#AND THEN HE REPEATED HIS LAST WORDS
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
friends. ive officially caught up to yttd and. My word
#jay does a think#yttd spoilers#my friend told me to play shin's route#mainly cuz for the entire time up till ch2 p2 i was begging and clawing at my walls for some of his lore. even just a morsel.#LMAO.. this guy is far from a favourite but urgh he makes my heart hurt and thinking about him upsets me and fills me with so much sorrow#shin tsukimi.. man#in the end i made two save files#one for kanna and one for shin#just to see how each one unfolds at the end of ch2 and. by god.#i was on call with that same friend streaming my gameplay and let me tell you how emotionally destroyed i was#choosing shin's route had me tear up and shake a little but it was only when i chose to save kanna that i felt like#my heart was being ripped out my chest and blended into a smoothie#i did not see that coming. i did not expect to see such a. smiley joe tazuna glowing in front of sara's eyes bro#“those tears don't suit ya” “Don't cry anymore sara” DO YOU WANT ME DEAD#AND THEN HE REPEATED HIS LAST WORDS#EXCEPT THIS TIME HE WAS SMILING BRIGHTLY AND HOPEFULLY AND SARA WAS ABLE TO SAY IT BACK AND OH GOD. OH MAN#this is the first time i've cried this much over a character in a while. like full wretched sobs rocking back and forth eyes red#i like him a lot. sort of#enough about him though let's talk about the emotional wreckage that was 3a and 3b#i really love the dummies! they all have my heart. chews on them#i like anzu and ranmaru in particular though. ill need some time to string the thoughts together but#ranmaru's relationship with his own humanity and his discovery of his own will to live was so interesting and compelling to me#rotates him in my mind. what a loser. he needs to be tucked into bed asap#i was able to keep all of them alive until the banquet so that's a plus!!!!#3a and 3b were constantly keeping me on my toes with the keiji death scares bro#i didn't like keiji at first. he felt so slimy. but he grew on me like a fungus and now i think i would become violent#if something happened to that poor guy#but hes ok for now. hes ok hes alive and well and so are sara and gin and shin and and oh god that's it...#anyways! :D#IM OUT OF TAGS FUCK. I HAVE SO MANY MORE THOUGHTS THOUGH
0 notes
Text
*penelope.exe has stopped working*
#queue (offline)#requested#polinsated#mygifs*#mycolouring*#bridgerton#bridgerton 3x01#bridgerton 3x05#bridgerton 3x06#penelope featherington#nicola coughlan#penelope.exe has stopped working#bridgertonedit#bridgerton parallels#userjamiec#the last one is so real#baby girl was NOT hearing a word he said for a few seconds#pen: *looking at his lips* *imagining a repeat performance of mirror scene* oh shit what'd he say? okok just smile and nod smile and nod
903 notes
·
View notes
Text
OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever
#jrwi fanart#cw blood#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#arthur bennett#OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob:#BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay#i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY.#THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL#so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM..#grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that#ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT#arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES#I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM.#I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no#ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE#BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much...#GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that#we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW#he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE..#i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar#I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS#also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that#human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY#i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK#feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh
146 notes
·
View notes
Text
Things Jon does in the last episodes of TMA S4:
1. Finds Elias, and he's distantly aware of having being pulled to him. He still asks him and Elias answers, because it's apparently their kink to do this Q&A session even if they're both all-knowledgeable beings.
2. In this push-and-pull game, Jon tries to ask what the Panopticon is, and Elias doesn't answer, so Jon Knows the answer. The audience wonders why they can't get a room like everyone else. Elias asks if he likes it and Jon says yes. Everything's okay.
3. Jon remembers he has a friend in need of saving, that's the reason he's here. He tries to get Elias' approval for going to save Martin, which Elias doesn't give him immediately. They can't be normal for a moment, so Jon has to earn it.
4. Jon finally obtains Elias' approval which is something also Elias craves because in his pet project he needs the pet's agency to be his own. Again, normalcy doesn't suit the two freaks. Also they get off other people's fear but when there aren't other people they have to do with their own fears. Weirdos (lovingly)
5. Jon compels Peter to tell his story. That's good, he needs to eat after entering the Lonely domain. And where does he lose it? When Peter doesn't tell him why he's Elias' prize. Okay, so the man he's been kind of admiring for years (even when he finds out that he's a murderer) has been waging him as a prize. Cool, he manages to stay calm, I wouldn't have honestly.
6. He offs Peter because he won't tell him anything more about Elias. Fair game, he should know by now how his little kinky game with his boss-slash-Eldritch mentor goes.
7. I want to make clear that Jon finishes Peter because he's not answering Jon's question about him being Elias' prize, and if this post is very shipping-based this fact is undoubtedly canon. He doesn't end Peter because he said something bad about his friends, or Martin, he does it because he won't tell him why he's Elias' prize. Be it because he's thirsty for knowledge due to the Beholding or for any other reason, those are facts. He probably would have done it anyway, though seeing how he behaves in S5 I'm not so sure. Anyhow, he's sulking when he doesn't get his answers, fair, and suddenly remembers he's here to save someone.
This has a parallel to another person being trapped and dying in the Lonely domain.
Jonah also had a friend he cared for trapped in the Lonely and did not save him, because he had to Know. Jon saves Martin at the end, but the parallel between them, the indissoluble connection between them strengthening even more.
HOW DO I STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM EVERY WAKING MOMENT??? AAAAA
#jonelias#jonah magnus#tma ships#tma analysis#elias bouchard#it's not stricly an analysis IT'S A SHIP ANALYS LET ME BE#anyway if jonny says that i can read his text the way i want i don't need to have it repeated twice#it's funny because in a q&a they said that mag158-160 had romantic undertones and i remember thinking#yeah i agree though im not sure we're thinking about the same couple#i like how he said that anyone can read his words as they want to thank you i will#accidentally writing the most tragiromantic gothic romance of all times and not realising it but that's fine#the best scientists didn't understand the importance of their discovering until years later like ct 3d recons or gps#when i say i didn't get the j////mrt in the last eps of s4 i mean this i was distracted by the other pairing sry#i can and will ramble about my boys 5ever
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
PART 4 OF THE JA'MARR DRESSES JOE BUT NO HE DOESN'T (MAYBE HE DOES??) SAGA
Tee: Have you ever helped our QB with his style?
Ja'Marr: I don't know who dressin' him. I ain't dressin' him. I don't know who it is.
#i cannot BELIEVE THIS#now we can't even rely on objective third party witness tee anymore??#ja'marr has made a LIAR of our boy??? (he's lying now or he was lying then!!)#i love it - ja'marr was like 'hey tee you wanna know how we can make this sponsored segment really fun??'#and then he forced poor sweet tee to go back on his word from last year when he said he'd seen ja'marr buy clothes for joe 'multiple times'#OR i guess he didn't reallllly make a liar out of tee because tee's just enabling a lie now (potentially)#god this team is MESS i hate them i love them#ja'marr chase#tee higgins#joe burrow#(in spirit)#also ja'marr repeating three (3) times that he has NO IDEA who's dressing joe#uh huh ok.
58 notes
·
View notes
Text
'Thus he ended his speech, and he doesn't say That he had wronged or spoken ill of the king, But he prayed that God long keep the king In life, in happiness, [in honour], and in contentment. And when, to the people in attendance, he said, With a steadfast countenance, "Pray for me," With a firm heart he presented his head To the sharp blade that carried it off in one blow. [And not fearing the great cruelty Of the sharp blade [...] Each one seeing that people bore great grief from it] The [three] who had to die afterwards Said nothing, as if they intentionally Had entrusted Rochford Alone to speak for their conscience [...] [The Queen] was still so curious [...] Therefore, they tell her that her brother had shown The greatest strength of any man ever seen [...] The story of the death of Anne Boleyn : a poem by Lancelot de Carle, JoAnn DellaNeva (Translator, Editor, Writer of added commentary)
"'I will,' he said in a good lawyerly fashion, 'not in this point arouse any suspicion which might prejudice the king's issue.' Unwilling to drop his line of questioning, Hales next claimed that George had spread malicious reports which called into question the paternity of Anne's child, Elizabeth. George did not dignify this with an answer. He knew his own sister." Hunting the Falcon, John Guy & Julia Fox
"But George refused to answer the question with the required yes or no, not wishing, he said, “to engender or create suspicion in a matter likely to prejudice the issue the King might have from another marriage.” Nor would he respond to any suggestion that he had spread a rumour that Elizabeth was not Henry’s. The idea that he believed Elizabeth was not the king’s child and that he had repeated such an untruth was, to George, so contemptible that he would not even dignify it with a reply." The Infamous Lady Rochford, Julia Fox
"George Boleyn's real 'crime' was to be Anne Boleyn's brother and Princess Elizabeth's uncle. He was intelligent and spirited enough to mount a powerful defence of his sister. He was powerful enough to provide the focus for Boleyn followers and, especially, those who would assert Elizabeth's rights as heir to the crown." Anne Boleyn, Josephine Wilkinson
#tsf repeated the line of 'george sealed his own fate' which pissed me off...so much#(yes these are screencaps from tsf. don't @ me)#george boleyn#first of all; george's fate was already sealed. so#secondly; i feel like that report from chapuys has been...misinterpreted; possibly?#(unpopular opinion forthcoming): i don't think he repeated what was written on the accusations he was brought#to humiliate henry (although probably this was a bonus)#i think it was more a matter of... he wasn't going to allow them to accuse him of having said something ('not even more replied better')#that they refused to read into the record. and accountability and possibly more a way to give one last blow to cromwell#vis a vis humiliating henry. which is part of why wulfhall was so infuriating#that it was portrayed as cromwell 'tricking' george into doing so.#because the next part (oft omitted which is why i've included it above) is that he won't say anything to impugn the king's issue.#and the NEXT part is to accuse him himself of having spread rumors elizabeth wasn't the king's child#and why would he do that. even his enemies admitted his intelligence#(christopher hales was very closely connected to cromwell and george would've known that if he fucked up it would reflect on cromwell and#thus infuriate henry)#as for his last speech; i wish he was given the credit that anne is given and deserves#which is that his final words were to protect his remaining family#but yeah. so much interesting in de carles. these men being fortified by notcing the crowd was grieving them; not exulting in their ends.
28 notes
·
View notes
Text
empathy is so dumb. like oh that person is having a hard time so now i’m gonna go home and be sad about it? ruin my own night? wow that’s so helpful to them
#someone I know has cancer#and he has surgery on Monday#and we were talking cause it was his last day at work#and he was talking about how weird it is to decide who to tell and not that he’s sick#because he doesn’t want to make people deal with that burden#and that made me so sad because not only is he sick and having to deal with being sick#he’s worrying about the way people around him are dealing#and so now im home and sad. which is exactly what he doesn’t want. but here we are#also he specifically used the word burden I don’t necessarily agree with that im just repeating his words
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
+
#last night we were both a little sleepy.#a little wine-drunk.#i asked him to play me something on the guitar while i leaned on his shoulder.#he said he only knows a few songs. i said that's fine#whatever you want.#first song: like real people do by hozier#which has a very tender place in my heart because it's the last song i sang for a real performance (2015).#so i still know all the words.#and he didn't know that!#it just happened to be the song.#anyway it was 1230am. anyway my jacket smells like his apartment.#anyway early this morning i said i thought romance was built of small acts of devotion. like how every morning my dad makes my mom coffee#because she sleeps worse and takes longer to wake up and he wants her to not have to worry about another thing in the morning.#when she comes downstairs every day he has it ready for her to take to work.#he makes it separately because he drinks an entirely different coffee than she does. but he makes it because he wants her to have it.#it's one of many small repeated acts of love they do for each other. they're still in love with each other after 30 years.#anyway my boyfriend is a notorious instant coffee fiend.#it's easy and he likes the flavor.#but when we got up this morning he pulled out a bag of coffee beans and a hand-grinder and said: would you like me to make you coffee?
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
i want to write about the complexities of my hawke's relationship with his mom but i think i'd get accused of having mommy issues
#its just. listen. i think leandra was technically a good mother and sacrificed a lot to give her children the life they deserved and#she did love them. but that doesnt mean she didnt hurt hawke#or that hawke didnt feel his mother was awful while knowing she did her best and had reasons to be the way she is#and feeling guilty about resenting her#every time she blamed hawke for bethany's death. using her last words to say shes proud of hawke#i just. man#and hawke did love her but he was so very deeply hurt also. she wasn't just good or just bad. you can't say she was a bad mother.#you can say she was a good mother but yknow im just repeating myself at this point#leevi liveblogs#dragon age#also. i have for a while now wanted to share my thoughts on the class aspect of anders' actions in da2 but i dont want to open that can of#worms.... id get murdered or something
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
did i just go on my first ever date?? who knows
#maybe its bc i havent made friends w a straight boy in 15 yrs#or i havent been making new friends in the past five#or going out w people who arent my family for a year#but this guy kept calling me adorable#and patted my head#and held the doors open#And kept repeating he wished he met me sooner#his parting fucking words were: i wish this was a dream and i wake up and it's three months earlier and i just met you#like we did meet so i could write for his project but#we had lunch dinner deserts and a goddamned convention in between#is that typical business behavior#is he flirting or just decent and friendly#idk i dont know any men#help ig??#any insight would be welcome???#26#!#AND. AND. its his last day before moving to a new country#he's only ever met me once for about 5 mins#and he chose to spend his last fucking day Home w me#???
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
once again watching old um actually episodes and one of the fan corrections did correct something that was wrong but I'm pretty sure what they corrected it with MORE wrong information. like I might need to check a wiki but I feel like that corrector is wrong
#it was a correction re Doctor Horribles Sing Along Blog#saying Horrible wasnt his last name it was just his villain name#and then saying that his actual name is Billy Buddy which.... unless its in some supplemental material Thats probably wrong#he is referred to as Billy Buddy twice within the film but its not as like a name#Penny refers to him as Billy buddy but it's clearly saying that he is buddy as in friend in a sense 'friendzoning' him more#saying that in quotes because joss whedon bullshit like I fully dont believe penny is in the wrong for saying that#Abd then in Slipping he's repeating WHAT PENNY SAID TO HIM#because the previous couplet was about penny#He is repeating her words because in a sense he thinks he is doing this for her
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
The last five minutes have been such big autistic/ADHD feels. Six-year-old: "I wanna play Untitled Goose Game!" Me: "Great idea! You left your laptop on the table in the kitchen." Six-year-old: (goes into kitchen comes back) "Where??" Me: "On the laundry on the table." Six-year-old: (returns to kitchen) Six-year-old: (abruptly sprints from kitchen to front door) Six-year-old: (flings front door open) Me: "????" His cat Monkey: (runs in) Me: "Oh." Six-year-old: (bursts outside) Me: "????" Six-year-old: (bursts back in with empty dish of cat food for our porch cat, Tibs) Me: "Oh." Six-year-old: (flies into kitchen) Six-year-old: (flies back through living room with cat food) Six-year-old: (puts cat food on porch, makes sure Monkey's inside, closes front door, heads for couch) Me: "You still left your laptop on the table in the kitchen."
#actuallyautistic#audhd things#autistic parenting#ok but the sheer love and commitment to a cat that just automatically overrides everything else?!#also i wanna emphasize that i did not say the last line judgmentally and he didn't take it that way#i was just repeating it in a flat way to bookend the situation for comedy's sake#normally i would have been like “i love your commitment to the cats and also don't forget your laptop is still in the kitchen”#i did tell him next that i loved his commitment to the cats lol#now he's sitting next to me playing Spirit of the North#i have no idea how to play this game but apparently you can just be a fox frolicking in the snow#you're supposed to save the world from the weird red streak in the sky i think#but omg the fox and its floof and the snow#that's Good Stuff (tm)#wall of words
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
🥺🥺
#first jackson keeping repeating saying this kind of thing is so encouraging and inspiring#he really means it and really wants as many people he can reach with take this to heart#and the second is bambam replying to this saying he needed this#considering his last tweet about his worry of less instagram followers i think he did need these words#bambam always worries about not being liked by the masses and trying to appeal to them as much as possible and it breaks my heart everytime#he tweets those worries#so i am glad that it helped that jackson said those words#i am glad that these words are at least helping someone#i know it does for me#i am so emo you guys#jackbam <3#bambam#jackson wang#got7#pp.e#mp.e
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
I still haven't written what happens on the Dominator/Eradication Day for Eight in his majn timeline bc I enjoy the unexplained empty gap more than fully putting it into words, like did he actually press the button? did he talk Jadus down? did he betray Intelligence as they all believed he did? was any of it even real?
Jadus still swept the Empire in fire and flames, but the panic and fear of the situation occluded the truth and there remains numerous unconfirmed reports on whether or not the Dominators actually fired. Keeper went with the most rational answer but after Intelligence's dissolution, he begins to question whether or not that was the right one.
#swtor#ooc#im sure i'll get around to making it concrete eventually#but multiple conflicting things happened there instead of a straightforward explanation#bc anything tied to jadus and eight is never what it seems to be on the surface#i think keeper realized this at the very end bc of eight's strange dichotomy in-game where he became the Hand yet lacked the power hunger#so he realized he messed up by completely abandoning him bc his intentions weren't as he thought#but no one can predict an illogical path like that when only sticking to logic and facts as agents are taught#and eight excels in the elusive field of psychological illusion#i have a headcanon keeper finally goes digging to uncover what happened when he retires#ironically eight simply repeated his origin: a night of terror with no record and no witnesses and only a burning left in his wake#in other words eight gaslighted all of intelligence and then keeper at the last min went wait did you do that. for us#AND THEN IT WAS TOO LATE
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Thinking about how the Convocation lowkey forced people to sacrifice themselves to Zodiark by piggybacking on people's obedience and focus on death being honorable, and that being a huge reason as to why Arkhos was so happy during the Final Days because he didn't have to hold back anymore. He basically explodes with the weight of the harsh truths he carried on his shoulders and snaps during the Final Days.
He's not the usual Azem, he was in Hermes' spot from the start and was seen as a lowkey weird outcast of sorts because of his mental illnesses and thoughts on the world, even if he was brought into the fold and highly admired for his skills. He had severe depression too, and difficulty forming any attachments just like Arkhe does, and the attachments he COULD form were a new level of fiery passion, protectiveness, and love. It's why he still lived with his mom all his life after his dad died when he was a child, before he became Azem and started to really travel around.
#endwalker spoilers#Arkhos' anger at both sides is what bled over to Arkhe the most#he's pretty much a copy-paste of Arkhos but the one thing is that passion clashing with his disconnect with life and HATRED of Hydaelyn#and looking down on Emet's cause as emotionally frail and clinging to what's been lost because of sloth and ignorance of reality#the last time Emet saw Arkhos was during the Final Days and it was Arkhos talking him down super brutally and turning him away#it's why Emet's so haunted seeing Arkhe and seeing that exact contempt in those eyes and hearing word-for-word demeaning#Arkhos left a legacy of people desperately clinging for his company and him spitting on that dependence on him#and Arkhe is repeating the cycle with people like Thancred and Aymeric and G'raha
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
hey yknow what would be fucked up
if you were in a time loop and conscious of it but not the one the time loop was running on. You’re just trapped in all your previous decisions but you’re in there. Unable to affect the time loop but Conscious of it.
#like. tell me this WOULDNT be INCREDIBLY fuckfull#hm ideally I think this is either a harrow or an olruggio situation if I ever made a fic about it#(harrow obviously is stuck in the Last Day At Canaan House)#(olruggio is stuck in. hmm it would be INCREDIBLE angst hell if he was stuck in ch40 always only remembering the questions bc his mouth#forms the words and then Forgetting rinse and repeat until Qifrey gets his shit together)#I DID read a really good Jake Animorphs time loop where Tom was also In On The Loop hhhhhhrgh#but like. hough man the agency metaphors for Olruggio in that situation.#He wants to help SO GODDAMN BAD and he CANT. there’s nothing he can do. he doesn’t even know what he’d do if he COULD.
3 notes
·
View notes