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Part 1) Hi! My name's Breanna! Remember me? I'd like to talk to Meguru, if it's possible, we've talked twice before.. Once before about grades and familial stress, and then another time about... Work and problems. Everything's better in those aspects though! Well, grades and work anyway. I've graduated, and no long work in general.. Anyway-! I've been diagnosed with.. A lot of medical problems. Serious ones. UVitis (eye disease) Intercranial hypertension (spinal fluid on the brain), etc...

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Part 2) Breanna again, had to split it up, I’m sorry!! The scariest thing of all is recently they found a mass on my lungs and I’m scared- don’t know about it yet. I don’t have anyone to talk to about these things. My family doesn’t get it, and I don’t have friends, so I sit alone and suffer in silence and it’s driving me crazy. Being scared and alone when you have so many health problems, when you don’t know what’ll happen… I just, if it’s possible, could I have some words of encouragement?

 Meguru had noticed that you had returned after quite a long time. He smiled as he noticed you at the entrance but his smile vanished as he noticed your drawn and tired expression. He made his way to the front and offered you his arm.

  When you took it, he led you to a warm and cozy corner he had chosen for you both. Warm (but not scalding) lavender and verbena tea along with peach and cherry pastries. He pulled the chair for you and, when you sat, he sat beside you at a respectful distance. He waited for a few moments then said “It’s lovely to see you again Breanna and I’m very happy that your problems are improving but… you seem down. What happened?” 

  You took another sip of tea, drained you cup and he refilled it.You closed your eyes and sighed then began to speak. He listened attentively, his eyes sad and a frown crossing his face. When you were done speaking, his hand closed on your arm in a light squeeze of sympathy. “Words cannot express how sorry I am to hear you are so sick. Those indeed sound like very serious issues. I wish I could do more and offer you more than words but… I am here for you. You are stronger than you believe. I am certain you can overcome this. It will be hard for sure, yes but don’t despair! You will do whatever is needed and you will be healthy again sooner than you think. It will probably be a while but you will be.Also….”

 he sighed as well and look you in the eye pleadingly. “You said you have no friends and your family doesn’t understand you. But you are not alone. Sit your parents down and open your heart to them. Tell them how afraid you are and how you are in need of their support and love. Even if it’s not your parents, reach out to a family member you are fond of. I am sure they will support you the best they can. And, if that doesn’t apply, you can always come back here. I will be here for you. I promise. Don’t lose hope. Have faith in yourself. You will beat this.” 

  Meguru’s hand gripped yours gently and he smiled softly “Trust me Breanna’’

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hi ! um, im kas, and i'd like to speak with soryu. i want to know how to deal with being lonely at school bc i don't rlly have people to hang out with anymore bc of a girl who got mad at me for having depression. on top of that, i would like to know how to get over a crush. my life is complete hell rn and i need some advice. thank you

Soryu had left everything to Samejima that day as he leaned against the door frame leading outside to the garden. It was too hot that day and, for once, iced tea was prevalent instead of the usual which was hot tea and cakes. Instead there were pitchers of ice tea,the AC sent out pleasant cool air and there were some things he found himself enjoying: ice pops. He was looking around arms folded when he saw a young woman hovering by the entrance. She was twisting her hands together and fidgeting. She was looking around and finally her gaze settled on him. It was evident he was the one he was here for. 

  OK best not to screw it up. He walked slowly to her and inclined his head gesturing in front of him before saying “I’m Soryu Oh of the Ice Dragons. I will be your host today. Follow me’’ to which the young woman nodded and walked behind him. He came to a quiet table which he made sure was remote enough for no one to hear her. He could tell she needed an ear. Well he was going to do his best. He pulled out a chair for her and served her some ice tea gesturing to the tiny container that kept the ice pops cool on the table. She curiously was looking at it so he demonstrated by opening it and pulling out a bright red one nibbling on it. “Cherry ice pop. Helps with the heat” Her mouth tilted as she reached out and took one nibbling it as well. 

  He ate his slowly, giving her to figure out what she wanted to say. Slowly the stream of words started. Haltingly at first then they seemed to flow more easily. His grey eyes were on her, intent as she spoke. He waited till she was finished then he whispered. “I was very awkward at school. Because of my appearance and my face people avoided me. I was actually quite surprised when Eisuke jumped in to defend me from some bullies then.I thought I’d never have any friends. That being said, I can understand feeling awkward and lonely in a school environment. 

 Not everyone will treat you the way that girl did. There will be people who will understand you’re different, that you have things that affect you. Like your depression. You shouldn't feel bad because of how cruel that girl was. There are people who are more perceptive and understanding in that respect. I know it may not seem that way currently but there are.” He frowned softly at her mention of a crush “Well what I would do personally is try to distract myself with things I like doing and not pay attention to them as much as possible. Granted I know it will be hard since I am getting your crush is at your school but it will help.” 

 He reached out to awkwardly pat her knee in a comforting manner flushing slightly. “I know your life seems like hell now and you certainly have things to work on. It’s a struggle. But it won’t be forever. Look at it from this perspective: they are things that will shape you and make you stronger. You can do it. And if you should need it...I will be here for you again as much as I am able. Just say the word.” 

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Hello, I'm A and I talked to Eisuke a few months ago about my ex who wanted a Harem. Thank you for the encouragement, I have three weeks left in this town, I'm moving back in with my parents. Which while it isn't abroad like I wanted but my parents are worried because the stress of everything has taken its toll on my body. Once I'm given the okay by my doctors I'm hoping to achieve my dreams of teaching English abroad and making that into my career. However, since I'll be at my parents (part 1)

 (Part 2) they want me to settle down and have a family. But… after my ex, I don’t think I can at least for a while. I have a hard time trusting intentions and well…With my health issues and my future goals, I can’t ask someone to walk this path with me and I can’t do the long distance thing without all the trust issues I have now. I wish I could just erase the years with my ex. Sigh, sorry for the rant. At any rate, thank you for comforting me when I really needed it.

Eisuke had a slow day for once which was quite rare for him. He was hovering at the Host Club for most of that week,feeling restless. That was when he saw a familiar young woman hovering at the entrance. She was looking around anxiously her eyes settling on him. He rose,walking over and crooking his arm to her in invitation. “Welcome back A. I will escort you today’’ he said softly as she slowly took his arm. He escorted her to a far off table hidden by the other patrons mostly but most importantly it was out of earshot. The waiter came and left an assortment of muffins and cakes along with hot,fragrant tea. He served it himself letting her add sugar as she willed before he sat down crossing his legs. 

  He waited patiently before she eventually started to speak,listening without interrupting her. At her sigh,he set his cup down choosing his words carefully. “First of all, congratulations on managing to get out of the environment that reminds you of your toxic experience with your ex and seeking help. I can tell it took great courage and strength. As for your parents, I would sit them down. Talk to them honestly,keeping your voice calm and steady. Show them that there are other things you need to do before you can find a man to marry and have a family. Since they know what happened and what you’re going through, I believe they will be more receptive to what you’ll say. I doubt they will push unless they have no regard for your mental state.”

   He let out the breath he held and continued “ For a while you will feel like you can trust nearly no one. It takes time to build yourself back up after that sort of mental abuse and trauma. For now, try to focus on deciding what your path will be and how to get yourself there. Meticulously. Map it out, take notes if need be. Don’t lose sight of it. And, in the meantime, take it one day at a time. Find things to make you happy again and give yourself the time to get back on your own feet. And the man who is worth the effort and who will hold your welfare and happiness above everything else will come. When you’re ready. And,until that happens,I will be here. Whenever you need it.”

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Hi. My name is Mitzi. I was wondering if Hiroshi or Nomura is available? I know they are always working but I really want to talk to one of them. Recently, I blew up at my friends because I was going one of my depressive days. I have recovered since then and asked forgiveness from my friends. But I feel more isolated than ever. I know it takes times for them to forgive but now I feel like I should just disappear permanently. It took a lot for me to vulnerable and I understand that they

(cont Mitzi) just setting boundaries. I would have reacted the same as they did. But it’s painful like this and I don’t know how to weather through it. What if I destroyed our friendship with that one incident? I hate myself from being depressed and so I pretend a lot around people. I feel so stupid being vulnerable.

“Hello, hello~” Nomura called out, as he and Kirisawa entered the lobby.

“Hello, Mitzi,” Kirisawa greeted. “Sorry for the wait.”

After escorting you to the table and seated, the MPD officials sat down across from you.

“So, Mitzi,” Normura began. “What’s bothering you? How can we help?”

As Kirisawa poured tea for everyone you hesitantly explained your situation, afraid of getting laughed at in the end.

Nomura reached out and gave your hand a reassuring pat. “That is the ugly sludge of depression making you think that way. Your friends sound like they understand and have already forgiven you. But…you need to forgive yourself.”

Kirisawa nodded, adding, “Your friends are most likely making sure you are not put in that same situation where you blew up. That’s why it seems like you’re isolated. However, talk to them candidly. Thank them for having put up with that incident. Tell them that it’s okay to treat you as they had been before this depression monster came into your life.”

“Hiding behind a mask of normalcy is fairly common,” Nomura sighed. “I would recommend finding someone who is better trained to counsel you through your situation on a confidential level.  A licensed psychotherapist would be ideal, but there are other types of people who can also help.”

“If you are still in school,” Kirisawa continued, “the school nurse’s office should have someone who can sit and talk to you or can refer you to someone qualified. Don’t think you need to fight this alone. Again, depression enjoys tearing up what happiness you have. There’s no weakness in seeking help. It actually shows just how strong you are.”

Admin Tyg: Hi Mitzi, I’ve been fighting clinical depression for the past 3-4 years. My doctor was the one to refer me to both a psychologist and psychotherapist, both of whom I still see to this day. My situation that lead me to this was deep rooted and made worse by repressing my words and feelings for years. Most of my interaction is with the therapist. Talking things out has helped me immensely (I also am on antidepressants, but that helps me to function normally. Doesn’t stop my brain from still messing with me occasionally).

Admin Helena: Hello from me too Mitzi. Popped in for some advice as well. I am also someone struggling with depression on and off for the past 8 years. I find it immensely hard to get out of the black sludge pool of it, especially lately. But a good friend a while back offered me something that helped. She suggested I make lists. Of people I am grateful for and of things I am grateful for. Every day. I wish I could say I kept it but I haven’t managed to. However I still manage to find at least 3 things a day I am grateful for. A good latte,a nice song,the sun shining in my neighborhood park. I know how hard it is. But give it a try. It just might help you like it helped me. 

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Hi, Im A and I don't know who to talk too. A couple months ago, I got out of a relationship with a manipulative guy who wanted to build a harem. He damaged my friendships, so I lost my support system and I'm really lonely. I am trying to save enough money to move abroad and restart my life but it's gonna take a while. I don't know what to do.

Eisuke had spent the weekend in Spain for a merger when he got an email that he was needed back at the Host Club. He rolled his eyes as he made quick work of his business then arrived later that day. He was having a coffee heavy on the sugar when a young woman walked in. He immediately knew she was looking for him from the way she was huddled into herself,trying to seem as small as possible. It was clear she wanted to disappear. He walked confidently towards her gesturing with his head in front of him. “Come. I will be your Host this afternoon.” 

  She walked behind him as he slowly took her outside under the apple tree where tea was already served. Pastries with cream and fresh fruit were assorted as he gestured towards a chair which she took. Wordlessly, he poured her a cup and pushed the plate of pastries towards her before saying “So what brings you here with the long face?’’ She looked surprised at the absence of abruptness in his voice but started speaking, slowly but steadily. Her voice shook but she kept going. His face was carefully controlled but his fist clenched at the mention of that pathetic excuse of a man who hurt her like this. When she finished speaking, his voice came out confident,controlled.

  “A man who treats his woman as if she is one of many is a disgrace to the male population and doesn’t deserve to be called a man. No man should ever hurt a woman, especially for a reason like this. I know it doesn’t feel like that now but you are better off without him. He sounds like the sort of low life rat who purposefully isolated you so he could have you to himself. And when he got tired he sought to have other females too. Those give us a bad name and personally it makes me want to resort to violence.” He straightened his suit and kept speaking, getting himself under control once more. “Real friends who know and care will come back. And those who let things like a bad relationship keep them away aren’t worth your time. A lot of things can be repaired with effort. Relationships especially if both parties try.Approach your friends first. Start slow. See how it goes.”  

  Then he added “I know something about starting over.From scratch. It’s a long hard road and a lot of people do it for different reasons. Sometimes, it’s the answer. In your case, I believe it’s best. Patience and working to save the money is going to put you where you need to be. Where you will start again and find yourself and your life anew. Believe in yourself and you can and will do anything. Be confident and without fear. And if you feel again in doubt or afraid,come find me again. I will be here for you.”

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[Ivan Chernenkov BMP2 please] My name is Ella. I've been put under tremendous pressure for the past few months. I need to go and get a full scholarship, or I will have to transfer to a public school in which I barely understand the language. I have so many things I need to do, but I get so overwhelmed that I can't do anything but sit in a corner and cry. And because of all this stress, my friendships are suffering too. I never did this before, so I don't know what to expect, but please. Help me.

Ivan had been notified by Mikhail that he was needed at the Host Club. He forsook his formal uniform and instead wore a dark blue sweater and jeans. He was leaning against a column as he saw a young woman enter. She was looking frantically around then,as soon as she saw him, she relaxed. As if on queue,he stepped to her and offered her his arm. His expression was still stony but his eyes were warm as he whispered. “You must be looking for me of course. I’m Prince Ivan. Allow me.” Briskly, he walked to the far side of the tables and helped the young woman into her chair before signaling the waiter. “It’s still cold so i already ordered tea.” As if on queue, the tea is brought along with assortments of sweets with caramel and chocolate.

   In silence,he serves her tea and pastry then sits down on her right,enough of a distance away for her to be comfortable. Waiting. Finally the young woman takes a bite of the pastry then starts to speak. Slowly at first then faster as her anxiety shows more. Finally when she was done he set his cup down, threading his fingers together,his voice soft. “It sounds like you are choking from your obligations. First of all,try to take a few hours and do something that relaxes you. A hot shower,a walk,some music. Classical would be a good suggestion. Do whatever you can to relax. Now,after a good night’s rest, you sit down with someone you trust and you ask for help. Don’t try to take this all on your own.” Slowly, she nodded once. Still unsure. His voice was softer as he added “People we love know us. They don’t leave at the first sign of difficulty. They are there for us,for support and love. The unknown is scary but you aren't in it alone. Trust in your closest people. When you are more steady, reach out to them. They will catch you. Then,take a deep breath. Look at the situation with fresh eyes. Note things down. And then start breaking it down and going through it.’’ She was breathing a littler easier when he let his hand rest on his shoulder. “You got this. And,if you don’t, come back and see me. You have my support.And you’re strong.”

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Hi it Tracy again. I wonder if I can request Yamato for my host this time. School is driving me insane and all I want to is cry when I get home. Today was a dance for my school and I was supposed to go out with a friend today for my birthday this Sunday since I might not hang out on my actual birthday but she ended going to the dance too tho it my fault for not going I felt like I was being forgotten and left behind. It really hurt specially since I was looking forward to my birthday this year.

Yamato had just gotten back from school and was leaning against the far back of the Host Club watching everything. He did have papers to grade and a lesson plan to make but he had a feeling he was needed. He looked up as a nervous young woman walked in,her eyes darting about till they settled on him. It was apparent she was looking for him. So he rose and walked to her offering her his arm. “Hello miss. I’m Yamato Kougami and I’ll be your companion today. I believe you were looking for me. Shall we?” She nodded slowly taking his arm as he led her outside. 

  The weather was warm and the flowers were blooming as he sat her on the small table by the apple tree. Tea was already served and he served her a cup along with an assortment of sandwiches. “I made those myself. Go on,eat up and you can tell me what’s wrong. In your own time’’  She nodded as she took a bite of the sandwich and had some tea. Yamato waited patiently sipping at his own tea. That’s when Tracy started talking,slowly. He listened intently as Tracy finished speaking then he set his cup down. “School can be very stressful. As a teacher myself I can understand it. From what you said,I can tell your friend cares about you deeply and your not being at that dance was a misunderstanding on both of your ends. And birthdays tend to be hard. And yes sometimes depressing. Your friend will still be there for you no matter what. Remember that. And,if for some reason you forget, I will be here to remind you. I promise.”

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Hello there, this is Alice again. Can I talk to Claude? Or anyone of BMP available? The thing is that I have a big issue right now with one of my siblings. My older sister, to be specific, and I'll go talk to her this week along with a lawyer. The whole issue is that she used me for 10 whole years to get stuff from the government, something I didnt know until last month and she got some money that was mine and now I am trying to get my things back. But, I am honestly scared because (...)

(Alice) she used to manipulate me when I was younger, and I actually have a big fear of making people mad at me thanks to her. Ive been going to therapy to make me a little stronger for this because I honestly feel completely vulnerable with her. I am scared of her yelling at me and making me feel like this issue is my fault even though I know its not. The lawyer will be with us when we meet, but I dont want to screw up. I dont know if I will be able to tell her all I want.

Yakov was leaning against a pillar,exploring his surroundings. Truly he wasn’t around the Host Club very often and when he was he was with the other princes. But this time he had gotten word there was a repeat visitor who sorely needed support. He set aside everything he was doing to Sergei and made his way over. The young lady in question had just appeared in the entrance and he walked over to her,with a bow. “Good day my Lady. I am Prince Yakov Chernekov and I shall be your companion today. Would you follow me?” 

The young woman nodded as he showed her the way to the furthest corner of the club where a table was already set with hot bitter tea and tarts. He pulled out the chair for her as she sat and he sat on her right. First,he poured her the tea making it a bit extra sweet which she seemed to appreciate and then offered her a tart with cream and strawberries. When she was done,he asked slowly. “You seem very stressed.I find a cup of something hot soothes the nerves. Would you tell me what’s the matter?’’ She set the cup down clasping her hands and starting to speak. He watched her, listening intently,the only evidence that he was affected,his fist clenching on the armrest. 

When Alice was done, he breathed out slowly before he spoke. “Being who I am I have been used more than once by people for my position and power. They didn’t see me.Just what they could get out of me. I find that many people are like that. Worse when it’s family. Your sister has no right to take what is rightfully yours. That money belongs to you. There is nothing shameful about calling out someone who wronged you. In fact,it shows great strength of character and determination. Remember to keep your wits about you. Don’t let your sister intimidate you in any way. No one should stop you from doing what’s right.” He reached out and squeezed her shoulder in support and nodded. “I believe in you. you can do it. You know you are in the right so don’t let anyone sway you. No matter who they are. And should you need me again,I will be right here for you”

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Hi~ my name is Mykkeila and I'd like to talk with Takeda Shingen and Sanada Yukimura please. Well I'm still really depressed because of an old love, I'm very sad and desperate and idk what to do, mind giving me a cheer up? Thanks!

Shingen looked down at himself. This was certainly a change. He wore jeans and a shirt as he lounged on one of the couches. It was a chilly afternoon but still sunny as he noticed a young woman hovering at the entrance of the Host Club. He rose and made his way to her with a soft smile,his voice low but carrying a certain weight. “Good day to you young lady. Are you looking for me per chance?” She blushed and nodded as he gestured in front of him. “It seems I will be your Host today. My friend will also join us soon enough.Shall we?’’ She followed him to the table he was sitting in the table he had vacated previously. He had already asked the server to bring in tea and cakes and he was arriving just then. He rose and poured the young woman the tea and offered her a couple of the cakes. “Here you are my dear.chocolate.” She had some tea and started picking at the cake when he spoke once more. “Now would you tell me what’s the matter?No one should be sad in such a lovely day”

  She started talking and he leaned back on his chair listening attentively. His features softened as he nodded. “A love is never easy to let go of.Especially when it’s gone. The memory of it always lingers heavy.But it doesn’t have to be a bad thing. It can be a way for you to grow. Show you what you need to look for. It is a way better way to look at it than to wallow hm? There is no need to rush.Love will come in the right moment. When you least expect it. Believe me.”

A series of loud feet caught her attention and she turned to see Yukimura, in modern clothes, rushing in and trying to catch his breath.

“Sorry I’m late Your Lordship,” he breathed out. “What did I miss?”

She recounted what she told Shingen while feeling sad all over again. A loud scrape made her glance up to see Yukimura blushing over how he’d pulled his chair out with Shingen sighing. As he plopped himself down, Yukimura’s brows furrowed.

“I’m no expert in love but… whatever happened, just look for someone new,” he sighed. “You don’t want to be hung up on some jerk just because of what they have done to you. It may help you with looking for a new guy.”

Shingen nodded slowly while Yukimura flustered “Yukimura has a point young one. Open your eyes and look around. Don’t let yourself be limited by pain and looking back on the past. Start slowly hm? You don’t have to date someone right away but give yourself the opportunity to see not all is lost. I believe that’s what dear Yukimura is trying to say” He smiled kindly at the younger man who was red to the roots of his hair and fumbling with the armrest of his chair while he turned back to the young woman and gave her hand a squeeze. “Trust me. Life is grand and it has a lot of pleasures to be savored. If it is a man you want, don’t limit yourself. Take a chance. And who knows? It might lead you down paths you never really expected. And even if it doesn't work out, dust yourself off, get back on your feet and keep walking. Strength is born by trying constantly. Never giving up. A young woman as stubborn as you seem must know that already yes?” She blushed at his proximity and he chuckled. “That’s what I thought. Go forth and take your chance. Open yourself up to possibility and you will be rewarded. Trust me. And should you need us again, we are only a door away.”

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Tomoki, it's me, Marie! I am back! I hope it doesn't bother you though. It has been some time, huh? How've you been? I think I've been getting over that guy, but some days I feel like drowning again and I don't know what to do. (1/2)

I’ve tried to look for help but it just isn’t working, you know. I told a friend about it and he told me I was an idiot because I still love him when he already has a girlfriend and dumped as if it didn’t matter. And I do feel like an idiot because what he told me it’s true. Do you think it’s wrong from me to still love him as I did 2 years ago? Would you mind giving me a little cheer up? Anyway, I came to you because I always feel safe whenever I talk to you, so, thank you in advance. (2/2)

 Tomoki was making sure the silver and china was sparkling and clean when his attention was diverted back to the front,the entrance of the Host Club. Marie was there and his eyes softened at the look on her face.It seemed that she still had a lot on her mind. He abandoned his work and smoothly made his way to the front with a bow. “Welcome back Miss Marie.Were you perhaps looking for me?’’ At her nod he rises gesturing in front of him. “Tea is already being served.would you like to follow me?” 

 He walks to his usual table at the garden,hidden by the back beneath an apple tree. The tea was on a tray along with lavender scones and jam as well as clotted cream. He gracefully made sure she was seated and then served her Earl Grey along with a scone with a generous helping of cream before taking his own seat. “Would you like to tell me what’s wrong Miss? You are quite pale. Have you not been sleeping?” She picked at her scone and took a sip of tea before the words tumbled out of her like a river. He listened attentively,his gaze softening slightly in sympathy. When she finished,letting out a ragged breath, he spoke  “Loving a person isn’t black and white. Or grey even. Sometimes it can be purple. Or yellow. Or any other color of the spectrum. You can love someone but hate them for hurting you at the same time. It’s a process, weening someone out of your heart. They will never fully go away. Pay no mind to people who will be impatient for you to ‘forget and move on’  It will be on no one’s terms but yours. Take as much time as you need to mourn what you shared. But don’t let it consume you. Eventually, you will find someone to turn your head and make you feel alive again. Don’t you worry. But remember. Life doesn’t begin and end with a romantic partner. You have plenty of things you can do I’m sure. You’re a bright and intelligent young woman. Make yourself grow and everything else will fall into place. I promise. 

 As for me,I’m very glad I have managed to help you.I hope I have managed to today as well. And anytime you should need me again I will be right here. Go out there and show the world what a force of nature you can be. And the right man will see it and you for what you really are. Someone to be cherished and respected. Cared for with every ounce of affection and strength they may have. You will be glad of it. I promise.”

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Hello! I'm Charli; could I talk to Dui please?~ I'm struggling with my trust issues; I was born in Korea and have lived in New Zealand, Germany, Canada, Thailand and China so far in my life, which means I haven't been able to make longtime friends at school and clubs; I've been in Italy for a while now so I'm trying to make some friends but I'm not sure how to approach them as I've never done it before and I was wondering if you have any tips? Thank you! :)

Dui had been perusing in the garden,enjoying the sunlight when he noticed the commotion at the entrance of the Host Club. An uncertain looking young woman was hovering and his heart went out to her. He approached slowly, bowing. “Good day Miss. I’m Dui. I will be your Host today. Would you follow me if you’d be so kind?” She nodded timidly and he led the way outside to the garden. A nice table was laid out with a tray with tea and some scones and tarts. Most of them had cherries and he plucked two of them serving them to the girl before serving tea to her then himself. Then he sat beside her taking a sip of his tea. “You look troubled Miss.What’s the matter?’’

  After a few moments she spoke and he nodded once she finished. “You have been in so many places!I’m jealous.I want to go everywhere myself. But I imagine that its hard having to move all the time. Italy is a beautiful place.” He smiled then in understanding. “I find myself unable to start a conversation sometimes so I understand your nervousness. I would start small. Simply saying hi and ask on some pointers on what is being shown currently in the group or club. Or maybe ask about any rules you might be unaware of? I apologize I’m afraid I am not very good at this.” He ran a nervous hand through his hair then spoke again. “Trust is a fragile thing. It takes time to build but no time at all to break. But I am sure you know this already. What I would suggest if all else fails? Compliment something another person is wearing or even say good morning. On the luck side, they may be talking about a subject you’re familiar with. In that case, offer your opinion. Little things can help greatly to strike out a conversation.It may seem daunting but I have faith in you.Try it. And you could always come back and tell me how it goes. I’m always here for you”

[otomehostclub]

Well... I'm here. Again. I hope I'm not bothering since this is the 3rd ask I do. I was wondering if I could talk with Tomoki and Kaoru. So... The thing is that I'll be starting school in almost 1 week, and I'm not very good at meeting new people. ⅓×

Since the thing with the boy of before happened, I haven’t been able to make stable relationships or even try to. I don’t like that. I feel like that’s eating me all up. I started being really cold even with my friends and I don’t know what to do. ⅔×

So I was wondering if you guys could give me some advice or encouraging words since I’m not really confident of myself. I feel like I’ll screw it up and then everybody will hate me because I’m really shy and don’t like talking. Thank you. ³/³× -Marie

You walk into the host club, seeing Tomoki and Kaoru sitting there, conversing, waiting for your arrival.  They have a plate of cookies and some milk waiting for you.

“Hello, Marie.  It’s my first time seeing you,” Kaoru smiled at you.  You stared at Tama, who gave you a small toothy grin.

He handed you Tama, whilst he said, “Here, you can play with her.  She likes you.”  

Tomoki on his end rose and bowed “Miss Marie, Welcome back.  I have for you milk heated up at the perfect temperature with some honey. Just a teaspoon however to help you relax.” He gave you the cup and pushed the plate of chocolate chip cookies in front of you, taking his seat once more and letting Kaoru speak first.

“So, school.  The thing I dreaded the most when I was younger.  People thought that I got suspended my first week of school,” he chuckled, “Well, to start off, why don’t you try and be yourself, it may seem hard, but people will love you for it.  Chiaki loves me because I am being myself.   Of course, I know you want to work on that, so try joining after school clubs that require you to communicate with others.”

“Maybe, if you explain to your friends that you have this problem they can help you come out of your shell.  Friends are really good people to confide in,” Kaoru smiled, “I hope it won’t come to this, if they won’t listen, ask your family or other relatives if they can help you get out of your shell.”

Kaoru finished, and let Tomoki talk.  

Tomoki nodded at Kaoru in thanks.  He cleared his throat nervously as he started to speak, “School was not the most fun experience for me. All I ever did was hone my skills and study hard so I could be at the top at everything I did. My people skills still leave a bit to be desired so I don’t know how it would be best to make friends.  As I grew older however, I found that small advances are the best way. On your first day, turn to the person sitting next to you and introduce yourself. Ask them about how their summer was.  Little steps hm?”

He pushed another plate of cookies to you since the first was already empty and continued. “I remember the boy you mentioned. Hurt and disappointment are normal. A coldness as well. You are still recovering from your experience,it’s only normal. You’re human and you have been through a lot. As I said, start small. Take your time to connect to people again. Sometimes, you need to be alone. Recharge and then start opening up again. Not everyone is out to hurt you. Trust yourself and, most importantly, BE yourself. We believe in you.’’

Kaoru knew all that was true, but of course, he had stuff to add, “Yes, and there will always be ways to make friends and open up your social perks.  Group projects, talking to teachers, stuff like that.  Those are great ways too.  Try your best not to pay attention to romance.  I know it may seem like I’m saying it rudely, but I’m not.  Focus on studying.  That’s the point of school.”

“Another thing,” Kaoru brought up as he took out his laptop, “Here are some links (x) (x) for more help.  But don’t hesitate to ask for more help.”    

Kaoru placed his hand on top of yours, and continued, “Lastly, just believe in yourself.  Many others will believe in you and so should yourself.  You’re just as important.”

Tomoki and Kaoru both stood up and held your hand tight in their grasps, “Don’t forget to take care of yourself.  That’s the most important thing to do.”