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It's still scaly since it's only a week old but I couldn't hold off posting it anymore - here's my Riku tattoo!!!!
Reference under the cut - it's that manga panel, of course :-)
I made an edit to remove the text boxes and the rain and sent it to my artist, and she made a few more changes like giving him a fully defined mouth!
#EVERYONE. GET YOUR FAV CHARACTER TATTOOED ON YOUR BODY. ITS GREAT#ALSO BONUS POINTS IF ITS SOMEWHAT SHIP RELATED. YEAH. YEAH.#kingdom hearts#riku kingdom hearts#soriku#I COUNT THIS AS SORIKU GIVEN WHAT RIKU IS DOING IN CONTEXT#kingdom hearts tattoo#kingdom hearts fanart#kingdom hearts manga#kh 358/2 days#kingdom hearts 358/2 days#358/2 days#kh#AAAA. i am. AAAAAAAAAA#the lines are straight my arm just isnt lol#i just thought the rain wouldnt read well without context of the scene ahaha. just felt it looked weird isolated.#i feel like no one will see this BUT I WILL SEE THIS EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE AND THATS WHAT MATTERS#my artist did such a good job im like blown away by how clean the lines are - everywhere that looks like its wobbly or#is going outside the lines is just my skin flaking. like it looks so good. Ill take another picture when its actually healed im sorry#i have never known patience
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Here it is!! Drum roll please~

I just got done!! I'm very happy with how it turned out ^^
Oh! Very very beautiful! What a wonderful thing to carry with you. A lovely way to decorate your body. It really is art. Literally! Thank you so much for sharing. Very pretty.
#i wish i were brave enough for something like that#it really is beautiful#//SCREAMO INPUT: I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE THIS AAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! LAWRENCE IS SUCH A FRIGGIN DRY TEXTER BUT I AM NOT LOOK AT U GO AAAA!!!#//BEE-YOOOUUU-TIFUUULLLL
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#shhhhhhhhhhhh im having a lil bed time ramble rn hehe#soooooo ummmmmmmmmmmmmm#ive just been thinking.... i hvent been mischaracterising ratio have i ???#i love my royal au so much rn but honestly he'd be so meanie to me#but it'd also be a slowburn because what the hell im so. dense??????#literally reblogging ratio art from a year ago and not questioning how did i survive until now#oh but yeah anyways#this is why childhood friends au js the main one bc meanje</3#but i am sooo obsessed with royal au rn and aaaaaaaaaa#i feel like it'd be long distance for a while ... after (or maybe before!) the ball we'd send hand written letters to each othr hehehe#aaa i will totally write a letter soon i am excited ^^#half term coming up as well !!!!#so yippeeee#aaaa ratio in my brain. help me#i scoured youtube for ratio content i am deprived help me#also feeling a bit 😔 bc half of the ratio art i see is ship with aven (even tho i dont hate rhe ship !!!!!!)#lol j even felt this way before i realised that i liked veri sososo veey much#ough my heart#thats enough rambling#ratio selfship has literally made my bad habits magically go away !!!! byt also i literally cannot focus on work anymore#its a double edged sword</3#but j still love him. ill work kn my self discipline!!!!!!#okay ill make my goodnight message now pfft#posts.nae
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AAAA AAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAA SQUISHES YOU SQUISHES U SQUISHES /pos /aff
Why am I being squished??? XD /silly /pos
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aaaaa, fucking heat is killing me aaaa
do I wanna knot someone or get knotted, do I wanna be pinned or pin someone do I wanna be made a cream filled pastry or make someone bloat like a balloon
ohmyfuckinghellit'snoteventhe2nddayandialreadywantnothingmorethantobe FUCKED
aaaaaaaaaa I am in misery I just wanna fuck so bad but I have not even a soul to do so with ;-;
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does she know that you wanted darling to be special to you???
mimicry is a very common way humans show others their ties to people they love, its a way to signal "im in this group, fhese are the people who love me," it may be possible she views this as a way to honor her connection to you.
I'm not in your relationship ofc, and you have every right to want certain things to be special. I just can relate to being on the other side of accidentally ruining things for people and being heartbroken that I didn't know that it was being taken that way.
you deserve love and care and to have a special place in people's hearts, and to be shown that love in the way it means most to you. if you did tell her how important it was to you, it's rlly rlly fucked up that she didn't value that. and you deserve a Lot better. 💜💜💜
I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT AAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAA AAAAAAA AAAAAAA AAAAAA AAAAAA I KNOW MIMICRY IS GOOD THATS NOT THE ISSUE AAAAAAAAA AAAA AAAAAAA AAAAA NO SHE DIDNT KNOW BUT ITS HARD TO GIVE HER CREDIT HERE WHEN SHE ALSO DIDNT KNOW WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MONOGAMOUS AND CHEATED ON ME AAAAAAA AAAA AND IT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE ANYWAY BECAUSE I BROKE UP WITH HER AAAAAA AAAA AAAAA AAAAAAA THE PROBLEM IS THAT IT FUCKING SUCKS TO HEAR HER SAY IT TO THE PEOPLE SHE CHEATED ON ME WITH EVERY FUCKING DAY AAAAAA AAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAA WHEN THE ONLY REASON ITS PART OF HER CASUAL VOCABULARY IS BECAUSE I WANTED. HER. TO. SAY IT TO ME. AND SHE COULD NEVER EVEN DO THAT RIGHT. AAAAAAAA AAAAAAA
AND NOW SHES GOING TO BRING HER AWFUL EMOTIONALLY IMMATURE BOYFRIEND TO COME LIVE WITH US AAAAA AAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAA AND IM GOING TO HAVE TO PUT UP WITH HIM BECAUSE ITS NOT LIKE I PAY RENT OR ANYTHING IM A BROKE BARELY FUNCTIONING COLLEGE STUDENT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAA AAAAA AAAAAAAAAA AAAA SHE PROMISED ME A SAFE PLACE AND THAT WAS A LIE THE MOMENT IT BECAME INCONVENIENT!! BECAUSE SHE VALUES HER STUPID IDEALISTIC VISION OF LIVING IN A HOUSE WITH ALL HER FAVORITE PEOPLE OVER THE CURRENT REALITY WHERE THAT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!! AAAAAAAA WHICH US WHY SHE KEEPS HURTING PEOPLE!!! I AM NOT A PRIORITY!!! NO ONE IS!! BECAUSE SHE CANT PRIORITIZE!!! AAAAAAAAAAA AAAAA AAAAAAAA AAAAAA AAAAA SHE WANTS TO HAVE HER CAKE AND EAT IT TO AND I WILL NOT LET THAT HAPPEN. IF YOU DO NOT REMEMBER ME I WILL BE GONE BDFORE YOU NOTICE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAA AAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I AM THE KING OF HITTING THE BRICKS I CANT WAIT TO RUN AWAY AGAIN I CANT WAIT TO LEAVE I CANT WAIT TO NOT HAVE TO BE HERE ANYMORE I HAVE SPENT MY LIFE TRYING TO ESCAPE THE PEOPLE CLOSEST TO ME AND I WILL CONTINUE TO DO THIS UNTIL I DIE!!!!!!!!!!!
#nnstuff#ask#for future reference dont respond to my vents unless your a mutual or something#I don’t like it#vent
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AAAAAAAAA OMG OMG OMG OMGGG!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤🥺🥺🥺❤❤❤🥺❤❤ THANK YOUUU SO MUCH WOOOOWWAAAAAA
what if....What if
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os2 x eclipse ep2 part 2 of my silly little commentary
oh thats weird, why is the cafe for all worker hosting the competition?
(huzzah i am funnie)
seriously tho, youd think aye would recognise them
YAYYYYYY WAT WONNNN
SANI TAKING PHOTOS GHRDFJBG I LOVE HER
SHES SO PROUD OF HIM
"this is my first short film. sorry- our first. it's a story of what we face in real life. Thank you to all my friends for always supporting me. Thank you to my advisor, Teacher Sani. If you hadn't asked me that day, I wouldn't have made it here today. I also want to thank my family. Even though they don't really approve of me making movies, they secretly transferred me money in the end. Thank you."
EVERY SENTENCE HE SAID WAS ANOTHER REASON TO CRY
HOLY HELL IM NOT OKAY
OMG
hell yes imma add this to the collection
"even though your movie is not very perfect, i could see the power and sincerity in it." "thank you" "keep making films. dont give up." "i wont" HIS LITTLE SHRUG- I CANTTT
BGRHEFJDBS
HES SO HAPPY
ITS MAKING ME HAPPY
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
PROBABLY TOO MUCH
BUT ITS FINE
THIS JUDGE GUY IS SO COOL
IM GONNA CRY
I LOVE THIS GEHIRKBSG
FIEWUKJSBDGFEKJBSDGFOU4EJWBNFIOKNEWDSPIGNVPIERKDSFPIN4EWSDPIGNVPEORIDNSGOPVIENBRPISDGNVEORIJDSBGNPIO34JBWENGPIVE4PRIKGHJBOPEIRNFDOIBJN THE HUG
HES SO HAPPYYYYY
IM SOBBING
SANIS FACE-
NAMO LITERALLY SEES EVERYTHING
HOW DOES HE SEE EVERYTHING
HE ALWAYS KNOWS
the lights went out
finally
here it is
aye's about to be dramatic
and im probably gonna scream and cry (in a good way)
GUITAR CHORD STRUM THINGY GHDRBHT
YUP
YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP
YAYYYY
im giggling and sobbing at the same time
HES CRYING AAAA
im so glad im watching this now instead of last night bc its so much easier to scream out loud
AND AKK'S GONNA START SINGING TOO, RIGHT???
LOOK AT HIS FLIPIN FACE AAAAAA
YES
YES
YES
GIUERKDSBJGREUVJB
IM SCREAMING AND SOBBING AND LAUGHING AND DYING AND GIGGLING ALL AT THE SAME TIME SOMEBODY HELP
GFUIREBGNIUEFRBAAAAAAAAA
im sobbing
hes such a good singer
i love first's voice so much
WAIT I ONLY JUST NOTICED THAT LINE
"if you dont like it, if you're not okay, let me know. ill stop."
the freaking PARALLELS
IM SCREAMING SO LOUD RN
THE FREAKING FLASHBACKS
WHAT THE HELL
IM DYING
GIRHDKBJGFBJTKRDFAAAAAAA
IM NOT OKAY AND THEY ARE THE REASON WHY
ITS THE EXACT SAME SCENE
EPISODE 10, 3/4, IT'S EXACTLY THE SAME AS THAT
AND THAT SCENE HAPPENS TO BE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SCENES
SO I AM COMPLETELY DYING
BUT ITS LITERALLY THE EXACT SAME SCENE
THEYRE SO SILLY
I LOVE THEM
AAAAAAAAAAAA
WELL NOW ITS EXACTLY THE SAME AS EPISODE 11 WHERE THEYRE LYING IN BED
ITS THE SAME FREAKING THING
THESE FREAKING PARALLELS WILL BE THE END OF ME
oooo graduation blessing
"people say that life is like a journey. i want you to keep going forward to reach each of your destinations or goals." I LOVE HER
"keep going forward without knowing if there's light at the end of the tunnel" SERIOUSLY KAN, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO KEEP VOICING MY FEARS, ITS RUDE
"of course. you guys have done it before. you have walked out of those dark shadows." TY SANI THATS SO SWEET IM CRYING
THUAKAN MOMENT
PLATONIC WATSANI MOMENT
OMG
Y E S
YES YES YES YES
THIS IS LITERALLY EXACTLY WHAT I WAS HOPING FOR
I SCREAMED SO LOUD
THEY HUGGGGGGGG
"thank you for never letting go of my hand" WHAT THE HELL THE PARALLELS- NOW ITS THE SCENE AT THE START OF EPISODE 10 WHERE AYE FAINTS AND THEY GO TO HIS HOUSE AND THEY FALL ASLEEP AND THEY FALL ASLEEP HOLDING HANDS AND AYE SAYS SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND HOLY HELL
THIS IS THE GREATEST FREAKING EPISODE OF ANYTHING EVER OH MY GOODNESS
my face hurts from smiling so much in this episode
SERIOUSLY, THE PARALLELS ARE INSANE
EVEN THEIR EXPRESSIONS ARE EXACTLY THE SAME
"i love you too. shortstop." AAAAAAAAAA
damn, they end with what they cut out of the actual show
i love them so much
oh, look at that, theyre ending with what the actual show had to cut out
anyway WHAT THE HELL THAT WAS INCREDIBLE
EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT WAS PERFECTION
MY NEW FAVOURITE EPISODE OF ANYTHING EVER
AND PUENTALAY NEXT WEEK???? GIUERJKBDG
oh look at that i used up all 30 photos again
how the hell is anything real rn
THEYRE GONNA BE DADS?????? WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL
WELL
THAT WAS SOMETHING
im gonna go cry for the rest of the day, peace out
#quodekash watches our skyy 2 despite desperately needing to sleep#quodekash watches the eclipse#quodekash rewatches the eclipse#the eclipse#the eclipse series#the eclipse the series#akkayan#ayanakk#thuakan#kanthua#watnamo#platonic watsani#firstkhao#khaofirst#firstkhaotung#khaotung thanawat#first kanaphan#our skyy 2#our skyy x the eclipse#neolouis#louisneo#neo trai#louis thanawin#pawin kulkaranyawich#aj chayapol#ployphach phatchatorn#GO4UERLDHGOIRN
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Oaky im not angery anymrke!
Someone in replies talked to me and cleared things up!
I misinterpreted the post, they kinda just. Lumped the word objectum into a sentence about not wanting to assiciate with nsfw blogs and i read it all together i think!
Aaaaaaaaaa
I am also sorry for getting angry. Its not a side i like to show or excercise bc it can be dangerous for me as someone with bpd! (Cant contol myself, but im working on it, actually im a lot better than i was as a kid and teen! Aaaa i dont hit and scratch and bite anymore o.o) but im sorry to op for accusing them of stuff(being a bigot bc they hate objectums) and for yelling at them!
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. 𖥔 ݁ ˖ 𝓐 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓸𝓻𝓯𝓾𝓵 𝓭𝓲𝓼𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂 ˖ ݁ 𖥔 .
A Lil gift ;) (it's bad)
"is that for me? "
"Ofcourse it is. Why? Is there an issue? "
Grabbing the purple outfit from Vils hand, Yuuna analysized it. The fabric was a vibrant purple and soft to the touch not to mention how pretty it was with its frails. Perfectly mimicking smth that had to be pulled out of a fairytale.
"No, nothings wrong. I'm just wondering what influenced you to buy this? "
"Well I'm not going to sit by and pretend that Crowley doesn't pay you nearly enough for your expenses. You work alot so take this as a reward and a gift from me. "
"Are you sure..? "
"Positive, dear. Besides I've already bought it, it'd be a shame if you don't wear it, not when it would look stunning on you. "
Yuuna felt herself grow embarrassed at the last bit as she muttered a quick thank you, exiting the room, probably going back to her "dorm".
As the door slammed shut, Vil smiled to himself.
After all there was nothing wrong with dressing Yuuna specifically in Royal purple. It was simply an act insuring people would get the hint. A silent mark.
Bonus: the lighting was weird so I'm sorry 😭😭








AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA????????
THIS IS SO CUTE??? THE DRAWING THE STORY— I AM CRYIING *loud sob* THIS IS SO SWEET
THE WAY HE GIVES HER PURPLE CLOTHES TO MAKE PEOPLE TAKE THE HINT ON WHO HE HAS HIS EYES ON THIS IS SO FREAKING CUTE AND SO SO SO SO SOFT
aaaa fluffy cotton candy— i might get cavities 😔
AAAAAAAAAA THIS IS SO WELL WRITTEN AND WHOLESOME 😭🩷 ALSO THE DRAWING!????? THE DRAWING IS SO CUTE AND PRETTY AAAAA I LOVE IT SO MUCH
ADDIE I LOVE U SO MUCH, GIRLIE I AM CRYING THIS IS SO SWEET THANK SO SO SO SO MUCH 😭😭🩷🩷
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WAIT SORRY I'M JUST NOW SEEING THIS TYSM ????
(i assume they do in rays, but i wouldn't know about that 😔)
(from this post) i got you @mementoasts 👍 recap under read more
first of all, and for the sake of context that will be relevant later, i need to point out that victor actually resents his julius. i talked about it before, but i also translated some of the short story parts here (i will post the full thing... some day. when i figure out what to do with the 5% i have yet to translate because it doesn't have a good equivalent in english)
julius' first apparition in rays happens in arc 1, so it got actually covered by the localization here; victor, however, doesn't appear until arc 3
as for meaningful interactions, i would highlight the moment that they meet. ludger is fighting alongside victor, and julius realizes who victor is instantly (because of course he would). victor had actually been keeping it low until this point, asking other characters to cover up for him so he could avoid the people from his original world (not specifically his fractured dimension, but elympios as a whole). julius confronts victor about it later, once they are alone. things more or less continue like in this scene (which is from his second skit here)
the earlier scene (or interrogation in victor's words) becomes relevant once the rainbow bridge appears (rays lore), in this scene in which victor throws those words back at julius. there are a few more details on this part (like i mentioned in this post), but sadly i only have very small excerpts translated for it
there's also some interactions between them in bisley's recruitment event (like this scene) and later in the asteria!elle event (like this other scene). oh, and this login bonus too
and... that should cover it? yeah that shows the gist of their relationship in rays at least 👍 (or relationship in general... they never met in x2 and asteria is an au so it doesn't really count)
#I APPRECIATE THIS AAAAAAAAAA#“julius realizes who victor is instantly (because of course he would)” me out loud: “OF COURSE HE WOULD..........”#i looked through everything (except the christmas vid aaaa need to watch that later) while i had lunch and felt sad#which the kresniks Always make me a bit sad In General. but just shfjhdjdhdjdh auuuughhhh. man. MAN.#all of this has kinda solidified the growling cat/sad dog dynamic in my head ndjhdkdshf victor is so grrrrrr#they make me so SAAAAAD <- screams this for ten minutes straight#i rly need to read all the rays stuff i can at some point. like at least the main story and then anything else w/ characters i like fhkdshk#(i've only watched maybe the first hour's worth of cutscenes on yt 😭 but i AM interested in it. like overall)#((but also i just want to see my favs ehehh..))#sry i'm rambling here oh my god aaaaaa thank you again#rb#tales of xillia 2#tales
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I am not used to formal Aron.
PFFT? is this in regard to the last post? cause I thought he died a long time ago. let me get someone who you're familiar with.
DFJKDFJFDJ RECOMMEDATIONS??? FOR WELCOMIN VIDEOS??? FDJFJDF DUDE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OMG SOME OF HIS VIDEOS I GO CRAZY FOR. YOUVE SEEN THE PLAYLIST, but GOD aaaa I like it when he plays with people, its so. god, its so. its so much fun, I really hope he does another vid with him playing with others, theyre probably my favorite videos of his. iirc, most of the vids on that playlist is of him playing with people. just. shaking him around. AND YOU MUST BE AWARE OF THE SCENARIO VIDEOS FSJHFDJFH AAA DUDE. YOU ALREADY KNOW HOW INSANE I AM OVER THEM AND. AND AND AND AAAAAAAAAA
[clears throat] anyways.
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HIT US WITH 2, 3, 6 and 14 (i love music in relation to media sorry), 22, and 26 for SANJI don’t be shy
SKUHFSHFSDKUHF THANK YOU FOR THIS, I LOVE DOING THESE SO MUCH KSDHFSJDFHSKDFHSKJDF For Sanji this time <3 OKAY also I'll admit I've been reading a ton of fics / headcanons with him so my thoughts mix be a tad skewered with info but like I've so many good writings for Sanji, bless all the writers so much because aaaaaaaaaa <3 <3 2 - Honestly I kinda started falling for him when I saw some gifs of the "silly in love wiggle dance" shit he does (because lets face it, silly weirdo men is my jam and I need more of it always) but I also see him as a very passionate kinds guy and thats also such a wonderful trait <3 3 - OH THIS- I know I keep wanting to say some sort of food service (because ofc its the easiest vibe but I feel like thats too easy of an answer dskjufsdf) so I've been scratching my head thinking about it for a few mins but like I keep thinking he would work at like a womens shoe store or like a jewelry store or somewhere he'd be able to work and flirt skjdhf. I just imagine him being like "Oh, what a gorgous choice for a gorgous person like you, it works with your eyes so well!" or something like that sdkjfhsdf 6 - YET ANOTHER I HAVE NOT LISTENED TO / MADE A PLAYLIST FOR... Which is also surprising because I have a few for other characters / pairings dsjhfsjdfh. Buuuuuuut when I've been reading fics I've been listening to those "piano jazz" youtube playlist things and they just feel fitting somehow?? ksdjuhsd 14 - OKAY SO I LOOKED BACK THROUGH MY "MUSHY LOVE SONGS" STUFF ON MY SPOTIFY AAAAAAND- I decided to go with just the whole ass song for him of "I'm in the mood for love" by Julie London (it just has soft romance vibes and I see it as super fitting for him from what I've seen / read of him so far skudfsdkfh) 22 - Oooooo good question. Hmmmmmmm.... I keep thinking it would be fun to have him meet Ingo and Emmet from Pokemon but mostly because I think it would be interesting to see what kind of shenanigans Emmet and Sanji could get up to together. Though I also have like a fuckton of ocs so those could be extra fun too jsdhfshjf 26 - Aaaa okay so admittedly I am not fully aware of his past yet (but I've heard a few brief things here and there) so I'm gonna rework this a tad to go off of what I know about him - but but I feel like he might be the type that when he has too much time to think he sort of just sits alone while smoking and overthinks things he could have done better or ways he could have helped someone or a situation? He's got that kinda vibe and idk how to describe it skudhfsd
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@talisman975
#AWWWWWWWWW YES YES YOU DESERVE TO BE SPOILED YOU PRECIOUS KITTY #THE SUBTLE EYE SHINE IN THE LAST PANEL KILLS ME #it warms my heart to see any version of Akoya being loved and taken care of ITS WHAT HE DESERVES
AAAAAAAAAA AAAA WAAA WAA IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY YOU WANT TO SPOIL HIM OMG!!!! /)//////(\💖💖💖 I LOVE HOW YOU CALL HIM PRECIOUS KITTY WAAA!!!! 🥺🥺🥺 OMG YOU NOTICED the little eye shine in the last panel, I AM SO HAPPY it had such a strong effect on you omgg!!! \>/////</
im so happy you recognize him as a version of akoya, it warms my heart so much that you want him to be loved and taken care of!!! 🥺🥺🥺 you are so sweet to wish this for him, kittykoya is happy he can also make others happy /)/////(\/💕💕 I HOPE YOU ARE ALWAYS LOVED AND TAKEN CARE OF LIKE YOU DESERVE TOO!!! \>/////</💖💖💖
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1 am this [] close to studying Spanish for a while
I really don't need to. I really dont
The Spanish shows I found and am getting dragged into I could absolutely just use subtitles to follow
I could spend time on French instead (ahahahah ToT I need to improve so Bad but also I have no pressing need to so), or Chinese (I DO need to increase reading speed for my own sake) or japanese (to be fair while I wish it was better it is Also the sort of thing where once I'm playing Yakuza Kenzan in japanese it's sink or swim and I'll probably make improvement at that point when its mandatory and not optional to learn)
But like. I can already read non fiction Spanish. I can read it about as fast as English non fiction already. So like... when I see or hear a Spanish show it drives me up the Wall I do not fully understand. When I pick up a fiction novel it's a touch frustrating I feel back like I felt with 6 months of French study trying to read novels ToT
(My Spanish level is. Wonky. It's incredibly poor, to be frank. I have a few thousand vocabulary but NOT all common words which makes that vocabulary less useful in regular conversations, i have basic Poor listening skills and skewed reading skills due to reading a TON of Spanish nonfiction just brute forcing it, I don't remember some BASIC ASS conversational words when speaking so I functionally cannot speak, but if it's reading it comes back to me, despite studying French for 2+ years I find Spanish easier to follow when listening, and I've read 3+ Spanish textbooks despite feeling I absorbed nothing. I also very much am so TEMPTED to study with like Dreaming Spanish and read Poco a Poco and just brute force it for 200 hours and see how much I learn. Because I feel like I'd learn a lot pretty quick, what with all the tangential stuff I know, and with the non fiction base I've got to connect new stuff I learn to as far as memory goes. I just really want to try to learn like Dreaming Spanish style aaaaaaaaaa. But also? Like for Real when I'm reading/watching something the Desire to know what is ACTUALLY said versus translated absolutely eats at me)
Anyway I've been watching Young Royals and my ears focus in hard sometimes when Simons family speaks because my brains like: words you should know! Fuck yeah, what did they say! Aaaa! I swear I know most of that! (Versus the rest of the show where my brain will supply "Oh that word sounded a bit like english")
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20 things I like + 4 I don't
Tus ojos: Amo tus ojitos, me encanta como se ven cuando tenés lentillas, pero más cuando no tenés nada porque parecen puppy eyes y yo AMO. Además, no puedo creer incluso dos años después que tus ojos me vean A MÍ.
Sonrisa: Verte sonreír es mi boost de energía instantáneo, en especial cuando la sonrisa llega a tus ojos y hace que se achinen. Me encanta, me encanta hacerte sonreír e igual hacerte reír, es como aaaaaAAAAA.
Cuerpo entero más bien: Y no lo digo en sentido de que estás buena y eso (que sí estás) sino porque cada parte de vos es aaaa. Cuando nos tomamos de la mano, cuando nos abrazamos y sentir que cabes tan bien en mis brazos. Cuando me abrazas y me haces mimos si estoy triste o cansado. Todo, todo se incluye acá.
Voz: No es secreto para nadie, cantas excelente, pero además tu voz siempre me relaja muchísimo y amo mucho.
Divertida/ocurrente: Hablar con vos es siempre muuuy divertido, a veces me hacés comentarios graciosos tan de la nada que largo la carcajada así esté en el trabajo o sean las dos am. Y no es algo de ahora, siempre fuiste divertida, desde que nos conocimos.
Comprensiva: ¿Tengo que explicar? Esta es una de las cosas que más-más me enamoró, siempre te mostrabas (y mostrás) muy comprensiva, al menos si la situación lo amerita.
Buena amiga: Fuiste un gran apoyo para mí cuando todo se me estaba yendo al cuerno y así como lo fuiste para mí sé que lo sos para tus amigos, al menos por lo que me has contado.
Madura: Sabés que tengo un problemita con los berrinches y todo eso que la gente suele hacer, pero vos sos muy madura, siempre dispuesta a hablar las cosas como los adultos que somos y eso me derrite de amor.
Lado cursi sorpresivo: ESTO ES ALGO QUE AMO UN MONTÓN. Siempre llega de repente y yo quedo EN EL PISO.
Cómo se preocupa por hacer felices a quienes quiere: A vos te parece que no sos demostrativa, pero creo que no hace falta hacer grandes cosas y la prueba de cuanto querés a la gente de tu entorno creo que está siempre ahí, por ejemplo, cuando hacés las portadas para los cumpleaños.
Confianza: Sos realmente confiable, pero además, creo que entre nosotros hay mucha confianza y espero que así siga porque varias veces dijimos los dos que esa es la base de nuestra relación.
Honesta: Aprecio la honestidad en todo el mundo así que obvio va a ser algo que amo de vos, ¿no? Si algo te molestó, me lo llegaste a decir y por lo que sé también sos así con tus amigos (siempre que esa honestidad no vaya a llevar a lastimar a alguien).
Me sigue en mis boludeces: ESTO. Vos sabés de qué hablo. Sí, la locura de ser destacados en ID aunque casi nos quedamos pelados en el intento. Fue muy divertidooo y amé poder hacerlo con vos, que me siguieras en la estupidez TT
Me escucha de verdad: Esto es realmente importante para mí. Hay gente que solamente te oye pero no capta lo que decís, vos no, vos me escuchás de verdad. A veces te acordás de cosas que ni yo recuerdo ??? Como el otro día que te mandé lo de PG y vos de "ya me mostraste eso" y yo ????????? porque para mí era la primera vez que lo veía ????????? pero no, fui a ver y sí tenía un Cosmog o sea que sí estuvo antes ??? Bueno, a eso me refiero, en serio prestás atención a lo que te digo aunque sean boludeces.
Fuerte/decidida/algo de eso: No sé cómo explicar esto, pero sos muy uhm- como que tus pensamientos/ideas están en un punto donde no te pueden torcer si a vos te parece que vas en el camino correcto. No importa quien sea. También pensaba en cuando algo te molesta, como los dramas de amor, y les decís a tus amigos que ya no querés hablar del tema. No cualquiera hace eso y es realmente llamativo que te animes a hacerlo.
Se puede hablar de cualquier cosa: Cosas tristes, cosas felices, boludeces, pokemon, fútbol, nuestros trabajos, nuestras molestias, ¡todo se puede hablar! Me encanta eso.
Mensajes múltiples: ESTO ME HACE MUY FELIZ. Te lo he dicho antes, pero lo repito. A veces estoy ocupado, durmiendo o distraído y cuando veo que vos me mandaste miles de mensajes me hace realmente feliz T T
Hogar: No me refiero a nuestra casa sino a que vos, tu persona, se siente como mi hogar. Como cuando estás muy cansado, llegas a casa y te ponés pantuflas y ropa cómoda para quedarte tranqui. Así se siente estar con vos.
Compartir casita: Esto fue un graaaan paso para nosotros, pero me hace feliz haberlo dado. Saber que siempre estás ahí a un paso, saber que puedo dormir y despertarme viendo tu carita y con tu calor tan cerca de mí. Además no nos apuramos en hacerlo y eso me da más tranquilidad también, estoy de verdad contento de hacerlo.
Gyeoul: ¡Y la beba de la casa! Otro gran paso considerando que no pensamos tener hijos humanos, otro paso que me hizo feliz por haberlo dado a tu lado.
Y ahora...
Falta de tiempo/ánimos: Odio no tener tiempo o tener tiempo pero no tener ánimos, quisiera poder estar más con vos, hacer más cosas juntos, miles de citas y post hasta que ya no sepamos qué carajo hacer.
Haber tardado tanto: Sí. A veces pienso que todo salió de la manera que tenía que salir para que estemos en el punto que estamos, pero no te niego que tengo esa espinita que me molesta diciendo que debí haber hecho las cosas diferente en lugar de esperar tanto tiempo para estar con vos ; ;
Se tira abajo con lo sentimental 😠: Más de una vez me dijiste que creías que no eras muy expresiva, que no demostrabas tus sentimientos de la forma más adecuada, pero yo creo que sos muy demostrativa la verdad ; ; nunca me sentí tan querido como me hacés sentir vos.
Not my wife: Se explica sola, chau.
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