#AND THE LYRICAL REFERENCES TO OTHER SONGS
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I'm no expert, but some options for titles:
-Instead of a song lyric, use a quote from your story (as a reader I love these! They give a flavor of the writing and highlight what the author finds important, plus when I then read the title quote in the story I get to shout "Title Drop!" like the excited little nerd I am)
-Use a quote from the canon you're writing fic for (ditto)
-Use a line from poetry, a famous speech, a play, or other source. Maybe start a file where you jot down phrases that catch your fancy + their origins so you can easily pick one (and cite it) the next time you're stuck.
-Take a page from Friends and try "The One Where [fic premise]." Bonus round: shave off "the one where" and just use the premise title.
-A phrase that refers to the central conflict of the story (a la Pride and Prejudice)
-A phrase that refers to the role of a character in the story (I know we all knocked book titles along the lines of The Watch-Winder's Daughter, but it at least gives you a noun to work with)
-A phrase or word that refers to the theme of the story
-A descriptive image or sensory detail from the story
-Stealing a technique from poets: Make the title the first line of your fic/vice versa.
-Use a Word-A-Day Calendar or SAT vocabulary guide or random page in a dictionary to grab a term which you then try to fit into your title
-Consider a pun
-When a title isn't working, try radically remixing it. Harlan Ellison once (in the writing advice anthology Now Write! Science Fiction, Fantasy, and Horror) recommended coming up with 3 alternative titles for a current project, including one that's very short and one that's very long (focusing on length rather than other considerations might quiet your inner critic). In the end, none of the 3 titles might be the right choice, but it'll get creative juices flowing.
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dynamics with aespa
A/N: just aespa 5th member! readerâs dynamics with the rest of the members (excluding jimin)
Aeri
as the fluent English speakers in the group, they bond over inside jokes and cultural references that sometimes go over the othersâ heads
once, a MY asked something in English, and Y/N confidently answered
âWow, Y/N-ya so fluentâ
side eyes
while traveling abroad, they always pair up, taking turns to translate for the group
Aeri and Y/N often partner up during practice, vibing naturally when going over rap or choreo sections
they always team up to playfully tease the other members, but especially Jimin, since Aeri picked up on Y/Nâs feelings early on (and Jimin is just always in denial)
music is their love language â they constantly recommend songs to each other and have impromptu jam sessions
Aeri once introduced Y/N to an obscure indie artist, and itâs now Y/Nâs favorite
one night, Aeri discovers Y/N editing a song on her laptop. Intrigued, she offers to help and spends the evening suggesting beats and lyrics
that unfinished project becomes their little secret
Aeri and Y/N love going shopping together
Aeri is great at picking outfits for Y/N, often saying, âThis will look so good on you,â while Y/N playfully teases her with over-the-top accessories
they always love going on unplanned adventures together
one rainy day, they went for a walk despite the weather, splashing in puddles and getting completely soaked
they returned to the dorm drenched but laughing uncontrollably, earning a scolding from Jimin
Minjeong
Y/N and Minjeong once attempted to bake cookies for the group but ended up burning half of them. They spent the night laughing while trying to salvage the batch
Minjeong constantly teases Y/N about being the younger one
âYou better listen to your unnie,â she says with a mock-serious tone, pointing a spatula during their chaotic cooking nights
Y/N rolls her eyes but secretly loves their playful dynamic
they often lie on Minjeongâs bed, sharing funny or embarrassing stories about their trainee days. Minjeong always starts the conversation with, âOkay, spill!â
Minjeong notices Y/N retreating into herself one evening and quietly joins her on her bed, handing her a stuffed animal
âYou donât have to talk, but Iâm hereâ
Y/N loves taking care of Minjeong too
during a hectic schedule, Y/N noticed Minjeong looking pale and dragged her to a quiet corner. She handed her a water bottle and said, âUnnie, donât push yourself too hard.â
Minjeong never argues, knowing Y/Nâs concern cones from a place of care
they have a running bet to see who can stay awake longest during movie marathons
Y/N usually wins, but only because Minjeong secretly lets her because she loves watching Y/Nâs smug victory dance
they often stay up late talking about random things, from conspiracy theories to what theyâd do in a zombie apocalypse
âIâd probably sacrifice myself for you guysâ
"The zombies have nothing to eat, unnie"
"mWO????"
Yizhuo
Y/N and Yizhuoâs rivalry often shows in group activities
whether itâs who can dance better during warm-ups or who can guess the most trivia questions, their (chaotic) competitiveness keeps the group entertained
despite being a few months older, Y/N often loses to Yizhuo who gloats endlessly about her victories (the unnies find it cute tho)
Y/N and Yizhuo occasionally sit on the dorm floor, experimenting with harmonies for random songs
their impromptu duets usually end with giggles when one of them misses a note
"Stop laughing!"
"Your face is just too funny, I can't even remember when to sing anymore"
during a group outing, Yizhuo dares Y/N to sneak an extra dessert onto Jiminâs plate without her noticing. When Jimin finally catches on, she shakes her head at the two maknaesâ antics
despite being younger, Yizhuo sometimes cheekily calls Y/N âbaby unnie,â poking fun at their close age
Y/N responds by dramatically calling Yizhuo âour precious baby,â which never fails to make the other members laugh
Yizhuo once demanded Y/N carry her on her back after a long day,
âItâs the unnieâs job to take care of me.â
Y/N groaned but obliged, grumbling, âYouâre so spoiled,â while secretly smiling at Yizhuoâs giggles
#aespa imagines#aespa scenarios#giselle#winter#ningning#aeri uchinaga#kim minjeong#ning yizhuo#girl group imagines#fem reader#yu jimin
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A rambling analysis of Ivan's "Nowhere"
I'll start with my thoughts on the song itself, then break down some of the lyrics.
So, "Nowhere" is quite a bit different from Ivan's other songs, mostly in regards to the melody and his singing. His voice is a lot more... flat, and the pitch and length of the notes vary a lot less. In "Cure" and "Black Sorrow," there's a lot more variance: Ivan's voice goes from soft and low, singing shorter notes, to louder and higher, holding long notes, et cetera.
In Nowhere, the notes are typically shorter, and tend to stay in the same general area on the scale. Ivan's tone stays very consistent; in his other songs, it goes from calm and collected to full of emotion and feelings. He sounds a lot more monotone in Nowhere, and not just because he's singing quietly. He's not entirely apathetic; there's still a lot of emotion in his voice. But it's muted. Numb.
The only line that lacks this somewhat monotone, apathetic tone is "In love with you, when you were mine." This line is EVERYWHERE, and plays in the background of the ENTIRE TRACK.
And all of this kind of makes sense. "Black Sorrow" and "Cure" were both declarations of Ivan's love, and his feelings for Till. They were meant to be heard; they were meant to have an audience in Till. Ivan was projecting his emotions outwards.
"Nowhere" was not meant to be heard by anyone but Ivan himselfânot even Till. It represented Ivan's internal thoughts, ones he would never say to anyone elseâsort of how like someone might find certain things about a friend or significant other annoying, but choose not to say anything despite thinking it. Ivan is tired, and perhaps even a bit annoyed. He's wondering why Till doesn't return his feelings, and likely, wondering why he himself continues to love Till despite that.
Now, onto the lyrics (English translation b/c my Korean is awful):
That's just the kind of kid he is, so laugh Laugh, because he can't do anything No one cares about someone like him There's nowhere in the world for him to rest
It's been stated (see image below) that Ivan feels like he cannot be lovedâthat he's undeserving of it, or just doesn't have the qualifications. These lyrics are Ivan speaking about himself. Ivan is unable to get Till to return his feelings ("no one cares about someone like him"), and he is also, ultimately, unable to save Till ("Laugh, because he can't do anything"). To make this second thing worse, it happened not once, but TWICE: first when Ivan couldn't get Till to leave with him, and then when his actions in Round 6 ended up seemingly being for nothing in Round 7.
Another bit of the lyrics is as such:
Worse and worse this painful wound I become more and more numb
Ivan is slowly becoming more and more apathetic, and resigned to his fate, saying that "this always happens to me." Even the song's title is a reference to this: there's nowhere for Ivan to find solace, and all of "this" is going nowhereâ"this" being Ivan's relationship with Till. Ivan is resigned to his fate of loving Tillâalmost certainly more than he loves himselfâun"till" the end: until death.
#all this to say i love ivan sm#im just on my knees like#till#till plz#like i cant blame him for not loving someone back but plz surely you guys can make it work right?? right???#like till plz do it for ivan pleasseeeee it's so sad why does alnst have to be so goddamn SAD im sobbing#alien stage#ivan#ivantill#nowhere#alnst#alnst till#alnst ivan
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OBSESSED OVER HOW NURSE PARALLEL'S CHORUS SHARES THE SAME MELODY AS MACHINE GIRL
#jade.txt#tptm#the post traumatic manifesto#THE LAST SONG IN TPTM AND THE FIRST ''GIRL''#AND THE LYRICAL REFERENCES TO OTHER SONGS#AND THE END WITH ALL THE GIRLS REPRISING THEIR SONGS#ITS BEAUTIFUL#ITS ART#HAFNDLSKAGEHJWKSMD
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I've a feeling that Mr Akasaka believes they're really clever and they think theyâve given us all the necessary hints already but no one gets it
If you search for "Aratate Shrine," it's an information that comes up right away!
I opened the volumes again after a long time for reference, since I was planning to draw a fan comic.
At the end of Volume 8? Or the last part of Chapter 80? When all the characters went to make their wishes? Page 189??
Thereâs a narration there that says, "Was it because their prayers were answered, or was it someoneâs guidance?"
And on page 186, it even confirms that the location is Aratate Shrine!!!
Now, look at the description on the tourist guide website! It says this:
A shrine that is often visited by celebrities, Aratate shrine is said to bring good fortune in show business and marriage. This shrine is dedicated to Sarutahikono-mikoto and his wife Amenouzume no-mikoto who gave directions to Ninigino-mikoto the grandson of the sun goddess(Amaterasu) upon his descension from the heavens. While walking through the grounds of the shrine, you will see ancient trees called sakagi which are said to grant wishes. One of these trees called Shichi-fukutoku-jyubangi is said to grant 7 wishes to those who hit the tree 7 times. Take your best shot and stock up on good fortune!
I feel like I already brought this up a long time ago when I was researching and linked it back then!!!!
Kamiki, that guy, is a guiding deity!!!! Sarutahiko is a god of guidance and also a god of light!!! Thatâs his identity!!!
The one who granted the wishes there was him!!!! If there's ANYONE in this comic who is that Sarutahiko god, it's Kamiki!! He helped Rubyâs career, later granted the twinsâ wishes, and even helped them find him. The hint is in the "Mephisto" lyricsâitâs like heâs saying, "Come find me." He granted their wish to come to him and kept supporting the twins. In his own way, he thinks of himself as their father. Even near the end, thereâs a mention of wishes again, right? It seemed like he wanted to grant them. Itâs like he wanted to do something for them.
Heâs a god who guides the way and leads peopleâs futures in a good direction!!! Heâs the black star, and Ai is the white star.
Right now, all the wishes have been fulfilled in strange, distorted ways, havenât they? Thatâs because this guiding godâs power has been corrupted and is now malfunctioning... Itâs Kamikiâs fault. He's the selfish giant star that's been ruining people's lives as said in the song Fatal. But Iâm not sure if this is something intentional or not.
For wishes to be properly fulfilled, Ai has to be with him. The two of them need to be together to make it happen. The wishes end up being granted with flaws because he's incomplete without his wife regarding that ability!!! He's wishing upon a star in Mephisto to have Ai come back to life, isn't he? He needs her to complete him and function! That's why he'a been looking for her and her love ever since she passed!!!
I donât really check Japanese fandoms or other peopleâs reactions, but is there no talk about this in Japan??? This is the answer, isnât it???? Has no one figured it out? Iâve been talking about this since July or August, but people wonât believe me. Then I just casually opened the volumes to reference the art, and I saw that. Now I have a headache. This is correct. If this isnât right, then what is it? Whatâs the explanation? The story doesnât make sense otherwise.
Why else would his name include references to a god and light? And Iâm telling you, Ame-no-Uzume is Ai!! After Ame-no-Uzume married her husband, she started blessing love too. Itâs said sheâs the reincarnation of the morning star!!! Seriously!!!
Kamiki is a god, but it seems like his power has been distorted somehow, and it doesnât even seem to be entirely intentional.
If you analyze the lyrics, they mention a flaw arising. That flaw came after he lost Ai (love).
His ability to guide the future got all twisted, and as a result, everyone around him started becoming miserable and dying.
Why isnât this addressed properly in the story??? Because itâs not mentioned, no one gets it, but Iâve been saying for months that this must be it~~ This must be it~~ Itâs so frustrating!! But since this is what's beyond logic and too fantasy, even if I think it is, it just isn't convincing, is it?; I understand, I feel stupid myself too but,
There are way too many traits of Kamiki that align perfectly with that god for this to be a coincidence. And why else would there be references to him being noble, or him drowning??? Ugh!!! Seriously!!
Isnât it possible that things just didnât work out the way he wanted them to? He probably never wanted anyone to get hurt, at least not until Aiâs death. This person seems to have the ability to influence the future, but if everything had gone the way he wanted, would his life have ended up like this? The fact that both Aqua and this person ended up drowning is proof of itâthey can make wishes come true, but everything gets twisted in the process.
What if this person fell apart because of it? What if even he didnât want these results? At the very least, some of the things that happened donât seem like they were his intention. Aiâs death, for instanceâthereâs no way he wanted that. He probably really just meant to send her flowers. But because of the darkness in the entertainment industry or whatever, everything about him was already so broken that it unintentionally spiraled into the worst outcome due to his broken powers.
Thatâs why he completely lost it⊠Heâs searching for Ai (Ame-no-Uzume-no-Mikoto), isnât he? Thereâs even that line about him wandering in search of love (Ai). I think itâs from Chapter 160 or so. He wants to get his wife back. Collecting the white stars probably had a real connection to that goalâit seems like it actually worked in some way.
Then what about all the other incidents? The deaths of so many people? After he "died" (?), didnât people start acting like they were breaking out of some kind of trance, with a bunch of them suddenly confessing and turning themselves in? This isnât something a normal human could do. Is it that he passively exerts influence just by existing, or did he actively use his abilities to make all that happen later on?
Anyway, he is a god!!! But what if he really meant it when he said he never intended to hurt anyone? What if thatâs true? No way, right? Isnât this all just him spiraling out of control in his desperation to bring his late wife back?
I really think this interpretation is correct, but shouldnât the story have addressed this explicitly?!
If youâre Japanese, is this something you wouldâve known? Do people get it? Is it common sense?; Do they understand whatâs happening in this story? Does everyone know? Shouldnât this have been explained? Without researching separately, you might get the feeling that somethingâs off, but thereâs no way to uncover the full story just from the work itself. And yet, these kinds of clues exist, donât they? Iâm telling you, my interpretation is correct. Why donât they clarify this? For a story to work, you need to at least tell us what itâs about.
I really think this is the answer⊠No matter how much I think about it, thereâs no other coherent way to interpret it.
Thatâs why itâs so frustrating. No one takes it seriously and I get that because even I feel ridiculous insisting that a character is a god!! but thereâs no other explanation for it, right? I thought the story would address this before it ended. Isnât this such an irresponsible piece of work? At the very least, they shouldâve wrapped it up so that we could understand what was happening. Why didnât they?
Iâve never tried to feel something intentionally.
But what this character feels... itâs just too overwhelming. The emotions of suffering are so vivid that I canât help but think thereâs something more to it, and it keeps bothering me.
For a character accused of being a psychopathic serial killer who supposedly murdered his girlfriend, I couldnât help but think, he doesnât seem like someone whoâd do that. That thought bothered me so much my head hurt.
But in this case, isnât he grieving? The song conveys sorrow and pain, doesnât it?
This kind of emotion doesnât feel like something someone who hurt their loved one would express. Itâs grief, longing, and an unbearable desire to see them again. And itâs not entirely one-sidedâit feels like it stems from a mutual bond that once existed. The more I look at it, the clearer this becomes. If I couldnât see it, I wouldnât bother putting my heart into this. But once I do see it, thereâs no way to ignore it.
It feels like the emotions are so strong because there was a time when they loved each other deeply, got along so well, and were happy together.
Am I the only one who feels this way? I donât think so.
I don't think he ever wanted nor attempted on things to turn out this way. There IS something about the guy that influences those around him into disaster.
This darn manga⊠It hits so hard, and yet, look at what itâs become. But it seems to follow mythology, so I can sort of understand why it turned out this way, and that makes it slightly forgivable. But do people get this? Do they know why it happened like this? No way. You canât know unless you look up the mythology. If youâre going to incorporate mythology into the manga, at least explain it! This manga isnât entirely grounded in reality anywayâthere are gods, reincarnation, wishes, star eyes, and some kind of mission or destiny!
I'm not trying to defend Kamiki, either way he seems to have become a hazard of some sort.
And before that, Ai passed because Kamiki is guiding god whose powers-the power of Michihiraki-which brings out the best in people-, got distorted into being the opposite of what it was meant to be due to the darkness of the industry?
So people like Ryosuke had their worst sides coming out and that influenced him to murder Ai. In that case, Kamiki would feel a sense of responsibility for it and try to reverse it (if he's figured out his destiny-or what he is-)because even if it were to be unintentional, it'd still be his fault in a sense. That's why he has this bizzare behavior of blaming himself continuously for things.
I'm not sure if everything about this is solely what he's brought upon himself. If he has those kinds of powers, maybe people just die and end up misforunate from him wishing to feel Ai?
(Yeah then we had him thinking killing Ruby would have helped him to feel her. But he didn't do it. Was it only because Aqua tried to stop him? What is going on?)
Well, when someone dies, theyâre no longer by your side, so their presence begins to fade.
I think this person⊠just couldnât bear that. If you look at the lyrics of the songs, they convey those types of emotions.
From what I feel, his feelings towards Ai isnât about worship eitherâitâs just pure longing towards what he regarded as his other half. But I bet a lot of people wonât see it that way. The story doesnât make it easy to interpret it like that, does it? Ha⊠itâs frustrating.
Sure, a character whoâs a clingy psychopath has its own charm. But if someone who isnât like that is written to look that way, shouldnât the story take responsibility for it? Either say it isnât true, or confirm that it is. Why do I feel like Iâve figured out the answer, only to constantly doubt myself, wondering if Iâm spouting nonsense?
The narrative and abilities of the god of entertainment couple align way too closely with Ai and Kamiki. Not just on a similar levelâit feels like they are them. Was that not important? I think itâs an essential element for explaining why the story unfolded the way it did. They SHOULD have touched this before they go.
You know, I wonder if there's a way to tie up Hikaru's characterization between 155 and post 160.
Like in another version of onk where there's more time and effort put into it. The end result is Aqua and Hikaru falling into the ocean but the process is different, do you think it's possible to do that with the same amount of chapters?
I think I said this ... ? somewhere ?? in my tag previously but I think a really low effort easy way to make this make even a moderate amount of sense is just to alter Tsukuyomi's little monologue at the start of 161 and have her state that the Jokerfied Kamiki of post-160 is the direct result of having his worldview shattered by realizing that Ai had loved him all along and that he killed her for nothing. Like, as an exercise to prove this, I bullshitted this together in a few minutes;
please be nice about this dialogue i came up with it in 10 seconds
Is this good? Eeeeeeeeehhhhh. I think having Kamiki be the final boss after 154 is just so mid and such a boring way to end his arc, but I do think something like this would be an improvement. At the very least, it makes the sudden, jarring shift between the seemingly defeated and remorseful Hikaru of 154-5 and the Anime Supervillain Hikaru of 160+ actually motivated by something in-story other than "GO CRAZY GO STUPID" but I also think it makes the bitter tragedy of Aqua's death hit a lot harder. Now it's not just Kamiki being arbitrarily ontologically evil in the way that most conveniently puts him in conflict with Aqua - this is now a tragedy that Aqua brought on himself by continuing to pursue getting revenge on Kamiki and rubbing his nose in his mistakes.
Obviously this is still messy as hell and it doesn't solve all the dumb shit with Aqua's ""reason for existing"", but I do think the Kamiki we get on page in OnK is not unsalvageable as a character and it legit would've taken very little to make him internally consistent in a way that was engaging.
Oh uh, we're cutting the serial killer cult bullshit though. That's just dumb.
#oshi no ko#oshi no theories#hikaai#oshi no ko spoilers#hikaru kamiki#ai hoshino#anyhow I'm so done w this comic in this aspect#long post#spoilers#this really stressed me out for months#why didn't they touch on all these fantasy elements they themselves put into the story??#I spent WEEKS AND MONTHS just trying to interpret what the heck was going on to make sense of the plot;;#do japanese ppl get this? I doubt they do bc#the author doesn't donthe work! i don't know all the myths in mt country either!!
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Eddie's supposed to be writing. The guys, they all agreed they'd each come to practice armed with two whole new songs they could pick from to add to their set list at the Hideout. And he's got his pen, and he's got his most recent trusty Composition Book, and all his lyrics are fucking bullshit about golden tanned skin and honeyed eyes and tracing constellations in freckles and moles, pathetic lines about being twisted in bed sheets, and the hopeless love he found himself in.
For the fifth time in an hour, he rips out the offending page, crunches it into a tight ball, and throws it across the room.
He can't write about Steve Harrington for the rest of his life; spend his nights aching for the boy who established himself as a fixture in Eddie's life and then just disappeared.
The worst of it--the very worst--is that Eddie knew better. Steve was never his, not in any real way, no matter how many times they fucked. He's Steve Harrington. Straightest guy in Hawkins. Popular. Rich. Whole fucking life laid out for him on a silver platter. And Eddie fell for him. It's the Munson curse, he supposes; always wanting what you can't have.
It started the way these things usually do, "got any weed?" and "come back to my place, Harrington" and "I got this stupid job at the mall, meet me there?" and lying "hey, guys, can't make band practice, gotta help Uncle Wayne" and "Munson, I really want--can I kiss you?"
In every other fantasy Eddie's ever had, it ends there. Steve gets his kiss and they never see each other again. But Steve Harrington--he's full of surprises. It catches Eddie off guard, makes him want, makes him trust. Because it's not just kisses. It's hands and mouths and "anything you want, Eddie. Let me make you feel good."
Maybe it wouldn't have hit so hard--maybe Eddie could've stopped from falling--if Steve hadn't been so good. Bitchy, sure, but genuine and kind. Had this whole gaggle of junior high kids he babysat, like what the fuck. Would hang out with Wayne and shoot the shit about whatever sports nonsense was on tv. Harrington never was as mean, as spoiled, as superficial as Eddie suspected.
Then Starcourt. That's when it all changes. Steve stops coming around then, in the aftermath. It hurts, but Eddie tells himself it's for the best. Now, he knows it would have been.
Two weeks with no contact, and Steve shows up at his door in the middle of the night. Eddie winces at the healing bruises and cuts on his face, can't imagine how much worse they were to start. He steps aside, lets Steve in, plans to say that he can't be whatever they are anymore.
Steve kisses him. It's a hot, needy thing, wild with teeth and tongue, nothing like before. Eddie is helpless to it, helpless to the way Steve grinds against him, already hard. He should slow it down, check-in that Steve is in the right headspace for this, but Steve is moaning low in his throat and Eddie can't think.
They're in Eddie's bed and Steve says, "fuck me, Eddie?" and Eddie says "are you sure" because he can't stop himself. Steve rolls his eyes (beautifuly bitchy), says, "I need to feel you inside me, baby."
How can Eddie say no?
Eddie's never done this before, but it doesn't matter. It's everything--Steve is everything--he could ask for.
The next morning, he expects Steve to be gone. Thinks they'll never see each other again. But he finds Steve in the kitchen, in his boxers and Eddie's Iron Maiden shirt, making eggs and talking to Wayne like it's the most normal thing in the world.
The next month and a half are the best of Eddie's life. He and Steve spend more time together than they do apart. Nights at Eddie's trailer, in Eddie's bed. Days lounging at the Harrington pool and driving around the nothing that surrounds Hawkins. Sometimes they'll stop in the middle of nowhere, climb on top of the van, and just--be. Steve takes his shirt off, and Eddie traces their names in the sun-soaked freckles, thinking maybe he really gets to have this, have Steve.
It ends as quickly as it started. One morning in September, Steve is cupping Eddie's neck, pulling him in for a goodbye kiss, saying, "sorry, baby, gotta get home for my parents. I'll see you later tonight, yeah?"
Except Eddie doesn't. Eddie doesn't see Steve that night, or the night after, or the night after that. He stops coming around and all Eddie is left with is a broken heart and these piss poor excuses for songs.
He rips out the latest page, waxing lyrical about the wonders of August, and time slipping away, and the boy he'll never forget. Crumples it into a ball and bats it into a pile of junk accumulated in the corner of his room.
Eddie needs a break.
He flies into the living room, snatches up his keys from the floor by the coffee table, and flees his house and all those memories of Steve. It's not like he has anywhere specific to go, so he drives around town, with his windows down and his music up.
His tires screech as he rounds the corner to the video store and arcade. He's not planning on stopping, but honestly, maybe a few rounds of Space Invaders is exactly what he needs.
The van hasn't even come to a stop in the parking spot when his eyes fall on Steve Harrington. He's standing in the middle of the parking lot surrounded by a gang of kids (including some of Eddie's new little sheepies) and Robin Buckley. Steve wears a sunny yellow sweatshirt, tight jeans, and his hair is perfectly coifed, falling in an elegant wave. His hands are on his hips, mouth and brows pinched stern. He's gorgeous, perfect.
It's an assault, an attack, Eddie's entire body shakes as the months they spent together crash over him. He has the van in reverse before he consciously thinks to do so, flooring it out of the space hard enough to burn rubber.
The noise, the speed, it draws the entire group's attention to him.
His eyes meet Steve's.
Time stops and so does he, idling in the middle of the parking lot. For a second, one moment in time, Steve's face falls. His mouth loses that grumpy pinch, his eyebrows drop, his beauty transformed by grief, by fucking longing.
Steve takes a step forward, and Eddie hits the gas, van screaming out of the parking lot. He watches the group shrink in his rearview mirror, sure that he imagined the sorrow in Steve's face, anyway.
They're nothing to each other.
Never were.
By popular request: Part Two
#steddie#steve x eddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#oneshot#ficlet#angst#no happy ending#august#summer romance#heartbreak#mutual pining#based on a taylor swift song#i probably went overboard with the references to the lyrics#i'm not sorry#it's about the longing#august slipped away into a moment in time#whatever you do don't think about how the next time they see each other is Eddie pinning Steve to the wall in the boat house
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Until We Wake - WIP
Will I finish this? I mean, I hope so. I'll switch between digital and traditional to get the ideas out - depending on which works best for me for certain scenes :)
(Also I did the text digitally)
Based on this post of mine
#art wip#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#bg3 gale#baldur's gate 3#bg3 fanart#bg3#baldur's gate fanart#bg3 tav#gale x tav#stellarweave#tav: stelle#i miss traditional sketching actually#it's pretty fun!#switches things up too#Also another lyric reference#japanese song though#because I am not a good writer but I like how other people word things :'D
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The Ballad Of Blind Love
I've had this one song stuck in my head for literal weeks, so here's art (2 versions cause I couldn't decide on the colors)
Fellow italians, I'm sorry for turning a 60's song gay
(song's "La Ballata Dell'Amore Cieco" by Fabrizio De André btw)
More details and variants here
#ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#gabv1el#help I can't stop drawing these two idiots#also De André's songs are a bop but the lyrics are dark af 50/ of the time lmao#that's why I love playing em on guitar#fun fact! there's no gender neutral pronouns in italian#and this song specifically refers to a man offing himself for a woman's love#but in italian the pronouns for V1 could be both male or female because The Machine = LA Macchina (F) or The V Model = IL Modello V (M)#and many- MANY other ways to refer to V1 that have both male and female pronouns. So yeah#so yeah the female pronouns in the song refer to the machine and not a woman and noone can change my mind#sorry fellow italians- the song is now gay#digital art#my art
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hey jayden? yeah can we talk about how lyrics like this are in your charles playlist? hello???
#some of these songs are so on the nose itâs CRAZY im genuinely kind of surprised he was allowed to be so overt#like given the whole confession situation is still yet to be resolved and all that#itâs one HELL of an insight into the likely future (if/when we get a future) of the plot and character developments oh mannnn#try and tell me im being presumptuous try and tell me this song (and several others) is meant to refer to someone other than edwin#im so serious. it feels so strange to NOT be reaching honestly im so used to looking for tiny little subtextual crumbs in other shows#this shit just hits me like a truck#payneland#rambling#charles#charles rowland#and yeah one last thing. this is legit the kinda lyrics fanfic authors use at the beginning of their fics to set the tone for the characters#involved and whatnot#which is just . wow
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picture: millow (lesbyler) and el at rink-o-mania in 4x02 but the song that plays from the moment they enter the skating rink and until willow sees el and michelle skate away is I Wanna Dance With Somebody (Who Loves Me) instead of Tarzan Boy.
plus the first lines being 'clock strikes upon the hour and the sun (the light, willow) begins to fade' to keep up with the clock motif and even birthdaygate as a treat.
#byler#lesbyler#millow#byler fanfic#< technically#will byers#mike wheeler#the lyrics also kinda reference some v important bits -âi've been in love and *lost to my senses* *spinning through the townâ#âsooner or later *the fever* endsâ < also ref to s2 and s3 but âfeverâ also appeared in the lyrics of a s4 song#yes i know it wasn't recorded until september of 86 but other anachronisms have flown under the radar in this show before so yeah#considered âcrazy for youâ (released march of 85) as well but it'd be more accurate -and painful- for s3 :))#fem byler#stranger things#byler endgame
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in those heavy days in june, when love became an act of defiance
song - june by florence + the machine
special thanks to @xxluckystrike for getting me back into f+tm and to @panzershrike-pretz @ronald-speirs for giving me feedback/hearing my rambling brain thoughts as i made this!
#this song actually kills me for them#bonus lyrics include: âhold on to each otherâ and âim always down to hide with youâ#fucking kills me#i love them your honor#winnix#otp: we'll go to chicago i'll take you there#(bonus chicago reference in the song lyrics!!)#dick winters#lewis nixon#so at first with this song i was thinking of doing it from lew's pov to dick but#that last image with the âi can see an angelâ of dick looking up at nix came to me in a dream#and i knew i had to do it the other way#there's also something so precious and pure about the love and care and devotion dick has for nix okay#anyways it felt right and sparked joy#band of brothers#bofb#hbowar#em's edits
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thylacine song. yeah. uh. i think i'll want to do some sort of instrumental for this one eventually, at which point i would like to upload it to youtube, however for the moment i do not feel like battling my keyboard and thus. instrumen't
(lyrics under the cut)
benjamin
i hope you know we're sorry though that cannot make it right i hope you know, we miss you so; your eyes, your jaws, your stripes
we eulogize your lot in life as though we did not hold the knife we have realized our sins, our lies too late to make it right
we are heir to our selfishness, our violence of old and you? you will never have any heirs at all.
our heart becomes a cemetery (guess i'll see you around) i leave to thee my ghost to carry (in memoriam; aloud) and all my hallowed bones to bury (somewhere deep underground) as once we buried all thy kin alive
thy memory in black-and-white is all that's left to see how is it i can meet thy gaze? a ghost behind the screen
i wish I could apologize for this bitter tragedy i hear thee scream in patterned light, "there are none after me."
our souls become a cemetery (blood spilt on hallowed ground) i gift to thee my heart to carry (one last meal in your mouth) and all my hollow bones to bury (never to be found) as once we buried thy legacy alive
can you hear me where you are? somewhere high above the stars or in the furthest corners of national parks are you so close, and yet so far? are you, then, lost forevermore? a century separates us two and yet, some still believe in you and god, i really hope it's true - but as it stands, when there's no proofâŠ
i swear to thee, thy heart i'll carry (no memory, no sound) and all thy weary bones i'll bury (where you never need be found) with just enough to pay the ferry⊠(your pelt becomes a shroud) i'm sorry, my old friend, goodnight, goodbye
so rest now, all alone you are, here at your end of days there's nothing you or i can do- too little, too late!
and when your ghost has gone to ground i'll sit down by your grave and pray when they pen your eumony they'll mourn, they'll speak your name
#spire song#original song#audio#not described#thylacines#there are. checks notes. three references in the lyrics here. maybe more i forgot about#some more obvious than others. however im like 99% sure that the Most Obvious one is also the Most Obscure one#so. haha. yeah.#not my fault i had my brain rewired at the age of 11 by a fantasy series like four people read ..... /silly
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the chapter songs in Alan Wake 2,, flawless
#they deserve more love and discussion#saying this while also not knowing what to say other than theyâre so fucking good#alan wake 2#i think itâs partially because poets of the fallâs tracks are iconic so of course theyâre in the spotlight (as deserved)#but also the CHAPTER SONGS. them being made for a given chatacter(s) with the help of Sam lakes poetry#the changes with âthis roadâ by Poe with every Alan chapter. becoming more distorted and revealing lyrics and the spiral#the scratch song being 1) hilarious and 2) similar to Zaneâs poetry in the aw1 arg#the emotion in superhero when saga feels lost at the story making it so Logan was gone#the lines of her feeling like a ghost in this story forming around her.. how she feels guilty and absent for both what the storyâs doing#and being away from Logan because of her job. ashdhhhhjhh my heart#AND. follow you into the dark HAS to be alice. which kills me because at for at I thought of Alan#but no. Alice jumped in the dark place after him. itâs so !!!!!!!!!!!#the rabbit hole line. Alice spiraling deeper and deeper into a dreamâinto wonderland#the Lost at Sea one is also good. intrigues me. the Bowie and Lynch references are blatantly aw2 Zane#but itâs so similar to diver Zane and the âoriginalsâ death. being lost in the dark place with illusions of escape#and losing any sense of identity. whether heâs real at all or the monster of this sea or just a lost soul.#the soft and calm vocals / instrumental really makes the whole thing#NEED to stop typing more tags because this is a Lot. however.#âno one left to loveâ is also a phenomenal song and one of my favorites from the album. GORGEOUS vocals and how it all flows together.#such a powerful and beautiful way to end a chapter#anyway thatâs all I had to say :)#god. Iâve started to watch a few playthroughs of the game and 90% of people have skipped the chapter songs and every time im#thatâs fair but my brain and soul might implode if I donât see anyone else talking about how good these songs are
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me casting a spell over the west to make you think of me the same way i think of you
#bang the doldrums#fall out boy#fob#infinity on high#pete wentz#patrick stump#joe trohman#andy hurley#petekey#summer of like#the summer of like#warped tour#warped tour 2005#mikey way#wizard#song lyrics#song references#love from the other side#album#emo
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Ship name for Michael and Gary?
Ooooh, I've never gotten asked this about my characters before!!!
If we're going oldschool "just try and guess which characters this is about" type ship naming, I think I'd call it Rebel Yell. Or Godpunk. (*)
Otherwise as a name mashup, no combination sounds pleasant in my opinion lol, but maybe something like Haullafranca with their last names mashed together. Just sounds cooler than like, Gichael.
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#*rebel yell half in reference to the song. rather fitting to their situation.#other half is because they're both very rebellious against authority#gary outwardly so. running away rejecting his lineage and all that#michael more subtly but often just as intense#outright causing issues because he doesn't want to listen to his older self#and then godpunk i feel is more obvious.#michael is a god. Gary's a punk#(could i make it anymore obvious?) (or whatever the lyrics are lol)#brambleramble
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Look at me. Everybody look at me right now. They don't kiss they don't have sex they don't do anything inherently sexual or romantic in any way.
Y'know what they do to show affection?
They sing together.
Even with Hobie's terrible voice (he's so off key) there is no one in the world that Ansi would rather duet with than Hobie.
No matter where they are whether it's Ansi's apartment, Hobie's boat, or Aunt May's house, if the radio's playing and a song they both know comes on they're both about to be belting out the lyrics.
Ansi sings Hobie love ballads as gifts because he knows how much Hobie loves his singing voice. (And she honestly just loves to sing so much.)
Hobie snagged parts to put together a karaoke set up on his boat with a personalized mic for Ansi. (It's orange and it has her spider symbol on it.)
Singing is the one thing in Ansi's life that hasn't been exploited. It's not something that he wants to share with the world. But singing with Hobie puts him at ease. She gets to do something that she loves with someone who means everything to her. And nobody can take that away from her.
#yes they are the type of people to act out the lyrics as they sing#im writing this while listening to Can't Take My Eyes Off You#they're switching up who sings what lyric while staring deeply into each other eyes at the bridge#and then they both join together when singing the chorus đ#insert the you're my world bro meme to that last paragraph#Ansi and her Bie#hobie x oc#Ansiniya Taratella#ansi taratella#my spidersona#spidersonas#spidersona#jay and the spiders#DOES ANYONE GET THE REFERENCE FROM THE LAST SENTENCE#IT'S FROM A SONG#no proofreading we die like men
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