#AGAIN THIS LITTLE EVIL THING LOL
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7C2, no I will not justify my reasoning. 😌
IT'S PURPLE 😡😡🤬‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#i am so glad amongus died because it scared me and i sucked#I would report the wrong people bcs i saw the colors wrong LMAO#if u ever ask me why i dont color any of my photos#i will send you this very photo#courtesy of my great and appreciated tumblr moot 🥰#spider noir was such a fav of mine from the first movie#UGH TY FOR GIVING ME HIM I TAKE A GREAT DELIGHT IN#APPLESAUCE ❗️#also ive never had monster but the cans and the bright color against the black always looked so cool to me#i wonder what color it is on the inside???#ive only ever seen people chug the cans in one go#ive never seen a drop fall from their lips#it's a bit disturbing tbh#mountain dew is MY monster 😈😈 <- said with buddy hield lisp#the people at the sleepover st*ne me to death#AGAIN THIS LITTLE EVIL THING LOL#i love it it looks like a lesbian#shes so me honestly i dont need to double check i just trust#ted tumbunity things#THANKBYOU FOR NOIR I LOVE THAT SO MUCH
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for @hamartia-grander ‘s fic Another Time 🧡
this scene in the epilogue got me 🙃 i love them.
#It’s funny cause I had been working on this sketch a couple of weeks ago and got distracted. then I read your epilogue and was like OH SHIT#that opening scene was so cute and i remembered i had this sketch so i ran to tweak it to fit#it was fate 💕#or we shared a brainwave ✨#it’s not exact to the scene of course 😅#but same feels and vibes I hope#serennedy#serennedy fanart#leon kennedy#luis serra navarro#resident evil 4#resident evil fanart#your fic was soooo good and I’m absolutely in love with it!#can’t wait for the next thing 🤩#and again.. might not be the same looks you had in mind ( i could not for the life of me remember if Leon was blonde)#but its the brain image I got in mind#a little grown out blonde lol#and they might’ve been wearing clothes lol#but Leon with stubble.. here for it
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On the verge of asking for all the Disney villains XD
But let's go for the evil queen. Also, Maleficent is gorgeous!!
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Haha, we may get there at some point! But for now, here’s my other fav that I got a little carried away on🖤 hope you like her!!
Grimhilde is my second favourite Disney villain and I absolutely adore her and all her wickedness; love that vain pretty mean lady
I’m thinking I may draw Lady Tremaine next… I’m pretty fond of her as well👀 her or gothel, we’ll see!🖤
#thank you !!🖤#art#digital art#digital drawing#fanart#artists on tumblr#evil queen#queen grimhilde#snow white#snow white and the seven dwarfs#snow white and the 7 dwarfs#disney villains#my art#mya draws sometimes#I had fun drawing her but I really struggled trying to figure out a proper pose I wanted to draw lol (the speed paint is a little chaotic)#I’m glad you all liked maleficent🖤 I wanna draw her again cause I love her sm😭😭 might draw her and grimhilde together👀👀#the wives👀👀 (cause I said so)#this one was quicker so if it’s a bit messy… no it’s not🫶🫶#lovely to see the wolf anon sign off it’s my favourite thing here atm just so you know
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snippet of a miitopia poster i made depicting my team + my evil great sage. in the center is cirno, my protagonist. idk if i will post the poster now, the crossover might be too much. but i do like this portion of the poster the best. maybe i will do it and post it alongside a post of all the job designs i made for them.
#mayor doidles#fanart#mayors ocs#miitopia#i ain’t tagging touhou proper. or any of the connected series the characters are from if i do post the full poster#the characters are blorbos but this is exclusively miitopia fanart ok#cirno#kandy#great sage#miitopia great sage#digital art#cell shaded#when i post the full poster i need people to get cool with a lot of things. /j#ok the main hang up is the hetalia character even though i shouldn’t care.#look. aph america is my lad and im reclaiming him. he gets the ultimate legacy pass cuz i’ve been putting him in my crossovers since the#very beginning. i guess there are other characters i am more flustered to include but he’s the one that’s got me a little nervous lol#will you still love me if i posted hetalia america fanart. don’t answer that i’ll figure it out#ANYWAY…… i have once again drawn kandy bein evil n shit isn’t my daughter so cute :33
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What I like about Fear and Hunger is that it presents us with the question of “Is it worth it to sacrifice an innocent for the greater good?” and then shows us the answer of “Yeah...lmao jk it’s actually not”
#dexrambles#dexplaysfearandhunger#fear and hunger#funger#fear and hunger 1#f&h 1#f&h the girl#the girl fear and hunger#yeah sure humanity does progress and thus reach its potential like what nilvan wanted#but it came through war after war#all the evils in the world still exist even after people began worshipping the god of fear and hunger#and I'd argue that le'garde's part in it only fueled his ego in committing more atrocities#a little girl was made to live a life of pure suffering and misery all for the greater good#but that greater good still wasn't obtained people were still killing and being cruel#and the other gods still want to have their own stinger measuring contest (as someone called it) through things like the termina festival#so yeah#a child's suffering was essentially for nothing lol#it's the whole driving question behind the ones who walk away from omelas#then again I only played the demo and watched playthrough#so this observation may be rather inaccurate#fear and hunger spoilers#mine own postsss
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... why he sit like this
#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little#rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo#cats#It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually#getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol#Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime#I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad.#Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering#all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty#e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time#that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense#that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh#I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol#which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything#I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still#recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually#slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.'#ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever#reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished#any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky#and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly#going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et#etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make#stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin#.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care#and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists.#take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc#ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it#82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol......#ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol
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Speaking from the perspective of someone who has not actually read any of the relevant comics (I've heard it suffered from being part of the new 52), I do like playing around with the premise of the whole Dick Grayson Spyral arc in a vaguely post-crisis setting.
It's like. We have Tim Drake. First his little brother dies. (Sure he was a pain in the ass and half the time when they talked, they ended up fighting, but Tim and Damian were still brothers. Damian was still a kid.) Then Dick gets kidnapped and unmasked and dies, and there's a closed casket funeral. Jason's in his villain era because I said so and Bruce is pushing everyone away and being even more of an emotionally constipated ass than usual because he's mourning. And look, he's the last one standing again.
You're Tim Drake. You're Red Robin and Red Robin was never supposed to be permanent but one thing turned into another and things kept happening, and, well, you never got around to coming up with a new mantle. There's no Robin and Batman needs a Robin so maybe you try to become Robin again, but putting on a dead boy's uniform feels different when you were actually close to the kid. You can never really go back and Bruce doesn't like it and he's being more of an ass than usual. Sure, he's grieving, but you're grieving too. and, and...
What I'm getting at is Tim becomes Nightwing. To honor his memory. To carry on the legacy. Possibly Red!Nightwing to distinguish himself from the original.
And then we get Damian coming back from the dead. Bruce is better after that, but still shutting himself off and being more of jerk than usual. He still has a dead son. Dick's still dead, but Nightwing and Robin team up after Damian yells at Tim because he came back to life to find Dick dead and Tim wearing the costume, but once they work that all out, they team up. They get along better. It's a shame death it was it took to get there.
Eventually Dick comes back from the "dead" and we get that mix of betrayal and anger, but also relief. (And also they should be mad at Bruce too for keeping it a secret). Ummmm, Tim has to go find another new mantle. All of Bruce's terrible decisions he made during the arc were retconned to be because he was brainwashed by Brother Blood II aka Brother Bloodier or something when there's a new primary author and actually he's a great dad.
#my au ideas#close enough at least#tim drake#spyral#like there's also a story idea of like#dick coming back and repressing the hell out of what happened in the batcave when he made he decision#and then like he slowly comes to the realization that it wasn't just like a one-time thing and maybe Bruce lashed out at Tim when everyone#was dead and it was just the two of them and Tim was trying to save from himself#Tim never brings it up again but he and dick have this moment where they don't say anything but they both know#and dick has to face things at least a little then#at least until the retcon that actually that was evil who kidnapped real Bruce for the past three years of comics or whatever lol#carthago delenda est#dc#bats + birds + affiliated
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Heeeeyyyyyyyyy @brezideje :) !!!! Thank you for tagging me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D <3 <3 💖<3
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#there's a lot that I would choose multiple for#like there's no real preference for hard or soft cover books but if it's a large non-fic or picture book then I like it hard#if novel I prefer soft because it's harder to turn the pages at times#same goes for the bookshop library thing#though I've not checked out a book from the library in ages#only ever used the receipt as a bookmark... gives the book some history when I look at it again in the future#also had a thing where I hated damaging my books#like no breaking the spine or no slightly bending a page#got bit sad when I see my books bend open (or something) at some random page#but recently I buy second hand books to read and they're filled with bends and dog ears and little random notes#if I own the book I now bend open the pages and mark where I've been with a corner fold#I like looking at the past readers reading history and when I read my book again it'll show where I read up to and all that cool stuff#gives the books some personality and history#however I only do that with soft books#never doing that for a hard cover#am evil lol#maybe there is a preference to the hard and soft covers#lmaaaooo
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Tainted batch (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#Fine nevermind >:(#It's so weird to be posting vent-adjacent stuff while I'm doing so well currently haha#I started this months ago and have significantly improved my mood since then pfft ♪ I'd hope!#There wasn't anything specific at the time anyway just a thought circling around that I figured Charm would be more affected by#Considering most things for her are heightened in comparison haha <3 She'll get therapy someday#She also deals a lot in sublimation through art! And sometimes that means literally taking the materials and using them elsewhere#Honestly it's pretty cool that she can reconstitute her art :0 Drawing is a little different haha#I hadn't realized it'd been as long as it's been since I last drew Cirrus :0#Oh yeah Cherry Shortcake actually has a first name now lol#A few residents do! If you remember my mention of Aria from a while back - Marshmallow Fluff - I think those are the current three?#Still haven't really pinned down a naming convention haha...I've been thinking about three-letter last names for what feels like forever now#She was also an early contender for Digitally Rendered Resident huh... I could at least stand to name the others that have gotten that lol#So many things I wanna do with her - really want to finish her Biased Narrator fic sometime just dunno how to end it hrmngh#Anyway lol she gets a one-panel cameo and takes over the post pft no! Charm time!#Evil Time Charm time - kicked up her pulse as soon as she remembered#She kinda sorta remembers what happened but more than that remembers the Emotions - feeling Laughed At#And clearly it's [this specific thing]'s fault that she feels foolish! Avoid [this specific thing] and never feel foolish again Guaranteed!*#*Not actually even remotely close to a guarantee lol instead she's just avoiding something that at one point made her feel good#So easy to turn a positive memory into a negative one with just a change of framing huh?#I can't think of anyone in her life who would exploit that fun little feature in her outlook not even one!
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Don’t know if you’ve heard about this new dbs arc and I just wanted to know your thoughts on it? Also, what do you think about the Trunks x Mai pairing?
I saw, yeah. I'm personally p ambivalent about it- I hope its good but I'll just keep my expectations low :T
And yeah I really hope they drop the whole Mai thing now. 1. It's weird but 2. Supers version of Mai is boring, so we get all the creep factor but none of the weird fun personality- so like what's even the point? Guess I'm glad F trunks gets to be (sorta) happy tho
But 'apocalyptic hellscape lady w a shotgun' should not be this hard to sell to me (눈_눈)
#no offense if you like mai#i get it. i wish i could#ask#ugh ok but as an extra bit#maybe im misremembering but mai in DB was like evil but also ridiculously.. shy(??)#thats not the word but like the whole pilaf gang thought blowing a kiss at bulma was like the ultimate embarrassing thing they could do#to the point of it bein like their idea if torture#when did mai suddenly have this overt interest in dudes to the point of talking like some pervy older lady#like what bulma says she sounds like#i mean i guess im glad they atleast had her interest stay almost exclusively on the adult version of trunks#but yknow then they hadta make it weird again by havin her actively decide she can just wait on this kid to grow up#uugghhh#like. they make her creepier than i remember her ever being#and it feels like tgey do this w no self awareness#like theres no joke and its not presented like an absurd thing its more presented like maybe theres hope for trunks and his misguided crush#annnnddddd i hate it#that creepy#they managed to make a former villian worse by tryin to shoehorn her into a spot onbthe heros side#lol i care so little about the new super stuff that most of this ask is me whining about a cartoon ship i dont care for
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Did you hear that Josh and his gf broke up? And twitter is saying he got another woman pregnant.... should we send our congratulations to Stef??????
diggs is the one knocked up, plot twist
#this has me feeling like a tea blog LOL#THATS CRAZY THO I DID HEAR THOSE RUMORS AND WAS LIKE.. DAMN? REALLY??#wasnt she his like? highschool sweetheart or smthin?#they had like a log cabin type lovers forever ring by spring thing going on!!!#thats so crazy..#it's not my place to indulge them any further with speculation#so all im gonna say is crazy!! if true !!!#cant believe diggs had to go on a whole trip around the world to hide the babybump#thats why he was so mean to allen.. hes tired of being The Other Woman#ok im done 😭😭 but wow!! i did not know this!!!!#the way most of the football fans are hyping this ... i hate men#anyways#the location being on LMAO why r u proud of living in ny 😭#telling the whole world you live in evil canada im sick#the blue toes..#then again i cant speak on locations it gets a little warm in chicago and im conqueror of all the land#im like a groundhog
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"Ed Iskandar talked with God. Then it was Lucifer’s turn. Now he was addressing Adam and Eve.
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Right now, Iskandar was rehearsing the plays from Act I, including Madeleine George’s 10-minute piece about the Fall of Man, which she gives the elaborate title, “A Worm Walks Into A Garden or The Fall of Man, an experiment in motive and comedy.” In it, Lucifer tells dumb jokes to Adam and Eve, as a way of seducing them. Adam finds them funny. Eve doesn’t.
“You’re missing a crucial part of your anatomy,” Lucifer says to Eve. “The funnybone.”
Lucifer is being played by Asia Kate Dillon.
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Dillon was writhing and entwining themself around Eve. Suddenly Chase Brock, the show’s choreographer, got down on the floor and started to writhe on the floor along with Lucifer. Brock had researched the earthworm, and showed some pictures of earthworms to Dillon on his laptop to suggest other moves they could make."
"50 different plays by almost as many different playwrights is a massive undertaking in which each vignette varies in tone from the one before it. The actors playing the characters do not change from play to play; this forces the performers to be as comfortable and convincing with farce as they are playing tragedy. It is also fascinating to contemplate the mental and emotional gymnastics that each performer of The Bats (the resident acting company of The Flea) must have undergone to ensure that each character maintains the same internal psychological throughline when they appear in different plays by very different authors.
The first act deals with the Old Testament books and the Nativity. In playwright Dale Orlandersmith’s Song of the Trimorph, the angels in Heaven mindlessly worship God (a deliciously petty, yet shrewdly authoritative Matthew Jeffers), who takes it as His due until Lucifer (Asia Kate Dillon) starts to question whether love without choice means anything.
Dillon’s beautifully delicate, white-haired devil is one of the show’s most complex figures. Watching them evolve from nuanced philosopher to diabolical heavy to world-weary cynic, depending on the vignette, is fascinating. The narrative speeds its way through the Bible. Highlights include Madeleine George’s surprisingly feminist take on the Adam and Eve story; Hwang’s marvelously urgent Cain and Abel tale, which posits the first murder as a story of vengeance against a capricious God; and Mallery Avidon’s whimsically horrifying tale of Noah’s Flood, which also entails the deaths of everyone who didn’t make it aboard the Ark.
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The show’s second section deals with the Life of Jesus, with Colin Waitt’s astonishingly variegated boy-next-door Jesus shifting from an idealistic dreamer as he travels with Mary and Joseph to a forceful, almost angry philosopher when he argues with Lucifer about the nature of love to a bratty dolt when he confronts Gabriel about his inevitable fate. The fact that the playwrights clearly have a different idea of Jesus’s personality sets Wiatt a complex task: He has to make his Christ the same in all situations; whether he’s being comic or tragic, Wiatt is convincing and moving in a performance of stunning versatility.
Indeed, his likable turns in Gabriel Jason Dean’s beautiful Christ Enters Jerusalem makes his ferocious agonies in Qui Nguyen’s Christ Before Herod and his subsequent crucifixion all the more heartrending. The third act deals with Christ’s resurrection and humanity’s fate at the Day of Judgment, and includes a series of plays set in modern times, as well as God’s final words to Lucifer, Jesus, and to us. The show’s final Day of Judgment coda by Jose Rivera is an essay of forgiveness and unexpected love."
"Overall, the point of view of The Mysteries leans toward deism, the Enlightenment philosophy that presents God as a kind of clockmaker who created the universe, then left it alone to run according to its own laws. We see God squabbling with, then abandoning, Lucifer, setting in motion the events of the Bible, but even in Eden he is surprisingly enigmatic.
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And, as one of the thieves killed with Jesus prophesies, it may all be for naught; he conjures up a future in which "the religion founded -- haha --upon your existence will be held up to justify the slaughter of millions over hundreds and thousands of years, for the brutal sins of domination and exploitation, the lynchings, the massacres and genocide, the relentless militarism. Everything you stood for will be erased."
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In any case, the company is an almost constant joy. Among the more striking performances, [...] Asia Kate Dillon is a compelling presence as Lucifer."
"Four dozen playwrights take four dozen spiritual positions, which allows bubbles of radical reimagining to emerge only to sink again beneath the waves. For instance, our very first playwright, Dael Orlandersmith, paints Lucifer (Asia Kate Dillon) as a sweetheart Cordelia type refusing to curry favor with an insecure God (Matthew Jeffers). The fallen Light bringer keeps popping up throughout, and yet while Lucifer makes a number of solid points—many vigorously antichurch—they're still costumed as a blood-smeared reptile. Does evil exist? Or does it only exist when it can dress super cool?"
"It begins with a scene in heaven where we meet the lavish Angel Chorus that will be with us for the duration of the play, and witness Lucifer’s expulsion from heaven, something like in Milton’s Paradise Lost.
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We also meet the rebellious Lucifer in that first scene in heaven, played with dazzling cynicism by Asia Kate Dillon, and at the same time the angel Gabriel, played by Alice Allemano, who, obedient to God, in contrast to Lucifer, struggles valiantly trying to make sense out of God’s commands and following through on them. These two, Lucifer and Gabriel, played by tall, striking people, fine actors who resemble one another, hold the vast array together like bookends.
The scenes in the Garden of Eden are delightful, played, appropriately in the nude, by Jaspal Binning as Adam and Alesandra Nahodil as Eve. Throughout the play, Biblical episodes are interpreted by the many playwrights in non-canonical ways and the first of these is brilliant: the knowledge the first couple gain through their disobedient eating of the apple is — how to tell a good joke and how to enjoy one!"
"Act I – The Fall begins with Creation and Lucifer’s fall from grace with God. Lucifer is played by a steady, radiant Asia Kate Dillon who reappears frequently to mix things up with earthlings and the rival angel, Gabriel, played by Alice Allemano makes goodness alluring. God is played by an extremely patient and multi-dimensional Matthew Jeffers whose sense of humor humanizes the Lord."
"As starting points, Dael Orlandersmith’s “Song of the Trimorph (Lucifer’s Lament)” and Liz Duffy Adams’s “Falling for You” are somewhat too abstract, particularly “Falling for You,” which has Lucifer wonder, “How can there be love in the absence of being?”"
"Starting with the Fall, we are introduced to the Angel Gabriel and the fallen angel Lucifer, played by two equally lissome and brilliant young actors, Alice Allemano and Asia Kate Dillon. They compete for God’s affections by using a chorus of singing punk angels."
"Asia Dillon as Lucifer brought the precise mixture of demonic delight and fragility necessary for such an adaptation: watching their performance was like looking at a raw cut in the bowels of the earth, brimming with fire and unimaginable sadness."
(no relevant quotes, but throwing in a brief pdf of a grantee project report that focuses on Engagement)
#edited out inaccurate misgenderings in favor of ''not tiresome'' over ''the Historical letter accuracy of the sources''#which are all right there to peruse as originally written too; so#lucifer isn't evil??? 0 stars. long play too long. ''not that enthused'' reviews are always Worse Quality for limiting the info & taking up#plenty of space with [what info Is given is dedicated to supposedly bolstering some specific ''didn't like that'' view of the author's]#just the kind of stuff that'd annoy me as i hate read movie reviews for things i didn't see in the newspaper at like age 12 metacritically#and that of course [just one person] as the norm whether for ''formal'' reviews or not; liking it or not....not the ideal format.#the emergent info or reflections on the same elements / effects of the material that comes from Various writeups by ppl? mwah.#and of course many include fun little Details / noting something that others don't. it comes with lore#the mysteries#asia kate dillon#lucifer the mysteries#lucifer mysteries#gospel48#unfortunately 2/3rds of the quoted articles on chase brock's page for the mysteries aren't online. cmon....#i feel like there might be one article i found the other night that didn't crop up in this search....might be conflating tweets or smthing#can just update it if so anyways....also again No Idea what the longer brown hair vs shorter ''white'' / blond hair is about lol#it kept being extended & that article i think was written in later months; maybe they cut it partway through#more plausible anyways than that they grew their hair out that hard in just a few months. that they also had during rehearsals. shrug#yeah just revisited my History and no other articles that i found last night (morning); none relevant re: akd lucifer mentions anyways lol#also that that was dialogue akd was delivering as lucifer during the crucifixion...was it given to someone else? is lucifer (probably)#taking the place of one of the fellow crucifees & delivering it; and the author focused on who they're standing in for?
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Vent ig
Fandoms will always be more willing to humanize and excuse the male antagonists but will take any chance to further demonize female antagonists (or just female characters in general lets be honest) and turn them into cartoonishly evil ppl.
I hate making everything about RQ but Elara is what sparked this from me, or at least something I remembered pushed me to want to vent about this. It kills me that ppl in this fandom will sit and make excuses day in and day out about how Maven actually isn't to blame for any of it and how it actually isn't that bad that Maven killed thousands of ppl and physically and mentally abused Mare and Iris (and hell maybe even Evangeline who knows at this point) but will then turn around and exaggerate what Elara did to the absolute extreme. I am NOT saying that Elara didn't do anything wrong or should be excused cause I don't think that! What I am saying is, I loathe when ppl will talk about her and erase parts of her character in order to turn her into a cartoonishly evil stepmother. You don't have to like her, you don't have to think she had anything but bad intent, but don't talk about her if ur just gonna ignore or change part of her character because for some reason u can't fathom her not being 100% rubbing her hands together maniacally laughing evil. (Especially considering Elara barely has any character so like how r u just missing shit that easily?) And it doesn't just stop with her. It happens with characters in every media! Alicent Hightower gets half her character IGNORED because god forbid she not be 100% evil and u feel anything but hatred for her! Sansa gets demonized for shit she did at like 11 like come on. I mean hell, even characters from children's media get demonized for existing (like I'll never forget hearing that ppl HATED Mable Pines for being what? an annoying 12 year old?)
Ppl also love to claim they stan or love female characters but in reality they only love that character in relation to their male love interest. If she ever goes against her male love interest then it turns into "she's such a bitch" or "she's so selfish" like I mean thats literally what happened to Mikasa the moment she "turned" on Eren.
Idk im so tired of ppl stanning and loving evil male characters and finding every which way to justify their actions but then going out of their way to make female characters WORSE than they actually are.
#once again u don't have to like any female antagonists u can hate them idgaf#but don't include them in shit if ur just gonna mischaracterize them to such an extreme that they become ur OC wearing the characters skin#I feel like such an idiot talking about this with a character like Elara because I know that to an extent I turn her into an OC#And my only defense for that is I try to base all my assumptions about off of lines in the text and notes from the author#it just drives me crazy the way ppl will ignore certain things in the text that humanize her even just a little bit because it's like they#can't fathom her not being this purely evil stepmother figure#she's not a good person she's not even an ok person but she also isn't the caricature y'all make her out to be#don't ask me to link anything of like where I've seen the mischaracterizations cause idk I was thinking and remembered stuff I saw a while#ago and got upset lol#also idk don't comment on this being like “actually ur wrong blah blah” I literally dgaf im venting leave me alone#either agree or keep scrolling like I don't need to hear that im actually being stupid and delusional#it sucks so bad liking a character like Elara because I feel like a dumbass defending her cause she is pos but don't make her even more of#pos than she already is it isn't rocket science!!#vent i guess
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Lineup of all of the characters that appear long enough to need a visual representation of them in the game lol
#I added a few people that you can randomly run into around town (like at the inn or in the forest or etc) and have very short conversations#with just to kind of flesh out the world a little more in a more natural-ish seeming way. Like nobody in the main cast would really#have much reason to talk about the actual city you're in or anything. Since most of them havent lived there that long anyway.#But if there's a ''city inspector'' that you can run into whilst he's writing up notes examining the local inn. then maybe there could be a#few dialogue options with him where you can ask about things like that. since he would know more about the area as an offical Government#Worker or etc. Optional of course. since I have to be so wary of my natural inclination to lore dump lol and am trying extra hard to make i#all stuff thats easily avoided/skipped. But for the people like ME who deliberately choose to exhaust every possible optional dialogue#option and explore every single inch of the world and try to collect as much information as possible - then there are a few extra places to#do that. Though obviously not all of them just give exposition for like 15 paragraphs blandly. Some you don't really learn anything from#and it's kind of just.. random flavor to make the non-shop map locations more ''lived in'' feeling. Like the random#little girl you can talk to in the park doesn't bizarrely start reading out the wikipedia description of some War that happened 10 years ag#or whatever. she's just complains about school a little and asks if you've tried the nearby ice cream cart treats and etc lol#ANYWAY..#some of the art is so so evil but I'm not going to spend 800 years trying to clean it up and update it. whatever the hell mess I sketched#out in 2018 or whatever is just what I'm keeping lol... it is what it is#One of the many trials of the whole 'briefly work a few months on something and then abandon it almost entirely only to pick up work#on it literally like 4 - 5 yrs later and now you must contend with trying to decipher whatever weird shit you did years ago' experience lol#Also given the population breakdowns of the world in general I think there's an unrealistic amount of jhevona in this lineup since#they're a much rarer species to just see out and about anywhere but.. it IS a global trading center type area. and the game#takes place in the north (the country of Asen. near the coast. for the maybe 2 or less people who actually keep up with my worldbuilding#enough to know where that is lol (the same continent as Navyete (where the avirre'thel live)) and there's a decent concentration#of nothern jhevona only a short ways away so... tee hee..I shall pretend it makes sense and not merely me just wanting#to represent more of that species because I think their lore is interesting lol#I MEAN also realistically there would NOT be a human here because humans are extremely isolated species that don't even know the rest#of the world exists really and human territories are extremely protected from the outside world but... of course it's like.. well we need#at least One of them to be there for the Optional Lore. Same with the Ythrili. But at least those are like.. PLAUSIBLE.. not nonsensically#outlandish. If I had a Verrucalt or something in there THEN that would be truly lore-breaking almost lol#ANYWAY.. rambling that only means anything to me because nobody else knows what I'm even referencing but hbjh#also I think my character designs are so funny in the sense that I really do just love to do the same thing over and over again ghbjh#wow... random asymmetry and belts and arm straps and high collars where the neck is completely covered?? you dont say..how novel
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I NEED to get better at drawing anatomy solely because I am getting more and more angry that I cannot capture the violent hug urge enveloping me its absolutely overpowering and I still have work to do
#WRITING... THE FEEDBACK....#KEEP OPENING MY NOTEBOOK FOR SENTIMENTAL REASONS. (WRITING INDULGENT THINGS)#(IN MY STUPID. LITTLE SPIRAL NOTEBOOK. )#one of those SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME nights.#>will be more normal after sleep (if the demons dont sic their evil shit on me)#not making sense#you know sometimes i think about changing my name again.#rant#or something lol. ratspeak.zip#ratspeak.zip
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i cannot believe i played all three high school story books romancing MICHAEL the first time. girl why did you do that caleb is sooooo much better omg it’s ridiculous actually
#unfortunately it only works to romance caleb if you play as a guy#just because the mc’s best friend is emma and emma had that little crush on him and if you’re a girl and you date your bestie’s crush that’s#like soooo deeply unethical. especially when you’re 16 like that’s evil fr#it’s okay if they’re gay though and then you get to set emma up with luis who is soooo insanely Your Friend’s Ugly Ass Boyfriend but like we#can’t win it all i guess.#next time i play it i’m gonna play as a girl again and romance emma <3#and then the only romance options i won’t have done will be aiden and maria#but i don’t want to do aiden ever because he’s lame#maybe i’ll play it a fourth time and do maria idk#but it takes me so long to play these things i probably won’t get to it a fourth time tbh#like i started this replay like a year ago and i’m still only at the start of book 2#to be fair though 2 and 3 kind of suck. where 1 is sooo fun#anyway. you guys should all download choices and play my little books#it’s almost lame that you all will watch the worst tv shows known to humankind but won’t play choices. like. lol#choices
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