#And I was like fuuuuuck ok....
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Fuuuuuuuuck today was awful .... I went to the doctor and after that tried getting my lamp fixed at the lamp shop and they looked at it and was like. Yeah that's unfixable. Those parts just don't exist anymore, sorry.
Went outside and my car wouldn't start and I had to run around asking for a jump (lamp people were cool about my car chilling there for a second) and it rained on me a lot and then I went to jiffy lube and they drove me down the street to help me and tried jumping it but it wouldn't work.
And THEN they were like "wait. hang on" and hit my starter with a stick while i started it and was like "yeah your starter is OLD.. Go to this garage down the road they'll help you"
and the garage looked at my car and was like "ummmm.... that looks so bad I'm respectfully not touching that. Sorry"
It could've been WAY worse and I made it home safe after this buuuuut... I have no clue if my car will start so I can go to work tomorrow. I don't have anyone around to hit my car while I start it ... >>''
#I need to save up to get a used car. It's time. My poor baby .. I love this car ...#It could have been much much worse like. Paying for it to get towed or the lamp guy being an asshole about it#The garage people were nice. The jiffy lube people were nice#They did ask for $80 cash outta me though. They were like 'that's the usual price 😅'#And I was like fuuuuuck ok....#I have so many bills coming up cause I'm trying to get my doctor shit done while I have insurance
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EDYN TIDESTRIDER, CHALLENGER OF THE UNDERSEA, RIVAL OF THE DEEP. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOUR BROTHER WAS CHOSEN TO BE A WEAPON OF THE GODS? HOW WILL YOU UNDO WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO HIM?
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#edyn tidestrider#cw blood#EDYYYNNNN TTIDESTRIDERRR OHH HOW I LOVE HERRRR#THIS IS A PAGE FULLA REEAALLY OLD DOODLES AND REALLY REALLY OLD DOODELS AND NEW DOODLES. ENJOY.#ONLY CLEANED IT UP A BUNCH TTODAY AND IM ACTUALLY SO SO HAPPY W IT WEEEEE#WHAT WAS IT LIKE? DOWN IN THE UNDERSEA. TO VISIT YOUR BROTHER WHENEVER THE ADULTS WOULD LET YOU#A KID WHO DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS GOING ON OR WHY HER BROTHER WAS BEING TAKEN AWAY OR WHY HE KEEPS GETTING HURT#OR WHY THE ADULTS JUST KEEP LETTING IT HAPPEN. ITS FOR THE BEST? FATE OF THE WORLD AND ALL THAT? HEY WHO THE FUCK IS IN CHARGE HERE#HOW DO WE STOP IT. HOW DO I STOP IT. THERES PEOPLE OUT THERE WORKING ON SOMETHING. ARITIFICIAL LEVIATHAN YOU SAY?#WE COULD BUILD A THING TO RIVAL THE GODS. WELL. SIGN ME UP. IM GOING TO UNDO WHAT THEY DID TO YOU#WHAT A FASCINATING THING SHE ACTUALLY SAID. 'IM GOING TO UNDO WHAT THEY DID TO YOU' HELLO?? EDYN? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN#WHAT EXACTLY DID THEY DO TO HIM. OTHER THAN THE PROPHECY TRAINING. YOU CAN UNDO THAT? YOU CAN UNDO ALL THAT? HOW?? HELLO???#LIKE SURE I JUST SPOUTED MY THEORIES I THINK SHE WANTS TO KILL GOD BUT THATS JUSTA THEORY... A GA#WHAT IS EDYNS GOAL AND WHY CANT SHE TELL ANYONE OOUUUHHH EDYNNNN CMERE EDYNN CMERRE STOP WALKING AWAY CMERE. COME HERE.#fuuuuuck shes so mysteriousss what is she HIDING!!shes also so so so so angry i fucken know she is. shes so gentle and so sweet and timid#but she is ANGRY and shes SMART and clearly shes AMBITIOUS bc shes TALKING TO THE FUCKING BIG HEAD HONCHO O THE FUCKEN NNAAAVYYYYY#ALSO WHO IS NICHOLAS. IF THATS EVEN HIS REAL NAME. WHO DID YYYOU MEET EDYN. DO YOU HAVE A WISH TO BE GRANTED EDYN???#CHEWING ON THE BARS O MY CELL I NNNNEEEEED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT EDYN IM SO CURIOUS IMG ONNA KILL PEOPLE#i said once in another post 'the oath an eldest sister takes on is on par w that of a paladins-#-and sometimes upheld w the very same ferocity'. I REALLY LIKED THAT LINE.#pleeese... if u can hear me.. pls join me and draw edyn w unbridled plasmatic rage abt the way her brother was treated by the Elders#also pls draw her SCARY. I NEED HER TO BE SSCARY. PLEEASEE I NEED HER TO BE JUST AS VIOLENT AS GILLION BUT INA ICE COLD WAY#JUST AS VIOLENT JUST AS STRONG JUST AS MUCH OF AN AQUATIC MONSTER. im sure u see the vision.#ok i gotta go t bed now i got work in tha morning n i should nnot be stayin up this late. if u hav thoughts abt edyn pls scream abt em#okay byyyyeee goodniiigihhttttt
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your entire argument about subtext is cool and all but it still doesn’t make farcille canon
wym. they literally have sloppy gay sex on-screen. did the resurrection scene mean nothing to you
#procreation right there#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#farcille#this is genuinely some of the funniest shit to me#like they're not canon?? ok???? WHOOOO CARESSSS#they're representation because i said so. fuuuuuck offfffff#asks#anon
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listen i was all ready to rank dfqc’s father as worst father of the year right up there with jiang fengmian and now what am i supposed to do with this knowledge that he actually loved his son and played kick ball and gave him hUGS?? that in order to save their people it seems, he had to make dfqc powerful enough even if it meant dfqc would have no emotional connection that’ll prevent him from killing his father to ascend the throne. that dfqc might still love his father and their people even if he doesn’t understand what that means anymore. and their tribe? loves him too????? enough to be angry that he unintentionally abandoned them??? LET ME LIVE
#[ yvonne talks ]#dongfang qingcang#lbfad liveblog#love between fairy and devil#every moment of this show is just a continuous case of what the fuuuuuck#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#YES I AM AWARE I AM NOT READY FOR WHAT IS STILL TO COME#WHO DECIDED TO MAKE WORST FATHER OF THE YEAR ACTUALLY AN OK DAD WHO HAD RESPONSIBILITIES TO HIS KINGDOM#BUT STILL HAD TIME TO PLAY AND HUG AND LAUGH WITH HIS SON#JFM U COULD NEVER#every character is grey and complex and i am succumbing to the brainworms tHIS IS UNACCEPTABLE#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#OLD LADY MOON TRIBE VILLAGE CHIEF IT’S NOT HIS FAULT#also am i supposed to like shuiyantian because it’s not looking good lmao 😅
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What made you choose the name Slinky for Slinky? Did you just like the vibes?
Just kidding haahaha lol ….. i don’t get those ….. totally ….. She just told me
#no way back is here#ok funny story i named her slinky like in the first second and then immediately was like FUUUUUCK. IS THAT EVEN A WORD#DID I JUST MAKE THAT UP . WHAT IF IT MEANS SOMETHING BAD#i forgot what slinky actually meant. so i immediately edited the post and changed her name to some random shit#I DONT EVEN REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS!!! but im sure a few people got to see it. like 1 or 2#and then like a minute later i went No u know what slinky just fits too much i’m sure it’s fine
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I wish that who uses only "she/her" or "he/him" referring to Mizu kinda get the drip that Mizu isn't neither a man nor a woman.
That whoever is using only one of these pronouns is actually seeing that Mizu is kinda beyond gender shit, and any other category.
So when using those are all in a genderqueer/genderfuck way. When calling them girlfriend or man or bf is in an ironic way.
I really wish I'm not seeing people thinking Mizu is a woman just bc they are AFAB or bc "this trope is ant-women" terf's shit. Cuz I guarantee that Mulan (1998) and Blue Eye Samurai (2023) aren't being feminist in a simple "We Can Do It, too" way, but rather "See, gender roles are stupid and fuck you if you think that genderqueer people don't exist and people are only MAN or WOMAN."
Man, I really hate when people look at a genderqueer story and think only in binary. Adult Mizu could have been a woman if they really were one, cuz the point of they being perseved as a boy was only to be more difficult to find them as a kid, when their mom couldn't protect them with her hands or power, cuz she had none.
I think that when they were in the wife role, they weren't really performing it as a woman, but more like a duty commonly attributed to wife (more like my father being the cook in the house and a really good caretaker who is really considering and cute, and also being the dad figure, when my mom is in the finances business of the house and isn't the best caretaker of all times...) and for they mom respect and consideration, cuz they loved her and wanted to show their love, retributing by marry that guy.
But they were rejected by their mom and their husband, when being their own singular self. When showing they weren't the wife, neither the woman people thought they should be.
Yes, they suit a masc appearance and mannerisms, but it seem dehonest to call them a man. They really don't perform a man image.
Just like non binary transmasc or butches... We aren't really men just bc we are mascs. And we aren't really, by the book, women, solely by the fact we are AFAB.
Why? Cuz it is just like that. Gender isn't the binary we were thought and I wish everyone a really good search and thinking on genderqueer thesis and documents, already documented discussions and a read on "Butch Blues", a watch on "Tomboy", etc.
#blue eye samurai#queer discourse#more like#queer rant#cuz im pissed fearing people are missreading the whole show#just bc Mizu is genderfucking around not giving a single shit about the binary#only doing what makes sense and (i also thinking) better suits and easy theirself in their skin#they wear a binder for fucks sake#it cant be thay they are binary#neither Mulan really was binary to be honest#look at how the movie ended#they weren't shouting “Im a binary woman human being”#they werent denying the improviment on self-realization that they had#also they were seemed to be kinda ok and enjoying it#not like “oh fuck I really hate being in this situation. being persived as a man”#fuck you if you dont agree#by the “but is better to be a men” logic trans women and transfem nonbinary people wouldn't fucking exist#soo fuuuuuck youuuuuu#im really not in to a discussion#this is my statement#not an invitation#if you disagree bc you think those points im criticizing are right#and you also want to talk???#i just want to punch you in the face you fucking transphobe#this is no discussion#and stop invalidating queer people's history. lives and ownselfs#fuck you#mizu
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he loves snapchat filter more than god
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see i could've gotten into academic reading at uni if they just let me copy-paste a bunch of quotes into one pdf and essentially just say shit like "fuuuuuuck okay...." and "omg.. true" and also they said i didn't have to do it if i don't want to. that's the thing.
#my brain is very broken#shallowtposting#i like finding stuff and going Fuuuuuck ok....... i just can't write or do what i'm told because Brains wrong
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i don't get a choice in the matter / why would i? it's only the death of me
#the lyrics in caption is from doomsday by lizzie mcalphine#the bagel draws#fanart#hannibal#hannibal nbc#hannibal tv series#hannibal fanart#hannibal lecter#blood#eye contact#(s2 spoilers from this point)#i hope its not too grainy i ran it through a remove background thang bc i drew it on a canvas with other doodles so#lol! hannibal writers you're sooo funny!!! mizumono you're soooo funny!!!! (tears in my eyes snot dripping face red)#me and my cousin got to aboutttt. season 3 episode 3 before we had to stop and im watching the rest of s3 except the finale on my own#and im rlly excited......#she said that s3 is kinda boring but it has chiyoh in it so. i disagree!!!!!!!!!!!#ALSO. i find it incredibly interesting how hannibal handled everything. beat the shit outta jack chased alana.#the implication of him making abigail almost kill alana :( and then will coming and seeing her only to lose her AGAIN#hannibal really likes stabbing doesnt he... freak#he wanted to run away with will and abigail. there was room for abigail in will's world. fuuuuuck man#i wish abigail had been given the same ''mercy'' that will had been given of the surgical cut.#well. it's not truly mercy he quite literally gutted him but thats why im putting it in quotes isnt it#OK IM DONE YAPPING. HEART. REBLOG MY POST BOY
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i will miss blaseball, it inspired me endlessly to design and create and collaborate however, i will not miss nor forget when wayfinder games ripped designs from fans without preamble or acknowledgement for a for-profit card game. like seriously what the fuck LMAO
#gobtalks#blaseball#like im sad but also fuuuuuck that noise so bad#not to be a bitch during our little period of mourning#but the creatives in this fandom were not treated respectfully at all#and i hope that everyone finds fandoms or creative endeavors that arent exploitative#ok to rb
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i need everyone to pray for me. like spirit bomb style. Ms.self isolation (me) is going to Two concerts and a coworkers birthday party over the course of 3 days
#it’s so funny bc i’m like so ok at work and dependable and shit and i talk over the phone at work to doctors and nurses all daaaaa tiiiiime#but like Outside work socially? holy fuuuuuck i’m a shaking chihuahua i can still hold a conversation but but but but but (short circuits)#i can talk FINE i’ve held entire conversations with strangers it’s OK but like#INTERNALLY … AAAAAA#LIKE OUTSIDE OK? online is a different story i’m talkin about irl strangers#i used to have a job where i busted into ppls houses for a living and i got rly argumentative w old ppl but that’s not this#i’m talkin like#like ppl around my own damn age#once they dig a liiiiiiitle deep past the surface like once * i * start getting asked genuine questions i start like . doin broken down car#noises da Jig is UP the Facade aaaa my normal act FUUUUCK#it’s so funny bc all my coworkers like me but it’s like bc they all know i’m like That as in weird funny and i’m so comfortable around all#of them :3 i love my coworkers 💕💕 they give me souvenirs all da time and i love being weird to them back#but like getting to know people oof. maybe it’s not so different from work…………#it’s always like. worse in my head than what the situation ends up being as it’s so stupid#and it takes like an entire village worth of effort to even Muster the courage to do things jesus CHRIST#i been getting better at it tho!!!! i’m workin on it but it’s just so so so so scary Probably because of da Trauma but aaaaaaahahaaaaaaa#whateeeverrrr it’s all in da paaaast aaaaaaa
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Two days ago I learned how to print comics at my job (like you literally just set it up and the printer spits out a whole ass comic (just needs trimming) its insane) and was realizing i can use the resources at my job to my personal advantage and no one will care/notice. and then today my manager was actively encouraging me to use our resources for free and even maybe I could sell my own art at the front counter. Holy fuuuuck what
#secret job benefits that they dont tell you about when you first start out#holy fuuuuuck#grips head#theres so much i can do#i feel like this is too much power#obviously theyre not gonna let me do ANYTHING but no one will care/notice about small batches of personal prints#and she said that if i make like a gigantic pvc or acryllic etc print out thats ok because itll spread good rep for the store#what the fuck#okay maybe i wont quit this job maybe i will be staying here for a while
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A FRIEND THAT I HAVENT SPOKEN TO IN ALMOST TWO YEARS JUST RANDOMLY MESSAGED ME ASKING TO FACE TIME WHAT DO I DO HELP
#I said that I couldn’t because my whole family is sleeping and I don’t wanna wake them up#and they were just like “ok”#but I really wanna be friends with them again#or at least try#there’s so many things I wanna apologize for too#like “sorry that I stopped talking to you”#because we go to different schools now#they didn’t move or anything#it’s just after middle school and all that#they were so cool#and I would love to be friends with them again#and I think about what would happen if I tried to keep in contact with them instead of worrying about whether or not they hate me now#the conversation ended with their “ok” though#fuck fuck fuuuuuck
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bad news boss. 100+ hr bg3 save file again? 5th one im afraid boss.
#most of those hrs r from me robbing people btw i love pickpocketing and hoarding gold like a dragon :/#well. i spemd all that money on chain lightning scrolls anw after rolan takes ovr the shop#giving back to my sugar bb <3 but also those things r like 1.2k a pop so.#fuuuuuck i finally made it to act 3 on my honor mode run i thot the kethric fight would take more outta me#but having double sorlock me n wyll shredded him 😭#absolutely not lookimg forward to the orin fight WHY do i only play durges (i love how much more flavor text i get)#thinking abt doing a wyll origin run ooooough i feel like thats the only way ill romance shadowheart shes too bestie to me#but wyll? that guy has such a puppy crush on her its too cute#wyllstarion truther for life unfortunately .of everyone i feel like ast teaches putting urself first better than everyone else#u gotta b selfish sometimes!! and thats ok!! u have to see the value in urself wyll!!!#wig talk
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god i'm at work and i'm so so so close to being done with work but i'm running out of steam SEVERELY
#ok i've GOT THIS. it's like 2 big tasks and then 2 little tasks. i can totally do that.#god and i need to clean my car like a little bit. cuz i'm hanging out with a friend tomorrow and it's.#embarrassing in there.#red bull and celsius and yerba mate can graveyard in the backseat.#FUUUUUCK AND I DEFINITELY DEFINITELY NEED TO GO GROCERY SHOPPING TONIGHT.#ok no i've got it. i have simply got it.
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I hate like 80% of my tag actually
#➳ the fool speaks#(''my'' = ''ryu.uto suz.uki's'')#i keep seeing shit hating on ko.koa like uu do realize in source i most likely would have hit you for saying vile shit about her riiight#i mean ok I - me - aqua - the fool as a whole maybe wouldn't have but that one fragment ? oh uu bet uur ass#and then there's so many tagging stuff as ob.slove or ya.ncore which i have blocked (triggers bpd and BADLY at that)#but thennnn sometimes I clicky the forbidden fruit anyways bc I Wanna See The Me Content and it's#nawt even . anything . ob.slove-y ????? one of them was just a couple of panels w me and ko.koa . looking at eachother#can people nawt make eye contact anymore or . . . . . what's going on here sweetie#but oh my GOD i should get paid every time i see people have a vile shitty ass take about ko.koa like fuck off man oh my GOD#and every ko.koa ever should get paid x1000 whatever amount i get for evrry time someone generally says weird shit abt her actually#like ????? the fuck did she do to uu#ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY LIKE *ME* LIKE ???? HELLOOO ???????? why in the WORLD would i date UU when uu are saying all this shit abt ko.koa 🤨#like . even just strictly sticking to source . biiiiitch ryu.uto would haaaate uu if uu said some of the shit I've seen ppl say abt ko.koa#directly to his face . like . where's the logic . and also Oh My God uu don't need to ''save'' me from her as i said fuck offffffffff it#isn't like we're both perfect little saint angels we both did some shit but acting like i need to be SAVED ????#as i said and in short - fuuuuuck offff xoxo <3
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