#And Sadness Cooking Hours

[completeoveranalysis]

[2]

Well, he’s trying! 

It’s time for Act II of Pincer Attack! These Tall Gay Teens Made Me Eat My Own Food?! My Time Avoiding My Problems Has Come To An End!, the famous light novel. 

Act II is just the middle Act where Watanuki sadly tries the same thing over and over again. 

It’s… a bit of a slow burn novel. 

[to-illustrate-the-stars]

happy birthday to the cat lover ever of all time... my worstie matoba seiji 🐈‍⬛🐈

[laviejaguardia]

Thinking about kid Syd and kid Carmy spending an afternoon neither of them remember anymore playing under the tables of The Beef

[akkivee]

hayama-san had his 4th anniversary web show event today and the tragedy is that niconico has been down for a month now bc of a cyber attack and i hope whoever is responsible loses all their cows to a fire but that means there wasn’t a livestream so i’ve been reading reports from a person who went and lmao

hayama-san is so strong of a drinker, he actually feels refreshed after drinking tequila

he may have made this discovery after buying some tequila at the convenience store after 10th live day one and felt no repercussions drinking it throughout his commute home and woke up in the morning without a headache lol

takeuchi-san was one of his guests for the evening show and he said he’s always at war with himself between finding hayama-san cute and annoying as hell LOL

takeuchi: ik we’ve talked about this before but fr what is dom/sub???

hayama: ah so you remember what happened the last time i went to your house—

op: ????????

me: ????????

sakakihara-san used to have his own way of trying to get spoiled by takeuchi-san but lately it’s gotten worse bc he’s been picking up and using the way hayama-san does it as well and takeuchi-san is suffering lmao

semi-relatedly but throwback to when sakakihara-san called hayama-san ‘nii-chan’ during a live hayama-san is a terrible influence on him lmao

[sprolden]

being in your 20s is soooo goofy bc it's just continously processing these big massive things while doing the most mundane tasks. crying my eyes out over something that can't be changed whle folding my laundry. etc

[atopvisenyashill]

arya: if there’s so much i must be can i still just be me the way i am?

sansa: can i trust in my own heart or am i just one part of some big plan?

[turrondeluxe]

[bluesidedown]

Gratitude time

[fray-bird]

”The side that saves people”

[hiraya-rawr]

was (am?) in a (mentally) bad place for a few days and i tried a lot of ways to feel better but just couldn't— then i played genshin, got in my teapot, and got nahida to friendship level 4 and 🥹🥹🥹 //lowkey sagau

[prettyflyshyguy]

Me, with my incredibly patchy memory, when I open my fanfic WIP docs:

[barkingbarghest]

Man something I have not stopped thinking about is how part of why Midst podcast is so mind bogglingly good to me is because of how Third Person makes it. The whole thing is basically them just making up a story in beats and arcs ahead of time, and then RPing individual scenes.

They thought about what kinds of narratives sounded compelling, what ideas they wanted to see in the world and/or story, and how they wanted the story to unfold… but they didn't write scripts. Instead, they rolled up with maybe like an index card of story beats and scene summaries and then started recording [tangent: they shared the outline of the first episode and it's hilarious it's like 5 bullet points very cool stuff].

WHICH MEANS that all the dialogue is improved which makes me go [cartoon foghorn mallet-bonking cockle-doodle-doo] because some of the dialogue is [cartoon cymbals crashing cat yowl stock sounds of a crowd cheering]! Like I don't know how else to say this but the words that they are saying makes me feel like my brain is getting vaporized.

[candycryptids]

25. what is your wol's relationship with their family? are they estranged? still very close? tense?

28. what sense does your wol most rely on? hearing, touch, sight, smell, taste? maybe even aethersense or dynamis?

for Tangy!

Tangy’s relationship with her birth-family as it is RIGHT MEOW (Hah) is, estranged. Or… more specifically, her memory of her Mom was wiped off the page ‘bout 5 years ago, and it made things from her childhood (4-15’ish) kinda. Fuzzy. Thinking about the people around the Blinding Mother Shaped Gap In Her Memory kinda makes her dizzy and gives her a headache? So, she hasn’t given much thought about any of her siblings in some time either. She’s pretty sure they’re ok, though. Probably. She doesn’t resent them for whatever circumstances left her without them, at least, even if most people probably would- she assumes they’re struggling with the same cheese-brain memory problem like everybody else. And besides, she’s not sure they’d recognize her anymore anyways… 🫥☠️

She writes often to her ‘adoptive’ family though! Nothing but fond affection from Tangy for the Lalafellin travelers that said it was ok to make up a name when she struggled to remember hers, lol. She’d hate for them to worry, and really she’s doing quite fine, there’s lots of good food and new people, and travel, and sparring.

She does not tell them about the sad parts.

One of these days she’ll have time to go visit them, but there’s so much always going on, between moving headquarters and whatever’s going on with Bahamut and His Greatest Majesty, King Moggle Mog, may his Pom remain fluffy forevermore, so it keeps getting put off. Maybe they’ll have to make a special trip instead… 🫣

She does, btw, remember her old name by ARR, but by that point it doesn’t even feel connected to her anymore, which is why she continues using a ‘silly/childish’ name instead.

I think of all Tangy’s senses she trusts/relies on touch the most. If you can touch it, it’s real, you know? It’s present, it’s in the now. It’s grounding, it shows affection, it keeps people together in crowded places. Followed up closely by smell… she doesn’t have any vision or hearing problems, and there’s no case of hallucinations, but when a reasonable chunk of your memory is painfully blinding in every sense sometimes it’s just. Easier to close your eyes and press your forehead against a beaten smooth linen tunic and focus on the texture and the warmth and the smell of dirt and Chocobo feathers. Or rose oil and leather, and the slight roughness of a miners cotton shirt.

Sometimes she remembers the softness of furs and cloves and she isn’t really sure what that’s about. [It is A Touch and a Smell she remembers from her childhood, set adrift without the full memory to anchor it down]

[st4rkissedwebz]

Feeling trapped.

[fragglerockopinions]

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[artificial-condition]

I’m going to lose it I fucking hate working full time