#AND THEN TOMORROW IS GOING DOWN TO 50
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i feel an itch on my throat its over you guys
#I WAS DOING SO WELL...SUDDENLY TEXAS INDECISIVE WEATHER IS WHAT GOT ME#IT WAS WARM YESTERDAY AND NOW ITS WINDY WITH 70 DEGREES#AND THEN TOMORROW IS GOING DOWN TO 50#IT CANT DO THIS TO ME#NOT WHEN IM CLOSE TO FINISH MY FINALS#txt
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Mike: Oh, why is Richas- why everyone is pink?! Is it because of the Valentine's Day?
Mine: It's because of the Goddess!
Fit: Oh yeah, 'cuz of Valentine's Day.
Mike: Hi Ramon! [Gives Ramon a hug]
Fit: [Gasps] OHHH- he's got the pink mustache!
Mine: Everyone's possessed by the Goddess today.
Mike: Yeah!!! Yeah!
Mine: [Laughs] Hi Ramon! Hi baby!
Mike: It looks very stylish though!
Fit: Yeah
Mine: Hi Pepito!
#Mikethelink#Mine#FitMC#QSMP#Goddess Mine#February 14 2024#Mike#Fit#This was really sweet :')#Edited#Subtitles#Fixed the audio because Fit was LOUD in Mike's POV and it was annoying getting that from only one headphone#very short clip so I subtitled it since a lot was going on#I probably won't be able to do the long edit I had planned of today's stream :(#trying to compile everything from three different streams and cutting down a 50+ minute segment...#it's do-able but I'm exhausted and my eyes are killing me#I'll see if I can do a few shorter things#if not today then tomorrow#I'll try my best#ANYWAYS! Mike and Mike being sweet to Ramon.... ; ___ ; oh my heart#Also I think I like this subtitle color better for Fit. I think it suits him more#Thoughts? Anyone got a strong opinion about that?#I change it up sometimes just because things blend into the background on occassion#but I've been using a lot of green for him lately and I just don't think that's the right fit
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Johnny Guilty Gear Strive is not a single day under 37 years old. "Age: Unknown" my ass. Face of a man whose frequent all-nighters in his 20s finally caught up with him. I understand, Johnny, I empathize...
#Photopost#Beard Johnny is awakening something in me...#Jk Johnny's always been a babe. Putting a beard on him's like garnishing a good steak#And like any juicy rare steak worth it's weight I will pick him up with both hands and tear him apart betwixt my jaws like an animal#The power went out and there's so much red and bright blue lightning outside it's like an alien planet. My phone is at 50%#The wind was blowing apples off the tree in the backyard and they were bouncing off the roof haha#Tomorrow I need to go see if it knocked down any of the ripe red ones from its apex... They're small but they're delicious#Tree had so many apples this year a big branch snapped from their weight. Bees'll be happy though when the apples fall and rot#Anyway I think Johnny mostly bottoms for men and less so for women but for Johnny/Sol... well... ;^)#I've imagined that Sol only bottoms if his partner can kick his ass#Lmao this took a turn. Bored and stoned. No internet and no lights to even read by. Unfiltered Sol Radguy after dark thoughts#Suggestive cw#Drugs cw
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Working on a piece of art with the most Grinch-like grin imaginable because I am genuinely being So Evil by drawing this… I can already hear how much this is going to get me yelled at… I WILL make the target audience cry and if I don’t then what’s the point of anything
#I’m like 50% down with it. will hopefully be finished today#since I won’t have time tomorrow#it is SO TEMPTING to share a spoiler but I’m holding on bravely#I need to keep the mystery for maximum effect#and it’s torture..#which is why I should stop yapping and go draw#artist agonies
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i am BEGGING restaurants to stop putting cheese and garlic on LITERALLY EVERYTHING EVER
#LITERALLY TWO OF MY WORST FOODS AS AN AUTISTIC PERSON#sob sob#i'm going out for lunch with my family tomorrow#and we're going to this place that my sister suggested#and she's like ''oh yeah the food there is so good''#and the menu is. literally THE most unfriendly to my flavour of 'tism#one time my sister took me to a restaurant on a whim and i was happy to go because i trusted her#but i looked at the menu (after sitting down) and nearly had a panic attack#and no i can't ask for anything to get removed because whenever i do it's like a 50/50 for if it actually gets removed#and then i feel like an asshole asking for them to fix it#because i don't want them to think that i'm just an annoying picky eater#bc i've already asked once#for example this place does a chili but they put cheese on it (there is no menu variant without cheese)#but like previously mentioned cheese is no bueno para mi#like i can sometimes have it but only in very specific circumstances#and cheese on top of chili is NOT it#i love chili though#but if it arrives with cheese then i can't just scoop it off. it's already been Contaminated#one time i ordered fish and chips with garden peas and they gave me mushy peas instead and i can't eat that#so i sent it back and they came back a few seconds later with the majority of the mushy peas scraped off#but it still had the residue all over the fish and the chips#and i can't eat that!!!!!#and then because it was a pub and not a restaurant i had to stand awkwardly at the bar trying to get someone's attention#it was awful#anyway i should make a vent tag#shapes.vent
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since ming-hua/ghazan have 2 kids... what abt zaheer + pli??
(firebender/combustionbender and/or nonbender -> airbender?)
I was gonna answer this earlier but the lack of sleep reared its head 😅 I took a nap and in the meantime received permission to talk about it, though just in case I will still try to keep it brief. A P’heer child does exist in a few of our verses (we aren't lying when we call it the MULTIverse of madness, I can name at least 7 different AUs off the top of my head and that's not counting the variants where only small changes are made. If we ever made a comprehensive list it'd probably be longer than the list of our OCs and that one’s currently up to 31)
Anyway, her name is Nazra, born in about 153 AG if I remember my timeline right, and she’s a combustionbender. But despite being the same height as her mom, possessing easily the deadliest ability imaginable and generally looking rather intimidating, she’s an impossibly awkward nerd who’d rather sit around and read Air Nomad philosophy like her dad all day. Though she does take after her mom in the romantic sense, having a soft spot for airbenders, while simultaneously doing it better because she’s the definition of a disaster lesbian. She’s quiet, a bit anxious and really sheltered, but she does have a feisty streak to her in that she easily calls people (read: her sister/s) out on their bullshit if they annoy her, and isn’t afraid to use her bending to protect those she loves
The reason I’m not quite sure of the extent as to which I’m allowed to talk about her is because she’s not my OC and neither is she Kat’s. She was created for the fic Empty and Become Wind by Esaleyon, a Red Lotus Korra AU which Kat used to beta read for and which we use as basis for the Ultimate AU I described in my response to the Lien-Hua ask. But as far as I know, the author quit writing/the fandom and as I said above, Kat and I took Nazra in, so to speak. But she features in only a small handful of our AUs (currently only 3 come to mind, one of them ironically being the complete polar opposite to the other two in terms of tone and how dark the storyline is) so we don’t speak of her that often. She is still very dear to my heart, has been since 2020, and in the AUs she features in I consider her a sister to Suiren and Midori
If you’re curious, a few years ago Nina (@silima, who single-handedly fed the entire Red Lotus fandom with amazing art back in 2020-2022 or so) drew her, thus creating the design that I base my own sketches off of, so everyone say thank you Nina :)
#heads up the fic link leads to a mirror site since I can’t access the actual ao3 without a vpn. same thing though#and it took me so long to find that Nazra art… while scrolling through Nina’s art tag I went down like 50 different memory lane trips#sooooo damn nostalgic 🥺🥺🥺#NINA BRING YOUR RL ART BACK I MISS IT PLEASE#*cough* moving on#fun fact#this isn’t the only time I’ve (stole) BORROWED Nina’s designs for characters#never mind that I use their colour palettes for the RL. as well as their teenage designs#but I also heavily referenced the one (?) drawing they made of Malina. Unalaq’s wife. in my own design for her#sorry Nina I hope you don’t mind 😅#anyway#@ anon I’m most likely going to my grandma’s tomorrow which means that I won’t have to worry about any responsibilities#and unless some kind of pain acts up I will probably have the energy to respond to your messages properly#so fingers crossed lmao#kat and nia and their multiverse of madness#the legend of korra#the red lotus#p’heer#original character#eabw nazra
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I almost got this version of Street Spirit done in one go, but the last riff at the very end with the ring and pinky fingers did me in. Curse you, Jonny...
^ BANE OF MY EXISTENCE because the other tricky parts are at least fun to play once you learn them. The pain never ends with this final bit.
#i've been practicing that part nonstop but it still eludes me 50% of the time#in other news i need to learn proper technique or something because i feel Deep finger pain. not like 'just starting out and haven't gotten#calluses yet' finger pain but 'down to my bones' type pain. oops.#the guitar. the instrument that physically prevents you from practicing for more than an hour at a time. or maybe i'm not doing this right.#guitar#chirp#mini update because taking two minutes to write this out and going back has helped a little...#still hurts some but i'm doing the riff successfully like 75% of the time now!#usually it takes like an hour to stop hurting. maybe i'm growing... street spirit calluses...#maybe they grow quicker if i dip my fingers in greenwood oil...#YOWCH it hurts to type#and that is the sign i must stop for the night :/#i lied i played it four more times. okay NOW i'm done. i have to be done if i post this.#but yes i shall awaken tomorrow ready to immerse my soul in love. hopefully.
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It's 4am and I cannot go to sleep because I have half an hour left in my book, and it's a murder mystery, and I need answers
#its so good#its called fifty feet down by sophie tanen#its about a lesbian reporter investigating the murders of teenage boys in a small town#it reminds me of the town i grew up in#its so cool and suspenseful and ive been hooked since the beginning#like ive been reading 50-100 pages a day because i desperately want to finish#and now its 4am and im so tired but i need answers!!#i cant wait to add this to my book blanket#i have so many rowd now and it looks so cool#i chose black for the horror genre but i just had a horror kick and read four horror books#so it goes navy for a few rows and purple for a couple rows and then just a huge chunk of black#i cant choose between gray and dark green for mystery#on one hand. gray really reminds me of the book. on the other hand ill probs read a decent amount of mystery#and i want my blanket to be full of cool colors#idk ill figure it out later. im currently unraveling an old blanket to get the yarn for this blanket and tomorrow im getting a yarn spinner#so thats gonna help me so much! i tried to learn how to make yarn cakes by hand but that is too difficult#especially with huge skeins of super bulky yarn#this post went off the rails a little bit#anyway should i read until 4:30 or go to bed? im gonna read#goodnight!!
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I always mean to leave work a beautiful 10-30 minutes early and then something awful happens to me
#etxt#I can start shutting down at 10. so tonight. I went. I will prep all the shutdown stuff before 10 so when 10 hits I can just throw it on#walk out. 9:50. coworker tells me hey we are waiting on a sample to arrive and it’s a stat (has to be run as soon as we get it) (can’t be a#tomorrow problem for tomorrow’s shift). go. ok. get sample at 10 slam it on. oh btw it has this separate 20 minute test ordered. go. OK.#slam THAT on after it’s done running. after it’s done running it goes oh this sample is weird so it needs a slide review. which takes 20 min#to make. go. ALRIGHT!#I think if I only had one problem tonight I could have gotten out at a smooth 10:45 but I also had to call tech supporttttf about the other#machineeeeee because it wouldn’t shut downnnnnn and I talked to them for 15 minutes to fix itttttttt
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I never expected to see anything like this. I'm fairly used to being the ... token, I suppose, or at least I was when I still had community to interact with.
Everyone else into flogging was just whack whack whack, hard, hard, hard, until the sub had enough*. I had my own technique, I kept people guessing as the Dom and as the sub, I learned to accept that not everyone does it like me and sometimes it's the Dom that ends up ending the session because they imagine I couldn't possibly want to take it that far and what could it mean I though something was lacking.
I haven't even finished the video yet and it's like hearing my own thoughts in another person's voice. And yes, mix it up, go hard to the point of crossing over into blood play if that's wanted, go soft and gentle, go moderate and let the sub wonder if it's a prelude to hard or soft. Go hard to bring sensitivity up, soft to work with that sensitivity and turn it into a very intense and loving caress, go moderate to keep the feelings maintained so the hard and soft remain balanced, tolerable, enjoyable. Read your sub, give them what they desire while subverting their own expectations by making the next time the whip comes in contact with them a surprise.
Keep it safe, of course, keep it consensual, of course, but don't let it become dominated by rules intended to keep it uniform and boring. Keep it new, take it to new levels and find new ways to transcend the everyday drudgery of life.
These people would get me.
Seriously, if you understand and work with the emotions of the whole session and say fuck the aesthetics of it, any audience you have, as well as partners will absolutely adore the part of the overall aesthetic they'd been missing before. It goes from basic and cold and formulaic, to real, heartfelt, and deep, and to me, that's everything.
*Not shaming the community - some do like that. I was just different. We were all different in our own ways.
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ahhh the Penacony leaks are really coming in now.
*chuckles* I'm in danger.
#i keep going back and forth about if i'm skipping Ratio. I was 100% going for him but now. looking at whats coming#I like Sunday and Robin and Boothill and Gallagher and Misha and Aventurine and DUKE INFERNO?!?#okay. i just saw that Aventurine might be sustain unit. i NEED one of those so bad.#my accounts gonna be completely fucked if i don't get a good support sometime soon. so like. that moves him WAY up my priorities list#and moves Ratio down :( still dunno exactly what he does waiting for official release to make final decisions#but. if he's really an imaginary dps. i might... *dies a little bit* skip him#i just!!! i have DH!!! i WANT to use DH! he's my favourite character in the damn game!#and >_> is Ratio going to have story relevance? i thought Argenti would get more then just a companion quest but he hasn't#and that kinda... bums me out? i like the meet a character THEN roll for them not the other way around. i like character who matter plotwis#A!NY!WAY! putting that aside. i might just go for the 50/50 and take what i get. just to smooth out my pity if nothing else#i don't have most of the standard pool so chances are *knocks on wood* i'll have something new to work with#and like we are getting an absolute BARRAGE of hard skip banners coming up after him.#i do not care for these women at all. extremely mid designs i SLEEP#(except for the judge she fucks but. jades are tight right now honey im sorry!!)#so. i've got a little but of time to save afterwards#post: misc#game: honkai sr#these tags are long and disjointed but its *checks clock* almost 2:30 am so. i'm a bit. you know.#i could save this draft for tomorrow and edit into something resembling a human's train of thought instead of word vomit but#i kinda wanna capture the moment. this is how i saw the leaks. the essence of desperation of a f2p. aahhh gacha my beloved.
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it's supposed to be 85° tomorrow are you fucking kidding me
#IT'S DECEMBER CAN I GET A COOL BREEZE AT LEAST. IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE THE MID 50S MONTH. GIRL.#i have a big presentation tomorrow and i don't have time to wash my hair so dressing nice was my only option but my only nice school tops#are sweaters. what the fuck do you mean 85° in december i'm going to kill myself.#girl the dead week stress is becoming dead week apathy i already know i'm failing a class and i have until like friday to write a 5 page#paper with no prompt and pray my prof is feeling merciful enough to accept it even though it'll be late#i can feel myself shutting down and i won't be able to explain myself to my parents or my family at the holiday shitfests but! might be#getting diagnosed in the nearish future if 1) my new dr believes in adhd and 2) i can convince her i have it so fucking bad#sorry gang i feel like i do this every finals season but oh? my god am i having a genuinely bad time <3 also i sprained my ankle last night#and it hurts So Bad today so i'm hoping if i limp into class and also up to the front tomorrow they'll grade me easy#i do have to finish my fucking slides first. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh.#a post
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wip wip wip
#imma finish this tomorrow#takin a bit of a detour for a minute#i wanna try doing art for other stories and games im reading or playing#but i think ob3y me will be what i mostly draw since i have 50 ideas i wrote down and need to do#im so determined to do at least 25% of them lol#how to survive as a maid in a horror game#my art#i need to go do my dailies sigh
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#school im gonna visit: hi! so the plan for the grad student weekend is for u to do tours and meetings friday#and then Saturday were gonna take u to a mountain pass where u can go cross country skiing or snowshoeing#me: WHAT???!! i live in the middle of the desert???? i have no snow gear???? its like 50 degrees here in January???#all my snow stuff is back in ohio 😭 so i guess i have to throw a bunch of money into buying snow gear so i dont freeze 😭😭😭#bc like im not gonna pass up the oppertunity to roll around in the snow. i loooove laying down in the snow with full snowgear on#but like fuck im gonna need pants and mittens and maybe boots. i mean itll b and investment bc those r probably good things to have anyway#if i end up going to that school especially. god i fucking hate shopping tho#whatever. it should b fun and ill get to see some snow#i guess there was snow on the mountain tops out here for a bit but i havent seen any actual snowfall this year. tho we did get a 2hr delay#bc it was supposed to snow and didnt. bc the southwest is weak to snow#hhhh im tired. i should sleep. and read papers. but mostly sleep bc i gotta run around a lot tomorrow morning :-P#and pray that i havent already broken a machine#unrelated
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creative mode subnautica i am invincible and my base is so pretty and there is nothing wrong with my brain
#whats better than this. guys being dudes. making underwater luxury housing.#my favorite favorite location ever is the intersection between safe shallows and grassy plateau and kelp forests#big ol 3 room tower with ac tanks in the bottom 2 floors and my bedroom on the top#so i can look down into the tank and see my creatures swimming around....#nice little... vending machine room.... bioreactor room with all the indoor plant pots and storage + charging stations#scanner room right across from the moonpool with a hatch outside in between.....#guys im soooo good at subnautica base building#i want to live here fr#sitting here wating for my last crabsnake egg to hatch.....#btw did u guys know they changed the reefback eggs. you cant hatch reefbacks anymore :( instead u get FUCKING SPADEFISH. this is so unfair#i want a tiny little reefback in my home aquarium soooo bad. this is bs#hi im absolutely dreading work and also therapy tomorrow. i dont want to go i dont want to talk about my issues this sucks actually!!!!!!!#i was gonna be so productive today but i had to go to the grocery store with my dad and also like 50 other errands#and also im dogsitting for a family friend Again and its gonna be like a whole 2 weeks and im soooo tired already. sigh#i dont want to BE HERE#im tjred of responsibilities i want to kms but like not in the funny quirky way ppl say that these days i mean im mentally ill forreal.#love and peace i fucking guess <3
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#folks i dont even know where to start#i got my dad's ashes in the mail today#and the box showed up with a million CREMATED REMAINS stickers all over it like. okay.#this on the day of my sleep deprivation and over caffeination?? AND im supposed to start my stupid period tomorrow#so my brain is fucked six ways from sunday#AND we had another death in the family recently and there's buckwild drama involved with that#AND monday marks six months since my dad DIED so like. yelling in agony but with no expression on my face oh god it's all too much#AND lately ive been feeling particularly insane bc i hate the summer so much#i am just unhappy in general but the grains of misery rice are slowly tipping the scales into fullblown crisis mode!!!#perhaps i will go lay down in the dark for um. 50-70 years and hope for the best
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