#ANYYYYWAYYYYY

[stxneflxwers]

>get ask >it's a spambot

ok.

[delicatefaedaydreams]

Me, seeing a person who hurt me and is a leading reason why i developed npd (Apart from havin a genetic deposition to developing it) being happy and thriving

[mothergold]

i think being scissored by rhinedottir would fix me

[ef-1]

Most people were respectful tbh but it was weird how vicious some people got wit u. I'm an og FA14 fan and your the only generaltent lewis heavy bitch I follow because you've never lied on his name.

Crazy how there was so little goodwill towards someone who doesn't have a history of lying...

It's kinda insane because everyone knows I love George but I literally said the same thing about him when he did that to Valtteri after they crashed ??? Definitely do NOT touch a drivers head after a high impact crash? Like??????????

+ I agree most people were completely normal, they just posted about how it looked different from another angle, they were wrong but at least not assholes lol it was all factual

[bleper]

longest thing I've written in ages, anyyyywayyyyy

Tw: none just fluff

Twilight gasped in shock, squealing with excitement before running to his precious goats. The absolute gibberish coming out of him sounded like an over excited goose, but the rest of the boys couldn't be bothered to say anything –they can tease him for it later anyway– and let him have his fun before dragging him off towards his house so that they could all get settled in. Much to the dismay of the rancher who wanted more time with his babies.

Legend huffed dramatically, rolling his eyes and pretending he wasn't as excited to see his –lover– roommate as his roommate was to see him. –The affectionate kiss he gave him never happened Wars, you must be seeing things.– The warm stew in everyone's bellies dampened the embers of tension that had been rampant within their group, nothing like a cozy home to settle a rowdy bunch of heroes, even if it was a bit… messy.

The large sigh that escaped Time the second he wrapped his arms around Malon had her affectionate teasing at an all time high, he couldn't bring himself to be mad though with her hands in his hair and her lips pressed against his forehead. He was home and he couldn't be happier to just be in her presence again, the cackling boys behind him could be dealt with later. Though he was tempted to scoop her up and carry her somewhere where they could hide from their antics.

His back hit the ground with a thud, the air escaping Sky’s body in a loud huff as he was tackled on the spot and thrown to the floor. The arms that snaked their way around his torso gave away who it was who had affectionately beaten him up for his love. It was nice to see Sun again, even if she was CRUSHING HIM, good goddesses woman calm down!

[maaarrryyy]

( ˘ ³˘) heeeeheyyyyy

Hi Mary how are we?

Wellz, I guess we are good. I went to the coffee shop and did some writing there but it was just a bunch of thoughts. This entry might be the same idk.

The year is coming to an end and I am kinda just like ehhh. No mood no vibes no emotion towards the new year. Everything is just a cycle loop. Until we die.

I have been off instagram for a little over a month now and I do have to admit that I miss the validation I got from there lol but not enough to open it back up. Maybe i will eventually because some of my posts are cool. I miss being cool.

There was a style of posting I did on insta in 2022ishh where most of my posts clearly showed how to self improve and do better. I was journaling and making goals. I was juicing and eating well. It all kind of stopped once we moved here lol.

I don't know why I had such high expectaions for the "new" person i was going to be when we moved but all that went out the window within the first week lol.

I do give myself grace because I was so depressed the first year we were here. It really takes that long and even longer to get through not having the people that were always around you not be there. Not having pure clear energy around is what caused the black smoke to build around me.

It is starting to clear. I am making better bonds at work and working at not letting certain situations effect my mood.

I have so much built up hostility, hate, and anger though. I am self aware of that. I take it out on innocent animals, like my own cat! I am not proud of it. But when it does happen, it really does feel like i am a different person and I thrive off that feeling when I am in control. I have issues LMAOOooo but no I am not going to therapy.

Not......yet........xD

Until it gets super bad lmao. Just kidding. I know I am just hindering myself and not evolving by not going and talking to someone but even just typing that out looks ridiculous lmao. What am I doing right now?

I am splitting myself as two people when I type these for accountability xD my other self IS my therapist.

anyyyywayyyyy Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)

i love these little emoticons that i google and add on here hehe it makes me feel nostalgic like the old myspace days. I also miss always being on a computer, something about being on my phone doesn't feel right on my body. Specifically my neck lmao. Maybe we should get a desktop computer, that would be better for the whole body.

I really would only want one if I do decide to go back to school. It just sounds cuter to do work on a real computer lmao. I need to find a way to transfer the files on this computer to a hardrive or something though because I don't want to lose all my ish if this computer ends up never waking up again. It is literally almost 10 years old and I think that's crazy. 10 years of memories on this beotchhhh.

Okay well that is enough of rambling thoughts of the day. Have an amazing day Marszzzz. Well it already is amazing since we called off lol and i got to sleep in and it was heavenly. Go back another bowl and enjoy the day.<3

lub u girly pop

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mary

[envytype-iv]

So... I did it. I wrote some HSR yuri fanfic. In addition, I read and whole yuri manga series today. (only 36 chapters, but I did read the entire thing in less than 24 hours)

I was really hoping to gain some insight on a lesbian relationship (since I was born male) but it kinda just made me a bit sad.

I wish I was born a girl all the time.

Anyyyywayyyyy

I'm still waiting on my approval for archive of our own. Should I post my fic here until then? Would anyone read it? I decided on Stelle and March.

[rectangleshorts]

Sorry this is just a sensitive topic for me right now because I am quite literally back on the islands my family is from, and listening to tour guides (yes, literally) and family complain about the ~problems~ of tourism.

PT is experiencing all the same issues with over tourism. And in places like the islands where all of a sudden social media has marked them as a destination, they’re getting a lot more expensive.

So the locals blame tourists for their problems. Fine.

But do you know what drives the economy of an island like mine? Farming. And nobody wants to be a farmer.

Nobody wants to work a dairy, so the houses get abandoned as kids move to the Americas or to a bigger island or to the mainland for better jobs. Nobody wants to live in the middle of nowhere and milk cows. They freely admit this! They also don’t want to work construction, or roofing, or painting, or public service jobs in general.

So now there’s a bunch of abandoned land. And who is buying land here? Americans mostly. Because the locals aren’t using it. Then the locals complain that now the place is overrun with summer flies and the price is going up! And how many of their kids have stayed on the island to support the local economy instead of tourism? Zero, mostly. They come back as tourists instead, like us.

The government could step in and rent control, ban short-term rentals and cruise ships, build more housing, build affordable housing, and incentivize people to stay and do the work that is required of an island with zero non-dairy exports. But that’s too much work, so let’s blame the flourishing tourism economy instead.

Like. I get it that tourism can be and is exploitative. But people Online talk all the time about how much it sucks to be a subsistence farmer. We as humans are constantly trying to move away from that. And you can’t really participate in the global economy without producing something. Sometimes that’s milk. Sometimes it’s tourism. And that sucks. But if nobody wants to produce milk, what else are you supposed to do?

Banning tourists from visiting San Francisco won’t lower my rent. We’re lucky we have the entire tech industry propping us up. Most smaller, tourist-impacted places don’t have an industry to fill in the gaps and they aren’t interested in finding a new industry either. Who’s going to propose a real solution for that?

Never mind the entire fucked up idea that making travel more exclusive and only accessible to certain people is a good thing lmao anyyyywayyyyy

TLDR: there’s no way around tourism and maintaining an economy is fucking hard, especially for people allergic to work 🫠🫠🫠

[galaxymagick]

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[theinternetisfulloftrash]

Dylan Rhodes O'Brien is a literal sex God in the bedroom. Long fingers, long, nimble tongue, and huge dick. He will make sure you cum at least 5 times before he cums even once. And when he does cum, he shoots like a fountain going off. He'll cover you in his cum. And then he'll be ready to go again as soon as you are.

I think anon is furthering my tags from THIS post where I stated that 'Dylan Rhodes O'Brien is good in bed'... wanted to make sure we all know how good ;)

[msbrightsde]

🫠

[stonedregulus]

“Did you feel that?” Barty whispered, and James nodded slightly, eyes a bit too wide for how tired he must’ve been, pupils still swallowing his hazel irises with lust. “I think I’m in love with you.”

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[cuchillx]

its not very sagittarius of me to be catching feelings and yet 🤡

[griefprofiled]

tfw u lock ur young daughter up in her room for years and teach her she has to turn herself into a fortress instead of actually, you know, telling her there's nothing wrong with her and she should try embracing her gifts

[minato-arisato]

hey im getting really really angry abt exclusionists AGAIN so heres my biggest deal

im a bisexual transwoman, i dealt with biphobes and TERFs and im still dealing with them because theyre disgusting little cockroaches who will never die off bc theyre fueled by pure hatred lmao but the point is like

when i was first transitioning and going from Kenzie(deadname), questioning male, to Kivyn(GOOD PURE NAME), bisexual trans girl, i saw some really, really, really nasty shit. like stuff that still vaguely bothers me to this day, when im secure in my identity and who i am and what i like and all of that. but back in the first days where i was weak and miserable and easy to hurt because my emotions back then were so raw with the change, it really, really genuinely fucked me up. i couldnt help but genuinely question whether they were right, was i this horrible sexual predator? was i this faker, this person claiming to be something that i wasnt? trying to force my way into these spaces that werent actually mine? that shit HURT when i was younger, it fucked me right up.

of course it was all wrong, because. duh. of course it was. but thats not the point

the point is, i see the same sort of shit, the same biphobic, transphobic, gospel of hatred bullshit, just repurposed. just changed a little bit, switch a few words  around and call it brand shiny new, turn it around and sling it at aspec people. spew it like the disgusting bile it is. and some of it comes out of the mouths of PEOPLE LIKE ME? 

and i cant fucking FATHOM that how do you come out on the other side of that horrible discourse, that shit that made me wanna slice my wrists because of the disgusting waste of skin it made me feel like, how do you go through that and come out in the end, and then turn around and just use the same words on other people? i dont care how “polite” you are abt it, biphobes and TERFs could be calm and intellectual-sounding with their vitriolic hatred, and it was still evil shit they spat no matter how much they dressed it up. and its the same exact shit. its the SAME EXACT SHIT!!!!!!!!! JUST REBRANDED 

IM SOOOOOOO FUCKING ASHAMED OF YALL LMAO!!!!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT YALL WOULD FUCKING BE CAPABLE OF DOING ANYTHING REMOTELY LIKE THIS!!!!!! WHY ARE YOU PUNCHING DOWN IN RESPONSE TO BEING PUNCHED DOWN ON ITS DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!! 

HOW!!!!!!! DAMN

anyway!!!!!!! i hope every aspec exclusionist runs into something like...really hard and breaks their nose or something today? yall are evil and i aint got time for it 

[wellhalesbells]

Your Lydia Martin in hibernation station is so brilliant and her relationship with Stiles is so complex and honestly ... Obviously Scott and Stiles are the ultimate brotp you’ve made Lydia and Stiles my brotp as a vvvv close second through that fic alone

oh my gosh, thank you so much!!!  I WAS TRYING EXACTLY TO DO THAT THING THAT YOU SAID THAT I DID.

the friendships in this story were really important to me.  well.  the friendships in every story i write are really important to me.  i’m a big friendship person way before i’m a romance person.

scott and stiles are very ride or die and because their friendship has stretched so long and been so solid (and isolated for a long time as well), they’ve experienced nearly all the same events and milestones together and have synced with each other in a way where they don’t have to say a word to know they’re on the same wavelength.  because they are on the same wavelength.

and allison wasn’t a choice so much as she was a free gift with purchase.  stiles didn’t pick her and they have to find their own way of relating to each other and you can see that their relationship is still forming, in the way scott calls on allison’s behalf early on because she wouldn’t have thought to call stiles herself because they’re not that close.  and later stiles only meets up with allison one on one because he and lydia aren’t speaking.  but by the end, you have stiles laying with his head in allison’s lap and allison suggesting, ‘target practice?’ because that’s what makes her feel better and that not appealing to stiles at all but him appreciating the gesture.  it’s still a friendship that’s forming by the end but it knows what it’s built on by that point, which is support, and i couldn’t think of a better cornerstone for those two.  

i would say his and lydia’s is built on honesty.  which, to me, is criminally undervalued or even actively discouraged at times.  but i will admit i am utterly biased towards their relationship because i realized pretty quickly, uh, lydia’s fucking me.  so well-meaning, calculating all the worst outcomes so you don’t have to (and because they’re the most likely, for sure), so effortlessly condescending because you’re sure you see the picture better than the person in the picture and, at the end of the day (agree or disagree), there for your person because there was never any other option but to be.  that doesn’t mean honesty can’t cause friction--the only person stiles has an honest-to-god argument with throughout nearly 73k is lydia--but i would also say there’s value to being challenged, even if it all does is make you sure of your original position, and i love that lydia and stiles are comfortable and secure enough in their friendship to do that.

basically scott was there to boost stiles’ head up into the clouds and lydia was there to keep his feet on the ground and, hopefully, what happened was that you got a good balance between the two of them and appreciated the necessity and benefit of both. ❤