel like i thought it would. most of the time i dont even know what im#crying about. its undirected. it doesnt feel like: i miss you. it feels like: youre gone. how can you be gone? why does everything feel the#same? and its not that it doesnt make sense. its that nothings changed. the terror of that.#and im walking around in an acumulation of my dead mother's clothes. and no one knows. theyll never know.#and there's nothing to be done about it. so it goes.#i guess im just sad. and its hard to breathe at the thought of returning to school at the end of August.#unrelated
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sigh....... smallidarity crumbs.....
(I MISS THEM SO MUCH)
#was watching Jimmy's stream today and there was the off mention where Jimmy says#“wish he had all the time for me 😢 all the time for me 😭”#GET JOEL OFF THAT SERVER FOR 2 SECONDS PLEASE 😭😭😭😭 /JOKING hermitcraft is his hermitcrab shell. dont want to disturb the ecosystem yk#in my head im pacing around in circles like that one twilight sparkle scene where the ground starts eroding from her steps#MY WITHDRAWAL SYNDROMES....#/lh btw im fine i'll just work on my many wips.... making the content up myself.... yeah....#i understood that burden when i made this account... to graduate smallidarity from rarepair to semi-rarepair... with my bare hands alone..#previously being a desert duo main from twitter really spoilt me tbh 😭😭 smallidarity's barely even that rare of a rarepair#well. they are still criminally underrated compared to other ships (and duos in general actually). so i guess a rarepair in the community#but thriving in the actual content we get#tbh just like stresskall and xbralis#let best friends to lovers be more mainstream please . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
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dont be fooled this is a lundy interview roddy just makes a special cameo because if hes not within 5 ft of a finn he will die
"i dont think i can tell yet because hes listening—rod is listening. rod?" (roddy who has gone to finland with the avs in 22 and everyone knows this) "i did it 2 years ago i know-" [giggles of pure glee at being able to disrgruntle roddy]
"my favourite finnish meal?" "salmon soup baby" "i will say salmon soup 😃" "yeahhhhhh" "so 🙂"
erod who has been given explicit permission to interrupt the interview because hes been acknowledged by lundy and like a mouse being given a cookie he'll ask for milk too so he gets in a "salmon soup baby" to which lundy does not argue it at all because we didnt ask for audience participation but the peanut gallery sure is chirpy today i guess we will phone a friend??
florida panthers @ buffalo sabres pregame interview | 10.28.24 (x)
salmon soup...
#anton lundell#evan rodrigues#florida panthers#2425#crying cats do not stfu ever#girls we need to implement a talking stick#i absolutely believe erod intentionally stayed around just to bother lundy yeah#hes always tethered to a finn like of course#yeah lundy teases erod a lot its soooo#jamesok transcriped the baby out and i think the baby is so important actually#“salmon soup baby!” he says with the confidence of a man who does not know jackshit at all which is apparent in the way lundy entertains hi#lundy going yeah sure why not lohikeitto yeah#finns get so giggly when erods around#bring your north american to work day#hes just their little pet huh. he amuses them so much.#please always have roddy tag along to finn pressers please#emotional support north american that makes them giggle#i cant get over how much lundy looks over to roddy to egg him on#oh this team#i cant imagine a presser with both gadjo and roddy in the bg yall the interview would never been done#girls who never been introduced to a talking stick indeed
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actually american liberals can fuck all the way off with their "slur reclamation" bs. go to hell all of you.
#slurs will never be empowering#but to white people every slur is a new opportunity to be as quirky and annoying as possible#no i am not comfortable with a man calling me a bitch because he's gay stfu#no one can redeem a slur still in usage by the oppressors that created it#stop saying tr*nny#straight women stop saying d*ke#stop saying q*eer#no structural change but we're all supposed to pretend we're liberated#normie homophobes stop saying f*ggot#i am so tired of these disgusting words polluting every facet of lgb and leftist spaces#liberals#leftism#our rights are eroding everywhere but what is important here is that americans get to play a misogynistic stereotype of white women#from LA#“serving cunt” GROW A BRAINCELL LIKE JUST GROW ONE SINGLE BRAINCELL
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i truly am so baffled sometimes like. were we not all rooting for adrien & marinette’s relationship to be a good thing? a healthy and beautiful and satisfying ending for both characters?? how are so many people excited about adrinette: lies and deception edition😭
#like howw could they erode ladynoir slowly over 2 seasons and then also take a sledgehammer to adrinette😭😭#how is their relationship ever supposed to come back from this#did you guys not want them to be happy😭😭was it just me😭#why did they write this story what was the pointttt😭😭😭😭#i was really hanging with them with the marinette/gabriel foil for a long time i really was.#but the point of positioning marinette to reflect gabriel in the narrative is to then show how she is DIFFERENT#how she makes a DIFFERENT CHOICE#but to have her reflect gabriel and then just follow in his steps of pursuing absolute control over a situation (and adrien specifically)#is just like. what was the point!!!!!!!!what is the point here!!!!#(again. not saying i’m not sympathetic to marinette. i’m just talking about the structure of the narrative here.)#but gabe’s whole issue was that he couldn’t accept not being in control over what happened to emilie#so he did All That to try and regain power over the situation#and now marinette is doing All This to try and do damage control (<- key word CONTROL) over what happened with gabriel#and particularly to try and control adrien’s response to it#and i get that it’s a trauma response to being ladybug and having the whole world depend on her. being in control is the only way she knows#how to be safe. i get that.#but unfortunately she is doing the same thing that gabriel did. and doing it to adrien. who was abused by gabriel.#(NOT SAYING marinette is abusive. OBVIOUSLY. just saying that she is inadvertently perpetuating the cycle of adrien not being given control#over his own life.)#which is what his father did. which - to adrien - is actually uhhh deeply awful and violating. and the exact thing he’s tried so hard to#break out of. so.#like. what is the point here. why did they write this story. why couldn’t lovesquare have been a good thing#i love a complicated story but why couldn’t lovesquare have been good😭
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WTFFF I thought thirteen would be my new girl crush love of my life heart eyes wife you-came-after-twelve-you-must-be-better-than-they're-all-saying bbygirl and then I had to sit down and watch as she told a man who (if he were not a murderer, of course) literally every regeneration before her would've LOVED and FULLY SUPPORTED that "the systems aren't the problem. how people use and exploit the system, that's the problem. people like you" </33333 !?!?
#WHERE IS THAT POST THAT SAID NINE WOULD KILL THIRTEEN FOR BEING A CLASS TRAITOR#WHY WOULD YOU SAY “ERODE PEOPLE'S TRUST IN AUTOMATION” ALL WORRIED AND CONCERNED LIKE THAT???#WHEN DID YOU START LIKING AUTOMATION OVER PEOPLE THINKING AND DOING THINGS FOR THEMSELVES???#AND WHY ARE YOU TRAVELING WITH A COPPER??? WE HATE COPPERS??????#did we FORGET into the dalek?? how about how he treated danny?? god there's so much more I can't even remember off the top of my head#(I understand soldiers are different from cops but c'mon don't even PRETEND twelve would've been any nicer if blue or danny were just COPS)#also a bit off topic bUT MAY I JUST TALK ABOUT ARACHNIDS IN THE UK FOR HALF A GODAMNED SECOND—#I know the companions are usually the ones to do the doctor's dirty work here but like#I just can't see the other doctors NOT having the business man lure the spider for being so fuckin annoying about it#like I was genuinely surprised when they had him do that whole song and dance about not doing it and then he actually just. didn't do it#the doctor LOVES fucking with evil rich business men this is PERFECT. plus why not get back at him for being awful to their companions?#absolutely gobsmacked thirteen let him act like that. I am wrong in thinking that the others would've shut his shit down a LOT quicker??#anyways. I love jodie whittaker and it's just so upsetting to have her doctor do something so wildly off#THIRTEEN PLEASE I HAD SUCH FAITH IN YOUUU I WAS IGNORING THE HATERS AND FOR WHAT#I can SEE the other doctors in her still I can FEEL them they're there she's doing an AMAZING job but. oh my god. what did they make her do#I can't even say she feels ooc as a whole because jodie is bloody brilliant. it's just these... moments. that don't make ANY sense to me...#especially coming off of twelve?? I get the radical personality switch but that belief is a core part of the doctor. or at least I THOUGHT#thirteenth doctor#doctor who#I still love all of you who love her and reading ur posts/fics but I. will not be making any myself. I do not think.
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I have to write a relatively long German paper, and man its just so difficult for me. The pro side is that I can pick any topic I want, so of course I picked Charles VI. But I've literally not written any German in months, and I'm almost 100% sure our prof doesn't actually read them. I should just write and submit boy king fic....
#i wish it was in English#bcs i would be very happy about it#but i have lost so much capacity for any German writing#bcs he sucks so much as a prof and has dropped the ball on actual language learning imo#how am i supposed to suddenly write a 7-8 pg paper after youve spent all our class time just lecturing at us#and giving us no real opportunity to really learn or test our skills#i shall.. probably just cheat.#LIKE i want to learn german so badly#but what the fuck is the point of even trying when i know im not going to get actual feedback on my writing#why should i even try at that point. put that much effort in and know that he doesnt really care at all#it just sucks so much bcs i genuinely love and am so fascinated w the topic#but the idea that id put so much work into translating it only for him not to read it really kills me#again. just submit boy king fic and see if he notices sjfkgllblb#but do you know what i mean? like im sure ill write a good version in english that i think is actual good content#but translating it is such a lost cause bcs all the effort is reallt for nothing#like atp im jusy interested in the history more than making an effort w the language#ugh i wish i wasnt this way but yknow lack of stimulation anf feedback really kills my enjoyment and interest#like see i can convince myself that thr eng version of teh paper is my typical personal research#<- i mean im making a fucking family tree for funsies so this isnt that far off#but the translation part is so difficult bcs my german has been eroding a bit SOB SOB#lol anyways i say this bcs i was plotting a boy king fic in my head as i was goong to bed#and was like oh i shoulf write it out tmr! and then remembered I HAVE AN ESSAY UGH#well yeah. suffering. we'll see how i feel abt i write the original copy and if i have the capacity to germanify it#i just feel so guilty about it. cheating. I dont want to and it feels so low effort and terrible#but why would i force myself thru all that for a guy who barely reads it#catie.rambling.txt
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the billionaires paying off the government to shape it to suit them will not voluntarily give up power, the working class must seize this power. trump does not stand for the average american but rather only serves to further divide the working class, by appealing overwhelmingly to folks that share his views of hatred and feeding them lies to make them believe their neighbor is the enemy instead of elon musk or jeff bezos. this distraction of in-fighting in the working class then diminishes the ability to organize and allows the mega-rich to do whatever they want behind the scenes. folks don't notice that these people are infringing on their rights because they're too concerned with harboring hate towards their immigrant neighbor or their liberal kids, who were never their enemy until trump told them so. it's all part of the plan to increase the divide between rich and poor and increase the power of the rich.
#working class#seize the means of production#eat the rich#america is being fed an illusion of separation to drive us apart until its real#the middle class is being separated and eroded down to widen the power gap between the rich and the poor#kamala wasnt gonna stop any of this either shes as much a part of the machine as trump#but trump cant even be bothered to try to conceal his interests in power above all else and using that power to only help his rich buddies#also the democratic party is crumbling as proven by their increasingly shady tactics every year#dems didnt even get a primary or a chance to pick their candidate...#kamala historically polled low like dems would not have chosen her if they ever even had the chance#no matter who won it was never going to be an actual election its all a farce and an illusion#no people had any real choice in which candidates made it to the election#it was purely here's your two choices#theyre exactly the same (capitalist imperialist etc) but different colors (red or blue)#i hate it here#t#trump is not for the average american#he is lying to you and tricking you to gain power#he wants you to fight with your neighbors and family so you have nothing left but an idol promising youre right and delivering nothing#trumps goal was to be as disagreeable and out there as possible so dems looks frantic and panicked and emotional#its LITERALLY all part of his plan#hes not gonna drain the swamp#hes gonna put rich out of touch people in positions of power and cut all funding to public support systems#if you voted for this i truly believe youve been tricked and youre stupid for letting that happen but also#its easier to trick someone than convince them they've been tricked so its an uphill battle once trump has already deceived the masses#literally fuck this people are so fucking dumb ive been trying to not insult people but this is truly what it comes down to#trumpers who say its all an illusion and we're being tricked but think trump is the solution rather than the puppetmaster himself is nuts#you're being fooled tricked bamboozled hijinksed#like i said i was not for kamala either shes still part of the machine but at least she didnt outwardly promise to dismantle rights...#lowkey wanna tag this trump 2024 just so trumpers actually see it like theyre the ones that need to know lmao
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once again. lucifer came out of the cage surprisingly well-adjusted. all things considered.
#alternate s5 where he’s freed and is just. barely functional.#doesn’t believe he’s free first of all. isn’t sure what’s real and what’s not.#because how would an angel know that any better than a human who escapes the cage.#but he just. won’t respond to people. won’t communicate. sam and dean ‘capture’ him and he ‘escapes’ only for them to find him curled up in#the corner of bobby’s panic room#because at least its almost familiar.#the world has changed so much since he was last free. so much lost so much destroyed so much moved decayed eroded grown changed.#and its so loud. deafeningly loud. humans spitting off radio signals every which way#and every other angel got the chance to adjust to the growing noise. become numb to it.#but lucifer gets thrust straight from complete silence into the cacophony#anyway. traumatizes him more.#lucifer spn
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my friend casually told me that when she met me (when i was 11) i had a much thicker arab accent when i spoke english and now its almost completely gone and now i haven't been able to stop thinking about it
#julia.txt#i dont know. im kinda sad about it#i dont want all the different parts of me getting eroded away#like its just a normal consequence of speaking english so much more and being surrounded by it mostly#but man!! i don't know!!!
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have a great summer avs lb ⛱️
#avs lb#we didn't get to see the playoffs on altitude [if they had it... they do right?] and im just a smidge excited#to hear from them again in the fall. bc those other commentators suck lol#im not in on the duche lore and i dont like him much anyways but unfortunately i do think that otter deserves that cup#also watching erod on the panthers paaaains me so much i miss him. an incredible and fast paced forward.#not cheering for the cats tho fuck em. huge love to sway and to king george you did all you could!#okay thats all from me. gnight 🌙
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being normal as a baseline is so funny after a whole life of having an anxious base bc now im like. wow i get anxious over so much stuff huh
#this maybe sounds like im still anxious all the time but its not#well it kind of is in that i just become anxious over lots of random or little things#vs until like four years ago i was just anxious all the time literally constantly so i didnt even register anxiety spikes#it was very bad 👍#ugh though real downside of wfh is ive eroded my tolerance to social anxiety again so its so much harder to just. go to a store or smth#anyway i cant sleep over a minor plumbing issue that i know is getting fixed tomorrow its just really funny to me#like huh. thats why im all nervy and jumpy...ok...weird thing to get hung up on but alright!
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worlds most annoying dpair continue to prove theyre terribly annoying [successfully defends against sasha] "HAha!! HahaHAA!!! WOOHOOHOOOO!!" "good job bobby!" "look we have tons of salt [points stick at the bench suggesting erod needs to wake up]"
#THE WAY EKKY STARTS LAUGHING BEFORE REINO EVEN GETS THE PUCK#THEN STOPS. WAITS. THEN LAUGHS AGAIN WHEN ON THE PK SUCCESSFULLY THROWS IT OUT.#his laugh is so loud and echoing like you really have to be there to undertstand how genuinely defeaning it is#everytime i hear his laugh now it just rings in my ears like it did at open practise BECAUSE HES GENUINELY SO LOUD#LIKE ALL THE TIME#GOING GOOD JOB BOBBY WHEN BOBBY DIDNT DO ANYTHING#OH TO BE PRAISED FOR DOING NOTHING. FORSY TOO NICE.#EKKY CHIRPING EROD IS SOOO#GIRL IF YOU DONT STOP#THE LAUGHING THE CHIRPING OUGHHHHH#very obsessed with forsblad here#but forst gets so happy when he gets to pressure sasha#and ekky gets so happy when forsy manages to tie up sasha#food for thought?#sorry these 3 do something to me man#pure banter and delight here crying into my hands ekkys sooo annoying and its terribly endearing#but also forsy in his own being annoying aka being good at defending and not doing anything to run his mouth unlike ekky#god GODDD
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Thinking about mari & jackie again
#mari who adored jackie before the crash and was so excited to get to know#her better. and was v happy and how nice it was to get to form those bonds#and then jackie wasn't helping and that frustrated the hell out of her and kinda eroded some of that#awe and respect because they were all doing something and jackie was just sitting there#and then at the very end having that mentality of why should we change when you're the one with the problem#they get me badddd#muse: mari#meta: mari#dyn: mari x jackie
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So I have all these httyd figures I don’t really want anymore, and when I looked on eBay I saw that it might actually be worth my time to sell them, but I don’t really wanna go through the headache of eBay, sooo….
Any of y’all wanna buy these suckers? 😅
#apple talks#I was collecting them as a coping mechanism when I first moved to Cali around the time the 2nd movie came out#but they’ve just been sitting in a box for like 5 years and it’s eroded my autistic attachment to the#*them so… time to part with them. 🤷♀️#I am keeping my favorite toothless figure (not pictured) bc ofc I have to 💖#I’m not getting rid of ALL my httyd stuff just these little guys (and some stickers and a plush I think I might still have)#I still have my poster and ost and figure and fav plush and piggy bank—love me these franchise#but this particular part of my collection would probably be better enjoyed by someone else :)
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