#AH THE ANGST AND THE FEELS

[markomaraa]

I finished a playthrough, and I was sobbing crying damn I love this game

And then I started a new one and got sad bc Gale doesn't say "Yes, my love?" to me and just says "What's on your mind" 🤨😐

YOU ARE ON MY MIND MAN. COME ON I PLANNED ON ROMANCING SHADOWHEART THIS TIME WHY I STILL WANT YOU

[sysig]

An eye for a life, unquestionably worth it (Patreon)

[54625]

people can keep coming up with angsty headcanons about why qPac passes out (crashes) so much- like he's got low blood pressure from not eating properly or he's exhausted from not sleeping properly- and I accept that

but to me he's just that one character in a kids movie that keeps getting injured as a gag. like he's just constantly tripping over roots and whacking his head off the ground, birds just constantly seem to drop rocks specifically on his head, people just keep inexplicably slamming doors into his face without realising it. qPac is just such a cartoon character to me I'm sorry

[waddles-ex-machina]

actually the best thing about season 3 is how fucking VINDICATED i feel as a hardcore johanna fan right from the airing of the first season. up til season 2 aired i was what felt like the ONLY person stanning her in this space and no one cared yeah yeah she's just hilda's boring mom but jokes on you she's also INSANE and wields a BUZZSAW and has more lore than any other character in the entire show. you all LAUGHED at me but LOOK WHO'S LAUGHING NOW

[gtzel]

No Espresso, just Depresso…

Feeling kinda….cruddy. I feel like ive lost all passion for the things i used to love. I can barely pick up a pencil to draw. I dread updating my comic despite the people relying on me. Every time i sit down to write i just feel like my life drains from me. I dont find joy in reading anymore, even gt. Even in my home life i feel unmotivated. And i feel like i can’t open up to the people im supposed to trust because i don’t want them to leave me. I can’t cry-physically and mentally- I can’t yell, i just feel nothing. I feel like even though im still creatin stuff i dont feel passione about anything. My days are all the same and dont seem to change. I look forward to being asleep since its an escape but then its so short lived that i dont get to enjoy that either. I just feel like life is one meaningless loop that never stops.

If you read this far sorry, just the silly rambles of a teenage white guy feeling sorry for himself.

[auspicioustidings]

Saw your post about sending asks so I’d love to hear more thoughts about mutant hybrid reader and the other hybrids sent to play with her. How do you think the other hybrids would feel having to mess around with one of their own for the entertainment of humans, while knowing they’re going to be “dealt with” afterwards? Or how would reader feel being treated like that by a fellow mutant and knowing what’s going to happen to them after?

I feel like this is a good chance for angst and in the mood for pain 🫣

There is presumed non-con ahead!

Not necessarily other hybrids, although on one occasion they do find a wolfman and have him knot her. It's more anytime they find a mutant with powers they think would be fun to use to play with her (torture her tbh, they think of mutants as lesser, as animals).

Mutant with electrical powers? Get ready for some shocks.

Shapeshifter? Sure, turn into Ghost so she can get fucked by two of his cocks.

Fear inducing powers? Oh they are absolutely traumatising the fuck out of her and laughing about the fact most of her fear is around them.

The other mutants do it because it's her or them. The 141 will hurt them if they don't. Some of them apologize and struggle to do it, some don't hesitate at all and are cold and detached about it because it's just survival.

The 141 fuck up though, they think it'll be fun to get an empath to play with her. But what happens is that her emotions are blasted out to everyone. They finally feel what she feels. The terror, the hurt, the little glimmers of hope she clings to. The fact that she feels bad not for herself during all this, but for the other mutants being forced to do this to her. She has no rage or bitterness in her at all towards them. And it's so fucking awful because they are such human feelings. Not just that, the feelings of a decent human.

They stop taking mutants to her after that. It gets harder to treat her like an animal after that. It gets harder to believe in the mission after that.

And then the Sentinel program is launched, machines that can hunt and kill mutants. She is going to get hunted. And they decide they need to get her out.

[whollyjoly]

okay so i saw this on my dash and although i wasnt tagged i just!! really wanted to do the thing!!

shuffle your on repeat playlist and list the first 10 songs:

Julia by Mt. Joy

Wasteland, Baby! by Hozier

Pink Pony Club by Chappell Roan

Moody Orange by Rainbow Kitten Surprise

Good Luck, Babe! by Chappell Roan

Wonderful Nothing by Glass Animals

Hide by Rainbow Kitten Surprise

South London Forever by Florence + The Machine

Lips by The xx

Painkillers by Rainbow Kitten Surprise

tagging some people cause fuck yeah!! music is great!!

@thetangycheesemanwithaplan @kyellin @theredrenard @alost-traveler @the-cinnamontography-is-amazing @gourdita @1waveshortofashipwreck

and anyone else who sees this and is inspired like i was!!

happy listening loves 🥰

[midnight-mismanagement]

I know the writers were in a bind with having powerhouses like Lucifer and Alastor both on the playing field at the same time. But, idk, to me, Lucifer coming late to the party feels less like a triumphant entrance and more like “where the f were you.” If Lucifer and Alastor were both there at the start, it would’ve made more sense for Lucifer’s character as he is trying to do better and be there for Charlie, and has no excuse for being late, but then the fight would’ve been two on one and there would’ve been no justifiable reason for why Adam couldn’t get defeated by both of them. So, maybe have another player on the field? Sera entering the fight? Or Lucifer getting kidnapped into heaven and forced to watch his daughter fight while he’s helpless to do anything until he convinces Sera to let him go? Idk. Cause his presence also undermined Charlie’s arc a bit imo.

Charlie has been sheltered by the two people closest to her: Vaggie and Lucifer. I think I would’ve liked a moment where Charlie is in a bind and this distracts Vaggie who automatically goes to protect her, but Charlie rallies harder, and Vaggie is shown that Charlie can also protect herself (maybe this happened in the show but I missed it? Cause they did split up at one point. I should rewatch the ep lol). I know they split up during the battle, but I kind of would’ve liked this part of their dynamic at least nodded to directly for the sake of their character arcs. And then with Lucifer, if he had to be in the fight, then have Lucifer raring to go, about to destroy Adam, but Charlie stops him and holds her own instead while Lucifer watches proudly. Or, somehow have Lucifer on the backfoot at one point because it’s been so long since he fought anyone, at first he’s overconfident or trying to appear confident, as he should be stronger than Adam, but Adam has been fighting for longer, more consistently, and maybe he’s had some kind of blessing to make him stronger. Have Lucifer taken off guard, and then have Charlie save his ass, clobbering Adam while he’s distracted, Adam who has always underestimated her, and then they defeat him together or something. Idk, just something to satisfy my personal need for Charlie to prove that she doesn’t always need to be sheltered or protected, that it’s fine to have support, but that those supporting her also make themselves vulnerable by doing so. I also feel like if Vaggie or Lucifer were hurt while protecting Charlie, she would definitely have some complex about that.

[draw-you-coward]

aging that dragon .. . or whadever

[sweetchcolate]

They're all so stupid.

God I fucking LOVE the Ah-Duo arc. It's criminal she gets so little content and leaves the story so soon. There are so many tragedies surrounding her: her child's death*, how that caused Fengming (someone who admired her greatly) to suffer guilt for years, and how this guilt almost caused the death of a high-ranking concubine and led to the death of an innocent servant as a scapegoat.

As one of the oldest people in the cast at thirty-five, Ah-Duo shows a level of maturity, sympathy, and compassion few others have, extending those feelings to those of lower ranks (who are usually exempt from being shown understanding or kindness). She recognizes the worth and hard work of those around her.

But what I love most about her reaction here are the things left unsaid or implied: the way Ah-Duo speaks of the servant girl's last moments and how awful a death it must have bene (drowned in freezing waters); the way she was both glad but also felt guilty over being promoted to concubine because the emperor cared for her... it all makes you wonder if she was also aware of Fengming's involvement in the baby's death and how she sought to cover it up or how Fengming tried to harm the one girl who saw her (the woman who lost her ability to procreate a sixteen) as a mother figure...

*[spoilers for future plot points]

And how must have she felt, all those years, seeing her son alive and well, but ignorant of his true birth mother, while she mourned the death of the former empress's son? If we go by the implication she was aware Fengming accidentally killed her "child", how must Ah-Duo have felt knowing her most trusted servant felt all this guilt over another woman's child (while never knowing it)?

All that love, all those years of devotion, all undone because of misunderstandings...

It's so stupid.

[grimowled]

;ooc

🦉 😈

[achiara]

i've just watched the newest my dearest trailer and i can't wait to be mentally ill again

[sysig]

Red Tape tied in a bow (P1 | P2 | P3) (Patreon)

Also decided to give a go to the caption thing again since this one’s rather dialogue-heavy!

[Panel 2] Peepers: Uhm...sir? Hater: What. Peepers: Could you- do you have the full paperwork on our health plan?

[Panel 3] Hater: Health plan? Peepers what in grop’s name are you talking about??

[Panel 4] Peepers: It’s really no big thing, I just wanted to see what was (and wasn’t) covered-

[Panel 5] Hater: Commander Peepers. Are you planning to commit insurance fraud on my dime? And you’re asking me how?

[Panel 7] Peepers: P- hahahaha! I would never dream of it, Lord Hater!

[Panel 8] Hater: Then-? Peepers: I just want to see what’s covered, sir. Like I said already...

[Panel 9] Hater: Hrmph. It’s all personally approved by me, so feel free to ask, Commander.

[scarysanctuary]

i understand why theyre doing this, but i'm still disappointed for there to be another disagreement so soon after their last one, even if it does make sense for the journeys theyre on, i was so excited for some happy domesticity, and yes we did get that, but briefly, i needed more :( thats the nature of a show with only 8 episodes this season and short run time per episode, things sometimes go too fast, and i know more than likely they will recover quickly and be back together, but i would have preferred this kind of conflict in a season 3, once theyve fully settled into a life together, and they start questioning if this is right for them, rather than immediately after theyve finally sealed the deal. theyve been through so much to get to this point, so this kind of conflict now, of all times feels like a bad choice, but hey, maybe its just me. the only thing i can think that would make it the right choice would be if in the next season (if we get one) Stede and Ed have zero fights like this again, not disagreements on how to run the ship or anything like that, just this kind of fight, they figure out themselves and how to be good partners to one another and thats it, this doesnt come up again, it may not be realistic but as a viewer thats what i'd want. and i think a big part of my frustration or even fear is that we dont have much time in general with these characters, i dont want much more of it to be spent on angst, just love.

[fansids]

Welp, I've finished the season 4 special...

Anyway-

[badlydrawnjohn]

HEYY uh. Anon that made you cry here

Ok I have to admit that was kind of an ass thing to do. But I'm gonna be honest with you:

It's better if you deal with it sooner rather than later. John, if you repress your emotions as time goes on your life will be a wreck. There will be a time when everything falls down and getting back up will be nearly impossible.

Have you already come to terms with the loss of your dad? With the loss of your childhood?

Multiple versions of you didn't. It feels bad to see it repeat over and over again

EB: its fine- you didnt mean to! but!

EB: its all dealt with already - ok??

EB: my dad is dead. my life is different now and i know that.

EB: its not like i even had the worst of it.