#ALSO THE WATERR

[imblocking-you]

THE DAD NOOO

[sugaroto]

THEY TOOK MY WATER

BUT THEY LET ME KEEP MY SANDWICH YEAH

[phoebepheebsphibs]

Double-Mutated Mikey

Chapter 17: Memory Therapy

Continued from the short story written by @boots-with-the-fur-club

Including a short blurb also written by @boots-with-the-fur-club

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Mikey listens as they talk and murmur amongst themselves. He just wants to rest.

He didn't like how they all got sad and angry.

He didn't like how they all blamed themselves. He didn't like the confessions they made to each other. He didn't like it at all.

Because... was it really their fault?

That didn't feel right.

It... it was Mikey's fault, right?

He was the one who messed with the burning blue liquid on Donnie's hands.

He was the one who ran out of the lair even though he wasn't supposed to.

He was the one who should have obeyed Leo's request to stay home.

And... he was the one who lost himself.

Leo said he was lost. He didn't even know the half of it...

The voices of his family and the humans had dispersed, but he could feel someone holding his numbed hand, rubbing a thumb over the crooked and scarred knuckles. Mikey opened one eye and peeked at the figure, though he already knew who it was from the smell.

Leo sat by the examination table, lost in his thoughts and absentmindedly giving affection via touch to Mikey.

"Lee-oh?"

Leo glanced up at Mikey.

"Hey, man. What's up?"

Mikey swallowed.

"Talk?"

"Okay. What about?"

"Mikey do bad."

Leo's expression shifted, mouth curving down and brow creasing.

"Mikey, you're --"

"Mmmikeyy... rrrrrrun. Mikey not like alone. Leo... Leo angry."

"Oh. That."

Mikey nodded. Yeah, 'that'.

Mikey sits up slowly, his numb head heavy and a little dizzy. It feels weird. Mikey isn't sleepy, but his head feels lazy and soft. He presses his finger claw against the soft burn on his forehead. He can feel the pressure of his finger against his skin, but not the physical touch. It feels funny, and he keeps pressing it over and over again before Leo removes the finger, gently instructing him not to mess with the wound and to simply leave it alone.

"Leo angry at Mikey. Mikey want talk."

"I'm not mad anymore, bud," Leo says calmly, rubbing Mikey's hands in his. "Promise."

"But Mikey do bad," he refutes. "Leo need talk Mikey. At w-w-waterr plllllace. Leo p-p-p... prrrrommmmise... prromise talk."

It takes Leo a few seconds to translate.

"Ohhhh, I said we were going to have a talk about what you did, and you want to have that discussion now?"

Mikey nods with a chirp.

"Why?"

"Leo not angry a-affter talk. Mikey not bad af-fter talk. Talk good."

Leo nods.

"Okay," he says, pretending to understand exactly what Mikey's after. "Then let's talk."

He gets himself situated in a new position so he can face Mikey better.

"First off, this is going to be a discussion, not a lecture. That means I say some things, you say some things, we work it out. Okay?"

Mikey nods with a soft smile.

"Got it. Okay, I'll start. First off, I told you that you needed to stay home while we went on mission, and you did not. That was not cool of you, dude. Secondly, because you did that, bad stuff could have happened. You could have been seen, you could have gotten lost, or hurt, or someone might've taken you again --" Leo pauses, composing himself.

Tears are stinging the edges of his eyes, a lump forms in his throat. He inhales. He exhales. He continues.

"Thirdly, because I'm leader now, that means that I need you guys to listen to me. Because... because that shows trust. The fact that you didn't listen to me shows me that you don't trust me--"

"Nnngh! Ah! N-n-n-nnnno!" Mikey protests, the words coming out faster than he can get his vocal chords to work. "Mikey trust, Mikey love Leo!"

"I know you love me, that's why you came after us," Leo says, patting Mikey's hand gently, an attempt to calm him down. "That's why I'm not mad anymore. You were scared of being alone, I was scared of losing you. So... so we both were acting out of fear. So it's cool. But from now on, if I say that you need to listen to me, you need to listen to me. I'm the older brother, I know better. Even if only by a year. And... and you've been through a lot. More than you might realize, but... you need to trust us when we tell you what to do. We're trying to take care of you. That was another reason I got upset. You weren't letting us take care of you. We want you to get better. Um... okay, I think that's all I have to say for now... what about you? Anything to declare?"

Mikey thinks about it.

"Mmmmikey love Leo. Mikey not want to make Leo angry. Or sad."

Leo nods, looking anxious. He can guess what Mikey's going to say next.

"Leo sad. Mikey hear Leo talk, Dee talk, R-Raph-ph talk, C...C...Casey talk. Talk sad. Sad about Mikey."

Leo swallows. He knows Mikey heard them. But he's still nervous about the things he wants to ask about...

"Leo... how Mikey lost?"

What?

"Huh?" Leo asks. "What do you mean?"

Mikey curls his fingers as he tries to focus his words.

"L-Leo say Mikey lost. Leo say... 'no want lost ag-gain'."

Mikey looks up at Leo, searching his eyes.

"What Leo mean? How Mikey get lost?"

Leo opens and shuts his mouth, trying to find the words.

"Mikey....... I...... you --"

There's a shout from down the hall, and Casey suddenly bursts in.

"GUYSGUYSGUYS!!" he yells ecstatically. "The Baron is here!!"

"Baron -- you mean Barry?" Leo asks, astounded. "He's here? Now?"

"Apparently Donnie invited him over!"

Leo's face scrunches.

"Well, that's not a good sign. He must be having some kind of trouble with his experiments or --"

Leo stops himself before he can say too much.

"What do you mean, not great?!" Casey shouts, hands shaking with excitement. "THE BARON IS HERE! This dude was a LEGEND in the krang wars! Do you have any idea the mystic mayhem this guy caused?! I can't believe he's here!"

Casey runs back down the hall before Leo can say anything or ask anything.

"Okay. Great, uh... Mikey, can we continue this talk later?"

Mikey nods with a deep exhale.

When is he ever going to get an answer for this question? When will he ever know why he's so lost?

"Do you think you can meet Draxum?" Leo asks. pausing in the doorway.

Mikey doesn't know this name.

"W-who Dr-r-ra-ck-sum?"

Leo's eyebrows raise slightly. Apparently, Mikey must know this person well. But Leo smiles at him, trying to comfort him.

"Oh, don't worry, he's a friend. You kind of think of him as like a Dad."

"D-Dad? Like rat? L-like Spllinterrr?"

"Sorta. Come on, he's probably here to see how you're doing anyways," Leo says with a smile.

Mikey hops down from the table and follows Leo out on all fours.

In the main entrance stands a very odd man -- he smells of deep earth and damp stone, sheep wool, strange concoctions and spices, things that almost smell like the labs but more interesting in nature, and not quite so cold and metallic. He stands head and shoulders above everyone in the room, apart from Raphael, who is just a few inches taller. His clothes are different as well; he wears long robes of blue and white rather than the black wraps and masks his brothers have, or the t-shirts and pants that the humans typically have.

Something about him makes Mikey a tad bit uneasy... maybe it's the way he smells familiar to the lab. But the presence of another adult is reassuring; and Mikey can smell that this adult is very coolheaded and logical. He smells kind of like Donnie in that way...

Speaking of which, he and Donnie are talking quietly. Draxum places several boxes of supplies into Donnie's arms before turning to see the two latecomers.

Draxum's eyes grow at Mikey's appearance in the room. He scans him up and down before taking a breath and walking forwards.

"So. Michelangelo..." he says, his voice low and gruff.

The voice makes Mikey uneasy, it sounds mean. It sounds angry.

But his expression isn't angry, it isn't mean. It's kind, caring, worried.

Draxum kneels down and extends his hands for Mikey to inspect.

"My dear child... you've grown, more than I expected. But it is still you. I can still see you in there..."

Mikey wonders what he means by that. He sniffs Draxum's fingers.

He smells trustworthy.

Mikey hops forward slightly and rubs his head against the sheep man's chest with a purr.

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"So, what is this goop?" Leo asks, poking his fingers into the bright pink and purple slime.

Draxum slaps his hand away.

"It is a special memory-enhancing potion," he explains as he continues to mix formulas and ingredients together. "It's typically used for amnesia spells, but can be used for medicinal purposes as well."

Mikey leans over the table and sniffs the goo. It's gelatinous, slimy, mostly odorless apart from the gentle whiff of lavender he can get from it. Draxum shoos him away from it, but much more gently than he had with Leo.

And Raph.

Raph may or may not have tried to eat the goo.

"Really? Cuz' it looks like the homemade slime crafts Mikey concocted last year," Leo jokes. "When do you put in the beads and pearls?"

Draxum rolls his eyes.

"Very funny."

Mikey watches with curiosity as Draxum mixes several glittering herbs in a ceramic bowl before dumping them in the ooze as well. Mikey scoots closer, watching as the sheep Yokai digs his knuckles into the compound and kneads it like dough. Once he sees Mikey practically leaning into the bowl to watch, he clears his throat, causing Mikey to jump and lean away, smiling nervously.

Draxum's serious expression softens.

"Would you like to help?"

Mikey's smile goes past his cheeks, his eyes brighten and sparkle.

"Just curl your hands like so," Draxum instructs, taking Michelangelo's hands in his and gently pressing the fingers down to coach the pressure, the pattern, and the direction to push down in.

"Hey, how come he can play with the slime but I can't?" Leo complains.

"If you'd like to help, you may," Draxum replies dryly.

"Wait, for real?" Leo perks up and jumps over by Mikey. "Cool! Let's play with some slime, brother of mine!"

"You are not playing, you are making a mystical salve that will manipulate the brain," Draxum retorts. "So be very gentle, and follow Michelangelo's lead. He seems to know what he's doing."

Mikey smirks at Leo.

Finally, something Mikey apparently knows. Something he isn't lost with.

"Might as well get your other brothers in here, too," Draxum says under his breath.

In a few minutes, all four of the boys are kneading the slime and mixing it together. Donnie refuses to touch the sludge, opting instead to help prepare the other ingredients beforehand with Draxum and then add them into the mix.

"So, will all of us helpin' together make the potion stronger?" Raph asks, folding his portion of the slime. "Like, with the power of friendship or love or something?"

"Theoretically," Draxum says, reading over the recipe scroll he brought with him. "It may enhance it. It's not exactly proven, but it's not disproven either. Most people say the potion works better when loved ones help make it, but that could be superstition or wishful thinking. Then again, perhaps with your mystic abilities, you may be able to actually create a special magic of your own to it by helping."

"For real?!" Leo asks, excitedly.

Draxum shrugs.

"Or not. Who knows."

"Give a straight answer Draxum, please," Leo gripes.

"So, does Mikey have to eat this?" Raph questions. He must be hungry.

"Blegh," Mikey says, sticking out his tongue.

"No, he doesn't eat it," Draxum says, his tone aggravated by such a ridiculous question. "It's a salve, for the hundredth time. You rub it on his head."

"Like shampoo?"

"...Sure. Like shampoo."

Draxum rolls his eyes again and sighs, handing a bottle of clear liquid to Donatello, who walks over and pours it into the mix.

Mikey smiles brightly. He is having fun. He knows this shouldn't be fun, at least in Draxum's eyes, but it is! He's happy to do stuff with his brothers.

Draxum inspects the mushy mess and nods.

"I believe it is finished," he states. "Michelangelo, please sit on the chair."

Don't do it, Instinct whispers. This is what the evil humans would do. The evil humans would make you sit in a chair while they do things to you. Don't trust him.

Mikey ignores the voice. His brothers are in the room. He trusts them...

'The fact that you didn't listen to me shows me that you don't trust me.'

...Mikey trusts them.

He hops onto the stool, his legs and tail swinging back and forth as he watches Draxum scoop out a small portion of the goop and start massaging Mikey's head with it.

Huh. That was not what he was expecting to happen...

But it feels nice. Really nice. Mikey's eyes slip shut as he takes in the gentle rubbing and physiotherapy.

It's calming.

Very calming...

He starts to get a little sleepy...

"So, Draxum," Leo says, breaking the silence as he leans against a wall. "How long is this supposed to take--"

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Mikey sits cross legged in front of the screen, eyes wide as he listens to the speech Jupiter Jim is giving. He’s the only one left awake. Raph, Leo, and Donnie have already passed out on each other and Splinter was asleep a long time before that.

“If you always put yourself before others, one day you'll look behind and see that you're all alone."

He takes those words in and toys with them in his 7 year old brain. He looks back and stares at Raph, making his mind up before crawling over and laying across him to join in the pile. Raph curls around him more before Mikey falls asleep.

The next day, his brothers notice something.

Mikey refuses to let Raph walk in front of him.

No matter what they’re doing, Mikey rushes to keep Raph behind him. As the self designated leader, Raph normally takes the front to make sure everything is okay before his brothers get into it. It causes a problem if Mikey is doing it. Raph needs to protect all his little brothers. Especially him.

So, he takes Mikey to the side one day while Leo and Donnie are busy playing a game about reading each other’s minds.

“Hey, Mikey….Raph has a question.” He starts.

Mikey smiles up at him.

“What question, Raphie?”

“Why do you keep walking in front of me?”

Mikey looks down, playing with his hands.

“Um…..Jupiter Jim said….if you put yourself in front of people…you’ll be alone.”

Raph blinks in confusion.

“You want to be alone?”

Mikey shakes his head no very quickly and looks back at him.

“You always go first! I don’t want you to be alone!”

Ohhhhhhh.

Raph can’t help but smile widely, tail wagging. He hugs Mikey tight.

“Goofball, he didn’t mean it actually happening! It’s like uh….it means something else. Like when dad says we’re making him go gray when he’s already all gray.”

Mikey hugs tightly back.

“Oh! Good! Cause I wanna be able to go on your back for rides.”

Raph let’s go and turns around, bending his knees a bit.

Mikey happily hops on, giggling.

Raph puts his arms under Mikey’s legs and giggles too as he runs off with him.

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"-- take before the memory stuff kicks in?"

"Not long," Draxum replies. "But we can't rush this. It's a healing process, and healing takes time."

"Okay, I hear you, but like how much time are we talking here?"

"Why, are you in a hurry?" Draxum retorts, his frustration with Leo's impatience and impertinence coming out.

Leo sighs.

"I just want Mikey to be okay."

"The process could take any amount of time," Draxum says drearily, still massaging Mikey's head as he rubs in the mystic ointment. "It mostly depends on how much he has forgotten, and how injured his hippocampus is."

"There is some light scarring," Donnie informs. "And... he didn't know our names. He didn't recognize Casey or April. I think he barely recognized Papa..."

"Hmm. Then it may take quite a while, even up to several months. But the salve will accomplish its task eventually. It will stimulate the hippocampus and heal the brain in any injured areas. Michelangelo may have odd reactions, so be aware of that."

"Odd?" Leo asks. "Odd like... like, how?"

"He may stare off into space at random intervals. Dissociate. Have emotional outbursts that seem out of place, etc. He will be coming to terms with the memories that come out of nowhere to him, and they may overwhelm him. He may act a bit confused at odd times as well, but that's just because from his perspective, he was in another time and place."

"Okay, that doesn't sound too daunting," Leo says, lying through his teeth.

"And what do we do with the rest of this gook?" Raph asks, lifting the bowl up.

Draxum cleans his hands and leaves Mikey on the chair, dozing just a bit. That massage was a lot more therapeutic and relaxing than Draxum probably meant for it to be...

"I'm writing down instructions on how to use it so you don't accidentally ruin all this hard work," Draxum states, as he begins scribbling down on a piece of paper. "Be gentle, rub around the top of the head and nape of the neck. Use it sparingly."

"Why? Is it a rare potion?" Raph asks.

"No, it's quite easy to make. But in large quantities, it can overstimulate the brain and overwhelm a person with memories. You don't want that happening."

"Overwhelm?"

"Think of it like... you are watching your father's cheesy action films," Draxum tries. "You can focus on the one screen, playing at a decent volume, not too bright. You can understand that, you can enjoy it properly, it doesn't hurt you. But if you turn the volume up to max and make it as blinding as the sun, and then add seven more screens with seven different films that are also at max volume and brightness --"

"Yeesh," Raph says, cringing. "Okay, we get it. Bad idea. Don't use too much memory sauce. Got it."

"The best time to do this would be right before he goes to bed," Draxum contemplates, taking the bowl from Raph and pouring the 'memory sauce' into a large jar. "He won't be moving around as much, won't be distracted, and can have his mind clear. The memories will mostly come up during his sleep, so the symptoms might not be as severe either."

"Sounds like a plan!" Leo says. "Bedtime massages for Mikey with the memory-healing slime. Easy-peasy. How hard can it be?"

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[eyeless-jeff666]

Good Morning

Jeanist, Endeavor, and Hawks being in love af having a soft morning routine moment :) My contribution to pridemonth lol fluff, minimal angst, but mostly fluff, Wordcount: 1187

Soft rays of sunshine shone through the window, tickling Tsunagu awake. He yawned, tired confusion overcoming him as he wasn’t able to move and stretch; sleep paralysis? No, that wouldn’t feel as warm and safe as this did. It took him a moment to convince himself to open his eyes, only to be reminded that he was merely intertwined in a tight and comfortable embrace with two of his lovers. Elegantly, he fought himself free, pausing as Keigo stirred; he looked too fragile and vulnerable without his wings, and even though the war was over now, Tsnuagu couldn’t help but feel a jab in his heart seeing the young hero like this. He pressed a soft kiss on his temple, whispering:

“Stay asleep, birdie, I’m just going to the bathroom.”

The other seemed to have heard, returning to peaceful snoring, snuggling up tighter to Enji now that his previous source of warmth was missing. Seeing them together was wonderful, calming, and reassuring. Like waking up from the bad nightmare those past months had been all over again. It had been a nice night, one of the nicest Tsunagu had had outside those with his husband. The three of them had been out for dinner, even gotten it for free albeit not without leaving a generous tip still. They’d spent quite some time just enjoying their food and talking about sweet trifles before going to Keigo’s home. For no other reason than it being closest and with the mood they’d all been in, that was all that mattered. And after? Sex so soft it almost seemed impossible. Caring and tender and it was especially surprising how gentle Enji could be if he just wanted to.

He took a shower, careful around some still not fully healed wounds, and traced his scars absentmindedly. They didn’t hurt anymore and didn’t evoke any bad feelings. All his lovers had made sure of that with kisses and praises. It was nice to have one less thing to talk about in therapy, when there was already way too much on his mind to ever work through in a lifetime.

The door opened with a click, a smaller figure walking in to make use of the sink. Tsunagu turned off the waterr and stepped out to reach for a towel:

“I didn’t mean to wake you.”

Keigo yawned, shaking his head as he reached for his toothbrush:

“You didn’t. Enji almost squished me.”

The two of them laughed for a moment and Tsu leaned against the sink; the younger one looked cute, with his messy hair and sleep still in the corners of his eyes. It was rare that he could appreciate messiness, but knowing it stemmed from a nice night and a peaceful, undisturbed sleep made it quite beautiful somehow. Maybe seeing a young broken soul like him smile genuinely also played a part in it.

“You’re wonderful.”

Keigo stopped at this, spitting out the toothpaste and rinsed his mouth. Something gleamed in his eyes, something Tsu couldn’t quite determine:

“I’m not even a hero anymore without my wings.”

There was more than sadness. Fear. Uncertainty. The emotion of a child who was never taught more than to function. But that was nonsense. Hawks, Keigo Takami, was much more than just a quirk to use. He had feelings. Trauma. Pain. He was a shining example of how heroes and villains were made from the same wood. But there was so much genuine love inside him, so much love he had never been able to share, and so much he had never been able to receive. Tsunagu cupped his cheek, his thumb softly brushing over it in a tender motion:

“You are more than your wings, birdie.  You are genuinely good, and you did all you could. And it’s more than anyone could ever have the right to ask of you. You don’t need wings to be a hero and you don’t need a hero to be worth something.”

The world was terrible for requiring something like this to even be spoken, but it seemed to have the desired effect. Keigo relaxed, melting into the touch, and his smile returned:

“You’re right. It’s just hard to remember.”

“I know. But you will get there, I’m sure.”

The other huffed out a small laugh, looking quite shy as he rubbed his neck:

“Thanks… means a lot.”

Tsunagu nodded, pressing a soft kiss on his lips, just a moment before the door opened once more and Enji walked in; looking tired and speaking with a groggy morning voice:

“Continuing without me? Rude.”

He complained, pressing a kiss to either one’s cheek before grabbing his own toothbrush, his hair styling consisting of briefly ruffling it. The two turned towards him with a small smirk on their faces:

“Good morning to you too, Enji.”

Hawks said, but Tsu just gazed at the man. He was so tall, so broad, so roughed up from everything. He’d done the worst thing imaginable to his family, and that was of course unforgivable. If you didn’t know who he was, you’d easily think he was a gangster just from his facial expression. And yet, barely anyone had ever been as gentle to him as Enji had been last night.

And that’s exactly why he received a proper kiss from the blonde, his scar briefly caressed and the toothpaste still around his lips ignored:

“You better tell your husband good morning properly, mister.”

“Mphf. You haven’t told yours good morning OR good night after leaving him all alone.”

“Wrong I texted him. Plus he invited his teammates over, he sure isn’t alone.”

Keigo choked back a laugh, humming content as Enji nuzzled his nose against his and muttered a pouty yet sweet good morning. It was quite nice to watch two people so in love and treating each other so gently. As they did their little ritual, Tsu grabbed the hairdryer, only minimally disturbing the two as he dried his hair. It didn’t take long to dry, it never did, and he had to admit he looked quite pretty in the mirror as some strands fell into his face.

“Can I use your hairspray?”

The looks that landed on him felt so judging that he couldn’t help but laugh; genuinely like he had rare chances to in the past months. Freezing as he felt a hand in his hair, fingers moving at a slow pace that sent shivers down his spine and made him melt into a puddle on the floor:

“En..”

“Shush. Keigo likes it I thought maybe you might too. Your hair is too pretty to make it untouchable all the time.”

“You’re smiling.”

It was a simple statement, though one that made the Number 1 raise a hand to cover his face; he had been smiling indeed but hated to admit it.

“It’s beautiful don’t hide it.”

Keigo was just silently observing, so many things inside him healing at once. It was strange still to be in such a loving environment, but he was getting used to it.

And he wouldn’t give it up again for anything in the world.

[cowplant-snacks]

Simblr Appreciation

Thank you @thebramblewood for tagging me!

I adore your blog so it’s a big honor to be tagged by you. Also, sorry this took me so long to respond.💕

Anywho, here are some simblrs that have inspired me this year @fizzytoo @apricote @plumdale @orphyd @whyeverr @simadelics @sonicblooms @gerbits @windslar @radioactivespacebug @diwns @rainymoodlet @biffybobs @surely-sims @tau1tvec @irrewilderer @sweetbeagaming @simmireen (your poses make my brain so happy) @thaplumbob @primdaisy @goldenhour-s @peonypyxels @badwoohoo @strawberry-nia @notelizapancakes @come-hell-or-high-waterr @oatberrytea @fallstaticexit @its-opheliasgarden @pigeonpine @marmidas @deathbypufferfish @ladychaos @simphic @xldkx @forest-void @squea @mwvwv-sims @neishroom @wooldawn @mandy-sims @cowplant-pizza @bobnewbie @pxltown @noeyinthemist @kazroze and @opia-oh. Thank you for making and sharing your creations!

I am sure there are folks that I missed, so please forgive me for that!

ps. I tagged way more that 5-7, oops but not oops. <3

[scr1bbler-dribbl3r]

I made Kinito Surfiingg! Cus he literally Loves to surf in the game lmao sooo i gave him waterr so he could do hes fav hobby! This took an literal hour to make and also whit a gaw damn Crappy Fake apple pencil

[lanternlightss]

Ello. Siren ven in the water again :] bard is also here this time

SIREN VEN IN THE WATERR

AWAA THIS IS SO !!!! HOW VEN IS CURLED AROUND BARD !!! he is safe Right Here, by me, and you are Not going to get to him. leave. ohhh and how the bard is leaned against them, how ven’s hair falls over his ,,, aough ,, poor bard too :( he looks so miserable, water drenching him and clutching chest ….

love love love love how intimidating ven is here omg. the way they’re emerging from the water ?? the death stare ??? just love how portrayed that protectiveness, that care, they are going to lunge at you !! prepared to do anything for this bard … and this is their environment :)

[deepwithintheabyss]

📚 for the ask game

📚 ⇢ what's the last thing you wrote down in your notes app? 

kjsajkd okay so this was me taking really fast (and tired) notes after I woke up from my dream, it took me a bit to remember, I'm... yeah you're getting the typo version good luck understanding

warning death and gore

Strats out dnd character forcing me to ne more bold, on a ship Search for my friend a boy i am me and other dude? Find kid almost walls intk water, does fall into waterr Convinced the captain is a good guy Thre, kids gets dragged by him? To a platform Smth left to die but i make my way tbdre, so he threateens to throw out thr key? For hero trainif? Kid is in it amd it costw money Foght I stab and hit organ Ruptures Kid has to cut out fuys tongue less her choke on it and bust an eye to relieve pressure in the brain (he's still gonna die, even if we'd call the emergency services which we didn't`? Or couldn't wt Ith u know water etc.)

Typed this all out btw

Ask Game

Translation under the cut, for those who don't want to figure it out (I do not think this will make it more clear)

Okay so the dream started with a dnd session where @themandylion (hi you starred in my dream) revealed that we got premade characters assigned from them. Mine was a very bold personality thing drag queen think showmanship etc. to kinda force me (as in real me) to come more out of my shell, very glittery etc.

At the time I wasn't yet aware that this would play on a ship though that became quickly apparent in later scenes, anyway. So I get this character, and I play this character, so my dream pov character is her.

Our, or at least my mission, was to find a guy (Idk if I forgot them or never had them), he was like an important figure etc. so I basically got a cinematic shot of this dude, sitting in the cafeteria I guess? At a table??

Then, we switched to him, standing at a railing and talking to like a child he's friends with, not his child though, anyway they are like talking about games to play, which games they can't play etc. strategy games and more, this weird blend of real me and the dnd character walk up listen in and then like start talking as well about games and how they are sites to pirate?? or how I could let him play some games so he can figure out what he likes?? (unclear)

In there somewhere at some point the guy also made a comment about how, the kid does not have to worry if he ever falls into water because he fully believes that the captain will stop the ship to get him (I also got some intrusive thoughts in the dream, child hitting the ship and dying, the strong waves of the boat propelling it so far away, the turbine)

Then Dnd character vanishes from dream, the guy is the sole pov character now no weird switching, he almost walks into the water? at the front/falls of the railing? but then doesn't, but the kid does.

And so he jumps in after I think, and then there was a lot of swimming, at some point the Captain is also int he water and he grabs the kid and swims for thirty miles, at least that's the number i first got, but no it was less than that as we later learned, he drags the kid to a platform in the middle of the ocean, just floating there? (I've been following him the entire time) With the intention to just leave him there????

But because I make my way there those plans are kinda foiled, so he threatens to throw out a key/acceptance letter?? for hero training, which is like very expensive, and obv the family can't pay for it again.

So we fight, get swords at some point and we fight, and I hit him, I stab him in the stomach/torso, an organ ruptures etc. he's dying.

And then?? His tongue is swelling so the kid decides to cut it out so he doesn't choke on it, very bloody etc. and then has to burst an eye to relieve pressure on his brain. I am thinking of calling an ambulance but don't, because they won't get here in time etc? but I think also something about him not being safed??? idk. and yeah

We are aware that he's about to die but maybe the kid had hope he survived?? I'm not entirely sure

I think the dream def lost a lot of coherence the more i was to waking up.

Man recently a lot of my dreams have been wild and gory, I didn't use to kill people in my dreams!! Till that Vampire one that was a first!! Why is this the new norm brain!! (it isn't)

[hatratlol]

Some ppl asked for tips so here are some lolzies (also please remember that genetics are different for everyone and these might not work for you.)

1- If I’m hungry, I have a few ways of coping.

-drink water

-eat ice with lemon juice squeezed ontop

-drink a sugar free monster (10 cals but still better than solid food)

-go on a bike ride and blast music

-sleep

2- if you’ve been fasting for enough time to go into ketosis at all, don’t beat yourself up over not being able to keep going. Ketosis for even a small amount of time is good 😊

3-swimming burns soooo many calories, im not in season right now so i haven’t been doing it this time but when i was in season i was burning thousands of cals every day and losing a ton of weight.

4-WATERR. A lot of people think half a gallon is enough but its not, your body needs 1oz for every 2lbs of weight, and thats only if you arent working out. I personally drink 2 gallons of water most days. (Even better if its ice water bc that boosts your metabolism.)

5-high protein is a must. If you arent getting protein your muscle will basically dissolve, and you’ll end up all saggy lmao. Even if its just some eggs or a protein shake, you need protein.

6-remember that you need to work yourself up to doing long fasts. Dont just go from eating 3 meals a day to not eating for 5 days. Thats just making it harder on yourself. I recommend doing a few liquid fasts before doing that same length of fast with just water. You need to give your stomach time to shrink lolz.

Hope these help someone :) Stay safe!

[sensationalstardust]

HELLO, MY GLORIOUS AND BELOVED CAS!!!

I have traveled across the vast lands of Tumblr, swam through a sea of tags, and climbed the mountain of notifs, JUST to drop by and ask… HOW ARE YOU, MY DEAREST???

Has the world treated you with all the joy and sparkle you so DESERVE? Or must I assemble the squad of comforting fic recs for you??

Stay fabulous and loved, ok? AND DRINK WATERR

AHHHHH HELLO LOVELY ASTONISHING IVY

you have travelled so far!! i am doing quite well, things are very good at the moment! (but i think i am always in need of a few fic recs 😉)

you also stay fabulous and loved!!

Andddddd i’m going to go drink some water

love ya <3

[wabatle]

HEY BESTIE YOU KNOW I WAS COMING

sososo obvi bllk and you obvi alrdy know i am a girl and would like to be matched up w i boy (honestly what girl from bllk would youmatch me up with anyway💀.. egos assistant??)

for personality

i am a weirdo uhh my friends call me an anime nerd but i dont think in that much of one??

i am VERY sarcastic, savage, and snarky

traits are (plz dont take this as like bragging or anthying just being honest) humorous, uhh VERY soft hearted, kind of a pushover but i used to be a rlly big push over, in ambiverted but at first you would prolly think im introverted, oh im also kinda teasing and in very emotional i will cry if watching a sad movie and i get frustrated easily whicheventually makes me cry(crybaby ik)

oh another thing abt me is that im not rlly good at like expressing my emotions like thro words and sometimes in my face like sometimes i see like scenery for egi probably think it’s really pretty and like stunning and beautiful but like if you ask me what i think id prolly just say “oh its nice” like do yknow what i mean?? Same with my face like i always have a straight face unless in rlly happy that day and the only time ill like actually express my emotions is if youre talking to me or make me laugh

dam that was a lot

un ok for hobbies voice acting, gaming, watching anime, listening to music, writing, editing

kinda semi hobbies thati like but dont rlly do that much are baking and dancing

Things that make me feel negative? Hmmm not entirely sure what you mean by that but… i tii hi ink just negative stuff in general like i HATE movies or shows with sad endings they make me so sad and theres jo feeling of satisfaction at the end :((

Things that make me positive? Well it makes me rlly happy when i make other laugh or when ppl approach me or pop in my inbox like what im bot the one starting a convo fir once?? CRaZY

Someone i dint wanna be matched up with… hmm uhh well any of the side chars like the bald monk💀💀💀 i forgot if you even write for them but also others liek naruhaya and giganaru OH i dint wanna be match up with barou either

Idrc if you post this answering my ask or tagging but sometimes i like to read over my ask when someone answers it so actually could youanswer with my ask

OKAY THANKS POOKIE ❤️❤️❤️ DRINK WATERR

𓆩⚝𓆪 — @stellas-starry-stories13's Blue Lock Matchup~!

𓆩⚝𓆪 — A/N: It might be because you're biased and I'm biased but now I genuinely think you and this person are soulmates. ❤️ Ngl we're actually really similar lmaooaoaoao anyways enough of my yapping!!

𓆩⚝𓆪 — I think your Blue Lock soulmate is...

𓆩⚝𓆪 — Chigiri Hyoma!

I read the part where you said you were sarcastic, savage, snarky, and sassy and immediately said, "Chigiri."

You two are such a duo ngl. Like genuinely you guys are perfect for each other. Such a sassy couple like omg.....

The teasing is real. You probably tease each other so much like help.

Chigiri also isn't that great with expressing his feelings, so you both can help each other on that front. If, like in the example you gave me, you say a view is nice and he can tell you're not saying what you're thinking, he'll ask you, "what are you really thinking about?"

He'll def laugh at you if you're crying about a movie 💀. I'm sorry but he would.

He's pretty good at noticing when you're getting stressed or frustrated, so he'll remind you to take a break and watch something with him.

You definitely pick anime to watch together and watch at least one episode every time you see each other.

Similar to when people come into your inbox, Chigiri texts you every day, whether to ask you something or talk to you about stupid things.

It doesn't take him long to laugh at your jokes. Someone else said the same joke as you and he's just (ㆆ_ㆆ), but you say it and he's giggling.

I think he would like to take you to an arcade for dates. I mean, he's pretty much down for doing whatever you like as long as he can enjoy it too.

I hope you liked it! Thanks for the req Stella my pookie bear!!! 😍😍😍

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

Hello thereee wanted to share a thought with you, It's definitely not an imply or anything like that just wanted to kinda discuss (?) This idea with ya because i simply adore your brain I'm sorry 😔💞💓

So in the roommates series:

Since she has been through a lot plus now Ghost is more protective and worried over her... Would he ever consider adoption a dog (Maybe a K-9, could even be Riley's itself) for it to protect her (for her to not to stay alone in the flat) and help him worrying less about her condition in the flat?

(I know that Riley is actually from The Ghosts but we saw him in the mw3 too! Just wanted to hear your thoughts on thiss at the end)

Love you sm my deareestt hope you have a good day (or night or morning 🤭) never forget to take care for yourself and drink waterr 💓💞💗❤️‍🔥

Hi love! I hope you have a good day too

I think it really depends! Obviously the healing process is not linear and is very long so I think he’d definitely consider it if you expressed it would make you feel better to get a dog.

However, if not I think he’d go more on the route of teaching you self defense (more patiently this time). He’d of course teach you how to shoot a gun, how to fight off someone if it comes down to it. I think he’d also set up an escape route for you where you’d both come up with where you’d go if something happened and how to get into contact with him.

He’d certainly take a lot of precautions, especially with your new place of living as well.

If you wanted a dog though, he’d get a dog and make sure it got the proper training to keep you safe

[teddybeartoji]

also HIIII MICKEY HAIIIII

i hope youre well hun (remember to stay hydrated <3)

GRAY MY BABY MY LOVEEE!!!!!! WAHHH I'VE MISSED TALKING TO YOU SM I HOPE YOU'RE DOING GOOD<33333 I AM VEEERY VERY HYDRATED I LOVE WATERR but hhhhhhhhh it does seem that i am getting a little sick rn so i just made myself a cup of tea too and i am wholeheartedly hoping that it will. Fix me lmao

WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO THOUGHH TELL ME EVERYTHINGG!!!! HOW ARE YOU DOINGG HAVE YOU BEEN EATING AND DRINKING AND SLEEPING AND TAKING CARE OF YOURSELFF???!?!??? ANYWAY EEEEEE ILYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

[mikobeautifulheart]

Omgg love, im the anon who requested for the gojo, getou, nanami, toji, choso, sukuna ficss, i honestly didnt expect you to respond with soo many postss sorry if thats a lil too muchh. 😭 😭

Jus know that a random anon really appreciates your work. Sending you hugs and kisses xoxo. (Also if ur okay with emoji anons, can i be 🐌?)

Ps: drink waterr

I actually really love request so I was so excited to do yours! I'm glad that you liked my work and all the love ur giving me.

I've literally never heard of emoji anons but correcty me if I'm wrong. AS AND EDUCATED GUESS ig u wanna be referred to as 🐌?? Like 🐌 being ur name while being an anon??? Idk somebody help me out here.

Idk I think I'd be cool anywaysno matter what it is...WHEN I FIGURE IT OUT I'LL TELL YOU.

Anyways love ur request, I eat them for meals. Pleaseeeeee send me moreeeeee.

[angryborzois]

TR characters as my friend's impressions of them

(I asked my friend who doesn't watch TR about the characters and here's what I got)

Izana: "I like cookies, OIGAGH" He's like a baker

Sanzu: "I act like I eat human flesh, but I like strawberry pure"

Shinichiro: coughs "I'm kinda hard-core. I like online shopping and girls who like hello kitty" has cardiac arrest

Bonten Rindo: "I like grapes and whatnot. My favorite books are nonfiction cause I'm about that kifw" British accent

Kisaki: metal noises

Hakkai: "I hide teddy bears under my bed and cuddle them, hoping one will take me away from this cursed reality. I also occasionally bake blueberry muffins because the smell makes me happy" snifflez

Bonten Ran: "I play girls because I'm lonely and I secretly like this one quiet girl, but she insulted me and my feelings are hurt. She said I look like a skunk, mummy said to ignore her" Australian accent

Kokonoi: aggressive hissing

Takemichi: "I watch turbo nonstop and I like eating SpongeBob ice cream"

Kazutora: "I can't see anything. W-.. where-where am I goi-" *falls off a cliff*

Hina: "I like collecting shells and eating pink muffins. I like chewing warm clothes and watching hello kitty" trips

Draken: "I run a business that screws over thousands of people. I'm also affected to my little pony"

Smiley: "H-H.." chokes on spit and coughs uncontrollably. "AHAUGGHE..HHHHGH..Hi"

Wakasa: "I was trying to pick up some corn I found laying in an abandoned field and all of a sudden, I hear a screech and a little boy screaming to his mom: "MUMMY, A ZEBRA". I have never wanted to hurt anyone as much as I did at that moment. Then I cried"

Mikey: "I've spent millions of dollars investing into the most chemically fatal gel to keep my hair like this" crusty comb

Atsushi: "I conjured up the power of the gods and defied the laws of physics. I AM gravity"

Angry: "I like waterr. I am waterr. I have an unquenchable thirst that haunts me every hour and I must bathe in the liquid smooth substance or else I will fade from existence"

[gettinshiggywithit]

Day-06

!Candy shopping with izuku!

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Scenario:- just you izu and a little candy shopping outting!

Pairing:- izuku midoriya x gn!reader

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The two of you were assigned candy shopping duty and honestly izuku was soo dam preparedd :’)

Like he had a little notebook with all the best candy options to pick from

He’d listed down their best characteristics searched which were most popular and everything!

You’d planned on staying in the store for at least fourty five to fifty minutes but at this rate y’all would be done in five minutes :’)

You really wanted to spend some time with him because it was your first Halloween together as like,a couple

And unbenownst to you he did too and he REALLY regretted makin his list now....

But he was determined to extend your outting as much as possible!

Eventually after walkin in the chilly air(hand in hand might i add!) you were finally there

You looked at the shelves of different types of candy and your mouth began to waterr

But you were on a mission! You hadd to concentrate!

So you pulled out izu’s list( which he had given to you for safe keeping((he honestly wished you’d have lost it..)))

“Okay,” you said “firstt jelly beans!”

He nodded and pulled you towards the racks of coloured beans and a sales employee was soon with you as well

“Hello, how can i help you?”

“Um whats youre most popular jellybean this season please?”

At this you looked to izuku completely confused

He had clearly written “blue rasberry,cherry and party mix” under jelly beans in his list

And while the lady went to collect a few samples of their seasonal best sellers you tapped izukus shoulder and pointed at the list

To which he just laughed and shrugged

“well I mean those were just the ones the internet recommended! Maybe there are better ones we’ll be missing out on if we dont try em!”

“Yh i guess you’re right ‘zu.” You said with a smile before leaning in to give him a little peck on the cheek.

This made him blush a dusty pink and when the clerk came back he as still pink

You tasted the samples and surely enough found some that were scary-good that werent on his list

You bought a whole bunch and also the ones he’d had listed and then moved on to the next item of candy on his list

And again he asked what the seasonal best were,sure you bought the ones hed listed but he always asked....

You were seeing a pattern

WAS HE TRYING TO EXTEND YOUR OUTING???

You had no idea but you honestly werent gonna complain

He wanted to stay longer?well so did you

It worked perfectly

And sure enough it took you nearly TWO hours and you could have sworn you had tried almost everything in the storee (x_x)

Of course when you went to check out,the bill was um... veryy long

But thats okay! ‘Cos you had been given an unlimited budget courtesy of shoto’s (*cough cough endevour’s*) credit card!

As you left the store,backpacks and hands full of candy bags,you both looked down at your huge haul

“You think we overdid it?” Izuku asked

“Nahh bakugou said he wanted our class to be the best this halloween and how would we be the best if we didnt have the best candy and a lot of it too! ”

“I guess youre right...”

“Also um i know what you were doin in there”you said

Which caught him off guard

“You-uh you do???”

“Yeah...Thank You I had fun getting a sugar high and future stomach ache with you Izuku Midoriya “

And with that you leaned in and pressed a little kiss to his lips”

It was a little awkward because the bags in your hands were clashing with the ones in his.

But it was still sweet and the moment still had the two of you blushing

After that you walked home talking about all the candy you’d tried and which ones yours friends would and wouldnt be too fond of

Did you take wayyy longer than you were supposed to?

Yes

Were either of you complaining?

Hell no!

It was a fun day out

And you were ,without a doubt,gonna remember it for a long time.

Your stomachs would undoubtably be givin you painful reminders for the next few hours if not days

“WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL?!” Were the first words out of bakugou’s mouth when he first saw you and your loads

Kami,mina,sero and kiri were OVERJOYED and ever ready to go into sugar comas

But bakugou (the responsible little bestie he is{?}) hid everything until the big night

They did however find it and by halloween a good quarter was gone....

~THE END~😭

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please dont repost my work here as your own on any platform all rights belong to me except that of the mha characters used,their right belong to their respective owners.but this story? mine.

feedback,likes,reblogs and comments are so very appreciated tbh :’)i hope you enjoyed and ill catch ya next time!