#ALSO IM SHY AS HELL
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opened my dms again.. but still dunno how to talk to ppl... im so bad at this uweh
#pupper rambles#its not just the awkwardness coz i lowkey dunno how to talk to ppl#its also the fact ive never ever sexted anyone or done anythin of the sort like im so fuckin clueless on what to do#ppl come into my dms w expectations and i have No Idea how to react idk what u do in these situations!!!!#i wanna see ur dick! no i wont show myself! idk!?#ueueueueueue someone teach this dumb puppy#if u ask me what i want i wont know!!! idk!!! ive never done dis before!!!!#im too autistic for this yall i need clear directions and choices#and u need to explain what happens based on those choices otherwise ill be too scared to choose#ALSO IM SHY AS HELL#I CANT TELL U ANYTHIN THATS EMBARRASSING#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ANYTHIN LIKE THIS#ueueeueuueueueueueue
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I love the way you draw lex so bad. do u have any lex headcanons question mark….
THANK YOU THATS SO SWEET!! Yes I have one Lex headcanon: he is my best friend forever and ever
#dc#lex luthor#edward nygma#the riddler#the joker#lexjokes#my drawings are too unserious for me to have genuine headcanons about him im sorry#i draw him huge though like 6'6 big#but ive only drawn him beside other people who are relatively tall so#MY MORTAL KOMBAT DESIGNS LIKE. everyones heights are so varied but most of my dc designs are tall 👎#will draw him beside harley or something for The People#anyway joker treats him like theyve been married ten years#lex is expected to love anything joker loves and hate anything joker hates (this varies wildly from day to day)#(lex has to guess what is what its hell)#the stepson in question is the roddler#jokers life is one big game of playing house and lex unfortunately landed the dad role. to me#now hes stuck with that forever#dcau lex luthor my role model my idol my most trusted ...#also he would be a good cook. im right#hes thirty five. i do not know that man#joker#riddler#ethical billionaire#fanart#shire art#shire's got mail!#still kinda like the slightest bit shy about my dc doodles so these asks are always so cute
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Not me debating writing an Aventio fic based on a book I really loved... urgh-
I got Aven recently and just finished his arc in Penacony and I am incredibly bored! I wanna write while I have the energy...
Lemme know if I should :p
Basic premise is its based on a book called Written In Red, which I feel absolutely fits Aventurine??? Look at the book first, give it a read, and tell me the main character doesn't remind you of him. I will go feral.
Anyways if you don't, the premise of the book is that the main character, a blood prophet who is also a slave, escapes and runs away from captivity to a town in order to hide and live amongst sentient predators called "Others", basically ancient as fuck monsters that can swap between animal and human forms. Others actually do prey on humans, but it's modern times and they have a begrudging agreement to coexist with humans because they make decent stuff that the Others can't create. The main character ends up living among them and figures out herself, while also teaching the Others some new things. It's actually a nice book in my opinion.
I'd have to reread the book but yeah. That would be the very basic idea. I already have a character list of who is who lmao.
I wouldn't make it a carbon copy of the book though, not with the characters I have in mind, but it would be a similar plot at least. Consider giant wolf Ratio, everybody, that's all I'm giving you.
So...
EDIT: Holy crap that's like 50 people and it hasn't even been a day-
Here you go ya feral bastards jesus-
Warnings for gore, violence, blood, people get torn apart and eaten you have been warned. (Can only be viewed if you have an account)
Enjoy
#hsr#aventio#ratiorine#honkai star rail#should i write it or not? honestly leaning for it but also ive never written for hsr...#mind you i have a good idea of the personalities but dear god how am i gonna write Ratio correctly??#dude has the kind of long ass monologuing speech that puts me to sleep the way my mom does#i love ratio to bits but also i want to shake him and tell him to talk NORMALLY PLEASE#aventurine will be SO fun to write tho- vibrating as we speak bc i am going to torture this man a lil more#theyre my fave ship currently- also we underestimate acheron/aven friendship#adding on the fact that the original characters in the book kinda fit too and i really dont have to do too much lmaoooo#also jesus fuckign christ 30 votes for hell yeah in an hour??? fuck it ill write it holy-#ill try to get through most of the book before i post anything bc i am editing and adding and changing a bunch of crap from the book i hate#im not shying from the gore tho. its a gory book#warning yall now bc there will be graphic violence tags and people being eaten and not in the fun way
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"what was it like to see ekky drop the gloves and see him just jump in there for you?" [proceeds to say you know and yeah like a lifeline until he can gather his thoughts properly.] "its just cool hes a good guy"
"i appreciate that but you know... yeah i would do the same thing to him"
post practise interview | 11.18.24 (x)
#gustav forsling#aaron ekblad#florida panthers#2425#you can see the exact moment he wanted to say more#the “i appreciate that BUT” came in so hot#very reminiscent of when george asked him about sasha on d and he was like “it would be awesome but im happy with ekky too”#like that but came in so hottt but he stopped himself and instead ended it nicely like id do the same thing for him :]#forsy and his “but”#the way he absolutely stumbles through this answer he so thrown off#the filler words...#its the way he hears drop the gloves for you and just looks down#ekkys a good guy...#you know what else he is? hes a good bo-#absolute fodder for my brain what did he want to say...#forsy pledging to do the same for ekky man who like never fights mmmm#i just think theres merit to workhorse while he appreciates being honour fought by a chivalrous knight#its not particularly necessary but also hes flattered but also why??? also dont be dumb about it but also his heart palpitates but ALSO#heart of a contrarian#i just think it needs to be said that forsy has no qualms engaging eye contact during questions hell he does a lot of it#and yet here we have little miss flutterlashes#shy? tongue tied? still trying to process it? didnt expect our gossips to confront you with something youre still coming to terms with?#curious...#oh the forsblad is intricate
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ok so
beyond being gross and weird I think there’s something to be said about the lack of literary analysis in proshipping (this post is about mp100 in particular but this can apply elsewhere)
there’s two points I’m getting at here: lack of understanding of the characters being interpreted, and intent of author
first of all, the common rebuttal to “he would not fucking say that” is “it’s just fiction and for fun” (which is just a really common rebuttal for everything but that’s beside my point). But that point lacks acknowledgement that their interpretation isn’t based on the source material. For example: Reigen, the guy who notoriously stood up against a terrorist organization to keep kids from being in danger, being interpreted as a pedophile (there’s no soft way to put it). It’s going directly against what is set up in a (in my opinion) disrespectful way. Also there’s a point to be made about trampling over platonic relationships for the sake of shipping and how that applies to proship but i digress!
There are methods to have characters act in ways they would not normally. In fact, most of my favorite fics across all of my fandoms do this!! What they all have in common is an understanding of that character that explains what pushed them to the point of deconstructing their own morals and values. “Wouldn’t it be fucked up if this happened?” works so much better when you can see how it led to that point. And even then I’d venture to say there are some lines that shouldn’t be crossed, knowing these characters do in fact belong to the author, but me drawing lines in the sand isn’t going to be accurate to everyone’s view. It’s always going to be a nuanced topic!
Second of all is the importance of authors intent when reading. Rather than applying this to the base media, however, I’m pivoting focus onto those creating proship content. What is their intent while writing? Through unfortunate exposure in Multiple fandoms I see these common reasons: fluffy content with or without acknowledging the ship being (for lack of a better word. i wish i knew a better one) problematic, dark content such as gore or rape, or (there’s no way to put this lightly) jackoff material. Keep in mind these are generalizations, but im also not giving some of these people the time of day to add defenses.
The “fluffy” content I can sometimes see as the author of the content not understanding the consequence of the ship itself (incest and pedophilia bad) due to a multitude of factors, and I genuinely do think there are learning experiences for them in non negative or aggressive ways. Dark content I can make a case that this is a form of self harm whether intentional or unintentional, however for some this gets looped into the last category. Finally, it’s pretty obvious some people just yank their shit to incest and pedophilia and I REALLY don’t think I need to explain why that’s bad. Point is, it’s important to consider proshippers intent, and how it’s more complex than just gross people who are intentionally malicious. I think there’s learning experiences here for every proshipper, however those who refuse to acknowledge that their actions have consequences (entirely different post to make there about how proshipping can in fact have real life repercussions) I hold a special vendetta against.
To conclude I’ll say I’m not someone who calls myself an “Anti”. Do I hate proshipping? Yes, absolutely I do. But I also enjoy fiction with darker topics that are handled in a critical manner!! Think Oyasumi Punpun. Good manga btw, absolutely horrifying though. I don’t think dark subjects should be kept out of fiction but I do think they should be handled with care.
#notice how i didn’t say media literacy once. it’s a term that doesn’t have a set definition yet so#i’ve started to shy away from using it bc its meaning seems to get lost#literary analysis includes basically what i need to make my argument#im not going into literature. so. also keep that in mind#idk if im gonna post this wat da hell#tw pedophila mention#tw incest mention#mp100#cowardly speaks#i hope this makes sense#to people in the mob psycho fandom.#fandom#for once idc if a proshipper interacts bc i know they won’t have a good argument
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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full of hatred and malice for something (a bad interpretation) then i remember i can do whatever i want forever (enjoy it within my own bubble)
#im too BUSY to draw cross petreg stuff also im too shy to post that 👎👎#encouraging the mutual but im shaking and crying and gagging thinking abt sharing my stuff#also the utmv sphere is so BIG some of you people are fucking MEAN fuck y’all#also who would cross even be comfortable telling that? the bad sanses? HELL NO#dream is DUBIOUS at best. swap??? EPIC? maybe color but idk… sits here with my pipe#who would cross reasonably be comfortable with anyways bro . crossdust but dust is chill with it but that feels poc#**OOC#maybe im cooking. maybe#crossdust kill me . me and [a thousand hammers fall on top of me]#tooth thoughts
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I'm writing a fanfic centered around Wally Linda Irey and Jai, but I can't find any comics where Irey and Jai have like. Actual personalities lmao. I've found like one where Wally helps Jai use his powers without being in extreme pain but other than that they just seem like Typical Comic Book Kids. Ik plenty about the rest of the FlashFam but for some reason Irey and Jai aren't like. Given personalities from what I can tell? Do you have any suggestions?
I'm not really sure what you have read but the Wild Wests established their personalities fairly well. Adams run has also done that.
Irey is a lot like her father. A lot like her father. She's quick to anger and even quicker to lash out. Unlike Wally at that age, her favorite weapon isn't her fists but her tongue. That kid can be mean when she's mad. Irey has an almost teenaged level of sarcasm and sass up her sleeve at all times.
Not to say that she isn't nice as well. She's extremely friendly and outgoing. She puts herself out there and makes friends in a snap. Again... she's a lot like her father. 100% full throttle into whatever emotion she's feeling at the time.
And yeah, beyond that she's a pretty typical speedster child. ADHD to the max. Wants to be a hero and save people even though she's like 9. Dreams of being the Flash's sidekick. Absolutely adores the Flash (Wally). Again, think young KF Wally to get Irey's personality. Even down to the 'wants to be smart about it but is still impulsive as fuck' thing. Irey is 100% the kid with the plan. She thinks things through. She also does things without thinking. No, they aren't mutually exclusive. She has ADHD.
Now Jai.
Jai is a good mix of his parent's personalities. Think 'Blue Valley' era Wally and 'pre dating Wally' Linda. Jai is shy and withdrawn. He prefers solitary activities like journaling, reading and playing videogames. When he's excited he can be hyperactive but he isn't really 'active' the way Irey is. He doesn't have an unlimited amount of energy to burn, just normal kid energy.
Jai is calmer. Personality wise and in general. He lets things simmer. He mulls things over and thinks about things. He is slow to change his emotions. Stubborn even. Jai's baseline is 'annoyed and snappy with Irey' or 'vulnerable shy child emerges from his shell to speak to his parents'.
He's a bit of a lonely kid. Not that you would pick up on that around his family. But at school or at the park? Jai doesn't know how to make friends with other children.
When he's with Irey, he's fine but Jai isn't very functional alone. Despite how much he says that he resents Irey, he's extremely codependent. I can understand his perspective. She annoys him but she's also always been there for him. She's the only one who understands him and she was quite literally the only child he had met until he was seven years old. And then he only started going to school at eight. So he didn't really get to develop his social life beyond Irey.
Jai compares himself a lot to Irey. She's the perfect golden child. Superspeed, extremely social, smart, ect. Jai envies her. He wants her powers, her friends and her grades. He was extremely grouchy and depressed when he didn't have powers because it exacerbated this comparison. He's a little bit better now. A little bit.
That's not to say that he hates Irey. He doesn't. They're siblings and they'd do anything for each other. They are extremely protective of their twin (Irey lied to Jai about their illness being fatal to spare his feelings, Irey comforted Jai when he found out, Irey had been subconsciously sharing her powers with Jai, Irey took them back when she found out it was hurting him, Irey gave Jai her powers again when he asked, Jai saved Irey from kidnappers solo, Jai saved Irey from the blowback in OMW, ect, ect) They just also annoy the absolute hell out of each other.
#Jai is basically 'Wally pre powers' if Wally pre powers had to hang out with KF Wally all the time#shy lonely but genuine kid with envy he doesn't want and doesn't know how to handle#and Irey is literally just KF Wally. Just a less insecure version of KF Wally.#KF Wally was extremely insecure because his parents wore away at his sense of self like acid. Irey's the same kid except her parents#build her up. so shes confident as hell. that brovado ain't false#their dynamic together is either 'verbally at each other's throats' or 'protective mode activated'#also 'too excited/concerned about something else to remember im supposed to be adversarial to my twin'
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Was thinking about how cats bump their heads into you to show affection silently. So, what if-
#pyre#pyre supergiant#volfred sandalwood#oralech#volfred/oralech#he is in fact a big softie and is just shy to show it#also i named the file hubbies and i cant stop using this word now#my art#sketch#also hell yeah im back baybeee#well kind of#i still dont have a lot of ideas to draw so if you have any suggestions feel free to write into my askbox#only if its pyre-related tho#sgg#supergiant games
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#aaugh putting this in tags because im shy but. little reminder that i will answer asks/questions about what the hell im on about in my#isat drawings and the rambles i leave in the tags. i am however like a vampire in that i must be invited to do so first#this ALSO counts for Nohats. Theres a bunch of nohats stuff that hasnt been posted abt bc sam and i have no idea how to execute on it but#yeah im not. used to being in active fanbases so i feel rude just yellin about AUs and headcanons!!! augh!!! but i want to make it#very clear that i very expressly make fanworks with the intent that other people can chew on them and build upon them. so. if i look like#i have more info or thoughts and youd want them. youll probably have to ask since just putting it out there feels presumptive to meee yowch#ill also just answer asks in general . the only reason i dont appear talkative is bc i dont wanna look presumptive and rude LOL#lucabytetalks
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(in reference to your "im nor a rockstar" post)
ok neil gaiman is hot as hell tho. he had luscious black hair when he was younger. he still has gorgeous hair. get your face printed on the back of a book and boom. i'll fall in love with u just like i did with neil gaiman.
Fall in love with me right now. Coward
#someone tag neil gaiman I'm too shy#raynswers#i genuinely actually really want to take vocal classes so my family stops saying i sing like shit cause i dooooo i hate my voice#but i dont know any local classes that teach adults also im already hot as hell. everyone wants me. carnally#and emotionally. everyone wants to be held by me and my giant arms#i mean what
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all these coding classes lately remind me that i gotta work on my website sooner or later...
#now that im actually taking school courses for html/css im realizing its notttt that bad#like its Frustrating as hell but im better than i thought i was. thats for sure#I WOULDVE worked on my site earlier this year i just got hit by irl shit. yknow how it is#anyway i want to talk here more. i have so many thoughts and i have so little time to dump them.......aaaaaaaa#guess i had to take a step away from using the internet too much. and that break lasted for. What. A few years now LOL#i need to post more of my art here.. havent posted my art to tumblr since 2022 i dont think.."???? Mental illness sorry#ANYWAY ig going out of my way to talk to ppl outside my friendgroup more has done me wonders mentally. bc now im not feeling shy/Scared#like. at all anymore#also im moving next year so hopefully thatll give me the energy to work on stuff again!#chat.txt#ohyeah i need to like. redo my blog theme + work on toyhouse page a bit more#ok gn
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chigiris hard to write for bc hes SO INCONSISTENT.
i dont think he has a type. i could see him being into the calm and collected and also the sweet and bubbly.
he's very feminine and hair care and skincare but he also gives big dick energy.
hes composed and soft-spoken, but also stubborn and sassy.
the list goes on but you get it. hmm this is giving me a fic idea actually...
#ami's chit chats 🤍#LOLL#but fr tho#chigiri just isn't consistent in who he is#you cant peg him down as any character type#he is his own character type#like bachira is the energetic sunshine boy#rin is the emotionally constipated rude trauma boy#kunigami is the heartfelt honest genuine boy gone rogue#and chigiri is just#chigiri#hes a category of his own#like i cant write “he peppered your face in kisses” bc thats js not him#but i also cant “he felt too nervous to give you a kiss. he was so scared that it might make you uncomfortable”#so then im like “oh hes bold and direct” but hes also “chigiri's face had a rosy pink dusting to it at your words”#so then im like “oh hes cute lil shy sweet boy” but hes also “hell no. get the fuck away from me."#DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN#HES SO CONFUSING TO WRITE FOR#LIKE CHOOSE WHO YOU ARE AND STICK TO IT#but also i kind of enjoy how hes just his own cateogry#chigiri is just chigiri and thats all#chigiri hyoma
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Bc I cannot draw humans, my Billy is a lil kitty cat. He's a calico. He's just a lil goober in a big guy world
#this art is a bit old so if ive posted it before. no i havent. i geniunely cant remember#i HAVE talked abt him before tho i think. my feline friend whom i adore#i have another fully finished piece but its for billy week so it stays locked up for now...#but im excited to show it off when the time comes :]#my art!#tomfoolery!#not tagging proper tags bc im SHY and EMBARRASSED#wait until u guys find out i also have a jason in kitty form.... oh no....#tho hes in design hell i cant decide with him
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tag game time! tagged by @shadowcursedballs (thank you!) to use this picrew (click here)
woe, rhidian be upon ye! without their neck tattoos and neck scar, but close enough :] i decided to have a little fun and do a beginning vs middle comparison (hair and clothes for end didn't quite satisfy me, unfortunately)
tagging @emeraldgroves @strixhaven @meowstarion @opaleyedprince @spiderslyre and whoever sees and wants to do it!!! <3
#idk if all of u have ocs u share on here/wanna share but i'm tagging y'all anyway mwah#and feel free to ignore too obiously#sorry btw for every tag game i didn't do yet#i am very honoured and happy about it. i jump up and down in my enclosure#but i'm also very shy and procrastinate a lot and am in executive dysfunction hell a lot#making a picrew was easier than thinking abt what to say on other tag games :(#i still wanna do every tag game i ever got tagged in but some of them r months back by now so. no thats embarrassing now#cas.oc#described#ID in alt#addendum (im on mobile and cant move it to the front) there were no rules so i think any oc from any franchise (or not) is good! go wild#tag games#that armor on top of the robe is so.....woe#oc rhidian
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Fun fact I have never been actually acknowledged by an actor or voice actor for a character I like before, noticed MAYBE because Andy Poland mentioned he looks at the fanart channels in the official Jackbox server sometimes but a few of my friends have gotten direct acknowledgment from actors of characters in media we like before (and tbh its funny because usually its OUT OF NOWHERE and completely unexpected)
On that note istg if my “baby’s first acknowledgement from an actor/va of a character they like” moment is from Tom or Phil my brain will implode
#PLZ be nice i am very shy about posting about vas of characters I like bc I don’t wanna come off as weird lol#anyway may or may not have posted this because of an incident a month ago where—#—i may or may not have accidentally sent a follow request to phil’s instagram and got scared and took it back#and i dont know if instagram deletes notifs if someone takes back a follow request#so part of me is nervous as hell that instagram DIDNT delete that notif and HE MIGHTVE SEEN MY ART 😭#all my art on insta is very normal tho idk why im so nervous#i do get very VERY shy tho about talking about vas of characters I like bc again I don’t wanna come off as weird!!#despite everything that i say is usually just normal ‘I think they’re cool and they voice a character i like :3’ stuff lol#IN GENERAL I THINK IM JUST SHY ABOUT PEOPLE I FIND COOL OOF#okay okay sorry for long tags. lol.#random#eh maybe im also nervous because i get sleepy at the voice of schmitty and master mentalist#which means phil’s voice makes me sleepy#AND THATS KINDA EMBARRASSING IDK UHHH
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