#ALSO ALL OF THEIR MOMS REACHED OUT TO ME

[jocelynmakenna]

Shout out to my dentist office for being more reliable for wishing me a happy birthday than some of my oldest friends....

[itspileofgoodthings]

one time my mom was talking about something, I don’t remember what, and she said “have you ever known the poverty of having nothing to say?” and when I say nothing has ever punctured my heart quite like that statement

[kumakuma-circus]

not me listening to SNOWFLAKES on loop cuz it's low-key my favorite p4 song and realizing the lyrics like perfectly encompass yu's feelings about inaba and his friends and having to leave.

LOOK AT THIS SHIT. UGHHHHHH. THE PAIN OF HAVING MEDIA COMPREHENSION SKILLS,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

[samposillies]

[kuiinncedes]

:c

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[kayvsworld]

i always forget i have Healthcare System Anxiety until i have to interact with The Healthcare System and immediately just start screaming internally for days

[jarognieva]

Never try to be """"supportive"""" as my mother does

[lesbiansanemi]

I am so fucking sick of living with my roommate and his fuck ass boyfriend. Also watching my roommate burn every single one of his (already rather minimal, I might add) bridges for this guy is also kind of painful but also his relationship with me is one of said bridges so I'm almost past the point of even feeling bad for him lmao

[jorvikzelda]

I started reading Lord of the Rings (bought Fellowship of the Ring like… last spring but never got around to starting) and I’d just like to say. Holy fuck what a slow book. You mean to tell me I’m over a hundred pages in and this man is only just leaving the Shire? Sign me up for MORE I love this shit. Tolkien said “I will take exactly as much time as I want to describe things and you will like it”. AND I DO

[itspileofgoodthings]

you know what I’ve realized lately? that’s really helped? the axiom: it just doesn’t really make that much of a difference. Or at least it doesn’t when you’re talking about good things and not, like, doing good vs. doing evil. Big choices, little choices, decisions, decisions —it’s not just that they don’t matter in the grand scheme of things—because they do! —but just. It won’t make that big of a difference. Life will continue to be wonderful AND difficult, fascinating AND hopelessly mundane, full of roses AND thorns and all the other cliches whether you walk down one road or another. And you’ll get used to the joys and sick of the sorrows whatever they are, and you’ll be ungrateful and bored and dissatisfied in some measure some of the time and you’ll have to work on all the things you have to work on anyways and just. Yeah! It doesn’t make that big of a difference! Even the biggest things!

[britneyshakespeare]

Man is saying weird things to me again

[stepfordgoth]

Current family drama situation is that my uncle has very recently been diagnosed with several types of cancer and word is starting to spread throughout the family about it but no one has told my mom yet (because no one speaks to her, deservedly lol, and she doesn't speak to anyone either) but we (the other women in my family, pretty much my aunt and grandma and me) (matriarchal family structure) all agree that it's the right thing to do to let my mom know what's going on, if for no other reason than peace keeping (she has thrown fits in the past about not being in the know when big things happen, even though she doesn't come around the family by choice 🤡) and so that my mom can explain the situation to my kid sister and help her navigate/cope/etc. And so I, for some fucking reason, opened my big fat stupid well-meaning mouth and volunteered to be the one to reach out to my mom (I figured it was the right thing to do to offer since I'm the only adult in the family who knows how to manage her, and the only adult she would be at least somewhat likely to answer a phone call from) and my aunt and grandma are, I think, happy that I volunteered but they're also like "just be careful, we're expecting her to have nasty remarks or say something about this being karmic payment or something like that" and okay I guess that does sound like something my mom would say/has said in the past but I really, really hesitate to think that my mom would react to anyone having a ton of cancers like that. That would be absolutely awful of her to do. But also kind of in line with her character. And anyway I'm just sitting here thinking about what an absolutely fucked up situation this is, obviously about my uncle's cancer but also just the dynamics and relationships in my family and the fact that there really aren't any men in my family (outside of my sick uncle) and all the women have various degrees of contempt for each other and very little emotional intelligence and none of them can leave things in the past and move on from a lifetime of being mutually awful to each other. And the fact that there needs to be a peacekeeping mediator between these grown ass women AT ALL, but especially the fact that it's me, a much younger woman in the bloodline who has watched their dysfunction my whole life and decided early on to not get involved in that shit ever, and to not be like them as I age, who is in that mediator role. Here we are I guess!

[mxdam]

i hope you're doing ok friend 🥺

you are so sweet! i am doing okay ❤️ unfortunately lots going on that's distracting me, but i'm alright and hope to be creative again soon. going to put some personal info in the tags if anyone's interested, but i have lots of support and fingers crossed i can write again in a little while :)

[confused-spood]

Where else am I gonna rant if not to a group of random strangers that barely know me, right? So ofc I'm gonna rant here cuz these people have no idea who tf I am.

....turns out I have no words to explain how I'm feeling right now so I offer this emoji instead: 😔

[2024skin]

1 month ago today my exes mom died is it too soon to tell him I unfriended him and ignored his message because I kind of think he raped me